All I Really Want Is You
older!neighbor!widower! steve x fem!reader chap nine/ten - a slow burn series of blurbs - updated every wednesday
Ask Me What Iâm Thinking About
summary: Baseball can be a dirty game.
wc: 8.3k
warnings: 18+ some drinking, semi public fooling around (in a skybox), steve gets a little too worked up teaching you the rules of the gameđ (slight daddy kink)
authors note: I canât believe weâre at the second to last chapter đ„ș thank you to everyone whoâs been reading and all your sweet words this whole series, you guys really are the best đ§Ą
đ <- chapter eight
The Masterlist / The Playlist / The Tune:
The kiss lingered on your lips for days after the Fourth of July. A week at work lost in daydreams about the man that tasted like lemonade and stole your breath under fireworks at the lake. Fingertips trace the places graced by his lips to try and keep the feel of them fresh in your mind, impatiently counting down the days till you see him again.
You tug at the bottom hem of your sundress standing at Steveâs front door. Itâs shorter than youâre used to, and the shade of red it was could never be found in your wardrobe until earlier this week. Youâd fallen victim to an after work shopping trip with a coworker who had persuasive opinions that had you feeling confident when you looked in the long mirror of the fitting room. Her words ringing in your head like a mantra as you take a deep breath before knocking. Somersaults and cartwheels in your stomach, you wonder if it will always feel like the first time.
Banditâs loud bark makes your cheeks push up in the kind of smile you usually only give to Steve. The sound of long nails scraping excitedly on the other side of the door followed by his owner's deep bellow of his name only make it grow more. Butterflies take flight when you hear the click of the lock, another tug and a second deep breath.
âBandit stop- Hey - oh wow, baby.â Standing there with the door half open, Steve drinks you in with hungry eyes. They roam up the expanse of your thighs, licking his lips when he sees how dangerous a strong breeze can be. âYou look - wow, you look beautiful.â
It feels like summer heat on your cheeks, tugging your bottom lip between your teeth as you try not to beam. Maybe Jenny from work was right. Your eyes are just as greedy as his when you notice the tight fit of his jeans, and the white cubs jersey with the top two buttons undone. It makes his tan darker, along with the crisp tank top underneath. The silver chain around his neck catches in the sun from its place of the soft patch of chest hair that youâre realizing is always on display. His feet are bare and it makes you shift from side to side like itâs something intimate.
âYou look very easy on the eyes yourself Mr. Harrington.â You giggle and it makes him blush a furious red all the way to the tips of his ears.
Bandit whines impatiently behind Steve, his nails tapping against the wood floor.Â
âYeah, yeah, yeah. Sheâs coming in, calm down.â He opens the door a little more, turning around with one hand on the handle to usher the dog back to let you in. Your eyes catch his last name patched onto the back of his jersey like it's official. The realization that it probably is intimidates you.
It almost smells like the last time you were here, the rich cedar undertones are met with a hint of Bandit when you cross the threshold. He gives you a loud excited bark for good measure before his owner cuts him loose, shutting the door behind you. Steve doesnât even try to stop him from jumping when you welcome him with open arms and a high pitched âhiii, handsome!â
Steve rolls his eyes dramatically when Bandit whines licking your face, but the smile he canât fight gives him away.
âAlright, thatâs enough. I didnât even get my kiss yet buddy.â Steve chuckles, snapping his fingers making Bandit fall back on all fours in a huff.
I didnât even get my kiss yet.
The words make your breath catch in your throat, Steve was going to kiss you again. He was just going to do that now, whenever he wants, and youâre gonna let him.
âGettinâ jealous or somethinâ Steve?â You tease trying to hide the way he sets your skin on fire when his darkened eyes look at you like that.
âWhat if I am?â His voice drops to something new, something dirtier and it makes your thighs clench.Â
One of his hands finds its way to where your dress sinches and smooths out at your waist, while the other rests against the wood behind you. He takes the few steps that have your back pressing against the door, fingers squeezing softly at your side before he reaches up to cup your cheek in the warmth of his palm. Looking down over the sharp line of his nose, the pad of his thumb traces the sticky silk of your glossed bottom lip. He wonders what flavor it is today, he canât wait to find out.
âIâd tell you to do something about it then.â Itâs a little shy the way it comes out just above a whisper, meeting his gaze from under your lashes.
His nose brushes with yours, the mint from his toothpaste fanning cool against your cheeks. Needy fingers find their way to his belt loops giving him a gentle tug closer and it makes him grin, you let his lips be a phantom against yours, impatience winning when you pull him in.Â
Itâs gentle at first and it feels like fireworks at the lake, like the butterflies from your first date. Itâs when your hands slide up his chest and wrap around his neck that he presses his weight against you. His thumb pulls at your chin begging you to open up for him while his knee pushes its way between your legs. A week of being kept apart with nothing but thoughts of this has your tongues meeting greedy in the middle when you get lost in it. Spoiled with it. Noses press against cheeks and he can taste the tangerine that coats your lips in a sticky sweet mess.Â
He groans when you bite at his bottom lip, thick eyebrows marrying in the middle when he kisses you harder, his knee getting a little bolder, getting closer. He can feel the heat that radiates from between your thighs like this and he curses at how short your dress is. Were you trying to kill him? Irrational jealousy pangs in his chest at all the guys thatâll get to look at you like this today. Guys your age.Â
Bandit barks at something he sees outside making you both jump apart. Even with kiss bitten lips and a little dizzy from the lack of oxygen, you already miss him. He laughs quietly, pressing his forehead with yours the golden specs in his mossy eyes gleam feeling like a teenager again. All he wants to do is kiss you.
âIâve been thinking about doing that all week if Iâm being honest.â Steve confesses, long fingers finding yours, lacing them together like he needs you.
âI was terrible at my job this week, and it was definitely your fault.â You grin looking up at him like you love it.
The two of you stand there for a minute letting your eyes take in features that had started to soften in your memories. He smiles before bumping his nose with yours one more time, stealing a quick peck pulling away before you have a chance to kiss back smirking at your small pout.
âLet me get my shoes on and weâll get out of here. Weâll get some dogs at Wrigley.â Steve calls over his shoulder, ruffling Banditâs head on his way up the stairs.
âDogs?â You snort under your breath so he canât hear, your fingers finding their way back to Bandits fur scratching him behind his ears. You swear heâs smiling when he pants looking up at you with big friendly eyes.
You gaze towards his kitchen as you try to catch the breath he took with him up to his room, the memory of your almost first kiss feels like a lifetime ago. Itâs not long before Bandit takes advantage of Steveâs absence, snorting playfully before he trots to the living room. Long nails click against the wood floors when he comes back making your heart swell when the stupid dancing banana you won at the block party sits in his mouth. Its stitched eye is already half gone, and an arm just barely hanging on.
âThis your banana, cute guy?â You coo with a sweet smile, reaching out to accept his invitation to play tug of war with the plush toy.
Youâre a mess of giggles when he starts âgrowlingâ at you and trying to rip it from your grasp, pulling you forward every so often when he pushes back on his paws for an extra hard tug. Too lost in your own world, you donât notice Steve watching from the top of the staircase. The necklace he bought last week burns a hole in his pocket, especially seeing you like this. He knows heâs already in love and it makes him want to laugh. Classic Steve. The hushed conversation he had with Eddie on the phone in his room lights a fire inside him.Â
âItâs a necklace, itâs not a ring Steve. I stopped waiting around for the ârightâ time and now Iâm tryna start a family with the love of my life. What sign are you looking for, big guy? Sheâs seen your darkest parts and sheâs downstairs waiting for you.â
You looked too pretty in that dress not to be his.
You finally get the toy away from Bandit, throwing it far enough for his paws to slide in place for a second before he takes off after it. Too busy laughing at the way he shakes the toy from side to side when he finally gets it between his teeth, you donât hear Steve come up behind you. The fresh spice of his cologne hitting your nose gives him away first, the big hands that grab at your waist to pull you against his chest, the second.
âMissed me?â He teases, pressing a kiss behind your ear that makes you shiver. He likes that he can do that.
âNot really, I was having a pretty good time with Bandit actually.â He canât see your shit eating grin, but he knows it's there.
âNot even a little bit?â He presses with a smirk in his voice, his lips ghosting against the exposed skin of your shoulder. You canât help but tilt your head, giving him more to kiss.Â
âMaybe,â You tug your bottom lip between your teeth, lashes fluttering when thereâs a gentle nip at the dip of your neck. âMaybe a little bit.â
Steve smiles against your skin, humming in approval at your admission keeping you close for a few more minutes, and you realize youâd be more than happy to just do this the rest of the day.Â
âBefore we head out, I uh - â He clears his throat, going a little stiff against your back as he starts digging in his pocket, âI got you something.â
You feel the way his hands shake, and it makes you want to turn around but the grip on your hip only tightens to keep you in place.Â
âItâs easier to give it to you like this.â He mumbles, giving you a reassuring squeeze, your heart thumps wildly in your chest.Â
âSteve what are you -â Your sentence dies on your tongue when you feel something dainty and cold wrap around your neck. Your fingers reach up instinctively and the tips of them meet the smoothness of a stone that dangles at the end of it. The necklace.
âI couldnât help myself, I hope itâs o - you just said you liked it and -â Steveâs a mess of nerves behind you while you look down, fingers toying with the stone, awestruck at the gesture. âIf you think itâs weird I can -â
Turning around you cut him off with your lips, tangerine gloss in the form of appreciation makes him smile into the kiss. You keep it short this time, pulling away no matter how much your body screams for more. You start to think youâll never have enough. Is this what itâs like to be in love?
âSteve, I love itâ You whisper rolling back on your heels, your fingers already obsessed with touching the stone as you look up at him through your lashes. âThank you.âÂ
His cheeks turn to cherry blossoms, all the tense muscles in his shoulders relaxing, Eddie was right.
âYeah?â He wants to hear you say it again, and he can tell by your grin and the glint in your eyes that you know he does too.
âAbsolutely, Iâm probably never going to take it off.â You giggle looking down in admiration again and it makes Steve feel like a million bucks. He never wants you to take it off either.
Steve doesnât hesitate to grab your hand as you walk up to the main gates of Wrigley Field, fingers intertwining like he doesnât want to let go when he shows the security guard his work badge and you suppress the urge to grab it from him when you make it inside. The urge to see the picture lessened knowing that the chances of it actually being bad were slim to none.
The stadium is intimidating when itâs empty, your mind reeling when you think of what itâs going to be like in an hour when the stands are filled with screaming fans. Concession stand workers bustle around the two of you in preparation for the onslaught of sports goers. Summer hangs heavy in the air with the sun high and bright in the cloudless sky. It smells of fresh cut grass, pop corn, and hot dogs. The perfect day for a baseball game.
Your eyes grow wide when they land on the bright green field that looks even bigger than on TV, itâs the kind of green you know canât be real with crisp white lines that lead to each of the bases. Thereâs a few players out practicing, they wave at Steve when they notice him. His fingers squeeze yours tighter when one of them smiles a little too friendly in your direction. The memory of you in his car on the way here admiring the necklace in the visor keeps his jealousy at bay. You were his.
âYou gonna give me the grand tour or somethinâ?â You ask with eyes unable to focus on anything in particular, still mesmerized by how big it all was while the two of you head in a pointed direction.
âJust grabbing something out of my office for Richard, and then Iâll show you around.â Steve winks and the gesture makes your knees weak.Â
âOoo I get to see your office?â You grin, bumping shoulders. It makes his cheeks push up.
âItâs nothinâ special, baby.â He chuckles, letting go of your hand, fingers curling around your hips to pull you into his side instead. Your heart skips a beat, looping your arms around his waist, still not used to his affection coming so effortlessly like heâs been doing this his whole life with you.Â
It feels like a maze while he leads you through the stadium, twists and turns down long back hallways, tight lipped greetings every time someone walks by throwing him a âSteveâ with a nod of their head. Their curious eyes always land on you tucked under his arm. Who is that? Your palms sweat at the thought of how Steve was going to introduce you. The gift around your neck makes your mind wander.
Itâs when you get to an elevator that you decide thereâs definitely no way youâd be able to find your way out of here alone. More than confused when the back of it is all windows overlooking the opposite side of the field you had come in from. Steve laughs from behind you as if he can read your mind, big hands finding their way to the metal bar, caging you in with your back against his chest.
It takes you to the very top with a loud ding before it drops a little and the metal doors slide open. He doesnât let you get too far before he takes your hand again to lead you down a hallway. The white walls are lined with awards, plaques, and framed Sports Illustrated covers filled with faces of different baseball players, some you recognize and some you donât, as you make your way to the very end. You try not to make eye contact with the few men who have their doors crack half way open.
âJust gotta find the plans for next season really quick, then weâll go see Eddieâs guy Antonio. If I donât buy hot dogs from him specifically, Iâll never hear the end of it.â Steve rolls his eyes at the last part but you catch the hint of a smirk playing at the edges of his lips as he unlocks his office door, pushing it open to let you in.
âIâm startinâ to think Eddie might be your boyfriend. Were you talkinâ to him in your room earlier? Does Peach know?â You tease looking up at him as you brush past, and youâre not surprised when the smell of cedar hits your nose again. The faint hint of cigar smoke creeping in underneath. Of course his office smells like him.Â
Steveâs eyes go wide, cheeks flushing pink when he realizes he wasnât as quiet on the phone as he thought.
âI was just - I was just following up with him on something about my trip out there in a few days.â He stammers, making you giggle. You try not to think about the news of him leaving again so soon.
âYeah, whatever you say, handsome.â You grin and itâs his turn to roll his eyes at you, the whites of his teeth showing in spite of himself.
âHa ha, very funny.â He dead pans before making his way around his desk that just looks like a bigger version of the one in his house. An actual desktop replaces the sleek laptop. He clicks the mouse harshly before his long fingers work the keyboard.
Itâs hard to tear your attention away from him but your curiosity gets the best of you. His office is huge, you think. Maybe the size of your whole apartment kinda huge, and it's just as nice as you thought it would be.
A giant window that overlooks the entire field takes up one whole wall, walking over you realize youâre so far back that it makes the grown men out there look small. Your chest tightens when you see how high up you are. The rest of the walls are decorated with similar pictures like his office at home, group shots of work retreats, team building dinners, shaking hands with people youâre sure are important in the sports world and he looks handsome in all of them.Â
Thereâs a baseball bat propped in the corner, and the image of him on his bluetooth swinging it around in his office while making a deal, makes a home inside your head and the dough of your thighs press. Glancing back over your shoulder at him, heâs too lost in whatever heâs searching for in his emails to notice the smirk on your face, his bright eyes squinting at the screen.
Itâs heavier than expected when you grab it, the weight of it making it feel like a weapon in your hands. You do your best to remember what youâve seen a few times on TV as you try to grip it how a real player would, before giving it a sloppy swing, your wrists almost giving out on the curve.
âHoney, youâre holding it all wrong.â You can hear the way he tries to suppress his laugh, the sound of his shoes hitting the carpet telling you heâs coming to assist.Â
âOh yeah, Mr. Big League?â Regripping the wood again, you try your best to ignore him when he stops behind you, determined to do it without him.
âThese nicknames, you need to stop. They arenât very good.â He snorts, referring to the previous classic âMr. Sportsâ.Â
Thatâs when he gets it. The first eye roll of the date. He thinks the first is always his favorite.Â
âI think it was the nicknames that got me the second date.â Grinning like an idiot you take another terrible swing.
âJesus Christ, youâre gonna break your wrist.â The laugh he was trying to hide earlier comes out when his arms wrap around you from behind, big hands over yours holding the bat steady and it makes you forget how to breathe for a second.
Steveâs arms cage you in and it feels like heâs everywhere. The mint on his breath still smells fresh when the side of his face presses against the top of your head, hot breath fanning across your cheek. The muscles in his stomach twitch against your back, while the ones in his arms tense, squeezing you close as his fingers move over yours helping you tighten your hold. You can barely see your hand underneath his and your stomach flips at the sight.Â
Heâs talking but you canât focus on the words heâs saying, not when you can see the way his Adamâs apple bobs from the corner of your eye. The stubble on his jaw rubs against your temple as he tries to explain the proper stance on deaf ears. Pine form his body wash lingers on his skin, he overwhelms your senses but all you want is more. You can feel it in the way your body leans into him, the curve of your ass shameless against his denim.
âOkay, so thatâs the grip. Now your stance, itâs all wrong.â His mouth is closer to your ear, lips ghosting along the shell of it demanding your attention. Itâs as if he knows he doesnât have any of it and all of it at once and you swear he gets closer, a subtle grind of his own hips in response to yours.
âIâm listening,â you say breathlessly. It gives you away, making his lips curve up into a smirk.
âIâm sure you are, baby.â The tip of his nose nudges behind your ear, while his fingers make a path down your arms, the pads of them dragging gently against your heated skin, callouses leaving goosebumps after them. Your breath catches before they curve around your sides, squeezing at where the dip of your hips meets the top of your thighs.
âNow, you wanna push back your hips a little.â His strong hold moves your body with ease, making your ass press hard against him and you feel that part of his body for the first time. His heart is beating so fast you can feel it. Thump, thump, thump.
âLike this?â you ask, innocence dripping from your tone. When you grind against him with more pressure you can feel just how big he really is â especially as his jeans begin to tighten.Â
âFuck - baby.â It comes out a little desperate, like heâs warning you but his hold only tightens keeping you in place. âYeah, just like that.â
Itâs his hips that roll this time, and it makes your eyes hit the back of your head. Your fingers threaten to come loose around the bat, too distracted by the man behind you. Especially when his lips ghost a path up the side of your neck, hot and wet.
âI think itâd be easier if I could have something to lean on, you know? I just really wanna teach you right.â He nips at your earlobe and it makes you shiver, pressing yourself back against him hard enough to feel the zipper of his jeans between the fat of your ass cheeks.
âYouâre the professional, who am I to say no to you?â You knew you were laying it on thick, but the groan it earns makes you swallow your pride with a press of your thighs.
You squeal when he yanks you back, dropping the baseball bat to the ground with a low thud. Your giggles fill the usually quiet office and he wishes he could have you here all the time. He takes a couple long strides backwards before he hits the front of his desk, pulling you onto his lap as he sits on top of it. His hands get greedy when they reach around to grab at the tops of your thighs, the material of your dress bunching up underneath them, revealing more new skin to him. He wonders if you can feel just how hard you already have him.
âDespite not watching, like, any sports, something tells me this canât be right, Steve.â You smirk, another giggle slipping out when you feel his smile against your neck.
âLike you would know.â He scoffs, his hands find their way back to your hips, encouraging another roll from them. The little gasp he earns makes him twitch in his pants. âYeah?â
You nod with a âmmhmmâ, eyes closing when he does it again. Tangerine on your tongue when you suck your bottom lip between your teeth, your hands finding a home on the tops of his thighs. You grind against him like you mean it, like youâre not playing along with whatever game this was before.Â
âGod, - shit, baby, this dress. This fuckinâ dress. Do you even know what youâre doing to me?â His lips get sloppy on your neck, tongue and teeth nipping on sensitive stubble rubbed skin.Â
Knock, knock, knockÂ
You both jump at the same time, hearts hammering in your chests. The feeling of being close still makes your body buzz at high frequencies as you try to recover from the last five minutes.Â
âSteve?â The familiar voice is muffled behind the closed door.Â
You watch Steve readjust his pants to try and hide the obvious, a nervous hand running through his hair before he answers. You make him feel like a fucking teenager.
âHey Richard,â The husk from Steveâs voice is gone as he looks at you to make sure youâre ready for company.
Tugging the hem of your dress down, you pull the straps back onto your shoulders giving him a quick nod, cheeks burning and underwear a mess.Â
âCome on in.â
Richard strikes again.
Steve takes one last look at you, dark eyes that eat you alive while his tongue rolls in against the inside of his cheek. Eyebrows marry together in a mixture of annoyance and lust when he realizes just how close heâd gotten to everything he wants.Â
The door creaks and it wouldnât be so loud if it wasnât so quiet. A tentative Richard steps into the room, brown eyes looking back and forth and you wonder if he can tell he interrupted something. You try to control your breathing, turning towards the window after you give him a friendly smile to try and hide the way your chest heaves.
You hate Richard.
âSo we meet again.â He jokes trying to break the ice. Yeah, he knows.
Steve gives him a tight lipped smile pushing himself off the desk with another hand through his hair, the soft thuds of his shoes filling the beat of silence as he walks back behind his desk.
âI was just finishing printing out those spreadsheets for you.â Steve clears his throat and it makes your lips twitch, your eyes getting lost in the green field below you.Â
You canât bring yourself to face his boss like this, again.
âGreat! Iâll take them now. I was just coming up here to see if you and your lady were coming to the pre-game drinks at The Barrel Room downstairs, some of the guys wanna run some things by you.â You can hear Richard scratch the back of his neck when Steve doesnât answer immediately.
Steve wants you alone. Now.
âYou know I hate to mix business with games, but they really wanna meet the guy behind the marketing.â He adds, telling Steve itâs really not an option to say anything other than âyesâ.
âSure, sure. The game doesnât start for another hour anyway.â Steve gives, and you meet his eyes from over your shoulder with a small smile that says itâs okay.
Despite the no smoking sign, the smell of cigars linger on most of the men in the members only bar under the field. Your summer dress feels out of place in a room full of business men dressed in their expensive casual attire. Their expensive cologne mixes with the sting of whiskey thatâs over a sphere of ice in most of their glasses. Lit by a dimmed chandelier, small TVâs line the space over the bar with live feeds of the field and ESPN. The nicest sports bar youâve ever seen.
Steve keeps a tight hold on your hand when he orders you both glasses of champagne and a bottle to be delivered to the suite, winking at you when he picks the sweet option. Â
âIâm sorry, honey, I didnât think Iâd be doing anything for work today.â He lets go of your hand to wrap his arm around your waist pulling you to his side. His soft lips kiss your temple as a second apology.
âItâs fine, itâs actually kinda hot seeing you like this.â Looking up at him from under your lashes, you love the way it makes the tips of his ears turn pink.
âOh yeah?â He grins, the green in his eyes threaten to turn black when his hand slides a little lower, the tips of his fingers touching just above the curve of your ass. They twitch with the urge to squeeze.Â
âYeah.â Itâs quiet, just for him to hear, dripping honey like in his office. You turn your body towards him, pressing yourself closer with a palm running up his chest, fingers playing with buttons when you bite your bottom lip into a smile.
The low groan you get vibrates from his chest, his hand daring to go a little lower, pulling you even closer.
Clink, clink
The bartender slides the two flutes over, popping you both out of your bubble right as someone clears their throat behind you.
âSteve, they're over there in the corner. They just need maybe ten minutes of your time and then Iâll get out of your hair.â Richardâs voice breaks you two apart but Steve still keeps a hand on the small of your back as he hands your glass over, the popping and fizzing of the bubbles inside making it shimmer rose gold in the low light.Â
âSure, Iâll follow you.â He takes a sip before bringing his eyes back to yours, the blunt ends of his nails scratch lightly against your back, giving you his undivided attention. âYou gonna be okay for a little bit?âÂ
âIâm a big girl, handsome.â You smirk around the edge of your glass, all the blood rushing to your cheeks when he looks at you like that.
âI know you are, baby.â The smile that takes over his face knocks the air out of your lungs. Steve presses a kiss to your forehead before he follows Richard to the two men across the room who are looking eager to meet the man you canât get enough of.
Ten minutes turns to twenty and another glass of champagne, your eyes meeting Steveâs every so often across the room in a silent apology. This second glass is enough to make your skin come alive, fingertips buzzing and nerves melting. The bubbles tickle your lips when you take another sip, the strap of your dress falling down your shoulder at the same time.Â
Licking your lips, the sweetness of your gloss mixes perfectly with the fruity hints of the champagne and it makes you give a quiet âmmm!â when it hits your taste buds. Setting your drink down, you can feel him staring as you fix your dress. Your fingers wrap around the soft material, and you dare to meet his eyes again. The green forest youâre so used to getting lost in is replaced by the kind of darkness youâve only seen in the night sky, the kind where the moon hides the stars in its depths. The men surrounding him are talking but heâs not paying attention, his sole focus is on you.
The two glasses of champagne makes you feel bold. Holding his stare, you move slowly when you pull it back to its home on the top of your shoulder. Soft fingertips drag across your skin, leaving the kind of goosebumps he usually gets and it makes his jaw clench. He needed to get out of here.Â
He knocks back the rest of his glass, saying something to the men that have stolen enough of his time from you. He finally excuses himself with a few strong handshakes and that million dollar smile. The one that always makes your thighs press. Running a hand through his hair as he pushes through the crowded bar, his eyes stay locked on yours, heavy lidded and hungry and it makes your stomach do flips.
âReady to pay attention to me?â You pretend to pout when you turn around to face him. When you lean back on your elbows he canât help but take in everything youâre offering him.Â
Big hands grab at your waist, pulling you against his chest. Heâs got a lopsided salt and pepper grin when he dips his head down to skim his nose along your jaw before his lips stop right at your ear. They twitch when he feels the way it makes you shiver.
âMore than you know, baby.â
The suite is somehow even nicer than youâd imagined itâd be, the kind of nice that makes you giggle when you take it all in. Flat screen TVâs hang from two separate places on the exposed brick walls. The bottle of champagne heâd ordered earlier sits chilled in a bucket on the marble countertop in the small kitchen with two glasses. The stainless steel fridge that youâre sure is fully stocked shines in the bright, low hanging lights.Â
The open concept leads to a living room area, a dark gray leather couch sitting in the middle looking way too comfortable for something like this. It faces a giant window that overlooks first base, high enough in the stadium for no one to be around you and gives out to a balcony with four seats to watch the game outside.Â
âJesus Christ.â You laugh wandering around the new space, fingertips touching the cool leather of the couch as you look at one of the TVâs that hang over it. A crystal clear image of the game getting ready to start just outside. The empty stands were completely filled while you were busy in the boys club downstairs.Â
âYeah, itâs a little ridiculous.â Steve chuckles, the loud pop of the champagne being opened echoes in the big space. âI never watch games in the suites. Me and Ed are always in the stands. I was actually a little surprised when Richard offered it.â
Maybe Richard wasnât that bad.
You can hear the way the bubbles fizz when he pours you each a glass, neither of you speaking. The realization you were finally alone hangs thick in the air. No more interruptions. The crowd cheers outside when the announcer booms through the speakers that line the outside of the field. The sounds of the game starting cuts through the tension like a knife. Steve clears his throat behind you, making you jump a little.Â
âSorry, honey,â He smiles, trying not to laugh as he hands you a glass.
âChampagne and hot dogs? Steve, I think youâre trying to get me to fall in love with you,â you say, a part of you that feels like itâs already too late. You are in love with him.
âI still canât believe you asked Antonio for ketchup, shoulda taken a picture of his face.â Steve snorts, cheeks turning pink at your words.Â
âNormal people eat their hot dogs with ketchup, Steve. Iâll ask for ketchup at every hot dog establishment in this city. I donât care.â You roll your eyes at him for the second time today, and he thinks heâll get a lot more of those by the end of the night as you keep sipping your sweet drink.Â
âIâll make sure not to be there when you do.â Steve winks smiling over the edge of his glass and it makes you just as flustered as the first time.
âWhatever, itâs a stupid.â You mumble turning back towards the window because looking at him was becoming too much youâ fingers twitching to touch him, your lips pouting just to kiss him.
You set your drink down on the coffee table, the buzz from before coming back when the alcohol breaks through the food you had on your way up here. The nerves in your stomach become a mess as you walk up to the thick glass. The game he was supposed to teach you was already in full swing below. The tight baseball uniforms have you imagining what Steve wouldâve looked like iand the thought is enough to make the softness of your thighs meet.Â
Steve sets his glass down next to yours, licking his lips as he gets to take in the way your dress wraps around your curves. You can feel the heat of his stare on you and it makes you shiver, tucking your bottom lip between your teeth. You try to focus on the game and not the way he comes up behind you. He smells like whiskey and summer, the fruity notes from the champagne coming out in the breath that fans down your neck in a mixture of Steve.
âSpeaking of rules.â The husk in his voice is back, and the tip of his nose nudges behind your ear. He canât see the way it makes your eyes hit the back of your head, but he can hear the way it makes your breath catch as his lips brush that sensitive spot on your neck.Â
âYeah, some teacher you are. The game, the-â you stutter when his hands find their way to your hips, squeezing before they move down, long fingers spreading wide over your thighs. âThe gameâs already started.â You manage to breathe out, giving into him pulls you against him.
Heâs already hard again, and heâs barely touched you. The feeling of your body, with only the thin material of your dress keeping his hands from whatâs underneath, sends his brain into orbit, especially when he feels the slow grind of your hips searching for more.
âYou actually gonna listen to me?â Steve asks with lips so close to your ear that it almost makes you whimper. All you can do is nod, and he relishes in the way your eyelids get heavy when he hums âhmm?â to ask you again.Â
âYeah, yeah. Iâll listen.â You canât find it yourself to care how you sound a little desperate.
One hand stays on the curve of your hip, while the tips of his fingers on the other trace over the goosebumps already blooming on the exposed skin of your thigh. They catch the bottom hem of your dress, dragging the soft material up with them. Wet lips leave sloppy kisses along your neck, smiling against the curve of it when he feels the way you spread for him, silently granting him permission.Â
âSo, the umpire is the guy crouched behind the hitter,â He whispers, as he keeps moving up at a pace so slow it almost makes you stomp your feet, tempted to throw a fit to make him touch you. âHe keeps track of the pitches, the swings and misses. Three strikes, youâre always out.â
He reaches the lace edges of your panties, and it makes him twitch in his pants. How dare you?
âFuck - baby.â He dips a finger underneath, tugging the material lightly before letting it snap back against your hip. âYou wear these for me?â
âMaybe.â You smirk, arching your back so your ass rubs against him in a way that makes his grip on your hip turn bruising. He exhales a deep breath through his nose to try and regain control.  Â
âMaybe?â He tsks while the hand under your dress gets bolder, the pads of his fingers brushing over the heat between your legs, groaning when he feels the way youâre already soaked through them. âThis doesnât feel like a maybe.âÂ
âIâm missing the game because -â You gasp when he dares to push them to the side, a thick middle finger swiping through your folds, moaning at how you feel like silk..Â
âBecause?â He practically purrs as he circles your bundle of nerves with a pointed pressure, like he already knows just what to do to make you fall apart.
He feels even bigger pressing hard against your ass like this. Your hips roll to meet the motions of his finger, offering him a little relief when his hips meet yours at the same pace.Â
âYouâre -youâre not teaching me.â Your jaw goes slack when another finger starts circling your entrance, lashes fluttering against your cheeks.
âWell, youâre not looking.â Heâs smug, especially when he dares to push the tip of his finger in just enough to stretch you out, earning a gasp.
The crack of the bat meeting the ball makes your eyes snap open. The loud cheer of the crowd is enough to make the ground shake underneath you. Steve uses the distraction as his opening to slide the first two knuckles of his finger inside you. Your hand comes down to wrap around his wrist, a small whine escaping you when he pushes it all the way in. He braces himself against the window when your hips start to roll, helping him work you open. Every movement of his hand brings you closer against him to meet in the best kind of friction.Â
âSee, your eyes are closed, honey.â You can feel his grin when he nips at your jaw, the middle finger on your clit being replaced with the pad of his thumb when he has it join in stretching you more for him.Â
Opening your eyes is the hardest thing youâve ever had to do, especially when he already has you feeling so full with just two of his fingers. They flutter open with every ounce of your strength you have left, and he hums in approval when he sees them again.
âGood girl.â His praise makes you clench around him and heâll never forget it as he starts littering kisses along your shoulders, the strap of your dress falling down again. âNow he didnât get a home run, but the bases are loaded. Do you know what that means?âÂ
The deep baritone in the way heâs talking to you makes it even easier for his fingers to keep up their pace, coating them in even more slick when it vibrates against your ear.Â
âNo- oohhh,â Moaning when his thumb adds the kind of pressure that threatens to make your knees buckle. He grinds himself against you with a little more force, never this close to cumming in his pants since high school.
He grunts, his cool facade breaking when you meet his hips, circling slow when you feel him push between your ass cheeks again.Â
âItâs when the hitting team has a member - god, baby, you feel that? So fucking wet.â He pauses so he can hear the mess you're making of his hand.Â
âThereâs a player on every base, so if he can hit it far enough and they can all make it to home base, theyâll gain the lead -Â Youâre so damn tight.â Steve doesnât know if he can even do what heâs asking of you anymore, too lost in the feeling of the velvet of your walls wrapped around his fingers and what itâs going to feel like when he finally gets to be inside of you.
All you do is nod, the coil in your stomach tightening in a way youâve never felt before. Your grip on his wrist tightens, and the muscles tense as he keeps working you to the edge. The thrust of his hips against you becomes shameless as he chases his own end.
Another loud crack of a bat catches your attention, you can barely see the baseball as it soars far over the field. Bouncing off of the back wall when no one catches it, the players on their respective bases start making a run for it, making the crowd go wild.
âYou gonna cum for me, pretty?â He asks leaving open mouth kisses anywhere he can reach, teeth nipping at sensitive skin while his fingers curl, the tips of them hitting the spot that makes you see white. Your eyes catch the silver around your neck in the reflection of the window and it's enough to make you give in.
âOhmygod, Steve - fuck, yes, yes, daddy, yes.âÂ
He doesnât know if itâs how your voice raises a pitch when you call him daddy or if itâs the way you reach behind him shamelessly trying to work him through his jeans, but itâs enough for his own body to go rigid. He moans loud enough to drown out the crowd, and you feel the warmth of his release under your palm. Your own washes over you hard enough to make your legs shake. You clench around his fingers that struggle to keep up their pace, but still relentless in their mission to keep you falling apart for him. You give him another squeeze through his pants and it makes him whine overstimulated against your neck.
The sound of the sports broadcasters vibrates from the speakers of the TV, signaling the switching of teams with the Cubs in the lead for the first inning. When Steve can finally see straight, the realization of what just happened makes his cheeks tinge the darkest shade of red. You made him cum his fucking pants. The day of touching and teasing took just as much of a toll on him as it did you. Your walls still flutter with every twitch of his fingers still buried inside of your heat, and he swears his dick threatens to get hard again.
Heâs gentle when he pulls himself out of you, pressing soft kisses with sweet words against your cheek when you whimper a little at the feeling of being empty again.
âHowâs my tough girl?â He whispers nose nudging your cheek as he puts your underwear back the way he found it, tugging down the bottom of your dress before turning you around to finally face him.
Your body still buzzes like a live wire, no one making you cum that hard from just their fingers before. The men your age always want to move so quickly. Steveâs eyes are still glazed over with a post orgasm glow, cheeks flushed, hair mused and all you wanted to do was kiss him.
âFeeling like an expert in baseball.â You giggle, and it makes him throw his head back giving you one of those deep bellied laughs you love so much.
You donât wait anymore, pushing up on your toes -Â your lips meet his in an explosion of things you want to say but canât. Not yet. He doesnât hesitate to meet with the same eagerness, pushing you up against the window with a big hand coming up to your cheek, his thumb coaxing you open with a pull on your chin.
That feeling stayed with you the rest of the day, the two of you attempting to watch the game in between kisses cuddled on the couch and teaching of rules that you claimed were stupid just to get him to scoff. It swelled in your chest the whole car ride home, your fingers fiddling with the stone dangling from your neck and his hand finding a home on the top of your thigh.
You almost let it spill when he walked you to your door, kissing you stupid in your narrow hallway despite the sticky thick humidity. He watches the way you silently battle with the urge to invite him in, and despite everything inside of him wanting to just get lost in you for the rest of the night, he couldnât have you like that once and leave. So he keeps kissing you by your door until sweat drips from your pores and your dress gets rucked up to your hips again. Promising you his time when he gets back, eyes gleaming with sincerity with his forehead against yours.
Yeah, you were in love with Steve Harrington.
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