#that communicates 'i can't get Involved in stuff rn sorry i'm experiencing brain problems' hmmmmmmm!

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also wish i had a better way to describe it than 'migraine that makes me stupid' as a shorthand. i guess i don't really understand what's going on nor can i pinpoint exactly what's going on any more specifically than 'the stuff that makes me understand stuff is broken currently' but it's *more* than that. i can feel the widespread process happening in my brain but only through the impacts of it, i can't, like, put my finger on it at its source i'm just like 'huh i can't spell? or i'm substituting letters?' but it's NOT like i suddenly FORGET how to do this is that's wires are being crossed while i'm doing actions and the outputs are odd but the actions aren't just isolated to 'typing', it's 'anything that flows through my brain'. which is why i'm also more prone to doing things like 'touch a burning hot pan that i just safely got out of the oven one second after doing so with bare hands' when i have a migraine.

i guess 'migraine that crosses all the wires in my brain' works pretty well. maybe i'll use that because i don't like to say stupid even if i'm saying it in a 'neutral descriptor of my current situation' way.