#they're rlly tryin their best but tellin me tht i can push myself harder and tht if they can do smth so can i is really... not helpful
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#being the only friend who has major problems with attention & executive functions#(in particular self control aka prioritizing organizing initiation self monitoring etc etc)#really really really sucks#like despite having such a strong and understanding group to support me w my poor mental health#i feel like my issues of having terrible self regulation is what really makes me hard to understand and affects my actions the most#even if most of us are anxious depressed messes to some degree bc school n how its run is. not good. to say the least.#everyone i know is either still capable of doing things. have at least the self motivation to finish required work. planning and organizing.#like if they cared to try and do the bare minimum they still have the ability to do it with little to no support#and i don't have those skills. it sucks. im always sad and guilty of never being able to do shit and disappointing people over n over again.#they're rlly tryin their best but tellin me tht i can push myself harder and tht if they can do smth so can i is really... not helpful#i feel like a whiny pissbaby who is anti recovery and just isn't tryin to get better anymore#but how the fuck am i supposed to get help anyways????? we don't have the money for professionals n clearly self help is not working#god im so tired. its fuckin 3am im supposed 2 b awake @ 8 n here i am not sleeping. cryin bout my own worthlessness#sgjjgdbfdfss truly a show of my poor planning n lack of self regulation. a prime example.#lmao i made a vent blog it has one post rn this is th type of thing thtd go on there but im posting it here instead why
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