#the 'oh no school is tomorrow and im ugly unprepared and havent showered' and the 'cant hide these self inflicted injuries but they | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

goldpilot22 · 7 years ago

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i want to look at comforting stuff but i can't find any of it and i think my phone deleted the folder sometime since i last backed it up but the backups are both on the other side of my bedroom and it's 1 am and pitch dark and im not completely sure if i can walk right now

#what are legs and how do they work #can barely get my hands to work enough to type #good thing my anxiety makes sure that i can't make any typos for fear of it being seen as a crytype joke #i feel like four different kinds of awful all at once #the 'oh no school is tomorrow and im ugly unprepared and havent showered' and the 'cant hide these self inflicted injuries but they #dont look like sh and idk what they look like but definitely bad' and the 'if i make a typo its crytyping and i deserve to be made fun of'#and of course the 'just woke up from a nightmare and it hasnt faded yet so i can still hear my screaming and still feel everything from it'#my legs dont feel like theyre there and this is a very not good feeling #my arms dont either but typing kind of helps with it because haptic feedback #which is why i keep making posts even though i know i need to sleep #psii.txt #dnr #sorry for the so many posts

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