#then misu just doesn't answer him

[senseearly]

"Why would you ever go back?!"

Mithrun's brother has been very supportive of Mithrun's but i think he may have broken down a little when he heard Mithrun's was going to go back to the job that almost k1lled him

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[teddybeartoji]

MICKEY YOUR RB ON THAT SMOKER!SUGU POST………. oh i need . lore . so badly

ROOMIE!SUGU BEING A SMOKER MAKES SOOO MUCH SENSE OBVIOUSLY (my heart goes out to depression era sugu and his inherent need for self-destruction 🫡) but i must know …. does he. try to get you to smoke 😳😳 does he … shotgun you……… or does he steal any cigarettes you buy with a teasing grin so you never start………. i need answers so bad misu you are my otp always

(also <3 ily!!! remember to have yourself a nice big meal if you haven’t already!!!!! <33333)

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA deep breaths deep breaths...

you're out to get me fr ari you're insane i love you so much. OKEOKE OKE SO we did have a lil talk abt this already buut yeah in the misu world.. roomie!suguru definitely smokes. we have a little balcony in our apartment too so he doesn't have to like.. smoke out of a window or go down the stairs which is nice. aaand we have two little chairs outside too aand a little table and then we have a few plants too (he takes care of those i am awful with plants..) AAAND this is our regular hangout spot!!!!!!!!!! smoking or not, we like to sit there a lot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok now to the actual smoking lmao like i already mentioned i am not a smoker but i am not a Cigarette Virgin either so i don't have a problem if he smokes or not. i think smokers are hot and i'm not gonna lie abt he looks SO fucking good while doing it oh my god my heart is going to give out................................. so yeah i definitely grab one from him every so often bc why the fuck not. but... mostly he just shares the cig with me... sometimes he just holds it to my lips so i wouldn't get the smell on my fingers and he always holds eye-contact while doing that bc he's a fucking asshole aaand when i blow the smoke into his face to get back at him he just . grins at me.. (he's so fucking hot ari i really do think i'm gonna die if i think abt him too hard)

he isn't the biggest smoker ever though, shoko definitely does it more than him. buuuut he does always want at least one after a long day and i think that's more than fine (i am drooling rn). oh aaand whenever we're hanging out with satoru and shoko and they go out for a smoke i mostly stay with satoru lmao this is important ok me and him are very very very good friends in this au i baby him i tease him we get along so well that it makes suguru a little jealous and then shoko gets to tease him abt that😭😭😭

liike suguru's just leaning against the balcony railing while shoko sits on one of the stairs and he's just . looking at me and satoru laughing together inside and shoko thinks it's the funniest thing ever hgashdgghsahdghgsa AAAAAAAAND when they come back inside, he always plops onto the couch right beside me (like awfully close) and then puts his arm behind me on the backrest and he thinks he's. smooth lmao pls everybody INCLUDING ME knows what he's doing😭😭😭

mm i don't carry around any cigs but i do always have a lighter with me and while it is very hot when he lights his own cigs.. he lets me do it a lot too and this is also smth that makes me fucking dizzy bc he leans in so close and then holds onto my hand so it wouldn't shake and AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH i hate him i love him i need to punch him i need to kiss him he's awful he's sexy he's the worst man alive

he definitely smokes weed sometimes too but uh. that's uhh. gulps very fucking nervously. that's when uh. Things happen ok i can't go into detail or i'll pass out.. he gets very touchy LIKE VERY TOUCHY i mean like nuzzling his face into the crook of my neck while toying with the hem of my shirt YEAH YEAH YEA H I NEED TO STOP HERE FUCK .

[yulwd]

༶ MISU he reaches for his side, where he has grown used to carrying the sheath of a knife, only to find it bare. no, what a mistake to leave it behind for this banquet, but it doesn't deter him from pushing again, hard enough to take a few steps forward. startled gasps rise up around them. minhui doesn't hear. his god, she shrieks from the burning homeland of his memories, demanding the answer to a question she had asked when he first stepped into the ruins of their temple: "what do you want from me?"

he feels each sensation as a ghost of that night, of the cold wind cutting against his skin, of the screams that were a constant backtrack to his running thoughts, of i can't save everyone, but maybe i can save you. he's not sure when he turned into a hero, but this person was still inside the building, not fleeing, and yul is unsure of what came before this, but he knew the line of the forests, and he knew home. the crimson was easy to spot through the skylight, even carried by the wind, outlined by fire.

but he doesn't think he thought this far. he didn't think past the smoke and the destruction, and he thought maybe this would be more peace, but instead it is the fire in his own shelter, his own enclosure, and he finds himself unfreezing to catch the glances of those around them.

the lies he has withheld steadily close around his throat, maybe just as tightly as the grip that the vermillion that has haunted him closes around his clothes, and his eyes skirt across the room around them, and he hopes that he does not close in on a familiar gaze as he stumbles back a few steps, as he continues to close in on him, easily righting his balance with the wind pressing up against the back of his slacks, reflexive.

for saving someone, he did not anticipate such animosity. but staring right in the face of all that he had been hiding during his healing- it needs to happen somewhere else, not here, not here.

"i want nothing from you other than your safety. but if you have to interrogate me, then let's do it somewhere a bit more private. this isn't the place to be demanding things other then if you'd like to dance with me." perhaps it's the rapid beat of his heart that has the corner of his mouth drawn up in a smirk, maybe he can get himself out of this if he's charming, at least.

his hand reaches, gently curls around his wrist and, instead, uses it as a way to pull him from the room.

it's him confirming he'll give him what he wants, if his fingers around his wrist is a tether to make sure he won't run. his mind's reeling, though, because, yes, he told him to come, but he didn't think he would run into him here, didn't think he would seek him out.

so he saved him. he wasn't sure if he'd ever see him again, and yet for all of the haunting, yul had a quiet part of himself that wished that he could. did he want to make sure he was okay? he still doesn't know his name, and he wishes he could ask him if he'd seen his dagger, the only thing left behind in the blur of it all, but it's a darkened corridor, draped in shadows, that yul drags him to, whirls around with his pale eyes aglow in the dark, white hair askew as he releases the grip on him.

brushing his hands down the sleeves of his shirt, he crosses them against his chest, leaning against the wall and willing himself to calm before he speaks. his expression is devoid of anything his thoughts would betray, voice steady, low. he doesn't want it to echo.

"i didn't know i would see you again, you know. i didn't ask for anything in exchange even though i could have, i mean." he gestures towards his eye, his empty hands, carefully folding them back. "i had a bit more to lose in saving you. i even waited-" yul cuts himself short, exhaling a steady stream of air. he didn't have to admit that, a bit of his frustration bubbling up.

"and as much as i enjoy when someone's direct with me, i don't know what you want. i offered you to come here because it seemed safer then where i found you. the whole place was burning down, why wouldn't i want to try and save you?" everything feels a little too sharp on his tongue, a little too cold.

"i couldn't get to everyone, and you were the first that i saw.. so. unless you have my knife, i don't know what else we could want from each other."