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meistoshi · 11 months ago

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once again thinking about how satoshi's three categories of "thing that is bad" are, in order of priority, a) harms pokemon b) harms a person c) worries people satoshi cares about. thinking about how he excludes himself from the pool of people in category b. will try to stop doing a thing because it upsets a friend not because it causes himself any harm, but will most be concerned that it doesn't hurt someone else & most-most concerned that it doesn't hurt a pokemon. why is he like this.

#& if he's doing smth he doesnt see an alt for that doesnt hurt ppl/pkmn he will say screw you to ppl's faces while throwin himself in danger #more or less politely depending on the nature of their dynamic #that's how the whole healing mew thing happened. the whole hikozaru thing.#how he just generally goes about helping others #it's the way in his mind there's. friends worried = what im doing might not be good. NOT i'm getting hurt = what im doing might not be good #connects i'm getting hurt = friends worried but wholeheartedly believes it should be i'm getting hurt = friends trust i know what i'm doing #CANNOT connect i'm getting hurt = friends worried = what im doing might not be good #RATTLING HIM GET HELP #ooc. pkmn is autistic culture.#study.#yea i'll tag that #this is. v tangentially connected to therapy talk on dash just coz it got me rotating a thing or two again #mainly re how satoshi normalizes his own experiences & traumas

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