#that is barely some light cardio for me you'd think that after a twenty year marathon with no end in sight I'd be made of sterner stuff

[vaguely-concerned]

there's something darkly funny about how desensitized you become to your own mental illness once it's gone on long enough. you really do find yourself in all earnestness thinking shit like 'why am I so tired, I only sobbed my guts out for an hour today'