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honeybittersweet · 8 months ago

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Hiiiii, update on my guy crush from college. Said hi to him this morning and felt NOTHING, I thought I was gonna be a bit more excited? But nothing, it was meh. So yeah, completely over him, I was probably just bored and liked the idea of him. I still like his voice tho.

#🪷.abi #i was going out the buffet with my hands busy. he was coming in. he was like (my name) hi! how's it going? long time no see!#and i was like hi! all good. wby? him: all good!#it was boring #went outside and talkes to a friend in common for a while before going back in to try and order lunch for later #i saw him waiting at the administration. i thought it was for the same I went a few days prior #(bc we share a class on fridays and some of us had trouble signing up for it. the professor sent us there.#turned out we didn't have to go there at all. luckily I got it done on Tuesday)#anyways i walked into the administration to tell him where he had to go if he had the same problem but chickened out last second #bc what if he was there for something else? and i was just snooping in?????? no thx #i walked out before he realized and and went back to class #when he got to class later he talked to the ????? teacher's assistant????? idk the name for that in english. sorry.#so i think he did have the same problem #i like the idea of him more from afar #he's very participant in class and i really like his voice tone but i don't feel comfortable anymore idk why #that's something else! i've been feeling kind of anxious and gotten embarrassed quite quickly lately.#i feel like my words aren't as sharp as before and i don't feel comfortable with it #these tags are badly redacted and have a lot of misspellings probably. i'm tired

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