#the sudden thought of 'oh yeah i dont have to draw him anymore.......' just hit

[ctommy-chileno]

I miss beebo

[moon-goddess-posts]

Hello everyone! This is my first fanfiction and I decided to write kaeya first because I just love him sm 😭😭😭😭 anyway hope you guys enjoy! Zhongli is up next. I'm also new to Tumblr so idk how this works LMFAO

Kaeya x Gn reader

Fluff, kaeya is weird but its ok cause he warms up to you, didn't proof read this cause it was 1am

You were walking around the streets of mondstadt, you always loved the night and decided to come out for some fresh air. Lost in thought, you were reflecting on your first moments here and how the handsome calvary captain gave you a tour of the city. You were an adventurer from Fontaine seeking to do research on all the 7 regions. Mondstadt was the first region on your list. You've heard most of it from stories on barbatos and how he saved mondstadt, but you'd love to meet the people and all the certain flowers that were around. You finally arrived at the front gate and the guards gave you a warm welcome. The city air was fresh and everything had a carefree warm feel to it. "This truly is the city of freedom" you thought to yourself and smiled. Having everything written down on your notebook, you decided to try out the foods that were common here. "What can I get for you today?" The women spoke as you came up to the counter. You took out your notebook and chose a dish. "I'll take one chicken mushroom skewer please, ah would I also ask for your name if you don't mind?" You gave a friendly smile. "My name is Sara, worker at Good Hunter! Your food will be right up. I see you arent around here." "Nice to meet you Sara, im actually traveling the 7 regions for my art pieces and mondstadt just happened to be my first one. I would love to know some tourist attractions around here, would you happen to know a guide?" It was nice to see a conversation going well especially since you were never really the best at conversations. But you wanted to hurry up because your social battery was draining fast. "Id love to be your guide" and unfamiliar voice came to the right and you shot your head to that direction. His appearance was definitely different from the rest of the citizens but looked really attractive either way. He was leaning against the booth almost giving off an intimidating nature underneath the layers of charming. "Really? That would be great, thank you so much! And uhm your name is...?" Depsite the oddness you got from him, you did your best to continue the conversation as normally as possible. "Kaeya, Knights of Favionus, happy to be your guide dear" his sudden pet name made you flitch but you pushed it off "So where are we going first dear calvary captain" you gave him a teasing remark as you smirked. He chuckled "well obviously I wouldn't be a good tour guide if I didn't show you the Barbatos statute first." "Ah of course haha" you gave him a nervous chuckle. "Is there any other reason you decided to come here other than to just "explore"" You thought he ease dropped on your conversation, and even so he still didn't find you that trust worthy. "Well I'm a pretty well known artist where I'm from, but besides just coming here to make art I also decided to write a few poems for each region. If you'd want I can show you my works" you smiled happily and his cold attitude started to fade just a bit. "You can show me once we get to the next place, feel free to draw me then too ♡" it wasn't the best first impression but at least he didn't feel as hostile anymore. You and Kaeya finally made it to the statue and it was more beautiful in person than your thoughts could ever imagine. Ideas started to flow through your brain on how to paint it. "Wow its so...." you were at a lost for words. "Breathtaking isn't it?" Kaeya finished your sentence and you flahsed him a small smile and nod. "Yeah it is, ill be sure to mark it down as the first place to paint. Maybe if you'd like, you can give it to the Acting Grandmaster as a token of my thanks for having me here" "Such a kind hearted soul arent you? I'll be sure to inform her." Kaeya patted your head and walked off, assuming he was leading you to the second destination, you started to follow him. "You should stop by the tavern Cats Tail sometime tonight, I can tell you more about this place and if you'd like, more about me," You saw this as an opportunity for more research on the area, and maybe get to know Kaeya a bit more, he truly was an interesting person, so you

accepted. "I'll be sure to make it around 18:00 or 19:00!" The next destination included a beautiful tree, lake, and another small statue of barbatos. You thought it was truly magnificent, especially how the sun hit the leaves all so perfectly giving it a warm glow. "This place is Windrise. Its often associated with love and is one of the most well know spot for dates." He winked at you and you looked away, not really sure what to do. "Is that so? I can see why. Its very beautiful." You did your best not to stutter from how flirty he was being. "This statue here is for offerings. You find anemoculous and you offer them to the statues. In return, you get a gift from the God." "Oh! We have on of those where I'm from as well, but its a different person." You weren't really sure why you wouldn't tell him where you were from, maybe it was because he was super analytical, or the whole predator with its prey vibe he got going on. "There are 7 types of statues that represent the 7 archons, would it be ok if you'd tell me where you're from? I'm just so interested in you." He gave a flirty smirk and you couldn't help but blush a little bit. "Uhm I'm from Fontaine, if you couldn't tell by the clothes. Its quite similar to Mondstadt, but I find it here to be more peaceful and calming than there." "Fontaine huh? I've heard people live the luxury over there. Very formal." He laughed a bit, part of him was right but it wasn't all that good as he was making it sound. "Hmm I guess you could say that, my parents were pretty well off but I can't say much about the rest." Your gaze drifted off to the forming sunset and you wondered if you should head back soon. "Ill head back, ill tell you more about the attractions tomorrow. Don't forget our date tonight deary..." He waved goodbye and walked off. "Deary.." you said to yourself, he flattered you very much but all of it seemed off in a way. You didn't think to much about it and decided to head back too. Your memories of your first interaction with Kaeya was over once you heard someone call your name. A familiar voice that was. "Y/n!" Kaeya called out. Automatically knowing who it was, you turned around to be greeted by a fine tall man dressed in blue tones "Hi Kaeya!" "I dont think its a good idea for a pretty lady like you to be walking out so late at night." He sounded amused but you were over it. "Oh cut it out captain, I know you were just swooning some girls a couple minutes ago." "Haha so what, you jealous?" "Dont flatter yourself, why would I be jealous anyway? Feelings like those are just a waste of time" you hated to admit that you were just a tiny bit jealous. You weren't sure how your crush on the calvary captain formed but it did and it didn't seem to be going away any time soon. Part of you thought maybe he already knew and he was just toying with you. Or maybe he was oblivious to it, thinking no one could love such a person like him. Either way, you still kept these feelings inside. "There's no shame in bearing emotion, love, its just our nature. And for a while I think you've been feeling pretty intense emotions about a certain someone..." His hand tilted your chin so you could face up to him. Shoot did he know? How was that possible? Was I that obvious? You thought to yourself, you weren't sure how you were going to get out of this situation. "I...I-its nothing that concerns of you" you broke eye contact but you knew kaeya wasn't letting up. "A lie to a lier is no stranger, but if you wish to keep your secrets then who am I to cross such a boundary." He back off from you and you started to breathe again. You wanted to tell him so bad. How much you loved and cared for him, how much you so desperately wanted to be there for him no matter what situation. You were willing to take risks for him if it meant that one day you would forever be together. But maybe you thought the image you had of him was wrong. You knew well enough his flirty nature was never sincere, and how he was hiding something much darker then you ever wanted to imagine. Even so, you still wanted your

thoughts of him to become right. So before he walked off again you mustered up the courage. "Kaeya wait! I, I do actually want to tell you something." He looked surprised now but intrigued. "Ever since we met, there was always something different about you. It always left me wanting to know more and over the years I did learn more about you. But then I started feeling these weird emotions and having thse weird thoughts like thinking maybe one day we could be together...or knowing the real you even. I know you say less than you lead on but I felt like I'd be willing to take extreme risks to know who you actually are. I feel so safe around you and I always smile at those good memories we have. I dont know if this is called love, I dont know fully what love is but you're special enough for me to be having these feelings." Thats it, you let everything out. Awaiting for rejection, you began to panic when the silence held for what seemed like an eternity, until you heard him walking toward you. He held your chin again and gave you a look you've never seen before. A mix of admiration, and happiness. He swiped his thumb over your bottom lip and you tensed up. "Kaeya...." Before you could say anything else, he pulled you into a kiss. A new feeling started to arise and your whole body began to feel hot. Euphoria was coursing through your veins and you felt like you were going to fall without Kaeyas support. He was so warm, so intoxicating. You couldn't even feel where you were or he was, it all just became a bundle of sensations and happiness. You couldn't tell how long you both had kissed for but you were the first one to pull away as your breath began to shorten. "As much as a flirt as I am, I dont do well communicating my actual emotions. So id prefer to show them through my actions. I cant say it right now, but I hope that helped you realize what my answer is." He pulled you into a hug and you buried his face into his fur jacket. Already knowing his answer, you breathed a sigh of relief

[queenofwerewolves]

Future Hope

chapter one - Where it all began.

We all thought the new decade would be a new fresh start, a new beginning for humanity, we were all so excited for the the arrival of 2020... and it's unknown horrors that we awaited along with it.

it started with just jokes and memes, the virus wasnt affecting us, it didnt seem like a big deal. Then it reached Italy, then the United States. In a span of three months, the entire world changed and was affected by COVID-19. Then it happened.. the attack and sudden uprising of those who had privilege, but didnt know of it's power..

it started with the Black Lives Matter Protests, but it got worst, so unhumaningly worse. People around the country and the world tried to help and stop this evil, but it wasnt enough to stop them. The White Suprimacy.

Death, despair, anguish, loss for hope... What has the world come to?

Even after two years of the incident, in the year of 2022, the same horrors from before was still going on. No one could stop them, those who tried were imprisioned or now buried six feet under, people gave up, they lost hope... Until a new reason for that hope arrived.

It started as a friendship group. Eight people of different kinds, intetrests and hobbies brought together by a common interest, which soon grew into an unbreakable bond, sharing pictures or tagging one another with a funny meme attached to it, simple acts but filled with love.. Until this group almost lost a member.

A fight was happening while she was visiting a store, it was between a simple teen wearing a pride shirt and a middle aged man, bickering and arguing issued, but no one expected the man to pull out a gun and attempt to shoot the kid... Only to miss, and shoot the beloved group friend...

She was texting her friends while it happened, only for them to not hear anything for weeks... But she finally replied, after weeks in the hospital, recovering from the shot. One of the members couldnt have it anymore, and kindly asked for everyone to create a Discord account so they could all see how their wounded friend was doing. Everyone agreed, and surprised her with a call.

Maria was her name, and she couldnt be more delighted about the surprise..

"Yo! Yooo Bitch can you see us?!" Shouted one friend from their call

"For fuck's sake Spike the woman was shot and you have to call her a bitch?!" Rudely replied another friend, who's background was dark and gloomy and had far too many halloween decorations.

Maria laughed softly. "It's OK Spooks.. Wow.. I cant believe Im seeing you all.. Just wished it wasnt at the hospital through a videochat..." She said with a soft smile.

"It is truly a concerning situation we've been dragged into.. but it brings me joy to see you alive and well Maria" Said another friend, looking a little too-well dressed in the call

"Im guessing Griff begged you all to make a Discord huh..?" Maria said, looking at the video box of young man with a concerned yet and embarrassed look.

"Queen... We were so worried..." He answered, slightly choked up. "We thought you were a goner.. When you finally texted back I..I just had to see you..!"

Queen. A nickname she never thought someone would ever call her, hell it was a title that she didnt even deserve. Until she met Griff, which started to call her that, and her other friends jumped along, she always loved that nickname.. Made her feel special...

"Seeing you all together... All for me... It makes me want to cry.. But we dont have time for me getting emocional" Maria answered, suddenly stern

"Why is that Queen? Something going on?" Answered another friend, who was sucking on a lollipop during the call, such the sweet tooth she is.

Maria smiled. "No Muffin.. I simply have a proposal for you all.. And I hope you all are in with me...Because Im getting pretty sick of the way things are in this shit world.."

And so was born a new hope, a group of fighters that are indignified about the way things are, and how they almost took their friend away.

After healing completly at the hospital, they all met in person for the first time. Maria told them that they way they are now wont be enough to make a change to the world, but she knew how to fix that. After a small walk through the woods in the park, they came through a gated area, which Maria crawled under a broken spot of the gate and the others followed, doing the same.

"Long ago" Maria started speaking. "After I moved here, I decided to explore around this park for fun. That's when I found this abandoned gate and went through the same broken piece of wall of the gate we all came through, I believe that's here can help us become better then we already are."

Spike, chewing a piece of gum sneered at her comment. "Oh sure, what is it? A wishing well?"

"Well..." She answered as they came to a stop.

In front of them was a perfectly clean, almost sparkling fountain with clean crystal water still working and flowing out of an angel's vase. The fountain was too bright and shiny, it sure as hell didnt match the rest of the area's gloomy and dark visuals..

"It's a wishing fountain!" Maria spouted out, smiling wide. But the rest werent as.. cheery as she was.

"A fucking... wishing fountain?" Spike answered. "You expect me to believe that's a real wishing fountain? If that's true then why dont you wish for this shit world to become better?"

"I tried!" Maria answered "Apperently it doesnt make big wishes like that, it only makes wishes about yourself or something very small. Like wishing your room to be clean kind of small"

"I mean.. It kinda has that magic aesthetic, I mean, that thing is impeccably clean while the rest is covered in dirt?" Kip answered, glancing at the fountain.

"I know it sounds silly but it really works, I actually did my wish already!" Maria said smiling wide

"Bullshit" Spike answered "You aint a fucking Werewolf, what makes you think we believe you actually wished to be one?"

".. Cause I didnt wished to be a Werewolf..?" Maria answered, dumbfounded. "I always said that I LIKE Werewolves, but I never wanted to be one. I wished to be good at using a scythe and knife throwing, like exceptionally good ya know?" She said excitedly. "And before you answer, YES I do have a scythe, I bought one. Dont ask where."

"So... who goes first?" The smollest of the group, Rook, asked.

"I'll go" Said Griff, pulling out a coin before Maria stopped in this tracks. "This.. Doesnt accept coins" Maria said, seeming a bit worried.

"Then what?" Griff answered back, only to shocked when Maria answered "Blood".

Before Spike could throw a fit, Maria cut him. "Just a drop! Literally! I got a needle here with me, all you gotta do is prick your hand and let the drip fall after you make a wish."

"Let's just get on with it before Spike goes crazy again" Said Blink, the tallest of the group and the one to deal with Spike's bullcrap

Griff took Maria's needle and stood in front of the fountain...And said outloud his wish..

At first he whispered his wish, as if he didnt want anyone to hear it.

"Uh.. It has to be out loud or it wont work Griff." Maria said.

"I-I said.. I wish to be a strong, masculine and really beefy Wererabbit that's really manly and buffed up!!" he shouted with a tone of embarrassment in his voice.

"A Werebunny.. Griffy?" Said Maria in disbelief. "What?! It's co- ow!!" Without looking, he pricked his hand with the needle, and let the drop of blood fall into the fountain's water, mixing along with it. The fountain suddenly shined so brightly that everyone had to cover their eyes for a brief moment before it died out.

Then.. Silence.

"... So.. Now wh-AHCK!!!" Shouted Griff, hit with a sudden shot of pain throughout his body, which made him fall on his knees as everyone backed away from him. They watched in horror as not only he grew almost three times his size, but he got much fuzzier, his ears stretched into rabbit ears, his muscles swelled and bubbled as they grew bigger, his body shifted painfully into a hybrid between man and rabbit. When he finally finished, he just collapsed on the floor, panting exaustedly.

His friends were inicially shocked, until Maria snapped out of it and rushed to his side, placing a hand on his head. "Griffy? You OK..?"

He answered, in a much gruffer, deeper voice.. "Yeah.. Yeah Im good.."

"Jesus.. It worked.. Can you stand?" She asked. Griff nodded as he slowly got up and almost knocked his head on a tree branch from how tall he was now. Everyone was looking up at him, jaws dropped in shock and awe, until..

"HOLY SHIT YOU'RE NAKED!!!" Rook shouted as she covered her eyes, running in place "MY EYES!! THEY BURN!!!"

"We.. better finish these wishes quick and get you some pants." Maria added, Griff simply nodded as he covered himself embarrassed.

One by one they did their wishes. Becoming who they wanted to be to fufill their purpose with Maria.

Spike wished for strong arm strenght, fast stamina and an aluminum bat that never breaks, and can destroy almost anything. Blink asked for a sword, the ability to parkour and jump from building to building like some kind of vigilante. Kip asked to be part cat for the heck of it and that whatever she draws will become a reality. Muffin asked to be a fairy, to bring joy because she isnt a fighter. Togekiss asked for high I.Q, the ability to see simulations of possibilities in the future and telekenisis and teleportation. Spooks asked to be like an Underworld Goddess, with the power to summon shadows and have the darkness on her command, and finally, Rook asked to be part bird and a wizard with elemental nature, and musical spells,to honour her beloved Lammy, she also wished to have a split personality to be like her favorite character, ENA.

And so the team was ready, and soon they would make a change to the world, the revolution has begun, it was time to shine..

For a Future Hope.

[clnriswood]

KAI PARKER X READER

I’ll be good

Request(s):  

could you write a kai imagine where he is mean/ pusher the human reader away bc he is afraid to hurt her.. she distance herself and gets kidnapped by a enemy of kai, he hurts her physically and eventually kai finds her all bruised up but it's too late ( this imagine could be inspired on the song i'll be good by jaymes young - the lyrics of this song totally fits in and besides that it's a great sad song hahahah)

just wanted to say that your blog is amazing!! could you write a imaginewhere kai and reader have a discution and he tells her she never meant anything to him..a enemy of kai kidnaps her and beat her up leaving her with serious injuries(physical abuse/ rape) as revenge on kai.. kai and the mf gang eventually finds the reader and kai heals her but never forgive himself for putting the only one who he evered truly cared in this situation * if you dont feel ok ab the rape thing just ignore it

X

The bitter wind snapped at her bare skin, hair a flurry around her paled face, hands shaking with cold. It was late, almost midnight in Mystic Falls, and every human had receded indoors and to safety by now, except for her. At this time, the town would run rampant with rage filled vampires, wolves, witches, and any other imaginable creature, and though normal people grew accustomed to cover up stories and continued lies by the police, she knew better. She knew this because she knew him, loved, him, even. Her hands bundled beneath her navy coat for warmth, lips chapping with every second.

“Kai!” she chattered for the millionth time that night.

He’d ignored for a week now, but the heretic was stupid if he thought that would stop her from finding him. She was nearing the edge of the woods now, the town glowing and blurring faintly from behind her.

“Kai!” she hollered again.

She gasped out as a hand reached from behind her and grabbed at her mouth, her body coming slamming into someone’s chest. She screamed against their palm and thrashed against them, but when she caught a scent of his cool dark cologne, and the feeling of his skin, relaxed under his grip.

“Malachai,” she breathed as he pulled away and spun to face her, his blue eyes sunken and lacking their usual glow.

“What was that for?” she shoved him playfully, teeth chattering.

“To show you how easy it is to grab an unsuspecting girl and have her neck snapped in under two seconds,” he said seriously.

He was covered in thick layers, a black cloak and grey scarf, and his brown hair was messy and undone over his forehead.

“I can handle myself,” she fired back, her brows knitting.

“Sure,” he sighed, chewing at his lower lip with agitation.

He raised a hand when he saw her shivering, an orange bubble of glowing warmth emerging from his fingertips and surrounding them both, enclosing them in a toasty sphere of safety.

“Thanks,” she smiled, instantly feeling calmer from his magic.

He just stared at her with those icy blue eyes.

“Kai, hey, what’s wrong? You’ve been ignoring me for ages, I’m worried about you,” she said quietly.

“Yeah well I’ve been a little busy staking vampires,” he muttered coolly.

“A couple bad guys show up, and suddenly I don’t exist?” she laughed sarcastically. “God, don’t make me sound like that girlfriend, but...I miss you, okay? I want to be with you. Because as scary and messed up this situation is, I know it’ll be a lot less scary and messed up if I have you,” she rambled passionately, pulling her hair behind her ears.

“(Y/N), about that,” he started.

She raised her eyebrows, not liking that uncertain look on his usually radiant face.

“You’re not....you’re not going to have me,” he said, so softly she almost missed it.

“What?”

“I can’t do this anymore,” he said, more surely this time.

“I-I don’t, wh-what are you talking about?” she stuttered, her heart sinking, instantly feeling cold again, despite the fact that she was still safe from the wind and freeze.

“This is the last time I’m going to see you,” he said, a statement and not a question.

“I don’t-why?!” she continued, feeling a crushing weight fall against her heart, her vision blurring.

“Because it has to be that way,” he said, rubbing at his temples.

But the words escaping his lips were so forced and unnatural that she simply refused them.

“No. Kai, look at me,” she said, pulling his wrists down and lacing her fingers around his skin.

He dragged his pained gaze down to her, biting at his cheeks and refusing the tears that clawed for freedom from his eyes.

“Hey, look at me,” she cooed again, bring her palms to either side of his face and holding him still, her thumb brushing over his stubble. “Talk to me,” she begged, “be honest with me, please. You know I’m always here for you.”

But when he looked in her sad eyes and at her dried lips, it took everything within him to hold away from her.

“I love you, Malachai,” she said, a tear hitting her cheek as she swallowed the lump in her throat.

She bent forward slowly, craving for his mouth, but before she could reach him, felt his breath on her face, “I don’t.”

Her hands dropped, “what?”

“I don’t love you.”

And this time she knew she really lost him, and it hurt her so much but she didn’t want to show him that she was breaking, that her every effort went into remembering how to breathe.

His voice lowered, “ I don’t, and I never will. Now leave.”

Suddenly the sadness was replaced by a hot spark in her chest, and she screamed as she pushed him.

“YOU’RE LYING.”

“I’m not,” he responded quietly.

“I know you’re holding back, I don’t know why, but this isn’t you,” she shoved him again, her lip quivering.

“I don’t, l-” he began robotically.

“STOP LYING!” she screeched, tears pouring down her face as she fought him, to which he hardly budged, he just stood there, taking it all.

“Are you done?” he breathed when she stepped back, her eyes red and raw.

She wiped at her eyes with a scoff and a look up and down the heretic, “you know what, I think I am.”

She turned on her heel and stomped through the dried leaves under her shoes, the cold instantly snapping back at her flesh. She threw a glance over her shoulder, and was unsurprised to see an empty clearing, no sign that Kai had been there only a moment ago. Once she saw she was alone, she froze in her tracks and let out a half scream half sob, her hair clinging to the moisture on her face, throat raw from the sound, suddenly wishing for everything around her to cease to exist. She dragged her feet through the soil as she fought for oxygen, and had lost track of how long she’d been crying when she saw the light of her home nearby. The girl shoved her hands in her pocket as she drew closer, hardly yelping when out of nowhere, a set of hands went slinking around her from her backside.

“Stop it, Kai,” she kicked her heels out.

A hand went over her mouth, but she didn’t feel any cold silver rings, didn’t smell any dark cologne, and suddenly her heart plummeted in her chest.

“Kai?” she trembled into the stranger’s skin.

There was a sudden whoosh, and a second later, she was faced to a creature with crackling black eyes and creeping dark veins forming a network on their faces.

“Come with me,” they commanded.

She tugged gently at the necklace Kai had given to her, the gold vial filled with vervain.

“Okay,” she feigned compulsion, her head spinning.

I was wrong. I need you. I love you. Find me. Please, Kai. I was wrong. I need you.

The thoughts circulated in her head, but as she went to scream at the top of her lungs for him, a set of fangs went burrowing into her neck, and she collapsed into a sea of black vision.

. . .

She was lying on the ground in the woods, body sprawled over the grass, hair a halo around her colorless face. A patch of ruby red blood stained her neck, head lulled to the side, another wound on her wrist, her arms and legs bruised and bashed. Kai Parker dashed over the fallen branches, heart exploding from his chest.

“God no, please, oh god,” he wailed, collapsing beside her, tears pouring all down his face, his whole body shaking violently.

“Can’t bre-” he gasped with a choke for air as he felt a panic attack drawing in as he scooped the girl into his arms.

“Wake up, baby, wake up,” he brushed his fingers over her still warm skin.

She looked so angelic and peaceful that any other situation would’ve posed her as a gorgeous and sleeping girl, but not this time. He felt for her pulse, which was so weak it barely managed a little thrum against him.

He cursed and tore at the flesh on his wrist, forcing his open wound against her slightly parted lips.

“Drink, sweetheart, come on,” he begged, the pain so intense upon him that everything whirred in his vision.

“Too late,” a voice said from behind the heretic.

He pulled his hand away, tucking her hair gently back the way he always did and examining the blood around her mouth, but she didn’t move. Kai stood slowly, turning to face the man who stood across from him. His mouth was still drenched with her blood, his eyes the warm golden color of a freshly fed vampire.

“You did this,” Kai trembled, his hands shaking.

“You let me,” he taunted.

“YOU PROMISED!” Kai screamed at the top of his lungs, his salty tears catching on his trembling lips.

He caught his breath, his face scrunching, “you promised you wouldn’t hurt her, if I let her go.”

The vampire gave a smirk as three more of his kind materialized behind him, followed by two more female witches.

“You were too much of a threat,” the man continued cooly. “I mean a vampire, werewolf, and heretic all in one, come on!?” he chuckled. “But we figured it out,” he laughed, taking a step closer, “that the only way to break you…”

Kai took in a ragged breath, which formed a cloud of mist in front of his pale face and trembling lips, “don’t.”

“Was to break her,” he finished.

Kai let out a piercing scream into the starry sky, instantly sending out a blast of magic and setting fire to one of the vampires, who wailed as he burned under the heretic’s magic.

“You think I was bad before,” Kai raised a hand, the deathly terrifying glare settling over his face, his eyes crackling with warning, “you were wrong.”

Both witches raised their hands and promptly exploded into a sea of blood, their bodies crashing to the grass as Kai sent holes through their skin, speeding over to one of them and ripping her throat out without second thought, dark veins creeping under his eyes, sharp fangs protruding out. The second vampire sped at Kai, who sent his fist through his stomach and out the other side, taking a moment to watch him cry out before plunging his fingers into his chest and pulling out a throbbing heart, which he threw over the ground with a snarl. He didn’t even flinch as he beheaded the third vampire who’d tried attacking from behind, Kai’s hand slapping him in two with one clean swipe. He smirked and gave a chuckles as he wiped his sleeve at the mess of blood on his face.

His black eyes flickered up, “not so tough without them, are you?”

The vampire growled and had Kai flipped to his back in seconds, foot to his chest. The heretic’s eyes flashed as he grabbed a branch from the ground and plunged it into the man above him, who howled and stumbled back. Kai raised a hand decorated in those silver rings and vanished into thin air, his enemy poised. He appeared behind him, reaching for the man’s heart and gasping out when he felt a shot of vervain hit his system, instantly crumpling down with a gasp.

“I wanted the last thing you heard before you died to be her screaming, but she tasted so good, I guess I couldn’t help myself,” he flashed his teeth, plucking a branch from the ground.

“She’s still got a little left in there,” he continued, “a real thrasher, that one. So I guess I’ll have to suffice with her hearing you scream,” he raised the pointed tool to the star speckled sky.

Kai brought a hand to his chest with a pained smirk.

“You were right, about being afraid of me. I’m a heretic, wolf, and vampire. There’s so much magic there, it’s almost like, vervain or no vervain, I never run out,” he laughed weakly.

The vampire raised a brow, noticing the orange glow of Kai’s self siphon too late, “don-”

And Kai kicked him off his feet, sending him to the ground and drawing slits in the air the created gashes all over his body.

“I want you to hurt like you hurt her,” he said, a fresh wave of tears rolling down his cheeks.

He bent over and slashed a set of his nails down the vampire’s stomach, rejoicing in his cries of pain.

“Stop-” he begged.

But Kai kept going, relishing in every moment he slowly drained the man, giving him just enough time to recover and heal before doing it all over again, his front and twisted face splattered crimson.

“Kai,” came a quiet voice.

His hand dropped suddenly, face falling, “(Y/N)?”

When the vampire beneath him shifted, he crushed his heart in an instant, silencing him for good before rushing over to his girlfriend. Her eyes were barely opened, her breath shaky and shallow.

“Oh my god,” Kai panicked silently, scooping her into his arms and cradling her face, “I’m so sorry.”

“Don’t be,” she mumbled quietly, “you were just...trying to keep me safe.”

“But I should’ve known you’d be stubborn,” he laughed weakly, his tears spilling onto her face, his eyes regaining their natural blue glow and sparkle.

She gave a weak little laugh, “got that from you, Kai.”

He laughed and pressed his forehead to hers, his tears spilling down and mingling with her own, “what did I do to deserve you?”

She gave a little smile as she pressed her lips to the bridge of his nose, “you gave me something worth living for.”

“Don’t,” he nuzzled himself tighter into her as he held her close. “I’m not the man you should want. God, (Y/N), look at me,” he breathed.

She tilted his chin up with her fingertips, back still to the cold ground, the wind and chill numbing, staring at the heretic who was stained in the blood of those he’d killed. But she didn’t see a monster, just someone who’d been hurt too long to be given a chance.

“But I am. And I see my whole world.”

He shook his head, “Everything I’ve done has only hurt people. And I’m so sorry, for the light I shut out, the bruises I’ve caused, and all the things I’ve done,” he wept.  He brushed his fingers over her skin, his silver rings to her cheek as she stared up at him with bleary and unfocused eyes. “I’ve been cold a-and merciless...and the blood on my hands scares me to death,” he whimpered. 

She just shook her head, “Kai-”

She gave a sudden little shiver, a raspy cough coming from her throat as she shook forward in his arms.

“No, no, no,” he begged,” pressing his wrist to her mouth again and biting down on his lower lip. “I’ll be good,” he promised. “Don’t do this, sweetheart, stay with me.”

Her lips stained ruby, but she wasn’t healing, wouldn’t move, and her breath stilled.

“I’ll be good,” he cried again, dropping a kiss to her forehead, “for all the times I never could.”

Kai cradled her and locked one arm under her back, and another behind her neck, holding her like she were the only thing in the world that was keeping him from simply dissolving into nothingness, the only thing bringing him that light which fought through even the darkest parts of himself. He brought her so tightly to him, breathing in her smell and pressing his mouth gently to her skin, her body like that for so long that he didn’t notice the blood on her skin drying up, her wounds closing, the bruises on her skin fading into nothingness. They sat bathed in the white moonlight and starry sky, their world a mess around them, but her words came and brought him back, just like they always did.

“You’ve always been good enough for me, Malachai Parker.”

x

a/n: If you liked this but want an ending where the reader doesn’t make it, you can read part 8 of my kai fic, ‘bruises,’ here!

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RAWRING 20s ASKS

I made some asks! Have fun!

1. Are you more emo, scene or punk?

um i think emo but only in music taste, i dress quite casual and stuff like that

2. Favourite band?

right now paramore!!

3. Any New Year's resolutions?

ye several, for example seeing at least 10 artists live, some different drugs and have over 800 songs on my playlist,, i like to keep my resolutions as actually possible goals, so that’s that

4. Favourite music video?

ooh maybe hard times? call me basic but i love it.. or like the short video of forest by tøp, where he walks on a street, ye that ones special too

5. Favourite song?

nooo don’t make me choose i love so many?? but like turn it off, graveyard whistling, ouch, avalanche, sudden desire, let’s go (khalid), ribs and like teen idle be kinda hitting rn ngl

6. Panic! At The Disco or Fall Out Boy?

um old panic, i don’t listen to fall out boy as much as i used to

7. Favourite album?

fight me but vessel and the black parade hasn’t got any bad song, and they will always have a very special place in my heart,, but right now? like nothing but thieves’ self titled, after laughter, amo and melodrama

8. Do you own a pair of fingerless gloves or skeleton gloves (or the combination)?

no but i wish i did

9. Do you own any band merch? If so, from what bands?

some, from tøp, paramore and bmth, but i only use my purple paramore hoodie

10. Got a jacket with pins?

i had one but then i took of my pins so not anymore i guess

11. Have you got dyed hair? What colour?

ye i dyed it black a few months ago, so it’s black/brown-ish rn

12. Any hair dying or haircut plans for 2020?

absolutely i’m going to cut it really soon, and i’ll probably dye it quite soon as well

13. Crush on any band member?

uh hayley williams i’m free on wednesdays please h it me up on a wednesday what are you doing next wednesday i’m free on wednesday hayley please

14. Killjoy name?

oo i haven’t thought of one yet

15. Are you into The Used?

no

16. Do you want any tattoos? Of what?

i’ve got one small, but i’d like a few more, like a matching with my sister and stuff but i don’t know any other specifically, just that i want it

17. Can you play any instruments? Which?

mm i’m actually quite good at piano, been playing a few years now

18. Favourite My Chemical Romance song?

oof there’s so many slapping songs, but like one from each album would be honey this mirror isn’t big enough, helena, teenagers/disenchanted, sing/planetary go,, and i am aware that’s basic but like there’s a reason why just those songs have become popular? they’re so damn good (and don’t at me with sing hate, it is a masterpiece and do not deserve the slanter i see on the tl)

19. Do you think Twenty One Pilots are emo?

as a former tøp stan myself can i say quite firmly that they’re definitely emo, but we need to re-evaluate what emo actually means, bc like in terms of the 00’s emo music? no, they’re not emo. they’re not like the emo trinity (lol), BUT they’re the perfect description of a modern emo band? so, no tøp isn’t emo in the old fashioned way, but yes they’re emo in a newer context,, and their stans are definitely emo i mean like come on

20. Are you into Taking Back Sunday?

nah

21. Do you wear any make up?

yeah but just casual, i’m always so amazed by people who wear lots of cool makeup every day, i could never

22. Do you have black painted nails?

lol ye always

23. Have you got any band posters? Of what bands?

mm i’ve got one with paramore that i like, and one with blackbear which is only because i likes the color schemes of it, i don’t listen to him otherwise

24. Do you want any piercings?

not right now

25. What's your opinion on All Time Low? Sleeping With Sirens? Pierce The Veil?

they’re cool i guess but i’ve never looked into them any further

26. Do you think it's just a phase or that you'll be emo/punk\scene forever?

oh the music will always live on with me, but how i think and express myself around the subject “being alternative/emo/pop-rock/whatever” will probably change as i grow into another phase of my life,, and like i’m okay with the thought of living my life in phases, and i’ll probably not be too ashamed of my current self a few years from now

27. Favourite magical/mythical creature?

i don’t really know any :(

28. Are you into Black Veil Brides?

nope

29. Do you like any newer emo/scene/punk bands? Which?

no not really i’m a quite boring music person in the sense of that i only listen to like the same five bands for a whole year,, so all the bands i’m listening to currently are releasing new music, but were created a while ago

30. What's your favourite music genre besides emo/punk\scene?

probably indie rock

31. Are you into Mindless Self Indulgence?

nein

32. Favourite Fall Out Boy song?

uh like i’m a slut for folie so like 27 or the shipped golden standard, but dance dance has always been a personal favorite

33. Are you mostly into the so-called "emo trinity" or "emo quartet" or do you listen to a lot of other bands too?

sigh i listened to both the trinity and the quartet a lot in 2018, i was a big fan of this whole trinity/quarter thing, but now do i just occasionally listen to some of them, but they’re definitely the roots of my emo path in this life

34. What's your opinion on Waterparks? Palaye Royale? I DONT KNOW HOW BUT THEY FOUND ME?

ooh idkhow are both emo/alt/pop-rock and quite new!! i forgot them earlier in this post! ye i love idkhow and their music, but i don’t really listen to waterparks or palaye royale

35. Are you into Bring Me The Horizon?

sure as hell am baby, love them

36. Favourite solo project by a emo/scene\punk band member?

right now is hayley williams solo project petals for armor a huge favorite of mine

37. Are any of your friends IRL emo/scene\punk?

um like kinda yes? or some of them have got the style but not the music, and some have got the music but not the style, so i guess it all adds up to a yes

38. Are you into drawing? If so, show some of your art!

ah i really wish i was creative but unfortunately am i not

39. Favourite colours and colour schemes?

red+black or pastel colors, i shift a lot based on mood, but my go to color schemes are dark blue and black bc i’m always comfortable in them

40. What are some of your favourite lyrics?

damn such a good question, i’ll make a separate post for it and continuesly update it with new lyrics!!

41. The Black Parade or Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge?

sorry but i’m a tbp fan, and you can’t convince me otherwise,, like i love revenge a lot but the black parade just hits different y’know?

42. What's your opinion on Paramore? Green Day? Blink-182?

well my biggest obsession right now is paramore so in short; i absolutely am in love with hayley, taylor and zac, the whole concept of paramore and of course their music+other content, even though they’ve gone through rough (or should i say hard) times

and i’ve listened some to green day, they’re really great and i like them, but there’s too much to get into and i’m not ready to be that much of a huge green day stan yet (will probably never be either) but i can absolutely casually enjoy their music and jam with their songs, without having to get into it any deeper

and for blink-182, i feel like they’re a bit too far away from my preferred genre right now, i will maybe listen to them in the future, probably not, but you never know anything for sure

so that’s all,, i love answering questions like this even though no one will ever read it and i’m cringe i know alright but it makes me feel happy so i’ll keep doing it