#the way my brain Immediately settled down? like ik the neuroscience behind it blah blah rewrites pathways etc but it's still a ๐๏ธ๐๏ธ moment
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ping ponging in my brain between prime / lotor / marazhai. they're all in there Fighting For The Braincell,
#jackals barks#im 2 lazy to tag all of them HFJ#not surprised its them arguing 4 the braincell tho bc i am in. A Funk. Kinda#okay note here im discussing self harm not Explicitly but like talking About It#anyways i relapsed a couple days ago and i feel. AGH. abt it#no idea how long my streak was bc i dont Count. ive learned i get Obsessive abt it if i do and thats yanno. counterintuitive HF#so its not like an 'ah fuck my streak ah' guilty thing its more#the way my brain Immediately settled down? like ik the neuroscience behind it blah blah rewrites pathways etc but it's still a ๐๏ธ๐๏ธ moment#im also HMFJK. im worried abt someone noticing and getting All Up On My Dick. like i Get It but its also Stifling#ANYWAYS jackals is safe dw i take Far Better Care of myself than teen me did hjfkd and its a one off thing#which ik is like 'how do you Know-' this has happened a few times now so like. I Know it'll be however long
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