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subsequentibis · 2 years ago

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there are basically two conflicting impulses in my brain at all times and they are "i need to draw something Big and Cool right now so i know i'm still good at art" and "i am so fucking tired and i want to sleep for one million years and never do anything more difficult than rolling over in bed to a more comfortable position"

#ignore me #i know i tie too much of my self worth to my artistic output even now!#even while being aware of it and with all the progress i have made in not caring as much!#i DO miss when i was making a ton of really cool seld indulgent stuff that other people enjoyed too #that was peak. but i'm not going back to that sideblog and that community LMAO ppl suck there #anyway my point is. what's my point. my point is i'm depressed but i'm working on it #i'm okay and i'm in a good place but i need to bitch about things. don't worry about me.#block the 'ignore me' tag to avoid my bitching. and take care of yrselves. ok. good night

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