#they don't know how to budget or manage money or even how to file their taxes

[coockie8]

it what universe could a 20 year old have more life experience than a 50 year old?

This universe.

It's the difference between someone who got sold into sex trafficking before puberty, got out in their mid teens, and had to pull some kind of a life together by the time they were a legal adult, and a woman who got married at 16 and has barely left her house in 30+ years 'cause her husband won't let her do anything, and just does everything himself 'cause he thinks she's stupid.

[rowanoftheunknown]

This is kind of getting wild actually. Like not to seem like I was 100% on board with the subscription service (I am not) but people are acting like watcher is run by the fucking monopoly man.

I had to do a production management course as part of my media degree, and people REALLY underestimate how much even the cheapest shows are to produce.

"Shane and Ryan could just sit in a room and people would watch." No. Not necessarily. Many people are saying they're glad watcher is getting shit because they never liked Too Many Spirits or Mystery Files or Beat Down. And even if they transitioned to that being their only content, with the most conservative of estimates, with things like set, research, guest scheduling, scripting, editing, mastering, uploading, you're looking at $5000/ep. That's the fucking reality of having a production company. It's not cheap. It is proportionally more expensive than big budget productions. And this is with them paying their staff correctly AS THEY FUCKING SHOULD. Laying people off or paying them less should not be words out of anyone's mouths rn.

"I want to watch ethically created videos that are well made and entertaining" and "I don't want to pay for my content" are mutually exclusive statements. I'm sorry but it is true.

Also, consider that their money makers at BuzzFeed were Worth it and Unsolved. Why would they assume that their audience wouldn't want more of that kind of content?? Especially now that people are bemoaning the fact that they'd have to pay for content that isn't like what they made at BuzzFeed.

Tldr: This should have been a very brief blip and learning experience, but it's turned into a big cluster fuck where people are feeling very personally hurt that the people they have become attached to on the internet are asking for money to give them more content. Was the subscription service a good idea? No. Are people being too dramatic by being like "I don't know if I can ever trust them again" and acting personally sickened because their entertainment costs money? Yes.

This sucked but some of you need to get over yourselves.

[l4deeznuts]

ive seen a lot of people say they dont like how grunt cogs dont have fully developed personality chips, which is completely valid and pretty much all the posts ive seen have great points! i personally dont mind either way, but i will say for me it makes sense that they aren't on the same sentient level as managers.

as it said in the blog post, creating managers is expensive, whereas grunt cogs are mass-produced to do simple tasks. it makes sense they wouldnt put the time and money into detailed personality chips. however, that being said, i dont think they are completely robotic... i think they would have some sort of sentiency in their programming, just obviously not as much as the managers. of course, we dont know this for sure, im getting into headcanon territory now; but i would imagine at least executive grunt cogs would have a higher budget in their development, which would mean a more advanced personality chip, more important responsibilities compared to the regular cogs, etc.

again, this is just speculation because we really don't know all the lore in the ttcc universe yet. maybe there are different categories, per se, of grunt cogs? meaning the ones who would have more personality would be the ones assigned to filing paperwork, getting higher-up cogs cogffee, etc. just typical intern type jobs. whereas the cogs roaming the streets are mainly just used for brute force, taking over buildings and fighting toons basically. i dont think they would be completely ai-esque, but i can see the company not putting too much effort into the personality side of them because they know they will most likely get destroyed anyways.

idk! its a little tricky because at the end of the day they are robots... so theres just so many questions regarding a lot of things. who built the cogs in the first place? even though the chairman is at the top of the pyramid, hes still a cog too, so someone had to design and build him just like all the others, right?

[rachelbethhines]

Things That I Use To Help Manage My ADHD and Executive Dysfunction

1. To Do Lists

I know, I know.

Making a list is boring. I lose the paper. I forget to make the to do list.

Believe me, I know.

I've been there, but trust me it does help once you get into the habit.

Here's some tips on how to get started

Try making your list in a digital app or a document file so you don't lose it

Sticky notes in a place you're sure to see them

An erasable board like a marker board or a chalkboard that you keep up in a specific place and never move. Like on the wall or the fridge.

Put "make 'to do' list" on the to do list so you don't forget to do it

Set aside a certain time to fill out or check off the list each day. Consistency is key.

Use calendars, alarms, and timers liberally to keep track of appointments and to manage your time so you don't hyper-focus on something to the determinant of more important things

But be flexible for things that don't have deadlines or appointments. Don't beat yourself up if something doesn't get done, just add it back onto the list for next time

2. Randomizers

Part of the problem with executive dysfunction is being overwhelmed by choice. So I keep a few randomizer websites booked marked that I use regularly

Wheel pickers

List randomizers

Random number generators

Like I keep my list of projects on a wheel picker app. And my chores that I don't have deadlines for on another. When making my to do list I'll spin the wheel to pick the project or chore that I'm going to work on that day.

I do the same when picking out albums to listen to or movies to watch so I don't go doom scrolling while wasting time deciding.

3. Meal Planning

Similar to the above, I take one day out of the week to draw up my meal plan for the next week.

Use this time to take stock of your pantry and fridge. What needs to get used up?

Anything special you want to fix over the week or weekend? Save the recipes to a document or leave a bookmark in your cookbook

Overwhelmed with choices or just don't know what to do with certain ingredients? Try a randomizer or an app like supercook to come up with ideas.

After you've taken inventory of your kitchen and figured out any special recipes you want to make, go ahead and fill out your grocery list

Set aside time on your to do list for shopping, meal prep, and cooking through out the week.

Pre-plan what days/times you are going to eat out or get takeout and work that into the meal plan/budget

Budget not only your money but also your time. How long will this recipe take to prep/cook? How much effort will it require of me? Is there any shortcuts I can take to make things easier, like buying my veggies already diced?

Try using an app to keep track of your meal plan, grocery list, and recipes so that they're all in one place

4. Mental Health Apps

I like Booster Buddy, but it's no longer supported for newer devices. I have also used Finch. But at the end of the day it doesn't matter which app you choose.

The point of having a program dedicated for mental health is to have a handy way to check in on yourself and see how you are feeling. Many apps will offer visual cues to allow you to break down your motivation and energy levels.

This will help give you a guideline for the day so you don't stretch yourself too thin.

A good app will also offer little suggestions and tips to help improve your mood or provide genteel reminders for small things that help with self care.

But most importantly it will help you spot patterns over time so you can better notice ongoing problems or see gradual changes as you get better.

5. Finding and Avoiding What Triggers My Dissociation

This is the hardest one.

I suffer from Maladaptive Daydreaming on top everything else which only makes my ADD and Executive Dysfunction even worse.

For others it maybe obsessive compulsion or a tendency to hyper-focus.

Things that I found that can be triggers are boredom, anxiety, isolation, health/dietary complications, and even the weather.

So here's some things I noticed that help

Set aside a certain time during the day to read/watch the news and then ignore it for the rest of the day. Yes be informed, but don't obsess.

Get your news from actual reputable news sources and not social media! Avoid algorithms feeding you negativity.

If you want to be more politically active schedule time for it, get involved with actual charities or political organizations, and then go about your regular business afterwards

Limit social media time. For me it's mornings before work for about 30mins, and then maybe an hour after work.

Curate your online experience. Block what you need to. Unfollow who you see fit. Social media should be fun not stressful.

Talk to other people! Make plans to hang out on weekends or call/text someone during the weekday. Try to make contact with another human being in some form everyday for at least a few mins, even if it's just online in a discord chat.

Have a book or notepad handy for when you get bored at work. Read, write, or draw during your downtime so you don't start staring off into space.

Keep a short list of fun things to do handy if you feel bored at home.

Set aside time to daydream/worry/plan/meditate/decompress. You need to mentally unwind at some point. The goal is to have that time per-planned so that it doesn't distract from other needed tasks. Getting into a routine with that time will also help.

Eating enough iron/vitamin C/protein ect. Food is energy and you need energy to focus. Meal planning will help with this.

TAKE YOUR MEDS!!!

Sometimes the weather will make you groggy, irritated, or anxious. There's not much you can do about this other than to accept it and just try your best.

You can however plan for bad weather ahead of time. Go to the National Weather site to find out about upcoming weather in your area and to figure what you need to be prepared for it. Try getting into the habit of doing this regularly.

[skitariiposting]

funct.print ("[statement] so. Just a little update on the imperator titan situation. I decided to sit down with the .stl files just to see what I'm working with. First off, most of them seem to be set up for a larger build plate, which is fine, I can cut most in half and just baaaarely fit them on a Mars 3. The problem is before I even do that there's already a funct. ton of models. Like holy shift so many models. I got like 4 or 5 sliced, just to see what I'm working with here and just those 5 added up to a little over 24 hours of printing. So when I say this'll be a long project, it's gonna be a long project.");

funct.print ("[optimistic] on the bright side, the poll I made is looking pretty positive, so if I did start the project, I know that at least at the beginning I'd have a couple people watching, which is a confidence boost. I wanna bring this up for people questioning the quality of the videos: I'm about to graduate as a Creative Media Production major. Producing high quality things is what I've spent four years of my life learning how to do and what I intend to do for the rest of my life to make a living. The question will be if it's entertaining or not, which I'm still worried about.");

funct.print ("[statment] I mentioned it in the replies, but if I started this project <and this is still a big if> I'd open a patreon to go along with it, because I don't think I can manage this project without a bit of support. One of the patreon rewards that I think would be cool is if you get the tier, I'll send you one of the pieces to paint however you like. No color scheme, no set amount of detail or quality, just paint it how you want to paint it. Scrawl your name in leadbelcher after painting it light pink for all I care, just no bare plastic. After I get everything printed, the patrons will send back their painted parts and then I'll assemble this big patchwork chaotic conglomeration of paint schemes and colors and we'll have a big art piece that the community helped to put together financially and physically. I've also been thinking more on the whole "giving me money" thing with patreon, and I have a morality thing I've reached a conclusion with. On top of paying for me to continue the project, any money I'd have left over that I didn't spend that month won't go to me. The budget will focus on the print first, video production second, helping with rent and groceries third, and then the excess past that. I'd feel guilty taking the excess money to pay for anything besides those three or four things. So instead, I'll use it to make donations to small upcoming creators in the community and artists, without sending it to the patreons for benefits or whatever. Just direct donations from my community to them. Because while yes money to buy more fun stuff for me is cool, I feel like if I'm taking money from the community, it's only fair I spend it on things for the community and give back to the community anything I don't spend.");

funct.print ("[statement] Now. I want to specify. This is all still hypothetical at this point. I'm still a college student living in their parent's basement with a part time job for three to four more months. While yes, I've been making connections with full time jobs, prepping for moving out again, <my roommate graduated, so I couldn't afford the dorm room anymore> and making plans, my future is not set in stone by any means. So, I'm not making promises that this is going to happen. More than anything I'm just sharing my idea to see if it's even a good idea and if there's anything I can do to improve it, or make it more enjoyable for people. So don't go holding this to me like it's 100% going to happen, it's just a project I'd love to do if I have the capability to. -Jerry");

[lunarscaled]

cw child abuse + neglect, disordered eating.

talking about lyrics childhood

Lyric intentionally doesn't discuss their last much, but a lot of Lyric's behavior ( enduring discomfort, poor diet, overworking, dissociation, poor personal care ) basically stem directly from their general lack of stability as a child after they ran away from home.

When Lyric ran away, their father did not report it to the police. He was too buried in his grief, his anger, and his alcoholism to feel anything but fury that Lyric had dared to leave home, and "abandon" their duties caring for their two younger siblings. Claudia was about half Lyric's age ( somewhere between 4-6 ) and Marianne was little older than 3; they relied on Lyric for much of their care the parents SHOULD have provided, but with Lyrics mother ( and their twin brother, Kamille ) dead and their father basically useless, Lyric had to do what they could. As a child of no more than 11 or 12, this was very little. They did not know how to cook, they did not know how to regularly or safely bathe young children, they did not know how to manage schedules or wash clothes or dress them properly. Claudia, with the disruption of a regular life by her mother's death, was likely not enrolled in school; the only reason Lyric's disappearance was ever reported was because THEY were enrolled in school, and after several weeks of absences, the school sent police to investigate, only to have a missing persons report filed. This incident would be the point that eventually caused Lyric's father to lose custody of the youngest children, but Lyric was long gone by then.

Because Lyric's father owned and ran a farm, Lyric had a rough, limited knowledge of wild plants. They had maybe a single guidebook with them when they left that they used mostly as a picture reference, and used it to avoid eating potentially fatal mushrooms or berries. While alone, Lyric basically ate whatever was available: berries, roots, raw meat ( which they got food poisoning from often and probably almost killed them at least once ) until they got sets of matches from a bar in one town and then it became burnt but safer meat, discarded food, birdseed, candies if they could steal them. It didn't matter if there was dignity at stake, or if it could be bad for them, or if they disliked it. They were no more than a child trying to survive. Their available food improves when they're taken in by the Circus, but the troupe was always on a shoestring budget with barely enough to go around, and everyone often ate less than desired. Even now, Lyric tends to not be very discerning in their food choices because it is both a learned survival mechanism and a dragon instinct to eat what you can, when you can.

On top of that, Lyric began taking jobs under the table almost as soon as they could, for any pay, and so they are an extreme overworker. Having nothing to do rarely sits well with them; they have to be completely exhausted to do it. They would work 65 hours a week even if they didn't need to because they feel like they need to. That if they aren't working their current lifestyle will fall through. Lyric is also extremely frugal because of this, and they hate wasting money on something they think they don't need, even if it would improve their quality of life or replace something worn down. Receiving gifts, or being spoiled by a partner, is very difficult for them for this reason.

I've also mentioned before how Lyric has poor self care habits re: their skin and hair, how they engage in actions that intentionally cause themselves discomfort or go against their own wishes, sometimes including injuring themselves in acts of self harm. Lyric would rather suffer discomfort or injury than put upon someone else, even for very small things, or things that someone has already said are okay. They take their position as Guild Leader extremely seriously and feel they can't give an edge to anyone which keeps everyone at a distance. Despite that, Lyric tries hard to be noble and honest and treat people kindly. They fear being the person their father was. They fear being angry and drunk and ruining someone's life. They don't take care of themselves because they feel all actions of self care are like an admission of weakness or guilt, and that they don't deserve it for abandoning their family.

Because of the habits Lyric developed to survive as a child, they tend to do self preservation things in the present. They don't like wasting food; they grow some of their own produce, can it, and store it for winter. They forage in the woods for edible roots and herbs. They do things like eat lemons and compost the rinds, or eat apples including the core, or crack open bones and eat the marrow. They sometimes go dumpster diving even though they're usually told to put it back or donate it if the food is in good shape and not recalled. Lyric will eat undercooked, overcooked, and burnt foods if they aren't told not to. They drink an absurd amount of caffeine and tea and don't get enough sleep. They are extremely anxious when they have to eat around others and sometimes forget to eat when they work.

a lot of lyrics bad behaviors are just things they've always done and haven't unlearned. It's hard for them to understand why they might be wrong or incorrect because those things kept them alive; their psyche is much the same way. they're uncomfortable unlearning those things because they feel unsafe without them to rely on, but it can be very hard for people around them to tolerate that for a long period. Because of that, Lyric always anticipates ending up alone.

[fantrollology]

💰⌛️📥🔫 for Alaska!!!

kurt art :)

💰 - finances

alaska is very fiscally responsible! hes break down budgets for his own project proposals, and he travels a lot so he needs a good pin on his spending. he makes good money but even when he made less he managed to maintain his standard of living well.

⌛️ - time management

also something hes good at ! great at sticking to schedules and delivering on time. he CAN get pretty into things he's working on and blow a whole day when able to, but he's been working long enough that he knows how to structure his time to get what he needs to done.

📥- organization

hes pretty damn organized and takes a lot of satisfaction in it :) again he travels a lot so he has to be able to pack up and move often, so he has his shit together and can pack up easily. hes got like, one briefcase/file where he shoves less important stuff thats a mess but thats it.

🔫 - long-range weapons

back in his days as a teen on alternia he used a crossbow :) its been a while though! i don't think he'd embarrass himself at a firing range but i don't think he'd particularly impress anyone. maybe surprise them slightly if they didnt know his history. hes not really interested in long range weaponry, though.

[djinnhatescold]

Omg it's the perfect gif for how my life at work is right now.

Come with me on this journey, and despair.

Imagine you're me, a project manager. You're tasked with not only making sure shit gets done on time and on budget, but making the numbers add up at the end. That's just project management stuff.

So about the budget thing. This means creating purchase orders, attributing them to the project code, receiving labor and materials, and sending the invoices off to accounts payable. Again, normal pm stuff.

The POs go into a system, because we're not savages and don't track every damn thing on spreadsheets.

Except I DO have to track every damn thing on spreadsheets because did you think that invoices go into that same system as the POs and project? You fool? You absolute buffoon?

Nay, the invoices go into a separate system. That I don't have access to.

Sometimes the vendors play nice and send their invoices to me. This is good because I can check the invoices amount against our PO and 99% of the time everything is cool even if it's over the po amount because we worked that shit out already.

Sometimes the vendors send the invoice straight to AP which wouldn't be a problem if they at least copied me on it, or if AP saw that it was a project invoice and thought, hey, we should send this to the project manager so they can get their shit together.

Sometimes vendors send invoices to random project team members or plant managers. Same problem despite me begging my team to forward all invoices to me.

So along comes project end and time to close the project. They ask, "pm! How much did we spend?" And I can only sigh and take a drag off my metaphorical cigarette and respond, "I know not how much money has changed hands. I can only tell you how much we thought we were spending. Your money, it is a mystery to me."

And after considerable begging someone finally takes pity on me and sends me a report out of the invoice system or, bless them, a zip file of all the invoices attributed to the project code.

And the real fun begins when I see invoices that weren't included or invoices that I never heard of in my life. Just fuckin. random invoices. And I want to put my head against a cheese gråter and go to town.

i saw a very important tiktok recently and knew i immediately needed it as a gif so here it is in case y’all want it as well

[emeraldlupin]

Breaking Down Naruto: Blood Prison Part 2

Part 1

Before I start, I wanted to add one other thing to the discussion from last time. The plundered Italian sculpture in the prison isn't just a copy. It's a supersized copy. Mui falls down on it to die and he's dwarfed by it.

Bad Security

Here's another ridiculous thing about Blood Prison. One of the inmates, Ryuzetsu, is a woman disguised as a man. She hides her very long hair under a bandana...and that's it.

Now, when the prisoners arrive, they are given a physical exam. They are even strip searched to make sure they aren't hiding any weapons. The unnamed prison guard with the creepy face was particularly gleeful at searching Naruto, even forcing him to take off his boxers so he was in nothing but his birthday suit.

Ew.

One wonders, then, how in the world Ryuzetsu managed to hide her gender. It's pretty mindbogglingly poor of the guards. The only thing that could help explain it is that Ryuzetsu had a confederate in one of the prison guards. It is possible that this guard handled her search and allowed her not to be revealed. I'll give the movie that.

On the other hand, from what I understand (admittedly via fiction), don't prisoners shower together? Avoiding the exam is one thing, but how in the world does she avoid being recognized in the shower? It's not like in Disney's Mulan where our heroine could sneak away to bathe privately in a lake.

Ryuzetsu's confederate also does not explain how Naruto, in his very first escape attempt, had two shuriken on him. Where the heck did he get those? Not from the guards. They don't use shuriken. Where was he keeping...maybe I don't want to know.

Why is this prison's security so bad? Maybe it's budget. After all, why spend money on competent guards when you can afford rifles, pickelhaubes, and giant copies of Bernini sculptures, right?

Actually that does make me realize that there are absolutely no women in Blood Prison. It doesn't even seem like there's a women's section (which would require female guards).

Perhaps this is a statement on the dismal state of kunoichi in the series....Le sigh.

Even MORE Incompetence

Here's yet another question, one that I brought up, or will bring up, I don't know when I'll post the relevant chapter, in my geography analysis.

Ryuzetsu was shown in flashback to be very close friends with Mui's son Muku. They were seen sitting under a tree near the prison. Now, if the prison were built on someone else's coast, one could maybe justify Ryuzetsu's presence by her having a family member working at the prison. Though to be honest, other than Mui, there are no other shinobi working as guards.

But even setting that aside, Ryuzetsu was still close friends with Mui's son, so how in the world did he not recognize her when she was sent in as a prisoner? Ryuzetsu has a very distinct appearance, particularly her hair and eyes. Sure, the length of her hair was hidden, but not the color. In fact, she did absolutely nothing else to disguise herself in any way.

Mui gets the files on all the prisoners. He had Naruto's file during a meeting with his fellow Seeds of Grass conspirators. He's there to greet new arrivals. I know it's been ten years or so but come on, how does he not recognize her?!

If the Hidden Grass were going to send in an ANBU to spy on the prison, shouldn't they have chosen somebody Mui was unlikely to know?

Part 3

[manasrajwadkar]

Demystifying Insurance: Your Guide to Understanding and Choosing the Right Policy

Insurance can seem like a complex and overwhelming topic. Terms like deductibles, premiums, and exclusions get thrown around, leaving you unsure of what you actually need. But fear not! This blog is here to break down the basics of insurance policies, empowering you to make informed decisions for your financial well-being.

What is Insurance?

In simple terms, insurance is a risk management tool. You pay a regular premium (a set amount of money) to an insurance company in exchange for financial protection against specific risks. If an unforeseen event covered by your policy occurs, the insurance company compensates you for the loss, either through a lump sum payment, repair costs, or covered medical bills.

Here's an analogy: Think of insurance like an umbrella. You carry it most days, even when the sun is shining, because you know there's a chance of rain. Similarly, you pay for insurance even if nothing happens, because it provides peace of mind and protects you from financial devastation in case of an unexpected loss.

Types of Insurance Policies:

Insurance comes in many flavors, each catering to different needs. Here's a breakdown of some common types:

Life Insurance: This policy pays a death benefit to your beneficiaries (designated loved ones) if you pass away during the policy term. It comes in various forms, such as term life (coverage for a specific period) and whole life (coverage for your entire lifetime, with a cash value component).

Health Insurance: This policy helps cover medical expenses incurred due to illness, injury, or hospitalization. It can be individual, group (through an employer), or government-sponsored (like Medicare).

Auto Insurance: This is mandatory in most places and covers damage to your vehicle or another person's property and injuries caused by your car. It typically consists of liability, collision, and comprehensive coverage.

Homeowners Insurance: This insurance policy protects your home and its contents from damage caused by fire, theft, weather events, and other covered perils. Additional coverage for liability and personal belongings is often included.

Renters Insurance: Even if you don't own your home, you need protection for your belongings. Renters insurance covers damage to your possessions and provides liability coverage in case someone gets injured in your rental.

Key Insurance Policy Terms:

Premium: The amount you pay regularly to maintain your insurance coverage.

Deductible: The amount you have to pay out-of-pocket before the insurance company starts covering the cost of a claim.

Coverage Limit: The maximum amount the insurance company will pay for a covered loss.

Exclusions: Events or situations not covered by the policy.

Policy Term: The length of time your insurance coverage remains active.

Beneficiary: The person or entity who receives the payout if a claim is filed.

Choosing the Right Insurance:

Now that you understand the basics, let's delve into how to choose the right insurance policy. Here are some crucial steps:

Identify your needs: Analyze your current life situation and potential risks. Are you single, married, with a family? Do you own a home or rent? What are your health concerns? Understanding your needs will guide your choice of insurance type and coverage amount.

Shop around: Don't settle for the first offer you come across. Get quotes from multiple insurance companies and compare premiums, coverage details, and deductibles.

Read the fine print: Carefully review the policy wording, exclusions, and limitations. Ensure you understand what is and isn't covered before signing on the dotted line.

Ask questions: Don't hesitate to ask your insurance agent or broker to clarify any doubts you have. A good insurance professional should be able to explain the policy terms and answer your questions in a clear and concise manner.

Consider your budget: Be realistic about what you can afford in terms of premiums. Striking a balance between getting adequate coverage and keeping your premiums within budget is crucial.

Additional Tips:

Review your policies regularly: As your life circumstances change, your insurance needs might evolve as well. Regularly review your policies and adjust coverage limits or deductibles as needed.

Maintain a good claims history: Filing fewer claims can lead to lower premiums in the future.

Bundle your policies: Some insurance companies offer discounts if you bundle multiple policies, like home and auto insurance, with them.

Conclusion:

Insurance is an essential tool for financial security. By understanding the different types of policies, key terms, and choosing the right coverage based on your needs, you can ensure you and your loved ones are protected from unexpected financial burdens. Remember, knowledge is power, and understanding insurance empowers you to make

[maxwall]

 Fast & Secure Web Hosting

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In this review, we'll take an in-depth look at everything Hostinger has to offer. We'll examine their features, pricing, support, and more to help you decide if they're the right web hosting provider for you.

Introduction: What Is Hostinger and What Does It Offer?

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Hostinger also offers a wide range of features, including unlimited storage space and bandwidth, as well as a free domain name. Plus, Hostinger has more than 900 free applications that you can use to create your website. And if you need help getting started, Hostinger offers 24/7 customer support.

Pricing and Plans: What Are the Different Options Available and How Much Do They Cost?

Hostinger offers a variety of pricing plans and options, so you can find one that perfectly suits your needs. Let's take a look at the different plans they have available.

There are three basic plans to choose from: Starter, Advanced, and Business. All of these plans offer unlimited storage space and bandwidth, as well as a free domain name for the first year. The main difference is in the number of websites you can host and the features you get access to.

For example, the Business plan includes a private SSL certificate, priority support, and a Dedicated IP address. If you need more than one website, then the Advanced plan is a better choice. It allows for an unlimited number of websites to be hosted and comes with additional features like malware removal and site staging.

If you're on a tight budget, then the Starter plan is definitely a great option. It's perfect for small businesses or bloggers who are just starting out.

Features: An Overview of Hostinger's Features and How They Benefit Users

So what do you get when you choose Hostinger as your web hosting provider?Well, for starters, Hostinger offers some great features that can benefit users in a big way. Here's a quick overview

1. You get a free domain name for one year when you sign up for a hosting plan. This is a great way to get started quickly and save some money on registration fees

2. Hostinger offers unlimited storage and bandwidth so you can grow your website without having to worry about running out of space or hitting your monthly limit.

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4. Hostinger's cPanel makes it easy to manage your website files and settings with just a few clicks.

5. Hostinger's support team is available 24/7 through live chat, email, and phone so you can get help fast when you need it.

Ease of Use: A Look at How Easy It Is to Use Hostinger's Interface and Tools

When you're looking for a web hosting provider, one of the most important things to consider is ease of use. After all, you don't want to be struggling with a complicated interface and tools that are difficult to figure out.

Hostinger is one of the easiest providers I've used. Their interface is simple and straightforward, and their tools are easy to navigate. You don't need any special skills or know-how to get started. In fact, I'd say that even a beginner could easily get up and running with Hostinger.

Their customer support is also top-notch. If you ever have any questions or need help with anything, their team is more than happy to step in and lend a hand

Customer Support: A Review of Hostinger's Customer Support Offering

When it comes to Hostinger's customer support, we were impressed. In particular, their team was able to help us out quickly and effectively when we needed it.

We contacted them via email and Live Chat, and both times we received a response within minutes. Their Live Chat support is particularly impressive—they have a team of agents who are available 24/7, which is great news if you're having problems at midnight.

Overall, we were happy with Hostinger's customer support offering and would recommend it to anyone looking for a budget-friendly web hosting option.

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CRM VS ERP: Know The Difference And Choose Wisely

In the fast-paced world of business technology, terms like CRM (Customer Relationship Management) and ERP (Enterprise Resource Planning) are frequently thrown around. But what do these systems do, and how are they different? Let's embark on a journey to demystify CRM vs ERP by breaking down their complexities into everyday language.

CRM - Customer Relationship Management

Imagine a reliable assistant for your business that keeps a record of every interaction you have with your customers. Initially designed for sales teams, CRM has evolved to assist with customer service and marketing as well. Picture it as a digital notepad where every piece of information about your customers and their connections with your company is neatly organised.

For instance, when a salesperson goes to meet a customer, the CRM system can quickly tell them if that customer has any unresolved issues. Similarly, customer service teams can swiftly identify if a caller is a valuable customer or someone who might become one and direct them to the right support team.

ERP - Enterprise Resource Planning

Now, envision an ERP system as the control centre of your business, much like the motherboard of a computer connecting all essential parts. ERP holds all your financial and operational information, from budgeting and payrolls to inventory management and order processing. It's like a colossal digital filing cabinet that holds everything your company needs to function smoothly.

When a business uses ERP, it can generate reports effortlessly. You don't need IT experts or finance gurus to crunch numbers for you. This feature enables businesses to make faster, data-driven decisions, which can lead to increased profits, greater efficiency, and better overall performance.

Benefits of CRM vs ERP

CRM benefits:

Deliver Better Customer Service: No more long waits or repeating yourself. CRM system keeps all customer info in one place for faster, smoother service.

Boost Productivity: CRM automates tasks and makes communication easier, so your team can focus on important work.

Gain Valuable Insights: It collects data on customers, helping you understand them better and make smarter decisions.

Increase Customer Loyalty and Sales: By using all this data, you can build stronger relationships with customers and sell more effectively.

In a nutshell, CRM is your tool for happier customers and more sales!

ERP Benefits

Data Organiser: ERP system gathers all company data in one place, making it easy to find.

Time Saver: It automates tasks, saving time and reducing errors.

Money Saver: ERP stops duplicate work and lowers costs.

Speeds Things Up: Helps deliver products faster.

Smart Decisions: Provides clear information for better choices.

Team Player: Encourages teamwork between departments.

Security Guard: Keeps sensitive data safe.

ERP is like a helpful assistant that boosts efficiency, saves money, and improves teamwork for businesses.

Why Do You Need CRM?

Imagine you're a personal trainer with a bustling fitness studio. You have a diverse group of clients, each with their own unique fitness goals and workout preferences. Some prefer cardio, while others love lifting weights. You want to keep track of their progress, remember their workout schedules, and even send them motivating messages when they hit milestones. That's where the CRM system comes in.

It's like your fitness buddy who helps you manage all this information. It allows you to create personalised workout plans, set reminders for follow-up sessions, and keep tabs on your clients' achievements. In a nutshell, CRM is your secret weapon for building stronger connections with your clients, helping them reach their fitness goals, and growing your fitness business.

Why Do You Need ERP?

In the modern business landscape, managing and optimising internal processes is crucial for achieving operational efficiency and competitiveness. This is where Enterprise Resource Planning (ERP) systems come into action. ERP software integrates various functions and departments within an organisation, such as finance, human resources, supply chain, manufacturing, and more, into a unified platform. This integration streamlines data flow, reduces manual data entry and errors, and enhances decision-making capabilities. ERP systems provide real-time visibility into critical business metrics, enabling leaders to make informed strategic decisions.

Furthermore, they help organisations respond more effectively to market changes and evolving customer demands by providing a holistic view of the entire operation. Overall, CRM helps you understand your customer while ERP is indispensable for businesses seeking to optimise resource allocation, reduce operational costs, and remain agile in a rapidly evolving business landscape.

Why Do You Need Both?

As a company grows, it often finds that it needs both CRM vs ERP systems. Small businesses might start with just one, depending on their immediate needs. If your company has a small customer base but complex financial operations, you might choose ERP first. On the other hand, if you have numerous customers to manage, CRM systems could be your starting point. However, most businesses eventually realise that having both systems is essential to run their operations smoothly.

How They're Similar

CRM vs ERP are like two close relatives in the software family. They both operate as large digital databases that store and analyse data. You can choose to install software on your computers or access them through the internet (cloud), depending on what suits your needs best.

Integration

When you use both CRM and ERP, they must communicate effectively, like two friends sharing stories. This synergy between CRM and ERP, often referred to as CRM vs ERP, is crucial for seamless business operations. For instance, a salesperson might need to know if a customer has paid their bills before offering them new products or services. So, these systems must work together seamlessly. Some software vendors make this process easy by offering pre-built connections.

Challenges of Integrating CRM and ERP

Technical Complexity: Combining two complicated systems can be tricky from a technical standpoint. Think of it like trying to merge two intricate puzzles.

Cost: The process of integrating these systems can be quite expensive, akin to making a substantial investment.

Data Quality: To make the most of the integration, the information in both systems needs to be accurate and top-notch, just like having high-quality ingredients for a recipe.

Change Management: Integrating CRM vs ERP systems may require altering how your business operates. It's like shifting the gears in a car; it can be challenging but necessary for a smoother ride.

If you're curious about how CRM integration works, you can simply click here to read our informative article. It'll explain the process in an easy-to-understand way, so you can get a clear picture of what it's all about.

Companies are making $1.1 trillion using AI in customer relationship management (CRM) software, according to Salesforce. CRM software now relies heavily on AI for tasks like automation, email marketing, and contact management. This massive trend is a game-changer.

Choosing the Right CRM vs ERP System

Your Business Needs: First, consider what your business specifically needs in terms of managing customer relationships or resources. Think about what tools will suit your business best.

Your Budget: Determine how much you're willing to spend. Think of it like budgeting for a home improvement project; you need to know what you can afford is one of the biggest deciding factors in choosing between CRM vs ERP.

Your Technical Abilities: Do you or your team have the know-how to set up and maintain the system? Think of it as deciding whether you can build something on your own or if you need to hire a pro.

Company Culture: Be open to changing the way your business operates, like adapting to a new recipe in your kitchen. Some changes may be needed to make everything work seamlessly.

Implementing a CRM vs ERP System

Requirements Gathering: Start by identifying the specific needs your CRM or ERP system should address, like making a shopping list before heading to the grocery store.

System Selection: Choose the right CRM or ERP system that matches your needs, like picking the right tool for the job.

System Configuration: Customise the system to fit your requirements, similar to adjusting your car's settings for a comfortable ride.

Data Migration: Move your data from your old system to the new one, just like moving your belongings when you change houses.

Training: Train your employees on how to use the CRM or ERP system, much like teaching them how to operate a new appliance in your home.

Support: Offer ongoing support to your employees as they use the CRM vs ERP system, similar to assisting when someone learns to use a new gadget.

Ongoing costs of a CRM vs ERP system

Software Licensing Fees: You'll need to pay for the right to use the CRM or ERP software, like paying for a subscription to a streaming service.

Implementation Costs: The initial setup and integration can be costly, similar to the expenses involved in setting up a new business location.

Maintenance Costs: Regular upkeep and support for the CRM or ERP system come with ongoing expenses, akin to maintaining a vehicle over time.

Training Costs: Investing in training for your employees is essential, just like sending your team for workshops or courses to keep their skills sharp.

Integrating CRM and ERP systems can be complex and costly, but with the right planning, it can greatly benefit your business, much like renovating your home to improve its functionality and value.

Conclusion

CRM is all about taking good care of your customers, while ERP helps keep your finances and operations running smoothly.

Now, when you're starting out, you might use one of these systems that fits your needs best. But as your business grows, you'll often find that the choice between CRM vs ERP is like having some important pieces of tech to succeed in a tough market.

Here at IT Solutions Solved, we're experts in this stuff, and we can help your business grow using CRM and ERP. It's like having a guide to show you the way.

So, if you want to see how well your current CRM system is working, just click here for a free CRM checkup. We'll give you tips on how to make it even better. And guess what? We're offering a free 45-minute consulting session with our experts to discuss how CRM vs ERP can help your specific business. No strings attached!

Just think of us as your friendly helpers in the world of business tech. We're here to make your life easier and your business better. Get in touch today, and let's talk about how ERP and CRM can give you the edge you need to succeed.

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WAGE GARNISHMENT? HERE’S HOW ADVANCE TAX RELIEF CAN ASSIST

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Being subjected to wage garnishment due to unpaid tax liabilities is an unsettling and frustrating experience. As hard-earned income is directly withheld from your paycheck to cover your outstanding tax debt, it can lead to immense financial hardship and stress.

The complexity of wage garnishment, which may vary depending on the nature of the debt and the jurisdiction in which you reside, necessitates a comprehensive understanding of the legal framework and the available remedies. It is imperative to know your rights and obligations, as well as the potential consequences of wage garnishment for your financial situation. 

With Advance Tax Relief LLC as your trusted guide, we will empower you with the necessary knowledge and provide tailor-made solutions to address your wage garnishment issues. Our services are designed to provide you with effective strategies to deal with wage garnishment, ranging from negotiating with creditors to challenging the garnishment in court.

The Wage Garnishment Process: How It Works and What to Expect

Wage garnishment typically begins with a lawsuit. If you owe a debt and have not been making payments, your creditor may file a lawsuit against you. If the court finds in favor of the creditor, they will issue a judgment against you, which allows the creditor to begin the garnishment process. 

Garnishment laws vary by state, but generally, creditors must first obtain a court order. Once they have this order, they can instruct your employer to start deducting a portion of your wages until your debt is paid off. Your employer is legally obligated to comply with this order and can face penalties for failing to do so.

It's important to note that not all types of debt can lead to wage garnishment. Certain debts, like child support, student loans, or taxes, are more likely to result in garnishment. Furthermore, federal law provides some protections for employees. For instance, the maximum amount that can be garnished is typically 25% of your disposable earnings or the amount by which your income exceeds 30 times the federal minimum wage, whichever is less.

Consequences of Wage Garnishment and the Importance of Timely Action

Wage garnishment can have significant impacts on your financial well-being. It can make it harder to meet your basic living expenses, create added stress, and can even affect your employment status, as some employers may not want to deal with the administrative burden of garnishing wages.

Moreover, wage garnishment can continue until the entire debt is paid off, which can take months or even years in some cases. It also can lead to a vicious cycle of debt as you may have to rely on credit cards or loans to cover your daily expenses, thereby adding to your existing debt.

Given these potential consequences, it's crucial to act swiftly when faced with wage garnishment. You may have the right to challenge the garnishment in court, negotiate with your creditors, or seek other forms of debt relief.

Expert Support Can Make a Difference

Navigating wage garnishment can be complex and intimidating. But you don't have to face it alone. With expert support, you can create a strategy that effectively addresses wage garnishment.

Debt relief professionals or attorneys can help you understand your rights, explore your options, and represent you in court if necessary. They can also negotiate with your creditors to potentially reduce your debt or set up a payment plan that fits your financial situation.

Moreover, financial advisors can provide guidance on budgeting and money management to help you regain control over your finances and prevent future wage garnishment. They can help you build a financial plan that allows you to pay off your debts while also meeting your daily needs.

How Advance Tax Relief Can Help You Navigate the Rough Waters of Wage Garnishment

Navigating the wage garnishment process can be challenging, emotionally taxing, and financially burdensome. However, by understanding the process, recognizing the potential consequences, and partnering with Advance Tax Relief LLC, you can successfully address wage garnishment challenges and take control of your financial destiny.

Rely on the wealth of experience, dedication to client success, and personalized approach of our certified tax professionals to guide you in mitigating the effects of wage garnishment, regaining financial stability, and enjoying a more secure financial future.

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Importance of accounting records for small businesses

The accounting records of a small business are an important tool for the owners and managers of that business. The records allow them to keep track of their business's financial activities, including its income, expenses and assets. They also help them make decisions about how their money is being spent and where it can be saved.

The owners and managers of a small business need to know how much money they have available to pay bills at any given time. This allows them to plan ahead when they are short on cash or need more money than usual to pay expenses.

Accounting records also help you understand where your money is coming from and going to in order to make sure that you are meeting your budgeted goals on time. You can use this information to adjust your spending habits if necessary or make changes in the future if needed.

If you do not keep good accounting records, then it will be difficult for anyone else involved with your company to understand what is going on financially with the company and whether or not they should invest more capital into it or sell their shares in the company instead because it does not appear profitable enough for them anymore.

Most small businesses don't have the resources to hire a full-time accountant or bookkeeper. They need to know how to keep their own books and records.

Small business owners don't have the luxury of having someone else manage their finances. There are many reasons why keeping your own books is important:

Costs less than hiring an accountant

You know what's going on in your business

You can make better decisions about investments and strategies because you understand what's happening with your money

Accounting is a very important part of running a business. The accounting records that a small business keeps help it to monitor cash flow, make financial decisions and plan for the future.

Accounting records make it possible to keep track of sales and purchases, calculate profit margins and compare costs to revenues. Without accounting records, it would be difficult to manage day-to-day operations or even determine whether the company is making money or losing money.

Accounting records also provide a basis for reporting taxes and filing tax returns on time. Accounting records can be used as evidence in court cases if there are disputes over property ownership or other legal issues between parties.

For example, if two people have an argument about who owns certain equipment, they might rely on their own memories about what happened when they purchased the equipment from someone else. However, if both parties kept detailed accounting records about all transactions involving property ownership, then those records could be used as evidence in court when deciding who actually owned the equipment in question."

Accounting records are the most vital part of any business that helps in making decisions. The purpose of accounting records is to provide information about the business activities and financial position of a company. Accounting records also help in measuring the success or failure of a business.

In conclusion, choosing a good accountant or CPA for your small business requires careful consideration. Determine your needs, check their credentials, ask for referrals, and schedule a consultation. By following these tips, you can find an small business CPA who will help you manage your finances and grow your business.

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The inspector had left hours earlier when the lair's management staff were called in to the Inner Sanctum. The villain preferred to call it that, since it sounded better than "The Office". They sat down at the table, chief doctor and head engineer to one side, janitorial and head of security on the other. At the head of the table, of course, was the villain. Opposite him, head of maintenance. "I've had a chance to review the inspection reports," the villain stated. "I'm not liking what I see."

"Well," security spoke up. "It's nothing on our end. We follow regulations."

"This is true," the villain assured him. "They were actually glowing with your evaluation." They opened the file and began reading. "Doctor, can you tell us about our casualty rates for the last six months?"

"I can, as a matter of fact." The doctor pulled out a notebook and began to read. "According to records, our skirmishes with the various countries and those blasted Heroes caused 17,432 injuries and close to six thousand deaths."

The villain nodded. "And in the lair?"

"Both those numbers were increased by about 36% compared to external factors. In addition, of those casualties in skirmishes, several thousand of them could have been avoided if our troops weren't injured here in the lair."

"Thank you, Doctor." The villain turned to both the engineer and the head of maintenance. "The report said that safety measures to prevent such injuries and deaths in the lair are...substandard."

"Preposterous!" the engineer barked, immediately going on the defensive. "Our facilities were built with safety for our people in mind. It's what you ordered, even on the expansions we're putting in."

The villain nodded. "I did order that, and that is what I got." They turned the page. "Bolts were loose and rusted on some of the catwalks, railings were damaged so badly they were loose - some hanging off of one post and threatening to fall off with the slightest pressure, and at least one of the acid tanks has a leak bad enough that someone would fall through it if they landed on it." They closed the file. "How much did you spend on getting this lair up and running?"

"Almost the entire budget you gave me. Fresh materials bought from reliable sources."

"Yes, I remember meeting some of the steel suppliers. That was...what...four years ago?" There was a murmur of consensus. "Well, with that said, what would cause perfectly good materials to degrade so badly over the last four years."

All eyes settled on the head of maintenance.

"I'll have to go through my ranks to see who's not doing their jobs," he said, rather definitively. "I'll have 'em executed for their incompetence."

"That's a wonderful idea!" The villain leaned on the desk, steepling his fingers in front of his nose. "Except I already ran through security videos. Your entire team doesn't do their job." The air escaped the room as the other four inhaled deeply.

"Well...you've certainly made my job easier."

"I have, haven't I?" A door behind the villain opened, and one of the maintenance women walked out. She stopped at his side. "My dear, please tell the folks gathered here what you told me."

She smiled sweetly. "We haven't had steady paychecks in years. We're expected to be thankful for what we get and when we ask where the checks are..." She pointed accusingly at the head. "...HE says we don't have the budget for it."

"Thank you." She bowed and walked back out. "Now...I know what kind of a budget we give maintenance. It's more than enough for new parts, those paychecks, and supplies. Hell, our accountants suspect you guys should have a surplus at the end of the month." Their hands settled in front of them. "Where's the money, minion?"

"I...I..."

The villain tapped a button on the table in front of them. A monitor on the wall lit up, showing Maintenance climbing into an old 40s Bentley, which had to have cost a small fortune, and driving away for the night.

The video cut, and the security chief got to his feet. The head of maintenance, however, was quicker and bolted for the door. The villain reached over to stop his head of security as the errant minion fled. They watched as he dove through the door, which had been energized. The atomic bonds that held his body together were ripped apart, and his body collapsed into a pile of base elements on the ground.

The villain sighed. "I'm going to have to promote from within this time. Can't trust anyone." They pushed a button. "Clean up at the inner sanctum." They bowed their head to the remaining gathered. "You may leave now. Thank you for your time." They deactivated the door, but gestured them towards one of the side exits.

This was going to be an HR nightmare.

OSHA inspection of a supervillain lair. The supervillain actually requested it.

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Old Expectations Die Hard (Dashie x Reader Fanfic)

Chapter One: Weird Circumstances

You know your life is complicated when the friend you always complain to says "you never have a dull moment do you?" I sigh as the weight of the world seems to make it impossible to breath. You see recently things have been rough. I lost my job and my fiance all in the same day, that itself was an unbelievable story. I was so upset and strung out on thoughts of what to do that once i got home early from work i didn't notice the extra car in the driveway. i stepped into my home and my own floors felt as if they'd given way when i saw the guy i thought i'd be spending my life with in bed, with my sister... my sister and i hadn't been on good terms for a while and for a good reason! The drugs she took either made her unreliable and selfish or crazy and murderous. He, of course, pulled the its not what you think, id never hurt you, it was a mistake, and honestly i could write a book out of the excuses i heard in the time of two minutes but maybe another time. Needless to say i left. I never thought about going back and to be honest my sister looked more hurt then i was. I took a job in California a few weeks ago and moved in with my friend (BFF Name). They always seemed to know what to say and honestly i truly believe They  knew me better then i know myself. 

California gave me the biggest culture shock I've ever had. I came from Mississippi, the bible belt and the most rural part of the world. California was sooooo different then what i was use to. The weather is awesome. There's lots of jobs for technical people, at least until you're 45 and then you're considered ancient and you can't possibly know anything when some 23-year old out of Stanford tells you that they know it all. (a little bit of sarcasm there) It's a great place to start a new company, money is available as is talent. The risk of starting a company is lower since you can always find a new job The politics are insane, if you aren't towing the progressive party line you should just STFU. If you even once say that Trump has done something positive, or that Obama did something negative prepare for the wrath. Read the stuff behind the recently filed lawsuit against google for a taste of what it's like. Seriously, don't say a word. The state if structurally bankrupt, although the finances look good because so much stuff is off of the balance sheet. The public pension liability dwarfs the "good" part of the budget, and some day it is coming home to roost. Watch out when it does. The cost of living is absurd, really absurd. I'm not talking just a place to live but gas, electricity, haircuts, milk, pizza, you name it. The traffic is absurd too. (can you tell i like the word absurd) The public transit, although usually on time, is a mess. People are pigs, they throw trash everywhere, the cars are overcrowded almost all the time. 

I've got to say, from how much it sounds like i hate California, i actually don't.  Mainly because its so far away from my original family, leaving really helped me start to grow up and feel like maybe i was getting a hold of my life again. Only problem has been getting to my new job on time. I work as a barista and a waitress at a brunch place a good minute away from the apartment. The money is good, otherwise i wouldn't waste my time with the commute everyday. i keep being late to work because i still haven't adjusted to how terrible traffic is and so my boss was "nice" enough to switch me to the later shifts. The hours are long and boring because my shift starts in the middle of rush hour to the slowest hours at the end of the day meaning you have to find things to keep yourself busy with. the only good thing is, we can wear pretty much anything we want as long as its black. all i wear is dark colors so i didn't have to spend any extra money on a uniform and i didn't have to wear the same thing everyday. Today i decided i wear a v-neck shirt that with an emperor waist (body forming) with black skinny jeans and my regular converse. i decided against driving to work and decided it would be far smarter to catch a bus to the nearest destination. My (hair color) hair was done is a fishtail messy braid, i always liked this style because it made me look like i had a head full of hair when in reality i thought i was going bald. 

My personality was a little odd, you see some days i felt like the beautiful nerd who has no confidence and wants to hide away in a hole. other days i feel like a model from Victoria secrets, of course those are the days i get the most tips. today was honestly a mutual day, where id rather be at home in my bed asleep, or listening to music. The bus finally stopped a block away from my job and i sighed obviously not wanting to go into work. surprisingly there wasn't nearly  as many cars as there usually is around this time but i wasn't complaining. i walk in to see that most of the downstairs was empty but whoever was upstairs definitely had a loud mouth. i walk to the back in order to clock in and i bump into melany ( the girl im shifting with). "wow you actually got here on time! Maybe the boss's mood will cheer up." i huffed a little. "yea, i dont know why i thought id need a car in California, say whats with the low level of customers? its NEVER this slow." she looked at me in disdain, "some guys reserved the entire upstairs and we had to make this huge table out of all our tables up there, glad im not gonna be the one fixing it later." i rolled my eyes, i hated when a huge family came in and they just had to move everything around because little johnny wants the sit next to suzzie and suzzie HAS to sit by her parents bc she likes to throw her food on the floor, all fake names but a real situation ive been in before. "well have they at least been fed so that i only have to clean up after them?" she shook her head while hanging up her apron. "nope, they've only ordered their drinks and they are getting those onto trays now." so today was gonna be like every other day. "guess i better go help them take those upstairs then, have a good rest of your day." i walk away and slip on my apron, grabbed one of the trays of drinks while another waiter grabbed the rest of the drinks. Once i got upstairs, that's when i met him...

Chapter Two: Last Will and Testament

          He was sitting on the far end of the long table of people laughing and joking. everyone seemed to be loud and all had their own inside jokes. This guy, he stuck out. i changed my attention to the task at hand, finishing this shift. i hated when people moved all the tables and seating around. all the waiters and waitresses have to go back behind them and look at the layout of the floor to put them all back exactly as they were before. it was a struggle and because of this nobody actually wanted that job so usually the manager gives it to her least favorite workers and i happened to be one. "who all had coke?" nobody answered me so one of the men bellowed out the same line and somehow was able to get a show of hands. i walked around handing  out drinks, catching the lingering smell of strong liquor. i could tell by the end of tonight they would all be wasted and loud. please, just don't make more of a mess then you have to, i thought to myself. i had one drink left on my tray, "sweet tea?" the guy i saw before at the end of the table waved his hand and i dreaded going over there, i always seem to make a fool of myself when it matters. 

     i make my way slowly down the table with the tray under my arm and the tea in my hand. i lean over to sit his drink on the table.."here's your t-" *CRASH* while joking with one of his friends his elbow crashes into my hand sending the tea flying all over me and the cup crashing to the floor, thank god i wore black. he turned around and looked more horrified then i did. "i'm sorry! i'm so sorry!" his voice was deeper then i imagined it'd be. "no, it my fault i'm sorry ill get you a new one." i turned away to hide my embarrassment and walked away really just trying to get away from the situation. i could tell from the silence behind me that all eyes were on me. i ran to the back where the lockers were for the service. i went to the bathroom and stripped the sticky clothes off throwing them aside. i sat on the toilet  trying to catch my breath, my social anxiety had struck me  hard. a feeling of worthlessness and dread fell over me like a blanket. after the past few months i've had just one day without something terrible happening would mean the world to me. i heard a knock on the door, it was melany, she walked in with a towel from the kitchen. "hey, i heard what happen upstairs are you ok?" i covered my breast trying keep myself as unexposed as possible. "oh yea im fine, im just cold, and sticky, and... covered in tea." melany and i made eye contact and both laughed just to lift the dread in the air. "let me guess, all the guys are getting a kick out of watching me fumble again huh?" i said a little less concerned and more annoyed. she rolled her eyes "they are boys, they get a kick out of picking their own nose. we both slid to the floor beside each other, she hands me the damp towel. i get most of the sticky off as possible, throwing my hair up to make it look less clumped together by the sugar. "i have an extra black t shirt in my locker but i don't know how it will fit you. your breast are at least a size larger then mine." i shrugged my shoulders, "who cares ill make do. thanks for your help melany." she smiled her weird anime girl smile and ran to get the shirt from her locker.

     ill have to admit, she was right about the size thing. it was far to small around the chest area but the rest fit fine. after the incident my boss stuck me down stairs wiping tables and sweeping the floor, i dont mind though because i get to experience the day coming to an end with a beautiful sunset over California. i secretly kept the the window to watch as the sun fell from the sky. the sky seemed to burn and darken while the clouds began to glow with the last bit of sunlight left. the sky filled up with burning Burgundy and faded orange and yellows, the tallest buildings seemed to reach for the skyline as if it were a sunflower moving to the last drip of sunlight. moving here had been hard, and this had become one of the things i looked forwards to. living in the apartment with my friend was nice, buts its not the same as coming home to someone you use to lay with every night. sleeping alone seemed so much colder and emptier then i remembered from childhood. my mother would be so disappointed in the way i turned out, in the places id gone and the decision to spend my life with someone who was most obviously the wrong one. she would have told me to slow down and to take my time, that growing up wasn't everything. she would have said love isn't something you just wake up and have, its something you make. i wasn't anywhere close to where i thought id be by now, and i could see that. it tears at my heart everyday, not being able to see her or any of my family. sometimes it felt as if they'd all died in the fire that night. 

     i suddenly heard a boom of voices making their way down the stairs, i hadn't realized how close to closing time it had become. all of them walk out stumbling and laughing at their own jokes, seems they all got a good bit of drinking in, all except one. The guy i ran into on accident seemed as sober as ever, designated driver i think, he was much taller now. he seemed muscular but in such a fitting way for his body. his teeth sparkle because their so white, his smile complimented him best. his high cheekbones made his chocolate brown eyes his best feature. His skin was glowing with a sweet honey hue and before i could notice that i was staring he turned his head. his eyes met mind before i could think twice and that's when i felt the heat rise to my cheeks. weather it be from embarrassment or silly school girl shyness i didn't know . i turned my face away but it was too late, i turned my face a little just to catch a glimpse of him before he made his way out of the door and that's when i noticed his cheeks had gone from a burnt caramel to a rosy color. i felt my body shiver at the thought that maybe, just maybe he found me as attractive as i found him. i shook the thought from head realizing they had began locking the place down. as i helped close up shop and wash dishes i couldn't help but to let my mine wander to all different kinds of thoughts, funny thing was they always fell back to him and his rosy  cheeks. i couldn't help but smile as i felt my heart race at the thought of him, even though id made a fool of myself today i was glad i hadn't ruined my chances. Even if he'd never get with me or i wouldn't ever see him again, i'd still take it as a compliment that he even looked my way. 

     before long we were all outside laughing and talking about today. The manager locked the doors and said his goodbyes. i turn to walk towards the bus station when i see a man standing aside awkwardly between the restaurant and the parking lot. suddenly my eyes adjusted and once they did, the joyousness butterflies came back and the blush suddenly reappeared on my cheeks..

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