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yutamayo · 29 days ago

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I am sooooo tired (me wide awake at 3:26am trying to convince myself to piss and then get into bed despite knowing I won't sleep despite being awake for literally like 48 hours and not actually feeling tired will I crash idk I feel I am heading for a crash but I've been waiting for one the last few weeks and my body feels fine maybe who knows maybe I will black out and sleep for 3 days but I will likely be up in a few hours to start my usual day of staring at the wall)

#kinda worrying that i genuonely havent had a CRASH considering ive been Living on no sleep so idk have i just conditioned my body into no #longer requiring rest?no longer being a slave of the REM cycle? is it impacting my mental health? likely. but everything does that so #i suppose we musy just wait and see. maybe i truly have gained the cure to the normal human function that is sleep #i feel powerful. this makes me powerful. right?#imagine what i could do with all the extra time #i could stare at the wall longer #i can sleep when im dead so im gonna enjoy staying awake and just feeling like im dead #shoutout the power of a nonseleeping deity #you know what i am #say it. out loud.#“... a gremlin.”#gremlin hours #think ill just change the tag to 'gremlin time' (is a construct)#oh my god please stop with yhese tage please just stop please sto

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