#they're expensiiive god mom i love ya but dang
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espytalks · 2 years ago
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feel like i struck gold. my mom listed her favorite perfumes in her amzon wishlist.
#espy talks#ohh ive asked her so many times what she wears when we go out and i always forgot#guess she knew i'd wanna know for some reason#or maybe she just wanted more of it if she ran out#there's a few on the list but theres two that's high priority that she wrote 'my favorite' in the notes#they're expensiiive god mom i love ya but dang#i know she has some somewhere though so i can just go look for them if i need em#i doubt i'd use em myself#i don't wear perfume much and i have my own that i like for myself#it's like this sample of a vanilla smelling perfume she got in a subscription thing she had#we cancelled a lot of stuff actually before this happened cause when this first started going down dad realised she wasted a lot of money#he had to pay the bills (she normally did that) and ended up finding out all this stuff mom spent money on. monthly#i was kinda complacent this entire time#i know my mom spent a lot on random stuff but it made her happy.#and she seemed to have it all under conrol. she never letr us starve ands she took care of the bills#so i never argued with her about it. i wanted her to be happy more than anythign#i don't regret it. i'll never regret it even though i know it was wrong to let her spend so much#more than anythign i regret not pushing her to go to the doctors more#that's in the past now though. no sense beating myself up about it ya know?#if she taught me anythign it's not to say sorry. if you're really sorry you show it#and to show i'm sorry i have to change for the better#i won't let this happen to anyone else i love#i'm gonna bug the hell outta my brother to see a therapist i swear to god lol
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