#they didn't accept me as part of the internal social committee even though i was literally in it last semester
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i'm starting to think that the best thing to do for myself and my mental health is to actually not try to be in the latin american organization on campus
#they didn't accept me as part of the internal social committee even though i was literally in it last semester#and they never make me part of the ingroup no matter how hard i try (i've been trying for over a year)#and they're all already friends with each other and they're just v exclusionary without being outwardly/obviously so#and i feel worse when i'm around them which makes me be around them less which makes me part of the gang less which circles back around#so it's an endless cycle of me feeling like an outsider that doesn't belong + feeling like nobody wants me there + not getting to integrate#so overall i feel like it's just worse for me + damaging to my mental health and as much as i wish i could be part of it#i think i need to make the decision to step away for my own wellbeing which sucks sooooooo bad bc i want so badly to be a part of the group#but they make me feel AWFUL#so i think i need to take this rejection as the last straw and finally cut ties with this organization for my own mental health#which sucks SO BAD since they're the only irl connection i have to my culture here at uni since my parents and family are so far away#but that's life i guess. happy birthday to me‚ lmao#tea vents#tea talks
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