#that and since I use a variation of my real name and irl nickname I'm even less inclined to post anything

[kngstrnz]

I'm a bit shy about my selfshipping lore, so I never talk about it, but I do love music so hopefully you don't mind haha! Also, I'm hispanic, so there will be a spanish song here.

I have a more grounded lore with Jotaro Kujo and Satoru Gojo, so I'll talk about them.

Jotaro Kujo

Somos Algo ("We Are Something") by Daniel, Me Estas Matando.

Okay, so, to summarize the whole thing. My S/I and Jotaro met during the events of Stardust Crusaders. Joseph knew my S/I because her uncle was becoming a well-known Stand investigator before his passing and it was like fate that he bumped into my S/I (who was on her way to Mexico for summer vacations since she was studying high school abroad), so he asked her for help. The relationship between my S/I and Jotaro was basically an Annoyance to Friends until they both fell in love.

The thing is, they didn't end up together by the end of the events of Stardust Crusaders and they each go their seperate ways until they meet again for Diamond Is Unbreakable. Where the spark that started that summer lit up again (in my universe, Jotaro was going through a divorce by now. Thus, Jolyne does exist.) and there is a lot of unresolved tension between them that is very apparent by everyone around them.

Thus the lyrics:

"Por algo coincidimos en este lugar"

Translation: It's because of something that we met up again in this place. (That something being fate).

"Y el mundo se detiene a vernos girar."

Translation: And the world stops to see us spin. (Referring to practically everyone in Morioh noticing the tension between them that Koichi first mistook them for a couple when he saw them interact for the first time. Also pun intended on The World part lol)

"Mañana yo no se (lo que vaya a pasar)"

Translation: Tomorrow I don't know (what will happen). [Implying that maybe tomorrow will be the day Jotaro takes the first step between them... or maybe not, who knows?]

"Vayamos donde el viento (nos quiera llevar)"

Translation: We'll go wherever the wind (takes us).

"Pero es que al corazón, no lo puedes callar."

Translation: But you can't silence the heart. (The heart wants what it wants basically).

"Los dos sentimos algo."

Translation: We both feel something. (It's clear in their eyes, in the brushing fingers, in the heated silence that they both still feel something for each other even after some years have passed).

Satoru Gojo

A Soulmate Who Wasn't Meant To Be by Jess Janko.

Funnily enough, despite being sung by a female singer, this song is from Satoru's POV. Basically, my S/I and Satoru Gojo were put in an arranged marriage that neither of them were happy for.

With the promise to break off the engagement at 18, my S/I and Satoru just had fun. Lived their lives and since they didn't hate each other, they got closer as friends. Until Satoru fell in love. My S/I is also someone who sees Satoru as just Satoru, so it was bound to happen that Satoru would start to grow affection for my S/I.

But the promise. Oh, the promise.

This F/O 'canonically' doesn't end up with Satoru (but there is like a Gojo Route AU), so this part of the lyrics:

"I never should have called. 'Cause I knew you would leave me."

Refers to the tragedy that my S/I, by the end of it, still wants to break off the engagement when they are 18 and Satoru knew it was going to end.

Too much happens, but my S/I ends up with Choso (canonically bc he is my husbando #1) and these lyrics:

"Stranger, that's all I see when I look into your eyes."

Refers to Satoru feeling a bitter disconnection between the S/I he knew and the S/I whom he is seeing fall in love with someone else.

"A soulmate who wasn't meant to be."

Right person, wrong time from Satoru's POV.

"Stranger, who knows all my secrets can pull me apart and break my heart."

And it's sad because Satoru felt comfortable around my S/I, feeling for once like he can be himself without having to uphold someone's expectation and still, when it was time to say goodbye. Even if he didn't want to, he let go because he loved them so much, he didn't want to be the one to cause them misery by forcing them to stay together.

Though, there is a bad ending I call 'Marriage Blues' where he doesn't break up the engagement.

As to why my lore with him is so sad... it just kinda happened 😭. But, there is a good ending where he is happy with my S/I, it just doesn't have a specific song yet hahan't.

You there. Selfshipper. Tell me what song(s) you associate with your F/O(s), and if you want to, say why! This is an open call to nerd and gush to your heart's content! Bonus if you do full lyric analysis bc that's my jam :)

[spacefoxy-irl]

Tag you're it!

I got tagged by @larineko-exe 💖 Danke

Rules: answer 28 questions and tag (at least) 20 blogs you would like to get to know better. (That's a lot I don't think I even know that many 🤣 Imma end up tagging old friends)

nicknames: Jen, Sky, Skizzle, Jennijenjen (only used by my gf)

gender: female

star sign: pisces

height: 5'6" I think? I'm bad at conversion. 173cm

time: almost 5:30pm

birthday: March 3rd

favorite bands: KISS, Mötley Crue, The 69 Eyes, KMFDM, Combichrist

favorite solo artists: uuuuuh I'm actually having a hard time thinking of someone right now.. I'm sure I'll be kicking myself for forgetting later.

song stuck in my head: it switches between Still of the Night by Whitesnake to Armageddon It by Def Leppard

last movie i watched: that was a while back... May have been Jurassic World. I need to watch more movies lol

last show i watched: oh geesh I don't watch a lot of TV so I totally can't remember right now.

when did i create my blog: about 6 months ago I think? I'm a Tumblr baby.

last thing i googled: trying to find a specific KISS interview .

do i have any other blogs: I do! My main @spacefoxy-jen where I post Kiss and only Kiss. This blog which is a personal shitshow blog. @fox-army which is my attempt at an Eric Carr appreciation blog. @greetings-from-azeroth which it's not finding right now for some reason.. which is my World of Warcraft blog I started very recently and has fuck all on it.

do i get asks: sometimes yes

why i chose my url: I have already told this story but here we go again! Hold onto your butts! SpaceFoxy has been my online username since like early 2000's. It's a combo of Space Ace and the Fox. Was originally SpaceFox until it was taken on deviantart of all places and the variation has stuck with me since then. It's not a ship name no matter who says what 🤣 (I ship eric with someone else anyway but shhhhh). And IRL is pretty self explanatory. This is me irl. The real me.

following: I'm on mobile right now so I can't be assed to check... around 200 I'm assuming.

followers: 69 on this blog! 🤣🤣🤣 About 400 on my main last I checked.

average hours of sleep: it varies wildly. About 6 maybe. I got a bit of an insomnia problem sometimes.

Lucky number: funny enough I don't believe in lucky numbers but I do think 13 is unlucky.

instruments: I can only play one tune on a piano

what am i wearing: hoodie and sweatpants

dream job: archeologist or a graphic designer

dream trip: I've actually wanted to visit Alaska for a while because of the beautiful nature up there.

favorite food: pizza, anything chicken, Chinese food in general

nationality: Finnish 🇫🇮

favorite song right now: aaaaaah it's like you're asking me which child is my favorite! I can't!

Tagging: ok let's go gang! Imma throw some tags up in here! @silentsprings @classic-rock-n-rolls-kid @jessywhisper @detafo @hikarithefallen @redpandachadder @jadeottsel

Go go go!