#thankfully my parents didn't notice today but if my dad noticed he for sure wouldve used this as guilt trip material
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..i feel like im being actively sabotaged here tbh
#i have to wake up at 7:30am every day to feed sasha and dusty. because my dad refuses to do it anymore#but because i cant fall asleep before 1 or 2am. i would only get like 5 hours every day. so i do go back to sleep#so im literally interrupting my sleep cycle in the middle of it. because my dad wont feed the dog and cat anymore#despite him waking up on his own at 5 or earlier every day and not going to work until 9 or 9:30. i digress.#i accidentally fell asleep after my alarm went off.. this is only the second time its happened since i started doing this last august#but its still fucking me up. i feel so bad#thankfully my parents didn't notice today but if my dad noticed he for sure wouldve used this as guilt trip material#'are you sure you can move out and live on your own if you do this? what if you sleep through your alarm for work?' etc#but like...#normal well adjusted human beings dont split their sleep cycle down the middle. and wake up for an hour and move around. every day#im tired.#or if i tell him ive been dealing with insomnia lately he'd probably use that too..#since HE deals with his same insomnia. by sleeping for 3 hours and then just staying awake until next night. then why cant i do that etc etc#i hope my sleep schedule isnt too fucked for when i visit my gf in a few days mfhsjfhd...#though at least if i wake up at 5am western time i can just . go back to sleep. i dont have to get up and Do Things#augh we'll see... im just so sick of my morning routine rn mfhdjfhd..
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