#this can be about trauma irl circumstances or something fictional it's up to interpretation
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You ever make an observation and it's really sad and heartwrenching that you gotta just. Take a minute and be like "surely not"?
#this can be about trauma irl circumstances or something fictional it's up to interpretation#for me it can happen to all of the above/ any#but rn it's something irl#and I'm like#oh#okay i guess#I've noticed a pattern and now i just have to try and either justify it or live with it as it is#vent#personal#for those curious and as nosey as I'd be when reading all this ->#I've realised that I'm the first to be blamed for things in my household#like anything I do? It's assumed the worst for me and no one else for some reason??#Like say the toilet paper is misplaced or out#or the soap is too runny#or food is expired#it's ASSUMED I'm the cause or the one responsible?? Before ANYONE else??#This is consistent and it's never clear why I'm ways assume to be the one person at fault for everything#it's like my brother is always given the benefit of the doubt and my mother can do no wrong so that leaves me to blame?#And that just... makes me so sad y'know?? To be seen in the worst light and never given any benefit of the dount#to always be the one at fault and to blame#to assume it must always be ME before anyone else who MUST have done something wrong#no delving into an issue no thinking about it because “surely” it must be me first and foremost#and only once the possibility of it being me is eliminated THEN other possibilities are considered never before#never innoceny unril proven guilty only ever guilty until proven innocent beyond all dount#and everyone ELSE is innocent until its proven I am noy guilty first#it's so... isolating and lonely to realise you're being singled out that way#been depressed all day bc of it
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