#the document wasn't mine btw :)

[solidcarbon]

managed to get some sleep tonight and, beside a nightmare, had a dream about eergh. character developing cutscenes?? of some sort? with hex and drifter????

it was two of them, aoi and arthur. with arthur it was (frame 1) 6 beer pack for him and drifter (they both had pretty happy faces lmao), (frame 2) then, in the dead of night, arthur laying on the floor and grumbling something while asleep, (frame 3) drifter laying on the floor in the same situation AND they were subtitles with narrator (??) speaking. i don't remember exact words but there were clear implications of "you see this pathetic sight?". and somehow i knew the reason was drifter not being used to alcohol. ok, whatever. funny ends.

with aoi it was (frame 1) argument of some sort, then (frame 2) transference attempt with very twisted shades and forms of everything for some reason, then (frame 3) transference happens but it's not drifter who subconsciously dives into aoi's mind, it's the opposite. (frame 4) the room where the argument happened can be seen. there's two seats and the table and there's a person who sits there, their face in the shadow. it's aoi. then the image blinks a few times, it's like a static noise flash, and it shows a kid sitting on the same seat in the same pose, drown in the shadows, and in a different room. clear reference to the drifter's memories of whole "lost their family on zariman" sequence. (frame 5) suddenly image changes, with the same noise flash, environment changing into warm lights and another room. aoi can be seen, sitting on the sofa with the drifter (drifter's face is out of the frame and it implies they DON'T know about the transference thing and that aoi's seen something), having a normal conversation. and they aoi asks, "your little trauma, huh?", showing visible doubting confusion on her face (implies drifter purposely understates whatever happened to them).

all scenes except for the very last one were in deep dark/blue hues and lightning (much alike the one present on the zariman tileset but it's more likely my imagination merging it with the idea of events happening at the "night"). and there were interesting shot's composition choices, tho i have no idea how to describe that

[cher-rei]

pablo gavi smau [ P.G ]

summary: a documentation of your life as the messi family's adoptive daughter leading up to a surprise relationship reveal

masterlist

notes: posting this like this isn't based on my gavi fic that's in planning... the oc's name is sofía btw (translated spanish!!)

fía.pérez

liked by pablogavi and 2 234 563 others

fía.pérez la vida en este momento con mi chica favorita 💌 (life at the moment with my favourite girl) [tagged: aurorapaezg]

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aurorapaezg 😘 [liked by fía.pérez]

pablogavi dejar a mi hermana en paz desafío: ir (leave my sister alone challenge: go)

→ fía.pérez deja de ser celoso desafío: ve (stop being jealous challenge: go)

user guys I just saw two pretty best friends...

user when are gavi and sofía not arguing though, like can we be fr 😭

user they make it so easy to ship them and I'm so here for it

user it's over once when see antonela or messi in the comments 😔

fía.pérez

liked by anotenelarocuzzo and 1 172 111 others

fía.pérez ciro + fía = <3

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antonelarocuzzo mis bebés ❤️‍🩹 (my babies) [liked by fía.paréz)

leomessi mateo dijo que está mejor 😭 (mateo said that he's better)

→ fía.pérez en sus sueños 🙄 (in his dreams)

pablogavi ¿Y por qué no me invitaron??? (and why wasn't I invited???)

→ fía.pérez bueno, tal vez si hubieras respondido a mi llamada habrías (well maybe if you answered my calls you would've)

pedri los amantes se pelean (lovers quarrel)

→ fía.pérez sal de mis comentarios ahora mismo... (get out of my comments right now)

pablogavi @pedri me das asco. (you disgust me.)

pablogavi

liked by pedri and 897 382 others

pablogavi exponiendo mi angel 🤭 (exposing my angel) [tagged: fía.pérez]

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fía.pérez estás muerto gavira. (you're dead gavira) [liked by pablogavi]

pedri ¿¿subtítulo?? (caption??)

ferrantorres ¿¿tu que?? (your what??)

user excuse me 😃

user HELP?? SOFT LAUNCH??

fía.pérez

liked by leomessi and 1 223 311 others

fía.pérez él realmente está aquí firmando las camisetas de todos mientras yo estoy allí 😒 (he's really out there signing everyone's shirt while I'm right there) [tagged: pablogavi]

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pablogavi puedes tener el mío en su lugar 😉 (you can have mine instead)

→ fía.pérez preferiría morir ☺️ (i'd rather die)

pedri los odio tanto a ambos (I hate you both so much) [liked by fía.pérez]

user I don't even know if I'm delusional anymore

→ user girl I'm just here for the vibes, they're too cute to leave

fía.pérez

liked by pablogavi and 1 722 111 others

fía.pérez el chico en la pantalla es algo lindo 👀 (the guy on the screen is kind of cute)

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aurorapaezg estás bromeando ¿no? (you're joking right?) [liked by fía.pérez]

pablogavi conozco a alguien que es al menos diez veces más lindo (I know someone who's at least ten times cuter)

→ fía.pérez ¿ah, de verdad? (oh really?) [liked by pablogavi]

ferminlopez @pedri hermano, ven aquí (bro get over here)

user we're getting closer!!!

user am I supposed to be screaming or crying rn??

pablogavi

liked by fía.pérez and 891 199 499 others

pablogavi mi vista favorita 👀❤️‍🩹 (my favourite view) [tagged: fía.pérez]

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fía.pérez he visto mejores de cerca (I've seen better upclose)

→ pablogavi imposible mi amor (impossible, my love)

pedri ¿puedo finalmente dormir en paz ahora? (can I finally sleep in peace now?)

→ pablogavi nunca (never)

ferminlopez ¡¡vamos!! (let's gooo!!) [liked by pablogavi)

user screaming, crying, throwing up

user YESSSS!! I'M CONVULSING

fía.pérez

liked by leomessi and 2 321 112 others

fía.pérez mi niño bonito ❤️ (my pretty boy) [tagged: pablogavi)

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pablogavi ¡¡no es justo!! no puedes llamarme tu chico bonito tan casualmente (that's not fair!! you can't call me your pretty boy so casually)

→ fía.pérez por supuesto que puedo (of course I can)

antonelarocuzzo te tomo bastante tiempo (took you long enough)

→ fía.pérez fue un proceso ¿vale? 😭 (it was a process okay?)

pedri yo todavía te odio (I still hate you)

→ pablogavi nada nuevo (nothing new)

user is this what heaven feels like?

[shadowwolfmemes]

Sigh... Again...

Seriously? Again with your bullshit, Angel...? I never thought I'd make another post about this, but here we are, I guess.

Here we go again... 😒

This time, it's worse than before, so buckle up, folks.

I made a post one time calling Angel out for lashing out at Rainbow over something little. Need a refresher? Here's the link, it's still up: https://www.tumblr.com/shadowwolfmemes/770497528037851136/im-so-done?source=share

Guess what, Angel.

I have every right to block you AND call you out as much as you had every right to block @rainbow-starheart that time! BOO-FUCKING-HOO!

I know that post is old news now, but this is just to make a point. Besides, you wanna know what's more ableist than calling people retards? Fake claiming a disorder I actually have. My mother has the documents to prove my autism, so nobody should say otherwise.

I thought that'll be the end of it, but nope. I was clearly wrong because out of nowhere, this shit popped up as the 8iid situation was still popping off (still is). https://www.tumblr.com/starcrezt/777038055038222336/dude-you-own-me-a-lot-you-fucking-iar-you-send?source=share

I was surprised because not only did she block @starcrezt for something they didn't do, they also dragged my name like I was the sole reason her life was tearing apart. The fuck are you pissed at me for?! And for some reason, she insulted me for liking Skibidi Toilet for some reason. [Tf did Skibidi Toilet do to you, Angel? Did it also ruin your life or something? 😭]

Angel, I'm not the reason why you're considered toxic. I called you toxic because you acted that way. And now, you have the audacity to say I attacked you first? FOR BEING CONCERNED AND GIVING ADVICE?!

I said it once and I'll say it again,

I will not sit there like a log and let someone spit, slap, and even punch me in the face for being concerned by your action. I don't care if it's from a close friend of mine, that shit wasn't and will never be cool!

Words can be hurtful because they have certain power.

I even talked to Starcrezt's auntie about it in the DM's and she said that Angel is still a child with lots to learn. For one, I actually agree and that BPD makes it hard for someone to function normally. I realized that in my first callout post, I was being a little unfair by throwing her condition to the side of the curb. I will admit that I should've worded my post a bit better.

I'm not gonna pretend I'm the purest of saints because I've done and said some shit, too. However, I won't let Angel disrespect and disown Star for something they weren't even guilty of! (@starcrezt, I know you forgive her, but I won't. Sorry for randomly tagging you into this btw.)

No amount of apologies will make up for the damage that's already been inflicted.

One more thing....

Proshippers, don't act like you're innocent. You constantly harassed, sent death threats, and purposely triggered Angel's BPD. You cry about your DNI's being broken and being harassed by antis, but you proudly made a depressed 14 year old's life even more miserable.

I no longer like Angel as much as you do, but you're not any better than her! In fact, y'all are WAY WORSE because you actively ganged up on her and her friend! If Angel is so much of a bother to you, the least you could've done was, I dunno, BLOCKED?!

Anyways, I'm done here. Feel free to ignore this post if you're uncomfortable with it...

Hopefully, this will be the last public rant post I'll make of my ex-mutual.... Maybe. I'm not good at keeping certain promises, but I can try...

If you want to talk to me about this, I prefer if you did it in the DM's or something.

[norbezjones]

A Review Of Ellipsus

A Pillowfort mutual of mine (trishelle) recommended Ellipsus ( @ellipsus-writes ) earlier this month in a blog post. It's an online writing program that is currently in beta. Thanks to trishelle's recommendation, I decided to feel it out, mainly using one of my novel WIPS (as you can see in the screenshot titling this post).

So far, I'm enjoying it! The fact that there's a chat for contributors for each document is a cool feature that I'm hyped to fully utilize someday. I also like the focus mode; it reminds me of Cold Turkey Writer, which is a good thing. I also love the themes a lot (they just came out 3 days ago, apparently, which I wasn't aware of when I started this review)! My favorite is the sepia one, as you can see in the picture.

Ellipsus also has a very strong anti-AI stance, which is a refreshingly concept compared to, say, Microsoft Word, which currently screams at me to use its stupid AI (Copilot) every fucking time I open a new document. AUGH!

My main complaint: my understanding is that you need an Ellipsus account to comment or leave chats, and I wish guests (people without an account) could comment & leave chats. If that was the case, I'd use it way more. This is because atm, I use Google Docs for my game scripts because most folks have a Google account, and that makes leaving feedback easy for any co-writers & contributors. If I'm wrong about needing an Ellipsus account to comment or leave chats in a document btw, PLEASE correct me, because that would be amazing news!

There's also no "Suggest" mode like there is in Google Docs or Microsoft Word, which is another thing that's proven essential to me in collaborations. Another thing that, if they added it, my use of Ellipsus would definitely increase.

Also a small thing but essential to me because I write a lot of scripts that get voice acted: there's no highlight tool and I NEED IT DESPERATELY. Glass half full, you can change the text color, so that is at least something.

Finally, Ellipsus can only be used online as of right now, and can only be accessed via online access (going to the website). There's no app you can download or any kind of offline mode. This is probably the biggest reason I can't make it a primary program of mine right now, because I'm always writing, online & offline, and rely on apps native to my device to help me get down what's in my head. You can pin Ellipsus to the home screen of your browser at least, so that's a good thing, but it's not enough. I was wrong! There is an app you can access, because you can pin Ellipsus to your app screen! But there's still no offline mode.

There are other things I could mention, like the lack of image support, but Ellipsus seems to be aware of it, at least from this help article I saw when importing my novel. I'm sure they're fully aware of the need for a mobile app, too--heck, it's one of the most requested features people are asking for. People also seem to want a highlighter as well (yay!). As much as I mentioned complaints in this blog post, I have to give credit that Ellipsus seems to be aware of these things, so hopefully they will appear in the future.

So yeah, that's my review! I was originally just planning this to be a tweet or two, but I ended up having a lot to say! If you use Ellipsus, what are your thoughts on it?

[causenessus]

HI HI HI HI NESS IM BACKKFJFKSMSOS so first of all tumblr hates me why is that the FOURTH ask of mine u answered that i wasnt notified of should i just die

anyways im eating lunch rn

healthy girl era did not work out i took a 6 hour (?) nap yesterday so!!

trying again today

N E WAYS

today the teacher told us her old students were too non che lent (nonchalant!!) so they failed the exam (wat.)

and my friend wanted to laugh about it w me but i wasnt looking so she yeeted my OTHER friends eraser at me

but it

it hit (near?) the teacher..

she was sooo mad omfg

giggling i hate her

like basically i answer all her questions out of spite now like YEAH BRO I KNOW THIS ALR😕😕

Also i swear i dif this math problem right but the teacher said it was wrong (wat.) and my friend did it too and we got the same answer (wat.)

i wrote fanfiction at school ☝️😎 it has already been digitalised but like i DID write it

and tjen my friend read an original short story (? 1.2k words) i wrote which was basically me projecting and she almost cried so like Uh

slay???

dude i love talking so much u have no idea actually

ALSO THE THING ABOUT THE ENRGY LIKe I HAVE SO MUCH TO SAY OMG SO I GET EXCITED YK

n e ways..

i was watching american psycho last night but i got distracted..😭 ALSO IM SO EXCITED ABT ONICS LIKE EUSHEPSHAPSJXOSKAJDKAAKKDKD

>tries 2 normal

>fails

OK SO!! HRU AND WHATS GOING ON IN UR LIFE AND IF U EVER NEED TO HIRE A HITMAN IM HERE FOR U ❤️‍🩹 as the hitman btw ❤️‍🩹

U SHOULD NOT DIE!!! TUMBLR SHOULD DIE HOW DARE THEY!!! i am so confused at like what is happening at tumblr hq 😭😭 like there are problems that need to be solved!!!! and i feel like they should be pretty simple to fix!!! but instead they're like "NO LET'S MAKE TAGGING USERS GO BLUE AND COMMENTS UGLY"

but anyway!! i hope your lunch was good!! AND A SIX HOUR NAP SOUNDS AMAZING AND JUST AS PRODUCTIVE AS WORKING OUT!! it's hard to balance everything so definitely don't stress too much about it!! you have your whole life ahead of you to like do something like working out so not doing it one day is totally okay!! (yk?? i hope that made sense and i'm sorry i hope it's okay to say that 😭)

??? nonchalant -> failing exam???? i do not see the correlation??? 😭 YOUR TEACHER IS VV SPECIAL!! IS THIS THE ONE THAT TEACHES ENGLISH BUT ISN'T....ACTUALLY....THAT GREAT....AT ENGLISH??? 😭 OR MAYBE IT'S UR MATH TEACHER BC U ALSO SAID SOMETHING ABOUT THAT BUT THE ERASER ALMOST HITTING YOUR TEACHER IS CRAZY I WOULD'VE DIED ON THE SPOT 😭😭

also math teachers love to like??? tell u ur wrong and then not explain how to correctly do something??? so i think u should just blame them for everything!! that sounds fair <3

I'VE ALSO WRITTEN FANFICTION AT SCHOOL LMAOOO i remember being on my computer during french class and my guy was just so boring i pulled out the doc and started writing but LUCKILY it was like an oc fic so it wasn't as scary to write as a x reader UNLIKE WHEN I WAS MAKING TONIC PFPS AND MY DOCUMENT WAS LITERALLY CALLED LIKE yn & atsumu and for some reason all of my friends wanted to COME UP FROM BEHIND ME AND HUG ME!! OR LOOK AT MY SCREEN!! and i was just 😃😃😃 but i have no shame so oh well

THE ORIGINAL SHORT STORY SOUNDS GOOD!! ESP IF IT ALMOST MADE YOUR FRIEND CRY?? 😭 I HOPE YOU'RE DOING ALRIGHT THOUGH <3 AND I LOVE HEARING YOU TALK!! PLEASE TALK AS MUCH AS YOU WANT I WILL READ EVERYTHING YOU TELL ME <33

I'M SO SO GLAD YOU'RE EXCITED FOR TONICS!! I AM TOO <333 I'M SLOWLY PLANNING IT OUT LIKE ONE CHAPTER AT A TIME AND I'M LITERALLY SHAKING WITH EXCITEMENT OMG OMG OMG <33

THANK U LINA!!! I WOULD LOVE FOR U TO BE MY HITMAN <33 I MAY NEED ONE JUST TO GET THRU SCHOOL BC MY HALLS FR ARE SCARY SOMETIMES YK?? like too many scary girls who look me up and down in their little crop tops and shorts and nike air forces and are like "why are u wearing pants in the summer" BC I CAN?? AND I DON'T LIKE SHOWING THAT MUCH SKIN THANK U?? (sorry this probably makes no sense i think my brain has short circuited today </33) BUT I'M DOING ALR!!! i'm stressed about my theatre duties starting up very very soon 😭😭 but i'll let u know how that goes once they start!!! I HOPE YOU'RE DOING WELL TODAY!!! AND EAT SOMETHING GOOD <33

[todayisafridaynight]

SO! I've wanted to talk about The Clip all day but felt like I should wait until the tumblr "premiere" (even though I think you were literally one of the first people to see it on Twitter lol). Thank you for defending my honor btw even if I am just Someone <3

But. Yes. Yeah. Yokoyama's absolute certainty in saying that??? Without anything to even buffer it? No maybe. No "don't expect too much." Just point-blank in front of a huge fan (whom I believe he's now going to be working with), a staff member, and a massive audience. As if that part isn't the matter of contention. I WILL be injecting those words directly into my veins for some time.

I was on the verge of choking and/or spewing blood and/or crying before posting it though lol, so I really appreciate the vote of confidence regarding the translation and I love your redraw! The reception as a whole has been really nice, although I wish people would keep it to themselves if they'd rather have Nishiki or Ryuji back or whatever. Not like it's a race, but even if it was, Mine's been in last place for ages lol.

And while I enjoy Y3's writing more than most, Mine's death wasn't some Grand Meaningful Statement, it was the decision of a fledgling studio that never knew if it would be able to keep making these games trying to tell a self-contained story. It did have far-reaching consequences for the series, but those consequences are also... not really relevant anymore?

Like, I can and have argued that Mine's death caused the fall of the Tojo Clan, but the clan has already fallen. So I don't see why some people are acting like revisiting his character would be A Spit In The Face to the saga somehow, but I guess I've never really been against characters being brought back...? A quote from the staff that's always stuck with me from the staff is that RGG is always going for RGG-ism, not realism.

Ranting aside... I honestly don't know if I should be saying this, but there's this new guy working the counter at Survive in some LaD8 behind the scenes footage. Now, upfront, I'm 99.8% sure it's not Mine (I happen to have a 100% accuracy rate so far identifying major RGG characters from extremely blurry images and silhouettes lmao), and I have no idea who it is, whether it's a new character or an old one heavily redesigned or Just Some Guy.

But he's not Kashiwagi. And he happens to have slicked-back dark brown hair with what appears to be an ahoge in some angles. And, unless the materials are temporary, he also dresses A Lot Like the celebrity Mine's design was based on. And his features... line up closely enough to piss me off, even though they don't fully match in the end, which is why I don't think it's him.

I'm in argumentative essay mode 100% of the time which is why I'm saying this in a "convincing" tone despite literally not believing it myself, but like... wouldn't that be something? To just have Mine part-timing at Survive or whatever and no one makes a big deal of it because they don't know any better? If nothing else, I really do think he should get The Bartender Treatment.

I dunno, I might post about it with a comparison tomorrow because it's been on my mind lately, especially with The News, but I really don't want people to get the wrong idea either. Or embarrass myself if it was too tenuous of a link to look that deeply into from the start lol

I remember seeing it two minutes after you posted it, so I can imagine I was one of the first to the scene of the crime (so my friends put it LMAO). AND OF COURSE I- and a lot of us- can't be any more grateful for all the work you do than we already are. I'd go insane trying to document and manage everything you do! especially when you have insane people like me ready to pounce on the smallest thing like I know I'd cry FJLKAJ The least I can do is give a proper title/credit to you when I can o7

If Yokoyama had any remaining hesitance about Mine being alive, then he REALLY would have fumbled by sounding so certain. Like in his old tweet, he certainly sounded more ambiguous, but this time he really had no extra notes and sounded more sure of himself. I won't expect RGG to do anything with Mine, but the concept is still very much exciting and the idea that Yokoyama almost seems earnest about the idea of bringing Mine back for whatever reason is very nice to know :] And thank you about enjoying the art I did! I can't lie in the slightest, since the last ask where you alluded to posting the clip, I had that drawing saved in the back of my head ready to make once you had that posted LMAO

But oohh not to touch drama since I generally try to Not touch it, but yeah I can't act like I haven't seen some people be. ""Interesting"" about the idea of Mine being alive. I won't dive too deep into it, but I think my major issue with the few grievances I've seen is that RGG hasn't done anything with Mine's alive status. As of right now, it's just a thing Yokoyama said, so I don't understand the need to be so angry about it (it's especially weird to say Ryuji hasn't been back when he not only got to be a playable protagonist in Dead Souls, but he was also the protagonist of RGGO- though I suppose I can understand wanting him in the mainline series again. Still, it's weird to act as though Mine's back any more than he is and being upset about it just because Yokoyama said he was alive)...

Moving on though, I'm really curious as to this 'mystery figure' you mean. I've been missing out on LaD8 production material, so I haven't seen this bit myself but I'd love to take a stab at it and analyze myself too. I agree though: if Mine does come back- whether he's working at Survive or anywhere else- I would greatly prefer if he had The Bartender status and was just never really called attention to and only existed in the background

[milyonline]

life update #whydoesschoolexist

I feel like I come on here when my life is in shambles and I'm stressin abt smthn. This problem that im stressing about is what uni i wanna transfer to in the fall. I'll get fake names for these uni so i dont give my location 😅

my original uni i thought i was going: pink uni

this new uni I wanna tranfer too since jan of this year: green uni

anyways so pink uni was the uni i decided on when i started community college and i needed to find a uni to transfer to stat, and when my sophomore year started i needed to start the transfer process. There was a deadline in December that i missed due to a missed document that i put in a request to be sent but never was and couldnt due much besides emailing. anyways when i missed that deadline i was under the assumption that i no longer could go to that uni in the fall. so during that missed deadline to jan 25, i looked into green uni cuz they started sending me emails about tranfering over there. I looked cuz i thought i had no school to go to in the fall and i needed one so my dad wouldnt be uspet at cuz, a uni is still a uni that will get me a degree and thats all that matters. Yesterday a representative for green uni came to my community campus and i went up and talked to them about the transfer process there and if im not too late to do so, I wasnt cuz their deadlines are feb. 15, but they said if i missed it i can still enroll for classes cuz they have open enrollment and they dont close till a week before the 1st day of classes. That night i received an email from a professer i met on tour for the pink uni back in the fall, and they said that i can still apply for the uni and go in the fall. BUT my mind already grieved the fact i wasn't going to pink uni anymore and i started getting excited to attend green uni. Now that i got that email im conficted and what to do and which uni to go to...

is this what the female lead feels when having to choose between to males to be her lover. example being the summer i turned pretty...

anyways ill update you when i made the decision cuz i gotta make it by tonight (deadline i put myself) so i can make deadlines by feb 15 if i choose green uni or make the music auditions of the pink uni that start feb 20.

im majoring in music education btw

anyways heres the song of the day/week:

dont question it, I only have happy memories while listening to this song/ watching the movie, and I need it to feel happy or keep myself in a good mood to see the bright side. I feel sad but i dont want to feel sad all the time yk?

life was easy back than when this came out, i miss it ✋🏻😔

have a good day ya'll

hopfully better than mine 😀👍🏻

[goddamnitlopori]

I've been getting updates when my friend gets modmail. The reason the lioness gets a pass is because she is wearing a necklace and has anthro breasts. That's literally it. (Great picture btw, sorry you're getting dragged into this) Mine has no anthro details and the wrong person might see it and get ideas etc

Adding anthro touches would ruin it! Realism is the point! Every detail is designed to convey a particular vibe and set of emotions.

While my intention wasn't to make "furry porn", if someone sees the image and finds it hot that's ok, flattering even! There's room for interpretation. Mods mention the fact the comic is in the context of a sex positive document, as a reason it could embolden zoophiles or something. I don't care! Why wouldn't my comic fit into a sex positive context anyway? It depicts sex, the tone is indeed positive. Quite simple really.

r/TherianAdult mod wants to work for Lockheed Martin and blow up kids but god forbid u see an ape bagina.

[youjustwaitsunshine]

c]:'/