#that aside i found a new outline brush. not sure if i'm feeling it yet

[gilfodile]

let's lament

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𝓟𝓻𝓮𝓽𝓽𝔂, 𝓟𝓲𝓷𝓴, 𝓐𝓷𝓭 𝓟𝓾𝓯𝓯𝔂 (𝓢𝓸𝓷𝓰 𝓜𝓲𝓷𝓰𝓲) 𝓡𝓪𝓽𝓮𝓭

𝑷𝒂𝒊𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒈: 𝑺𝒐𝒏𝒈 𝑴𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒊 (𝑨𝒕𝒆𝒆𝒛)× 𝑹𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒆𝒓 (𝑭𝒆𝒎𝒂𝒍𝒆)

𝑮𝒆𝒏𝒓𝒆: 𝑺𝒎𝒖𝒕, 𝑭𝒍𝒖𝒇𝒇

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𝑺𝒖𝒎𝒎𝒂𝒓𝒚: 𝑩𝒆𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒄𝒖𝒓𝒊𝒐𝒖𝒔 𝒂𝒃𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒂𝒘 𝒐𝒏𝒄𝒆, 𝑴𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒊 𝒐𝒓𝒅𝒆𝒓𝒔 𝒂 𝒎𝒚𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒊𝒐𝒖𝒔 𝒑𝒂𝒄𝒌𝒂𝒈𝒆 𝒇𝒖𝒍𝒍 𝒐𝒇 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒔𝒐 𝒊𝒏𝒏𝒐𝒄𝒆𝒏𝒕 𝒕𝒐𝒚𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒉𝒆 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕𝒔 𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒍𝒚 𝒑𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒄𝒆𝒔𝒔 𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒓𝒚 𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒉𝒊𝒎.

𝑾𝒂𝒓𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔: 𝑼𝒔𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝑩𝑫𝑺𝑴 𝒕𝒐𝒚𝒔 𝒔𝒖𝒄𝒉 𝒂𝒔 𝒏𝒊𝒑𝒑𝒍𝒆 𝒄𝒍𝒂𝒎𝒑𝒔/𝒗𝒊𝒃𝒓𝒂𝒕𝒐𝒓 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒅/𝒑*𝒔𝒔𝒚 𝒑𝒖𝒎𝒑𝒔, 𝒔𝒊𝒛𝒆 𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒌, 𝑫𝒂𝒅𝒅𝒚 𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒌, 𝒍𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒃𝒐𝒏𝒅𝒂𝒈𝒆, 𝒐𝒓𝒂𝒍 (𝒇𝒆𝒎𝒂𝒍𝒆 𝒓𝒆𝒄𝒆𝒊𝒗𝒊𝒏𝒈), 𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒖𝒍𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏, 𝒔𝒒𝒖𝒊𝒓𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈, 𝒖𝒏𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒕𝒆𝒄𝒕𝒆𝒅 𝒔𝒆𝒙 (𝒂𝒍𝒘𝒂𝒚𝒔 𝒖𝒔𝒆 𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒕𝒆𝒄𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏) 𝑺𝒐𝒇𝒕 𝑫𝒐𝒎! 𝑴𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒊 × 𝑺𝒖𝒃! 𝑹𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒆𝒓.

𝑻𝒂𝒈𝒍𝒊𝒔𝒕: @little-precious-baby @multidreams-and-desires @galaxteez @yunhofingers @yunhoiseyecandy

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Thanking the kind delivery person and wishing them a safe journey, Mingi shut the door behind him and stared at the package he was currently holding. Recognizing the logo of the company, he excitedly walked in a speedy form across the hallway and back into the bedroom, where his girlfriend, Y/N, was still in the same position as he left her: laying on the bed, a pillow tucked underneath her chest as she hugged it whilst staring up at the movie playing on the television. Mingi couldn't help but find her cute as one of her legs swung up and down, telltale sign she was enjoying the movie so far.

"What'd you get?" She asked when she felt the bed dip behind her when he sat on it.

"Oh just some cute little things I found on the internet. I'm just going to check and make sure they're not broken or something."

The girl simply hummed out at his response and resumed her focus back on the movie, ignoring the tearing of tape and shuffling of wrapping paper behind her. Carefully taking out each item one by one, Mingi set them down on the soft mattress, arranging them in an orderly fashion. His heart beat faster with each article he touched, palms getting sweaty as he began to imagine all the possible ways he could use all the items he bought. Soon enough, the corner of the bed where he sat at was arrayed with some of the various toys he had purchased: rope, blindfolds, soft and furry handcuffs, vibrators that ranged from bullet all the way to rabbit ones, mouth gags, floggers, assorted dildos, a collar with a leash set, different types of anal plugs including one that had a faux cat tail attached to it, and nipple clamps, all in a pretty pale pink color. However there was still one more item he had not yet taken out yet, still hidden inside the box. Pushing some of the leftover paper over, Mingi's hand slightly trembled as he looked down at the bright dark pink device that he had bought on a whim after he viewed some very explicit content on the internet the other day. His finger gently touched the plastic cylinder that was on one end of the toy, mind already thinking about putting it to use. Slowly, he turned his head to look over at his darling girlfriend, who was still absentmindedly fixed on the screen in front of her. Her leg had long stopped moving around, her body now completely relaxed.

"Perfect." Mingi thought.

Setting the box aside, he shifted so he was sitting right where her legs were. His fingers began grazing the hem of the babydoll lingerie dress Y/N was donning, the color matching with the toys he had bought. He had always loved the light shades of pink adorned, not just on her, but on her body, sometimes bordering on red if he got a little too carried away when he had his way with her. Lifting part of the dress up to reveal the matching lace panties, his hand cupped part of her left butt cheek, which resulted in a tiny giggle from her.

"Mingi? What are you up to?"

When she tried to shift around to see him, his hands immediately pressed her back down to her original position.

"Just stay like that princess and relax for me ok?"

Noticing the change of tone and his use of that particular nickname, Y/N did as she was told, eagerly anticipating what he had in store for her. Mingi slid his finger across her covered slit, probing around a little longer near her opening, slightly pushing part of his finger in there. When pulling it back, there was a wet arousal spot left there. Smiling fondly down at her, Mingi placed his arms at either sides of her body, lowering himself enough so he could start placing kisses along the nape of her neck and traveled them to the start of her back. She began to let out soft hums when his hands began caressing her sides, running them around the outline of her waist.

"My pretty baby. I hope you don't mind, but I bought you a few things."

Ears perking up and with glimmering eyes, Y/N allowed her doting boyfriend to help lift her up and sit her on his lap, making her face towards the rows of toys displayed out on the bed. A faint blush spread across the apples of her cheeks, fascination spreading around her body. Full of curiosity, her hand leaned out to hover above the items, some of which she knew what they were and some which were unfamiliar to her.

"It's ok babygirl. You can touch them." Mingi's soothing voice assured her when she hesitated to touch the nearest ones in her reach.

Gaining a bit of courage, she picked up one of cuter looking wands, her palms cupping the dome shaped top. Brushing some of the hair out of the way, Mingi pressed a chaste kiss to her shoulder.

"You like that one?"

She nodded.

"It's cute."

Giggling softly, Mingi nuzzled his nose against her neck.

"Just like you princess."

Y/N let out a soft squeal as Mingi gently tackled her down onto the bed, his hands intertwining with hers. Starting with her forehead, he began peppering kisses all over her face before eventually reaching her lips and placing small tiny pecks on them, smiling occasionally against them. After a while, Mingi's kisses became more heated, his hands which were holding his girlfriend's hands in place were now gripping onto her thighs, running them down and up them before eventually wrapping them around his hips which were currently rolling themselves against hers. Y/N's faint moans were being swallowed up by Mingi's mouth as his tongue roamed the inside of hers, swirling her tongue around his before eventually tugging it out slightly so he could give it a tiny suck. Y/N's hands were already tangled on the back of Mingi's dyed red locks, messing them up just a tiny bit. When he pulled away, they were both left breathless, a tiny string of saliva that connected to their lips suddenly breaking apart as they stared in each other's eyes.

"Princess, will you let Daddy use some of the new toys on you?"

He didn't need to ask twice as Y/N was already nodding, also curious and aching to try out some of the toys. Raising her arms up and arching her back slightly, she allowed Mingi to strip the babydoll dress off her body, her panties soon following suit as they layed scattered on the floor next to the bed. Mingi admired her naked body, never getting tired of seeing her underneath him, legs spread as she let him view her in her most vulnerable state, always feeling like the first time he had her in such a position. Reaching for the same wand vibrator she had picked out before, Mingi turned it on, a slight buzzing noise coming out of it. Making sure it was on the mildest setting, he lowered it down and pressed it between her breasts, her body shivering slightly when she felt the vibrations hit against her skin.

"How does it feel so far princess?" He asked first before attempting to move it anywhere else.

"G-good. Feels good. But I want it somewhere else." She admitted.

Mingi chuckled at her answer.

"Somewhere else? Where exactly babygirl? Perhaps here?"

Y/N let out a sharp gasp as Mingi moved the vibrator over to caress one of her nipples, immediately making it poke out. Mingi held the device on her nipple briefly, often circling it around the rest of her breast before pressing back against her sensitive little nub. He made sure to repeat the same actions to her other nipple, not forgetting to let it receive the same treatment as its fellow twin. Once he felt her nipples had received enough attention, he began to move the wand down her stomach, inching it closer and closer towards her mound. Y/N's hands clutched onto the blanket underneath her.

Mingi began teasing her as he made the vibrator roam around her inner thighs, getting dangerously close to her core before pulling it away and dragging it further from where she wanted and needed it most.

"Mingi!" She whined at him.

"Yes princess? Is there something you want?" He tilted his head at her, smiling mischievously when she batted her eyelashes at him.

"Princess you gotta use your words. Daddy isn't a mind reader."

Taking a deep breath, Y/N dragged one hand down her body, cupping one of her breasts, her fingers toying with her sensitive nipple.

"I want...want the toy-" She bit her lip in frustration, eyebrows furrowed up at him.

"This?" Mingi retracted the device from her body, holding it up and swinging it around his hand. "Where does my princess want this now?"

He let out a pleased smile when Y/N grabbed his free hand to place it right on top of her clit.

"Here. I want daddy to put it right here." She answered as she moved his fingers so they could rub against her genitals, producing more slick to accumulate inside of her.

"Right here? You want daddy to put it right there?"

She nodded furiously, spreading her legs even further to get her point across. The buzzing sound of the vibrator got louder as Mingi turned it up a level. When it made contact with Y/N's clit, a breath got stuck in her throat. It pulsated so powerfully against her mound her body began to instinctively move away, but Mingi's hand pressed her down onto the bed, holding her in place as he angled the wand so it could hit all over her nerves.

"Don't baby. You said you wanted it right here and that's where it's staying."

Mingi had to admit watching her squirm underneath him, trying to escape his grasp while he watched in earnest as her pussy began turning a light shade of pink whilst it throbbed against the wand had the tent in his pants tightening even further. She was already leaking so much and her pussy looked so delicious it made him wonder just how much prettier it was going to look after he used the special device he bought for her. Y/N's legs began to tremble the longer Mingi held the vibrator next to her mound, her breathing becoming labored as she felt that familiar coil build up at the pit of her stomach. Just as soon as it was fast approaching, Mingi selfishly turned off the wand, putting an end to the addicting vibrations she was just enjoying. Mingi let out a subtle snort when he saw her glaring up at him.

"I'm sorry baby, but I just couldn't help to think that... it feels like something's missing. I think you'll look much prettier if you had something adorning you."

Scanning over the many articles layed out before him, Mingi picked up the tail butt plug. Stroking the fluffy part across her chin, he waved it in front of her face. Y/N however was confused about where it was supposed to go. Noticing her confusion, especially when she pointed at it, Mingi lowered it down so it was rubbing across her slick folds.

"This little toy right here babygirl....goes right here."

When Y/N felt the slightly cool metal piece rubbing against her rim, she widened her eyes and immediately retracted her body away from it.

"Mingi you are not sticking anything up my ass." She firmly declared.

His bottom lip poked out.

"Are you sure about that?"

"I'm very sure. Don't you dare." She continued.

Mingi nodded, not going to press her any further with something she was saying a hard no to. Going back to the clutter of toys, his fingers picked up two nipple clamps that had a white bow with a pink button attached to them. Holding them out in front of her breasts, Mingi smiled in satisfaction when she gave him the thumbs up to put them on. She would have thought that they would pinch a lot harder but surprisingly the didn't. The clamps seemed to be squeezing her nipples just right, applying the perfect amount of pressure on them. Testing them out, Mingi flicked his index fingers across them, getting an immediate reaction as Y/N grunted softly at his ministrations.

"How do they feel?" He inquired.

"They feel nice. Do they look pretty?" She rose her chest a bit.

"Oh they look absolutely beautiful on you princess. You look beautiful."

When his hand came down to caress her cheek, Y/N leaned into his touch, enjoying the small and gentle gesture of affection. Leaning down, Mingi kissed her forehead and then looked at her straight in the eyes.

"And you're going to look even more beautiful after we use a little something special I bought."

Mingi reached for the box that had been pushed aside yet had not been forgotten by him. Casting the box aside, he finally revealed what had been kept hidden inside:

A bright pink vaginal pump.

Y/N looked at the sex toy with fascination. It looked pretty and it was nothing she'd ever seen. Although it slightly intimidated her, she found herself drawn to it.

"What's that for?" She pointed towards it.

Glad that she'd ask, Mingi cupped the cylinder piece and gave it a tiny squeeze to show her it was flexible.

"See darling, I'm going to put this little piece right over here on your pretty little pussy. And then this part."

He picked up the other end with his other hand which was medicinal-ball styled pump and smelled down at her.

"Is going to suck those pretty lips of yours until they're left swollen and sensitive to the touch. That way when I fuck you I'm going to have you cumming over and over again."

Y/N was intrigued by his words so she just obeyed Mingi and patiently waited as he began lubricating the edges of the plastic cylinder dome. Once that was done, he meticulously positioned it on top of her mound, pressing it down to make sure it would stay put and would seal around it.

"God I bet you're going to look so pretty." He couldn't wait to see the results.

Picking up the pumper once more, he reminded her their safe word in case she felt uncomfortable or, heaven forbid in pain, and he'd immediately release the emergency valve so it'd come off her body instantly. Y/N nodded and then took a deep breath to steady her nerves, reminding herself to just relax and trust Mingi. When Mingi squeezed the pump for the first time, she felt her pussy get sucked into the cup, her breath hitching as it felt like those times Mingi would go down on her and would suckle on her clit. But this felt even better as she felt it not only on her clit, but all around her.

"You ok?" Mingi wanted to make sure before proceeding.

"I-I'm good. It's good, keep going." She encouraged him, which delighted him greatly.

Mingi pumped the valve 2 more times, watching in earnest as his girlfriend's hips arched up as the toy suctioned more of her inside. Her eyes were closed and her mouth which was agape was spilling out tiny moans as the blood flow was increasing throughout her nether region. She could already feel it become more sensitive and she could only imagine how it would feel afterwards.

"Please more." She cried out to her boyfriend, wanting to feel it suck her up even more.

Obliging to her request, Mingi pressed the pumper 2 more times, dick hardening as he watched her pussy lips cover the entire space around the rim of the cup, nearly bulging out at the sides. With the way Y/N's legs curled up he knew it was enough for now. Pressing the release valve, the cup began emitting a hushed hissing sound as it began detaching itself from his girlfriend's body, plopping down on the bed in between her legs.

"Holy hell." Mingi couldn't hide his shock when he saw the clearly visible results:

Her labia folds were engorged beyond anything he'd ever seen, her inner lips had a reddish tint to them and could be seen protruding out slightly, her clitoris was swollen and her entire region was pink colored due to all the pressure it had been under. Y/N curiously looked down to see and she herself was surprised by how her pussy was looking.

"Oh fuck." Her hand came up to cup her mouth.

Mingi couldn't stop staring at the image. She looked utterly delicious that he couldn't help himself as he began lowering his face until it was right in between her legs. Testing the waters first, he stuck his tongue out, laying it flat against her clit. When she felt his wet muscle touch her, Y/N let out a small whimper, her body moving slightly away from him as the sensation was too strong, her pussy feeling completely delicate.

"Too sensitive babygirl?" Mingi lifted his head up to take in her reaction.

"Like crazy." She had a tiny pout on her face which had Mingi smiling.

"I'll be sure to be very gently then princess."

With complete tenderness, Mingi began to place small kitten licks around her clit, sometimes flicking his tongue out, hitting her overly reactive bundle of nerves that had her shivering to an extent. With a slow movement, he dragged his tongue down one side of her puffy lips, once reaching her entrance he made sure to shove his tongue inside it, moderately thrusting it and out of her hole, muffled animalistic groans spilling from his luscious lips as he lapped up the secretions that were exuding from her body. Y/N began writhing more and more as Mingi dragged his tongue back up her other lip, teeth slightly grazing across it.

"Princess if you keep trying to push me away like that how am I supposed to fuck you?"

Biting down her lip, Y/N gestured with a roll of her eyes towards the pile of toys next to them.

"Tie me up daddy." Her voice came out as a challenge.

Raising an eyebrow at her, Mingi already began reaching for one of the silk ties that were available to him.

"You want that darling? Want daddy to tie you up and hold you down as I fuck your swollen pink pussy?"

Y/N's eyes nearly rolled to the back of her head as she imagined that.

"Oh God yes. Please fuck me."

Hearing her beg in earnest for him had Mingi fumbling to rid himself of his clothes. Y/N chuckled as it sort of reminded her of the very first time they were intimate. How he was super awkward yet eager to please her in any way he could. In a way, nothing really changed. The only change was that Mingi got more and more confident over time, clearly evident in as he began tying her hands together, one of them gripping her bound wrists to keep her arms above her head while the other began lining himself against her opening. He couldn't resist himself as he slapped his tip against her clit, seeing it twitch as Y/N whined in his ear, her thighs squeezing together from the overwhelming sting she felt. Giggling rather evilly, Mingi pried her legs open staring intently in between them as he began to push his length inside of her. Her walls were practically clinging onto him the more he stuffed himself inside her, her body involuntarily clenching around his cock as it was overly and intensely sensitive, her folds practically throbbing against his raw intrusion.

Pushing out slowly, Mingi moved very carefully, wanting to see first how much could she handle before he got more rough with her. Y/N was already releasing blissful pants, eyes shut as she began to get lost in the utterly obliterating pleasure she was receiving. It seemed whenever Mingi would pull out, it'd get harder as her cavern would hug him even tighter, craving him back inside where it belonged. Before she knew it her previously orgasm that was taken away slowly crept up once more, rapidly spreading down to the pit of her stomach, more so since her intimate parts were more receptive to any touch, but were especially reacting to the way Mingi's cock was sliding in and out of them. When Mingi's mouth began to suckle on the side of her neck, Y/N could feel like she was going to lose it. She didn't want to cum so early and on so little, but Mingi's kisses and his hot breath on her skin weren't helping her case.

"You have no idea how absolutely adorable your swollen lips look hugging my big cock. I wish you could see it."

Grunting softly as he picked up his pace, he bit down onto her shoulder, leaving behind a purple blotch.

"Maybe I should grab my phone and record it all for you to see. Would you like that princess? So you can see how daddy's fat cock looks against your engorged pussy?"

Before she could even comprehend what was happening or how, Y/N trembled under Mingi's body, her hips jolting up as she began spasming from the high she was currently reaching. Mingi looked at her in utter amazement, unable to believe she really just came so fast. Sure he knew the toy would make the sex feel even better...but he never imagined it'd be that good. Even so, he couldn't help the relentless teasing he was going to give her.

"Awww princess..you came so fast, it's such a shame."

Smiling darkly down at her, Mingi began to ram his dick deep inside her, hips snapping up at a brutal pace as his pelvis brushed against her throbbing clit each time his bulbous tip hit that sweet spot inside of her. Y/N began squirming and writhing, her body both pleading to get away from him but also wanting to keep the feeling from continuing. The room was becoming filled with the sound of their skin slapping against each other, the frantic wailing coming out of Y/N's lips and Mingi's sinful growls that protruded from his throat. The hand that was holding her hip down moved to place itself on top of her stomach, pressing her down further onto the bed while simultaneously rubbing the bulge that was clearly outlining his length which was currently destroying her insides.

"So small, such a tiny precious baby. You're so pretty my little one."

He couldn't hide the smug grin on his face as she began clenching once more around him.

"You love it when I remind you how much bigger I am in comparison to you right? Of course you do. Otherwise you wouldn't let me be here now, with my cock buried so deep inside of you princess even if it'll leave you shaking and limping for days."

Y/N couldn't contain herself as she began cumming once more under him, her toes curling and mind going numb as all she could focus on was the immense amount of pleasure Mingi was giving her. Her vision was brimmed with tears, some of them beginning to roll down her cheeks as she began whimpering and crying out at the intensity of it all.

"Awww princess. Dirty talk makes you become a mess all over me? How cute. I don't think you've cum this much in so little time."

Moving from her abdomen upwards, Mingi tugged on the nipple clamps still adorning her chest slightly, her body beginning to fret even more with the increased sensitivity he was putting her through.

"Can you cum a third time for me? I'm going to cum soon too. Cum all over your pretty, pink and puffy pussy. Cover it completely with my cum, I'm going to ruin you my little angel. I'll make sure you're a crying mess too."

Y/N's back arched as Mingi's hand began to rub against her clit which had turned from a pink shade to a more light red hue. The overstimulation from her two previous orgasms, her swollen lips that were sensitive even to a simple blow of air, Mingi's cock ramming deep inside her and his fingers working in between her legs, she began to shake and quiver as tiny splashes of liquid came rushing out, staining the blanket underneath them and some of it spurting onto her boyfriend's abs.

"Holy shit! Yes- just like that princess. Make a mess all over daddy's cock like the filthy girl I know you are."

Giving her just a couple more thrusts, Mingi pulled his glistening cock out and began pumping himself furiously, a stream of white liquid squirting out and landing on her thighs and on her enlarged lips. He raspy and carnal grunts were emitted by him as he finished himself off all over his girlfriend's reddened mound, the girl completely laying still as she had a look of being completely fucked out, her eyes staring intently at the ceiling. She regained her senses when she saw something coming over to cover her eyes, effectively rendering her blind for the moment.

"I'm not done yet princess. Daddy still wants to try more toys on you."

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after two people start dating, it's a common assumption that life's sunshine and rainbows from then on when it’s not. kageyama and (y/n)'s relationship is an accurate representation of that

pairing: kageyama tobio x reader

genre: angst

word count: 1.7k

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How did he get so lucky?

He's not certain how or why; not sure how someone like him managed to somehow be at the right place, at the right time – right in her line of sight, why she chose to keep him there when there were so many other things to be resting her bright eyes at instead.

He always feels so small under her gaze, like all his crevices would only let her spill when she sunk herself into his touch but somehow, somehow she finds a way – in her touch, in her words, in those beautiful, beautiful eyes – to make him feel like broken didn't have to be such a bad thing.

And she was the first – the only – to tell him it was okay. It was okay to make some mistakes, it was okay to not find a way, to be lost and not want to be found – it was okay to be so down that he forgot how to look up again and she always tell him it's okay to be broken in more ways than she is whole, to be more pieces than person.

Some things are meant to be. She always said that, and it's the only thing she believed.

He watches her with half-lidded eyes from sleep and the morning light is a dust of gold across the wrinkled sheets, smelling of her; he curls a little closer to the mountain of white blankets just so he can bury himself in it, just so he could drown in the scent of her before the afternoon hours took it away. You're gone, evident by the space in the bed.

He felt it from the first springs of the bed that sighed at her departure, soft creaks on the floor as she tiptoed away from the dreams he made for her the night before in between the valleys of the sheets.

She always lets him sleep but he never does – the mornings were her time and he understood that, respected that – she needed her own spaces in the glow of the sunrise, she needed her time in the silence of a new dawn.

It's his favourite time of the day, he thinks. When you think no one's watching; she sheds her skin in the morning like how she sheds her clothes in the night – Kageyama finds something intimate about it, in those glimpses of her that only he and the sun have ever seen, in her soft breaths and the fall of her shoulders, the rise of her ribs that go with it.

She pad into the room with soft steps and back to him; he's got one eye open and hopes she picks one of his shirts as she tries to decide what to wear today. And his eyes slip, like they always do, like they always will – they slip to how the curves of her figure are never the perfectly arched waves, to the smallest bumps of scars on her back and the bruises on her knees; eyes falling to the cracking skin that dots her bare body and the shapes he finds that have yet to have a name except for hers.

She wasn't perfect, but he didn't want her to be – he loved her for the way she was broken but not fixed, for how she wasn't  poetry, she was simply his – graceless falls and messy collapses and all.

She pulls one of his favourite sweaters on her on and he can only imagine how soft her shoulders are with the fabric gracing them; how he longs to brush his lips over them, how he wants to draw the outline of her shape that he knew so well, hidden to the world with the knit.

He loves every inch of her, every corner of her jagged mind and broken heart – he'll love her with every piece of him, he'll love her with every whole that's still left. Soft lips pressed to his forehead and it's his cue to wake up; to open his eyes to see what she wants him to, but he's hoping for a day where he wakes up and there's just you.

Like the one he sees every morning through his half-lidded eyes of admiring you, the one she always buries away, though he hopes to see it with wide eyes one day. "Good morning, sleepy head."

"Morning, babe. You all ready?" She nods, and there's a taste of chapstick in your kiss – though he won't admit it, Kageyama loves the way her chapped lips scratch against his, but he loves her taste all the same. She pulls away and this time it's her with the half-lidded eyes, lost somewhere in her dreams.

"How did I get so lucky?" He whispers the words and his thumb is running over the hills of her face, tracing the lips and leaving the soft skin ringing with his touch. Kageyama's half-asleep and she knows it – he's softer when he's dreaming like he is now, looking right at her – and she doesn't know what he sees but she thinks she sees her own looking back at her.

"I think I'm the lucky one here." A half smile on her lips, words tender and mouth brushing his hand that clings on to her, fingers interlaced.

"Oh?" He looks amused and he is – he's wondering how sbe would be the lucky one when he practically spends every morning admiring everything she is that he doesn't deserve but love all the same.

"How so?"

But that's a story for another day.

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It’s a bit of a struggle to get her eyes fully open in the morning, because her eyelashes are sticking together and her head still hurts from how she’d cried herself to sleep the night before. (y/n)’s never been one to be so affected by someone else’s actions, by her circumstance involving another person, but that was before she’d fallen in love.

See, they started arguing, and argued some more, and more after that. It was typical stuff at first, about things that they’d laugh about that same night when they’ve eventually found their way back into each other’s arms – then it escalated into something else. Accusations of cheating, of purposely staying out till late, of not really wanting to be with each other because maybe it was the chase that made the other want the relationship in the first place. 

And now it’s because (y/n) had finally gotten tired of Kageyama being home but not, at the same time, because all he was ever doing was going out with his mates and then spending like five minutes with her before going out with the same bunch of people for hours, again. And it’s not like he’s not allowed to – of course he is. She’s not going to bloody ban him from hanging out with his mates just because they’re mostly girls who completely disregard her existence. But she’s upset. She’s hurt and upset.

So she’d confronted him about it. 

And what did bs do? Well he laughed and told her to stop being so jealous because they’re just friends. 

And then he just left. Walked out, saying he was going out (again) and that was that – (y/n) looking at him with glassy eyes and furrowed brows, and Kageyama completely not giving a fucking shit about it.

(y/n) blows out a sigh, rubbing at her eyes and picking up her phone. A part of her’s hoping that her boyfriend had called, or texted, or something – but he hasn’t. Not a single text or missed call.

She goes to open twitter next and she’s pretty sure her heart’s stuck in her throat and she might throw up, because her twitter timeline’s so busy with pictures and fan tweets because Karasuno has left the country for a tournament. 

Kageyama fucking left the country without even telling her and (y/n)'s so dazed. She doesn't know if she’s mad or confused, all she knows is everything hurts. And she’s not sure when she did it, but the next thing she knows is she’s dialling her boyfriend on a voice call. 

“You left the country and you didn’t even – fucking tell me?”

Kageyama’s silent for a moment, then he’s speaking again, saying “(y/n)” like he’s the one who’d basically been tossed aside for friends he barely spoke to and alcohol, like he’s the one who’d been left behind after a fight without even an apology spared.

“I...I thought you were mad at me,” is apparently the best he can come up with and (y/n) chokes out a laugh. 

“I am, thank you very much.” She says, almost monotonous. “But that doesn’t mean I wouldn’t have — I would’ve still — fucking – you left the country and you’re not going to be back until – fuck knows when. And you didn’t even. Not even a goodbye? That's a dickhead move Kageyama. ”

“Well what was I supposed to do? You've nade it clear that you're upset and I was leaving in the morning and –”

"Ever heard of text messages? Because all I was hoping for was one text. You didn’t want to call? Fine. I would’ve been mad but I would’ve gotten over it. But not even a goddamn – not even a fucking text?!” Y/N near yells out and there’s a tear making its way down her cheek – but she’s alone, so she doesn’t bother wiping it away. 

“I –” he starts to say, but then he cuts himself off. “What the fuck do you want from me, (y/n)? So I left without saying goodbye. So what? What is the big fucking deal?!”

Y/N gapes at her wall, like he’s standing there and saying it right to her face with a blank facial expression, not really giving a shit about anything. ”Uhm, ouch.” she clears her throat, gulping softly. “Do I — do I mean that little to you?” Her voice cracks towards the end of the question.

He stutters on the other end of the line – like he’s caught off guard and is looking for the appropriate words to redeem himself, but before he can answer her, she’s whispering out a “Why do I even ask” and cutting the call.

Because if he obviously doesn’t give a shit anymore, then why the hell should she put herself through more of this bullshit? 

[timebuzzer]

Ever After Chapter 15.4 PART 2

Disclaimer: MATURE CONTENT AHEAD. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK. SKIP IF YOU ARE UNCOMFORTABLE WITH THIS KIND OF CONTENT.

This is Sage and Alex again, okay? They are married and on HONEYMOON. Don't forget that. AND this is just a product of our imagination. Play the music to add feels? Hahahaha! Enjoy?

THIS WILL BE THE LAST 🙈

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3rd Person POV

Sage then picked Alex’s robe and wrapped her in it. He also took his towel and wrapped his lower body in it.

After taking a quick shower, he carefully led his wife to the vanity mirror and started blow-drying her after he used a dry towel to dry her up.

While Sage was drying her, Alex on the other hand was busy applying a lotion all over her body. This was actually Sage’s favorite lotion on her.

After smelling the intoxicating scent of her wife, Sage then spoke again, “I've said that I will collect my dues, right?" he whined and Alex could only try to push him back so that she could look at his face.

"O-okay, ask me anything…" she whispered even though she already knew what he wanted. He then scooped her to her surprise and gently placed her in bed.

"Can I eat you ten times tonight?" he asked. Alex’s eyes immediately widened and his pleasant laugh echoed. "Kidding," he added before he captured her lips. He then started removing all her robe once more while he showered her with gentle kisses.

Then Alex's neck was explored by Sage's lips before trailing kisses down to her aching mounds, capturing one orb with his mouth, tongue twirling around it. She gasped, her eyes squeezing shut while she melted against the pleasure. He suckled it softly and used his hand to show attention to the other one being neglected. Her one hand was buried into his curly hair while the other was digging her nails into his shoulder blades, her body arching, wanting more of him.

Alex could feel his arousal pressing into her thighs, throbbing and hot. She moaned when he turned his attention to the neglected orb. She yelped when he suddenly bit it, only to soothe it with his tongue, and then blowing cool air upon the perky bead.

His hands caressed her waist, then her thighs, his calloused hands roaming over her body, teasing every part of her until she nervously wriggled beneath him. Gently, he parted her legs and got in between them, staring at her with hooded eyes. His hands brushed down her stomach, causing her to clench her muscles and bit her bottom lip. Then, he bent down to capture her lips, sealing in the moans and shrieks when he abruptly inserted his skillful fingers into her anticipating pink bud without warning and played a piano piece as old as time, quickening his pace. He could feel her feeble hands pushing at his chest, begging him to spare her from the torturous pleasure.

As he heard her exercise her vocal cords due to the notes he played on her, Sage pulled back to watch her shifting expression with desire pooling in his eyes. She was a beautiful sight as it was, but seeing her pleasured look drove him to a different edge. She writhed, trying to escape from the pleasure, but he grabbed her hips and held her in place, forcing her to succumb to it all.

He quickened the pace of his maneuvers, pumping faster and harder into her, earning erratic moans from her. Alex didn't know if the sound of crashing waves and the music inside their villa is enough to subdue their breathless moans and pleas.

However, she felt his hardness which made her realize that they are not yet done. Sage saw her reaction, "I can't get enough of you, Love." He whispered to her ear, kissing the outline of her jaw. She thought he was going to pull her undies off but he didn't. She looked back at him with surprise when he simply moved her undies aside as his hardness touched her there directly.

Seeing her surprised look, Sage let out a throaty chuckle, "I love you in black lingerie".

A moan escaped from his lips once he filled her inside. "Damn! So good, Love!" When his fingers were buried inside her, he was hoping to stretch her a bit before entering, but even so, she was still tight as ever, clutching onto him, driving him insane.

"Sage…"

Her hands were tightly clamped over his upper back, drawing her to him until there wasn't any space in between them anymore. Despite going for so many rounds in the past, the two could never get enough of each other. Harsh breathing, mingled with frequent grunts and moans were the only thing they could hear.

"Alex…" Her name came out as a soft whisper and the sound of it tickled Alex’s ears, taking her pleasure to a new dimension.

Finally, he slammed into her, a breathy gasp leaving her mouth. He moved in and out of her, harder, deeper until he was fully inside of her.

"Sage… please…" she begged and that was all Sage needed. He gripped her hips as he increased his pace but still acutely aware to not slam into her without restraint.

In the next second, Sage pushed even deeper, earning him a beautiful ecstatic moan from her, ensuring she will reach her second release. Even after being active for a long time, she was still amazed at how they made a beautiful rhythm that only he knew how to create. It was inexplicable. Only he could make her feel like she was flying.

Alex grasped when he filled her entire body, "Sage!" She shouted, feeling the warmth rush into her, swarming her senses. He didn't pull out until he ensured she had every last drop that he was going to offer her in this round. Not long after, he found his release too. They reached each other’s zenith. Alex really felt like she was one with the stars up high with what they just shared.

Alex tiredly collapsed onto the bed, her chest rising while she gasped for air. He gently brushed the hair sticking to her forehead and lazily smiled, "Tired?"

Alex could only roll her eyes at him, as she replied, “Don’t underestimate my stamina, Mr. Kim. I could already catch up to yours.” Sage could only laugh at her response and spoke.

“It’s a good thing your yoga and pilates sessions paid off because we’re just getting started."

"Nah! I've changed my mind too. I don't want to continue." Alex scoffed at him as she pinched his side. Sage asked, "Why?"

"You, making me beg..." Alex rolled her eyes onto him. The competitive Alex can’t accept the fact that her husband made her beg a lot of times a while ago. So she decided to throw tantrums to get even. She knows that he wouldn't force her if she doesn't want to.

"So will we sleep now?"

"Yes. And you won't be collecting any "dues" from me as your punishment. Hmp!" Alex said amusingly. Sage just laughed at her cute wife. He was about to hug her tight when she stood up and went to the closet to grab a new pair of pajamas. "Oh oh! She is serious." Sage thought so he hurriedly followed to close the closet doors and faced her grumpy wife.

However, Alex was adamant and said, "Move. I'm going to get my clothes, it's cold." After hearing her reply, Sage immediately wrapped her in a bathrobe.

"Okay. I won't do it again. Promise."

"Really? Can you?" She gave him a mocking look.

"Yes. If you want, I could be at your mercy tonight."

"How?"

After hearing what she said, Sage then whispered something in her ears.

“Huh?” Alex was puzzled at what she heard him whisper in her ears. She never thought it was possible because all the skills she learned in bed was actually copied from him. This was the first time she heard him say it.

"I could teach you if you like but, I won’t insist if you don’t.” He declared as he made a promise that he won’t do anything to her without her permission.

But Alex’s competitive instinct to get even with her husband made her reconsider his proposal.

“Call.” Alex then agreed.

Sage instantly smiled at her curious wife and led her back to their bed. He then positioned himself against the bed as she invited her to join him.

“Sit up, Love," he instructed her. She tried to sit beside him again to do as he asked but his arms kept her in place. "On top of me," he added when he realized his little wife didn't get what he meant.

Her eyes widened. "S-Sit on top… of you? On your stomach?"

"No, on top of 'me'."

Alex’s eyes widened in shock. They never tried that position before.

Sage marveled at how his cute little wife managed to turn a sizzling hot, intense lovemaking kind of mood to this! He could only chuckle and shake his head in response.

Sage's collection of dues and Alex willingly paying it made their night long. They also did some experimentation that night.

Later on, their two bodies moved in unison, dancing to the music of love. Both of them felt that pressure rising up and with one last thrust, the volcanoes erupted with a big bang.

Afterward, Alex weakly fell on top of Sage’s heaving chest.

The couple made sure that they could feel how much they both love and adore each other. It's a good thing the room was soundproof due to the sounds of passion they made in their lovemaking.

When Alex finally closed her eyes after exhaustion, Sage whispered into his ears, "You did well, wife. Thank you for making me the luckiest man alive." He then hugged her closer as he breathed the scent of her. Alex felt his warmth and then snuggled closer to him as she also murmured with closed eyes, "I love you too."

Alex was still on top of Sage when she fell asleep. Luckily, wet wipes were just on the bedside. Sage then carefully took it and wipe the both of them clean, at least, before getting a blanket to cover the both of them.

"This is paradise indeed..." He kissed her temples, then hugged his cute little wife, sleeping soundly in his arms.

More than the place, it is the feeling he always have whenever Alex is with him, whenever and wherever they are.

For him, paradise is where Alex exists.