#they must be available online for free somewhere but again...my laptop still isn't working *sigh*

[andrasta14]

God, rewatching Angel is always so brutally bittersweet. Every damn time there's a happy or touching moment my heart has to cry the refrain of "but most of them will be dead in just a few years".

Doyle. Cordelia. Fred. Wesley. And still others.

That's the knowledge Angel will have to live with for the rest of his undead life, that the price of choosing to fight the good fight at his side got his best friends killed in the end. His friends who, unlike him, hadn't taken up the fight because they had a dark past to atone for, but just because they'd wanted to help people. Because they'd wanted to give their all to beat back the dark, even at the cost of eventually snuffing out their own light in the world.

And the thing is they wouldn't even have regretted it, in fact they chose it again and again at every step, because that's the kind of heroes they were.

Yep...this show is so brutally bittersweet.

I'm fine, this is fine. T_T