#the past year or so I've been sooo obsessed with antibiotic resistance which sucks. | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

redspringthorn · 1 year ago

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Me: oh nice a little dog! I'm gonna pet this nice little dog outside. So cute haha

My brain: the dog has antibiotic resistant bacteria and then you will pet it and then you're going to touch your hair or your skin and from your skin or hair you'll breathe in the bacteria from the dog which causes a lung infection that's resistant to antibiotics and then you spend the rest of your miserable life struggling to breathe hooked up to IV antibiotics but none of them work and you eventually perish so don't pet that fucking dog if you want to LIVE!!!

#OCD #this shit is crazy girl #also my brain has decided that my cat is eventually going to get trapped inside the microwave and die if I don't do absolutely everything to #prevent it #so that's fun as well #personal #obsessive compulsive #the past year or so I've been sooo obsessed with antibiotic resistance which sucks.#cause it's hard to separate my fear from the fact that this is a real thing becoming a bigger and bigger problem :(#also my cat literally has antibiotic resistant infection at the moment and I'm trying sooooo so hard to be normal about it #I just wanna relax and pet a fucking cat or dog without VIVIDLY IMAGINING MY OWN HORRIFIC DEATH #it really doesn't help that I have an intense interest in medical shit like this so I know too many things for my brain to use as #fodder for anxiety

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