#the guy is... pretty primed for it is what i'm saying. inured to violence; accustomed to living in high-control environments
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reeeaaally really empathizing hard w/ rots anakin right now. like. oh yeah ok i get it. he's been sleep-deprived & running w/ a high level of stress hormones nonstop for months. he keeps asking for advice and help and the jedi just say "what does yr heart tell you?" and "try not worrying about it. 🧘♂️" and the only person who actually seems to care about him is.... evil? but. that can't be right... what?
but there's no time to think about it because he did what he were supposed to do and told the jedi and now events are moving very fast and oops he got in the way and did something very impulsive and now mace windu is dead and it's anakin's fault, actually. and he still hasn't processed anything that's happened in the last... week? two months? ever in his life? but his friend palpatine is there and telling him that it's okay. that he did the right thing, that he did good. and guess what anakin? you don't have to worry about making any more hard decisions, because palpatine is gonna make them for you and you just have to do them. isn't that better? isn't that easier? isn't it?
#keeping it fun and funky fresh#personal#uh the empathizing part is that i am feeling Real lost and confused and scared rn. p rock bottom.#and i'm like. ohhh if my mentor/father figure/the only person who treats me like an actual person came up to me and was like#hey matty. i am gonna take care you from now on. i am gonna take care of *everything.*#i would absolutely be like. yes please. god. finally. what do you need me to do in exchange? i'll do it#and i haven't even been living in a cult of warrior-monks while fighting a seemingly futile war after growing up a slave.#the guy is... pretty primed for it is what i'm saying. inured to violence; accustomed to living in high-control environments#not to mention the decade of grooming palpatine has been doing offscreen#D:#i've also been watching star trek & any time there's an episore that's like...#would you rather live in that fake but peaceful+joyful world? or this real and violent+tragic world?#and it's like. hey man. at this point in my life i would take the good fake world p much without hesitation.#star wars
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