#the closest I've ever gotten was one of my friends shotgunning me hits from his bong
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i need to kiss someone right now. i need to hold their face as i lean in for the kiss. i need to feel their lips against mine and have our tongues slide across each other. i need to feel the slight hesitation before they finally give in and kiss me back with everything they've got. i need to feel the saliva stringing between our mouths. i need to feel their hands pulling me closer, desperate to feel all of me
#i just woke up from a dream where one of my friends wanted to kiss me but was too shy about it#but i could tell they wanted it so i gently rubbed their face and leaned in most of the way#and let them close the distance. they were still nervous until i slipped my tongue into their mouth#in which case all worry left their head and they kissed me back proper#and it was everything I've ever wanted in a kiss. but now im awake completely unkissed#I'm tired of getting teased by my dreams like that..#i get stuck with all this vivid passionate imagery and no fucking outlet#i feel so pathetic yearning this hard but all my peers have had their first kisses#friends that i wanted to kiss going and kissing eachother in front of me just for the hell of it#the girlfriend i dated for longest refused to kiss me. i got like. maybe 2 cheek kisses? never once on the lips#even when i asked she would say no. i dont resent her for it but Man did it hurt#the closest I've ever gotten was one of my friends shotgunning me hits from his bong#every time my heart flutters and i want to kiss him for real#ive just been searching for someone to kiss me for a very long time#and ive just never found them...
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