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Exyblr Dashboard Simulator based on what I personally see on sportsblr:
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jean moreau stans make me SCREAM like you know NOTHING about that boy. like good for y'all but. i'm pretty sure no one has ever even heard him talk.
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we know that he is french, tall, and a defenseman. we don't need anything else
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*u forgot the sad grey eyes, dark hair, and bad posture.
#bout to create a whole ass man w the knowledge he's a backliner and french, watch this space
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if no one calls kevin day princess to make him blush what's even the point of it all. huh. what's even the point.
#đ better be calling that girl princess every day of his life!!!! neil do it for the people!!!!
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hey exyblr how we feeling about neil josten being the son of a gangster
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wasn't on my neil bingo but maybe it should have been
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makes this kevneil mafia au i'm working on,,,,a little awkward askdhf
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ngl. kinda hot.
#kevneil mafia au tho đ
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had a dream i asked jeremy knox to sign my thigh so i could get it tattooed but dream jeremy spelled his name wrong. dream me still got it tattooed tho
jerm knox fans rise!!!!! dumb blonde rep we need
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JERM
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jerm and jean bout to take over the world babbyyy!!!!
#wonder how he feels knowing your dream version of him is a himbo #i mean same lmao but whatever
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oh, you chose your favourite team based on something that ISN'T 'breedability' ??????? unrealistic
𧞠mreow-bearcats-mreow
you are not seeing heaven (affectionate)
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tbf sometimes i choose exy teams bc of how good the fic for the team is.
#you chose to be friends w me so u have to deal w this
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love the concept of andrew minyard. like. he's 5'0". he's almost killed multiple people. his bro HAS killed someone. could be the best in the world if he tried. he's a fox, so ya know. whatever comes with THAT. ugh he's a bug i want to study............always around but never at the forefront so you don't really KNOW. he's a martyr. heâs never done anything wrongâŠïżœïżœïżœbesides the whole juvie probably/almost killed someoneâŠâŠhe is a girlâŠâŠ..he is the bestest boyâŠâŠâŠ..he is a malewifeâŠâŠâŠheâs a poor little meow meowâŠâŠprobably would rip me to shreds for even THINKING that. also he's a goalie.
#the being a goalie part adds an entire layer to him #zero goaliess are at all normal #andrew minyard #psu #goalie tag
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kevin day
#kevin day #psu foxes #palmetto foxes #exy #poetry #palmetto #edgar allen university #web weave
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#all for the game#the sunshine court#kevin day#neil josten#jeremy knox#andrew minyard#jean moreau#tsc#aftg#exyblr#once again.........the web weave is the most accurate part#i'll stop making these when i stop having fun which is NEVER#only 15 notes on each one will NOT stop me#will it stop me from posting this at noon on a tuesday? ALSO NO#kevneil
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Gregory violet song scenarios
so this is a bunch of random scenarios and head canons i have of this emo boy and i even made a playlist for it becuse im so prepared for this also i do edit the lyrics a tad to fit the time its set in and vibe of the shorts so like if that bothers you sorry i guess (also i wanted to experiment with the tumbler coloured text i think it looks so cool) but this is mostly x reader so sorry if that's not what you want im just brain rotting at this point i cant do this lmao also i would like to say i unfortunately dont have the manga so i actually dont know whats going to happen sorry
starting with the honourable runner ups i think these songs fit but i couldn't think of what to write for them
Necromancing dancing - bear ghost (pun intended) "when im necromancing, everyone's dancing, no one can stop me i dare you to try! the dead are infused with sentential grove"
i don't wanna fall in love - she wants revenge
ramblings of a lunatic - bears in trees "would anybody listen to this the ramblings of a lunatic"
everything is temporary - cavetown "sticks and stones they say that we dont have bones inside our brains"
mamas boy - Dominic fike "m-a-m-a-b-o-y mamas boy mamas boy"
im not a cynic - Alec Benjamin "i swear im not a cynic im just being realistic"
cats - the living tombstone "meow meow meow meow memeow"
they/them - atlas, jhfly
house of wolves - my chemical romance
plucked - destroy boys "take a bird from the sky and you wonder why she wants to fly"
nobody - mitski
underachiever - NOAHFINNCE "nothing beats the life of an underachiever"
the adults are talking - the strocks "dont go there you never return and i know you think of me when you think of her"
(lowkey heathers the musical JD looking ass)
WARNING ANGST IS HERE
your stupid face - Kaden macay (oh no + verse 2)
Gregory in third person pov - the realisation he liked you
he was zoning out at the swan gazebo and drawing some sketches with his charcoal pencil. The first bit of the facial anatomy was done, and he used French bread to remove the lines. to make the face he slowly did the eyes and made them defined and full of life, the nose features, and soon enough he had nearly finished carefully doing each strand of hair falling perfectly around the face he wasn't even thinking about who it was but when he stopped to finally look at it realised who it was. 'Oh no,' looking at it more, he tilts his head back, closing his eyes shut to not let the sun make him dizzy. 'noooo' now he was roughly pressing the charcoal to the paper. 'i just really like you face' drawing the smile you always wore around him. 'Ugh, you don't have to look so happy..' he kept drawing, now to try and get it just right. remembering all the times you expressed it. 'im not really into the love that you flaunt in some bright font' smirking to himself 'but if that's what you want ill make it snappy.- wait what' he looked around noticing no one was looking at him he sighed 'i just feel so out of place' he finished your face. 'but not when you near me' moving on to the shoulders. 'when your gone, I'm like a plant with no root' he made quick work of the shape and made the clothes 'or a ball that's on mute' he smiled looking at his work 'don't you dare call me cute, you should fear me' a hand on Gregory's shoulder makes him jump, it was bluewer telling him he needs to sort out a purple house conflict, and to bring cheslock to sort out a fight. sighing and carefully putting his sketch away, a small smile on his soft features. 'Now i like your stupid face'.
soundproof - destroy boys (verse 1 before chorus)
panic attack from social anxiety (if uncomfortable then skip it) - he got amongst the dancing and hated it
it was after the big cricket game that he had to be there for appearances, empty streets are just as soundproof as studios and big crowds. and there were people dancing already. It was making him dizzy, just looking. 'keep me away from here' but when he somehow ends up in the middle of the hall he starts to panic 'how'd i appear on this stage' he was amongst all the dancers getting in the way of some getting bumped into. 'im taking up too much space.' his head was spinning from all the movement, and he felt eyes on him. 'Look away, please don't look this way.' Feeling a hand on his arm leading him out of the hall, too dizzy and unfocused to see they walked outdoors, the fresh air bringing him back down to earth. not sure who it was, but he thanked whoever it was as he started to calm down, taking deep breaths. 'i don't ever want to hear myself ever again'
disco! in the panic room - bug hunter (chorus 2)
in your pov third person - dancing again i dont know im losing the plot as i write. sorry to the amab readers this one this feminine
i was in disguise at the school, as ceils older brother, as I saw him as one. and missed being in a dress. so after the cricket game was announced, and shown it was underway, i went behind the door to get into a dress. i was hiding one underneath my cloak, i let the dress fall from the purple robe it set nicely, and i just simply wrapped the fabric around my waist, like a bow. and headed out to find Gregory, he was still upset about the fire, and wanted to leave as fast as he could. and i understood, but i wanted to dance with him just a little. He was just out of view of everyone trying to leave, and i pulled him into a room with a bright smile. "hiya, would you like to dance in the panic room violet?" He simply smiled. "I made a promise so sure." he held my hands, and i started to slowly waltzes in a random backroom. away from the crowed and prying eyes and i could see that every few movement he was getting more and more pale, as we turned slightly in the dance "Now I feel nauseous, As if I drank a cup of stuff you clean your countertops with" i giggle a little as we stop. he lets go of my hands, to hold his head, he feels dizzy but i come prepared knowing about this, with some water in a canteen. "you probably did But Lysol won't solve this, so have some water." i handed his the medium sized flask, to which he hesitantly took a sip with shaky hands. "im out of options, arnt i?" he softly smiled after a few moments, and i was satisfied to get a little dance. making sure he was okay. but i felt bad. "you can head back now i understand this was a lot, sorry" he sighed "oh its okay and thank you, It's past my bedtime and I'm honestly exhausted" i smile as he hands back my water flask. "But if you want me, I'll be here." Gregory and i walked out of the room and said out good nights before he went wherever, and i returned to the ballroom to see Elizabeth and everyone.
fire on fire - sam smith (chorus 1 like half of it)
Gregory pov - looking at you from outside the purple house fire (and i realise that the song is more about love but i want the angst so deal with it)
i stood there, my eyes filled in fear, as the boarding house burned. i couldn't move, I don't say a word stuck in place, you grab my hand i should be used to it, But still, you take my breath and steal the things I know. just like the fire that i couldn't look away from, a soft hand leading my face away to look at you. There you go, saving me from out of the cold, but i couldn't do anything. but blankly stare at you. tired and scared features, eyes slowly morphing to cry. Fire on fire would normally kill us, and this was on the inside. i was breaking down as i saw how distraught everyone was. I couldn't keep it in much longer. but then the other prefects showed up, and i didn't have time for it, so i pulled my hood up to hold it in, letting go of your hand to do something.
Love me not - eimi (verse 3?)
the part that's always on TikTok but it is a good song- anyway this is at the dating stage and you try to get help from your friends idfk
Sitting on the grass, in front of the bench in the middle of a courtyard, talking with Ciel, soma, and your best friend, the latter two interested in how the relationship was going with Gregory. so far all you could describe it as was confusing, when they asked how. you stood up and started pacing in front of them finger to your chin like how a detective dose it but moving to act out and get you point across better. "Does he really love me? Does he think I'm too much." My pacing stops as i shook my head and returned to walk around. "Am I hanging by a string? Am I pushing my luck?" I looked at the two with confusion, hands out, doing some gesture. they were still intrigued, and i just wanted an answer. "He says I'm his beloved. He says I'm enough. but every time I kick and scream, he tells me to shush!" waving your arms up and down in frustration, and at this, the friends pay more attention. shock on soma's face, making an o shape. "He told you to what!" My best friend joining in, equally surprised. "he told you to, huh!" Ciel bored of our shit huffed out a sigh before speaking. "I think you shouldn't really worry. and you're blowing this up," and I hastily replied, almost yelling. "But I'm falling in love! Does he wanna break up!?" I gripped the hood of my purple house uniform, pulling it over my face, which was red in embarrassment, and I felt some paper in there. taking it off my head a small envelope fell out of my hood, it had a clear purple wax seal with the house cress. 'That wasn't there before'
absence - Rio Romeo chorus + verse 3
Gregory in third person this is angsty, and sad. description of dying
he was thinking about what was going to happen all the experiments, but he unwillingly took part in. he couldn't shake it a feeling of impending doom. he knew the things he did, and that didn't warrant him to be sorry for himself, but he couldn't eat or sleep, even drinking something seemed impossible. then his thoughts came back to his friends. He couldn't stop thinking about how they would react, to him dying. 'If i just vanished, do you think you'd manage' laying in his bed contemplating how you would miss him. 'Or would you disappear right besides me?' A tear came into his eye. As he continued to think of you, how would you react to what he's done, more and more tears came out, little by little. 'Do you think you're ready? When i went unsteady,' his tears ran down his checks, smearing the eyeliner. 'lover, please prepare for my absence.' he stifled his cries with the ball of his palm, keeping it in. lipstick smearing on his hand as he bit down harder, more tears rolling down, landing on his pillows staining them. 'absence makes the heart grow stronger', wiping away his tears with the back of his hand. 'pray my baby will not squander everything to gain by my leaving' taking his hands away from his face, to look at them they shook, as he starred at them blurry vision from crying, the bite mark on his right one blending red. 'and if i return the favour.' thinking to all the sweet parts you shared together. 'pray my baby always saviour, every moment we were both present' sitting up to hunch over head in his hands quietly sobbing, the walls were thick and he knew it but it hurt to cry louder.
oh boy that took some effort i was going to so many more but i just cant but i do kinda love what i did i think it matches his character well I hope it matches at least and again here is a link to my playlist i hope it works if not i have the same name on Spotify but non the less i hope my writing doesn't suck :) (feeling like the Q.A from welcome home "I want it out open open open" lmao MAYBE IM A LITTLE DELULU RN WHO KNOWS) ALSO ive never written angst before so i hope that was good idfk
https://spotify.link/tg5qbp9ZgJb
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only check under the cut if you're ready to feel single(sorry I love him too much and cannot shut up about him. ever) and to see me lose my fucking mind<33
OKAY SO
my sister was doing her french hw (about colours) and i just randomly asked her to quiz me on it bc I wanted to see how much i remember (i don't have French anymore) and at one point she asked me what's the French word for black and my mind just went blank and she looked at me with super wide eyes and her mouth hanging wide open, like a 'HOW TF DO YOU NOT KNOW THIS' look
and then it hit me
NOIR!!!!
i proceeded to break down and hit myself with her plushie and just over-all be highly disappointed with myself for momentarily forgetting the word noir while calling myself a mega huge miraculous ladybug and cat noir fan
and then I got a notification and my notification tone is meow which obviously made me even further into an exaggerated state of distress and disbelief
my father even came to check on me if I was dying or sum lmao
AND THEN MY BF REPLIES TO ME ON DISCORD ABOUT SOME CUTE CAT PICS I HAD PREVIOUSLY SENT SO NATURALLY I GET EVEN MORE MAD AT MYSELF BC I ALSO HAVE THE AUDACITY TO CALL MYSELF A CAT LOVER AND THEN FORGET "NOIR"??? AS IN CAT NOIR???
MY FIRST EVER FIC WAS A CAT NOIR AU!!!!!!
and i try to keep my cool while texting him back
(to provide a bit of context, his bedtime is, or used to be until recently, 10pm ik he's insane for that but he's my little patootie so no slander or I will come for your entire bloodline)
ahem, okay so back to the topic at hand
EMPHASIS ON THIS PARTICULAR TEXT!!!!
i have now reached a whole new level of insane #+_($;_#(!_#!!_)$
back to the story, i told him he just unintentionally made a miraculous reference and he's like "oh did i?" (bc what else was he supposed to say) and he said he doesn't rly know much about it (which i already knew but wtv) and I told him it's fine
wait lemme just show y'all (if anyone even made it to this point, congrats and ily if you did but ily regardless)
it's cute but we both know it ain't possible cuz uhm long story short we're living the forbidden romance trope haha
#i'll stop now before i actually have a breakdown lol#the thing at the end just put a huge damper on my excitement but wtv i'll live ig lmao#âpeace owt!
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uhhhh off? for the 'send me a fandom and ill tell you which characters are' thing? never played it but currently debating practicing french with it
okay! let's try this! i have not even finished the game but let's do it anyway!
blorbo: oh almost certainly zacharie. he is so. so. he and seam deltarune scratch that very specific "chuckling smiling shopkeeper/merchant who knows more about the universe than they should" itch in me. i LOVE HIM i don't care if he ends up being evil. we stan. j'ai quelques trucs pour le moment. voila voila! et sinon, ça va? promotion special pour (player name)! whadda guy
skrunkly: probably the judge :) he's so cute he's baby. like he's kind of all-knowing but he's also just a stupid baby boy kitty. he loves his brother and was sad to see him die :( he tries to get people's attention by meowing loudly and for a long time. cronch miam miam cronch my boy...
scrimblo bimblo: hmmm see i haven't really interacted with the fanbase much so i don't really know who's underappreciated and who's not lmao. i guess japhet's a pretty sick enemy though
glup shitto: this is hard lmao there aren't really side characters that aren't unnamed elsens so i will go with the statue of zacharie you can take a rollercoaster ride with cause that was one of my favorite parts
horse plinko: i would put dedan in the horse plinko cause he deserves it. fuck that guy
eeby deeby: the batter, of course. he basically already got sent to super hell with la chambre he can handle the real thing. take your little bat and kill people and tell yourself it's purifying them, bestie
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glitter + crimson (letâs start a riot)//part four
summary: carmen actually steps foot inside her own house after discovering her daughter isnât the only teenager living there. the hurricane hurtling toward the island matches the tempest in sailorâs heart as she finally gets some long-overdue words off her chest that her mom isnât very happy to hear and two friends inch closer and closer to crossing that metaphorical line.
word count: 6.6k+ (oops, i did it again đ
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ship: jj maybank x oc (sailor flynn)
warnings n stuff: mentions of abuse/neglect, gambling addiction, child abandonment, being kicked out of home, fluff, swearing, underage drinking, flirting, having shitty dads, mentions of weed, star wars, and sailorâs unhealthy addiction to nutella, mention and direct quote of the percy jackson and the olympians series (again), subtle nod to new girl (i love seeing how many references i can make lmao)
a/n: first off, i just want to thank each and every one of you for your likes, reblogs, and especially your wonderful comments! they mean to world to me, seriously †now, here comes the dramaaaaa! we get to dive into sailorâs complicated, turbulent relationship with her mother (sailor, like john b, has a very big, very real fear of being abandoned by people she loves because of her dad) before heading toward the canon timeline of the show. the quote about the sea near the beginning is from jaques cousteau, legendary french naval officer, marine explorer and filmmaker who co-created the aqua-lung and paved the way for modern scuba diving. he also pioneered marine conservation and discovered the wreck of the hmhs britannic, sister ship of the rms titanic! so overall, he was a pretty cool dude and i feel that heâd be a personal hero to ocean-loving sailor (maybe even kiara as well, considering her love of the environment/conservation).
unbetaed as usual so all mistakes are my b.
gif credit to @toesure (who has the most beautiful gifs, ngl)
~Masterlist~
part four: high tide
The sunâs just peeking its rays over the horizon, painting the deep blue sky the softest shades of pink and orange. Calm, steady waves lap against the shore and over Sailorâs bare feet as she stands alone on an empty and desolate beach, the only signs of life coming from the seagulls squawking overhead. The air is thick and sticky with early morning humidity, the type that makes it hard to breathe and frizzes the hell out of her wavy hair, and she can already feel moisture starting to collect on her skin.
Whyâs she here again? She canât remember a reason and come to think of it, she canât remember exactly how she got here, either. Did she drive? She turns her back to the ocean and its entrancing pull to look for her truck but finds the surf shop is the only thing she can see clearly, the world surrounding it blurred in an incomprehensible mess of color; the sight shouldâve caused anxiety to take root in her chest but somehow she finds herself unbothered, relaxed. Somehow, she feels at home.
âThe sea, once it casts its spell, holds one in its net of wonder forever.â
Sailorâs head snaps to the left at the sound of a painfully familiar voice. A tall, redheaded man now stands in what was only a few seconds ago an empty space, smiling out over the water with the brilliant colors of the sky reflecting in his green eyes.
âDad?â
Ryan doesnât seem to hear the incredulous tone in her voice or even the fact that she spoke at all as he turns to face her and asks a question of his own, âItâs true, donât you think?â
Of course she does. The sea has had her under its captivating, magnetic spell ever since she first laid eyes on it when she was a toddler, a baby, even. Her parents always said she wanted to spend every waking moment at the beach, combing the sand for shells and staring out at the water, imagining what new discoveries were waiting for her in its depths. Her mouth moves on itâs own as she replies, âYou know I do.â
Itâs not what she wants to say at all. She wants so badly to yell at him, let out her frustrations and hurt and pain âhow dare you leave usâ âwhat did I do wrongâ âwhy havenât you come back yetâ but finds that she canât form the words. Itâs like sheâs watching a video, or maybe reliving a memory -oh. It feels like a memory because it is one, she recognizes with a start, of the week before he took off and abandoned them for the very first time, leaving behind a gaping, bleeding wound that neither Sailor nor her mother ever managed to properly stitch back together.
Ryanâs smile widens. âAlways got your eyes on the horizon, Starfish. Just like your old man.â
Her heart clenches at the old, familiar nickname that she hasnât heard in years, like sheâs looking at a favorite pair of childhood shoes or an old t-shirt from a family vacation long past and realizing she doesnât fit in them anymore, that sheâs moved on, and surprisingly, it doesnât sting as much as she thought it would.
âCome on,â Her father says and when he reaches out to her, Sailor finds herself reaching back with a much smaller, eight-year old sized hand thatâs swallowed by Ryanâs larger, calloused palm. âThink you can go fifteen feet today?â
âFifteen? Iâm gonna go twenty!â She declares confidently in her most grown-up voice, giggling when her dad beams and hoists her little body up into his arms, the stubble on his face tickling her skin as he plants a kiss on her cheek.
âThatâs my girl.â
He runs into the surf, tossing a laughing Sailor into the ocean when itâs waist deep before they wade out, further and further until the sandy floor drops away from their feet and theyâre left treading water.
âReady, Starfish?â
âReady!â
The sun breaks over the horizon and casts its golden light on the pair, turning their hair an identical shade of fiery red just as they dive below. She has to work harder to keep up with her fatherâs longer strokes but she does it and reaches the bottom the same time he does; he smiles widely and reaches out to quickly cup her cheek, pride shining clearly in his eyes and she beams back before turning away to scan the floor for any worthy shells. Finding a knobbed whelk a few feet away, she swims over to grab it before pushing off toward the surface, Ryan following close behind. The sun becomes brighter and brighter the closer she gets and just when her head breaks through the waves-
Sailor wakes.
The early morning sun shines across her eyes through the curtains as she stares up at the surfboard above her bed, the very shelf were the whelk from that day still sits, proudly displayed with her other finds. Yawning, she runs her hands over her face and blinks away the last threads of sleep still clinging to her lashes, along with the memory of her dream. Moments like that with her father were rare. Ryan was a blast to be around when he was happy doing something he wanted to do, like diving for shells, hitting up the bowling alley for a few games, or taking his old, beat up boat out into the marsh to fish for hours on end (never something mundane as doing the dishes or folding the laundry, no, those were childrenâs jobs and being an only kid, those responsibilities fell to Sailor.). Moments like that were when she felt that -naively, foolishly- her dad was actually proud of her, that he wasnât horribly inconvenienced by her having the audacity to be his daughter, to be born, that maybe he loved her as much as she loved him.
Cold from a sudden shiver that runs through her body, she rolls onto her side to seek out the best human space heater she knows but her arm only finds empty sheets lacking warmth, her hand reaching for someone whoâs no longer there. She frowns and sits up, fingers automatically running through her sleep mussed waves in a semi-futile attempt to fix them into something less resembling a birdâs nest. A quick check of the phone she doesnât remember plugging in to charge reveals its just before 7 in the morning and her confusion over her missing bedmate only grows; JJâs rarely ever conscious before 9 AM at the absolute earliest and almost never by his own volition unless surfingâs involved. Even Binx is gone from his usual spot at the end of the bed, leaving her truly alone in the tiny room.
On the floor alongside his boots, the backpack she never noticed him having yesterday is still where he dropped it with its zipper open wide, while his phone rests next to hers on the bedside table and Sailor feels an almost embarrassing wave of relief wash over her knowing heâs still here, that he didnât just up and disappear in the middle of the night, that he stayed (of all the times heâs come to her before, only once did he leave before dawn and, after sheâd frantically tracked him down at John Bâs place, tears in her eyes and streaming down her face at the thought of him returning to the lionâs den that he called home, he held her close and promised to never do it again.). She pulls herself out of bed and crosses the room to pull on a random hoodie from the closet before pocketing her phone and padding into the hall, the wooden floor cool under her bare feet.
A demanding meow comes from the kitchen followed immediately by a vexed, âBinx, my dude. For the last time, you canât have this.â JJâs bright laugh echoes throughout the room when Binx meows again, this one more insistent than the last and the redhead smiles, quietly shuffling forward to lean against the wall. He doesnât notice, instead holding a finger to his lips as he shushes the cat sitting on the counter beside him, then turns back to whatever heâs doing. âBe quiet, dumbass! You donât wanna wake your mom up, do you?â
âI donât know, sounds to me like he might need my help.â
He startles at her teasing voice, nearly dropping the butter knife in his hand as she steps forward and scoops Binx into her arms, pressing a kiss to his fuzzy cheek. âIs mean old J not feeding you, Binxy? That just wonât do!â
He rolls his eyes but the grin tugging the corners of his mouth upward betrays his amusement as he says sarcastically, âYeah, Iâm the bad guy for not giving the brat Nutella. Great.â
With a laugh, Sailor gives the cat another loving scratch behind the ears before gently setting him on the floor and hoisting herself onto the counter beside JJ, her legs swinging back and forth and lightly brushing against his side. âSo...youâre up early.â She says, watching him scrape the last bit of Nutella out of the jar and smear it on some toast, another piece already made on the plate at his elbow.
âYeah, I woke up and couldnât go back to bed.â He shrugs, tossing the knife in the sink and the empty container into the trash; her stomach does a little flip when he brings his hand to his mouth and licks away the chocolate left behind on his thumb, then continues, âSorry if I woke you up. I tried to be quiet but that shithead over there wouldnât shut up.â
He nods his chin in the direction of a lounging Binx, stretched out on the back of the couch in the sun and she shakes her head. âDonât worry, you didnât. I-â She shrugs, too, and meets his blue-eyed gaze. âI guess I couldnât sleep, either.â
âBad dream?â JJ asks, holding the plate of toast out to her and she takes a piece with a grateful smile as she replies, âIâd call it more of a bittersweet memory.â
They both fall into a comfortable silence while they eat until he suddenly asks another question around a mouthful of breakfast, âAbout your dad?â
Sailor freezes mid-chew, her fatherâs green eyes flicking away from her best friendâs face toward the floor as she swallows thickly, her free hand anxiously clenching the fabric of her shorts. After a long, pregnant pause in which they finish their food and he puts the dirty plate in the sink, she finally says softly, âIâm sorry.â
âHuh?â
She apologizes again, staring down at the floor and swinging her legs back and forth, her bare feet hitting the cabinet with dull thuds.
âFor what?â His brow furrows in confusion while he takes a step forward to stand between her legs, one hand reaching to hook a finger under her chin and lift her head so he can look her in the eye, the other resting on her knee. âSeriously, help me out here âcause Iâm confused as fuck.â
âBecause I feel guilty, okay?â She starts, eyelids briefly closing as she takes a deep breath before snapping open again and continuing before he can interrupt, âHere I am, getting upset over a stupid dream I had about my gambling addict dad that ditched me when your dad does that,â -she points to his bruised ribs- âand this,â -her palm rests on his cheek, thumb skimming over his scabbed lip- âand God, I just-â
âWhoa, hold up there, Sail.â JJ cuts her off, his free hand joining the other in cupping her face, âJust because your dad never hit you doesnât mean you donât have something to be pissed about. He abandoned you, stole your momâs money, and made you feel like shit! You have a right to be mad as fuck about it.â
âBut-â
âBut nothing! Weâre not having a fucking competition about who has the shittiest dad,â -He smirks devilishly, brushing a wayward red curl off her forehead- âbecause they both suck major dick. End of story.â
In spite of herself, Sailor snickers as she winds her arms around his neck and pulls him close, resting her head in the crook of his shoulder while his own arms slide around her waist. âWe should start a club.â She jokes lightly and feels his snort of laughter against her ear in response.
ââShitty Dad Society,ââ He declares proudly, âI call being president.â
âWell, Iâm your VP! Binxâs our secretary- shit, Iâll be treasurer, too âcause I donât trust you with any type of financial situation at all.â
He laughs again, hand tightening its grip on her waist and she smiles into his neck as he says, âThatâs fair. We should make shirts.â
They settle into another comfortable silence after that, both more than happy to relax in the otherâs arms and just be. Itâs one of her favorite things about..whatever they are, the ease, the contentment, the familiarity felt when theyâre together are sentiments she never, ever wants to lose and a thought, an exciting, dangerous thought pops into her head: what if he never has to leave?
âCome live with me.â
â...what?â
Oh, fuck, she just said that out loud, didnât she? Brain, enter panic mode. The redhead abruptly pulls out of his embrace and buries her already blushing face into shaking hands, closing her eyes tight for good measure, stammering between her fingers, âNothing, nothing! I said nothing!â
âPretty sure you said something,â His hands encircle her wrists and gently pull them down to her lap. âAnd it wasnât ânothing.ââ
She stares down at their entwined fingers resting on her thighs, the backs of his hands deliriously warm against her exposed skin and grounding her to this (scary, exciting, vulnerable) moment, and blurts out in a rush, âI said, come live here. With me.â
JJ doesnât speak, but the way his hands almost imperceptibly tighten their hold on hers -she wouldâve missed it if she hadnât already been looking- compels her to raise her head and meet his eyes; the indescribable depth of the ocean is behind his gaze, as well as the barest hint of pure, brazen hope, and it says everything his mouth wonât.
âRemember yesterday, when you said you donât know how much more you can take?â She asks. At his tight nod, she weaves her fingers even more intricately with his and admits softly, âWell, Iâm not sure how much more I can take, either.â
Sailorâs eyes sweep over the cuts on his face with all the gentleness of a lover, his lip first, followed by the one on his cheekbone before meeting his again. âI canât...I canât see you hurt like this anymore.â
Blue stares into green for an insurmountable stretch of time, long enough that she starts to think that she shouldâve just kept her big mouth shut, until he finally whispers, âSeriously?â
âJ, Iâve never been more serious about something in my entire life. I canât let him do this to you anymore.â She finishes with a shrug, âMy momâs never here, anyway. Itâd be, uh, really nice to not be alone all the time âcause as much as I love him, Binx doesnât count.â
His eyes become stormy at that casual admission of loneliness for just a blink-and-youâll-miss-it moment before brightening into their natural blue, the same color of the sky on a clear day as he says simply, âOkay.â
âSeriously?â Itâs her turn to ask it now and the smile that breaks over her face when he nods is one of unabashed relief; without thinking, she leans closer and presses her forehead to his. âGood.â
He smiles, too, and briefly lets his eyes fall shut at the contact as he jokes, âJust so you know, Flynn, Iâm probably not gonna be the best roommate.â
âPlease,â She giggles, freeing one of her hands to playfully push at his shoulder, âI live with the most spoiled, demanding cat in the world. I think I can handle you, Maybank.â
The teasing smirk on his face makes her heart beat a little faster. âWeâll see about that.â
Sailor decides to pretend she didnât hear his loaded comment (sheâs not quite ready to open up that particular can of worms just yet), instead pulling her phone from her hoodie pocket to check the time. âAlright, hereâs the deal: in one,â -she glances at the time again because holy shit does she have the short-term memory of a fucking chimp- âtwo hours, weâre going shopping and, hey, donât give me that look!â She laughs at the pained expression that crosses his face, âIf youâre gonna live here, get ready to put in the work.â
JJ offers her a lazy salute with his free hand and she rolls her eyes, trying her best to ignore the butterflies in her stomach as he says coyly (again, damn him!), âYes, maâam.â
âUntil then, though,â The redhead continues, hopping off the counter to grab his hand and starts pulling him toward the hall to her room, âWe have a book to read and you have some Greek to mispronounce.â
âFuck, youâre bossy.â
âDonât pretend you donât like it.â
-
It goes like this: for nearly three weeks, life for the pair is pretty damn good. The summer days pass the same as they had been, either spent lazing around with the rest of the pogues or working their variety of jobs -Sailor at the ice cream parlor, along with her weekly shell dives and the beginner surf classes she teaches for The Sandbar, JJ at the country club and doing whatever odd jobs he can find around the island- as June slowly bleeds into July. They find themselves doing everything together: shopping, cooking dinner, sharing her tiny room, and itâs so painfully domestic, so natural and so right that it hurts to wrap her head around it.
If their friends notice, none of them comment on it, even though she sees the looks sent their way whenever they both hop out of Sailorâs truck together (most are curtesy of eagle-eyed Kiara, but Pope and even the ever oblivious John B raise their eyebrows a few times). At night they continue to read through the Percy Jackson series, taking turns reading aloud each evening and for a short, blissful time, they let go of the burdens weighing heavy on their shoulders. For a while, everything is close to perfect.
Typically, predictably, it doesnât last and when shit finally hits the fan, it happens in epic fashion because nothing is ever easy when theyâre involved.
It happens a few days after the Fourth of July. Itâs late-afternoon, Hurricane Agatha brewing off the coast causing the clouds to streak faster through the sky and, with the rest of their friends working or otherwise occupied, the two teenagers decide to spend a day lounging at home, getting in a few more chapters of The Battle of the Labyrinth and drinking the beer left over from a night of partying at John Bâs house.
ââJumping out a window five hundred feet above ground is not usually my idea of fun,ââ Sailor reads as she relaxes on the couch, book in one hand and can of PBR in the other, the wind blowing in through the open window ruffling her hair, ââEspecially when Iâm wearing bronze wings and flapping my arms like a duck.ââ
âIâll drink to that,â JJ says, briefly lifting his head from her lap to chug the rest of his beer before settling back down, feet propped up on the couchâs arm. Theyâre both a little buzzed, having lost count of how many drinks theyâve downed but sheâs had enough to make her start giggling at his comment as she struggles to keep reading while Binx, fed up with the noise, jumps down from his spot behind her and slinks down the hall to find some peace and quiet.
âDamn you, stop it!â She laughs harder as he pulls a ridiculous face at her pronunciation of Daedalus, then shoots her an impish grin and she responds by âaccidentallyâ dropping the paperback on his face. Both are so caught up in hysterics that they donât notice the sound of a car pulling into the driveway or a key unlocking the front door.
âSailor!â
The girl freezes at her name, green eyes widening at the sharp tone of her motherâs voice. Slowly, she turns her head to look over her shoulder where she stands, arms crossed, and sheâs so shocked Carmenâs actually looking her in the eye that nothing comes out of her open mouth but an oh so eloquent âhuh?â
âWhat the hell is going on here?â The older woman demands, moving around the couch before either teenager can react, and her eyes narrow when she catches sight of JJâs head on her daughterâs thigh and the empty beer cans on the end table. âAre you two drunk? Get up, now.â
He hastily does as she asks, eyes downcast to the floor and shaking hands clenched at his sides; ignoring her motherâs glare, Sailor deliberately reaches over and rests one palm on top of his as she says tightly, âNice to see you home for once, Iâm surprised you remembered where it is.â
Itâs a low blow and she knows it but she canât find it in her fuzzy, alcohol-numbed brain to care when Carmen reels back like sheâs been slapped before she seems to compose herself, mouth pressing into a thin line. âSailor Giselle, donât you dare talk to your mother like that!â
The redhead feels something inside her snap and she glares up at the only parent she has left, all but spitting her next words, âThen start acting like my mother! This is the first time Iâve seen you here in four months!â
âI had to come home after Rachel told me you were shacking up with some boy! Do you have any idea-â
âRachel?!â Sailor explodes at the mention of their obnoxiously invasive old biddy of a neighbor whose sole mission in life is knowing everyoneâs business, âGod, that hag just canât keep her nose out of anything can she?â
Carmen crosses her arms once again and glowers at her daughter. âYou know how hard it is for me to be in here, Sailor. I asked her to keep an eye on you for me and Iâm glad I did.â
The teenager stares at her in disbelief before barking a loud, humorless laugh. âLet me get this straight: you asked our neighbor to spy on me so you didnât have to come home...so you didnât have to actually put in some effort?â Carmen opens her mouth to defend herself but before any words can come out, Sailor continues, throwing her free hand in the air, âYouâve got to be shitting me.â
âThis is my house!â Her mother thunders, not noticing the way the silent blond boy flinches at her yell and how her daughter tightens her grip on his hand. âThis is my house and I can do whatever I damn well please, including having someone look out for you when I canât.â
âWhen you wonât, you mean.â She scoffs, shaking her head in thinly-veiled disgust, âIâm doing just fine on my own, no thanks to you, Mom.â
âDoes âdoing just fineâ mean living alone with this kid?â Carmen spits and when she glances at JJ like heâs gum on the bottom of her shoe, Sailorâs finally had enough and takes a step toward the older woman with a furious glare.
âWill you just let that go? God! Heâs my best friend and he needed somewhere to stay, thatâs it!â
âI donât care.â Turning to JJ, she demands coldly, âGo pack your shit and get out.â
âNo.â Green eyes hardening into chips of emerald, the redhead grabs his other hand as he goes to leave the room and steps in front of him protectively. âHeâs not going anywhere.â
Carmen pinches the bridge of her nose, her voice low as she threatens, âI swear to God, Sailor, either he leaves or Iâll make him leave.â
When she feels his whole body go rigid behind her, she knows her momâs won this particular battle and before she can even turn to face him heâs disappeared down the hall to her room without a word. Sailor whirls to face her like the wind outside, red hair flying over her shoulder like a whip as she seethes, âHow dare you.â
The older woman sighs like sheâs the one hurting and crosses to the window before closing it with a firm hand. âDrop it, Iâm done arguing.â
âI care about him, Mom, you canât just kick him out!â
âI said drop it! I donât give a shit how you feel about him, Iâm not having your homeless boyfriend mooching-â
âJesus Christ -his dad beats the shit out of him!â
The words ring out like a bell, loud and clear and impossible to ignore. Carmen freezes in the middle of picking up a discarded can, tan skin turning pale as she stares, mouth slightly agape, at her daughter; the girl stares back unflinching, and despite her heartâs rapid staccato in her chest, her next words cut like a knife.
âHeâs not homeless, okay? But his dad hits him, all the damn time. Youâre not gonna stand by and let that happen, are you?â
Her motherâs eyes soften -for a fleeting moment, she looks like her old, caring self again- before they harden to steel, the open expression on her face slamming closed with all the force of a screen door in a hurricane.
âIâm sorry -really, I am- but thatâs not my problem.â
Sailor flinches at the icy edge in her voice and looks down at the floor, jaw clenched tight as she tries to blink away the sudden burning behind her eyes. âI...I donât know you anymore. My mother would never say that.â
She hears Carmen heave another deep sigh as her footsteps slowly head toward the front entry, âYou and I have a lot to talk about when I get back from work, Sailor.â She says, followed by the snatching of keys and the door handle turning. âAnd that boy had better be gone when I do.â
The redhead looks up from her feet, watching the door slam behind her motherâs retreating form before hastily making her way down the hall to her room and like that morning, the wave of relief that she feels when she sees JJ still sitting on her bed, realizing heâs still here, is downright embarrassing but sheâs well past the point of caring. In a flash, Sailorâs in his arms, face pressed against his neck as she cries, âIâm sorry, Iâm so, so sorry.â
âSail, youâve gotta stop apologizing for things you canât control.â He whispers when she eventually falls silent and she canât stop the rough laughter bubbling in her chest, even as her whole world feels like itâs falling apart around her.
âSorry.â
His own laugh is short and low in her ear, and then heâs pulling her closer as his hand draws soothing circles on her back. She lets herself relax for a brief moment, eyelids fluttering closed at his touch, before she takes a deep breath and pulls back to look him in the eye, hands carelessly wiping away the tears on her cheeks, âHelp me pack.â
â...what?â
âWhen she kicked you out, she kicked me out, too.â She says matter-of-factly at JJâs confused look while she abruptly kneels, pulling her old suitcase from under the bed and heaving it up onto the mattress.
âOkay, so she didnât actually kick me out but she might as well have!â The redhead strides to her closet and starts picking out her favorite clothes, tossing them haphazardly onto the bed as she fumes, âGod, I even told her about your dad -Iâm sorry, shit I did it again- and she said she didnât care! Not to mention she had our neighbor spy-â
âSail!â Sheâs so caught up in her rant that she doesnât notice when JJ moves to stand beside her, and only when he puts his hands on her shoulders does she stop short, a Kildare County High School sweatshirt dangling from her fingers; she can feel him watching her and when she flicks her gaze up to meet his, sheâs not at all prepared for the tempest of emotions -admiration, pride, empathy, something else she canât name- all crashing like the surf behind his eyes.
Blue. Oh so blue. Itâs been her favorite color ever since she knew what colors were and she thinks her favorite shade has to be the one she finds in his eyes: bright, clear, and ever easy to drown in if sheâs not careful.
âYouâre amazing, you know that?â He says it in such a casual way that itâs impossible to think itâs not as intentional as the fingers that slowly tuck a stray curl behind her ear and the thumb that brushes along her flushed cheek.
She just shakes her head with a tiny, bashful smile and her words are an echo of a quiet, rainy night all those weeks ago, âIâm just doing what feels right.â
They fall into an easy rhythm after that, one that helps them both sober up as they fill her suitcase to the brim with everything Sailor thinks sheâll need for a long stay, wherever she ends up. The Chateau makes the most sense of course, but with the DCS breathing down John Bâs neck recently, sheâs not sure how viable of an option that is but thereâs one thing she knows for sure: thereâs no way in hell sheâs coming back here any time soon. It hurts to leave her shell collection behind -for a brief, dark moment she toys with the idea of tearing the shelf down and smashing them all until theyâre turned to dust but she pushes that thought away- so she takes her favorite, the lightning whelk that reminds her of JJ and that day on the beach, and gently tucks it away in her backpack to ease the sting, as a promise to one day return for the rest.
âJackpot!â JJ exclaims and she looks up to find him on the floor by her chair, pulling up the loose wood board that hides her secret stash of booze and money and reaching in to snag a nearly full bottle of Jack Daniels, holding it above his head with a triumphant smile.
âShit, I forgot that was even in there,â She replies as she kneels beside him and snatches the whiskey from his hand before he can take a swig, slipping it into her backpack, âNot yet.â
âOh, come on,â He laughs when she rolls her eyes at his pout and reaches into the dark space to pull out an old plastic lunchbox, along with a small flask that gets thrown in her bag without a second glance. âBoooo.â
âPatience,â She teases, opening the cracked lid to take all of the cash inside and stuffs it into the ziploc bag that doubles as a purse (âitâs cheap and waterproof, what more do I need?â was her argument when Kiara asked her why she didnât have an actual handbag), which she then stuffs in her backpack. âWe can get drunk after we get out of here.â
âYou had me at âdrunk,ââ He slides the floorboard back into place after Sailor tosses the empty lunchbox inside and then stands, pulling her up alongside him with his hand in hers, the other reaching out to grab the handle of her suitcase. âReady when you are.â
The redhead takes one last look around her room, from the assortment of shells and pictures on one wall to her poster of Bethany Hamilton on the other and everything in between -her sanctuary for the longest time- before turning away from the familiar comfort of the old to face the enticing uncertainty of the new. âLetâs go.â
After a quick stop in the bathroom to grab her shampoo, conditioner, and toothbrush -no way in hell is she gonna share any of those with the boys- then the kitchen to grab some food for Binx and the cat himself from the back of the couch (surprisingly, he doesnât put up much of a fight), they head outside and throw her suitcase and their backpacks in the bed of the truck along with her surfboard.
âJohn Bâs probably gonna be pissed about the cat,â JJ says, leaning against the passenger door with his arms crossed, smirking as she gives him a flat look and unceremoniously dumps Binx onto the bench seat through the driverâs side window.
âWell, John Bâs just gonna -stay, Binxy!- have to get used to it. Iâm not leaving him behind.â
Across the street, Rachel perches on her porch as she watches the two teenagers with her beady little eyes and Sailor, feeling particularly defiant, grins wickedly. âJ, watch this.â Waving to the woman to catch her attention she calls over the wind, âHey, Rachel!â before slowly extending both middle fingers toward her, one at a time. âThat oneâs for my mom and this oneâs for you, you nosy bitch!â
He instantly joins in and both hold their hands high, cackling with laughter, until the old crone scowls and slithers back into her house like the snake she is. âGood riddance,â the redhead says, opening the truckâs door and sliding behind the wheel, âLetâs blow this joint.â
âJoint?â JJ asks, climbing into the passenger seat and slamming the door behind him, Binx instantly curling up on his lap, âDid you say joint?â
âYou and weed, I swear...â She laughs and goes to start the engine before she realizes sheâs grasping at an empty ignition and lets her head fall against the steering wheel with a thunk, âSon of a bitch, I forgot my keys. Iâll be right back.â
Going back inside isnât as hard as Sailor thought it would be, but leaving is a whole other ball game. She snatches her keys from the bathroom sink where she left them and heads back toward the front door; sheâs just passing by their family portrait when it hits her: this is it, the last time in who knows how long sheâll be here. Itâs now or never. She thinks of it as a weight on her shoulders, one thatâs been dragging her down for far too long, like Atlas holding up the sky, but unlike him, sheâs going to break the chains and set herself free.
In one final, sudden burst of years of anger and hurt and frustration, she rips the picture from the hook and smashes it to the floor, sending pieces of glass and wood skittering down the hall before striding from the house and all its memories without a backwards glance, slamming the door behind her with a resolute bang.
-
Surprisingly, John B doesnât give a shit about the cat when they show up at the Chateau but he does give a shit about Sailor and her well-being after they give him a quick rundown of the afternoonâs happenings.
âAre you sure youâre okay, Sail?â He asks as he and JJ carry her bags into the house and deposit them in the spare room, the redhead trailing behind with Binx in her arms.
âThatâs the age old question, bro,â She deflects with a shrug, taking a seat on the bed and setting the cat down beside her; he instantly takes off to explore his new home as she continues, âWho actually knows if theyâre okay? Whatâs okay to one person can be completely different to another-â
âSailor, seriously.â
She glances back and forth between the two boys -two sweet, caring boys- watching her with twin looks of understanding and relents. âLook, Iâm still kind of...processing everything, alright? Iâm not exactly sure what Iâm feeling and I donât know how long itâs gonna take for me to find out but I promise you,â She says softly, looking them both in the eye, âIâll let you know if Iâm not okay. Deal?â
JJ shoots her an enthusiastic thumbs up while John B opts for a simple nod and she grins before pulling the bottle of Jack Daniels from her backpack with a flourish. âGood. Now, I think we could all use a drink.â
The trio (and Binx, house thoroughly explored) bums around the living room while the afternoon slowly turns to evening, the wind outside getting worse with each passing hour the storm moves closer, passing the bottle back and forth until none of them are anywhere close to sober. What started as a game of truth or dare quickly dissolves into straight up truth as they get remarkably philosophical about what animal theyâd want to be (an eagle for John B, a wolf for JJ, and to absolutely no oneâs surprise, a dolphin for Sailor) and then have a deep, animated discussion about the best Star Wars movie and why itâs The Empire Strikes Back. Later, when the whiskeyâs down to a few sips left and their collective demons have retreated to the very back of their minds, JJ drunkenly suggests playing strip poker and both Sailor and John B have to remind him that none of them a.) know how to play poker or b.) even own a deck of cards.
âDamn it!â The sly grin falls from his face when he realizes theyâre right and he dejectedly sinks back into the couch, head coming to rest on the redheadâs shoulder. âI wanna see you take your clothes off, Flynn.â
She laughs loudly and grabs the bottle from his hand before taking a big sip and passing it to John B. âYouâre gonna have to try harder than that, Maybank.â Whiskey, she found out few months ago, hits her hard: her filter? Gone. Blushing? Aside from the flush in her cheeks from the alcohol, gone. Self-consciousness? As long gone as her father. Sheâll flirt her heart out without giving a single shit and itâs both a blessing and a curse, as well as an endless source of secondhand embarrassment in the morning.
âThatâs okay, you know I like a challenge.â He declares with a wink, cracking up when she plants her hand directly on his face and pushes him off her shoulder as John B snorts and downs the last of the liquor without either of them noticing.
âJesus, get a room,â He uses the empty bottle to point down the hall, then sets it on the side table with a hollow thunk as he leans back and stretches his arms above his head. âThereâs one right there.â
Sailor gives him a swift kick in the shin with her bare foot for that, plus the shit-eating grin on his face. The trio lounges around for a little while longer, relaxing in a whiskey-induced haze; the redhead finds herself nodding off every so often, slipping back further and further until her head finds a place to rest on JJâs lap and her legs end up on John Bâs. The feel of fingers running through her hair is so feather light that she can barely keep her eyes open and before she knows it, sheâs down for the count.
When she wakes some indefinite amount of time later the room is dark, the only light coming from the moon shining through the windows and John Bâs gone from his spot by her feet, Binx curled up in a ball on the cushion instead. JJâs dead asleep, hand stalled in her curls and the sight of his head tipped back against the couch with his mouth slightly open is so damn endearing that she canât help but smile, even as she reaches a hand up to gently shake his shoulder.
âJ, wake up.â
âFive more minutes.â He groans, free hand sluggishly pushing her arm away. Sailor sits up and swivels to face him before shaking him again, giggling quietly at the way his head lolls from side to side.
âCome on, the bedâs way comfier than this.â
Sleepy blue eyes open to give her a heavy look that screams both gratification and longing and so much hope as he quips, âYou just want me in your bed again, donât you?â
She reverently rolls her eyes but reaches to grab his hands anyway and pulls him to his feet, both swaying in place before they find their balance. âAnd if I do?â
The corner of his mouth rises in a small, adorable smile as his fingers entwine with hers. âIâd say thatâs right where I want to be.â
âWell, youâre in luck âcause thatâs where I want you to be, too.â Still a little bit tipsy, her words are honest, sincere, and as she leads him down the hall, she realizes that old saying is true: drunk words are sober thoughts. After three weeks sharing a home, a room, a bed, she just doesnât think she can sleep without him anymore and that belief doesnât quite scare her as much as she thought it would.
Lying wrapped up in his arms in the dark, Sailor finds herself dreaming of a future -as much of a future an impoverished, quasi-homeless, not-quite alright, not-quite-seventeen year old can dream of- with the damaged boy that holds oceans in his eyes.
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A few miles away, Carmen Flynn sits on her daughterâs bed with a broken picture frame in her hands as she cries, all alone in an empty house with no idea how to make things okay again.
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let me know what you think! also, fun fact: sailor compares her short-term memory to a chimp because studies have shown that chimpanzees are the absolute worst at remembering things, not goldfish as we previously thought (they can remember things for at least five months, compared to chimps who, despite their similarities to humans, forget things in about twenty seconds). sailor, being a zoology nerd, would definitely find that fascinating and make it her mission to educate the masses that goldfish arenât that stupid jj finds it both adorable and kind of hot
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1. what is the color of your hairbrush? black
2. name a food you never eat? i hate mushrooms so bad and i HATE seafood, only fish i like are salmon and tuna lmao
3. are you typically too warm or too cold? too warm
4. what were you doing 45 minutes ago? making myself some tea
5. whatâs youâre favorite candy bar? either Milky Ways or Kinder Buenooo
6. have you ever been to a professional sports game? iâve seen the Red Devils (belgium national football team) play at Heysel Stadium, and ive seen two baseball games in LA (Dodgers against idk hahaha)
7. what is the last thing you said out loud? i called out my sisterâs name cus my cat kept meowing and i wasnt sure if she had food in her bowl haha
8. what is your favorite ice cream? pistachio is fucking incredible, straciatella, vanilla, and i once had crÚme brûlée ice cream and it was SO GOOD
9. what was the last thing you had to drink? earl grey tea with milk and sugar
10. do you like your wallet? yess itâs dark green and itâs from Monki, my sis got it for me
11. what is the last thing you ate? chili con carne with guacamole and tortillas :)
12. did you buy any new clothes last weekend? i got myself two new rings
13. whatâs the last sporting event you watched? the dodgers baseball game haha, it was summer of last year on my birthdayy
14. what is your favorite flavor of popcorn? both salty and sugar but in the same bowl so u get a mix and every bite is a surprise :))
15. who is the last person you sent a text message to? @duskholland hehehe
16. ever go camping? every year, my dad, sis and i went camping for a week either in france or belgium, we even went to england twice, it was lovely every time, i also camped for three weeks every year for 5 years cus i had summer camp :)
17. do you take vitamins? a bunch
18. do you regularly attend a place of worship? i used to go once a month for protestant school as a kid cus my parents felt it was important to educate myself but once it was time to get confirmed, i said i didnt want to do it so now i dont go anymore and i dont regret any of it
19. do you have a tan? i dont tan lol i burn
20. do you prefer chinese or pizza? pizzaa
21. do you drink soda through a straw? only when itâs a metal straw
22. what color socks do you usually wear? sometimes i wear colourful ones but mostly just white, grey, or black
23. do you ever drive above the speed limit? i dont drive so no eheheh
24. what terrifies you? being disliked, failing to exceed my expectations, being imperfect, creepy clowns and ventriloquist dolls lmao
25. look to your left, what do you see? my blue velvet armchair and a black grid to hang up on my wall for my pictures, my windows and white curtains, and a pair of shoes on my cream carpet hehe
26. what chore do you hate most? none tbh haha, i guess itâd have to be hand washing the dishes but we have a dishwasher so thatâs cool :)
27. what do you think of when you hear an australian accent? the adventurous dude from Monte Carlo who dates Blair Waldorf lmao
28. whatâs your favorite soda? coke zero and ice tea (sparklingg)
29. do you go in a fast food place or just hit the drive thru? i eat inside
30. whatâs your favorite number? 13, itâs satisfying to say in french and i love how people are scared of it lmao
31. last person you talked to? my sis
32. favorite cut of beef? idkk but i love beef
33. last song you listend to? Non-Stop from Hamilton - i have a problem
34. last book you read? uhhhhh, what is a book?
35. favorite day of the week? fridayyy
36. can you say the alphabet backwards? frick no im dumb
37. how do you like your coffe? iced coffee with milk no sugar OR a macchiato yummm
38. favorite pair of shoes? my black vans or my stan smiths (theyâve got red in the back and thereâs a pretty red and green flower pattern on the side)
39. time you normally get up? depends on the day, between 6:45 and 9 am during the week haah oops
40. what do you prefer sunrise or sunset? sunsets are the most beautiful thing ever, i acc have an entire board of pictures of sunsets in my room (that i took)
41. how many blankets on your bed? my elephant and monkey comforter and a matching throw blanket
42. describe your kitchen plates? plain white
43. describe your kitchen at the moment? clean and everything is tucked away haha
44. do you have a favorite alcoholic drink? omg um mojitos, cosmopolitans, vodka with sprite and cranberry flavouring added to it, champagne cus im fancyy
45. do you play cards? a couple of games but not very often
46. what color is your car? dont got none but itâll be black probs
47. can you change a tire? i know the books part of it lol but ive never done it
48. your favorite state? well im not american but iâd say california
49. favorite job youâve had? i babysit and thatâs about it lmao so uh, iâd say that haha
50. tagging: @apatheticanvas67482 @duskholland @all-alone-he-turns-to-stone @bxileyclxne @stiles-o-dylan24 @fallinfortom (u dont have to ofc! and anyone who wants to do it, go ahead!!)
#pheww#this took so long#it was fun tho!#ty for the tag hon#â€ïžâ€ïž#v rambles#a LOT#tag! youâre it!
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â seventeen questions tag
tagged by: my cutie @junghoe with the dimple uwu
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Nicknames:Â nikki, nik, nik-nak, poops, dumbass
Zodiac: sag l m a oÂ
Height: 5âČ1, or 154cm
Last thing I Googled: english major concentrations
Song stuck in my head: my only wish (this year) - britney spears ; merry fucking xmas bitches !
Number of followers:Â tbh i donât check lmao
Amount of sleep i got:Â 6 hours?Â
Lucky number:Â 11
Favorite song:Â i wanna dance with somebody - whitney houstonÂ
Favorite instrument:Â ukulele
Dream job:Â to be a kindergarten teacher :)
Aesthetic:Â i am soft and pastels and mom jeans galore
Favorite author: marisa meyer
Favorite animal noise: when i talk to a cat and it meows back at me and we start having a conversationÂ
Random fact: i met jesse mccartney and i almost criedÂ
Favorite season:Â I DONT REALLY KNOW, I CANâT CHOOSE
Favorite comfort food: chicken shawarma, lumpia, pork. sinigang, chicken and waffles, french fries, dino nuggets
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tagging: anyone who wants to do this!! @hannie-dul-set @smoll-tangerine idk who else to tag
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Rules: Answer 20 questions then tag 20 bloggers you want to get to know better!
I was tagged by @novemberhush! Thank you :)
1. Name: Sibel
2. Nicknames:Â My former friends back from school and my parents call me Sibi. I hate that one lmao So Iâm glad that the only friend i still got from school doesnât do that anymore lol. And then some of my co-workers call me Belle. The rest just calls me by my name.
3. Zodiac sign: Taurus
4. Height: i always thought i was 5âČ5 but my friend and i measured each other and turns out iâm only 5âČ3 LMAOOO
5. Languages spoken:Â German, English, some French, a bit Spanish and a tiny portion Korean.
6. Nationality: I was born in Germany, but my dad is from Turkey. (and yeah, i sadly donât speak any Turkish)
7. Favourite season: Autumn my dudes, cause itâs the season of Halloween lolÂ
8. Favourite flower: Sunflowers
9. Favourite scent: Freshly baked pies and bread, the ocean and the scent after it rained when the ground is still wet.
10. Favourite colour:Â Black, blue and lilac. But I also love pink.
11. Favourite animal: Birds. Absolutely birds.
12. Favourite fictional character(s): Oh wow thatâs hard. I loved Lexie Grey. She was just so unapologitcally herself?? I also loved Ziva David from NCIS. She was the first female character that made me go âoh, maybe iâm not so straight after all??âÂ
I also enjoyed Mike Ross from Suits, Rosa Diaz from Brooklyn 99 and Leonard Snart from the Arrowerse.
13: Coffee, Tea, or Hot Chocolate: Uhhm... All three.
14. Average sleep hours: Between 5 and 8 hours. It varies a lot haha.
15. Dog or Cat person: Meow!
16. Number of blankets you sleep with: Mostly one. unles smy feet are cold, then I drape another one only over my feet and leg cause otherwise iâll just sweat.
17. Dream trip: I really wanna see the pyramids. And then relax at a beach for like three weeks.
18. Blog established: March 2011 oh holy fuck
19. Followers: eh
20. Random fact: Iâm just really tired rn haha.
I tag (also hello if u donât know my main, iâm @lucybradford!): @glassesandkim @derek-shepherds @justnotperfectly @she-walked-away @schmico-ing @geofenderwrites @bizzareworlds @malecschmico @kpopmaypop95 @shesbreathless @siahana @lucy-bradford @pinkobsessedfreak @ksiouxw
no worries tho if you donât have the time or just donât wanna do it :)
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about me tag !
tagged by @kunxcii !
â« nickname: tiana
â« zodiac sign: leo
â« height: 164 cm
â« hogwarts house: ravenclaw/slytherinÂ
â« last thing i googled: vlive nex7 radio
â« favorite musician: uhh too many ? silence wang, chen li, lexie liu, nex7, vixx, gugudan, xydo, mitski, rothy, riri, hey violet, troye sivan, jbj95, lorde, dodie, chungha, gem, bulow, xylo, melanie martinez, avril lavigneâŠ..
â« song stuck in my head: bubblegum bitch by marina
â« amount of sleep: 6 ?
â« what are you wearing: extremely oversized hoodie (that i got on sale for 10 bucks hehe) + jeans
â« lucky numbers: 11 + 6
â« dream job: changes everyday tbh but smth to with languages and/or music ?
â« dream trip: europe !! or just anywhere with museums + art galleries
â« instruments: piano, cello, oboe (and technically recorder LMAO)
â« languages: english, chinese, learning french
â« favorite songs: recently
townie - mitski
this love - taylor swift
sunflowerâs prayer - v.k. (technically not a song but still)
girl front - loona
ć°ć„œçéæ„ - silence wang
â« favorite author: leigh bardugo
â« favorite animal sound: meow
â« random fact: i lowkey have an almost worrying addiction to soy milk
â« aesthetic: watching variety shows while drinking coffee thatâs slightly too bitter, staying up too late because iâm too into the murder mystery that iâm reading, listening to classical music and hoping i can play that well someday while procrastinating actually practicing, doing homework while hugging one of my many stuffies and blasting my playlist that has everything from ballad songs to heavy rock so i never know whatâs going to come next
tagging @nezh4a @beepboopuwu
#feel free not to do it ~#photo creds to pinterest cause i wish i were that aesthetic đ#anyways thank u for tagging me bc this was so fun to do !#tagged
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21 questions tag âĄ
Tagged by the lovely, talented Chlo (aka @mrkotter đđ)
Nickname: have quite a few, but I use JJ a lot
Zodiac: Scorpio sun/Taurus moon/Cancer rising. + Year of the Ox đ
Height: 5'8"
Last Movie I Saw: probably the Bleach live action on Netflix?
Last Thing I Googled: how many seasons/episodes ATLA & LOK have (cause I'm currently binging đ)
Favorite Musicians: there's a whole bunch.. so I'll just name my favorite girl and guy group and move on with things. Girls' Generation & VIXX (bc loyalty..lol). Also Cascada and Kelly Clarkson were huge inspirations for me growing upđ
Song Stuck In My Head: somehow just got Son Dam Bi's Queen stuck in my head just now but earlier it was....... caramelldansen......irdk how đ,,
Other blogs: oh boy, here we go đđ»
@relatablekpopcontent , @dunkshotdreaming , @berrysficrecs , @hourly-dreaming , @sylvumbreon
Following/Followers: 1654/1083
I've been meaning to unfollow a lot of blogs that are no longer active or stuff I'm no longer into but.. I'm so lazy lol.
Do I Get Asks: hardly ever tbh, mainly just chain messages from mutuals tbh. (i get more tag games than asks, but these are fun so i prefer them anyway đ)
Amount of Sleep: Necessary? Like 10 hours minimum. Do I actually get that? I'm lucky if I can get 7-8hrs.. đ
Lucky Number: 9
What I'm Wearing: black vneck tee, comfy pj pants, and fluffy socks đđ»
Dream Job: either a writer or dancer probably, but i'm fine with my pursuing of psychology as wellđ i would've loved graphic design too but... too much math in the computer fields, ugh
Favorite Food: pizza, pasta or chicken. those are my favorite dishes and it really just depends on my mood lmao.
Instruments Played: ...does the recorder count?? đ Look, I learned some guitar ages ago but by now it's covered in dust and I can only remember 3 chords max đ
Languages: English and Spanish fluently. Korean conversationally. Used to be way better at ASL and know some bits of French and Japanese but..here we are, you know? đ€Šđ»ââïž
Favorite Songs: ok this is gonna be a long, winded road so let me just throw a few out there and be done with this demon ok?
Girls' Generation - Animal
Fiestar - One More
Pristin V - Get It
UNI.T - No More
Taeyeon - I
Orange Caramel - Bangkok City
Oh My Girl - Closer
Cascada - Dangerous
Hayley Kiyoko - What I Need
NCT Dream - Dunk Shot & We Young
Astro - Baby
UNB - Feeling
After School - Ah & Flashback
VIXX - Eternity
(ok lemme end it here before i go on for ages fkdjdjdhd)
Random Fact: I'm actually Cuban, but people usually "just assume I'm white" (whatever that means) or mixed or something. Everyone just answers vaguely when I ask why they're surprised I speak Spanish. Guess I gotta look like un pastelito de coco to be Cuban đ€·đ»ââïž
Also that I'm not religious, but am sort of into spiritual stuff to an extent. đ€·đ»ââïž
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Tagging: @ooottokaji-vixx @meow-meow-who @jenoscity @kacchand @spaceboy-jun @hugseoksmain @luisar123 @masterninjacow @holysuga @dibidibi-deeznuts @shinee-starlight-pinee
You guys don't have to do this, I just needed to fill out the tag section. Sort to bother you darlings!! Also anyone who sees this post and feels like they want to do this can consider themselves officially tagged by me as well! Enjoy everyone đđ»
#tagged#tag game#thanks again chlo đđ#my post#personal#fun stuff#about me#long post#tl;dr warning
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dgs for the fandom ask game
ohohoho! thanks for the request my dear! i am always willing to talk about dgs at LENGTH i am an obsessed woman suffering from Asoryuu Brain so buckle up buttercup we're gonna have FUN
blorbo from my dgs
that is an EXTREMELY difficult question because, as you might have guessed, I'm obsessed with all of these people :) send help :)
if i had to pick one, though. one to write an entire essay about... god it would have to be susato. i am critically in love with susato. when i first started dgs i remember joking around that "dgs doesn't take place nowadays because if it did susato would be the lawyer and ryunosuke would be her assistant" but. it's true. she's as much of a lawyer as ryunosuke is, that's them facts. good to know that she probably lived long enough to be allowed entry inside a courtroom
i love how she's allowed to be feminine and cutesy and to have traditionally women-coded interests and yet she's still portrayed as a badass who can, and will, throw your ass across the room. she's intelligent and capable and supportive and funny. i love her. madly, you may say.
also she's a massive lesbian but we're not gonna talk about that now are we
scrunkly, someone who gives you cuteness aggression
gina đđ» fucking đđ» lestrade đđ»
her sprites with toby ENDED me and flushed my sanity down the toilet
every time gina was happy i was happy she's SO cute i wanted to cry
and also, that sprite with gina crying? who came up with that idea. that is a SIN. someone on that art team is not seeing heaven
scrimblo bimblo, underappreciated or underrated fave
haha maria gorey go brr
if dgs3 was a thing i would love for her to be the assistant coroner she's hilarious
ace attorney has evolved from mainstream media, we don't have "oh you jailed my parent prepare to die" kids, we've got "yeah my mom's a murderer, it be like that sometimes". she has knives. she has a plague doctor mask. do i need to say more
(also madame tusspells but mainly because 1. i am kind of a homosexual and 2. i love putting on a french accent when voicing her)
glup shitto, appears for ten seconds but i won't shut up about them
ah yes, the e g g
no really i am obsessed with Ashley Graydon/Milverton. like, obsessed. is it because he's as pretty as he is an asshole? perhaps. but also because he's SO reminiscent of villains in victorian novels
no hear me out
a con man who grew up in poverty and now has broken up with his past? i mean, that is such a victorian character to write. have him marry a wild and untamed heroine and you've got a romantic 1840s novel, can i write that
poor little meow meow, my controversial, problematic, or otherwise pathetic fave
i MEAN. Kazuma. my boy. my man. he's such a little meow meow. a perfect little meow meow.
it's not like he's *exactly* problematic or controversial, on the contrary, I'd say he's mostly universally loved by the tgaa fandom. but let's be honest, some of his actions are... questionable. but it's ok he's my morally grey but lawful bastard <3
also whoever tells me kazuma isn't pathetic and lame sometimes hasn't played the game because omg he's a fool and a fool in love
horse plinko, you're getting tormented for my personal enjoyment
sorry ryunosuke, you know i love you, but. every time I write anything that has to do with him the poor guy goes Through It. do i enjoy making him suffer? i do not but still he's like the perfect target for my fic related crimes
(which mostly include him losing everything and crying, am i projecting? nah can't be)
i guess the punching bag gene was transmitted to phoenix lmao
eeby deeby to super hell you go
you think they'll have hallowed bottles of wine in superhell
yeah me either
guess it'll be like rehab for him innit
van zieks needs many things. rehab, intensive psychological therapy, a class on critical race theory. superhell is one of them.
he's such a massive BITCH during 90% of the games. he hurls bottles of wine to the gallery. he calls you a clown. he slams his leg on the desk. he drinks on the job. he's insufferable and extra and i love him as a character but not as a person you kno
and then come those last few cases and. this man has gone through a lot of stuff, you see. he worried about soseki-san, in his way. he starts voicing his respect for you as a lawyer. and I'm like. "shit. have i been manipulated". that bitch gaslights gatekeeps girlbosses his way to make you feel bad for him and it should be a CRIME how much i liked him by the end of the games
not to mention he's also like extremely fucking hot
anyway barok you're heading STRAIGHT to superhell for sassy crimes, racist crimes, manipulative bastard crimes and also for distracting me from the fic i am supposed to write crimes
hope you liked this peek inside my... twisted mind... *dramatically turns around flailing my vampire cape*
thanks for the ask bestie ^^
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i got tagged by @tyoongs~ (i got tagged in a few things a while ago too but iâve been procrastinating so i never went back and did them rip)
rules: answer to 30 questions and then tag 20 blogs youâd like to know better.
nickname: i feel like i have a lot?? but my name in a group chat iâm currently in is âsugar babyâ kdsjfhsdk it started off as a group chat i could use to coordinate with my friends about when i could take their pictures but then it evolved into a âis gumby fuckable?â debate so
gender: female
zodiac: leo
height: 5âČ2âł (158cm)
age:Â 20 in august >>Â
time: 1:22am
favorite bands/solo artists: day6, monsta x, bts, the rose, penomeco, hyolyn, & paramore are,,, the only ones on my mind rn bc iâm a bit distracted but,,Â
song stuck in my head: SHINE BY PENTAGON
last movie i saw: in theaters? infinity war. just,, in general?? i watched mamma mia on netflix a few hours ago
last thing i googled: Â ........viscacha (look it up)
other blogs: i technically have @allysha but i only use that to archive photos and iâve been too lazy to actually update it since i just use instagram for photos nowadays
do i get asks:Â sometimes,,, send me more asks if youâre reading this,,
why i chose my username: bc,,, lil jooheon couldâve been his rap name (i was gonna go back to juicyjooheon but)
following:Â 84 >>
average amount of sleep: uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh it varies from 3 to 10 hours sometimes i sleep for 16 so i guess the average would either have to be 6.5 or 9.5 so weâll take that and say 8 hours lmAO
lucky number: what luck
what am i wearing:Â rn? grey shorts and a grey shirt
dream job: ok iâm stuck between either being a lead or rhythm guitarist for a band (i suck at the guitar which is what makes this a dream) OR a concert photographer/concept (photo album) photog. for various musicians (which i guess would probably most likely be,,, own my own photog. business) OR!! owner of a cute boba cafe!
dream trip: my dream trip would start in japan and literally never end. iâd just go everywhere. fuck it
favorite food: SUSHI & this thai chicken curry recipe i can make & rice & fried chicken & literally a list of other foods ok everything is my favorite food if i can shovel it into my mouth
play any instruments:Â violin, guitar, (lil bit of) the keys, KAZOO, and does banging on a box drum to day6 songs count???Â
favorite song:Â why is this a question donât you all know that i canât answer this?? (itâs âthe truth untoldâ by bts rn tho i canât lie)
play(ed) any sports:Â baDmiNToN
hair color: itâs dark brown but everyone just says itâs black so
eye color: alsO dARk BRowN
most iconic song: pachelbelâs canon in d lmFAO
languages you speak/are learning:Â english, filipino, french, & korean (but i really wanna learn japanese yâall i donât know why iâm procrastinating)
random fact: you canât spell âhomeownerâ without âmeowâ
describe yourself as aesthetics/things:Â soft black hoodies but also big yellow hoodies
iâll tag: @miss-noo-na, @snqjin, @cngkyns, @floofsta-x, @bbycurls666, @ftwonho, @teenage-wang, @iadorekimwonpil, @chabkyun, @vipanda31, @fooderaser, @kpopkek12, @wonholdmyheart & anyone else!! donât feel obligated to do this, i just felt like tagging people so here ya go~Â
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âWhat happened to the cat?â
Soonyoung was a normal uni boy
He likes parties
Just not this one
WonsBurgers: Soon
WonsBurgers: Soonyoung
WonsBurgers has called you - Missed call
WonsBurgers: kWON SOONYOUNG PICK UP YOUR DAMN PHONE YOU ARE LATE
WonsBurgers: ⊠Are you reading my messages and not responding to me.
WonsBurgers: I cannot believe you wow
CallmeSoon: Shush
WonsBurgers: Wow now you respond.
CallmeSoon: What am I even late for????? WonsBurgers: The party, you said youâd be thereâŠ
CallmeSoon: Oh shit Iâm sorry Iâll get over there, tell Mingyu happy birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!! OuO
WonsBurgers: Yeah yeah
Soonyoung was bored
It was his first time being bored at a party no less
I mean, it was a birthday party with a bunch of people he didnât know
The only people he knew was the birthday boy, Mingyu, and his best friend, Wonwoo
But they were certainly busy.
He sighed, taking a drink with other underaged drunk kids and some legal peeps
He didnât plan on getting drunk, he had to get home safe
Kids, donât drink and drive
He took a seat on the crowded couch when he saw him
A random kid, hair as pink as the pillows on the couch
He was looking down at his lap where a cat with a brused tail laid
He softly petted the head and Soonyoung sorta just watched
The guy was calmer than the party.
It was as if the party was silent when they made eye contact
Of course, Soonyoung looked away, grabbing another drink.
The other boy went back to the cat and Soonyoung caught another glance
With the drink in hand, he started to speak.
âWhat happened to the cat?â
The male looked up, puzzled before realizing.
âMingyu is dumber than he looks.â He jokes, making the other chuckle
âHey, Iâm not disagreeing. Is he yours?â
âShe.â He corrected. âAnd no, she just doesnât like parties. Or at least this one.â
âThat makes two of us.â Another sip and the drink was empty.
âMake that three.â He smirked. âAnother drink?â
âNah, I shouldnât, I plan on driving.â
âHey, no worries.â The boy stood up slowly, the cat crawling onto Soonyoungâs lap instead. âI can drive. If youâre okay with that.â
He smiled. âThen hand me the whole thing.â
WonsBurgers has called you - Missed call
You have 14 missed calls from WonsBurgers
WonsBurgers: Dude where did you go?? You left the party but Jun says you havenât come back to the house???
WonsBurgers: SOONYOUNG
WonsBurgers: S
WonsBurgers: O
WonsBurgers: O
WonsBurgers: N
WonsBurgers: Y
WonsBurgers: O
WonsBurgers: U
WonsBurgers: N
WonsBurgers: G
CallmeSoon: Jesus Christ
WonsBurgers: Jesus Christ yourself where are you???
CallmeSoon: ⊠I dk????
WonsBurgers: what
WonsBurgers: what do you mean IDK whatâs around you??????/
CallmeSoon: Iâm in a house but itâs not mine
WonsBurgers: Yeah, I know that
WonsBurgers: Whos house is it???
CallmeSoon: I donât know??/
WonsBurgers: Then find out!!!!
Soonyoung looked around
The room was competely white
The bed was white, the walls were white, even the flowers were white
The room looked like it costed a lot more than his house did
All the this white however, was making his head hurt.
Plus the hangover, how much did he drink.
He was about to sit up when he felt a slight tug on his hand
He looked beside him and widened his eyes, seeing the boy from the party
He wonât admit it but he screamed; Loudly, falling off the bed
The boy sat up sleeply, rubbing his eye. âJesus fucking Christ could you not.â
âUhm..â Soonyoung stuttered. âD-Did weâŠ?â
The boy stared blankly at him. âDo we have clothes on?â
True, they did.
ââI thought you were taking me home.â He retorting, standing up with a wobble
âI was.â He yawned, standing up as well. âBut then you fell asleep before I could ask.â
âThen this is..?â
âMy place.â
âAh.. Itâs nice?â
âThanks?â
A silence washed over them. It was slightly awkward.
âWhy were we in the same bed?â He asked
âYou wouldnât let go of my hand.â He mutter out. The two were red in embarassment.
âAh, sorry bout that..â
âItâs alright, does your head hurt? You drank a lot.â He said, walking to the door. âIâll get some stuff, just relaxâ
He smiled weakly at him, sitting down on the bed again. âThanks.â
â& you probably want to check your phone, itâs going off.â He smirked, leaving the room as Soonyoung scrambled to get his phone.
WonsBurgers: Soonyoung??? Bro??? Where are you???
WonsBurgers: Iâm adding Jun to the chat
WonsBurgers add JunJuntheGorgeousDude
JunJuntheGorgeousDude: Dude wtf where are you
CallmeSoon: Sorry, Iâm at someoneâs house
JunJuntheGorgeousDude: WHo??????
CallmeSoon: Idk his name
WonsBurgers: wHAT
JunJuntheGorgeousDude: dUDE
CallmeSoon: Relax heâs cool
CallmeSoon: I was drunk and he was gonna take me home but i fell asleep so he took me to his place
WonsBurgers: Uhm??????? Thatâs fishy????????
JunJuntheGorgeousDude: AFKLS DID YOU DO ANYTHING WITH HIM
CallmeSoon: nO HE LET ME SLEEP THATS IT
CallmeSoon: Oh he told me his name
WonsBurgers: WHO
CallmeSoon: Jihoon.
CallmeSoon: What
CallmeSoon: You guys are always spamming me and now youre quiet??
JunJuntheGorgeousDude: lmao sorry I donât know him but whats his last name??
CallmeSoon: Let me ask
CallmeSoon: Lee Jihoon
WonsBurgers: DudeâŠ. Heâs one of Mingyuâs friends
CallmeSoon: Oh???
WonsBurgers: Yeah, heâs super rich
JunJuntheGorgeousDude: OMG YOU GOT A RICH MAN
CallmeSoon: bYE JUN
WonsBurgers: Dude just be careful
CallmeSoon: Yeah yeha
âYour friends are really nosey.â He chuckled, handing Soonyoung some meds and water
âYeah well, theyâre just worried.â He shrugged before hearing a meow. âDid you bring the cat?? I thought she wasnât yours.â
âShe isnât.â Jihoon said as the cat jumped onto the bed. âBut Iâm not leaving her at that party.â
âDamn straight. Does Mingyu really deserve to have a cat???â
âRight? Iâm going to steal her away.â
He laughed. âHer name?â
âAmie. French for friend, as Mingyu says.â
âAhh, thatâs cute.â
âYours?â
âHuh?â
âWhatâs your name?â
âOh, Soonyoung.â
âWell, Soonyoung, I think you might to get home. I have work so you can give me a call when you get home. Your car is in the pranking lot.â He sighed, getting a towel.
âYou went to a party on a work day??â
âHush.â
âAlright, Iâll text you.â He smiled, standing up.
âI look forward to it.â
CallmeSoon: Hi! Itâs Soonyoung
Woozi: Oh hey, Iâm guessing you got home?
CallmeSoon: Yeah thanks
Woozi: np but hey can you pass on a message to Mingyu
CallmeSoon: Yeah whats up?????
Woozi sends a picture
Woozi: Tell him Iâm not giving back Amie until he treats her right
CallmeSoon: yES BITCH WOO
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ALL THE DAMN QUESTIONS YOU HOBO
i canât beliEVE YOUâŠâŠâŠâŠâŠ.. here we go.
1: 6 of the songs you listen to most?
gah okâŠ.. CURRENTLY. Hallelujah - Panic at the Disco , Menswear - The 1975 , Good Ol Fashion Nightmare - Matt and Kim , Duele El Corazon - Enrique Iglesias , Welcome to My Life - Empire of the Sun , Ode To Sleep - Twenty one Pilots
2: If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?
simon pegg! my favorite actor!
3: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.
itâs my textbook for my online class i donât wanna get up to grab it
4: What do you think about most?
huh⊠recently? my dog
5: What does your latest text message from someone else say?
âThanks Har, I got your emailâ its my group text for my job omg
6: Do you sleep with or without clothes on?
with! i couldnât sleep naked. iâd be too cold
7: Whatâs your strangest talent?
iâm good at imitations?
8: Girls⊠(finish the sentence); Boys⊠(finish the sentence)
girls RULE boys DROOL
9: Ever had a poem or song written about you?
no but i had a secret admirer once
10: When is the last time you played the air guitar?
last week i was jammin out to some metallicaÂ
11: Do you have any strange phobias?
i donât like when people hold knives or scissors or anything sharp near me and iâm afraid of loud noises
12: Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?
pencil
13: Whatâs your religion?
raised christian but iâm personally agnostic
14: If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?
in the hot tub or riding my bike
15: Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?
BEHIND. BEHIND BEHIND BEHIND
16: Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?
no. this question can die. no.
17: What was the last lie you told?
uumâŠ.hmâŠ. i didnt tell my mom i threw up twice last week? thatâs⊠withholding information.. kind of like a lie, right?
18: Do you believe in karma?
eh.. kind of
19: What does your URL mean?
itS FROM HOMESTUCK. when john goes in the rocket and its like âPCHOOOOâ
20: What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?
weakness: i trust people too easilystrength: iâŠâŠâŠ..iâm smart.
21: Who is your celebrity crush?
gah i have a lot⊠currently though itâs tom holland (spiderman!!!!)
22: Have you ever gone skinny dipping?
nope. i want to though!
23: How do you vent your anger?
rant to my friends usually. otherwise, i donât
24: Do you have a collection of anything?
i used to collect cool tags back in the day. like from clothes and stuff? but i stopped doing that. now i collect post cards and shot glasses
25: Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?
uh.. neither?? iâm really shy usually.. but i guess if i had to pick iâd say phone. definitely
26: Are you happy with the person youâve become?
um⊠if iâm honest, no. but i realize that thereâs a lot of things i want to be like. like.. traits i want to have? but the only thing standing in the way of that is myself, so. gotta work on that and stuff.
27: Whatâs a sound you hate; sound you love?
sound i hateâŠ..anything thatâs loud, really? ummâŠ.. specifically⊠motorcycles, though. yeah.a sound i loveâŠ. meows from cats!
28: Whatâs your biggest âwhat ifâ?
hmmâŠÂ âwhat if i donât like my job in the futureâ or i guess like âwhat if iâm not happy in the futureâ iâm really afraid of not ending up where i want to end up
29: Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?
YES!!!!!!!!!! yes. to both. yep. yes. ive had experiences with both, so
30: Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm.
right arm: my phoneleft arm: my nightstand
31: Smell the air. What do you smell?
..n.. nothingâŠ.? i smell nothing, omg
32: Whatâs the worst place you have ever been to?
puerto rico. i donât remember which part though
33: Choose: East Coast or West Coast?
east!
34: Most attractive singer of your opposite gender?
uuuh⊠i like matty from the 1975 a lot. and eminem. and fetty wap. and brendan urieâŠ.. god
35: To you, what is the meaning of life?
do what makes you happy
36: Define Art.
something you create?? yeah
37: Do you believe in luck?
yes. i donât have any
38: Whatâs the weather like right now?
cold. night time. rainy
39: What time is it?
3:10am
40: Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?
yes and nope
41: What was the last book you read?
wintergirls by laurie halse anderson iâve read it like 10 times by now
42: Do you like the smell of gasoline?
yes
43: Do you have any nicknames?
so manyâŠâŠâŠ. dani, dan, denpy, denby, iza, kuni, deni, dop, dopanopi, dp, click, my last name, dime, daniel, danielson
44: What was the last film you saw?
ROGUE ONE. CRIES
45: Whatâs the worst injury youâve ever had?
i split my big toe last year it hurt a lot
46: Have you ever caught a butterfly?
no ):
47: Do you have any obsessions right now?
god yes. overwatch, servamp, bsd, shameless
48: Whatâs your sexual orientation?
fuck if i know
49: Ever had a rumour spread about you?
nopes
50: Do you believe in magic?
i guess iâd like to, but i have a lot of doubts
51: Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?
no which is both a good and a bad thing
52: What is your astrological sign?
PISCES!!!!
53: Do you save money or spend it?
both
54: Whatâs the last thing you purchased?
movie ticketâŠâŠ no, actually it was popcorn
55: Love or lust?
love
56: In a relationship?
non non!
57: How many relationships have you had?
2.5
58: Can you touch your nose with your tongue?
nope!
59: Where were you yesterday?
i went to breakfast with friends & then lunch with fam
60: Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
yeah a pair of pink flip flops that i actually donât like but i left my flip flops at school when i came home and i needed a pair for florida
61: Are you wearing socks right now?
always
62: Whatâs your favourite animal?
PENGUIn
63: What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?
iâŠ. uhâŠâŠâŠâŠ.. oh. i try and be funny @ them
64: Where is your best friend?
currently? connecticut
65: Give me your top 5 favourite blogs on Tumblr.
oh god. iâm not tagging them but: faecakes, hextant, pitayas, jaspboner, & akaaschi
66: What is your heritage?
iâm german, french, italian, lithuanian, & irish
67: What were you doing last night at 12AM?
watching the road to el dorado with my cousin
68: What do you think is Satanâs last name?
satan rocks
69: Be honest. Ever gotten yourself off?
yep
70: Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend?
yeah!
71: You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?
fuCKING SAVE THE dOG?? FUCK U BOSS IDC
72: You are at the doctorâs office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?
a) i probably wouldnât lmaob) take all my money and go somewhere tropicalc) yes & no i guess?? honestly i canât answer that. i have no idea
73: You can only have one of these things; trust or love.
trust
74: Whatâs a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?
The Rain - Calvin Harris
75: What are the last four digits in your cell phone number?
6305
76: In your opinion, what makes a great relationship?
umm.. communication, and going out and DOING THINGS! adventure!!!!
77: How can I win your heart?
be funny. thatâs it. thatâs all u need to nab me
78: Can insanity bring on more creativity?
yes
79: What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?
what to do after college
80: What size shoes do you wear?
womens 7/8
81: What would you want to be written on your tombstone?
for the record, i want to be cremated, but if i were to have a tombstone iâd want it to say âhere lies dani, sheâs having fun as a ghost, donât worryâ
82: What is your favourite word?
umâŠâŠâŠ.. i like âblepâ a lot. blep⊠like when someone just pokes their tongue out of their mouth like BLEP
83: Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart.
fucking sweethearts why i donât even like those
84: What is a saying you say a lot?
âi was born readyâ
85: Whatâs the last song you listened to?
The Rain - Calvin Harris. i didnât turn it off after i looked for the link sO
86: Basic question; whatâs your favourite colour/colours?
green!!!!!!!!
87: What is your current desktop picture?
ah its just a default mac one because for some reason whenever i restart my mac it just sets to this one no matter what i have the background as soâŠ. iâm not bothering to change it anymore
88: If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be?
uum.. man i donât.. really know. i probably wouldnât even be able to push the button, honestly. lmao
89: What would be a question youâd be afraid to tell the truth on?
uhâŠâŠ good one.. hm. âwhatâs your darkest secret?â
90: One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies arenât really doing anything, theyâre just standing around your bed. What do you do?
probably scream and cower in fear tbhâŠ.. then once i realized theyâre just standing there iâd probably touch one and see if they did anything then?? talk to them maybe. chill
91: You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and whatâs even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?
TO FLY!
92: You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again?
my first imagine dragons concert when they played Tiptoe
93: You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?
when i did acting?? why did i do that
94: You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be?
hmhm mhmh mhmh ok matty from the 1975
95: You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?
australia or bora bora
96: Do you have any relatives in jail?
nope
97: Have you ever thrown up in the car?
nopes
98: Ever been on a plane?
yeah!
99: If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say?
uuh hey guys whats up iâm tired and iâm about to sleep hope u guys r having a great 2017 ok byye
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u don't even know me but u already kno me and my personality?? wow u must be a sorcerer.................. but im indeed problematic, and ummm i don't like filet o fish??? i hate her but we go to mcdonald's almost everyday and im forced to eat something so it's the only choice i have........ the meat and chicken at mcdonald's tastes like plastic but that damn fish tastes REAL!!! she isn't fake..............
yea WhateverâŠ.. a few days ago u told me that âfilet of fish gives [you] emotional supportâ ???? but when i out u suddenly u hate her??? whatâs the truth :/
whatâs wrong with hadaka shitsuji???? its a funny game!!! donât u like the main character tomoaki?? heâs the only good main character ive ever seen in my life and heâs a sadistic bitch??? i love sadistic binches cuz they are like me!!! i felt like âiâ was in the game when i saw him, he killed everybody and i was proud of this ugly fuck cuz thats what i would do if i was in this game,,,,,,,,,, i would do more fucked up things than him but anyway, i donât like fedoras!!!!! i just like that dude-
LFSJLKFSJKSF bceuacuse ITâs A BAD GAME!!!!!!!! ITS BAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!! actually you remind me of tomoaki???? a lot???? gotta add that to ur callout listâŠâŠâŠâŠâŠ
-cuz heâs funny and btw heâs the one wearing a purple jacket and his name is hashizuka and that fake loser who is a cheap version of sergei is called junichi :/ and tbh i send u furry asks cuz ur the only one who accepts me for who i really am,,,,,,,,, like i sent some arcana blogs some asks about fucking a fictional goose and a donut kink and they just said âwhat the fuckâ and ehh theyâre so serious?? like chill its just a joke jfc sharon :/ i go to their pathetic edgy blogs and this is how they treat me???? i just wanted to cheer ur edgy ass up sharon donât act like ur 70 dammit just accept a joke lol
LFKSKFSJK bicht iâm literally 0.00039 seconds into the game u recâd and???? /?? ??? literally ALL of the guys r pathetic???? they go to a school called Charming Cherries lFKJLF AAAAAAAAAAAAA WHAT IS THIS does this mean the principal guy is a Veteran CherryâŠâŠâŠâŠâŠâŠâŠ..binchâŠ. thatâs Why he wears a fedoraâŠâŠâŠâŠâŠâŠâŠâŠâŠâŠâŠâŠ..i accidentally picked the annoying know-it-all guy so iâll go for him first and then mayb try the ceo guyâŠâŠdONUT KINK,,,,,,,,,,,,,, , > >>>???/ ??/ ?? ??? ?? no offense but iâd be like ???????????? GET OUTTA MY INBOX???????? HOW DARE U COME IN AND DISRESPECT MY BRAND LIKE THIS??? ?? ?? ?? ? âŠâŠâŠâŠ.anyways i wanna hear about the donut kink LOLIKR!!!!!!! ! ! i hate people who r too seriousâŠâŠâŠâŠâŠâŠâŠâŠâŠi meanâŠ. im actually p serious Tbh but some people on this website canât take jokes????? i saw a shitpost where this person was like âsome of yall need 2 get mugged lolâ and people were like âwhy do u want people to suffer so bad??? SHOULD I JUST DIE THEN!!! DO YOU WANT ME TO DIE!!!!â and im like âŠâŠâŠâŠâŠ wtf chill Ashley lmaoâŠâŠâŠ
i feel like if i ever met u we would be the best friends ever?? actually i would be the one whoâs crying cuz we both have the same taste?? ik a lot of characters like segrei and vincent so if u want me to tell u their names im gonna say it in another ask, and i like how u donât judge me unlike all of my new friends ;^( i had a friend in middle school in 7 grade and i told her a lot of weird shit and she didnât judge me??? she was a true friend indeedâŠâŠâŠâŠâŠâŠ.
give me more sergei characters đđđđ also DW im deFINITELY JUDGING YOU LMAO but im amused and laughing at the same time?? sometimes u send me asks and im like ???? ????? ? ?? ?? ?? ? ? ????????wtf lmao ? ??? ?
im sure if we talked more ur gonna find out that weâre literally friend-mates= 2 lonely binches who got the same taste in fictional character and idk but we would be the best bffâs ever tbh?? ur the friend who i have been searching for years?? everyone finds my thirst and my âweeabooâ ass (although im not a fuckin weeaboo im just thirsty for fictional characters!!) too weird and they always say âu canât take ANYTHING seriously!!â like?? im 5???? why should i take anything seriously?? im not 70??
gfgfg bicth? i donât even know anything about you, how can we be friends!!!!! WHO ARE YOU!! ! !! ! we should make a Lonely Bitch club but the requirements to enter are: do u play otome? would u body slam lucio into the pavement??? would u fuck the goth fish from finding nemo?? r u a thirsty ho????
i thought u would say âsheâs a thot lolâ and u would agree with me that sheâs a thot??? if we didnât know each other im trying to know her??? im trying to be friends with her????? how am i going to be friends with her if i didnât talk to her?? fuck that shitty book??? im more important???? im sure she can read that damn book at her home and not in school!!!!!!! she should study like the rest of usâŠâŠâŠ. and she shouldnât study HER book!!!!!!!!!!!!
JKSJLSJKSJF i just realized, all of my friendships w/ virgos happened bc they woULDNT STOP TALKING/BOTHERING ME LOL this is why i love virgosâŠâŠâŠâŠ. ur like stray cats that just never stop meowing until u let them inâŠâŠmaybe u should bother her more FKLSJFKJFS and sheâll finally crack
if i ever tried to read a book it should have pictures in it cuz i donât want to imagine all that shit by myself!!!!!!! just add a fucking picture jfcâŠâŠâŠâŠâŠ.. i was exactly like that when i was a kid and im still the same??? i havenât changed much tbh and im glad???? im glad i still have that silly trait of mine lolÂ
no offense but READ?????????? imagining things is fun??????????????? books r so much fun????????? wtf???rn im reading a book about some ugly french guy from the 18th century with a Superhuman sense of smell who kills girls to make The Ultimate Perfume or whatever?? im barely like 50 pages in, but he killed his first girl?? and literally shoved his nose up her ass?? it was wild?????? books r wild??????
weâre going to study about christopher columbus this year and his ugly face is in my book???? like bitch why u gotta curse my book with ur disgusting face???? im going to roast this bitch when we get to his part in the book and everyone is going to ask me: âbinch y are u angry???â and im like âwhy donât u do some fuckin research sharon abt this ugly fuck and then ur going to understand why im angryâ like get out of my book u lil bitch!!!!!!! that dam book is cursed now!!!!!!!
đđđ END HIm
I LIKE TALKING ABOUT THE WEATHER TOO!!!!! im just kidding but whatâs ur favorite season???? mine is winter cuz uhhhh its winter???? everyone who hates winter is canceled??? lucio loves summer and is canceled????
fall-winter???? bc halloweenâŠâŠ.. and american thanksgiving is fucked up bc it essentially celebrates the genocide of native americans but tbhâŠâŠ..i love turkeyâŠâŠ (we eat roast turkey and mashed potatoes n pumpkin pie n stuff for thanksgiving)also i just love it when the weather gets colder??? i get to dress up??? and be fashionable??? when itâs hot, all i wear are t shirts and shorts which is Boring it doesnât snow where i live though lmao and itâs typically warm year-round where i live :/ winter is the only time i get to pull out all my cute sweaters and jackets but some winters only get cold for 2 weeks lmao :ââ/
so youâre american right???? which means u have halloween rn??? or does it start on 31 if im not mistaken???? sadly we donât have halloween hereâŠâŠâŠâŠâŠâŠâŠâŠâŠâŠâŠâŠâŠâŠâŠâŠâŠ. they consider it âan event where people worship satanâ here lmao
halloween is only one day (31st) SKJKSJ
i think its hot if batman would ever judge me
KSJKFSJFKLJFSK i;m gonna frame this ask Bye
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