#they said don't trust how you feel about your life after 9pm pfft I'm fine everything is fine its all totally fiiine everything's cooool

[vertebreakher]

The Bad Thoughts: "So I've been thinking, we're in a good place and everything right? And we clearly don't deserve it, which we can prove because we're angry and sad all the time instead of happy like we should be. So what if we just self-destructed in an act of rage and petulance? Just burn it all down and let everyone know how awful we really are." Okay, I hear you. I feel you. But hear me out on this. Maybe with all we've done we deserve worse. To keep suffering and pretending as we struggle against ourselves to be better, to keep feeling the pain of self-improvement, committing suicide again and again as each successive yesterday self dies for how pathetic they are. The Bad Thoughts: "Hoooly SHIT we need therapy." ...it's what we deserve.