#thank you so so MUCH!

[scarredlove]

Earlier I asked a question, but I don't thing the picture i sent you went through! (I'm new to tumblr, sorry!😅) I want to give this to you!

SPIT TAKE I THINK YOUR PICTURE HAS COME THROUGH!!

THAT'S MY BOY RIGHT THERE! SLUGGY ECLIPSE!!! He looks so sooooooffftt!! Just offering you a lovely, calm, late night swim with him~ Probably doesn't realise humans can suffer hypothermia /silly

The background is so pretty!! The water, the moonight, his expression and just how his robes fall over his body is just so gentle... And the attention to detail with his feet and claws just make me so happy <3

Thank you so so much for such a lovely surprise!! And welcome to the DCA tomfoolery! /gen

[wolfsetfree-if]

I'm so happy you're back!! I'm so happy in fact, I think I might Just Howl hysterically. Will my grandfather send me to a ward- maybe. Would it be worth it. totally.

No but seriously, It's good to see you back. I felt nothing but anguish when I first realized that I couldn't even see the blog anymore, but also didnt want to go to the forum of your other IF to ask about it, out of respect lol. It had me so Nervvyyyy that you were gone forever. But you're not so AYYYEEE!!!

representation of me after opening Tumblr and seeing you back.^

OMG HII❤ you warmed my heart, thank you🥺 I am definitely not gone, I wouldn't put down this story knowing there are little IFs out there that provide a similar content to those thirsty for it.

I may sometimes hide the blog if I get overwhelmed but I promise I would tell if I went on indefinite hiatus or cancelled the game.

But for now I am happy to say I got to work on the next chapter and it's looking good!

[lattesqueeze]

"how long have you known?" for the prompt game! x <3

hello my darling!! thank you so, so much for sending me a prompt!! here is...this. the fruits of my labours. (leave me alone don't perceive me i can't write these two for love nor money)

i love you!! <33

“I lied,” Sebastian says, cornering Charles halfway down the hall, secluded in an annexe with a frosted window. 

Charles does his best to hold eye contact with Sebastian, all long lashes and simple innocence. There’s something there, in Sebastian’s eyes. Something…not quite suggestive, per se, but there certainly feels to be some degree of implication in the intensity of his gaze.

“Huh?” 

“I said, I lied. I don’t think we need to start by holding hands.”

Charles stares at him, brow furrowed, and Sebastian can almost hear him thinking. A smirk wanders its way across Sebastian’s face, and he quirks an eyebrow at Charles, asking a silent question Charles doesn’t quite know the answer to. 

There’s half a heartbeat of a pause. Charles looks to the side; Sebastian guides his chin back, with a firm but gentle hold. In some semblance of natural instinct, Charles’ lips part slightly. His breath is uncertain, a shallow gasp and a soft sigh both fighting to be heard. 

Sebastian runs his thumb over Charles’ jaw, once, twice, and then he’s leaning in. Charles’ breath catches in his throat as he realises where this is going. His heart feels ready to beat right out of his chest, and he wonders if Sebastian can hear it hammering at a hundred miles an hour. 

He ceases to wonder anything shortly thereafter, though, as soft lips meet his. Sebastian’s lips are a little chapped, windburnt perhaps, but Charles doesn’t mind. God, he doesn’t mind at all. He sighs into the kiss, his lips parting just enough to invite Sebastian’s tongue inside his mouth. 

Charles winds his arms around Sebastian’s neck, intertwining his fingers. Sebastian takes the cue and wraps one arm tighter around Charles’ waist, the other hand holding Charles steady by the hip. Charles’ head fills with white noise, radio static taking over as his lips move in a natural dance with Sebastian’s.

After Sebastian pulls away, Charles takes a moment longer to open his eyes again. When he finally looks back at Sebastian, his eyes are wide, and his breath is shallow.

Neither says anything for what feels like an age. 

“You did want this, right?” Sebastian eventually breaks the silence, concerned. 

“How long…how long have you known?” Charles’ cheeks burn, and he can’t meet Sebastian’s eyes. 

Sebastian rolls his eyes fondly, a smile dimpling his cheeks. He can’t help but shake his head, relieved that he hasn’t misinterpreted the past several months.

“Sweetheart,” He tilts his chin down a little, his expression soft. “Anyone with eyes could see it. Don’t you know I want you too?” 

Sebastian takes hold of Charles’ hand, stroking his thumb back and forth over the inside of Charles’ wrist. Charles knows his features are flushed a deeper scarlet than his favourite Montepulciano wine, and feels a sheen of nervous sweat forming across his forehead. It’s hot - it’s so hot in here - and he resists the urge to fan himself with his free hand. 

“Should probably go…” Charles mumbles. 

“Don’t let Silvia see you like that, hm? Fans’d have a field day if they knew.” Sebastian says with a playful wink, in a bid to lighten the mood. He releases Charles’ wrist, encouraging him on with a smile. 

Charles hesitates as he heads out to the hallway. He turns on his heel, possessed by a spirit not his own, and kisses Sebastian firmly one more time, his fingers finding their way into Sebastian’s sandy hair. He steps back, breathless, a drunk grin slapped across his face. 

“Go!” Sebastian laughs. “We have all the time in the world.”

[wagingmywarsbehindmyface]

what do you love the most about twenty one pilots?

That’s a really cool question! Thank you so much for sending it ❤️‍🔥 The obvious thing I love the most about them is their music. I I love how they are able to win people over with their lyrics and passion for the art itself. I love how their music is not one-sided, targeted? They just sound and write how they feel! ❤️‍🔥 (AND I ABSOLUTELY LOVE THE FACT that Tyler was annoyed during some press tour with constant reappearing question about ThEiR sOuRcE oF iNsPiRaTiOn & what other music they like. NO. They were there to talk about their own music, what did you not understand in My Job is To Interview The Band Promoting Their Album, silly journalists??? Sorry for this digression) Yes! The music is all about feelings and emotions! Theirs deals a lot with mental health issues and it’s really important matter to them, and it’s realllyyyyy important to me, therefore I relate to The Lyrics 🤌 a lot and I’m sold. Next thing is The Lore 🔥‼️ I’m both astonished and terrified of Tyler’s mind. He created this world (“to feel some control” 🤧) where we all can find a place to be??? I just love Trench (both the album & The Actual Place). I’m here for all metaphors and overthinking the meaning of… everything there. Twenty Øne Pilots are the only band in this world and I will stand by this‼️ They don’t care about being on the top of the world and charts and all of this popularity thing 🥹 I’m not saying they are nit happy about awards and nominations because obvs is a good thing! I mean that they care about the fact that their music gets to people and helps them overcoming tough times in their lives, and I will love them forever for that ❤️ (I’m Blurryface the album stan, human second btw 🖤) That’a all I can think rn, but I also love them for being goofy, silly having their inside jokes and being the best friends forever and be always out there for each other, BECAUSE FRIENDSHIPS MATTERS! ❤️ I hope it’s clear answer, sorry for being chaotic here and there.

[kimbap-r0ll]

Blog Updates

Hey everyone!

It's been like...forever since I last updated this blog ;—; I'm very sorry for the lack of activity but I wanted to give this last update.

I feel like from the last few posts with me closing the ask box and being fairly slower than I used to be, there were hints of me slowly being less and less active with this blog. The blog was started a few years ago when I was still very much active with writing on Tumblr. But alas, I feel like my interests have changed slightly (though I still very much love HxH if not more) and Twisted Wonderland, which was a major part of my writing here, is not something I am heavily a part of any longer.

The future of this blog is to just be an archive of my writings from the past. I will no longer be taking asks (though who knows, maybe I will write on here once in a blue moon) nor writing as much on here. Rather than deleting all of my work though, I am deciding to keep it up so I can look back at it and anyone can feel free to read them as well.

Thank you so, so much for appreciating my work. For those of you who were there since I first started out, thank you for reading my work even when I was just figuring out my writing style ^^;

Once again, this blog is going to be more or less of just an archive of my writings. Maybe I will visit this again in the future. But for now, I hope you all appreciated the small imaginations I created with the series I loved and still love dearly. Writing will always be an outlet for me to express myself. Until then, thank you for reading and supporting me throughout my time active on this blog.

[rulanarinrush]

Hi! I just want to let you know that you are my most beloved fanfic creator of Despair Time. I'm choosing to remain anonymous while posting this because I don't wish to appear impolite to other fanfic creators. Nevertheless, you are without a doubt my favorite. Your works that delve into various pairings have enabled me to gain a deeper understanding of the character dynamics that I had never considered before. I frequently read fanfictions on AO3. When I discovered that three of my favorite fics were all penned by you (even though one was posted anonymously, the writing style is still recognizable), I was so shocked and excited that I let out a scream.

From a more personal standpoint: (Though I wouldn't classify myself as a rareshipper) (I mainly ship Whitvid); (as far as I can recall, ) I was probably the first to post Whitvid-related art on Tumblr, thanks to your post titled "But you and I are only human in the end." Additionally, I am very fond of the time-loop theory and the idea of a Whit who is secretly ‘a bit unhinged yet not in a totally evil way.’ Your articles about the characters’ inner thoughts and your character studies are always so interesting to me and you've done them so well that I am greatly inspired after reading them.

From an even more personal perspective: I think that Whit is the top. Whenever I read your comments with (that guy who used Ryoma as an avatar) I burst into immense laughter :3

To sum up: Thank you for creating all the amazing fanfics! ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^I will continue to support your work! 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖

Thank you so, so much anon! Your words are so flattering! Favorite, wow! When I write character studies, I try to be honest with myself about their flaws and whether or not they would encourage each other or drag the other down, so I know they're not very romantic sometimes, but I find writing the tension to be so exciting, I'm glad you like them!

Whitvid is an awesome ship! They are very alike each other in the sense that they want to be nihilistic about the world, but I feel like the narrative of drdt is doing a great job of tackling why it can't work in David's case. Whit did a great job of shoring up his defenses unlike David, because he idolizes the dead. He has no star to place all his hopes on(David with Xander). He doesn't have to be vulnerable unlike David and the rest of the cast, and that really gets to David, because both hope and despair have no effect on him, nihilism at its absolute best and worst. "but you and I are only human in the end" was actually my very first non-drabble format drdt fic(published), so it does hold a special place in my heart! They're both messed up people in a way that attracts Whit but repulses David.

Haha, the timeloop theory! It's very interesting because the story could be metaphorical, meant to show how everyone will lose hope in their future if everything always repeats and there's no escape from the cycle(Teruko) but if there's any character in the cast that shows the most symptoms of being bored of the killing game, it's Whit for sure lol. Since much of his philosophy involves either not confronting or obscuring trauma, he's definitely fucked up. I'm glad that when I write Whit he doesn't come across as evil; it is sometimes a hard balance to strike because he's wise and perceptive. He knows how to hit people where it hurts, which is like... villain behavior coded(sorry, I can't remember the precise word for this). But none of the characters are presented as wholly evil in this cast, so even if Whit is a mastermind or traitor or some secret third thing, I'm sure "wholly evil" and "wholly good" won't be applicable to any character. That is, after all, one of the themes of ch2.

Yayyyy a top!Whit fan. I'm actually not particularly picky about who the top and bottom is in any of my pairings, and I won't get into the gritty details since this post should remain sfw but does a freaky, emotionally unavailable man like Whit ever truly submit if he does bottom? That man was born to top if only because he is surrounded by a sea of bottoms. I'll tell my friend with the ryoma pfp that you like our convos, I'm sure it'll give him a laugh.

Since you want to remain anon to not appear impolite, I won't tag this in the main tag, but I'll take note that innumerable faces is reread! Also haha, wdym anon fic?(whistles innocently...) I suppose I do have a distinctive style huh? I'm not sure I can do anything with it because that would require me to claim it, but please know that I truly am honored by your kind words!

[sunnie-angel]

thank you so much to everyone for 300 followers! it makes my heart so full to have you all here.

as a thank you, here’s a little snippet of my wip EVotS:

[dontcallpanic]

Hi there sweetheart! 🩵 as i said on my post, im turning this around

what are some of the things that never fail to make you smile?

and I'll also ask: what are some of the things/people that scream 'love' from miles away for you?

@gege-wondering-around I am so, so sorry this has taken so long – as usual. Life is chaos but I really appreciate the ask! You’re so kind and so lovely and your answer was perfect I hope I can do this justice! Diolch yn fawr iawn and here we go

Family. – One member in particular keeps wandering around singing Life is a Highway very badly and offkey and I just love it! It’s so cosy and fun and I just love it when things are calm enough that people can relax and be themselves. My cat (called Busy) also makes me smile. She’s a floozy cat and loves attention.

Writing – I’m working on something for my absolute best friend which has a bit of a story behind it. It’s a Sterek Au that came about because I went back home. I grew up in among those strange rural small towns where everything is a bit weird and a little left of reality. I was in the local supermarket and for some reason in the back rooms they had this section absolutely chock full of plaid shirts so I snapped a pic and sent it to my friend for fun as a Stiles reference. And from that we just kind of ran with this strange Sterek, small town au where all sorts of strange, odd, supernatural things happened. So, of course I had to write it for her. But I write REALLY slowly. It’s not going to be finished any time soon but it’s 18000 words so far! Anyway, it’s purely for fun and full of joy and bittersweet things and it makes me smile SO much. Have a snippet! He can see it now. He’s going to become a cautionary tale. Parents everywhere will tell their children all about the dangers of running off to find themselves and all because he got lost in the woods and eaten by a bear. My what big teeth you have and all that. Wait – that’s little red riding hood. Maybe he’ll be eaten by wolves, not bears… That would be exactly his luck. Especially when there are famously no wolves in California. What was the moral of that story again? Something about not trusting strangers? Never leave the path? Something else about… not… going… for a walk in the woods… alone? Fuck. Stiles runs an anxious hand down the front of his favourite red hoodie. Double fuck. There was no way he was little red riding hood. The universe wouldn’t be that cruel, right? The colour of his jacket should have no bearing on the likelihood of him being eaten by a wild animal. Absolutely not. None, whatsoever. Nope. Incidentally, has anyone done any research on whether bears are attracted to certain colours more than others?

Adventures – I love exploring and just seeing new places, near or far. It doesn’t really matter where but show me a quiet road surrounded by tall trees and I am just giddy with happiness. I love driving too so that helps!

Music – this is one of the things that I live for. I love how much music can give you, from inspiration, to pure feeling, vibes, joy, drama, beautiful poetry. It’s everything and it’s got everything! Here’s a link to my favourites playlist (that I'm still adding to!) but it’s full of all sorts of everything . Listen at your own risk!

Kindness - I’ll shout out to people on Tumblr too. I love seeing people be themselves and owning their weird, whatever it is! That always makes me smile – especially when something good happens for someone I follow. I loved what you said about kindness too. The words I try to live by are be curious and have compassion. Everyone’s going through something and the world can always use a bit more kindness!

Things that scream love from miles away (loved this question!)

Friends – I have two best friends who are the complete opposite of each other and I love them so much. They keep me going and whatever’s going on, they can always make me smile.

I’m moving away from them both which is breaking my heart a bit but something they both do which, to me, screams love from a distance is they’ll just send me things.

One friend sends memes and funny videos

The other shares her day and sends me pictures of what she’s doing.

I love this so much because its just I saw this and thought of you! It’s quick, it’s sweet, its thoughtful and it just means so much to me that they are going about their day and they take the time to think oh, I thought you’d like this! Now my phone is full of their lives and it makes me so happy.

I try to reciprocate  as much as possible but everyone always says my love language is bread. I’ll often bake bread for my friends to pass on when I see them although I realise that might be harder these days. Posting bread doesn’t seem like the best idea…

I’ll also do a small shout out to my husband here, as we’re talking about things that scream love. We met about 14 years ago when I was 18. I saw him across the room in a crowded bar on my first day of Uni and it was love at first sight. Still can’t explain it to this day. He was just my person.

Thanks so much for the ask! It’s really sweet and I had a lot of fun thinking about this one! It’s always worth spreading a little love and happiness and I hope your day is full of pure joy! You deserve it!

[nerdywriter36]

next chapter for Sticky Notes and Serendipity when 😫(also it’s the best fic I’ve ever read, seriously❤️)

ahh, hi anon!! we’re hoping to have the next chapter up tonight! sorry for the delay, life has been busy over the last couple of weeks and it hasn’t worked out to post. but thank you so so much for your sweet comment, @brendadaaedestler and I really appreciate that ❤️🫶🏻

[cidsin]

Art by me @cidsin Zora May 011

Zora May Challenge 2024 from @prisiidon

A bit later in the day theme "bite"! Prince Vavam has the same problem as many other shark based Zoras, he loves to test bite things, even thought he should MAYBE not do that... Even more so in a land that is new for him.

[bearlytolerant]

your banter and dialogue is top tier and you are able to paint a tableau with your words that allows me to really see the space around your characters.

Goodness thank you! This means a lot to me because I actually feel like I struggle with dialogue and banter! That’s why I try and practice it with oc interview style and things like that but this just helps me to see that it’s improving and working out so thank you for this!

And thank you for the bit about being able to really see the space around the characters! Yay! I’m so happy that’s showing through in what I write 🫂

[kquil]

I just have to write this here since it needs to be noted wide and clear:

YOU HAVE CREATED MY NEW OBSESSION!!!

Divorcing orion black is just 😭😭😭😭😭the biggest chefs kiss. Genuinely i have been thinking about it the past month!!!! I kid you not i was reading chapter 2 paragraph by paragraph with breaks in between so it csn last longer. ♡♡♡♡♡ thank you fr for creating this art ♡♡♡

awwwwww~ you don't know how happy this makes me to know! ahhhh! i'm all blushie now, i still can't believe this series is loved like this since it's so incredibly self-indulgent, thank you so so much, my darling (づ>/////<)づ♡

this is such high praise and i will use this energy to continue writing my best for you lovelies <3

[cianmarstoo]

‘ shut up. i’m n-not s-s-scared. ’ -Not too much

Thank you so much for this prompt! It turned into a long chapter of my follow up fic to Not Too Much called You're enough

“Shhh be quiet!” he put his finger on his lip, they needed to be quiet. “I think there’s someone in the house.” “T-... there’s not, it’s probably just your parents,” April suggested, but her eyes darted to the door.  Jackson hesitated, but he nodded his head, “Yeah… I mean I didn’t hear it, maybe the movie just scared you?” Alex shook his head fiercely, “shut up.” his voice came out a whimper, “I’m n-not s-s-scared…” “We could hide?” Jackson suggested.  “Yeah if we’re quiet no one will come in here, and it-it’s probably not ghostface…” but her voice was too high pitched. “Yeah, they’ll leave this room alone.” “What! No !” Alex shouted, “what if they go after my parents we can’t do that? We’ve gotta save them.” There was a noise, and all three of the kids screamed loudly.

Read the chapter here

send me prompts here <3

[meowufff]

So, it's @heckitall birthday and I've decided to try myself at animation again and had this one specific song playing on repeat in my head which just fitted absolutely perfect to the idea I had!

I'm not sure if you could actually call that thing I made an "animation" but I tried my best with the programs I had.

So, now to you Heck!

You are so unbelievably gorgeous in every way! I've been following your blog for a while and your posts, art, comic and generely you just fascinated me! Seeing your works and art inspired me to dig deeper into doodling and drawing again and I just wanted to thank you for inspiring me to follow that hobby more again!

I know that you're having your finals today, at your birthday, which is REALLY shitty, but you got this! I saw your work and I am so impressed by it every single time!

Never stop believing in yourself and the things you are able to create!

You are awesome!

Happy Birthday Heck!

It's pretty short and I originally planned it to be quite longer but I ran out of time and layers :T

[shrimpoe]

Comms for @rosyrosethorns! Commsheet info here

[rawrl1ns]

Are you the OP of this beauty Seth Incubus I keep sharing over and over on my blog!?

ah- wait- yes and sorry for such late reply! (I didn't see the inbox notis..) Sethcubus is one of my very first Seth's arts and still my fav even now! (u‿ฺu✿ฺ)

thank you so much for loving this art, I am so thankful!