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#therapy n thats of course a good thing I don't want to hust bury it but damn bro getting through it sure isn't easy
casekt
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#I don't like to consider myself an anxious person because I haven't had like generalized anxiety much in my life or maybe I have n I don't
#remeber. forever had social anxiety
#but this year I'm so incredibly anxious just doing nothing or anything
#about nothing but also about things that trigger my PTSD and OCD
#I feel so much more sensitive to becoming that way idk if it's because of my antidepressants or because of how many hours and hours of this
#specific abusive relationship media I've watched lmao
#I really enjoy it when watching it it's amazingly done and I can't stop thinking about it I'm totally in love with the characters n their
#relationships n the story etc but later after it's settled in my brain I'm too anxious to watch it anymore
#stupid brain
#personal shit
#audio
#but anyway I was doing just fine ptsd wise and obsessive part of ocd wise but I started thinking about some shit n talked about it in
#therapy n thats of course a good thing I don't want to hust bury it but damn bro getting through it sure isn't easy
#also stupid brain bc when I'm ''not suffering enough'' I feel like damn I should be suffering more my mental illness is not bad enough
#but then when it's worse again its like fuck no lets go back to the not suffering as much
#y'know how it is
#spotify play killpop by slipknot at a high volume to drown out having shitty feelings but also the song makes me anxious as well because
#it's literally about a shitty relationship and reminds me So much about my favorite characters in this media and their relationship
#we were meant to be together now die and fucking love me
#p***/e***** brainrot FOREVER
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