#then felix's villager verse is all mixed

[fairymint]

day ten billion probably, of not having what you would consider a 'normal' human verse for Felix active

it's ok we'll get there someday with some fandom, lmao

[fairymint-archive]

✦ Has your own interpretation changed from when you first began playing the character? (for felix!)

Oh, absolutely!! (especially since I started as a pkmn trainer blog), but this still applies a lot since switching him over to Villager, too. The more I got to know myself and become more independent IRL, the richer my portrayal became, not just on the personal scale but characterized and world-building as well. Things started off pretty generic until I got more aware and comfortable with issues and how i relate to the world.

Some things that have changed include:

my relationship with gender identity and how Felix presents. XY pkmn trainer era and the sm4sh demo era, I was an egg (thought i was a cis girl) still, so stuck to a bit of hyperfemininity; Reds, Pinks, very highly sassy, combative, and defensive as an aggressor. By the time I switched fandoms I was NB/Agender and so had went with the green villager, softened up but cried a lot, really milked the cuteness before the they/them pronouns came in. I ID as binary male now and picked up cyan villager cause my IRL friends were like ‘that’s literally Felix’ cause, I have very very sleepy and heavy-lidded eyes and give off that bruh vibe, dove more blatantly into the ocean aesthetic rather than plants and greenery. I have more ego now too, and am comfortable with being less submissive and more confident in general.

Felix’s hybridization/race. it kinda started as a haha funné explanation that i wanted for possibly why animal crossing chars have such prominent red noses, which started in turn to fit and explain a way the villagers are a different entity from their pets of a feral species. He started off as a leopard, but when my husband found out that ocelots exist and adapted it as part of his DnD Tabaxi cause he’s part Native, and they are big cats indigenous to north america, I kinda did the same thing.    The whole thing works as a nice allegory to me being a bit mixed race. Like, I’m white, don’t get me wrong, but I’m white and mixed, enough to matter to me. I’ve experienced some microaggressions so my life is a bit different than my mom for example, so the experience of having white privilege, brown chicano cousins, and a maternal family lighter than me and not knowing how I have to care for my skin/hair type is all a thing. A lot of it was confusing until I learned some things about racism. It is what it is, but I like having a half furry char per sé, lmao. So by all this logic it’s probably similar to how Felix feels about being a hybrid himself, his company, my muses, and romantic-aesthetic taste reflects both human and animal even if he’s not explicitly comfortable in either communities at times. (tl;dr it’s a great excuse to throw in animal facts too, such as Bowser’s kids or Shovel Knight’s summer energy/flirtatiousness, or Felix might admire things such as feathers, signs of health, or whatever animal behavior within reason among his peers) Plus, the gamecube AC Mom’s kinda mean about animals in a way that’s pretty familiar and hits a bit close to home. like, if needed things can delve into stuff similar to BNA or Beastars. historically speaking, animal species in animation are often symbolic so i don’t mind honoring that from time to time within reason! plus animals are just cute, what up

The pkmn verse was (and still is if i ever bring it back) darker and edgier. While it was very good and raw writing about consequences and realism, it came from a place of pain, and a bad time of my life. I’ve had to cut off some practices, views, and remnants of the past w/ the pkmn fandom so while I’m comfy when i’m Being Pika, i have a lot less muse for trainer Felix, it may trigger me. But also the shit’s kinda heavy, like gore and supernatural gods kinda stuff. Villager Felix is a bit more idealistic and balanced.

He’s more responsible, that just kinda comes with age, growing into being a mayor (he was somewhat....flossy? starting out? a bit vapid and glamorous for a while? nothing wrong with what it was but he’s calmed down a lot on that part.) He’s also more lively at the same time, cause I took inspiration from cat videos so now he cat cat cats instead of only having problems.....he just has silly cat problems mixed in. more optimistic.

Transition has very much toned down his negative emotions and PTSD. While it doesn’t go away, being triggered can be a weirdly positive experience for him, depending. Also we both can’t really cry anymore unless it’s an emergency, so there are biological basis's for some things within reason.

I ain’t afraid to selfship and write my own romances now. You know, as a treat. I’m not afraid anymore of acknowledging that yes, some of my muses are interested in only Felix, and rather than trying to force them to be multiship or tone them down, to just deal w/ it, rlly. Trying to fight these muses on it would be unnecessary. ok, rather, i am afraid of it sometimes but at least i get it done sometimes, and it makes for decent motivation to do my shit. and in some ways it makes interacting with certain muses easier because i don’t ship everything under the sun with them and don’t have the energy sometimes to bend the less social ones out of context. Like worst case scenario i can always change my mind and move them to a diff page if i think shit might work. used to only write ships w/ other people and i love that shit, it’s just my portrayal ain’t nobody else’s. i like to sprinkle dumb HCs in from the smallest silliest jokes jfkdjgdk. 

Speaking of joke HCs? love em. applies more to other muses than him but worth noting in a general sense. such as Undertale’s prologue ‘back when the world was still sepia’ being like, worldbuilding. I like to write funny things seriously, and while it’s always had a shade of it, my dialogue is very genuine. I research voices and bilingual/cultural differences too.

[exalted--zealotry]

Three Houses Main Verse

Before you ask, I’m still going to be keeping the notes of this verse; this will just be moved to a side/alt 3H verse.

Since I’m going to cover as much info as I can about this verse in a single post, all information will be posted under the cut, and will include spoilers for the game.

Unlike in the now-alternate Three Houses verse, in which he is a native of Faerghus, Anri’s presence in Fódlan is explained the same way as his presence in Askr during the events of Heroes, as with most of the first generation characters from Genealogy of the Holy War in Heroes: in his own world, Anri is dead- murdered at the hands of Naeva, reduced to naught but ashes by her flame. The events of Awakening play out as usual.

Shortly before the events of the game take place- a couple of moons, at best- Anri is found unconscious outside of a village in Faerghus by a squad of the Knights of Seiros, where he is nursed back to health. He’s shocked to discover that the common language of Fódlan is seemingly identical to that of Ylisse- and even more shocked to discover, as a result of an errant conversation about his ‘unusual blade’ that no one else could seemingly wield, that Falchion remains by his side. After assisting the knights in defending the village against a bandit attack, Anri accepts an offer to return with them to Garreg Mach Monastery, with an invitation into the Knights of Seiros, when the knights notice how, for a man only in his late 20s, he fights like a seasoned warrior. He is inducted as a Holy Knight, though no doubt many are suspicious, especially Rhea and Seteth themselves; these suspicions will only worsen when it’s discovered that Anri has an undiscovered ‘Crest’- in reality, simply the brand of the Exalt (not that the people of Fódlan know any better).

In order to hide his temporal nature, Anri obfuscates his lack of knowledge of Fódlan as being a result of memory loss, a fact which he would only confess to either Byleth or Professor Hanneman during an A-support. That being said, he’s incredulous upon discovering nothing about his home in any of the books in the academy’s library- no Ylisse, no Plegia, no Archanea, no Jugdral, no Naga. This is his major motivator in determining which routes Anri will be available in during Part 2, as he comes to despise the Church of Seiros, even if he gains companions amongst its Knights. 

During Flayn’s kidnapping, Anri will most likely be considered the second most likely person to be the Death Knight, as he will speak very little about himself of his origins, though his name will obviously be cleared Jeritza’s disappearance after Flayn and Monica have been rescued. From this point onwards, Anri will be available for recruitment by Byleth, and requires that Byleth be Level 15 like the professors and most of the other Knights.

Following the Flame Emperor reveal, Anri will be available for the defence of Garreg Mach during Chapter 12 on the Blue Lions and Golden Deer, and will stay available for all of Part 2 in these routes. Should Byleth side with Edelgard, Anri will follow, much like Shamir and Alois do if they are recruited, and will be available for the Assault on Garreg Mach; if Byleth sides with the Church, he will still partake in the defence of the Monastery, but will desert from the Knights shortly afterwards, considering his service with them at an end- the same occurs if Byleth sides with Edelgard and Anri is not recruited by this point.

During the timeskip, in Azure Moon and Verdant Wind, Anri will likely be landed by Dimitri/Claude, respectively, and resign from the Knights of Seiros. In addition, he is pro-Dimitri/pro-Faerghus, and will resist Cornelia and the Imperial occupation in Azure Moon and the pro-Imperial lords of the Alliance in Verdant Wind. In Crimson Flower, Anri will instead become a general of the Imperial Army.

In Silver Snow, or if unrecruited in Crimson Flower, Anri will be the boss of a paralogue in which he is discovered in an old, abandoned (but still standing) fortress, having become a mix of army/cult leader in an attempt to spread the teachings of Naga, having raised a sizable enough following to draw attention from either the Church or the Empire. Upon being defeated by Byleth, he can either be executed or spared (or recruited in Crimson Flower), the latter of which has Anri vanish from Fódlan history after this point.

As a unit, Anri will be recruited as a Paladin, as is his default class in any other verse, with high Str and Def, above-average Dex, Chr, and HP, average Spd, below average Lck and Mag, and low Res. He is proficient in Swords, Riding, Lance and Authority, with weaknesses in both Reason and Faith Magic, Heavy Armour and Flying, but a Budding Talent for Faith Magic. During meals, he prefers savoury, bitter, and spicy foods; enjoys choir practice (despite his initial weakness), and cannot cook to save his life. His Lost Items include Handwritten Lyrics, a ‘Strange Book’ (his holy book of the Naga Faith), and a Locket (inside which is a miniature portrait of Emmeryn, painted when she was an only child).

Falchion will act akin to a Hero's Relic, but does not have the exact same properties; for example, whereas actual Hero's Relics deal field damage to wielders without a sufficient Crest, Falchion can be hypothetically wielded by anybody else, but the blade will be dulled for anybody but Anri, giving Falchion 1-2 Might at best. In Anri's hands, Falchion will have 15 Might and give him access to Aether as a combat art, which costs 4 durability and has the same affect as the skill as in previous main series games- two attacks, the first restoring health equal to 50% of damage dealt, and the second halving the opponent's Def. The 'Crest of the Exalt' works akin to the Heroes incarnation of Aether, with the effects combined into one attack, but at a lesser value- either 20 or 25%, whichever is better balanced. Anri's personal skill is Crusader's Ward, functioning almost exactly the same as it does for Sigurd in Heroes, with the activation rate being: (Dex + Def or Res depending upon which stat is targeted)/2.

Pre-timeskip, Anri’s face and hairstyle remain unchanged from his standard verses, though his armour changes to a set more befitting of a Paladin in the Knights of Seiros, and follows the general Fódlan style, with an in-universe rumour/theory amongst some being that he’s possibly distantly related to House Fraldarius. Unlike most non-student characters, Anri’s appearance does change post-timeskip; he has since reverted back to his Ylissean Paladin armour that he wore as Exalt, and remains clean-shaven, though his hair has grown out in a long ponytail in order to emulate his ancestor, Seliph- it’s debatable whether or not the look suits him. Anri’s two most likely Master Classes are either Holy Knight or Bow Knight, with him fought as a Holy Knight during his Paralogue.

Anri will have platonic paired endings with Professor Hanneman, the House Leaders (depending upon the chosen route), and Dorothea, and B-Supports with Ferdinand, Felix, and Manuela. His solo ending will have him accept his death in the Awakening world, with no hope of return, and will settle down and remarry. In addition, he would be a hypothetical S-Support for a female Byleth, and possibly a romantic paired ending with Catherine in Azure Moon and Verdant Wind, but as of writing I currently don’t have plans for either of these ships.

[mybctexperience]

Creative Audio Research 5, Music Dump

Create Audio “Research?” Not sure if I’m meant to document anymore, though I feel it is effecting what I’m creating.

A huge list of music that I have been listening to recently, everything from my boyfriend’s pretty cool music taste, to recommended things on YouTube as I’ve been just passing by, or autoplay, to some of my older music I haven’t touched in years. It’ll mostly be in order of first listened to, then most recently listened to. A little bit sectioned as to who’s music or what I was thinking about the music.

Undertale Full OST Xenoblade Chronicles OST DeoxysPrime • I Made A Song Using Only Deltarune Sounds

A taste of the Boyfriend’s music taste:

Little Dragon - Wanderer Shiki(TMNS) - Senpai [MajorLeagueWobs Remix] SIAMÉS "Mr. FEAR" [Official Animated Music Video] Ark Patrol – Curious (ft. Victoria Zaro) (Lyrics) [CC] K.Flay - Giver Feint - Vagrant (ft. Veela)

Music from my childhood, Dad would listen to them often:

Madness - Baggy Trousers (Official Video) GBH No Survivors Greg Kihn Band - Jeopardy (extended version) Generation X - King Rocker NEW MODEL ARMY - 51St State - 1986

NEFFEX - Backstage🤘💋 [Copyright Free] [Underverse Remix] SharaX - Vive La Verse

Fascinating science, not exactly a song:

How I broke a wine glass with my voice (using science!)

Discrepancies - Not Alone (Official Video)

A little of my old stuff, more soon:

Daleri - Electro Wobble [Tasty Release] Define Light & Miles Dominic - Elsewhere [Tasty Release]

Marshmello follows a very strong narrative storyline both with it’s audio and visuals:

Marshmello - Alone [Monstercat Official Music Video] Marshmello - Together (Official Music Video) Marshmello - Blocks (Official Music Video) Marshmello - Take It Back (Official Music Video) Marshmello - Tell Me (Official Music Video) Marshmello - Power (Official Music Video) Marshmello - Paralyzed (Official Music Video) Marshmello - Rooftops (Official Music Video) Marshmello - Flashbacks (Official Music Video)

Everything Is New OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO Jaimie Wilson Madeon - Pop Culture (live mashup)

Lots of my old music:

Electric Joy Ride - 365 [Free Download] MINECRAFT CREEPER RAP | Dan Bull | ENDING A Revolvr - Feel Good Spooky Scary Skeletons (Remix) - Extended Mix ♪ "In Love with a Villager" - An Original Minecraft Song Animation - Official Music Video Disney's Frozen "Let It Go" Sequence Animated Performed by NateWantsToBattle (Male Version) BIOSHOCK INFINITE RAP | Dan Bull [Electro] - Insan3Lik3 - The Other Day [Monstercat Release] Undertale - Dummy! - Remix Waters of Megalovania (ORIGINAL) Dancetale All Themes (Undertale AU) Vicetone - I Hear You [Monstercat Release] Direct - Too Far Away [Monstercat Release] P-Holla- Do It For Love Vicetone feat. Kat Nestel - Angels [Premiere] Lady Gaga - Applause (Official) DaLaBengBa (Undertale)(Animatic) “HARD DRIVE” Determined Cover by Shadrow | UNDERTALE SONG

More of the Boyfriend’s music:

[MV] REOL - Hibikase RΞOL · Σ コノヨ Konoyo Loading...【English subs,中日歌词】 [MV] REOL - 宵々古今 / YoiYoi Kokon

Then mainly mine with a few of his mixed in:

"FISHY LOVE" - UNDERTALE ALPHYS SONG | by Griffinilla (ft. Eile Monty) Scanty & Kneesocks Theme - I Want You (With Lyrics) UNDERTALE SANS SONG "Judgement" by TryHardNinja Momotaro Caro Emerald, Tangled Up (Lokee Remix) Caravan Palace - Lone Digger Emigrate - Eat You Alive (Feat. Frank Dellé) Undertale OST - Megalovania (Launchpad cover) FAKE TYPE Nightmare Parade RIME EPIC RAP | Dan Bull ProleteR - April Showers Undertale - Spear of Justice [Electro Swing Remix] Cuphead - Die House [Electro Swing Remix (ft. OR3O)] King Dice Live • CUPHEAD Cuphead OST - Die House (Mr. King Dice Main Theme) [EXTENDED] + Lyrics Say My Name - Odesza / Joseph Tsosh Choreography ft. Dylan Mayoral / URBAN DANCE CAMP Kenshi Main Theme

[Underverse Remix] SharaX - Inking Mistake (Ink vs Error Battle Theme) Here Comes The Sun (Remastered 2009) Lil Nas X - Old Town Road (Official Movie) ft. Billy Ray Cyrus You Can't Pray The Gay Away | Skitso Music | Skitsofrenic Undertale - Battle Against A True Hero [Electro Jazz/Swing] Undertale - Gaster's Theme [Electro Swing Remix] 20,000 subs | Undertale - The Swing Brothers [Electro Swing Remix] 10,000 subs | Undertale - Death by Glamour [Electro Swing Remix] Emigrate - Rainbow

I found out that I’m not a fan of Low-fi HipHop:

Hazy Year - quit asking me for sandwiches

The Boyfriend’s music then through to letting YouTubes autoplay do it’s magic, and still ending up on some more if his music:

She's My Collar (feat. Kali Uchis) SIAMÉS "The Wolf" [Official Animated Music Video] Caravan Palace - Lone Digger (album version) Electro - Swing || Jamie Berry Ft. Octavia Rose - Delight Charlie Puth - Betty Boop (but with a more fitting drop) Ken Ashcorp - Absolute Territory

YouTube autoplay from one of the BF’s songs:

Ark Patrol – At All (ft. Veronika Redd) (Lyrics) [CC] Ark Patrol ft. Veronika Redd - At All Annella - Perfume Inova - Disowned Jynjo - How do you Like it (feat. Spritely) AViVA - HUSHH Felix Cartal - Runaway (feat. REGN) Two Feet - I Feel Like I'm Drowning Skott - Porcelain (AWAY Remix) AViVA - GRRRLS AViVA - BRN Papa Ya - Sunny Sickick - Mind Games Swingrowers - Butterfly (Official Music Video) - ELECTRO SWING 【Electro】OVERWERK - Toccata The Glitch Mob - Take Me With You (feat. Arama) DROELOE - Kintsugi CloZee - Secret Place CloZee X VOLO - Soul Search CloZee - Harmony (VAGO Remix) 【Chill Trap】CloZee - Get Up Now Of The Trees - Dream Atlas (CloZee Remix) Egzod ft. Sinego - Marianne Alex Skrindo - Ease Mickey Valen ft. Noé - Meet Me BLOOM - Just Lay Down FusionNFire - What We Were 【Chillstep】Soulfy - Skyfall [Free Download] SizzleBird - Imagine Vexento - Eyes Closed Vexento - Never Letting Go Unlike Pluto - Everything Black (ft. Mike Taylor) Inova - Immortal Odd Chap - Midnight Sway 【Chill Trap】CloZee - Koto 【Tropical House】Diviners ft. Contacreast - Tropic Love 【Chill】Ark Patrol - Tokyo (Subranger Remix) Xan Griffin - Capricorn (feat. WOLFE) Danrell - White Noise (feat. Ryder)

Gosh people can chomp their way though music. I didn’t realise how much I had consumed since I last tried document to taking a deeper look at what I was listening too.

I think that I’ve traversed quite a few music genres and lots of different styles. I personally have a very open music taste and have enjoyed listening to almost every piece. This list will be very helpful for me in future wanting to look back on what I’ve listened to, and what I will like then. I feel there is a strange mixed influence over the audio I am trying to create. I don’t have a lot of knowledge and skill in the craft, but feel minor undertones form the music that I’ve been opening myself to. I still don’t particularly lean to music with or without lyrics. There are songs that fit lyrics just fine, and there are others that are just wonderful without them. I like it when the audio has a balance and doesn’t need the lyrics to convey the whole message; blending the instruments and effects of choice with the lyrics themselves.