#they're coming sooooooon my loves

[hesbuckcompton-baby]

Ken Lemmons & Sylvie Gao

You know that my train could take you home, anywhere else is hollow I'm begging for you to take my hand, wreck my plans, that's my man

[jinkookspencil]

i got you | ksj

back from his service, jin tests out his strength and a theory of his

tags/note: jin x chubby / plus size / curvy reader (f) / fluff + suggestive / established relationship (they're engaged!) / low-key seokjin has soft-dom loving energy here but it doesn't get that steamy

wc: ~1.3k words

description/note: just domestic fluff in the kitchen / spoiler alert for jin's theory: he's sure he can carry his fiance and wants to try it out / no mentions of insecurity on yn's part, she just doubts jin can actually do it / intended with a plus sized woman in mind, but i think you can read and relate even if that doesn't apply to you? as long as you have any doubts that jin can carry you lol / no mentions of idol life, this jin can be whatever you want him to be / they're in the kitchen and jin had been cooking but no other mention of food / i actually wrote a jk version of this first but i will post that second - very soon, it's basically done! i have such a thing for fics based around jin's return i miss him yall / i shared an update post recently detailing where i've been and how i'll be with this blog moving forward! /also, happy valentine's day, here's a lil love from me and jin to my fellow chubby/curvy/plus-sized beauties!! <3 again, jk version coming very sooooooon! / update: jk version available to read here!

The clang of pots and pangs echoing through your apartment warmed your heart. It was an irritating sound when heard regularly, of course, but considering how long it’s been since you’d had your fiance messing about in the kitchen… it was more than welcome. Following the noise, you find Seokjin with his back turned to you, cleaning his used kitchenware and cutlery in the sink and quietly humming a tune. You cursed yourself for not peeking in earlier just to see the man in action - it always was a turn-on seeing Seokjin’s dedicated, sweaty, albeit chaotic cooking. This still did something, though. Hopping onto the freshly cleaned marble-topped kitchen island, you take it all in: the faint smell of something delicious in the oven, the sound of the gushing tap water, more clangs of metal on metal, but you really focus on the man that stood before you. Your man. His adorable growing hair was too short to be long, too awkward to be short. His broad shoulders and new muscles now pressed through his tee instead of his bones. His silver singing voice, even as a gentle whisper, which you hadn’t realized abruptly stopped.

“Drink it in. I’m enjoying this just as much as you are.”

You wonder what gave it away. The sound of your footsteps, the ruffle of your pajama fabric, or perhaps an admiring sigh you hadn’t noticed escaped you. It didn’t matter. You were enjoying the view, surely, but it was even better now when he turned to face you, a shy smile on his face.

“Missed cooking that much?”

“Cooking, yes, I missed being in the kitchen. I don't need to tell you how much I fucking missed your bratty ass, but what I meant was that I am enjoying you. I’m elated I finally have my girl and soon-to-be wife ogling me instead of the men at the base.” He chuckles, turning away and hiding a sudden shyness while drying his hands with a kitchen towel.

“And I'm elated just to be with her... Now that that’s done…” he whispers, undoubtedly ready for what you were with his hands and eyes on your plush thighs, his fingertips toying with the hem of your pajama shorts.

“It’s like you read my mind,” you smile, wrapping your arms around his neck, trying to pull him in for a kiss, only for him to pull away.

That was a first. Since Seokjin was back, at least. The two of you barely kept your hands off of one another….

“Or not…” you ask curiously, cupping his face in your hands. “Seokjin?”

Your fiance silently continues tracing the skin of your plush thighs, squeezing the flesh in his hands. He exhales before doing it once again and finally looking up at you.

You jump from the counter and face him, trying to look into his eyes, but he’s lost in thought. You pull his hand to lead him to the bedroom, but he doesn’t budge.

“Seokjin…?” you ask once again.

“Jump back on the counter for me, love.”

You do.

“Wrap your legs around me, honey.”

“Well, I was going to anyways,” you say, following his orders. “In there…”

“I’ll take you there.”

“What? No!” you shriek, unwrapping your legs from his body.

“Yes, come on, honey,” he says, his voice steady yet soft as he reaches for your leg.

“Seokjin, you cannot carry me,” you say, now pushing him away while he tries to tug you closer.

“Yes, I can,” he insists with a sternness to his voice that reminds you where he’d spent the past 18 months.

“Just because you’re all buff now doesn’t mean you can carry me, stupid. I’m still big, you know?”

“Well, guess who’s also big now? I mean, I always was, of course,” he says with a giggle and a flushed face as he raises his brow and tilts his head downwards, reminding you that he’s still your Seokjin. You promptly roll your eyes with a smile, pinching his arm. He regains his composure in mere seconds, a hand brushing your hair and tilting your face up towards his.

“I will admit that I probably wouldn’t have been able to do it before enlisting, but… I can now, honey. I can.”

“I don’t want you to,” you pout, unable to meet his gaze no matter how intense you knew it was, so knew it was best to shut it down as quickly as possible. Seokjin never forced you to do something you didn’t want to do…

“You.. why not?”

“Because in the case that you try to carry me but then realize you cannot, we could drop to the floor and one or both of us will get hurt. You could get hurt physically since I have padding and you don’t. I’d get hurt mentally, and I’ll be so fucking embarrassed that it was because of my weight.”

“The number of things wrong with that…,” Seokjin tsks, cupping your face and forcing you to look him in the eye. “First of all, I can carry you. Second, muscles are a form of padding, too, idiot.” He pokes your forehead and puts your hand on his shoulders to feel how strong he’d gotten while he takes your soft thigh in his hand. “I can take it, sweetie - all this tells me is I haven’t told you just how much work I did in the service. Third, it’s not because of your weight - nothing ever was. It’d be because I wasn’t strong enough.”

“Seokjin… I don’t know.”

“And you have nothing to be embarrassed about, my love. Ever. I mean… it’s me. I’ve seen and touched you in the most ungodly ways possible, and this would be what would embarrass you? Falling? When I-?”

You shake your head and interrupt him with shushes - nothing he could’ve said would have helped his case. “Can’t we at least put a mattress down or something? In case we fall?”

“Babe, this isn’t Jungkook’s apartment. We don't have an excess of mattresses here…”

The comment makes you giggle.

The way Seokjin rubbed your skin calmed your racing mind.

The kiss he plants on your lips reminds you that this is home.

This is safety.

This is love.

“Just trust me,” he whispers.

You nod, allowing Seokjin to wrap one of your legs around his torso and then the other. His hands sneak their way between your thighs and the marble countertop, digging into your plush skin already. You’d expected Jin to start a countdown, ease you into it at least… but before you knew it, his head was nestled in your chest, and you were off the counter, held up high in his arms.

A loud shriek escapes you, making your fiancee giggle beneath you.

“See, love? I got you...”

He was holding onto you securely, with no sign of any struggle on his part…. If he had been struggling with the weight of you, he hid it well…

“The view’s nice up here,” you smile, resting your head atop Seokjin’s when he finally looks away from you and buries his face in your flesh, kissing and biting you there.

“Seokjin, I can’t smell your shampoo anymore. When was the last time you showered?”

“Mm,” he says against your skin. “Fuck, that’s… that’s a perfect idea, honey,” he says, wide-eyed and excited, though he misunderstands. “It’ll be like a movie scene. But first…”

Seokjin dashes towards the bedroom with you still in his arms, shrieking until he plops you down onto your shared mattress.

“Safe?” he teases, pretending to check your body for any bruises before you pull him towards you until he’s leaning over you, his face a centimeter away from yours, with his hands already all over your soft body.

“Safe,” you say happily.

[prolix-yuy]

LJ! For the ask game - FRANK (cos FRANKIE might be too many lmao) ❤️

Oh my god Cee you are really pulling out the stops here! But I could never deny you bestie!

F. What stories are you planning for the future?

Can I just put in a list of winky faces? No? Well, several more installments of I Think of You, including returning to canon with Episode 3! Then a few more SW!Frankie asks, including much more spicy fun and feels. Then I've had ideas brewing for several oneshot/short series I want to return to - The Plan has a few follow-up stories, and...because I know how much you love Jack...Cognitive Dissonance has a follow-up planned. Sooooooon.

R. If you had to rewrite one of your stories from scratch, which one would it be? What would you do to it?

Oh man, you've got me here because I've forced the mentality of "it's finished, stop fucking with it" on myself after years of writing so I try not to dwell on what I would change in past stories. I might tweak parts of Pero and his Guerrera's story to stretch out a little longer, if I was going to pick anything. Though knowing them, even after getting frisky they're still going to be at each other's throats so there's plenty of material still there!

A. If you could rec a piece of music to accompany one of your fics, what would you pick? Why?

I gave a couple for Frankie and Din already, but let's grab one for Dieter shall we?

Dirty Mind - 3OH!3

Honestly I love all of 30H!3's discography for Dieter because it's so "sad party boy wants to be loved" but this one in particular is so fun and filthy. I don't think Dieter would listen to any of it, but it gives me the right vibes.

N. Anything you were planning to write that never got written?

Cee, if you could see my idea folder...

There are several stories I'm excited to write but haven't gotten there yet. A couple Ezra stories that have interesting premises (Bodyguard and Carnie Ezra haunt me on the daily), a post-apocalyptic Frankie story that might find its way over to Joel if it works better, a fun Max Lord one that was basically You've Got Mail that I fixated on for a week. They might still come but other things have taken all the brain space for now.

K. Who have you killed this year? Why did they have to die? 

Have...have I killed anyone? I killed a couple troopers in Good Company. Some collateral damage in Whiskey, Dark and Deep. I had a lot of hosts get shot up in Cognitive Dissonance...

I think the implied deaths might be the most interesting. I've mentioned both the mother and father of our girl in I Think of You, but they've both been dead for a while before Din shows up. But they still have their influences, which we all appreciate. They didn't HAVE to die, but...it's Tatooine. Life isn't easy there unfortunately. But our girl holds them in her heart always.

Thank you for getting my brain working Cee! I adore you!

[andorerso]

*jingle jingle jingle* a noise at the door!! The doorbell! Outside, written in the snow: “hello lovely you! It is me, your secret Santa! Are you excited for Christmas? It’s my favourite time of year and I can’t wait!

What is it about rebelcaptain that keeps you coming back for more even five years later? What do you love most about them as a pairing and as individuals?

I’m excited to share with you your present sooooooon!”

I love Christmas for the food and the pretty lights and decorations, but at the same time, it's never that big a deal in our household so I don't have very strong feelings about it. I'm more happy about having a break from college to be honest, but I do really love the winter!

You're asking good questions, and there's a part of me that's like... I'm not sure I can explain it rationally but I'll try. I think a big part of why I'm still here is the fandom. A party isn't a party if you're alone, right? But there are so many lovely people here to share my enthusiasm and it definitely helps to keep my love for them alive. Another reason is that they didn't get a happy ending which is... it always awakens mixed feelings in me because on one hand, I wouldn't change the ending, as much as we as a fandom like to joke about it and pretend they didn't die, I do genuinely love the movie just as it is. But I also feel sad because they as people deserved better and I want to see them have something better even if it's just in fics. I was always really drawn to tragedies, characters with bad timing, and the whole "what could have been" aspect of it fascinates me. I also love that they're equals, that they make a good team (I love a good battle couple), that they're two sides of the same coin, that they both awaken something in each other they thought was long dead. I adore that they challenge each other's world views and influence each other to do better. I love that it wasn't a straightforward romance, even though I do consider their relationship to be romantic and you can fight me on that. I actually don't mind that they didn't kiss (I mean.... would I like to see it? Sure, yeah. But I also think it worked really well without it.) So yeah, idk, I just think they complement each other really well.

Individually, I like Jyn's arc from "it's not a problem if you don't look up" to "fuck you we're going to Scarif and you can't stop us." I like that she's a survivor, I like that she's harsh and withdrawn and angry, I like that she's also so passionate and chose to stand up and fight, that she made such a difference, that you can tell she has such a good heart despite outward appearances. With Cassian, I like that he was allowed to be morally grey, that we saw him battling with difficult choices. I'm always fascinated with characters who are willing to do the dirty work for something they believe in, and seeing them realize and struggle with the idea that maybe they've crossed a line is just so good. I like that he was willing to take a step back and admit that to himself and then do something to change that. I also like his cool gruff persona because it's so much fun to get glimpses beyond that mask and see the real him.

I'm very excited too <3 I'm sure I'm going to love it!

[f-a-n-d-o-o-m]

Fighting Thanos:

That's how you defeat a monster.

Is that the real Nebula?

Nooooo

Awww

WOAH I'D HAVE NIGHTMARES IF I KILLED MYSELF LIKE THAT

Captain America hammer scene:

Agggggh

He almost lifted it at one point

Aggggh

That is epic

Captains shield is being shredded like cheese- no fondant

Yeah go captain america

Oh no you're gonna have to defeat the whole army all over again

Oh we're gonna have an epic scene where America defeats everyone

Portal scene:

Yes

Doctor strange

Oh my gosh yes

And

This is grsat

This is

They're back

I'm so happy

Their armies are gonna defeat those armies

This is epic

Mantiiiiiiis

Gasp

Drax

Star lord

Spiderman!!!!!!!! He's been reborn

Groot!

Bucky yaaas

THAT'S PEPPER

That so epic

Hulk! With a shriveled hand

Yeah

America

Friggen assemble

Twilight has nothing on thsi

I might even say better than harry potter

This is full on

Head to head

Yeaaaaah

But lokisnot here

Go pepper

Go pepper

You know a good gun do e s so much famamage

His soooooon! He's gonna reunite with his sooooooon

Awwwwww

You've gotta have these moments in the war

Star lord, kiss then go back to fighting

Nah I guess you deserve it

OHHHHHH YOU HAVEN'T MET YET

Oh my gosh

He's gonna use the van one isn't he

The wasp!

They have a lot of insects in their team

Spider

Wait a spider isn't an insect

So an ant and a wasp

That's not very many

This is awesome

This looks real

Oh damn scarlet witch

INSTANT KILLLLL

He's using it

Yep boom giant shields

Pepper pepper pepper

There's a flood incoming

Groot no

Wait what

What is this

Captain marvel

Where were you the whole time?

"Laughter"

He's got a nosebleed for you

OH MY GOSH A GIRLS LINE UP

Wait captain marvel destroyed a whole ship she probably doesn't need help

Oh no

Destroy the stones

No captain marvel you flew through a ship is Thanos stronger than a ship

Snap scene:

He took the stones off didn't he

Awww

(I am Iron Man) aww

Nooooooo

They did it...

Yay....

(Sighing)

Say goodbye

Awww

Noooo

Noooo

(General whimperong)

Nononkno n o nmono

Oh nooooo

We did it sir....

Pepper adopt Peter please

She's a great character

I like her

I love her

Oh no his daughter

(LOUD gasp)

Ohhhh

Now civil war looks like a joke

I knew it was coming

But that isn't enough

Blue's watching Endgame stay tuned I'll tell you her responses

Endgame spoilers ahead obviously