#then we went on a virtual valentine's date during the pandemic

[hansluvs]

there's this guy i'm talking to.

i've known him since i was in the seventh grade but we were never friends. since then, we've had little encounters here and there throughout the years but nothing special. yesterday, i matched with him on a dating app and he recognised me, and so we began talking.

i don't really want to expect anything from this, from him. i just want to see where it goes and if it'll even progress at all.

he doesn't make me feel scared or anxious or anything, though. which is new, because usually whichever new guy i start talking to always makes me anxious waiting for their reply.

part of me thinks it's fate, because i honest to god almost skipped on him on that app, but then i thought i knew him. and i realised who he was and i swiped right and then.

but part of me also does not want to make a big deal out of this at all. because every guy i talk to starts out like this. and every time, it never ends well.

i guess i'll just have to see where we'll end up