#the imagined power you've assigned it hoping it will continue to fool them for as long as you need it to
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"you're so thin, i could break you if i wanted to" what if we all died.
#letters from stephanie*#that moment when your tongue can't save you anymore... and you are the smallest creature in the world#because that voice is all you have. and it means nothing. and you realise how easily that voice loses the little power it has#the imagined power you've assigned it hoping it will continue to fool them for as long as you need it to#but it just comes down to the fact that he's bigger than you. in the most banal literal sense. and that dictates everything#lila cerullo 🫀#mbf truly about how banality and absurdity rule our lives... it doesn't have to make sense to dictate your life#it usually doesn't make sense. and lila is desperately searching for solutions... ughhh my ears and face are all red from typing this#l'amica geniale#ferranteposting
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When Darkness Emerges- Avery’s Confession (Part 1)(M!Avery x MC)
So I decided to write Avery’s confession myself, because why not? This will be a series of fics, to which this is the first part.
This fic was inspired by this ask, sent by @aloehasrose:
This fic is dedicated to my fellow Avery stans: @a-i-n-a-a-s-h @mysticmiraculer @flowerpowell @unicornfatty @aloehasrose @itsbrindleybinch @kingliamsbish @jlpplays1 and @lady-kato !
Tagging also @mariaoz and @desiree-0816 , my wonderful friends! ❤
Pairing: M!Avery x MC (Dawn)
Summary: Avery decides to take Dawn on a little scavenger hunt. This one, however, is a bit different than what she will expect...
Unedited.
Note: Idk if it's just me but for some reason my phonr doesn't show the gaps I put, but the computer does. So for easier reading I suggest you read this from the computer. ^-^
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Dear Dawn,
I've noticed you've been a bit more bored lately, so I have a little scavenger hunt prepared for you.
Meet me outside the building where we had our first real kiss. You know the one.
-Avery "Freaking" Wilshere
Dawn smiled at the note Avery left in her trailer. It was so like him to tease her for that moment when they first met. Looking back at it now, she made a complete fool of herself. Seriously, if she could go back in time and make it un-embarrassing, she would.
As per Avery's instructions, Dawn met him at the entrance to his New York mansion. He was dressed in his usual pink shirt, the same mischievous smile on his face. Once she stood beside him, Avery took her hand and led him to his Audi. Dawn groaned, but Avery didn't give in. He pulled her till they were standing in front of his convertible, staring at each other.
"Another one?" Dawn asked with mock exasperation. Her eyes sparked with her familiar enthusiasm, waiting for the next adventure Avery would take her on.
"You don't seem that disappointed." He observed.
"But what about the scavenger hunt?"
Avery cupped her cheek. "This is the first step, love. Once you pass this, you'll get the clue to the second one."
Dawn's grin grew. "Intriguing."
Avery prssed a quick kiss to her forehead before walking over to the other side of the car. "Let's go."
They drove past the hundreds of the skyscrapers, into more rural territories. With music in their ears, time passed much faster than usual. Dawn found herself belting out to songs, accompanied by Avery's melodious voice. They truly were a power couple, and the music industry better beware!
"We're almost there." Avery declared after too short a time.
The nerves and exhilaration immediately returned. Dawn's heart beat at the pace of the pounding music and her hands once more became sweaty. She looked out the window, admiring the green fields that were now surrounding them. A place of solitude, of quiet, was the perfect remedy for her stressful life. She wasn't dreading this, but rather looking forward to Avery's surprise. What was he going to show her?
They parked at a very remote area. Dawn scanned her surroundings as if she was a detective in a very serious mystery. Where was this place? What did this bare hill have that was so special?
Avery gently took hold of her hand. Dawn breathed in relief when she realized her palms weren't as sweaty now. The sound of rushing water reminded her of all those meditation classes she took years ago and the colorful flowers gave her hope and strength. Yes, they were up high. And sure, there was no guarantee no one was pushed off this cliff, but... positive thoughts?
She glanced at Avery, and when his eyes met hers her worry deflated. She released a shaky breath and let out all her doubt. Why was she so nervous? Avery was here, beside her, and he would always be there for her. Because he was hers, and she was his.
Huh. It was still strange to think of them like that.
"This way." Avery pulled her along, his warmth soothing all her fears. Yes, she was still scared of falling to her death, but she needed to remember. Everything. Was. Okay. It will be okay.
But her mind rebelled against her very sound logic. She looked at the ledge and imagined falling to her death. It would be painful and awfully embarrassing, but she already had a bad fall at the Vinyl awards. This couldn't be that much worse, right?
She really needed to stop thinking. This was not helping one bit.
"Um... where are you taking us?" Dawn's voice wobbled. She tried not to think about this, but her boyfriend was taking her closer to the ledge. And she wasn't ready to test for herself how painful this fall would be.
Avery's eyes met hers. They twinkled in the late-morning sun, shining him in a way Dawn never experienced before. "Somewhere secret. You'll love it."
For a moment Dawn forgot to breathe, before she remembered that it wouldn't be smart to die from her boyfriend's beauty. So, reluctantly, she lowered her gaze. "Okay."
Avery chuckled as he tightened her hold on her hand. "Don't worry, love. I won't let anything happen to you."
"Alright."
Dawn waited for him to leave, but Avery was now frozen. She frowned as she gently touched his shoulder. "Hey, is something wrong?"
Avery blushed. "No, everything's fine. I just-" he trailed off. Dawn frowned, but before she could question him, Avery started descending a narrow path. It almost seemed like he was familiar with this area, but Dawn couldn't concentrate on that fact. She was too busy holding onto a rock nearby; AKA not falling to her death.
She was so focused on this small assignment that she was surprised when Avery stopped. "Is this it?" she blurted before raising her gaze.
What she saw stole her breath away.
It was a simple waterfall, shorter than the hill itself. It looked so quaint among the surrounding hills, like a small diamond that is just happy to be part of the rough. Dawn's eyes shone as she looked at the greenery surrounding it, adding a bit more color to the rocky clusters. She breathed a sigh of relief when she saw a small pool under the waterfall. At least now Dawn knew that even if she would fall off the cliff, she could still survive.
"So this was right under our noses the whole time?"
Avery laughed. "Yes, it was underneath us when we parked. We're now on the opposite side. You see?" He wrapped an arm around her shoulder and pointed at the top of a hill.
"That explains quite a bit."
They stood there, watching the water cascading down the rocky surface. Dawn marveled at the way the water fell into the pool, sending water drops everywhere. Avery pulled her closer, and Dawn automatically lay her head on his shoulders. She breathed in the cool air and the muscles in her body slowly relaxed. This was harmony. This was happiness.
Dawn knew this would become one of those memories she would always look back to. It was clear that this moment with Avery was one she would never forget, because everything in it was perfect. The beautiful view, the sensation of Avery's hand on hers, the comforting sounds. There was nowhere she'd rather be.
She closed her eyes. Avery brushed a loose hair from her forehead, his touch gentle and loving. "I have something for you," he whispered.
"What is it?"
Dawn knew she should open her eyes, but she couldn't. She didn't want to lose this moment, and ridiculous as it may be, she knew that once she would open her eyes everything would disappear.
Thankfully, Avery didn't comment on that. His hand continued stroking her forehead gently, in a manner so pure it was clear how much he cared. Dawn smiled, and from the way Avery's movements slowed she knew he was doing the same.
After too short a time, Avery spoke. "Open your eyes. It's the first part of your prize."
Dawn sighed. "Do I have to?" She was so calm. If it was up to her, she would live in this moment forever.
"I promise it's worth it."
She opened her eyes with a slight huff. "Fine."
Avery's eyes twinkled with so much happiness it was almost worth Dawn's sacrifice. He extracted a small not from his pocket, his cheeks now slightly pink. "Here."
Dawn carefully took the note. She read it quietly, and by the time it ended she couldn't speak.
When darkness emerges, gripping life in its threatening claws
You’re the one who takes my hand
And leads me somewhere far
Away from the hurt and the pain
Of the dark side of fame
To the light of hope, love and a new start
A place where I can be without a broken heart
"Avery... it's beautiful."
He smiled gently. His rough hand cupped her cheek, and his voice was much weaker than usual. "There's more."
Her eyes widened. "There is?"
He nodded. "But those are for later," Avery met her gaze, his eyes twinkling with something indescribable. "For now... I say we have some fun."
"What do you mean?"
He carefully took the note from her hand. Dawn stared at him, her thoughts rendering her speechless, when Avery suddenly took her hand. He zipped his pocket closed, before a mischievous smile rose to his face. "Time to go."
And then he pulled her into the pool with him. Dawn squealed as the water welcomed her, a light laugh escaping her lips. Avery grinned as he waded, then swam, deeper into the water. Dawn followed him hesitantly, but froze when she realized they were heading toward the waterfall. "Avery, why are we going there?"
His eyes twinkled. "I'm curious. Come on."
Reluctantly, Dawn followed her boyfriend. They swam till they were right in front of the waterfall, and then dived together till they reached a wall. Once they reemerged to the air, they were met with a solid stone wall. Avery chuckled as Dawn frowned at the wall. Was this why he brought her here?
"I didn't expect this wall. In movies there's always a cave behind the waterfall, but..." Avery smirked. He climbed onto the slippery floor beside the wall, laughing as his feet slipped on the stone. Dawn carefully drew nearer, and before she knew it she was standing next to Avery on a stone platform.
"So you brought me here because you thought there would be a cave?"
"I wanted to check if the myth was true."
Dawn giggled, but her laughter disappeared when Avery took her hand. She blushed, but before she could decide what to do, Avery pulled her closer. They were now almost touching, and the knowledge sent pleasant tingles through her nerves. Avery lowered his head so they're lips almost touched, his breath fanning her face. "But I also wanted some privacy."
Dawn closed her eyes as she forced a smile to her face. "Really? What for?"
His lips brushed hers. "This."
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