#that was so schizophrenic shit

[veggiukabu]

I'm going to kill whoever draw this sprite. I'm fucking done with this face

I have no hate to Rin, I'm just losing my mind and makes me want to rip my face off

I will regret posting this.

[anti-ao3]

stop mocking ppl with schizophrenia. stop making fun of them for being weird. stop seeing them as dangerous monsters. it's fucking 2024! why are you STILL dehumanizing ppl with schizophrenia?!!

[magnetothemagnificent]

Non-ADHD and non-autistic disabled people whose only idea of ADHD and autistic people is shaped by media depictions of a nerdy white boy or a quirky goth girl with low support needs: "Yeah ADHD and autism are destigmatized and we should ignore people with ADHD and autism in favor of real disabilities. I am very smart and progressive."

Lateral prejudice towards other disabled people will get us nowhere.

[proudfreakmetarusonikku]

like i see people say stuff like “rei is a deconstruction of the idea of like the perfect girl in a male gaze-y way” and and i'm ready to agree until they go “it’s because she’s creepy and weird and bad!” like no. rei's a deconstruction of misogynistic ideas of womanhood because they’re ideals forced upon her that damage her, not because she’s in any way “creepy”. like, the fact she’s a fourteen year old girl who was basically used as a substitute wife by her father bc she looked like his own dead wife is not something that is meant to make rei look bad like holy shit.

like both rei and asuka are very obviously like. showing fantasised and misogynistic ideas of an idealised woman don’t work irl yeah. shinji's misogynistic view of them is wrong. but that’s not because rei and asuka are bad people it’s because like. “fourteen year old who's flirty and seductive” and “fourteen year old who's a quiet obedient object” are major signs of abuse and trauma and anyone actually acting in those ways at that age clearly isn’t normal. asuka is desperate for attention in any way she can get it, even unhealthy and dangerous ways. rei is at the very least I has a weird pseudo-incestous enmeshment filled abusive relationship with her father, even if she's not actively being sexually abused. asuka is seeking support, rei is a grooming victim. these are not things that are flaws in their character the entire point of subverting the expectations is to show how those expectations are unhealthy to rei and asuka like. god.

[rainbowtvz]

*grits teeth*

i do not want to discourse here or anywhere anymore but it does kind of affect me as a transmasc bi person when i see shit that indirectly misgenders me and implies that bisexuality is an icky no good word and identity and you have to be bi and gay and bi and lesbian and bi and straight at the same time or support them or you're an evil stinky stinky terf like... hello where am, i

[schizononagesimus]

🎶 they tried to make me go to rehab and i said PLEASE PLEASE HOLY FUCK I FEEL SO BAD WILL NOBODY HELP ME I CANT STOP WHY DOESNT ANYBODY NOTICE HOW BAD IT IS PLEASE HELP

[carmenpeach]

my god im thinking about some post i saw forever ago that still makes me so mad and i feel like a dork still being upset about a post about talking animals on tumblr dot com. but saw someone say that in sonic boom that the cast treats sticks (stereotypical schizophrenia thats used solely as an offensive joke) with respect and compassion. almost whenever shes doing something crazy/ paranoid the rest of them are annoyed or offput or irritated. like i do not think sonic boom the comedy sonic cartoon of a failed spin off game is going to have good schizophrenic representation. just cause the others are friends with her doesnt mean any of them or the writing has the slightly sliver of respectfully handling an insanity. way to miss the point so hard.

[unidentifiedfuckingthing]

i feel like its this universal thing that in like figuring out algorithms or understanding/explaining concepts i always.......... have the subject and object reversed in viewpoint and it turns the phrasing of the problem inside out. and everyone whos ever tried to help me work toward their right side out understanding of the thing just moves me further away from the objective truth of it. i LIKE math but being taught math was torture because at every level i got it wrong and was unteachable until/unless i figured it out from the ground up on my own. like i always grasp shit with the axes reversed and sometimes thats fine and sometimes it turns something trivial into an unsolvable problem and ive never even been able to isolate and communicate exactly whats going wrong for me and of course ive never been able to figure out how to just reverse the problem and see it the normal way

[sillyscientists]

I hope all sanists kill themselves

[llycaons]

house truly is a show of contrasts. really ableist and fatphobic but also hitting hard on things related to abelism and faphobia that other shows wouldn't touch, creating some genuinely satisfying moments

[cherrysnax]

[just-a-queer-fanboy]

Schizospec/psychotic people who have homicidal thoughts and ideation and are a danger to themselves and others and have "scary" symptoms and come off as unsettling please know I love you forever and you deserve respect and you are not a bad person for what your disorder makes you think if you are harming no one

[n0-al-3n8y]

I'm just a list a symptoms in a trench coat

living with c-ptsd (and schizophrenia) makes u doubt everything about yourself. idk what's the disorders and what's me since idk myself before disorders and they are everything everywhere.

for example some ppl think I'm sensitive (neutral) or stuff like that but I don't think I am, I only have so many triggers, other than that I'm not at all. more of the opposite. but then, is my apathy due to disorders idfk. how am i supposed to know anything about myself when c-ptsd & schizophrenia affect everything and I don't remember much about my childhood. there isnt a before. schizophrenia erase everything too.

so ... i don't know shit.

I'm just a list a symptoms in a trench coat (or a hoodie)

[buggirlfreak]

people i'm not close with (who don't know i'm schizophrenic) making jokes about how i'm schizophrenic/act schizophrenic i'm exploding you with my brain

[fagpulp]

Teehee

[kkujo]

last night i had a mix of tinnitus and sleep deprivation induced auditory hallucinations which was basically just like. literal microphone feedback. and i think it was triggered by me testing my microphone yesterday bc the feedback was awful but yeah i was lying awake and all i could hear was extremely loud microphone feedback in my brain i'm so glad it's over 😭