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falling flat | s.r.
in which you call Spencer for help with a flat tire, and he comes to help with you car troubles - and then some
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who? spencer reid x fem!reader category: fluff content warnings: allusions to the reaper, car trouble, blood, tetanus vaccine, kindergarten teacher!reader, flirting, protective!spencer, takes place following 5x22 "the internet is forever", hastily edited word count: 1.87k a/n: rahhhh an old prompt from may 2024 that ended up working for a margovember request rahhh.
The absolute last place you wanted to be was on the side of the road, in the middle of nowhere Virginia, with a flat tire. You werenât entirely helpless until your tire jack broke, sending metal flying everywhere and cutting your hand open.
You slumped down next to your car, pulling your phone from your pocket before calling the first people you could think of. Every single one of them ended up going to voicemail. Some of them didnât even let it get past the first ring before declining your callâtraitors.
With your thumb hovering over the call button, you thought of Spencer. He had a PhD in engineering, but you werenât entirely sure that would come in handy in this instance. It was late, almost midnight, and you werenât even sure heâd answer.
At this point, what choice did you have?
As the phone rang, part of you hoped he wouldnât answer. When he asked you about it the next time you saw him, youâd wave it off as a butt dial and heâd be none the wiser.
âHello,â he said through the phone, leaving your plans quashed.
This was awkward, you had been on four dates with the guy over the span of two months, and now you were calling him in the middle of the night. âThis isnât a booty call,â You blurted, cringing inwardly and banging your head back on the passenger door of your car.
Spencer laughed lightly, âI didnât think it was, whatâs going on?â
âI didnât wake you up, did I?â You asked, his job had a lot of long hours, and you didnât want to bother him if he was catching up on sleep. If he was even home, âWait, where are you?â
There was a rustling on his end of the call, âNo, I wasnât asleep, Iâm at work. We just got off of a case.â
You let out a sigh of relief, at least you werenât being a total nuisance. âSorry, I donât mean to bother you. I just⌠my tire blew out on the highway and my jack broke and no one else is answering their phone,â you told him, verging on rambling.
âYouâre kind of cutting out, where are you?â He asked, he sounded concerned, and if there was a moment where you werenât sure you still had feelings for him, it was fleeting.
Looking to either side of you for a mile marker, you stood up, looking at the ground so you didnât step on any metal, âI donât really know. There arenât any signs, Iâm somewhere on 28, I think?â
Spencer cleared his throat, âDo you have your location on your phone?â
âYeah, but I donât think I have enough service to check it,â you said, all you could see were trees.
You could hear him talking to someone, holding the receiver away from his mouth, âThatâs fine, Iâll have someone look, just stay on the phone.â
It would seem that dating someone in the FBI does have its perks, âOh, cool.â You overheard Spencer explaining your situation to someone, hearing the other person in the room say something about Reidâs girlfriend and you couldnât help but smile. The two of you were very unofficially official.
âHey, Iâll be there in half an hour,â An elevator dinged in the background. âIs that alright?â
You hummed, leaning your hip against the front of your car. âI mean, Iâm not planning on going anywhere.â
Another ding of the elevator, âWill you do me a favor?â
In exchange for this? Youâd do just about anything within the realm of legality, âName it.â
âGet in your car and lock the doors,â he responded. âTurn your hazards on because right now youâre a sitting duck. If someone doesnât see your car, they could hit you.â
As a favor, he was asking you to make sure youâre safe, âOkay, Iâm getting in now, should I leave the car running?â
You heard the sound of a car lock disengaging through the phone, âAs long as the cooling system on your car is in good shape, it shouldnât be a problem to leave it running while you wait. Just remember what I told you about the hazards.â
Nodding despite the fact that he canât see you, you got in the car, turning the key in the ignition before pushing the button for your hazard lights, âOkay, Iâm in the car.â
âI canât drive and be on the phone at the same time, but Iâll be there soon. Donât unlock the doors for anyone except for me,â he told you, and you thanked him for his help before hanging up and settling yourself in your driverâs seat.
You pulled the hoodie you kept stashed in your car over your head, your school mascotâa pantherâproudly displayed in the front, and made sure your car doors were locked. If you said you werenât a little unnerved, youâd be lying to yourself.
Spencer had a worrisome job; it was something you were aware of before he ever asked you on that first date. It became alarmingly obvious to you when he revealed that heâd been shot a few months prior, which was an appropriate second-date conversation with an FBI agent. It made sense to you that heâd be concerned about you, in your idle car, on the side of the road, but you wondered if there was a case that he was thinking of. Someone with a flat tire who had met an untimely demise.
Shuddering, you turned up the heat in your car, flipping through radio stations until someone knocked on your window. You jumped at the noise, hitting your head against the roof of the car before looking outside to see Spencer. Sighing in relief, you unlocked your car door, and he opened it for you, âSorry, I didnât mean to scare you. Is your head alright?â
You peered up at him, casually leaning over your car door. âYou cut your hair,â you observed. Youâd seen him just last week, where his hair still touched his shoulders, and now it was considerably shorter.
Self-consciously, he reached up a hand and thumbed one of the tendrils, âYeah, it just got too longâand heavy.â
Resisting the urge to ruffle his hair, your head bobbed, âI like it. Did you do it yourself?â
âYou can tell?â He asked, following you around the back of your car to your busted tire. Spencer sets his tire jack down before looking back at you, putting his hands on his hips.
Grinning at him, you shrugged, âI teach kindergarten, Iâm basically a professional at noticing DIY haircuts.â
On a towel that you had previously set out, the two of you sat along the side of your car, and you tried to ignore the fact that Spencer still had his weapon holstered. It made sense, heâd come straight from work, but you wondered if there was a reason he didnât leave it in his car. âWhereâs your lug wrench?â
âI can change it myself,â you insisted, âI just needed a different car jack.â You gestured to the pieces of yours that were now all over the side of the road.
Alarm flashed on Spencerâs face, âNothing fell on you, right?â
You shook your head, âNo, just a cut from the metal.â
Holding out your hand, you let Spencer take a look at the cut on your palm. âWhen was your last tetanus shot?â
Blinking rapidly, you frowned at him, âUh, when I was in college?â
âThat might need stitches,â he responded, letting you take your hand back. âIâll change your tire, I donât want you using that hand for anything,â he informed you, pushing the hydraulic jack beneath your car.
Butterflies swarmed in your stomach as you watched him take your old tire off, muttering under his breath about how your old jack was practically an artifact, seeing how it literally fell apart under pressure. âHow was your case?â You asked softly, fully aware that you were likely opening a can of worms by asking about work.
Spencerâs movements faltered slightly at your question, âItâs closed. We were in Boise,â he answered tactfully, leaving out any case details and cluing you into the fact that he didnât want to talk about it. âWhat are you doing out here?â
You sighed, leaning back on your hands and watching him work, âI had a meeting with the other schools in our conference. Itâs annual, and this year they happened to pick the school furthest away from mine.â
âWell, I suppose it worked out well that your tire blew out so close to me, then,â Spencer said, swapping out the busted tire for the donut and looking over at you. There was something nervous in his eyes, and you didnât know if it was related to work or you.
Humming, you tried to watch the tire rather than just watching him, âIs there something bothering you?â
He was tightening the lug nuts on the spare tire, âAre you driving home after this?â
You furrowed your brows, âYeah, where else could I be going?â
âItâs almost a two-hour drive to your place from here,â he reminded you, his tone laced with concern. âYou wonât get home until almost one in the morning,â the displeasure in his voice was plain, but you donât have anywhere else to go. âPlus, you really shouldnât travel that far on a spare tire, theyâre not made to travel far distances.â
Crossing your arms in front of your stomach, you let your shoulders slump forward, âSo, what do you suggest I do? Get a hotel?â
Spencer mumbled something inaudibly, trying to finish tightening the bolts on the tire before sighing, âYou can stay with me,â he blushes, a swipe of pink across his cheeks.
Your lips parted in surprise, âUh, I donât⌠Iâm notâŚâ you faltered. Utterly failing to come up with a good enough reason to tell him no, âI donât want you to feel inclined. This isnât what I was looking for when I called you for help.â
He let the car down, staying quiet while the two of you cleaned up, and Spencer swatted your hand away when you tried to pick things up. âSo, you can come back to my place tonight. My work-issued first-aid kit has your name all over it,â he told you, eyes flickering down to the cut on your hand.
âOkay,â you breathed, unable to conjure a reason to refuse his hospitality.
He was grinning at you, hair just barely brushing his eyebrows, âSo tomorrow, maybe we can get coffee and drop your car off to get a new tire?â
You smiled back at him, âThat sounds great, date number five.â
âYou know where youâre going, right?â
âYeah,â youâd been to his place once to pick him up, âHey, Spence?â
He turned around, fishing his car keys from his pocket. He looked ready to respond to you, but you pressed your lips to his before he had a chance to speak.
You kissed him softly, whispering against his mouth, âThank you for coming.â
He chuckled lightly, gently resting a hand on your waist, âThank you for calling.âÂ
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In Vino Veritas
Pairing â Avenger! Bucky Barnes x Lab Assistant! Female! Reader
Total Wordcount â 3.5K
Summary â It all started when you and the Avengers enjoyed drinks during the afterparty back at the Avengers Tower. There, Tony revealed one of your deepest secrets, and even though you wish it had never come to light at first, youâre glad it did when the man you love stands on your doorstep, ready to start the rest of your life together.
Tags & Warnings â Semi-canon compliant, Avenger! Bucky Barnes, Female! Reader, Tonyâs Lab Assistant! Reader, Buckyâs past as TWS is mentioned, emotional hurt/comfort, mutual pining, some cursing, and explicit sexual content.
Tags: Smut â Grinding, begging, some dirty talk, praise, teasing Bucky, protected sex, cowgirl position.
Story Rating â Explicit
Authorâs Note â This story is beta'd by the wonderful @late-to-the-party-81, and I cannot thank you enough for that. I hope you'll all enjoy my story, which is filled with some angst, lots of fluff, and some smut to top it all off! đ
Writing Prompts @fandom-free-bingo Bug Edition â âThere is no us.â | Riding | In vino veritas | âTouch me.â @fandom-free-bingo Medical Edition â Crush at first sight @julybreakbingo Post-JBB â Being confronted about their feelings for another
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The evening starts fine, good, even. But it all takes an unexpected turn when the man you work for - Tony Stark - reveals your secret. A secret that youâd only recently revealed to him.
Earlier that day, youâd spotted Bucky as he was working out and from that moment on your mind has been with him instead of your usual work and tasks.
âHello, Y/N? Anyone home in there?â Tony asks as he lays a hand on your shoulder, making you jump. You look up at him with a worried look while he smiles back at you with a kind expression. A soft sigh escapes your lips as the thoughts in your head wander off again, specifically how his back looked underneath the tank top he wore in the gym while doing squats. Not only that, but you also canât stop thinking about the way his ass looked in the sweatpants he wore. In a word, magnificent.
âIs everything okay with you? Youâve been a bit off your game today.â As Tony sits next to you, you put down the screwdriver you were holding - the one he asked you three times to pass to him - before turning to face him, your gaze focusing somewhere on the wall behind him. For a moment, thereâs a silence between you as you gather the courage to tell him whatâs been on your mind.
âWell, uhm- Thereâs something, or someone, that I canât stop thinking about, and itâs taking over my mind every second of every day. It- Itâs Bucky,â you say almost in a whisper. For a few seconds, Tony is completely silent as he lets the thought of you having a crush on one of his fellow Avengers sit in his mind. Then, after what seemed like an eternity, he reaches out for your hand and takes it between his warm ones.
âYou know that Iâll always support you in everything, right? I supported you when you expressed your desire to halt your life as an Avenger and retrain as my lab technician, and I supported you when you moved out of Avengers Tower to have your own home with more peace. This is not going to be any different. All Iâm hoping for is that he will make you the happiest and best version of you, as you deserve nothing less.â
Tears brim at your waterline as Tony tells you this, and even though you deeply appreciate him, his words, and everything he has done for you, you canât help but still feel a bit⌠odd about the fact you told him youâre having a crush on Bucky. That you have a crush on the man who was once the most feared assassin in the world under the hands of HYDRA.
âNow, can you hand me that screwdriver before your thoughts wander off to him again?â your boss asks in a teasing tone, making you smile as you grab it and hand it to him. Somehow, he always seems to know the right thing to say, and it's exactly why you enjoy spending time by his side while learning everything there is to know about his lab and what's going on in there.
Just as youâre about to get comfortable with another drink in your hand, you meet the gaze of the man youâre crushing on, and you feel heat coursing through your veins. The lines around his deep blue eyes intensify as he smiles at you, his attention making every last thought in your brain disappear. Youâre so captivated by how Bucky looks at you that you miss your seat as you sit down. However, before you fall, youâre caught by a pair of solid arms that prevent you from hitting the floor.
âCareful there, Little One,â Thor says in his deep voice, his accent always making the butterflies in your stomach go wild. Even though youâd known Thor since you were young, you couldnât help but get a little flustered by the nickname, and he smiled at you as you were finally sitting on the chair you intended to use.
âThank you, Thor,â you whisper before sipping your cocktail. Around you, the conversations are starting to become a little blurry as you focus on Bucky and everything he has to say, his lips forming around the words effortlessly. When you suddenly feel a little shove against your arm, you yelp, making everyone go silent as they look at you.
âWhat did you do that for?!â you ask Thor in a low voice, but all he does is point to Tony, who obviously has something to say as heâs waving for everyoneâs attention. There are moments when you enjoy the fact that alcohol can bring out peopleâs true feelings or thoughts, also known as in vino veritas, but not now. Oh no, now you wish you could disappear as you listen to the words coming out of Tonyâs mouth.
âGuys, you really shouldnât say this to Bucky or Y/N, but theyâre having a massive crush on one another!â Tony says in a loud whispering tone, but what he fails to notice in his inebriated state is that you two are sitting right across from one another, enjoying the afterparty just like everyone else. Or at least, you were enjoying the afterparty until your secret got out.
The glass you were holding falls out of your hand before shattering into pieces on the floor, and your feet carry you as fast as they can away from the party and away from your worst nightmare come true. The music behind you fades away as you turn one corner after another, tears burning in your eyes as the event repeatedly replays in your mind. Your lungs start to burn as you keep running, the stinging feeling in your side increasing as you run out of the Avengers Tower into the night.
Meanwhile, Buckyâs world feels like it has taken a 180-degree turn. Mere minutes ago, he could only fantasize that you could have feelings for him, but now? A wave of disbelief washes over the super soldier, his expression showing pure surprise as he takes the moment in. For him, it was a crush at first sight from the momentyou walked into the training room on your first day. Over the years, his feelings have intensified, although he has only told Steve about his crush - or rather his now deep-rooted love - for you.
And yet, now that the pair of you have been confronted about your feelings for one another, he doesnât know what to do. He has replayed the moment heâd confess his feelings to you more times than he can count in his mind, and in none of those versions, this is one of the scenarios that had appeared. Itâs only when Steve grabs his arm and pulls him away that he seemingly comes back to reality again.
âBucky, how does Tony know about your crush on Y/N? I mean, Iâm, of course, fine with you sharing it, but-â
âI donât know, Steve, I donât know, and it kills me,â Bucky says as he runs his fingers through his cropped hair.âFuck- I was planning on telling her this week but⌠but now itâs ruined, and I didnât even get the chance to talk to her, and-â Itâs all Bucky can say as he fights the urge to punch the wall with his metal fist, both hands clenched by his side as he tries to regulate his breathing. Without warning, Steve pulls him into a hug, and Buckyâs arms snake around his best friend's waist as his fingers clutch at the fabric of his shirt.
âItâs going to be okay, I promise,â Steve whispers, though heâs not entirely sure thatâs true because he knows as well as anyone that things donât always go back to how they were before. Still, Bucky decides to believe him as they stand there for a little while longer, and he soaks in every bit of comfort he can get for now. Lord knows heâs going to need it.
The past few days have been strange, to say the least. You havenât been to the Avengers Tower since Tony revealed your now not-so-secret crush on the super soldier. Youâre afraid of what will happen if you do. This also means you havenât seen Bucky in a few days, and you miss him. You miss hearing his laugh, and you miss seeing how his mouth turns slightly upward as you hand him one of your baked goods, but most of all, you miss how his arms feel when he pulls you in for a hug.
Just as youâre about to make yourself a cup of tea, you get pulled from your thoughts by a soft but familiar knock on the door; only one thing can make that sound: Buckyâs metal hand knocking against the wood. For a moment, you contemplate your actions, but decide to give him at least a chance to talk, especially as it wasnât him who laid out your feelings in front of everyone.
âBucky, hi,â you say softly as you take in his appearance, your heart sinking as you do. Itâs evident he hasnât slept at all the past few days. There are dark circles under his eyes, and he doesnât look as healthy as usualâmore disheveled. The struggles heâs facing are apparent in his entire demeanor, and all you want to do is wrap him up in a warm blanket and cuddle him until the end of time.
âHi,â he says hoarsely, and you step aside, allowing him to enter your apartment. Heâs been here a few times already, and usually thereâs a warmth radiating from you and every inch of the little place you call home, but ever since the party, it hasnât been the same. It isnât just the apartment, either. You feel different.
âWould you like some tea before we talk?â you ask to break the tension. âI was about to make some.â
He nods at you before wandering further into your apartment, and you head to the kitchen, picking out another mug for Bucky to use. Once heâs caught sight of your couch, he immediately takes a seat, a soft groan audible as he does. There arenât many places more comfortable than the large couch thatâs standing right here in your living room.
When you emerge a few minutes later with two steaming mugs of tea and a plate filled with chocolate chip cookies you baked fresh this morning, Bucky canât help but smile at you. He gladly takes the tea with one of the cookies, as theyâre his favorite, and when you sit down next to him, it feels just like it always has, as if nothing has changed. But you both know it has, and thatâs why the super soldierâs now in your living room.
âSoâŚâ you start, unsure what to say now that heâs sitting on your couch. Buckyâs eyes are trained on the steaming tea in his hands, his thoughts going a mile a minute as heâs thinking about what he wants to say - other than confessing his love for you.
âSo⌠uhm, we missed seeing you around the Tower,â Bucky starts, though you both know itâs mostly him who has missed seeing you there. You have always been a staple there during his mornings as you make him a cup of coffee, and during movie nights, you were always the one he could sit next to and enjoy the movie, but now that youâre not there, itâs like a piece of soul has left the Tower with you.
âI mean, yeah. Itâs been a bit awkward for me to go back after what happened a few days ago,â you tell him, and a shudder of horror runs down your spine at the thought of having to face Tony again. A smile tugs at the corners of Buckyâs lips as he thinks back to what happened that night, a happy memory of your first meeting resurfacing in the back of his mind as he does.
âGood morning, Sergeant Barnes. Iâve made some chocolate chip cookies, if you want some. However, I should warn you, Tonyâs been on the prowl since I took them out of the oven, so Iâll advise you to be quick,â you say with a glare towards Tony, who has been eyeing them up since he walked into the kitchen and poured himself a cup of coffee. For the first time in a long time, Bucky showed something akin to a smile, and everyone looked at each other to ensure they saw it, too.
âThank you,â he says lowly, grabbing one of the smaller ones on the plate, followed by a cup of coffee, before swiftly leaving the kitchen to spend more time in his room. Before Bucky even left the kitchen, Tony was on the cookies as if he hadnât eaten in weeks, and this time you let him.
âCan I- Is it okay if I tell you something? Because if I donât say it now, I donât know if I ever will,â Bucky says softly, and you nod before repositioning yourself so that youâre facing him. His gaze is still trained on his mug as he thinks carefully about his next words, afraid he might accidentally say the wrong thing.
âTony was right. He is right, actually. When he said, weâre crushing on each other. Iâve been crushing on you since you offered me those chocolate chip cookies when Tony threatened to eat them all before anyone else had a chance to get them. It was like a switch flipped inside me back then, and I havenât been the same since,â Bucky says, his mouth now in a line as he tells you about his feelings.
âEach time I look at you, itâs like Iâm seeing an angel, and every time I hear your voice, itâs like a little piece of my soul is healing, too. I find myself drawn to you in every room and wonder what life has in store for us. But deep down inside, I know there is no âusâ yet. But I want there to be us. I want you, Y/N. I want you to be mine, in whatever capacity youâll have me. If you want to stay friends, thatâs okay with me, but if you want more, Iâll happily accept every bit of love youâre willing to offer me.â
Once Buckyâs done, youâre unsure what to say. What to think. What to do. You want to say that the feelings between you are mutual, that youâre in love with him and that you want nothing more than to be his, but something inside you is stopping you. So, instead of saying anything, you place your hand over his flesh limb, and his eyes slip shut at the feeling of your soft fingers against his rough hand.
âBucky.â His name is a whisper on your lips, but itâs enough to make him look at you, to meet your gaze.
âIâm in love with you, too.â
As soon as the words leave your lips, Bucky carefully put his tea on the coffee table before hauling you onto his lap, his hands digging into the soft flesh of your waist as your lips interlock in a passionate dance. He canât get enough of your soft mouth slotting together with his and the way his tongue fights for dominance with yours as your fingers dig into his neck. Itâs been a long time since youâve felt a strong connection with someone, and youâre happy to explore it with Bucky.
Your hips grind over his growing length of their own volition,your body looking for any bit of friction it can get. Without warning, one of Buckyâs hands slides lower until heâs cupping your ass, making you gasp into his mouth as a result. Bucky canât help but smile into the kiss as he pulls you impossibly closer, your legs spreading just a bit further as you sink against his muscular body.
âHmm, Iâve been wanting this - you - for so long,â he says between the kisses trailing your jaw towards your ear, his teeth nipping on your earlobe as your head lolls to the side. With every passing second, your thoughts are melting away more and more, and all thatâs left inside your mind is Bucky. Soon, his other hand joins the first as he helps you grind onto him, a groan falling from his lips as he sets a perfect pace for you both.
âB-Buckyâ" his name sounds more like a whine than anything else. âIâI want you.â
âBut you already have me, pretty girl, âm right here,â he says with a teasing lilt to his voice, his hands continuing to help you grind until youâre a complete mess for him. Your shorts are ruined, your arousal soaking through them and onto the bulge in his black jeans, much to Buckyâs joy. He was wondering what it would take to get you to this point, and it turns out it wonât take much.
He smiles against the skin of your neck, where heâs taking his time to mark you with hickeys and small bitemarks, all of which leave you a bit more of a moaning, begging mess on his lap, much to his pride. When one of your hands moves away from his neck and down his torso, he quickly catches on to what youâre doing. âSomeoneâs a little impatient today, huh?â
âYes, oh god, yes! I need you to touch me, Bucky. I want to feel you inside me as you make me fall apart on your cock, and I need you to fuck me like thereâs no tomorrow!â Your voice sounds more breathy than usual, but every care you thought you had has gone out the window. All you want is Bucky and his cock to ride, until youâre orgasming so hard and long you canât remember your name.
âOkay, I will. Donât you worry about anything, okay? Let me take care of you, and Iâll give you everything you need and more,â he reassures you in a shushing voice. You nod before kissing him again, which immediately deepens before he gently helps you get up, allowing you to take off your panties and shorts, and he can take off his pants and boxershorts, too. As soon as youâre both freed from your last pieces of clothing, you hand him a condom you retrieved from the side table drawer while he took the time to undress himself.
âHmmm, looks so thick,â you tell him as you look at it with wide eyes, wondering how heâs going to fit inside you as youâre positioning yourself on his lap once more, your legs bracketing his thicks thighs as you get comfortable.
âI know, but Iâm gonna go slow. Wouldnât want to hurt you and your perfect, sweet little pussy.â He smiles as he holds his cock in place, your pliant body sinking onto him slowly as your fingers dig into his shoulders to steady yourself. Your hiss of pleasure is audible and your face contorts at the slight sting of him stretching you, but just like he promised, Bucky is taking it slow to ensure youâll both have the most amazing first time.
As soon as youâre fully seated on his lap, your body goes limp against him, your face tucked in the crook of his neck as you adjust to his girth, and Bucky places soft kisses on your head while praising you through it all. âYouâre doing so well for me, baby. Such a good girl for me, letting me take the lead and giving you exactly what you need.â
A small smile appears on your face as you look up at him with big, doe-like eyes, and he canât help but smile back as the back of his fingers gently caress your cheek. He may have thought you were beautiful before, but nothing compares to this moment.Â
âI love you, Y/N, and I promise to take care of you with every fiber of my being,â he whispers, his lips sealing his promise against your cheek. Your eyes fall shut at his words, and his hand moves down your side until itâs on your hip again, ready for you to let him know when youâre good to go. Your bodies work in complete sync with one another with every rise and fall of your chest, and his hands guide you beautifully as you slowly sink and rise on his length.
âFuck, you feel so good,â he groans, and it doesnât take long for both of you to find your highs for the first time, and theyâre serving as a promise of everything else thatâs still to come in this lifetime. A few days ago, you and Bucky didnât even know you felt the same about one another, but now youâre sharing the start of the rest of your lives, and itâs all thanks to Tony. Because without him, you wouldnât have been able to tell the man of your dreams how much you love him.
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@ash0-0ley: Can you write for suna? Angst to fluff please (sorry for my bad english đ¤Ą)
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Rintarou didnât mean to yell at you, not really. Heâd just been so on edge lately, putting in extra hours at practice and pushing himself to his limits as he prepared for the upcoming tournament. Every game felt like it was raising the stakes, and he wanted to be sure he didnât let anyone down.
But all that stress, all that pressureâit had a way of bleeding out. And you, his favorite person, were unfortunately in his line of fire.
It was supposed to be a quick visit. You had swung by the gym after practice with a snack and a few words of encouragement, hoping to ease his stress. You saw the fatigue in his eyes and the tension in his shoulders. Rintarou had always been calm and collected, but today, he seemed like he was carrying the weight of the world on his shoulders.
âHey, Rin,â you greeted him with a warm smile, holding out the small bag youâd brought. âI thought you could use a little pick-me-up.â
But instead of the soft smile you were used to, he barely even looked at you.
âCanât you see Iâm busy?â he snapped, the sharpness in his voice slicing through you like a blade. âI donât have time for this right now.â
His words hit you harder than they should have, and you flinched. You could feel your face heating up, embarrassment and hurt mixing in your chest. You wanted to say something, to tell him you were just trying to help, but you couldnât bring yourself to respond. The look on his face told you enough; he was frustrated, tired, and didnât want you around.
So, you left. You told yourself it was fine, that he was just stressed and didnât mean it. But as the days passed, doubt began to creep in. Maybe you were a distraction. Maybe heâd be better off without you around. The more you thought about it, the more you began to wonder if he even wanted you there at all.
So you started to avoid him. You stopped swinging by the gym, stopped texting him as much. When he called, you kept the conversations short. And when he asked if you wanted to meet up, you always had an excuse ready.
Rintarou noticed the change immediately, but he brushed it off at first, thinking you were just busy. But after a few days, it became impossible to ignore. He missed you, missed the comfort of having you around, and every time he saw your name on his phone, his chest ached with guilt. He knew heâd messed up, that heâd hurt you. But he didnât realize how much until now, when you were slipping further and further away.
One night, after another long, grueling practice, he found himself standing outside your apartment. He had barely thought it through, too tired and too anxious to wait any longer. He raised his hand, hesitating for a moment, before knocking softly.
The sound startled you. It was late, and you hadnât been expecting anyone. When you opened the door and saw Rintarou standing there, his eyes tired but determined, your heart clenched. You hadnât seen him in days, and you realized just how much youâd missed him.
âRin?â you asked, surprised.
He rubbed the back of his neck, looking down at his feet. âHey. Can IâŚcan I come in?â
You nodded, stepping aside to let him in. The silence between you was heavy, and you didnât know what to say, how to explain why youâd been avoiding him. But before you could even gather your thoughts, he spoke.
âIâm sorry.â His voice was quiet, but there was a rawness to it that caught you off guard. âIâm sorry for the way I snapped at you. I was stressed, but thatâs no excuse. You didnât deserve that.â
You felt your throat tighten, the hurt youâd been pushing down rising to the surface. âItâs okay. I know youâve been under a lot of pressure lately.â
He shook his head, his gaze finally meeting yours. âNo, itâs not okay. I pushed you away, and I shouldnât have. I thought that if I focused everything on practice, if I shut out everything else, Iâd be able to handle it. ButâŚnot having you around just made everything worse.â
You swallowed, feeling a mix of relief and lingering doubt. âI thoughtâŚI thought maybe you didnât want me around anymore. That I was just making things harder for you.â
Rintarouâs eyes widened, and he took a step closer, his hand reaching out to yours. âNo. Youâre the one thing that makes all of this easier. IâŚI messed up, and Iâm sorry. I need you with me, okay? I donât want to do this alone.â
His words broke down the walls youâd been building around yourself, and you let out a shaky breath. âI missed you, Rin.â
He pulled you into his arms, holding you tightly. âI missed you too. So much.â
You stayed like that for a while, the tension between you melting away as he held you close. The familiar warmth of his embrace soothed the ache that had been sitting in your chest for days, and you felt the weight of your doubts and fears lifting.
After a few moments, he pulled back slightly, looking down at you with a soft smile. âIâll do better, I promise. Iâll make time for you, no matter how busy things get. JustâŚdonât leave me, okay?â
You nodded, a small smile tugging at your lips. âI wonât. But you have to let me help, too. You donât have to do this all on your own.â
He let out a soft chuckle, his eyes crinkling with a mixture of relief and affection. âYeah. I think I could use that.â
You spent the rest of the night curled up together on the couch, talking quietly about everything and nothing at all. And in that moment, with Rinâs arms wrapped around you and his apologies whispered into your hair, you knew that whatever challenges came your way, youâd face them together.
note: can you tell i'm bad at angst lol
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hii love! i just read your clingy so u distance yourself fic for the bazillion time and i cried again no surprise𼚠I just wanted to say i love your works so much and would live to request for an angst oneshot with brother bsf chan? basically reader has been pining for chan for a few years but she never got the courage to tell chan cause she thinks she isnât good enough for chan. Then afterwards basically chan got a girlfriend who hated her and basically influenced chan to stop hanging out with her which he listened to and told the reader which the reader told him that his girlfriend wasnât loyal but he thought she was sabotaging his relationship and so they ended off on bad terms but turns out a few weeks later he caught his girlfriend cheating and went back to the reader? sorry if it is kinda long but i rlly need a oneshot like this to read when i just need some angst i really live and admire your works so id be elated if you did my request. thank you and lots of loveâ¤ď¸
my first piece since I went on a mini little baby hiatus. and i had a lot of joy writing this. so i hope you enjoy <3!!!
Brothers Bsf Chan x Fem!Reader (angst/fluff)
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You didnât know when it started. Was it a simple touch? A brush of a hand or an accidental graze of fingers? Or was it one of those lazy Friday nights where Chan would crack jokes to you and his best friend- your older brother Jisung- while you three were watching movies in the house you grew up in. Or did it stem back all the way to those days where you would chase after Chan and Jisung on the playground, down your neighborhood streets- crying out for them to wait for you. Those cries stopped when Chan would reach his hand out to bring you along.
Maybe it was a combination of all of those things, those things you had tried so hard to forget because it could only lead to heartbreak. Falling in love with your brotherâs best friend was no easy feat for anyone. Let alone when you were falling for someone like Chan, who was so hard to fall out of love with. Maybe even more so for you since he would always be in your life. Him and Jisung were nearly joined at the hip, which made it even harder to hide your pining for him. You wouldnât dare love out loud, but it was starting to whisper through the cracks of your resolve.
You were unconditionally in love with everything about Chan.Â
That's how it was for years, and how you intended it to be for as long as allowed. You spent countless nights staring at your ceiling, wondering if he could ever see you the way that you saw him. You were sure things were only platonic between the two of you, but you couldnât help but linger on the memories of certain looks, certain gestures that you couldnât delude yourself into believing happened between friends.Â
Things started to change when Chan began dating someone new.Â
Duri. Her name was Duri, and the first time you met her, you knew she was the type to turn heads. She had a smile that could light up a room and a confidence you could only dream of. Standing next to her, you felt small, like a background character in Chanâs life story. A girl who captured Chanâs attention so easily. A girl who wrapped him up in her life so easily that you knew you were to be forgotten. He was smitten and her words flowed like the river of the smoothest molasses. She could easily convince Chan, he didnât need you. Because she didnât like you.
You werenât sure why, but it was obvious. And because she didnât like you, her feelings towards Jisung werenât all that different, it seemed. And slowly you felt like Chan was making his way out of your life.
âJi, why isnât Chris here?â You loved the way his name sounded when you said it. Not many people around you called him Chris, so it felt special to call him that. He seemed to enjoy it as well, not ever asking you to conform to societal norms.
âHeâs probably just busy, Y/N-ieâŚIâm sure heâll come back around.â Jisung said one day as you guys sat on the couch, scrolling through movies. It was the first Friday movie Chan had missed. And even if it was the first time he had missed it, you knew it would be a regular occurrence.
In all honesty, at first, you tried to like Duri. She was with Chan, after all, and you thought that maybe you could be friends. That maybe if you could convince yourself to like her then the pain of not being the one that Chan loved would ease.. But the more you saw her, the more you felt her sharp, indirect glances, the way she dismissed you with a smile that didnât quite reach her eyes. She made you feel invisible, as if you were only tolerated because you were Jisungâs sister. Even if she just barely tolerated the latter.
Over time, you saw the changes in Chan too. He became distant, no longer the easygoing guy whoâd spend hours with you and your brother. He was still polite, still kind, but he was pulling away, bit by bit. You told yourself it was just a phase, that heâd come around once things settled down with Duri.
But then, one night, things came to a head.
You, Jisung, and Chan had made plans to meet at your favorite cafĂŠâjust a casual hangout, like old times. But when Chan showed up with his girlfriend by his side, something was off. His smile was forced, his laughs hollow. He barely met your eyes, and when you spoke, and even then it was like he wasnât really listening. To the point that Jisung even pointed it out. Every time you spoke, Duri happened to speak at the same time. Every time a question was directed at you, Duri somehow changed the conversation. You felt small and insignificant and made your way home early. You couldnât stand to sit there and see the man you were so down bad for with his significant other. Duri had sat close to him, her hand always somewhere on his arm or shoulder, marking her territory in the subtlest way, in a way that caused an anger that wasnât so subtle.Â
But even then after leaving you couldnât shake the ache in your chest. You sat down on a bench outside of a convenience store by your home, trying to sort out your feelings.Â
You okay? Iâll be heading home soon. We went out to drink.Â
You quickly type out a reply to Jisung, your fingers shaking as you realized just how cold it was. Just as you were about to get up to leave a pale hand reached out to you with a warm drink.Â
You looked up to see a guy with dark and prominent eyebrows, and a little birthmark on his nose.Â
âYou seemed cold. ItsâŚâ He looked at the can. âMocha flavored.â He handed it back out to you and smiled softly.Â
âThank you.â You said with a small bow of your head, and you couldnât help but smile at the thoughtful gesture.Â
âYou live in the neighborhood right? Your brotherâŚlooks like a squirrel?â The manâs voice was soft and shy, like he thought he was talking too much.
âOh! Youâre our new neighbor? Iâm Han Y/N.â You said with a flourished bow.
âPark Sunghoon. Nice to meet youâŚâ He shuffled awkwardly. âWould you like me to wait before I walk homeâŚI don't want to make you uncomfortable.â
âNo! No! Itâs fine, I'm not uncomfortable. You can walk home with me.â You say quietly. âMaybe itâll be nice to not feel lonely.â
As you made your way back home with Sunghoon you had a weird feeling in your chest. You thought maybe you were just trying to sort your feelings, but it was more of an intuitive sense.Â
Then you got a text from your brother.
Iâm coming home. Duri tried to make a move on me and Iâm not trying to get into it with Chan while she is here.
You blinked at the text, nodding when your voice registered Sunghoon asking if you were okay.
That was that odd feelingâŚ
You didnât know if it was selfish to feel happy that Duri was a tool, but you did. You didnât want Chan to get hurt so you decided to go talk to him. Giving a message on behalf of Jisung, who thought maybe Chan would listen better if it was coming from a girl
âHey, can I talk to you?â you asked, your voice soft but determined, as you walked up to him outside of his job a few days later.
âYeah, of course,â he replied, looking a bit surprised. He followed you to a quieter part of the park, away from prying eyes. âIs everything okay? Jisung hasnât texted me in a couple of daysâŚ"
You took a breath, feeling the words tangle on the tip of your tongue. âChrisâŚI justâŚI feel like youâre not around as much anymore. I get that youâre with Duri, butâŚitâs like youâre pulling away from me and Jisung. My brother is too scared to say anything, but he feels just as bad, if not worse than I do.â
He frowned, looking down at the ground. âIâm sorry if it feels that way,â he said finally, but not much emotion in his voice. âButâŚI need to be there for Duri. Sheâs⌠she doesnât feel comfortable with me hanging out so much with, you knowâŚâ He trailed off, not meeting your eyes.
Your heart sank, a cold dread washing over you. âWith me, you mean?â
He hesitated, but the silence was all the confirmation you needed. âSheâŚdoesnât get why Iâm so close with you. And I donât want her to feel insecure, so IâŚI think itâs best if we⌠keep some distance. Just for now.â
You stared at him, feeling a surge of hurt and anger. âChris, sheâs manipulating you!â you said, the words slipping out before you could stop them. âSheâs making you feel guilty for caring about people who were here long before she was. Because she knows those people will pinpoint, that sheâs a manipulative cheater!â
He looked at you, a flash of anger in his eyes at the words. âYou donât know her like I do,â he snapped.
You flinched at the venom in his voice. He had never snapped at you and you could feel tears spring to your eyes.
âShe tried to make a move on JiâŚâ You said quietly. âAnd donât try and say my brother is a liar, Chris, because you know heâs not.â
Chan gave a sarcastic chuckle. âShe already told me that Y/N. She was drunk. It was nothing more than that.â
âDrunk actions are sober thought Chris!â You shot back.
âOh, so the first time you ever got drunk and confessed your feelings for me was a sober thought?â
You felt your body freeze and you blinked at Chan with wide eyes. You blacked out the first time you had ever drank and didnât touch anything since. You never knew you had admitted to liking Chan.
âSo itâs true then? You actually love me?â Chan let out a large sigh. âFrankly, itâs not fair for you to accuse her of things that arenât true just because you put me on a pedestal. Your feelings for me arenât my responsibility Y/N. ThisâŚthis just feels like youâre trying to come between us because of some childish jealousy. Sheâs my girlfriend, and I trust her more than I trust someone who hasnât been honest to me for years.â
You felt like youâd been slapped. The words cut deeper than anything youâd expected, leaving you struggling for air. âThatâs notâŚthatâs not what Iâm doing, Chan. I justâŚI donât want to see you get hurt.â You tried to say back. âMy feelings have nothing to do with this Iâm coming to you as a friend-â
âFriends donât feel that way about each other Y/N! Once you cross that line friendship canât be used as a label. Do you ever think that Duri might be acting this way because you absolutely suck at hiding your feelings?!â His voice was sharper than ever and you could feel a sad squeeze in your heart. âSo deal with the fact that Iâm going to put my girlfriend first- regardless of what I feel for you.â There was the slightest hesitation and falter in his face at his last words, but you were too upset to decipher what exactly that meant. â Iâm done with this conversation. Iâll see you later, Y/N.â He said in a soft yet defeated voice, leaving you standing there, heartbroken and speechless.
The next few weeks were met with silence. Jisung asked what had happened, but you couldnât bring yourself to tell him. You kept your pain buried, letting it fester in the corners of your mind. Chan had felt terrible for yelling at you, and had come over to apologize with extra snacks for your guys Friday night movie, but to his surprise, it was only Jisung who was there.Â
âWhere is Y/N?â Chan asked, setting down your favorite candy and chips on the reclining chair you always claimed. He looked around the corner to see if you were in your room. Your door was open and he walked in, looking at the little polaroids littered across your room on various walls and flat surfaces. He looked at your books and plushies with a soft smile.Â
âSheâs working overtime tonight. Do you want to watch a Marvel or DC movie?â Jisung called from the living room. Chanâs brow furrowed. He knew the company you worked for closed early on Fridays, all employees getting off early. Something he had realized after observing you for so long.Â
âMarvelâŚâ Chan called out, closing the door behind himself.
As suspected you werenât working overtime.Â
Rather as time passed, you found comfort in unexpected places. One of those places was the attractive man that one night, your neighbor Sunghoon. Who, much to your surprise, shared your interests and understood your silence without question. He became your confidant, your quiet escape from the heartache Chan had left behind.
âHeâs probably over at my house right now with Jisung.â You had mumbled as you cuddled up on his side. Also, much to your surprise, Sunghoon was a great cuddle buddy. What was even better is that he wanted nothing in return, nor were there any ill intentions letting you grow close to him in an emotional and physical way. He had confided in you that a deeper intimacy was something he couldnât ever see himself liking, which was why he was set on settling down alone, and that he wasnât much of a physical person to begin with, but with you he found himself not minding the soft physicality much at all.Â
âLike weâre twin flames right.â You had joked, that day, holding out your pinky. He had nodded, locking pinkies with yours.Â
âYouâre right, but I am more than sure he wonât think to come over her-â
The doorbell rang and you sprung up from your position on the couch as Sunghoon made his way to the door.Â
âWell speak of the devilâŚâ He mumbled.Â
Chan stood at the doorway of Jisungâs new neighbor, delivery food in his hand. He looked at the bag and considered the weight of the bag.
Maybe a couple having date night?
âHello?â A tall and undeniably attractive man stood at the door.Â
DamnâŚwow uh-
âOh, hey! I think your delivery was sent to my friendâs house. I just wanted to make sure you knew it was here...â The man looked at Chan with a blank look.Â
Are kids these days given supplements or somethingâŚwhy is he so majestic lookingâŚ
âOh, thank you.â He said , bowing and grabbing the food.
Before the door was shut, Chan couldâve sworn he noticed a pair of familiar shoes, but disregarded it, making his way back to Jisungâs.
As more time passed, you found yourself missing Chan rather than getting over him.Â
âIs it strange, Sungie?â you asked while you were building a puzzle with him one evening- another Friday. âThat Iâm absolutely pissed, and heartbroken, but I want nothing more than to see him? And I canât think of anything other than I miss him?â
Sunghoon thought for a moment and then spoke softly. âNo, itâs not strange at all. Rather, itâd be strange if you didnât. Sometimes, love clings to us hardest when weâre hurting the most. It's like every part of you is aching for the one person who can make it betterâeven if theyâre the one who hurt you. Missing him doesnât make you weak; it just means heâs still a part of your heart. Sometimes, loving someone means feeling everything all at onceâthe anger, the heartbreak, and that unstoppable longing. Itâs okay to feel it all."
You were at your house, and Sunghoon was over since he had become a regular visitor, after Jisung befriended him and then finally pieced together where you were going every Friday and other odd days of the week when you first heard the news. At first he had assumed you and Sunghoon were a thing until you both quickly shot down that notion by informing Jisung that relationships and love were not Sunghoonâs cup of tea.
But since he now knew that wasnât the case, and had long since known the truth since your first and last drunk outing he thought you might want to know.
âThey broke up. Strange enough, Chan didnât seem all that upsetâI mean, he did seem upset, but you think youâd be more upset when you break up, you know?â Jisung rambled, barely pausing for breath. âInstead, he was, like, really calm, which made no sense to me. I feel like Iâd be freaking out, or, like, super sad, or anxious, or angry. How can you just be indifferent to a breakup with someone you thought was going to be the love of your life? Itâs like those characters in animeââ
You tuned out Jisungâs voice, the news sinking in like stones in your stomach as you laid your head against Sunghoonâs side as he read the ingredients on an air freshener bottle while he waited for Jisung to finish warming up food.Â
Chan and Duri had broken up. Your heart was a tangled mess of relief and pain, of memories you hadnât let yourself fully process. After all those months, he was freeâbut what did it mean now? What did any of it mean when heâd already chosen her once?
As Jisung continued his rapid-fire monologue, you watched to the two people who had been a distraction these past few weeks: him and Sunghoon. Sunghoon, in a more practical way since he knew the depths of your doubts and worries, and easily fit into the spot of your platonic soulmate and best friend. It seemed he was more versed on the Chan-sized hole in your heart than even you were, and you were glad you now had him to walk these roads with you.
Eventually Jisung came back to the living room with dinner, and you were soon enough immersed into the activities of the evening.Â
You were unaware what was about to go down when the knock at the door came, Jisung springing up to answer it, his laughter echoing down the hall as he let someone in. The air around you shifted, growing thicker, familiar, and before you even turned around, you knew who was standing there.Â
You had known him long enough to sense when the man you loved was in the room. His presence filled it quickly enough, his gaze sweeping over the space, lingering a little too long on you and Sunghoon, who seemed to be molded together perfectly, Sunghoonâs arm lazily resting on your leg.
Jisung shot you an awkward glance before mumbling something about getting snacks from the store. He and Sunghoon exchanged a glance, and, with a silent nod Sunghoon got up, and they left, closing the door behind them. You were left alone with Chan in the thick silence that followed, the quiet pressing down around you.
Chanâs expression was tense, guarded, and yet, behind his eyes, you saw a trace of vulnerability. He took a hesitant step toward you, his voice soft. âY/NâŚâ
You met his gaze, pain simmering just beneath the surface. âWhat are you doing here?â
He took a deep breath, guilt etched into the lines of his face. âIâm sorry,â he murmured, his voice cracking slightly. âI should have listened to you. I didnât⌠I couldnât see it. I was so focused on Duri that I didnât see what was right in front of me. She wasnât loyal. I caught her cheating, and I realized just how wrong I was and how right you and Jisung were.â
His words landed between you, each one a mix of relief and ache that clawed at your heart. But you couldnât ignore the questions tumbling through your mindâthe doubts that held you back from even entertaining the hope youâd once felt. You folded your arms, steadying yourself as you looked away.
âChan, I donât even know what to say to you. Itâs not just about her or your breakup,â you said, voice low.
The older boy flinched at your words.Â
âChanâŚâ He mumbled. You had rarely ever spoken his name aloud like that before. So rarely he couldnât even remember the last time you did, and he didnât even recognize your voice when you said it. âI messed up horriblyâŚdidnât I?â
 âYou didnât just choose her.â You started. âYou looked me in the eyes and didnât believe me. You accused me of saying things because of personal feelings. Then went on to accuse me of lying to you because I never confessed my feelings- even though apparently I did and you just omitted the truth of what I said when I blacked out as if that's not also a form of dishonesty. You thought I was trying to ruin your happiness, like Iâd sabotage your relationship out of jealousy. Are you serious, Chan?â
He winced again, his hand reaching toward you as if he wanted to touch you but was too afraid. âI know, Y/N, and I hate that I did that to you. I was wrong. I know I donât deserve your forgiveness, but I just⌠I needed you to know that I truly am am sorry. I didnât think I had hurt you that badly and it was foolish.â
The hurt that had sat quietly in your heart surged to the surface, and before you could stop yourself, you murmured, âSo what? Youâre here now because you need a rebound? You want someone to feel close to because sheâs gone?â
Chanâs face fell, confusion and hurt flickering across his features. âWhat? No, Y/N, itâs not like that at all. Youâre not some replacement or⌠or backup. Youâve never been that to me, ever.â
âThen what am I, Chan?â You shook your head, frustration and sorrow mingling together. âBecause if I was the first one you come to- not even your best friend-â You said referring to your brother. âThan there has to be reason behind that. Let me guess, you feel something for me?âÂ
Chan swallowed and you knew his answer when you saw the look in his brown eyes. You let out and exasperated sigh and tried to hold back your tears, but couldnât so you looked at the ground instead.
âIf you really felt this wayâif you really cared about me or dare I even say loved meâŚthen why did you pick her? Why now, after youâve been with her all this time? Am I supposed to believe that just because sheâs out of the picture, youâve suddenly realized what you want?â Your voice was sad and defeated and you let your tears fall. âIf so that's really really mean.â You whined sadly.
His eyes widened, and he shook his head emphatically. âNo, itâs not because of that. Y/N, I was so stupid. Iâve spent these past few weeks⌠I didnât even realize how much I missed you until I lost you. I canât just go back to how things were, but I know I want you in my life. I donât want to lose you.â
He paused until you looked up at him, his heart shattering even more at the glossiness behind your sad eyes. âItâs not that Y/N-ie not at all. Sometimes you really just donât know what youâve had until you lost it.
But something about his gaze shifted as he glanced back toward the door where Jisung and Sunghoon had left. His mouth pressed into a thin line, his brows drawn together in a dark, unreadable expression. âGuess Iâve already been replaced though, huh?â He said quietly.
You felt your stomach twist at his words, your tears drying almost immediately with the thought of where this was heading. âReplaced? What are you even talking about?â
âYour neighbor,â he said bitterly, albeit soft; the label sharp on his tongue. âYou and him. I came here to tell you how much Iâve messed things up, only to see you with him. I guess it didnât take long for you to move on.â
The accusation in his voice stung, leaving you feeling exposed. You bit back the urge to yell, to let out the anger that had simmered for so long. You knew it brought some validity to his earlier statement, him being jealous of Sunghoon, but God did you sometimes want to smack sense into him.
 âYou donât get to come in here and make assumptions about me, Chan. Sunghoon is my friend. Heâs been here because you werenât. Because you pushed me away. I didnât have a choice.â
âBut you looked happy cuddled with him,â he said, a hint of defensiveness in his tone. âIt didnât seem like you missed me at all.â
You swallowed hard, feeling the tightness in your chest intensify. âOf course, I missed you. But you donât get to accuse me of moving on. I waited. I wanted⌠I thought maybe one day youâd see me. But you chose her. You chose someone who didnât even care about you, and I was the one left behind. So of course I needed comfort.â
He took a shaky breath, eyes softening as he stepped closer. âI chose wrong. I see that now, Y/N. I know I hurt you, and I donât expect you to just forget that. But I canât pretend now that I donât feel something for you.â
You stared at him, searching his face for any hint of sincerity, but doubt gnawed at you. âWe just went over this. How am I supposed to know itâs real? How am I supposed to believe that you actually want me, and not just because itâs convenient? If you loved me before than why not say something.â
âWhy didnât you say something!â
âBecause unlike you I donât go around dating people while I have a crush on someone Chan! If it was âoh so obviousâ than you should have said something. Or I donât know, maybe when I blacked out and confessed you could have done something then-â
âI was petrified!â Chan shouted, causing you to take a step back. âHowâŚhow am I supposed to respond when my best friendâs little sister tells me sheâs been in love with me since we were kids. And thatâs its only growing?â He swallowed. âAm I supposed to take that risk and tell her its mutual, but that I donât want to do anything in case things get messy? Because I donât want to ruin things? Relationships are complicated Y/N! People fight and argue but romantic ones are so much heartier. Those arguments and fights hold more weight than friendships. I wasnâtâŚhappyâŚonly being your friend but I was content. Even if it meant I wouldnât get to hold you or kiss you, or see your face in my childrenâs faces I was okay with that as long as it meant there was no risk in ruining things between us. And that saved me from the risk of getting on uneasy territory with Jisung. So I left it alone. I didnât tell you. I asked Jisung to forget about it even if that meant he was upset at me for quote ârejecting my wonderful and perfect little sisterâ unquote.â
You stood there, lips trembling, not knowing what to say as he lay his heart in front of you.
He reached out, brushing a thumb over your cheek in a tender, hesitant motion. âBut now that I know what itâs like to live without you, Y/N, I canât go back to that. I canât. I donât want anyone else. I just want a chance to make this right.â
The vulnerability in his eyes was almost too much, the raw honesty in his touch searing against your skin. But your heart still trembled with uncertainty, with a fear that ran deep.
âIâm petrified now.â
A tear slipped down his cheek as he nodded, a small chuckle leaving his lips, his thumb gently wiping away a tear that had fallen from your own eyes. âIâll spend every day proving to you how much I love you, Y/N, so you wonât have a reason to be scared. I donât want to lose you, not again. I was blind, but I see it now. And if youâll let me, Iâll do whatever it takes to earn your trust back. To get you to a point where you wonât be able to deny the fact I only want you.â
You held his gaze, your heart wavering between the hope youâd never fully let go of and the fear that heâd break it all over again. And in that quiet moment, with the ache of the past between you, a fragile, cautious feeling began to bloom once more.
You took a steadying breath, bracing yourself as you met Chanâs eyes. âChan, I donât know what assumptions youâve made about Sunghoon, but heâs just my friend. Heâs been there becauseâŚâ You hesitated, the words delicate on your tongue. âBecause I needed someone. Not someone to date, or to replace you, but justâŚsomeone who understands. Heâs helped me pick up the pieces after everything fell apart. And heâs not even interested in relationships like that. Weâre just close in a different way.â
Chan blinked, his gaze softening as he listened, brows knitting in a mixture of relief and confusion. âSo⌠you and Sunghoon⌠youâre really just friends?â
âYes,â you replied, hoping he could hear the sincerity in your voice. âAnd heâs not going to change his mind about that. He doesnât want anything more with anyone. Itâs not in him. But heâs been a good friendâmy best friendâŚmy soulmate really.â Your voice trailed off quietly. âHeâs someone I could talk to when I felt like Iâd lost you.â
Chan let out a slow breath, some of the tension leaving his shoulders as he looked away, processing. âIâŚI feel so stupid. I was so ready to believe youâd moved on, that youâd replaced me. It was like this nightmare Iâd imagined every night, that youâd found someone else who actually deserved you. And when I walked in and saw you bothâŚâ
His words faltered, and he rubbed a hand over his face, frustration and regret etched deep. âBut I know I canât blame you for being close to him. You had every right to find support after what I put you through. I justâŚâ
âYou just didnât believe me,â you finished for him, the words raw but necessary. âAnd then you left, and I didnât know how to fill that space youâd left behind but Sunghoon found a way. But that doesnât mean he warrants any jealousy from you, Chris. Iâm hoping you can learn to love him like you love Jisung. For me?â
He nodded, his eyes filled with regret.A part of you softened at the earnestness in his expression, the vulnerability that showed he understood, at least on some level, of what all of this meant. You sighed, feeling the weight of everything settling over you, but also immensely light.
But Chan seemed like he was struggling for a moment.
âWhats wrong?â
He bit his lip, his gaze darting away for a second before he finally asked, âWas there ever a point whenâŚwhen you thought you could move on? That maybe youâd fall for someone else?â
The question struck deeper than youâd expected, and for a moment, you just looked at him, letting yourself process the vulnerability etched into his features. Did he truly think he could simply be replaced? That youâd spent years loving him, only to let him go?
âI thought about it,â you admitted, your voice soft but steady. âI thought maybe it would be easier if I could just let go. Even before all of this I thought about it. But no matter how much I tried, it was always you. Itâs always been you.â
You felt the familiar sting of tears, and you blinked them away, not wanting him to see just how deeply his words affected you. âFor the record, I donât want to lose you either. But if weâre going to do this, we have to be honest. No more letting other peopleâs opinions get in the way. No more letting doubts fester between us.â
He nodded, a fierce determination filling his gaze. âNo more doubts. I want us to be real, Y/N. Nothing standing in the way, just you and me.â
The weight of his words, the sincerity in his gaze, was almost overwhelming. You felt the warmth of his hand as he reached for yours, his fingers tentative, as if he wasnât sure youâd accept him.
You took his hand, squeezing it gently, grounding yourself in the quiet assurance of his touch. It wasnât the grand gesture youâd once dreamed of, but it was real. And somehow, that made it mean even more.
He looked down at your intertwined fingers, his thumb brushing softly over your knuckles. âThank you for giving me this chance, Y/N. Iâll spend every day showing you that I mean it.â
You offered him a small, tentative smile, one that held a flicker of hope. âAnd Iâll do my best to believe it. But you have to understandâthis is going to take time.â
He nodded, his own smile softening his face. âIâll wait as long as it takes.â
For a moment, you both stood there, hands entwined, caught in the delicate balance between past hurt and the fragile possibility of something new. The wounds might still be raw, but you could feel them beginning to heal, slowly, with each beat of your hearts in sync.
As you looked into his eyes, you felt something you hadnât felt in a long timeâa cautious, budding belief that maybe, just maybe, this time, things would be different.
A few weeks later, things had settled into a comfortable, tentative new rhythm. The past wasnât forgotten, but it had softened around the edges, allowing something new to bloom between you and Chanâno, Chris. Youâd started calling him that again recently, just between the two of you, and every time he heard it, his eyes lit up, as though it was his own quiet assurance that he had your forgiveness, that he wasnât just âChan,â your brotherâs best friend, but Chris, the man you were falling for all over again.
You werenât rushing anything, taking each moment as it came. There were stolen glances, shared laughter, and late-night conversations that stretched until dawn, weaving a new kind of trust between you. He was patient and gentle, letting you set the pace, and every step you took forward felt right. It was healing, a slow rekindling that felt like rediscovering a part of yourself that had been missing.
One Saturday afternoon, you and Chris were sitting on the couch, a movie playing in the background as he leaned closer, his arm resting around your shoulders. Sunghoon and Jisung had left to get snacks- Chris listening to your request and giving Sunghoon a chance, finding out that he genuinely enjoyed the company of your best friend.Â
âIts like eternal best friend double dates.â Jisung had joked.
But since your brother and best friend had left, Chan had been looking at you with that soft, adoring expression youâd only dreamed of before, and it made you feel like you were the only person in his world.
âYouâre staring,â you whispered, smiling as you felt a blush creep up your cheeks.
âCan you blame me?â he murmured back, his voice warm and low. âIâve missed so much time, I donât want to miss a single moment now.â
You felt your heart stutter, a nervous excitement bubbling up as you glanced down at his hand, your fingers lightly tracing patterns on the back of it. The space between you felt electric, and when he gently cupped your face, tilting it towards him, your breath caught. Slowly, as if asking permission, he leaned in.
Your eyes fluttered shut, and then his lips brushed softly against yours, a delicate kiss that felt like everything youâd waited for. His hand cradled your cheek, his thumb brushing gently as if he were afraid you might disappear. You kissed him back, your hand moving to rest against his chest, feeling his heartbeat under your fingertips, strong and steady.
âChris,â you whispered softly as you pulled back just enough to meet his gaze, his name slipping out naturally, comfortably. The warmth in his eyes told you heâd heard everything you couldnât put into wordsâhow he was forgiven, how he was here, truly here, and that was all youâd ever wanted.
The tender moment, though, was cut short by a loud gasp and a stumbling sound near the doorway. You whipped around to see Jisung and Sunghoon standing there, both looking wide-eyed and more than a little surprised.
âOh⌠I did not mean to see that,â Jisung said, covering his eyes dramatically, though you could see the smirk threatening to break through. âMy best friend and my little sister? Wow, I was not prepared!â
Sunghoon, by contrast, grinned openly, the kind of grin that said heâd known this would happen all along. âTook you both long enough,â he teased, making his way over towards you to whack your head affectionately. âI was starting to think Iâd have to do something drastic to get you two together.â
You laughed, face warm with embarrassment, but Chris only chuckled, unfazed even by Sunghoonâs physical touch with you, as he slid his arm around your shoulders again. âYou two need to learn how to knock,â he said lightly, squeezing you a little closer.
Sunghoon just shrugged, shooting you a mischievous look. âIâm sure Jisung didnât feel a need to consider having to knock on the door of his own home.â
Jisung laughed, giving Sunghoon a playful nudge. But then turning to Chan with a serious look. âI might still need to have âthe talkâ with you, Hyung. I know weâve known each other forever, but this is new territory.â
You rolled your eyes, pretending to scowl at your brother. âOh, please, Ji. You never said anything before.â
âItâs because you werenât actually together at the time! But now you are.â
Chris leaned down, pressing a soft kiss to the top of your head, a look of peace and contentment in his eyes. âYeah, and Iâm not going anywhere this time,â he said, looking up at Jisung and Sunghoon, his tone serious yet gentle. âNot ever.â
Jisung nodded, his expression softening as he took in the scene. âGood. Just make sure youâre good to her, alright? Or else Iâll have to do the brotherly duty of fighting you or whatever older brothers are supposed to doâŚâ He mumbled, turning towards Sunghoon for backup.
âYeahâŚand Iâll do whatever a best friend doesâŚâ He said confused, shrugging as you laughed.
Chrisâs grip tightened just slightly around your shoulders. âYou donât have to worry about that,â he said, his voice low and steady. âSheâs the most important person in my life.â
Jisung scrunched up his nose, pretending to gag. âUgh, okay, I was prepared for the brother talk, but I did not sign up for the mushy romance stuff. Can you two not be gross for five seconds?â
Chris laughed, glancing down at you with a sparkle in his eyes. âFine, Iâll spare you⌠for now,â he said, giving you a playful nudge and a kiss to your nose
Sunghoon, ever the instigator, leaned back with a grin. âHey, give them a break, Jisung. Theyâve got years of this to catch up on. And honestly, Iâm enjoying the show.â
Jisung threw a pillow in Sunghoonâs direction. âWell then maybe you should go find yourself someone if you think itâs cute seeing how my best friend and sister act.â He teased, rolling his eyes but unable to hide the small smile tugging at his lips. âMaybe theyâll have a sister and then you can join our family.â
Sunghoon shuddered and shook his head. âNo thank you. But Y/Nâs kids will have an Uncle who spoils them.â He said, grabbing the bottle of Soju from the coffee table.
âHey! I get the title of favorite Uncle automatically.â Jisung whined. âNo fair.â
Sunghoon shrugged. âThe favorite Uncle has to be from the maternal side.â
âThe hypothetical-â He shot a look at you. âMom in question is my sister!â
âLogic, doesnât always logic my dear friend.â
As Sunghoon and Jisung went back and forth you laughed, settling into Chrisâs embrace, feeling the warmth of home around you. You felt his smile without even looking and it made your heart leap. This, right here, was everything youâd hoped for and more. And as the teasing and laughter filled the room, you knew that no matter what, you were exactly where you were meant to be. With who you were meant to be with.
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oooohhhh boyyyyyyyy Stuff Happened you folks, this might be obnoxious because there was a lot of exposition, let's hope I can keep it decent. As always, sending you all positive vibes in these trying times âĽ
previously, in harrowcita del 9:
this happened
CHAPTER 50
30 minutes for emperor destruction, prepare the champagne
gideon is being taken by yandere twin to meet doctor reverend emperor john
she isn't very into that idea, but doesn't have much of a choice
doctor reverend emperor john is having a very important conversation with someone in the room, so gideon and yandere twin hide to listen in
and the conversation is with non other than not!dulcinea
not!dulcinea is being possessed
by commander wake
I ASKED FOR THIS IN THE PREVIOUS ONE
why did you need harrow, then, you dramatic asshat?
so, basically, commander wake's name is actually a couple quotes and lyrics to eminem's song from 8 mile
her name isn't amanda, it's just awake, etc.
I'd take amanda over eminem but ok
they said they are words that date back thousands of years, so we're in the future
I considered this, but not due to book reasons, just because one time I was talking to @lady-harrowhark about one time a barbie of mine was stolen when I was a kid and it somehow related to tlt, this was A Long Time Ago but I thought "what, are the books in the future?"
I have no idea if my hollywood hair barbie had anything to do with the books directly or if it was just some fandom thing @lady-harrowhark knows and I don't, but that planted the idea in my head
if it's a spoiler, don't tell me
but I didn't pick up any clues from the book until eminem
emperor's last name is gaius, which I knew from an untagged non context dashboard post
doctor reverend emperor john gaius wants to know what commander wake was doing in the ninth, because she landed there on purpose
and also is impressed that she's been a revenant for nearly 20 years and doesn't know how she got there
I think it's the sword
so, in come augustine and mercygirl
because now we're having a party
dr reverend emperor john says "Am I in trouble?" because he's the most punchable asshole in the known universe
and introduces commander wake with an evanescence quote rather than an eminem quote
yes, ok, I much prefer that, thank you
thank you, Fallen by Evanescence (2003) you changed my life
so, turns out that commander wake was in cahoots with these two lyctors
but things turned south and gideon the first was sent to kill her
she went to the ninth to break into the tomb
it always comes down to the tomb
ice cube barbie is very popular
so, I was right when I said that gideon wasn't conceived Traditionally
the eggs were my clue on that bit, the eggs on the notes
they were supposed to 1) use dr reverend emperor john's genes to 2) create a baby with his blood to 3) break the blood ward to 4) open the tomb
CONVOLUTED LYCTOR PLANS
but the eggs didn't work, so commander wake decided to birth gideon herself
when I said gideon was a demigod and used hercules memes and when I compared her to superman or whatever
I was more correct than I thought
commander wake called gideon "bomb"
this song could go into the gideon playlist @lady-harrowhark and I were talking about
because we didn't have enough lyctors at this party, in comes gideon the first
from battling the beast, which is what everyone was supposed to be doing, btw, just putting that out there
gideon the first will receive a lot of very clever, funny and amazing nicknames by gideon that I can't even remotely compete with
I vow to you and your prowess for nicknames, queen
gideon the first comes in, removes gideon's glasses from harrow's body, and slides them on his face
commander wake me up before you go go looks at him with heart eyes
and he shoots her
gideon, things were so much easier when you didn't have a family, girl
this is too stressful
everyone is surprised that gideon the first fought the beast, the beast ran and gideon the first is alive
I am NOT SURPRISED because HE WAS FIGHTING ALONGSIDE MATI NONIUS
and ortus, and protozoa, and martita
BUT, MOST IMPORTANTLY, MATI NONIUS
well done team harrow!!!
so, basically, gideon the first didn't say anything about the whole commander wake situation because he thought gideon was his
which accounts for my doubts the other recap on how I thought gideon wasn't Conceived Traditionally but there were doubts from gideon the first's side
gideon prime, gideon zero, gideon senior (all gideon jokes, not mine) says he was with her for about two years
so augustine starts explaining how they got dr reverend emperor john's genetic material through god apate major
WHY AM I NOT SURPRISED
IT'S ALWAYS THE ORGIES, ISN'T IT?
man, I'd rather not know the details, thank you
gideon the first also doesn't want to know the details
the emperor's bolthole wasn't as inexorable as it was advertised to be, turns out
it's basically a revolving door
ANYWAY
the emperor goes "so you killed her and the baby, right?"
IN COMES GIDEON, INTRODUCING HERSELF
"I'm not fucking dead"
and the emperor goes "hi, not fucking dead, I'm dad"
CHAPTER 51
gideon starts remembering childhood things like suffering and fighting with harrow and telling harrow that maybe she is the daughter of someone important and they don't know it
"You remember how the fuck-off great aunts always used to say, suffer and learn? If they were right, Nonagesimus, how much more can we take until you and me achieve omniscience?"
man, this is rough
so, the thing about the eyes
gideon apparently has AL's eyes
whose name isn't only Annabel Lee
it's also Alecto
the alecto everyone keeps mentioning in the fandom
so, this explains why seeing gideon's eyes was like seeing a ghost to these lyctors
also why ice cube barbie had gideon's eyes
THERE ARE A LOT OF THREADS GOING ON IN THIS BOARD
GIDEON IS CONNECTED TO A LOT OF PEOPLE
NONE OF THEM GOOD
the lyctors bring back what teacher said in canaan au, about them asking dr reverend emperor john to kill AL aka Annabel Lee aka Alecto aka ice cube barbie
apparently all of them (except for gideon the first) hated her and were low key scared of her and high key scared of what might happen with her around
they think the beasts are coming partly because of her
and whatever dr reverend emperor john did to resurrect her
the emperor says he didn't kill her, he "switched her off"
not successfully, because she's been sort of roaming around
mercygirl and augustine say that everything about this is very sus because what if he didn't kill AL??? and what is going on with the origin of his power???
dr reverend emperor john goes "you both do tend to go overboard on the foreplay"
mercygirl and augustine figured out that harrow's true cavalier had AL's eyes
but it was impossible for a baby to be born with AL's genes
however, it was very probable that a baby had been born in the ninth with the emperor's genes
because they had been planning on that to happen
albeit in a different way, without the human intervention
so, if gideon has AL's eyes but the emperor's genes
it means AL's eyes aren't hers and the emperor's aren't his
the emperor's weird eyes are AL's and gideon's eyes are the emperor's
because.......
he achieved lyctorhood without having to slurp his cavalier aka AL
I'm very interested in this potential situation if we get gideon alive again
but everyone else is pissed off because they had to slurp their cavaliers unnecessarily
yandere twin also decides to join the chat after this
and, apparently, anastasia had figured it out too
the ninth necro who everyone said was the one who couldn't become a lyctor
the one with a room unused
until harrow
the emperor's version of events is that things went off the rails in the process and he had to kill them both
augustine tells dr reverend emperor john to just stop already with his plan of destroying everything
and the emperor says that the man before his resurrection would have hated him to say that
mercygirl then goes "I'll forgive you if you tell me you didn't mean to kill my cav"
and the emperor goes "yes, I'll do whatever"
so he hugs mercygirl
and mercygirl
FUCKING DECIMATES HIM
SHE WRECKS HIM
SHE MELTS HIM INTO NOTHINGNESS
gideon says she's an orphan again while I'm giving everyone a party hat and a piece of celebratory cake
I'M SORRY THIS WAS LONG but we're reaching the end of this book!!! See you next time!!!
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november 8 2024 @ capitals, 4-2 win
the next part in my soulbond series (1, 2, 3, 4). hope you like it!
Sid can feel this season rapidly slipping out of his grasp.
Heâd had a lot of talks with Kyle over the summer. Kyle was up-front about his plans for the year, honest and forthright about what he realistically thought the team could do. Their final conversation before Sid signed his extension ended with Kyle telling him, the Penguins are your team, Sidney, but if the direction weâre headed isnât how you want to finish your career, I understand. Itâs up to you.
Heâd signed. Heâs staying. It wasnât ever really a choice.
Sid thinks thereâs still a part of him that hoped, though. Heâs never going to give up on winning, never going to stop chasing the ultimate goal, and the part of his brain that asks his barber to shave down the hair on his temples until the gray is less visible is the same part that clung to the idea of contending.
And, well, anythingâs possible. Theyâre not even a quarter of the way through the season. But.
Worse than the team, though, Sid can feel Geno slipping away.
Genoâs been avoiding him since the Islanders game. After the hellish Carolina blowout, Sid tried to pin him down for a conversation, to actually talk about this bond and how they can fix it, but Geno slipped away, insulated from Sid on the plane by the poker game group and practically running up to his hotel room when they landed in DC.
For a moment Sid even considered going to morning skate to corner him, but Genoâs gameday routine is even more rigid than Sidâs own, and Sid canât bring himself to mess up Genoâs rhythm, not on a day like today.
Games against Washington always have a little extra importance. Sid takes every game seriously, of course he does, but he wonât lie and say that the Capitals donât stand out on the calendar more than the rest. Especially now, with records in sight and careers coming to an end.
Itâs why he loses his temper and screams on the bench when they blow another lead again in the second.
Losing to an opponent because theyâre just better than you is one thing. But what Sid canât abide, wonât tolerate, is a lack of effort, sloppy play and ignoring the details and fundamentals, making careless mistakes that lead to chances against.
His line is playing well. He canât say the same for anyone else.
At intermission, Sully stays out of the room at first, and Sid lets loose all his frustrations with the year so far, his anger at the losing streaks and his own struggles, and shouts the team down until theyâre properly cowed. And when the coaching staff comes in again, Sid marches up to Sully and tells him to take Geno off the top line.
He says it loud enough for most of the guys to hear, but he doesnât look over to see what face Genoâs making.
Genoâs been on his wing because of a bond he clearly doesnât want, and Sidâs been taking advantage of it. If Sid canât score with the wingers he has, he deserves any failures coming his way.
He spares a thought for his parents, somewhere up in the stands because Sidâs getting close to yet another milestone. Maybe he should tell them to go home.
It was the right decision. Partway through the third, Geno reads a rebound like only he can, breaks the tie, and the Penguins donât look back.
Winning in Washington always means a lot, but even watching Alex smash his stick and yell at himself on the Capitalsâ bench as time ticks down doesnât make Sid feel better. He keeps his head down when he strips out of his gear, spends entirely too much time on a cooldown bike, and is the last one on the bus, barely making it before Sully would have started yelling about him being late.
At least they have the weekend off.
Sid can feel Geno watching him on the plane. Normally after a road trip like this, Geno would commandeer the window seat next to him, sprawl out and get his legs in Sidâs space, jostling him until Sid relaxed enough to laugh and poke back, the two of them picking at each other until they settled enough to get some sleep.
Nobody takes the empty seat next to Sid this time. He tugs his hat over his eyes and purposely thinks about nothing. At least itâs a short flight.
When theyâre deboarding in Pittsburgh, for the first time ever Sid reaches out with the bond on purpose.
The recoil he gets from Geno is enough to send him practically running to his car, racing through the quiet streets to Sewickley faster than heâd normally drive. He feels sick.
Geno might hate him. It was Sidâs lagging production that pulled him into this bond, after all, chained Geno to his side for a week until Sid stopped being selfish and forced them apart again. Geno had been sick, Geno hadnât been producing, and the second Sid let him free he scored, so⌠Sid canât say with confidence that he wouldnât be furious if their roles were reversed.
Heâs so wrapped up in his own self-recriminations that he doesnât realize Genoâs coming over until he hears a key in his lock, and suddenly Genoâs presence in the back of his mind is inescapable.
âSid?â Geno calls, and Sid, sitting at his island in his dark kitchen, drops his head into his hands and waits.
When Geno finds him, he swears long and low, a tumble of Russian that Sid would have gotten the gist of even without the bond pulsing concern and guilt his way.
He flinches when Geno flicks the lights on, blinking up at where Genoâs suddenly looming over him.
âWe need to talk,â Geno says, and Sid stares at him helplessly, because what is there to say?
Geno shakes his head and sits on the stool next to him, pressing their knees together. Sid feels a wash of relief at the contact so powerful he has to blink away dizzy darkness from the corners of his vision. Geno frowns, the downturned corners of his mouth digging lines into his face. In the harsh overhead lights, he looks haggard, skin pale under the remnants of his summer tan and the bags under his eyes dark and pronounced.
âMy fault,â Geno says, holding up one big hand when Sid opens his mouth. âItâs me who starts this, like, after Sochi. Iâm think probably I know itâs there and weâre ignore for so long itâs say, no more, has to happen. We have to fix or weâre sick for season.â
Sid shakes his head. âItâs me who made itâŚwhatever,â he says, gesturing. He doesnât know the right words for whatâs happening to them, never read up on bonds because he never expected to have one. âLike, I needed you and made itâŚthis.â
âYou needed me,â Geno repeats, and his voice is toneless, but Sid feels a soft bloom ofâŚsomething in the bond, something that makes him want to reach out and touch.
âI always need you,â Sid mutters, staring at his hands instead of Genoâs face. Almost twenty years together on this team and it shouldnât feel so strange to admit, of course they need each other, but something about saying it now, out loudâŚthe way heâs feeling, the way he can tell Geno is feeling, makes the words feel fraught.
Thereâs a long silence, and when Sid looks up, Genoâs biting his lip. âDonât know what to do,â he admits, and Sid shouldnât feel relief there, but at least heâs not alone in feeling totally lost.
Thereâs no real literature for this, not really. They havenât even been able to have more than a few quick consults with bond specialists since theyâve been on the road.
Sid startles a little when Geno reaches out and covers Sidâs hands with one of his own. His palm is a little damp, but heâs warm, and his hand is big enough to cover both of Sidâs where theyâre twisting in his lap.
Itâs late. They both should get sleep, even with two full days off from games.
They sit in Sidâs kitchen in silence as night deepens outside.
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May I request scout and demo (and maybe heavy if you want) with a ftm reader??? It can be any scenario NSFW, sfw idc. I'm hungry and I need food đ (you don't gotta do this btw just a little thought âĽď¸)
-âźď¸
âWith a FTM reader!
Genre: slice of life, fluff! Male reader!
Characters: Scout, Demo, Heavy
Of COURSE I will write this. Relationship left pretty ambiguous. Hope you enjoy! Thank you again for the ask!
Scout
Scout definitely doesnât realize without you spelling it out for him, no matter how âfeminineâ you may present.
Asks A LOT of questions, borders on invasive, but is just genuinely pretty confused and intrigued about it.
âSo⌠wait, you were born a chick, but now youâre a guy? Howâs dat work?â
âScout, we have been over this. Literally ten times,â you say, exasperated.
After the initial long and honestly exhausting conversation, the two of you feel closer for it. Heâs secretly sentimental as hell, so he appreciates you telling him so much, like it genuinely makes him feel so trusted.
When you come out to him, the support is not instant, as he tends to show these kinds of things in really covert ways, he doesnât want anyone knowing he has a big heart.
But the second someone says something out of line that is when his support is the most apparent. Always corrects someone when they misgender you, but if they continue after he corrects them? Buddy, itâs over.
You tell scout you appreciate it, but you can stand up for yourself. Heâs not really having it though, too hot headed to let it go.
Genuinely forgets your trans at time.
âWhy donât you ever use the urinals? Sâweird,â the commented once as you left the bathroom together.
âScout.â
âWhat?â He blinked at you dumbly for a few seconds, before realization dawns on him âoh shit! Dats right, sorry.â
Heâs trying his best.
Demoman
Demo is part of team ânot really my business so it doesnât affect meâ
As in it doesnât really affect the way that he feels about you, or the way he treats you.
Doesnât ask any questions unless itâs clear to him itâs something youâd like to talk about.
Depending on closeness he may even feel confident in making some jokes about it. Only if you find them funny though, absolutely wouldnât do it if made you upset/uncomfortable.
Is big into giving you male experiences that you may have missed out on, mostly clichĂŠ and stereotypical things, some of which you have probably definitely done before.
âDemo, I think weâre a little too old to be playing trains right now,â you say, holding a train in your hand.
âFine then, Iâll just clean it up then,â Demo said with a huff.
You stop him âwell⌠I didnât say that.â
Letâs you speak for yourself in most settings, but if you ever express your discomfort in a situation he wonât hesitate to remove you from it/remove the person causing this discomfort.
Doesnât make a huge scene, will take the blame for you saying itâs him whoâs got a problem.
Demo supports you when you need it, encourages you through your medical transition if you choose to do so/if you havenât already.
Alternatively, reassures you that youâre not less of a man for not having surgeries or using HRT if you choose not to.
I honestly believe that Demo has been around a lot of queer people, heâs the worldâs best trans ally.
Heavy
Heavy, like Scout has a lot of questions when you come out. Isnât nearly as invasive and holds back anything that he thinks may make you uncomfortable.
It doesnât change how he views you, thinks of you as man no matter what.
Really appreciates that heâs someone you trust enough to tell, even if he doesnât fully get it, he understands that it can be a nerve wracking thing to talk about.
Recommends medic if you want to have any surgeries done, respectfully you decline. Fearing for the rest of your organs well being.
Heavy does a lot of reading to ensure he gets things right, but only brings up your transness if you do.
Loves hearing about your trans experience if you tell him about it, will listen intently taking mental notes.
Doesnât feel the need to protect you, youâre a grown man who handled himself perfectly fine without him. But, like Demo, if he feels you getting a little out of your depth all he really has to do is come stand behind you.
Gender affirming nicknames, always. I feel like Heavy is big into nicknames some of his favorite for you is âbig manâ âguyâ âhandsomeâ if heâs feeling bold.
âHow is the big man today,â he asked coming up to you one day.
You chuckle a little bit âit really should be me asking you that.â
Being with Heavy is a testosterone booster, just enjoy being masculine together.
OOOOO I LOVED WRITING THIS SO MUCH. I may revisit this idea later and add more of the mercs, for now I have more asks to get to! Thanks so much for the ask! (*ďžâ˝ďž*)
#tf2#team fortress 2#tf2 scout#tf2 demoman#tf2 heavy#x reader#headcanons#heavy x reader#scout x reader#demoman x reader#ftm reader#transmasc reader#fic#fanfic#fanfiction#tf2 x reader#tf2 x you
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âOf Love and Loyaltyâ
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Part 3: the end.
<Part 2><Part 1>
Pairings: Oz "The Penguin" Cobb x Reader
Reader takes Victor's place in this story. She has already been through enough by now and Oz's ruthless ambition finally meets the satisfaction of power. Hope you guys like it- I spent most of my day writing this and I apologize for any grammar mistakes. I'll fix them when I wake up. Please, remember that MY Oz has been changed a bit from the show Oz- in order to make a "x reader story" I gotta humanize him, while also keeping him at least half true to the masterpiece Lauren created. I have enjoyed writing this story sooo much. Everyone is 18+ and consenting.
Words: 6.2k
Enjoy and give feedback If you want :)
Warnings: mentions of violence, vulgar language, age-gap relationship, smut ( ÍĄ~ ÍĘ ÍĄÂ° )
You donât remember how you got here.Â
First you remember talking to Oz about something on the phone early in the morning after a delivery- then you remember going home to sleep and when you arrived- there was nothing.Â
What the fuck happened? There was a guy- he came towards you. Then you looked at him- then he; he punched you? So thatâs why you have a splitting headache. Everything felt like a dream- were you dreaming right now?
Are you sleeping? Why is everything so dark?Â
You could hear voices, faint voices but they were there. Someone grabbed you by your arm and forced you upright. Now there was light everywhere and your eyes felt like they were on fire. Why is everything so fucking bright?
You blinked a few times and looked around the room; wow, how fancy. Where were you? The walls looked like they were carved and you only saw furniture like this when you looked at the TV. You saw a man there, a big guy; an enforcer, you thought, and in your dazed state you asked him âWhere am I?â he looked at you and remained quiet. Great.
Your head was killing you. Jesus. Your hands and feet werenât tied however- how odd.
You rapidly lifted your head when you heard the sharp sound of a pair of heels on the expensive floor, the door opened and- Oh, itâs her.Â
âLook whoâs awake.â Sofia softly smiled at you, sheâs gonna kill you probably. Why does she have a plate of food?
âI brought you breakfast- youâve been gone quite a while you see.â She walked across from you and placed the plate down on the table.Â
âI bet youâre wondering what you are doing here.â she came over and sat next to you- crossing her legs and leaning back âYou and I have a lot to talk about.â
She looked you up and down. You looked like the complete opposite of her, in your jeans and t-shirt, you were sure your face was smeared with blood too- where you got punched.
âAre you nervous?â she asked- her eyes were examining every inch of your face, trying to search for any signs of anxiety or sadness. You shook your head- âNo.â you said.Â
She said your full name and gave a long description of your family- what they did, what jobs they had, she mentioned your sister too, your poor sweet sister- how dare she speak their names.Â
âWhen I saw you at Ozâs apartment or at the club, I didnât get a good look at you. But I did see the way he looked at you.â a small smile danced on her lips â like he would look away and you would be gone, like in a dream. How fascinating I thought. Some girls spend their whole lives wishing someone would look at them like that.â You listened to her and she came closer to you.
âYou know, I really never noticed at the time- how young you are.â She once again looked you up and down, her voice became quieter
âGuess this is the same old tragic story, âorphaned street kid falls prey to some maniacs silver tongueâ . Yours wonât be any different, I can assure you. Maybe you believe it will- but it wonât.â She got up again and walked towards the table. She picked up a piece of toast and sat back down next to you. Â
âW-why am I here?â you asked her, your throat was sore and that stupid headache was still there.Â
âWhy?â she looked surprised âDidnât you figure it out by now? Youâre our bargaining chip- youâre gonna help us. Greatly. Sal already has Oz, now all we need is to find a way to kill him.â There was an indescribable emptiness in your stomach at her words
âOf course after I make sure he feels the same sort of sadness he inflicted on me-thatâs where you come into play. â
You looked down at your feet, trying to find words to pronounce. This is what this sort of life brings you, death. Only death and pain.
âWhat ma-makes you think heâs gonna su-suffer as much as you?â you muttered- more to yourself really.Â
âThe way he looks at you and sure- looks ain't enough, but the way he talked to me about you.â She exhaled loudly, like a schoolgirl talking about a crush, mocking you.
âSome people could only dream about that. You know, he talked about you at my brotherâs funeral and the way he would compliment you before the deal at the club; but besides that-â her face got serious.
â-youâre the closest person to him. The only person who knows the inâs and outâs of the massive drug operation he built; his second in command, you have his ear and loyalty. Youâre the last thing he has got left in this world, without you, heâs all alone.â she leaned back again.
âI almost feel sorry for you.â
You blinked, trying to make sense of her words- she continued, disgust laced in her words âYouâre just a fucking kid.âÂ
There was a silence that followed that only made the gravity of her words more apparent.
âHe put this on you. It seems to me- like you had a pretty good life- before all this. You studied well, you had a lot of friends- it seemed like your life couldnât get better. Then the floods came and you turned into a street rat. Now you think him saving you was what you needed- but no. Heâs a manipulator and a liar and he will stop at nothing to achieve his goals.â She took another deep breath and squinted her eyes at you in judgment.
âI mean, donât you ever think what your parents would say? Seeing you with a man like that?â
âDonât talk about my parents-â she was pressing your buttons and you knew that lashing out at her was at the cost of your own life right now.
âWhat would your mother say? Huh? I bet she wanted her little girl to find herself a good man, with a nice job, but no.. she found herself a drug lord.â Sofia snickered, half in disgust and half in pity.Â
âYou kn-know⌠Oz-â you started and she cocked her head to the side
âHeâs gonna kill Sal, just like-like he did his wife and son and th-then heâs coming straight for you.â Â
âYou have a lot of faith in him.â
âYes I do.â Yes you did. If there was one thing you knew about him is that he was unstoppable, one way or another- he was going to get his way and he was going to win in the end. He had to.Â
You lowered your tone and leaned closer to her âHeâs always-always two steps ahead. He will come for you.â There was a twinge of something on her face, was it- was it fear?Â
She got up and left afterwards. Thank god. You didnât want to see her again.
Some time passed; your stomach was rumbling but you didnât eat the food she prepared, you had time to think- think about what she said.Â
What would your mom say? It almost brought tears to your eyes thinking about them.Â
Late at night before you would go to sleep, since you were young she would always come in and kiss your forehead. That was your ritual.Â
You smiled before it was quickly wiped from your face when you remembered what sort of life you had now. What would she think?
âMy little girlâ she would say âso braveâ sheâd probably be disappointed, so disappointed. Her and your dad too. They despised people like Oz, people shouldnât murder and cheat their way to the top. He was the complete opposite of the man they were hoping you'd be with.Â
They loved Robert, always inviting him at home to eat together, he was a good boy, he listened and he studied well, itâs better he left Gotham.
They would probably be frightened by Oswald, afraid to even look at him. This man couldnât look acceptable to the parents of a young girl like you in a million years, from the big scar on his face to his gold teeth and manner of talking.Â
They would rather hope for him to be your sugar daddy than you loving- loving him?
You knew at this point there was no going back, you loved him- you did. However wrong this was. You loved all of him and you were disgusting, both of you.Â
You blinked away the tears that were threatening to fall.Â
Was he gonna be sad you were nowhere to be seen or heard? Was he turning the place upside down when he saw you were gone? Was he for a split moment thinking you tried to leave, and this time, you were successful? Was he thinking all those nights and days spent by his side, next to him- over him and under him were all a facade when you stopped responding to his texts?
Someone called out your name.
 âIâm doctor Julian Rush... I am a psychiatristâ He looked at Sofia who was also next to him then back at you âIâm here to help you.â
Dr. Julian Rush weirded you out, severely. He put you down on a sofa and started asking you things, about your family, about how you felt- he had this ginormous light that would flash red that only worsened your state of defiance. It induced this sort of feeling in you- seeing it.Â
It toyed with your emotions and feelings; it made you remember. You remembered everything. Â
You told them everything.
From your earliest memories in Gotham, to your latest. Riding your bike down the street as a kid, running with your friends to your favorite diner before it closed, family nights, the happiness you felt when walking in your home, even if your parents or sister sometimes annoyed you- you were so rich in their love and warmth- so happy.
 You told them how you saw your apartment get swallowed up by the waves- how you tried to call; warn them, but to no avail.
At this point you were definitely crying your eyes out- holding yourself and trying to find some comfort.
Living in a FEMA camp was a nightmare, a nightmare that was never ending and it seemed to only become more like reality every damn day. You scraped by, you had to eat and live not just survive. So you joined some of the local boys there when they said they were going to find something to sell.
You never thought you would be stealing; you knew it was wrong and evil, but you did what you had to do. Life is cruel.Â
You tried to remember everything. Not wanting to lose even a bit of detail.Â
You had to be quick. Until he comes back. The first look at the Maserati waiting out there was like a piece of pie ready to be eaten- one of the boys went âwowâ when he saw it and you were next to it like some hyenas soon enough.
At the first shot, you saw everyone scream and pick themselves up to run. You acted too slow that night, too busy with doing a good job to notice you were the one closest to him.Â
The first time you looked at Oswald, you thought he was the scariest man youâve ever seen in your whole life- especially because it was night time and because he just tried to fucking kill you.Â
You told them how he made you do all those things. How lonely he was- how he touched you and looked at you sometimes. You told them you found kinship in one another, how you werenât that lonely anymore and how utterly frightened he made you feel. Every.Damn.Day.
How you cried yourself to sleep all those nights, how you wanted to be better- be something more and this was the only way. This or death.
You told them about Robert too- how you hoped he had a better life, find someone who will love him and treasure him. How he tried to make you go with him and you tried to. By God you did, until he came back that night at the club. How he pushed a gun in your face and-and-
You blinked yourself out of it slowly, you knew you wanted out. This sick piece of shit was toying with you. With your emotions.
She brought you back in, reminded you about how he looked that night- what he said about you âyou can remember, just tell usâ the Doctor said.
His smell and all of him. A sick man, he was sick.
He wanted you all to himself and would kill you if thatâs what it takes.Â
You remembered your motherâs words to you at every family gathering or dinner âSheâll find a good man, one who takes care of her. I know it. Maybe a doctor, letâs hope.â You heard everyone laugh; so clearly- like they were there with you.
It seemed like they were taunting you now. They expected so much more from you.Â
You felt better whenever he was around you, how he would talk and walk to his jokes and smile. He was everything to you now. Late at night you would talk about all the things you wanted to do or have. You told him about your biggest dream in the whole world:
âA pen-penthouseâ you whispered next to him as you were looking down at your fingers from your place on the couch. Maybe he thought it was stupid, how could someone like you ever achieve that?
âYeah?â he turned to you âThat what you want?â he asked, a small smile was gracing his lips.
âYes. No one is above you or beside you; the c-city skyline.â If you closed your eyes, you could picture itâclear as day.
âWith b-big windows so I can look outside and great big rooms with high ceilings- like in the movies.â
Julian told you Oz took all of that from you. Your old life- if he cared, if he truly cared he wouldâve let you go that night. The bastard.
Sofia told you he manipulated you, he molded you into the woman he wanted you to be, youâre just a kid. You should have no part in this.Â
It mustâve been hours since you havenât eaten or drank anything.
You wanted to go back to Crown Point, have him tell you itâs all a bad dream âLetâs cook something, Iâm starving-â heâd say and you two would chat until late at night. You slept the best with him in bed with you, even if he snored and it was hard to get him to turn over on the other side. You missed that.Â
They grabbed you again- taped your mouth shut and stabbed you with something tiny, like a needle; it felt like a pinch. You proceeded to drive into the city and they shoved you through the back door- and then you saw him.
Tied down to a chair with tape, a towel shoved in his mouth, he started yelling and struggling when he saw you- making a gesture towards Sofia- like he wanted to strangle her.
This felt like a movie, like something you werenât experiencing yourself- more like something you were watching from afar. Was this it?
The last moments of your life; they got you two and now everything has gone to shit again.Â
Well you couldnât say you werenât close to getting what you wanted.Â
You looked at him as they sat you down on a chair, trying to remember everything you could about him. You felt like crying but no tears came out.
âSo, now that everyone is gathered here-â Sofia started â-I wanted to bring some stuff to the surface. Shine some light regarding some things.â She walked around you and back towards Oz.
He looked at you then back at her; confused.Â
âOz, while you were getting beaten blown up- me and your âBonnieâ had a talk. It was a real eye opener, I would say.â she glanced back at you
âDo you wanna tell us why you decided to spare her life that night? Letâs have your side of the story.â Sofia took the towel out of his mouth-
âWhat the fuck is this shit? Youâre a sicko- ya know that? Jesus Christâ He yelled while looking at you and her.
â-Oz, you wanna tell us, huh?-â
âFuck you!âÂ
âAlright. Well I already know everything. Your little girl here sang like a bird-â
â-Fuck did you do to her?â
âNothing. We just had a conversation, girl to girl.â she gave him a smile âShe told me everything.âÂ
Oz looked at you, confusion clearly written on his face. You couldnât even shake your head no- something was wrong. You could barely lift it. Did they give you something?
âYou think sheâs in love with you-â Sofia cocked her head to the side â-Iâm here to tell you, sheâs not. This whole thing that you two have- fear, fear ties her to you. It was all a lie. All of it.â
Oz looked at you again. Fuck you could barely lift your head, it looked like you were staring at the ground, not wanting to make eye contact with him, your vision became blurry too.
You tried to blink away the feeling of falling asleep, what was happening?
Oswald called out your name and you heard him yelling at you that he was going to get you out of here.Â
âYouâve ruined her life. Because youâre selfish and greedy and lonely. That night at the club- she wanted to leave- to escape, and you brought her back. You held a gun to her face and told her sheâs not going anywhere-â
âFuck you-â
âYou know what Oswald? I think she would like an apology. Right here and now. An apology for the life she couldâve had.âÂ
You donât know how but you managed to lift your head and look him in the eyes. You tried to move your legs- tried to wake the fuck up.Â
âShe wanted this.â He said.Â
Julian grabbed your hand and placed it on the table. âFrom which hand was the finger that you cut? The left or the right- It was the left.â Sofia said.
It mustâve been the pain that woke you up halfway from the episode you mustâve been having because your eyes fully opened when you realized that they were cutting your finger. Shit, shit, shi-
You heard Oz call out your name and throw profanities towards Sofia. âAll you gotta do is apologize, Oswald.-â
â-She knew what she was getting herself into I-â
â-Say youâre sorry-â
â-I told you I ain't got-â
â-Just say youâre fucking sorry!âÂ
The pain almost made your ears ring and you screamed into the tape that was on your mouth, trying your best to get away from the pain you were feeling.Â
âThis is fucking insane!âÂ
The pain stopped and you grabbed your hand, trying to get some relief.Â
âYou wouldâve let me cut it.â Sofiaâs voice was filled with disgust âRather than admit you made her life worse, you wouldâve let me cut itâŚyouâre fucking despicable.â
You saw Julian grabbing something from his suitcase and bringing it closer to your arm. It looked like- like a needle.Â
âI never realized it till now but this is almost like a high for you, isnât it?â Sofia's voice was almost a whisper âHaving someone so utterly dependent on you, her sole reason for existing is because you let her. You have her whole life in your hands⌠youâre a fucking bastard. What were you thinking huh? One day you were gonna make her Mrs Cobb and you two would live happily ever after?âÂ
Julian managed to get the needle in your skin and you felt a warmth spread across your whole body. You looked at Oz and saw how hard he was struggling against his restraints and the look of fear on Sophia's face when he actually freed himself.
What was she thinking- binding a 250 pound man with duct tape on a chair as old as this restaurant? You heard the commotion and you tried to stand up but black dots started to appear in your vision-
âShe fell and hit her head- â you felt like you were dreaming but you could hear and feel certain things. Like when he put you in the back of the car or when he placed you on the hospital bed. Maybe you died.Â
âSheâs gonna be alright, yeah?âÂ
âWeâll do anything we can, sir.âÂ
You thought you died and instead of the devils in hell torturing you for all the injustice you have done- there was nothing. Nothing. Just the sound of something beeping and the sound of voices sometimes, you could also smell- was this a hospital?Â
There was also yelling and a voice. You knew that voice.Â
âCâmon doll, open those big eyes for me. Please.â a hand brushing your hair back and one touching your hand.
âI did it. Iâm the fucking king- all this shit ainât gonna mean anything if you donât wake up.â you heard him whisper.
âPlease open your eyes, sweetheart. PleaseâÂ
When you finally woke up, it mustâve been late in the afternoon. The sound of rain softly touching the window and the beeping of the monitor was the only sound in the sterile room.
You swallowed, trying to wet your throat.
Your eyes felt like they were opened for the first time or like when you want to take a short nap in the evening and you wake up at 12am, they felt like they were sewed shut and only now you could open them.
You looked around the room and saw that your hand was being held- There he is, you thought to yourself.Â
He was sitting on a chair, his head uncomfortably placed on his shoulder- ouch- that's gonna hurt later. You raised your right hand; placing it on your stomach and squeezed his with your left.
Once and then twice.Â
âO-oz, Oz.â your voice was hoarse like you yelled all night long, you squeezed his hand again- harder this time.Â
He finally lifted his head and looked at you. His eyes were so red and bloodshot; he mustâve been crying.Â
Oswald looked shocked and then relief flooded his face- his eyes lit up- âHey-â he said, then kissed your forehead.
â-youâre finally awake.â He hugged you and you placed your arms around his neck, slowly- but you did.Â
âI did it.â his voice was muffled by the pillow and your neck âI showed all those sons of bitches.â You rubbed his back- not knowing what exactly he meant by that.
âI thought you werenât gonna wake up.â he lifted his head and looked at you âThey gave you something, pento- something. I thought-â He was getting choked up. This big strong bull of a man.
âYe-yeah well, I was halfway to hell when I remembered I forg-forgot you here soâŚâ you whispered.
He started laughing at that- touching your foreheads together; gold teeth gleaming.
After you left the hospital you told him you just wanted to sit and talk. So he drove you to a park, it was very secluded- you two sat on a bench overlooking the river.
 He explained to you everything he had done, from throwing Sofia in Arkham to getting all the crime bosses murdered by their second in command and now having something to hold over a congressman- Oswald would be running in the upper circles as one of them, not a lieutenant or a cripple- one of them.
 âWhat a smart manâ you said while hugging the jacket you had on closer to you. Winter was already here. The city lights softly illuminating his face, he had the expression of a man who won it all- he was on top of the world.Â
âFuck- ya' know, I couldnât have done it without you.â He looked at you softly and with admiration
âYou are really something special kid.â he smirked at you, leaning back a little- trying to take all of you in.Â
âOz, youâre like fam-family to me.â You told him and saw as his expression shifted- something laid beneath his eyes- you couldnât place a finger on what.
âYou see - â he grabbed your body and pulled you closer to him, his face mere inches from yours âYou showed me, doll- you can be my greatest strength. But the thing about family is⌠they make you fight harder than you ever thought you could. They show you what youâre really capable of- even when youâre not seeing it.â he grabbed the side of your neck, gently brushing his thumb over your face.Â
He was hesitant, a man so full of words and phrases was left without any in this moment.Â
âIt weakens you too and I think- I think all of this would not mean as much if you werenât by my side.â He kissed you.Â
You never in a million years thought you were ever gonna drive a Maserati- now you were in a Rolls Royce.
 A gorgeous purple color, something that once only showed his flamboyance now signals his power and influence over everything that moves in the underworld of Gotham, he was âthe kingâ and you couldnât be more proud of him and you. When the car rolled down the street people stopped and stared at it, talking among themselves and taking pictures.Â
He told you that night, after a very expensive dinner- he had a surprise for you âSomethinâ real specialâ he got.Â
You entered a very fancy apartment complex, the opulence of the place immediately striking you as the elevator whisked you up.
In the mirrored walls of the lift, you couldnât help but smile to yourself, catching a glimpse of the two of you.
 âYou two look like a matchâ, you remembered Roxyâs words from the club. You were both dressed in blackâthe most expensive dress you owned, a gift from him- and Oz, who looked as if he had stepped out of a Fred Astaire movie. So poised, so polished. People with your kind of money didn't even open their own car doors.
Youâd asked him where you were going, and he only replied, "It's a surprise," with that familiar glinted smile of his.
Oz was a man who relished in the influence his newly acquired power gave him. Heâd been rapidly reconstructing Crown Point, making a name for himself not just among Gotham's underground elite but also rubbing shoulders with the high society.
It wasnât a stretch to imagine that one day heâd run for mayor- and youâd be right by his side.
The elevator doors slid open, and you stepped out into the apartment, breath catching in your throat.
It was... breathtaking.
The entire space was so grand, it felt almost unreal, as though the world had bent its will to cater to him. To you. You almost couldnât take it all in at once.
The high ceilings stretched above you, the living room expansive and bathed in the soft glow of a fireplace, the crackling warmth spreading throughout the room. But it was the view that stole your breath. The floor-to-ceiling windows revealed all of Gotham, its lights twinkling below like a blanket of stars.
You moved toward the window, your feet almost moving on their own as you absorbed the beauty. The city spread out endlessly, like a maze of lights and possibilities, and here you wereâat the top of it all.
The heat from the fireplace surrounded you, making the space feel so warm, so alive, and for a moment, everything outside of this apartment, faded away. This was your world now. You could hardly believe it, after everything that had happened.
After everything heâd done to get here.
Oz stood behind you, his presence so steady and unwavering. You could feel his eyes on your back, his gaze warm, yet calculating, as if he was still analyzing the moment.
"Ya' like it?" His voice was soft but full of that familiar edge- he wasnât just asking about the apartment.
You could tell there was something deeper in his question, an unspoken desire to know if you truly liked the life he had built for you, for the two of you.
You turned to face him, the firelight catching his features, casting soft shadows across his face. His eyes were dark, intense, as though he was trying to read your every emotion.
You met his gaze, the warmth of the room matching the heat you felt in your chest.
This is it, you thought. The beginning of everything, everything youâd ever wanted. And somehow, it felt like the end of something else.
You took a step closer to him, and for a moment, you simply stood there, breathing in the air between you. You could feel the tension in the air, thick and heady.Â
âOf courseâ you proudly announced. You loved it- every inch of it.
Oz stepped forward, closing the distance with one smooth movement. His hand reached out, brushing a strand of hair behind your ear, the simple touch sending a shiver down your spine.
His voice was low, only for you to hear, âI made it happen for you... for us. All of it. Tell me, doll... you proud of me?â He came closer to you, grabbing your face.Â
âOf course,â you said. Excitement gripped you and you knew him asking that sort of question meant he was in need of some love and appreciation.Â
âYou know-â you got out of his grip.
â-I actually want to see the master bedroom- maybe the sheets are purple too.â You laughed- the adrenaline you felt when his face changed to one of excitement as well turned you on and you left your shoes near the staircase that went upstairs- to the second floor of the massive penthouse.Â
The icy cold feel of the floor didnât matter to you as you almost sprinted to one of the doors upstairs - you heard him climb the steps and your heart started pumping.Â
Even after all this time of making love to Oz, the electric rush that shot up your spine every time you saw that wild spark in his eyes- made you crazy. You quickly took your panties off and got on the gorgeous bed. The bedding was so comfortable- like a cloud.
The door opened and you saw him.Â
âYou got some nerve, runninâ away like that.â he said as he came close to the left side of the bed and grabbed the upper part of the dress, almost testing how easy it was to pull it off, you simply giggled at him.Â
How were you ever afraid of this man?Â
You rubbed your hand on his hard on and he gave you a shaky breath- still crazy about you.Â
"Wouldn't be the first time you tried to disappear." He paused, eyeing you intently, a small smirk tugging at the corner of his lips "Turn around."
He unzipped your dress and undressed you- gasping when he saw you werenât wearing anything underneath. You got on your knees and helped get him undressed too- before he would always leave his clothes on, always preferring to have only you naked when you were with him. Things change.
He climbed on top of you and you welcomed him between your legs. This man- all of him, you loved him so much. He gave you the whole world. You both groaned when he entered you and set a very gentle pace while kissing your neck. You put your arms around his neck and pulled him closer.Â
âTell me youâre proud of me.â He whispered in your ear
âIâm so proud of you- â you gasped as he pressed himself even harder inside you âYouâve done so much for us-â he did it again, harder this time âAnd I love youâ he started fucking you even harder, the feel of his greater thighs touching the underside of yours and the sound coming from your pussy were louder than your soft moans and his groans of pleasure. You squeezed his body with your legs.
âThereâs-thereâs-â the feeling of having him in you, while he pressed himself deeper and deeper, his body over yours as he was holding himself up on his forearms next to you- youâll never get tired of it âThereâs nothing-nothing standing in your way.âÂ
He kissed you, putting his tongue in your mouth âYouâre so beautiful, dollâ He kissed all over your face as he said that and squeezed your breasts as he pounded into you. âSo fucking beautifulâ his eyebrows were furrowed and eyes closed, deep in thought about how you felt around him.Â
âFuck- comâ hereâ he pulled himself out and got on his back, slowly touching the side of your body as you lowered down on his penis with your lips.Â
Oz wasnât the sort of guy that enjoyed small kisses near his manhood and soft touches, if he wanted you to suck him- he wanted you to get to business.Â
He grabbed hold of your hair- not for dragging you up and down him but to help you. You climbed on his leg- to pleasure yourself while youâre at it, no?Â
Your lips enclosed around his head and as you bobbed your head up and down him you tried to breathe through your nose and help yourself with your hands. One cradling his balls and one on his penis, up and down.Â
His moans were like music to your ears as you pleasured him, whenever you would stop at his head and lick the underside of it, he would press himself even higher in your mouth.
âI love you, doll. I love you-â he would chant as you took him.Â
You rubbed yourself on his thigh as you sucked him, your legs were almost shaking.
âYou take me so good- youâre such a good girl- my good girl.â This man and his words.Â
When you would get off of him to breathe, he would push your head down to lick his balls and then make you get up to suck him again. His grip on your hair was becoming even tighter, bringing you down on him until you almost choked and then back up again.
 He would thrust up into your mouth as he got closer to his peak, chanting your name and how much he wanted to fuck you.
âI wanna fuck you so bad-â He pulled you on top of him and you gave him a giggle as you sat on top of his cock- only exciting him more.
âYou wanna ride daddy baby?â it was a new nickname he enjoyed to give himself, you donât know what changed in him, maybe the way people in society looked at you two, Oswald Cobb and his much younger woman. You nodded excitedly and grabbed his length from down below.
Fucking such a powerful man- he was the king, you should be proud of yourself.
He ran the Gotham underworld with an iron fist, everyone was afraid and respected him while also loving him too- he gave them jobs, he gave them a place to sleep- he took care of people.Â
âOh, baby..â he pulled you out of your daydream as he grabbed your waist and dragged you up and down him âI wanna get you pregnant dollâÂ
Your stomach twisted when you heard that-in a good way. You felt butterflies in your stomach and your pussy only got wetter. His eyebrows were furrowed and his groans were becoming even louder- you loved how loud he would get when he got close to cumming.
 He grabbed your breast in his hand while the other held your waist- fingers gripping into the skin there and you grabbed his chest to steady yourself as you rocked yourself on him.Â
His fingers readjusted themselves on your body, gripping even harder this time- he would push himself into and his movements became erratic when near his climax. You smiled at Oz as you saw him gasp and hold you still.Â
As he held you in his big arms that night, you had a clear view of the city from the bedroom window- you couldnât believe you were here.
After everything you had to go through- finally, maybe your parents wouldnât be disgusted with you.Â
You had everything you ever needed here, with him, he was gonna keep you safe from now on.
 Maybe your mom, dad and little sister were happy- their girl found herself a man who fought tooth and nail to get where he was now; his ambition never ending and his resilience like iron, he loved you, he was going to give you children and give you a life you only ever imagined in your wildest dreams.Â
Was he a bad man? Mayhaps, for some. His profession required him to be- but he was also sweet and kind and good. People werenât black and white.Â
Your eyes were slowly closing with the soft snores of your soon to be husband lulling you to sleep.
Gotham winked at you from down below- reminding you it took you right where she wanted.
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Author's note: AHHHHH its been so much fun writing this- thank u for reading and I hope it was good. Thank you to @fat-bottom-demons because I don't think I would've been this quick in writing this big ass chapter without her nice words.
The Finale made me feel like I got punched in the throat lol. I hated Oz, like I didn't even look at the scene in order to reproduce it here in this chapter- something I usually do and poor Sofia, hope she wrecks his shit in the movie.
I wanted to keep Oz's nature of a manipulative and horrible man in this story as well- it's just that he CAN love and he can make himself vurnelable enough to love someone like he loves the reader- which he is also kinda obsessed with.
Maybe I will revisit this story- once we see what he's up to in the movie ( ÍĄ~ ÍĘ ÍĄÂ°)
#oz cobb#the penguin#the penguin tv#oswald cobb x reader#oz cobb x reader#the penguin hbo#oswald cobblepot#the penguin x reader#oz cobblepot#colin farrell penguin
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The Week After, Chapter 4: Day 3 and 4
The next two days passed in silence.
Morgan did the tax plus additional employment paperwork in the office, secretly glad that they thought to bring their social security card with them, just in case. Frankie stayed in the office as well, mumbling to himself as he tapped on a laptop. It was a ridiculous sight, considering how tall he was and how small the laptop was, but they swallowed back a laugh and focused on the paperwork.
The last step was to send the paperwork by scanning a QR code on the back. Morgan raised a brow but raised their phone up and scanned it. A link popped up and they clicked it. There was a soft ding, and a little animation of Frankie dancing popped up, with a message overhead saying that they were done.
With that done, Morgan stood up. They still had stuff to unpack and figure out where to put in the studio apartment that the break room now was. Their phone gave a second ding and they checked the screen.
âHoly fuck.â
âLanguage, my dear!â Frankie said, turning his head. âWhat is it?â
âI just got paid for this season,â they said, rubbing their eyes to make sure they didnât mistake the number that had popped up. âThatâŚitâs a lot.â It wasnât five million dollars, but it was a lot, enough that it felt like more of a bribe than a paycheck. It was also more than they ever got from the stupid retail job or even gambling on the show, so Morgan was more than happy to accept the bribe.
âHow much?â
That wasnât Frankieâs voice. Morgan looked up to see two men walking up, both dressed in overalls and work clothes. They felt their body tense instinctively at the sight. âWho are you?â
âTheyâre here for me,â Frankie said, patting their shoulder.
âYep, here for the updates,â the older of the two said, looking Frankie up and down. âIt was a surprise when we got the order, but hey. Upgrades had to happen eventually.â
That felt like he was talking about something else. Frankie felt it, based on how his grip on their shoulder tightened. Then he released, patting their back. âWell, letâs go, shall we?â he said, stepping around them. âWe donât want to waste any of your time, do we?â
âYep. Come onâŚâ
The younger guy stayed back. His gaze didnât seem angry, they realized- he looked awestruck. âSo, how much?â he said. âI heard you agreed to do double or nothing.â
Morgan rattled out a number.
âWow. Thatâs almost as much as the animators get paid.â
Huh. âThe animators get paid a decent salary?â That raised several questions
The maintenance man chuckled. âMostly because the boss is terrified of them, especially the director.â He leaned forward into a stage whisper. âFrom what I heard, he trusts her to manage his animations, and the last time he even thought of decreasing the pay, she made him regret it.â Morgan stifled a chuckle at the thought of Cartoon Frankie being terrified. From the few interactions they had, he had felt like he knew he was in charge and made sure you knew it.
âMITCHELL!â the older man boomed. âGET OFF YOUR ASS AND COME HELP ME!â
Mitchell jumped. âSORRY SWANSEA! COMING!â He turned back to them and smiled. âIt was nice to meet you, though! Hope you donât die next season!â
More questions rose up as he rushed away from them.
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Kay, I'm not done w. The whole Stolas thing.. Cus talking to antis piss me off.
Do you not realize that Stolas and Blitz have very similar issues?? That just present itself in different ways (although not entirely)
Both of them have history w. Abuse. Verbal and physical. Blitz has abandonment issues, Stolas has been isolated his entire life. They're both afraid of loneliness and not being enough.
Now.. What about some of their bad habits, hmm? Things people looove to critique.
First up: delusion and deflection
Stolas lives in a fantasy world to escape life. He makes things up in his head and therefor ends up acting to a false reality. He's scared at looking too deeply into things that aren't that great so tries to play it off w. Changing the subject, fleeing, flirting etcetc.
Blitz doesn't live in a fantasy world.. But he's an expert at deflecting. Through humor, anger or just simply ignoring things he doesn't want to hear. Blitz is also afraid of looking too close, but this also include good things lest he fucks it up. This guy is more in the "expect the worst" kinda camp. Cus he does have a version of reality that isn't quite true too. Due to all of his self-hatred among other experiences.
Boundaries..what's that?
Lots of people like to criticise Stolas on this one. His delusion leads to him flirting aggressively and uncomfortably w. Blitz and not seeing when Blitz isn't into it. He also takes Octavia to a place she didn't wanna go despite her saying so, he also talks a little too freely to Blitz in front of her.. (demeaning speech is also included in his uncomfortable flirting)
Blitz.. Is notorious for boundary breaking. He stalks M&M constantly despite them telling him no repeatedly. He also stands in the way of Loona as a protective father which makes her lash out cus she's an adult. (totally get him but still crossing a boundary). He pry into their sex life and does a little bit of inappropriate touching on Moxxie (in a joking manner ofc.. I thought it was hilarious.. But still a boundary). He stalks his sister despite everyone telling him not to. He makes fun of and comes back to scream at a broken hearted Stolas who thought it was over and done after the full moon. (if you wanna try to keep the bird don't make fun of his feelings and break into his home my dude). Not to mention breaking and entering to steal a very valuable book in the first place.
They both have their own reasons for doing this but still.. They're both doing this.
Blames themselves.
Both Stolas and Blitz are very much in the "I'm a piece of shit" camp. As in.. They think very lowly of themselves.
Stolas sings about missing signals, not being enough, being a monster, doing the wrong thing, on several different occasions. He is anxious and insecure in social situations and he tries to hide when he doesn't feel welcome. He has stood up for himself twice but it's rare.
Blitz is self-hatred galore! Which makes him push people away before they can get too close to him lest they see the real him and oh how much worse it would hurt to be rejected then. He made one big mistake that everyone ended up blaming him for and he leans into the role of shitty as much as he can. So he acts out if threatened by treating people around him badly and hurting himself in the process.
They are both their own worst enemy.
Both have fear of loneliness.. However this is a little different.
Stolas has always been lonely... He holds hope of genuine connections and tries desperately to hold on if he finds someone. He is hopefull and falls hard but he doesn't want to force people to stay if they don't want to.
Blitz hasn't always been alone but has been lonely for a longass time. He fears being abandoned since he was pushed away as a child and lost everyone he cared about in one big accident. Blitz also craves genuine connection and hopes for it but is scared of it cus he's lost it before. He wants to get close but not too close.. Except he does want to be too close too. Actually he's quite clingy. But being clingy is scary sooo let's keep our distance.
They both are kinda clingy honestly. Both want to love and be loved. Both are family people. Both are desperate and keep making dumb choices because of it.
There are definitely things that are very different too. Which is a reason to why they don't understand each other yet. But they're starting to.
And I've probably missed things but these are a few similarities in the way they act that makes me wonder why they aren't judged equally..
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Been having a lot of thoughts about Mouthwashing and I just want to get them out
Yeah, kind of late to get into this game, but ever since I watched a playthrough of it, it's been rotating in my head. I feel like I wasn't really scared per se, but definitely uncomfortable, that feeling where you want to look away but you can't. Just, everything slowly unravels before your eyes and like most members of the crew, especially Anya and Curly, you're helpless to do anything about it.
As soon as Anya asked why the sleeping quarters didn't have a lock, I immediately knew what that meant, and now when I go back and watch her interactions with Jimmy after the crash, it makes me sick. She has to suck up to her abuser, interact with him like everything's normal, and praise him when she can, hoping that it'll be enough to keep her safe. And after the crash, she had to take care of Curly all by herself and probably had a lot of difficult emotions about him. He failed her, but she can't hate him, because she believes people aren't defined by their worst moments. And when she has to give him his medication, she sees her own helplessness reflected in him to the point of making her sick. And she probably had to deal with that for a long time before it became too much and she had to ask Jimmy to do it instead.
Curly just becomes another victim of Jimmy's and it especially has to hurt because he trusted him, he was his friend, and now he's seeing him for what he truly is, and he can't do anything about it. He knows he's probably feeling the same fear Anya did whenever Jimmy walks into a room. Or when he gives him the painkillers, he knows it's going to hurt, just like how Anya probably knew that anytime Jimmy forced himself on her. And the game doesn't even show it when Jimmy gives Curly the medicine, you just hear it, and it's these awful choking/gagging sounds like he's being strangled and he can't breathe and it makes your stomach twist so uncomfortably, especially when he cries afterwards. And then it's made even worse when Jimmy cuts off his leg and forces him to eat it, because you see it that time. Every turn of those little wheels to line up his insides right makes him bleed and gasp in pain, and you're the direct cause of it. And if you don't get it right and it gets lodged inside him and he gets sick from it, it's your fault.
Out of all the bad things Jimmy did, I feel like it was his manipulation that I hated the most. He berates Anya when she asks for help, and makes her so meek and scared. He preys on Daisuke's need to prove himself to get him to climb into the vent. And when Curly finally talks to him about what he did to Anya, he turns it on him and makes it all Curly's responsibility, saying it's his fault when Jimmy is the one who assaulted her in the first place.
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It Will Come Back || Chapter 2
Content Warning: Canon-typical violence, swearing, allusions to alcoholism
Note: Second chapter of the series! I have a lot of content written for this story already, just haven't made a posting schedule for it. I'll get around to posting on a regular schedule soon enough. Hope you guys enjoy this chapter!
(This work was also cross-posted on my ao3 account under the name hades_baby)
Word Count: 4628
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A knock on Frostâs door made the hair on the back of her neck stand up.Â
She wasnât expecting any company.Â
She never was.Â
After silently slipping into her bedroom and grabbing the compact Smith & Wesson that she kept safely stashed in the nightstand beside her bed, she headed to the front door. She stepped over the creaky spot in the hallway, making sure to stay completely silent as she stopped at the door and peeked through the curtains to see who was standing on the front porch.Â
It was a pleasant surprise to see a certain Captain John Price waiting patiently with a tempting looking bottle of whiskey set in his hands. She sighed, clicked the safety on, and tucked the gun into the waistband of her pants before opening the door.Â
âPrice?â she greeted with a tinge of confusion in her voice as her eyes flicked around the porch to see if anyone else was with him. Silently, she had hoped that Kate had accompanied him, but from the look of it, he was alone on this mission.Â
âYou remember me,â he said, giving her a jolly smile.Â
âHard to forget a face that broke into my house in the middle of the night,â she jested dryly.Â
âWell, technically speaking, Kate had a key and let herself in. I just happened to follow,â he said, pinching the neck of the bottle between his thumb and pointer finger as he held both of his hands up in faux surrender. She worried that the bottle of amber liquid would slip from his fingers and her porch would smell like liquor for the next week no matter how hard she tried to wash it out.Â
âSame difference, John,â she said, rolling her eyes as she crossed her arms and leaned against the doorframe.Â
He hadnât realized that they were on a first name basis.
He quite liked the way his name sounded rolling off her tongue.
It was addictive.Â
Almost better than the taste of his best cigar.Â
âWhatâre you doing here?â she asked, breaking him from the trance that her lips had put him in.Â
âJust thought Iâd stop by for a bit of a chat and drop this off,â he said, his smile remaining as he properly presented the bottle to her. She made it a note to not look at the bottle for too long before humming a quick acknowledgement and walking back inside, leaving the door wide open behind her.Â
âWell, donât let all the cold air in,â she called out as she disappeared into the kitchen.
Price made quick work of stepping inside and shutting the door, letting the warm air of the house encapsulate him. He promptly slipped his boots off and made sure to place them against the wall by the door, noticing how all of her shoes were lined up neatly with each other. He figured she wouldnât want him dirtying the nice hardwood flooring of her cabin.
âHungry?â she asked as he stepped into the kitchen.Â
It was much warmer in the kitchen compared to the foyer, which he was ever-thankful for. The trek from his truck to her house had rendered his fingers freezing and he could feel little specs of snow hiding in his beard. He took a deep breath through his nose, taking in the hearty smell that was wafting from the pot on the stove. Â
âAlways,â he said as he set the bottle of whiskey on the counter and subtly rocked onto his toes in an attempt to take a gander at whatever was in the pot without looking overly curious.Â
Whatever it was, it smelled absolutely amazing.Â
Frost had glanced at the bottle of whiskey again as the glass clinked against the counter. She barely paid it any mind before focusing back on the food. Price was almost a little dejected. He had picked out a nice bottle, something he figured that any person who had gone through the fits of war would appreciate. He went on to assume that perhaps whiskey just wasnât her liquor of choice.Â
âFancy a bowl of stew?â she asked.Â
âOnly if youâre offering,â he said, nodding his head with a polite smile.Â
She grabbed two bowls and started serving them up. He watched as a sense of domesticity took over her persona. He wouldnât mind coming home to something sweet like this. A gorgeous woman wrapped in pure comfort, doing whatever it was she loved to do throughout her day, and greeting him at the door with an amazing meal ready for the both of them to share when he would come home from work.Â
Frost then casually pulled a pistol from her waistband and set it on the counter beside the stove.Â
And that was just about enough to yank Price from the domestic daydream he had set himself in.Â
She turned around with a bowl in each hand while the gun stayed stagnant on the counter. He wondered if she always walked around her own home with a firearm on her person even when she was alone.Â
âCare if we eat in the living room? Iâm not really feeling the whole wooden chair thing as of right now. Joints are feeling a little achy today,â she said, nodding her head in the direction of the small dining table that was set against the wall of the kitchen.Â
In reality, her joints were always feeling achy nowadays. Her knees and hips had been killing her all day and she didnât have the means to fix the pain. The cold weather really never did her body any good thanks to the wear and tear of all her years in the military, but she loved the freezing temperatures nonetheless.Â
âItâs your home, maâam. We do as you wish,â he said.Â
She huffed out a breathy scoff of a laugh and handed him his bowl of food.Â
Being called âmaâamâ felt so odd to her now.
She glanced at the bottle of whiskey on the counter one last time before making her way into the living room. Â
It had been a long time since a bottle had graced her home.Â
It was a sight that she wasnât quite accustomed to anymore.Â
She tried not to let it bother her too much.Â
John followed her into the living room where she took a seat in the same dark green armchair as last time and he did the same, sitting right across from her with the fireplace set between them. The fire was already crackling, fed well, and stoked gently.
âI hope the stewâs alright. I havenât cooked anything for anyone other than myself in a long while. Meat should be tender saying itâs been sitting on the stove all morning,â she said before taking her first bite. Price did the same and nearly melted into his seat. A content hum escaped him. Â
âTrust me, itâs more than alright,â he said, taking another hefty bite.
They ate in silence for a bit, the two of them making it halfway through their bowls before Frost decided to speak.Â
âWhatâre you doing here, John?â she asked, not looking up from her bowl as she broke the metaphorical ice.Â
âI told you at the door. Just thought Iâd stop by for a little chat. I was in the area,â he said, giving her the same jolly smile that he had greeted her with at the door.Â
He knew that his reasoning was weak and that it would never fly with her, but he didnât exactly know how to word his reasoning without being overtly forward. He was almost afraid of saying the wrong thing, which was new to him. He hadnât become a Captain by being soft spoken or by coddling the people around him, yet here he was, his words attempting to be slow and soft in hopes of putting her at ease.Â
âIt takes an hour to get here from the nearest town. I doubt that you were in the area ,â she said, rolling her eyes.Â
She liked to do that a lot, he noticed. Roll her eyes with some sort of quick quip. Usually something like that would annoy him to all wits end, but it seemed justifiable every time she did it.Â
âFine. I just wanted to talk to you,â he admitted.Â
He had hoped to warm up to her a little more, but he should have known better.Â
âAbout?âÂ
âWhat do you think?âÂ
Frost was aware of why he was there. It had only been two days since he and Laswell had first popped in, so she was sure that they were still awaiting a phone call from her, but she hadnât cared to even look at her phone.Â
âIt doesnât matter what I think. It matters what youâre here to talk about,â she said.Â
John huffed.Â
âLaswell thinks youâd be a good addition to my task force,â he said, finally using his words to explain the true meaning of his visit. âActually, she swears that youâd be a good addition.â
Frost didnât say anything.Â
âYou know, I quite like the way that my team is as of right now, but if Kate thinks that youâre worth the trouble, then Iâm inclined to reconsider,â he continued.
Price knew his boys and he knew them well. If they were going to be taking on something as important as Makarov, he wanted to be working as a tight-knit group that already had a sense of trust established with each other. Bringing in a new face at this stage would be⌠unideal in his eyes, but he knew Laswell typically had their best interest in mind, so if she said that Frost was someone worth having on their side of the fight, then he believed it.Â
âNow, what really bothered me the other night was how quickly you said no and how easily Kate accepted your answer. She wouldâve haggled anyone else to get them to get them onboard, but she just let it go when it came to you. Why is that?â he said, leaning forward to rest his elbows on his knees as his eyes narrowed. He kept the warm bowl of food in his hands, moving around the few pieces of meat and potatoes that remained.Â
âItâs because she knows how I work,â she answered easily. John didnât say anything, waiting for her to continue. She figured that meant that her answer wasnât good enough. âLook, when it comes to a military based operation, Iâm willing to adapt to get the results that I want. But when it comes to personal matters, I know what is and isnât right for me.â
âAnd what makes you so sure about what you think is right?â he probed.Â
âIâve made enough decisions in my life where second guessing what I thought was right got people killed. Iâm not trying to repeat history as much as it already likes to repeat itself,â she said, shaking her head.Â
John hummed and slowly sat back in his seat.Â
âI did some research on you, you know,â he said, trying to clear the air of awkwardness.Â
âDid you now?â she said, taking another spoonful of stew. âFind anything fun?âÂ
âLieutenant Colonel Mira âFrostâ Grantââ
âPretty sure it was Laswell who told you my name, not my file,â she cut in smartly.Â
ââwent into the military straight out of school. Climbed the ranks until she decided to join the Parachute Regiment. Got into the SAS a little after that. Led her own task force for a long while until⌠She disbanded the task force for unknown reasons. Retired not long after,â he listed out from memory. He wasnât going to let her know just yet that he knew about her deceased team. He wasnât sure if it was common knowledge and he didnât want to accidentally out Laswell for telling him anything.Â
âIs that what my file says?â she asked rhetorically, sounding bored by the life story he had just recited. Frost had practically memorized the personal file report that Laswell had typed out for the public military database. The file that held all the true unredacted information was locked away somewhere in a cabinet in Laswellâs office. âSounds boring.â
âMaybe to you.âÂ
They kept eating.Â
âWant seconds?â she asked.Â
âOnly if youâre offering,â he said.Â
He hadnât had a home cooked meal in ages.Â
At least, not one this good.Â
He almost felt selfish saying yes to seconds.Â
She stood and took his empty bowl, making her way back into the kitchen. He stayed seated in his chair, unsure if he should follow her. Instead, he took the time to look around her living room.Â
Just above the fireplace were a few framed photos. One was of a happy looking german shepherd, staring right at the camera. The one beside it was a group photo. Frost was placed right in the middle, a bright smile shining on her face with a small task force of nine surrounding her. The woman in the photo looked so different from the woman currently standing in the kitchen. Well, they physically looked the same, but there was a certain charm in her eye that she didnât care to hold anymore. And the last one was of her, Laswell, and Laswellâs wife. They looked younger, but still hardened. Frost and Laswell had cigarettes and smiles on their lips while Kateâs wife looked happy but a little disgruntled with the smoke wisping in the air.Â
He wondered how such a smile seemed to become so foreign to her.Â
Then again, he knew what war did to people.Â
âHere you go.â
Frost was standing beside him, holding his bowl out to him. He took it and muttered a polite thanks, watching her settling back in her seat with a small second portion in her own bowl.Â
He felt less guilty knowing that she had snagged seconds as well.Â
âSo did you come around just to recite my own file to me, or were you planning on trying something else to win me over?â she asked, looking up at him.Â
The way she was curled up in her arm chair did something to Johnâs heart. Her legs were tucked in front of her, bowl resting against her hand and knee, body leaning against the plush arm rest.Â
âI realized that Iâve actually heard a lot about you, Frost,â he said, stretching his legs out and crossing them at his ankles. Frost perked a curious brow. âThe SAS folks never properly put a name to you, but they used to tell stories to pass the time.â
âAnything good?â
âA lot of good,â he said before taking another bite. Christ, her cooking might have been enough to make him retire. âAlmost too much good, actually. Half the operatives started to believe that you were just some sort of field folktale.â
âThereâs lots of bad in that file too, if you cared to look hard enough,â she muttered, looking away from his kind face. âPlus all of those stories were either from my prime or were shot out of proportion. Iâd bet on the latter for most of them.â
Frost had always found herself falling uncomfortable when people started to speak highly of her. The tall tales that were told at bases around the world had always left far too much room for people to set unreasonable expectations. Expectations she might not be able to meet, especially at this age. Sheâd be the first to admit that she was damn good at her job, but she would also be the first to admit that she wasnât in her prime anymore and she had just as many failures in the bag to match her successes.Â
âTea?â she asked, hoping to change the subject.Â
She was deflecting.Â
He wouldnât let her do that.Â
âOnly if you let me make it,â he said, trying to offer his services so she couldnât escape his line of reasoning. She stared him down for a few moments before conceding with a nod. âIâll put the kettle on then.â
He stood from his seat, finishing off the last bites of his stew as he made his way into the kitchen. He placed the bowl in the sink, having every intention to watch it once he put the kettle on. He filled the metal contraption with water and set it on the stove, leaving it alone to come to a boil. He peeked his head back into the living room for a moment.Â
âAre you done with that?â he asked, looking down at the bowl in her hand. She hummed in confirmation, letting her legs down from their tucked position to get up, but he made it across her living room in a few strides and gently took the bowl from her grasp. She muttered a quiet thanks, watching as he disappeared back into the kitchen. She stared at the empty doorway, head ticking in surprise when she heard the water from the sink running.Â
Was he washing the dishes?
He was quick about it, cleaning the dishes to perfection before stepping back into the living room. She assumed that heâd take his seat as they waited for the kettle to be ready, but he didnât. Instead, he slowly stepped over to the fireplace, eyes settling on the few framed pictures.Â
Frost fidgeted.Â
John noticed.Â
âYour file didnât mention everything, so I had to do a little digging myself. Even then, I didnât find much. Laswell did a good job at redacting the important shit,â he said as he picked up the picture of her and her task force.Â
Frost watched him with a hardened stare. Her eyes dug into him, practically staring daggers into his head. He knew that he was treading into dangerous waters, but he wanted to see how far he could push before she gave in.Â
âIâm sorry about what Makarov did to you and your team.â
She didnât say anything.Â
âKnew some of them myself. You had good people under your command,â he continued, nodding his head as his eyes fell over each person in the photo. Regardless of how many times his eyes trailed away, they seemed to always come back to her standing right in the middle of the group. He didnât know why, but that bright smile was something he hoped to witness with his own eyes one day.Â
The kettle started to whistle.Â
Price set the frame down gently, taking a quick look at her before heading back into the kitchen.
Frost quietly stood from her seat, stepping over to the fireplace where John had been standing moments before. The heat from the fire burned her legs as she stared at the photo of her old task force. Her old family. She never really took the time to look at the photo all that much anymore. It always brought back the memories she wished she could forget. The memories that haunted her mind every time she shut her eyes in hopes of getting some semblance of sleep.Â
Mugs clinked in the kitchen and she could only assume that he remembered where they were held from when he had first come around with Laswell. Kate knew where everything was in the house. She wondered if Price would soon know too.Â
He returned with two cuppas, passing one off to her.Â
âWhoâs that?â he asked, pointing at the photo of the dog before taking a sip. Frost smiled softly, something that Price had learned to be a rare sight.Â
âWant to meet him?â she asked, looking over to him with a caring look in her eyes. The soft glint of a smile was enough to make Price say yes to absolutely anything she might have to say.Â
âIâd love to,â he said, nodding his head.Â
She walked into the kitchen and to the back door, cradling the cup of tea to her chest as she opened the door and looked out the back porch. She whistled loudly, eyes searching the big forest.Â
âRiley!â she called out. âCome here, boy!â
âRiley?â he questioned, looking down at her as she kept looking for her furry companion in the trees.Â
Simon was either going to absolutely love that or it might be enough to make him despise her.Â
He hoped for the former.Â
A big german shepherd came dashing toward her in seconds. He hopped up the porch and ran around her legs, weaving in between before finally stopping right beneath her.Â
âThis is Riley. Iâve had him for a good while. Got me through a lot of missions back in the day,â she said, rubbing his head a few times before looking back up at Price. Riley was a kind dog, but he never did well with strangers. She wondered how heâd act with Price being a new presence.
John slowly lowered himself to a crouch, coming face to face with the stoic german shepherd that had been staring him down. He waited, not making any move to rile the pup up. He knew that it was always best to let a beast come to you first if you intended to tame it. Riley growled a little before whining and stepping politely into Johnâs space. The dog sniffed him a bit before licking the side of his face and wagging his tail. Frost perked a brow while John gave Riley a good rub and pat, gently playing with the war-trained dog.Â
Frost had never seen Riley warm up so quickly to someone.Â
Well, other than Kate and her wife.Â
After a good minute or so, Riley grew bored of the attention and weaved through Frostâs legs before dashing back into the forest.Â
âNot too far!â she shouted after the riled dog, watching as he disappeared into the trees. âDamn thing always worries me that heâs not going to come back one of these days. It is a wild forest and all.â
âIâm sure heâll be fine,â Price said, standing back up to his full height as he thought about the things Riley could have possibly seen out in the field. The forest was nothing compared to the acts of warfare. He was sure the little beast would be fine nonetheless.Â
Frost silently took note of how tall he truly was now that she was standing beside him. She hadnât noticed it properly before, but he was quite a bit taller than her. His head almost skimmed the top of the doorframe and his broad shoulders took up the space of the door with ease. He was a burly man, but in all the right ways. She could tell that he was solid, but there were still softer parts of him.Â
The military had shaped him well and she didnât mind letting her mind wander for a moment.Â
âBest get back inside. Fireplace canât heat the entire forest on its own,â she said, ushering him back inside and closing the door behind them. She glanced out the window of the door, catching one last glance of Riley chasing a rabbit before heading back into the living room with Price following close behind. âHowâd you meet Laswell?â
âFootball game,â he answered. âAnd you?âÂ
âPub. Long time ago when we were much younger,â she answered in return.Â
They looked at the last photo on the top of the fireplace. The one of the three young women laughing and smiling about something Frost had long forgotten.Â
Priceâs heart felt warm by the sight of her unabashed grin in the photo.Â
He found himself absolutely allured by her smile.Â
âYou know, I donât mean to sound like a broken record, Mira, but I think I agree with Laswell on this one. You should come along to catch Makarov with me and my team. I think it would do you some good and I think it would do my team so good,â he said, looking away from the photo to look at her.Â
It had taken her aback, hearing him use her actual name.
She had become so accustomed to being called by her callsign all the time that she had forgotten that people could actually call her by her name.Â
She liked how it sounded on his lips and she wouldnât mind hearing it again.Â
Price glanced back at the group photo of her and her old task force.Â
âThink it would do them some good too.â
Frost wanted to bite back and snap that he didnât know what theyâd want, but she secretly knew that he was right. If any of her team were still standing, theyâd be jumping at the opportunity to take that Russian son of a bitch out.Â
âJust give it some thought,â he said, looking back to her with a kind smile. âThank you for the stew and for the tea. Itâll keep me warm on my way back to base.âÂ
âYou could take some with you, if youâd like. I made a lot and Riley doesnât much appreciate my cooking unless itâs a steak,â she said, ticking her head in the direction of the kitchen.Â
âI appreciate that, but itâs alright,â he said, shaking his head with a polite smile. He held his hand out to her. âGives me an excuse to come back and have another meal with you. And maybe a glass of that whiskey I brought by.â
Frost tried not to react, but she couldnât help but feel a little heat rise in her cheeks.Â
âThanks for stopping by,â she said, taking his hand in hers. They both held each otherâs hands in a comfortable firm squeeze before slowly letting go.
Something inside Frost didnât want him to leave.Â
Price could admit that he didnât really want to leave either.Â
But he had to.Â
He slipped his boots on, opened the door, and took one last polite glance at her before nodding his head in farewell and shutting the door. Â
The house was quiet again, nothing but the crackling fire to keep Frost company. She stared at the closed door for a long while, standing there in complete stillness, burning flames kissing her skin. Her gaze slowly made its way back to the group photo of her task force and something tugged aggressively at her heartstrings. Her eyes glazed over each and every one of their faces. Tears threatened to slip down her face, but they never did.Â
Loud whining soon sounded out near the back door.Â
âIâm cominâ, Riley. Iâm cominâ,â she called out, taking one last glance before rushing to the back door to let her only companion inside.
It was late.Â
Really fucking late.Â
Too late for Johnâs phone to be ringing this many times in a row.Â
He rolled onto his stomach, groggily grabbed his phone from the nightstand beside his bed, and fiddled with it as the bright screen blinded him. He pressed the green button in the bottom right corner of his phone and put it to his ear.Â
âHello?â he said, voice deeper and rougher thanks to the laced effects of sleep.Â
âWhat did you do?â
âKate? Do you know how late it is?â he said, propping himself on his elbows.Â
âWhat did you do?â she repeated, enunciating each word with enough vigor to make him perk up and pay attention a little more.
âWhat are you going on about?â he asked, furrowing his brows. It was too late for him to be dealing with this shit. He could barely keep his eyes open.Â
âFrost gave me a call. Said that she changed her mind and that she was in,â Kate said. While she didnât necessarily sound mad, there was a bite in her tone that made John a little nervous. âAnd I know you had something to do with it.â
#call of duty#captain john price#john price#angst#fluff#john price x original character#john price x oc#it will come back series#cod mw3#frost
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Hiyaa! <33 i was wondering if you could do an actor!reader x poly!maraduers. Just fascinated by the film, they were the main character in, always complimenting how good they are, lots of kisses and praising, and ofc lots of fluff
Poly!Marauders x Actress!Reader
a/n: i hope this kinda meets what you were looking for-it kinda has a spicy ending but it's not smut!
âAre you sure I look okay?â
You straighten out Siriusâ tie and brush lint of his shoulders. âYou look fine Siri. Itâs just a red carpet, it wonât even be that long.â
He huffs and turns away from you to face Remus, who was tying Jamesâ tie for him.Â
âJust a red carpet she says,â Sirius laments. âRem, do I look okay?â
You and Remus sigh in unison. He doesnât look up from where heâs adjusting Jamesâ tie, but James looks over at Sirius with an arched brow.
âIf Y/N said you look fine, Iâm sure you look fantastic love.â Remus said, giving Jamesâ chest a pat when he finished with the tie.Â
Sirius rolled his eyes and started to pace around the apartment.Â
James shrugged his suit jacket on. âBabe, you look great. Itâll be alright.âÂ
He raised his hands in defense. âAlright, alright! If you all insist.â
You peaked out the window, seeing headlights shine through. âLimoâs here.â
You all piled into the limo, Remus chastising James to be careful of your dress as you stepped in. Siriusâ leg bounced up and down, and you rested your hand on it. He looked at you, and if it werenât for his bouncing leg, most wouldnât be able to guess how worried Sirius truly was.Â
âItâs gonna be a lot of flashing lights,â You warned. âBut itâs quick. We walk, we stop for pictures, then we go inside. No interviews today. Then we just sit, relax, and watch the movie. There might be an after party afterwards, but we donât have to go if you arenât feeling up to it Siri.â
Sirius nodded, deep in thought. âIâll be okay. Just nervous to be introduced to your world, is all.â
You gave him a small smile. âWell if itâs any consolation, you look amazing.â
âAnd you two,â You added. âMy handsome boys.â
Before they could respond you felt the limo come to a halt, and the driver announced to the four of you that you had arrived.Â
You looked at Sirius. âJust hold my handâIâll guide you through it.â
Sirius nodded, not exactly making eye contact.Â
Your faces were illuminated by bright lights as you exited the limo, and you smiled brightly at the cameras. Your last name was called out loud by various photographers, and you led the boys along to stop and smile, before moving along to stop and smile again, and again, and again.
You gave Siriusâ hand squeezes as you walked through, and as you entered the theater you whispered to him. âYou did great, handsome.â
He smiled at you, and an usher led you along to where the four of you would be sat.Â
âShouldnât you be the nervous one?â Sirius questioned, going into the aisle first so you could sit in between him and James.Â
âMe?â You asked. âOh, Iâm nervous as anything.â
âYou donât look it.â James said, amused.Â
Remus smiled and shook his head as he reached across to have his arm around Jamesâ shoulder. âAre you lads forgetting? Sheâs an actress.â
James pursed his lips and nodded, cheeks turning a shade of pink in embarrassment.Â
You patted his leg in comfort, and the lights began to dim.Â
âMovieâs about to start.â You whispered.Â
Sirius reached for your hand. âYouâre going to be great.âÂ
You took pride in your work on the screen, you really did. You loved your career as an actress and you were excited to bring your boys to see the latest project you were starring in. It was practically a thrill for you, because you knew how much your boys wanted to see your work. This movie, however, was one of the first times you felt confident and passionate enough to show it offâeven without having seen the finished project.Â
As the movie came to a close you hesitated to look at your boyfriends, but it was kind of difficult as many in the audience were standing and turning to look at you.
You were nearly in shock at the response, and it was James who whispered in your ear.Â
âI think youâre supposed to stand up, darling.âÂ
Immediately you rose to your feet, tears in your eyes as you waved and thanked the many people who were applauding you. You gestured to your costar, not too far down the row from you, who gave you a large smile and kept applaudingâfor you.Â
The rush of the applause and getting back into the limo home was a blur, and you looked at your boyfriends with wide eyes.Â
âSo?â You asked.
Sirius laughed audibly. âSo? So!!? Youâre amazing, dollface!â
Remus and James spoke over each other next, a mix of astonishment and pride. Remus leaned over from where he was sitting in the limo and began to shower your face in kisses, and in between proclaiming:
âIâ
Kiss.
âAm.â
Another kiss.
âSo.â
Smooch.
âProud.â
Kiss again.
âOf.â
A kiss on your forehead.
âYou.âÂ
He leaned in for a more passionate kiss, and you giggled at the lipstick that was smeared across his own lips.
You giggled at it, and he only smiled in response.Â
âHey,â James whined. âYouâre not the only one that gets to give her kisses. âSânot fair.â
âFine then,â Remus leaned back, and James nearly leaped at the opportunity to throw himself on you.Â
He slowly kissed your neck, one hand behind your head as the other moved its way around your body. He eventually brought his lips to yours, eliciting a few moans from you as Sirius squeezed himself next to you to give your neck open mouth kisses. Remus watched with a satisfied smirk, wiping the lipstick off his face with the back of his hand.Â
As you broke from the kiss with James, you looked at him with big eyes.Â
âWhatâs this for?â You whispered to him.
He smiled, and you could feel his hand go under your dress. âConsider it a job well done.â
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Out of the Reverse 1999 cast who would be a good driver? (Ignoring the fact that some of the cast probably dont know what a modern car is, lets just say some eventually learn to drive)
Like we know Tooth Fairy if given the wheel will run over people. We know Blonney can drive, should she teach Jessica I wonder?
How about characters like Vertin, Kakania, Windsong?
(I probably headcanon Schneider probably does know how to drive, being a mafia boss and all)
(I totally see Tennant riding a motorbike lol)
(Lucy would probably be like installing Siri or something into a car since she can be 'installed' into a new body)
Just thinking of a silly idea that Vertin is forced to drive a car to escape Manus or something, it would be funny to see.
Mmmmm, characters being good at drivinngggg
Let's see with the ones you mentioned.
And no, I don't think Blonney should teach Jessica to drive, at all. She's not bad but she gets distracted easily and that well... Thank God it was just Blonney's arcane skill and not a real car. Good enough to drive but gets overwhelmed or distracted easily, not recommended to drive.
Kakania? Mmm I can see her as a reliable driver. She's probably really good at driving once she learns and is properly trained. I can see her driving a really nice car she bought around town.
Isolde on the other hand...
She's not bad, technically, but the ghosts messing around are very dangerous. She could get distracted, possessed or something along those lines. Someone ends up damaged. And if she and Kakania haven't made up and she sees someone resembling Kakania she WILL stop the car in the middle of the route. She's a safety hazard.
Windsong probably doesn't drive because she's poor. She doesn't think she could own a car because of her lack of money and when she actually tries to drive she gets easily confused or overwhelmed. She's good with field work and studies but in a car she's putting both at use. it takes her some time but she's probably a good driver. Very, very nervous and follows every rule in order not to have an accident.
I think it's better if Vila drives.
Vila Is pretty good at driving, she has to anyway. She's basically a mother of the Rayashki kids after 1.8 and has to take them to places so eventually she has to learn how to drive. It's calming when she drives, she's very careful but not overly careful and she knows what to do. The kids can be relaxing, Windsong studying and she's driving!
As for Vertin. Girl HAS to learn. She takes care of a bunch of arcanists and has the custody of someone like Isolde, she has to learn something. She probably has a variant of the Tooth Fairy curse where she's always getting parking tickets instead of running over someone. But she's chill, she's ALWAYS in charge of the music, I'm sorry Regulus but your ass is NOT listening rock.
Speaking of Regulus, she's surprisingly a decent driver. She had a boat and a motorbike, she's pretty good at driving. She doesn't like cars tho, she only drives if absolutely necessary, she's more into motorbikes.
I actually can't see Tennant driving. Listen to me okay-
Tennant is definitely a player and technically poor since she's always trying to take your money. She probably never actually drove a car and had the women drive her around. She plays a lot on that con and low-key useless woman. She actually has Vertin drive and asks her for money every time they get a ticket, she's just like that.
If she took the time to learn, she'd probably be fond of those old (well, canonically they're new or close to new) cars and use it to seduce older women. Or if she's trying to play onto the "bad girl" vibe, a really cool motorbike.
Lucy? Lucy has Simone against her will. The first time Lucy tried to drive she had her cables connected to the car and become the car. It was a terrifying experience to hear Lucy from the radio of a car. Eventually Simone became her chauffeur because she's the only one willing to deal with Madam Lucy. It's just Lucy telling Simone where to go trying to keep her excitement while Simone is like "Yes, Madam Lucy. We can go to an amusement park." (She a silly)
Schneider probs had to learn. She's the youngest of like, 12, so she was taught how to drive and drove Mariam around a lot. She's a menace on the street but actually follows the rules, she wants to mess with her terrified sister but still be a reliable sister.
Bkornblume is probably a good driver too! She's probably more fond of bikes because they're silent but she can drive you a stolen car around.
Melania... No I don't think so from Melania. She's probably walking or driving a normal bike around to get where she has to be in silence. She takes rides with the others but she's a terrible driver, Ms. Acey recommended that she doesn't try to drive anymore.
Diggers Is a good driver and I don't know how to feel about that. He's okay ig. He still gets arrested every time he touches a car, another variant of the Tooth Fairy curse.
Kaalaa Baunaa Is a good driver! She learned a long time ago, probably from Kumar, but hasn't driven in a while. It's actually Kanjira the one who helps her drive again since Kanjira does know how to drive.
Shamane tho, my man rides a bear he can't drive at all. He's bad at it and has to own it.
Going to 1.4, Sophia is the most decent driver out of 6 and 37 (her father taught her some things, she just never actually tried), unfortunately since she's gone they have to fend for themselves. They never saw a car, only Sophia, so they both suck for different reasons. 37 can't concentrate, 6 gets too nervous.
I could add so many more but I feel like it'll be too long since, well, too many characters. But if you want more you can tell me!
Vertin having to drive her squad in a stolen car far away from the Manus only to get five tickets for speed even if she followed the law. She just can't catch a break.
#reverse 1999#I have remembered too little#there's a lot of thoughts in my head but I hope this is enough#there's too many characters đ#i tried to out as many as i felt like it was enough#Isolde can't drive without someone nearly dying wheb she dissociates#Kakania is okay she's your average driver#Jessica is a safety hazard#Windsong is too nervous she be trembling#37 should never be allowed to drive#and Vertin has bad luck
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i feel like im not making any sense but does anyone else feel like there are stories that let u run with them and ones that spell everything out for you
#im reading that post that says artists are directors of audience reaction and not its dictator:#'you cannot guarantee that everyone viewing your work will react as you are trying t make them react. a good artist knows that this is what#allows work to breath. by definition you cannot have art where the viewer brings nothing to the table ... this is why you have to let go of#the urge to plainly state in text exactly how you think the work should be interpreted ... its better to be misinterpreted sometimes than#to talk down to your audience. you wont even gain any control that way; people will still develop their opinions no matter what you do#im thinking abt this again cuz i was thinking maybe the thing that lets adventure time work so well the way it does is cuz it doesnt#take itself too seriously that it gives the audience enough room to fuck with subtext and then fuck with them back yknow. i think it was#mentioned somewhere that they werent even planning to run with the postapocalyptic elements that are hinted in the show but changed their#mind after the one off with the frozen businessmen and dominoed into marcy and simons backstory. on the other side there are stories that#explain too much to let the story speak for itself and i think it ends up having to do more with the crew trying to lead ppl in a certain#direction than expand on what they have and i see a lot of this with miraculous. like when interviews and tweets are used as word of god in#arguments and it becomes a little stifling to play around with it knowing the creator can just interject. u can say its the crews effort to#engage with its audience but it feels more like micromanaging. and none of this is to say there ISNT room for stories that spell things out#theyre just suited for different things. if sesame street tried abstract approaches to themes and nuance itd be counterproductive#a lot of things fly over my head so i need help picking things apart to get it- but it doesnt have to be from the story itself. ive picked#picked up or built on my own interpretations listening to other ppl share their thoughts which creates conversation around the same thing#sometimes stories will spell things out for you without being so obvious abt it that it feels like its woven into the text. my fav example#for this might be ATLA using younger characters as its main cast but instead of feeling like its dumbed down for kids to understand why war#is bad its framed from a childs point of view so younger audiences can pick up on it by relating to the characters. maybe an 8 year old#wont get how geopolitics works but at least they get 'hey the world is a little more complicated than everyone vs. fire nation'. same for#steven universe bc its like theyre trying to describe and put feelings into words that kids might not have so they have smth to start with#especially with the metaphors around relationships bc even if it looks unfamiliar as a kid now maybe the hope is for it to be smth you can#look back to. thats why it feels like these shows grew up with me.. instead of saving difficult topics for 'when im ready for it'#as if its preparing me for high school it gave me smth to turn in my hands and revisit again and again as i grow. stories that never#treated u as dumb all along. just someone who could learn and come back to it as many times as u need to. i loved SU for the longest time#but i felt guilty for enjoying it hearing the way ppl bash it. bc i was a kid and thought other ppl understood it better than me and made#feel bad for leaning into the message of paying forward kindness and not questioning why steven didnt punish the diamonds or hold them#accountable. but im rewatching it now and going oh. i still love this show and what it was trying to teach me#yapping#diary
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I blacked out and more Logince HS AU appeared on my canvas idk what happened (also ty @oatmeal-stans-the-trash-rat for some inspiration sorry it took so long to make a post about Them <3)
#spoondoodles#sanders sides#sanders sides fanart#ts sides#tss#logan sanders#roman sanders#patton sanders#remus sanders#janus sanders#logince#I am here!!! for the platonic relationships!!!!! in this AU!!!!!!!#i have a strong character arc in my head about platonic logicality growing up together as childhood friends you have no idea asdfghj#i think they were very dependent on each other for many years so much so they'd copy each other but they're much more independent in HS#only remnant of that is that they have the same glasses + emotionally vent to each other a lot - their friends circle has grown enough#they don't live in each others' pockets anymore. roman + janus met in theatre + are gossip besties like they just talk shit together#(not completely sold on janus' design yet ngl i'm not happy with how i drew the vitilego but i'm working on it)#remus + logan are partners in chemistry in a classic teacher act of putting the 'disruptive' kid next to the 'good student' kid in hopes#that logan would stop remus acting out. predictably what happened instead is that they're friends now + remus is still as disruptive#but in a way that entertains logan so they get their work done early. now the teacher can't separate them. lol lmao.#remus knows ALL. but has been sworn to secrecy so can't say shit. janus knows roman's feelings but only suspects logan's.#patton didn't even have to be told by logan he just KNEW + is choosing not to speculate on roman's feelings b/c he's too polite.#virgil isn't here but that's b/c he also KNOWS without being told + is in an even more precarious position than remus. if they were#on better speaking terms he'd commiserate with remus. alas they are suffering separately.#anyway enough rambling from me. many thoughts head full.
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