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Chapter Three: I Know What Happens, Jagiya
Summary: Kang Hyunyul has had a good life since he left the Jindo gang. But when he finds out that Do Jin is going to be temporarily released, he's stressed and the return of an old flame triggers familiar feelings and with them, the old memories of the only real thing of his complicated past.
All while she was saving his life, literally putting her life on the line.
Chapter Summary: Sujin makes a deal with Do Jin, while being careful about her secrets. Hyunyul's cautiousness is thrown out of the window when it comes to her.
Warning: Implied physical abuse, Protective!Hyunyul, Do Jin being a very creepy a-hole, angst with no comfort(yet hehe) lemme know if i gotta add something.
A/N: Again, I'm so sorry for posting so late, I've been tired and lazy, plus I wanted to make this chapter perfect too and I've had other things on my mind. Whoever waited, tysm ilysm y'all are literal angels. New people, hello. And also, I switched on my asks, y'all can ask questions and I'll do my best to answer them. Again, thank you for reading. Constructive criticism is always welcome, be sure to tell me how I can improve.
Chapter One Chapter Two
"Leave Hyunyul alone? Why?" Do Jin asked.
Sujin shrugged, crossing her legs. "I just don't think he's worth it, y'know?" she said nonchalantly, hoping he couldn't hear the rapid beating of her heart, because she surely could. She felt like it was going to beat out her chest and land onto Do Jin's lap.
He looked her up and down again and she felt disgusted, remembering that she might need to keep up this ruse for a long time.
"Hmm. We'll see," he said. Not the answer she was looking for, but she had to work with it.
She got up and started walking toward the door when Do Jin said, "You do remember what we do to the people who come back, right?"
She grimaced internally, her shoulders tensing. She sighed and nodded, "I know. I'll be fine."
"Alright, then. See you tomorrow."
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"Alright, guys, don't be late for the rehearsal, alright?" Majoo said with a pointed look.
Everyone mumbled in agreement and got up, packing their bags. Majoo, Siguk, Sebum and Hyunyul exited the guesthouse together, leaving Eungyeol and Yichan to bicker amongst themselves.
Everyone went their own way in a few minutes, tired and wanting to sleep. Hyunyul strolled along absentmindedly looking down at the street, kicking little stones in the way and smiling at the sound of dried leaves crunching beneath his feet.
Suddenly, he heard hurried footsteps and lifted his head to see someone with their hands stuffed in their pockets, almost hiding their face under the hood of their hoodie.
He squinted for a second before his eyes widened and his feet took him there quickly before he could tell himself to not do exactly that. He stopped in front of the person.
They stopped just before crashing into him and looked up. They reached till his shoulders, but the eyes were familiar, again.
Earthy brown, but hurt and tired.
Hyunyul's muscles went rigid as he flicked the hood back to see Sujin under the streetlight with a torn lip and a black eye.
"What the actual hell?" he blurted out, the idea of being cautious around her going out the window as I tipped her face up with a finger under her chin to check her neck for bruises. As I expected, there were fresh bruises showing up on her skin.
"It's fine, I'm fine," Sujin said, batting a hand. I gave her a pointed look and she cleared her throat, tucking a black strand behind her ear.
"Who did this to you?" he asked.
"I said it's fine. I just got into a fight," she said.
He scoffed in disbelief. "You got into a fight and didn't fight back? Do I look like an idiot to you?"
She sighed and stepped to the side, walking ahead and increasing Hyunyul's irritation. He grabbed her arm as she passed, causing her to cry out and clasp his wrist. His eyebrows furrowed as he looked at her again, with more worry clouding his eyes. He pulled the sleeve up to reveal a bandaged wound and looked back up at her face. She was looking anywhere but at him out of guilt.
Despite his caution, despite everything in him told him to be careful, he found himself sighing and holding her hand. "Let's go, I'll walk you home."
He reveled in the warmth of her hand. He'd always wondered if people's hands were supposed to fit together so perfectly. The curve of her hand in his and he felt like he had everything that he could want in this whole wide world.
"No!" Sujin exclaimed, but he could sense the reluctance with which she let go of his hand. "No, it would be dangerous, I'll go myself."
"You're talking about dangerous? Sujin, you didn't fight back. You let them beat you up while already having a wounded arm. I don't know what's going on but I'm sure as hell not gonna leave you alone for then to find you again."
"They won't," she said in an exasperated tone. He glared at her and opened his mouth to argue but she cut him to it. "Because the rejoining thing only happens once."
He was taken aback for a minute before his brain processed her words. His eyes grew a little wider and she nodded.
"Yeah. I joined back in the gang. So don't worry about me," she said casually.
Hyunyul felt a distinct pain in his heart. Unconsciously, he'd believed her when she'd said that she'd left that life behind. But apparently not. He felt disappointment spreading in every bone of his body as he stared at her.
He stepped back, his throat clogging up, nodded and walked on, wanting to turn back and shake some sense into her but he decided not to bother.
Sujin heard his footsteps going farther and farther away, her heart aching, her feet twitching as she stopped herself from running towards him, jumping in his arms and crying her heart out. She clasped her hands together, the one that had been in his still warm. She sighed tiredly, wanting nothing more than just to fall to the ground facedown and just laying there, but she forced her legs to move, one step, then another.
She couldn't break down now, when her plan was already in motion.
Once she reached home, she breathed in, taking a long, soothing breath in to delay her tears before opening the door and entering.
Her mother was lying on the couch, fast asleep, her head on the arm in an uncomfortable position with open mouthed snores echoing around the living room. Sujin went ahead and placed a cushion under her head, prompting her to shift. She admired her tired, peaceful face in the faint light of the lamp on the table beside the couch.
Jang Ji Ha had dark brown hair which was usually tied into a tight bun. But when it used to flow freely, she looked beautiful, like she was an angel.
She is, Sujin thought. The world doesn't deserve her.
She sighed softly, switching off the lamp and going to the kitchen. She soundlessly ate up her dinner, not even focusing on the food, she was only thinking about the plan she'd made with Yojun, find out if Do Jin was actually planning to start dealing drugs and have him caught red-handed at the first shipment.
Hyunyul's disappointed face from earlier flashed in her mind. She winced, pushing her hair back as she inhaled a shaky breath. She tried not to let it take over her mind.
She was doing it to save him too, in a way.
After all, she was changing what happened in the past so that he could live peacefully without his past with the gang hounding him.
Please, her mind spoke out in a mocking tone. You're doing this for yourself too.
As she flopped down on her bed, facing the ceiling, she realized that her mind was right. A big reason for all this was a selfish reason, maybe the first thought of selfishness she'd allowed to fester in herself for a long time. It made her happy in a way. Maybe she was finally learning to care for herself too.
Yeah, she told that mocking voice. I'm doing this so that I don't die early in the future.
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howdy yāall ! lilacās the name, writing trashlord characterās the game. i hail from a lil island known as australia... so in essence, i am never gonna be online at the same time as anyone else dkjfghdkfjgd. but !! donāt let this deter you. like a lil olā boomerang iāll eventually find my way into your dms and hopefully we can plot/write with all your incredible muses. <3 a lil info about me though, iām a tea connoisseur, sims enthusiast, and i talk daily about how i consider the barbie films cinematic masterpieces. if i havenāt scared you off and youād like to get to know my sweet and memey tough boi, please press that readmore to complete your transaction.
ā LUKE HEMMINGS, TWENTY ONE, CISMALE, HE/HIMā” welcome back to gallagher academy, BLUE HAWTHORNE! according to their records, theyāre a THIRD year, specializing in AWARENESS TRAINING, BREATH CONTROL, HAND TO HAND COMBAT + COVERT OPERATIONS (CP); and they DID NOT go to a spy prep high school. when i see them walking around in the halls, i usually see a flash of (a smiley face traced into the precipitation on a mirror after a long and warm shower, a constellation of bruises strewn across your body, impatient foot tapping in the hallows of detention, chopsticks fashioned into walrus tusks over a meal, climbing higher and higher with no sign of stopping). when itās the (aquarius)ās birthday on 2/13/1998, they always request their CHEESY NACHOS WITH EXTRA GUAC from the schoolās chefs. looks like theyāre well on their way to graduation.Ā
( PERSONALITY ! )
( for more details about blue, check out his stats & hcs here ! )
he is playful, jocular, impulsive, and honestly? immature lmao. he is honestly a Soft Jockā¢
heās always been looking for the childhood he never got to have, yāknow? he does this in the way heās always cracking jokes, a bit of a class clown, disruptive. a wholesome prank or two.Ā
he gets in trouble in school more than his fair share, simply for daydreaming or sneaking out. he doesnāt let the institution define him, but he can take orders when needed. he can be very loyal tho, and much like eggsy in kingsmen, if someone asked him to choose between his dog or orders ?? heās always choosing the dog kdjgf
he is secretly very insecure and always has a need to please. if someone doesnāt like him, heāll tear himself apart to figure out why.
heās always telling jokes and always laughing. heās known for his Memes and is always a good time to be around. social butterfly, gregarious. chances are if you donāt know him, youāve heard him dkfgjdf
heās also a bit Anti-( Ķ”Ā° ĶŹ Ķ”Ā°) ( sex lmao ) because ya boi has commitment issues so high theyāre floating out there in space
he can also be very maternal when the need arises. he is not good at talking about emotions but heāll give you a meme or a hug to Heal You
he very much reminds me of the human embodiment of a puppy. cannot be alone for very long, has a short attention span, and craves validation lmfao. give him a squeaky toy and he will be Contented
as a soon-to-be spy he can be Tough in the field when he needs to be but heās also v sensitive. most see him as a macho, just genuinely happy kinda dude but, he truly feels a lot. he wonāt let you know that, though.
he struggles academically as he has a short attention span most of the time and thinks too little of himself. however, heās a lot brighter than most people give him credit for. heās incredibly creative and a lateral thinker. maths makes him want to die, tho. he does shine in physical trials at least, which is something !
also whatās money? blue does not know. he grew up with hardly anything, and has been working since he could. for this reason heās quite frugal and struggles to throw things away.Ā
blueās troubled past ( explained below ) is something he doesnāt acknowledge, and not a lot of people know about. to many, heās known as the local Meme Dealer. but to a lucky few, heās known as a friend who would do anything for you.
most just know him as the moron named after a colour tho. Ā ĀÆ\_(ć)_/ĀÆ
( HISTORY ! ) - tw: illness/cancer, death, substance ( alcohol / drugs ) & depression.
blue hawthorne, who never goes by his birthname bc he hates it dfkjgdgdf, was born in the town of sparks, nevada !Ā
it was always just blue and his mother, margarette. he never met his father and he was gone long before blueās mother could even tell him about a pregnancy test. cut off from her family due to having a child out of wedlock, the pair started a life for themselves. all they had was a humble abode in a trailer park. material possessions were lacking, but blue never felt like he went without.Ā
blueās mother was by very definition blueās best friend. they both shared a love of music and ballet, and margarette worked as many jobs as she could to allow for her son to take lessons. starting quite young, at the age of four or five, blue was actually quite good. the usually mischievous and erratic child found structure in the discipline, and it was the thing that brought him the most happiness.
as a child blue was often teased for his interest, and the fact that he was so close with his mother. despite being incredibly short and frail at the time, he was also very outspoken and strong-willed, and never let his peers get the best of him. he danced, he laughed, he bruised his knees at any given opportunity. made a lot of mistakes. what he lacked in possessions he gained in the abundance of joy he felt in his heart growing up. his mother and a few of his close friends were his world.
when blue turned fifteen, everything changed.
( illness / cancer tw ) the jubilant, mischievous, but altogether kind-hearted boy was given the heart-breaking news that his mother had been diagnosed with cancer. margarette hawthorne, much like her son, was a fighter - and didnāt let such a diagnosis keep her down. despite their dwindling lack of funds now going towards medical bills, and the fact blue began sacrificing his own childhood as he took to the role of a caretaker of sorts for his mother, he never took his time with her for granted.
things were okay for a while. there was a point where the doctors were convinced that she was going to make it. blue was a fool. blue believed them.
at the age of sixteen, blue lost everything. he lost his place to live, he lost his childhood and lust for life, and he lost the person he loved most in the world. he lost his best friend.
it wasnāt long before the overbearing sympathy from those around him soured blue. he was sick of being bullied, people not liking him, and altogether not being in control of his own life. most of all, he felt so hopeless as his best friend in the entire world was starting to fade. so what did this boy do ?Ā he quit ballet (the thing heād loved since he was able to stand), he started drinking, he got involved with a very bad crowd and became a frequenter of the local police station. blue became a certified Bad Boyā¢
blue was sent to live with the grandparents that despised him and never acknowledged his existence before that moment, having met them at his motherās funeral. righteous and conservative in their views, they had cast aside their daughter when she had blue, and only reached out to her in her final months. for this reason, blue despised these people (he refused to call them family). he tried his best to be appreciative of a house and food ( which was much better than anything he had growing up ). but he was cold. always cold.
( substance tw ) in his latter adolescence, blue fell into a rapid succession of bad decisions. still small, still frail in stature, he found himself at a dissonance with his image and began growing insecure about his looks, the years of torment weighing on him. he found anesthetic in the party scene outside of school, taking to alcohol and drugs as a sedative from the life he felt forced to lead. he couldnāt decide if he hated himself or he hated the world more.
at the age of 17, his rap sheet seemed to grow with each rise and fall of the sun. he was hardly ever āhomeā and couch surfed. at the age of 17 heād gotten his own car and lived more out of that than the stuffy house on top of the hill where he was supposed to be. his grades were debris lost in his tumultuous storm, he was always looking for validation from the kids he hung around with and made some very poor decisions in the hopes heād be liked. in the hopes heād find a new family.
the partying, the stream of hook ups, his criminal record (mainly with petty theft, a few write ups for public intoxication and fighting), the instability of his living situation and his future all came to boil just before he turned 18. physically heād started to fill out, and look more like the man people know today. he was no longer frail and no longer weak, and when asked, he used to his fists to forge that path he thought he wanted.
after a dark night, it became apparent to blue that his path of self destruction was hurting no one but himself. things had to change.
through nothing short than a McMiracle (sponsored by Ronald McDonald, bc no one else is rich enough to pull it off lmfao) blue managed to scrape by and complete high school. not well by any means. but he did it.
it was about now that blue had been informed of a small school called blackthorne academy. details were scarce, but what drew the blondās attention was the tuition ( or lack thereof ). his acceptance cited his physical capabilities as seen through his many years of dance and explained why he was of particular interest to the school. he was suspicious, to say the least. but blue knew he wanted to become something, and to go to this school would not only take him away from a life he wanted to forget, but he would become self sufficient, and be able to leave his toxic family situation on his own terms.Ā
bidding farewell to the grandparents he was only beginning to know, his grandfather saw no reason to extend her kindnesses, and cut blue off. at the age of 18 he was homeless, with nothing but a car and a handful of pokemon cards heād had as a kid. not worth anything or even particularly sentimental, he just likes pokemon kgfjfd.
living in his car for a while before eventually crashing with a close friend, blue managed to absorb his days in work before eventually starting his tenure at blackthorne.Ā although blueās wild days are behind him, there are some things locked in his past that still haunt him. there are doors he never hopes to open again. but he got his fresh start, and is determined to live the life a young blue would have wanted for him, and one his mother could be proud of. and who knows, maybe he could go on and save the world.Ā
( WANTED CONNECTIONS ! )
all of these are absolute trash, and i much prefer plotting with specific characters in mind to cater it to our muses and make it unique to them. (~: but i do have a few wanted connections hereĀ as a starting off point !! if any of them really call to you though, please let me know as i would adore to have anything listed !! with that in mind, i wanted to include a sample of a few of the connects on the page here to make things a lil easier.Ā
ā *. ; ( co-workers ) || this connection is a little up in the air as i understand that students arenāt allowed to leave campus without staff supervision, and tuition isnāt awfully high if you canāt afford it ! however, blue has no money, and if at all possible he would try and get some sort of job whilst at blackthorne/gallaghers. whether that be doing odd jobs as part of his covert ops classes, or even working for the campus doing things like lawn maintenance, working in the stables, or literally anything that was open ! ( his ājobā could even be bringing in dkfjgdf some sorts of contraband to sell to other students, lmfao. nothing illegal, just stuff you canāt get on campus ). this connection is meant for any muses that may also be employed, or want them to be, and these two could be co-workers ! with an admin blessing we can figure out what is logistically possible within the plot, and if your muse already has a job iād be very interested to have blue be a coworker if you were at all interested !! <3
ā *. ; ( protector ) || there are two things blue hates most in this world: liars, and bullies. as an older ( and arguably large ) student, he comes to find someone who is going through a rough time assimilating to life at the academy for whatever reason. on the surface neither of them have anything in common, but the pair form a sibling like bond, and blue is willing to do anything to protect their friend.Ā
ā *. ; ( aggressor ) || blue is very mild mannered for the most part, save for any jokes he likes to make. however, there is someone on campus who absolutely makes his blood boil. whether this person dislikes blue for his lack of wealth and sophistication, his inherent need to never pick sides, or his immediate abandonment of respect for blackthorne once the truth came to light. or perhaps he made a joke in their early days that rubbed this person the wrong way, and a toxic environment has persisted since then. i imagine this relationship has escalated to violence, and for whoever picks this up iād really love to delve into their hatred and flesh out their angst !
there are plenty more connects on the page and like i said, i am literally happy to plot anything under the sun. (~:Ā
thank you so much for reading ! if you made it all the way here ?? youāre a h*cking legend lmfao. if thereās anything here that stood out to you please hit me up either on tumblr dms or via discord ( my user is lilac š#1835, or kjgdgdf the person with the crying squidward icon in the gc lmfao ). as there are quite a lot of members here, please like this here intro if you are interesting in plotting/writing with me so i know !! iāll check out your beautiful intro and Throw (or rather, gently pass you) some ideas your way if you havenāt messaged me first. <3 but thank you so much again for making it to this point, hereās a proverbial cookie for your troubles. itās double choc chip, enjoy it. (~:Ā
#gallagher:intro#this was... so long aND IM SO SORRY#thank y'all for all being literal angels and making me feel so welcome (':#( ooc ; i have the power of god & anime on my side ! )
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Only One Bed
Roomate! AU
Highschool/College! AU
Road Trip! AU
Baker! AU
Barista! AU
Bartender! AU
Biker! AU
CEO! AU
Arranged Marriage! AU
Mafia! AU
Royalty! AUĀ (@leniram1890ā with Benedict Cumberbatch x OC x Tom Hiddleston)
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Fallen Angel! AU
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āYou gotta stop doing stuff like that.āĀ āStuff like what?āĀ āStuff that makes me wanna kiss you.ā
āI donāt even know who I am without you.ā
āYou came back.ā
āStargazing was a good idea.ā
āI promised, didnāt I?ā
āThe funny thing is I canāt even remember the first time I heard your name. How do I not remember something that made such a big difference in my life?ā (@nekoannie-chan with bucky or brock]
āH-how much did you hear?ā
āRight now I donāt even know if I want to kiss you or shove you off a bridge.āĀ āCan I pick?" (@divine-mistake with Bucky)
āWe live together. You canāt blame this one anyone else.ā
āOne of us is right, and the other one is you.ā
āRemember when I asked for your opinion? Me neither.ā
āDoes it really look like I need your help?āĀ āYes. Horribly.ā (@divine-mistake with Bucky)
āShut up.āĀ āI didnāt say anything.āĀ āI donāt care. Shut up anyway.ā
āYou faintedā¦ straight into my arms. You know, if you wanted my attention you didnāt have to go to such extremes.ā
āIf I ever see you anywhere near her again, youāll wish you were never born. Got it?ā
āI told you, Iām only here for the girl, not you. All you have to do is hand her over.āĀ āAnd I told you, over my dead body.ā
āKissing me wonāt make this go away.ā
āS/he deserves better than me.āĀ āThatās not for you to decide.ā (@kitkatd7ā with Bucky Barnes)
āYou didnāt call. You didnāt text. Nothing.ā
āI needed youā¦ where were you?ā
āStay awake, you hear me? Donāt you dare close your eyes! Please!ā (@fablesrose with Loki)
āI will never belong to you.āĀ āDonāt kid yourself. You always have.ā
āGo to hell.ā
āWhat arenāt you telling me?!ā
āYouāre going to break his/her heart if you pull a stunt like this.āĀ āShe/He has a heart?ā
āWere you ever going to tell me?ā
āItās midnight! Where the hell were you?ā
āWhat the hell is your problem?!ā
āI hate you! Iām sorry it took me so damn long to realize it.ā
āIs that all youāve got?ā
āYou canāt just do stuff like this every time you get a bit upset!ā
āAre you wearing my shirt?ā
āStop yelling at me or Iāll give you a reason to scream.ā
āBite me.ā
āIf you bite your lip like that again Iām going to do it for you.ā (@cavillanche with Clint Barton)
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āShhh, or weāll get caught.ā
āDo it. I dare you.ā
āFuck me.ā
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Hey angel, I hope your doing great as well, I've been waiting to answer you cause you've been nothing but sweetš„ŗš Happy New Year and hope you have a beautiful year ahead and also enjoy your readingāØ
Ok so your person comes from a very stable and loving family. They were brought up with all their needs and wants taken care of and they had a fulfilling childhood. They are someone very joyful and confident with good self esteem as their parents, since childhood always encouraged them to go for things like competitions and debates and what not like you know. Your person is bubbly and very sweet individual, may have many friends as well. They may love to celebrate festivals or any small celebration as well, they just need an excuse to celebrate lmao. Very free spirited and they love their family a lot. They don't have any dark past or something, touchwood, their life has always been going good and joyful. They have lotta love to give and offer. Very beautiful person inside out. They are very welcoming and have good intuition. They maybe an empath as well. Sometimes they may think with their heart in situations where the head's judgement is required but it isn't that serious. You will feel at home with them, your safe space. They are so pure omg like they'll spoil you and love you so so much, they'll appreciate everything you do to the extent they are ready to worship the ground you walk on like you'd do the same honestly. You'll be that couple you know who is so in love it's almost surreal, people will be like ok so yeah there are men like that in this world or love like this exists hmmm. Like imagine the lovers card, y'all maybe twin flames or soulmates/divine counterparts, whatever you resonate with. They will literally be your dream person. They are very honest as well, like y'all will share everything with each otherš„ŗš look wise they may have beautiful hair and hands. May have big plans or long fingers or both. Not very muscular but toned. Sunkissed skin. Curly hair. Hair maybe dark or light with dark tints or vice versa. Possibly mixed race. Soft eyes. Very gentle aura. Hair could be slightly long. Omg this isš¶ they may have a long you knowš¶ yeah moving on lmao their features maybe very long like limbs, fingers, nose maybe like that. Financially they are doing very very well and they are content with where they are like it's very stable and he is well to do. They maybe in a high position. They are very emotionally as well as mentally stable and healthy. Very understanding and they feel deeply. They are very youthful and fun loving. They maybe worried about people hurting them cause they haven't been through that phase before thankfully so that's that. But they are a very sweet person like you may constantly wanna hug and kiss them cause they are so freakin adorable. They may love to crack jokes and make you laugh and say cheesy things like You are so sweet my love, do wanna give me diabetes lmaoooo something like that ahhh. Others/their close ones may see them as a true romantic, charming, loving, nurturing, caring, protective, generous, kind, pure, peaceful, angelic, honest, calm, understanding, patient, little inflexible when it comes to adapting, sorta a dreamer but a beautiful soul. Right now they are working hard on their career and may not be looking for love because they want to stand on their feet before they commit in a relationship, they want to make sure they are in a position to provide for you even tho they appreciate you being your individual self, they are a provider. They're love language may include words of affirmation, actually you know what all 5 tbh. Very very sweet and loving person, charming and literally so humble and kind, they are a dreamboat and you will feel lucky to have found each other and there's no where else you'd rather be in than each other's arms.
Possible placements: Cancer, HUGE WATER PLACEMENT, little fire and earth, air not much but could be
Side note: they may love Greece or may have that decent and even beaches
Possible fashion aesthetic:
Hope you enjoyed the reading and moodboard love, do let me know if you liked it or not, it helps me improvise! Thank you so much for being patient and hope you have a beautiful day aheadš¦šāØ
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Kiribaku babysitting Eri.
This is for @qt---kiribaku thanks for the suggestion! Remember y'all can make a suggestion if ya wanna.
Aizawa: okay I need you two to watch Eri again, Mic is taking me out to uh well that's not important. Can I trust you, Bakugo?
Baku: HAH? Why Me? Where the fuck is Deku and IcyHot??
Kiri: they had plans and I told Aizawa we were free tonight!
Baku: why tf would you do that? You could've made up something ffs
Kiri: why would I lie to our teacher?
Baku: you lie to me!
Kiri: I do not!
Baku: they you go again!
Aizawa: I can't with this shit *leaves*
Kiri: when have I ever lied to you, baby?
Baku: hmm okay, what about last night?
Kiri: this again? I told you! You looked good in leggings, babe!
Baku: you fucking liar! You know I look hot!!
Kiri: I'm not denying it!!
Eri: I'm still here..
Baku: HAH?
Kiri: Where's Aizawa?
Baku: are you that stupid? He obviously left because of your loud mouth!
Kiri: my loud mouth? What about you-
Baku: I- wait, where's Eri?
Kiri: she was here a minute ago,, ERI!?
Baku: ERI!!
Momo: would you please stop yelling we're in here! In the common room.
Baku: Eri? Why'd you run- and Momo's got her tits out, fucking fantastic!
Kiri: Katsu, she's just using her quirk! Whatcha making?
Momo: a blanket for Eri.
Kiri: that's so sweet!
Eri: it has cats on it! And it's pink!!
Baku: I can see that.
Momo: don't worry guys, after this I'll leave you alone so you can babysit this little princess.
Kiri: thanks momo. C'mon Eri let's pick out a movie together
Baku: yeah and uh thanks for last night
Momo: I'm asuming Kiri enjoyed those leggings I made for you?
Baku: fucking loved em. I was wondering, cuz ya know him and how excited he gets
Momo: Would you like me to make you more?
Baku: god please yes, that was the best sex I've ever had you are a literal angel!
Momo: happy to help! All done, Eri here's your blanket!
Eri: thank you! *hugs*
Momo: you're welcome, dear
Jirou: babe? You coming back upstairs?
Momo: yes, I'm coming! I'll see you tomorrow, Bakugo. G'night Kiri, Eri!
Kiri: night!
Eri: night night!
Baku: what did you choose?
Eri: ALL MIGHT, ALL MIGHT!!
Baku: good choice!
*movie starts*
Kiri: I love how excited you get, it's cute
Baku: m'not cute
Kiri: babe
Baku: I'm fucking adorable
Kiri: yes you are
Eri: Bakugo?
Baku: mm?
Eri: how do you know if someone likes you?
Baku: I'm not sure, why?
Eri: well there's a boy in my class and I'm not sure if he likes me or he's just really nice..
Kiri: ugh me in middle school
Baku: we'll get back to that later. And Eri, you never really know what someone else if feeling. Do you like him?
Eri: yes, he's very sweet
Kiri: aww, well ask him how he feels
Eri: okay
Kiri: in private of course!
Eri: of course!
Baku: okay now back to you in middle school
Kiri: well I wasn't really all about love. Just wanted to focus on being a man! They was this guy, Tomo, and he liked me. I never knew until he finally asked me out.
Eri: what did you say?
Kiri: yes
Baku: Tomo's your ex?
Kiri: yes? I told you that
Baku: no you said he was your first crush! You never said you dated!
Kiri: it lasted like 4 months
Baku: we've been dating a year,,
Kiri: yes and?
Baku: that means I beat that fucker!
Kiri: I'm not gonna ask..
Eri: ALL MIGHT!!
Baku: YEAH GO ALL MIGHT! WIN!
Kiri: *smiles to himself*
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AtsuLucy & AtsuKyou
Disclaimer:
I do not hate any of the characters, except Fukuchi Ochi, and I respect every ship BSD has. If I could marry every single one of 'em, I would. This is a post of my opinions about AtsuLucy and AtsuKyou. Also, there are manga spoilers here so I hope you wouldn't mind. I hope I won't get canceled here like how I got in Facebook because I ship AtsuLucy and not AtsuKyou/Shin Soukoku. As I've said earlier, I respect all the goddamn ships and I just want somebody to here my opinions or I just want to simply say it here. If I've said a wrong thing, please notify me. Thank you and take your time reading it!
I am a big AtsuLucy shipper. To be honest, I like how they look out for each other. Here are some of my insights and why do I ship them:
They experienced the same type of abuse (not that I wanted to be abused lol) so there might be times that only the two of them can know what's this and that (okay, is head canons alrighty? I hope so);
Atsushi is a good guy. In fact, he is a cute adorable fluffy little angel but we all know that he doesn't like his enemies like the Port Mafia and The Guild. But when they defeated Lucy's Anne of Abyssal Red, he felt sorry and said that he understands what she feels;
The way Atsushi sympathizes with her despite knowing just a part of her past, I love it. I need more of it. It makes my heart flutter;
Also, the way he approached Lucy after losing to him, is so cute, awkward and soft all in one. Imagine your enemy asking if they can do anything for you, damn Lucy is one lucky girl;
Manga Spoiler, when the ADA was accused of being the nation's terrorist, Lucy made a rallied outside the government just to say that "Atsushi is not evil" and "The Detective Agency is innocent", oh how I wished she worked in the ADA even as a part time (it was Ango who spilled that Lucy did it and maybe the latter didn't expect that);
Atsushi was certain that he saw Lucy after the Three Way War and said that he hopes Lucy isn't teaming up with the criminal organizations (Port Mafia's one of the organizations I guess) to take revenge on them. And please, notice how Atsushi was straight looking at the paper he was holding and then BAM! he saw Lucy, I mean if it's the tiger's ability then otay, I'm not gonna be delulu anymore *sniffs*;
Lucy gave Atsushi the parachute she was saving for her own escape. She let him escape Moby Dick through her ability and Atsushi was worried about her safety for she's gonna be trapped there. He even promised to save her there and he was going to went he infiltrated Moby Dick but sadly, Shin Soukoku suddenly sailed so even I have forgotten that Atsushi promised that he was going to save Lucy. It was funny for me when they got a chance to have a little casual talk when they've retrieved Kyouka's parents' documents;
Manga Spoiler, lastly, Lucy was a great asset when AtsuKyou are heading next to the Sky Casino, where Sigma is. After some events happened in the Sky Casino, Sigma fell on the sky and Atsushi jumps out of the Sky Casino and catches him but he eventually let go of Atsushi. Nathaniel's ability hits Atsushi's tail, which is his support, and he was knocked out. Then my girl Lucy saw it and jumps off the Sky Casino too (like it wouldn't cost her life), she reached out for Atsushi's hand and then voila! Welcome to Anne's room;
Another one is Lucy calls Atsushi by the name "Toraneko" which means tabby cat like how Akutagaw calls Atsushi "jinko." And then I just realized that Kyouka never called Atsushi's name or maybe it's just me?
Anyways, I am itching for Bungou Stray Dogs Season 4 ackk!!
Yes. I did shipped AtsuKyou at the beginning of the series. Okay, lemme just share some of my insights about this ship:
I shipped them when I literally thought she was 16 but it turned out that she's 14. It's the first red flag for me. I know that Atsushi is a baby but Kyouka is literally a minor.
At first I thought it's was fine 'cause they only have 4 years of gap;
But had anyone never thought that Kyouka's behavior towards Atsushi is like Akutagawa's behavior towards Dazai;
Remember that one scene in season 2 where Atsushi was finally caught by The Guild and Kyouka just stood there crying and just said, "Why? Why did you show me the light? Why did you give me hope? Goodbye. Please don't give me anymore light."
Okay, I admit. That was very pathetic. But as I think about it, she had trauma and was literally abused for three years or so, so I really can't blame her. Kyouka was told that she is more suited in the dark and all she knew that time is that she killed her parents with her ability. What a sad life, bub;
When I've read the manga, I've read it after season 2 'cause I was growing impatient for season 3, there were so many changes to the anime like the second picture of AtsuKyou up there. Atsushi was supposed to land on Kyouka's shoulders and not in her lap;
The scene where Atsushi asked Kyouka how's the bathwater was so cute. They looked like a couple to me and it just reminded me that I'm gonna be single forever;
And when Kyouka passed the entrance exam, I was so happy (of course who wouldn't). I dunno why but I saw a platonic relationship in my laptop's screen. (Their "Welcome home", "I'm home" of them looks like they're a married couple tho). But when Kunikida scolded the both of them, I saw siblings. ISTG THERE IS SOMETHING WRONG WITH MY EYES!
To be straight to the point, I think she's either unhealthy attached to Atsushi because he showed her light or she's just overprotective of him (seriously, a 14 y.o girl protecting a 18 y.o baby? otay).
Kyouka is one the characters with a great character development. Some say her character is boring and I can't blame y'all 'cause she have a lil bit of Sasuke's aura, like that one quiet kid sitting beside the window with the face saying that her clan was murded (Kurapika is now drowning in an indescribable emptiness) but Kyouka has a visible soft side so she cute, otay? Tho I wonder where did she learn to drove that car on Dead Apple at the age of 14 'cause my 14 y.o ass can't even step on the gas and brake without shaking in fear. Long story short, despite everything happening on BSD, I'm still a AtsuLucy shipper. I'm still rooting for Shin Soukoku, but AtsuLucy is my heaven.
#bungo stray dogs#bungou stray dogs#bsd#bungosd#bungousd#bsd atsushi#bsd lucy#bsd kyouka#atsushi nakajima#lucy maud montgomery#kyouka izumi#atsulucy#atsukyou#shin soukoku
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breadtube types love to think that every proud boy kind of dude was, at some point, 1 good conversation away from leaning left at some angle, fully ignoring the elephant in the room ā their dad's failing small business they feel entitled to inherit bc they're NOT working class.
to me, the big question is why are the breadtubers so afraid of drawing a line in the sand? why are they afraid of the possibility (inevitability) of irreconcilable material interests? have they never worked fast food or retail? this shit is so obvious. nazis are pretty much all rich.Ā and if they're not "cash rich" they're property rich, which actually is not a lesser kind of rich. they stand to inherit something, a business or some rentals etc. if they're not part of haute bourgeoisie they're part of petit bourgeoisie which, it turns out, is still the bourgeoisie.
idk why i expose myself to this garbage. i hate anything even marginally sympathetic to these pieces of shit. if a white person whose only difference from them is sexual orientation & gender can turn out like me, it's pretty clear what the problem is so fuck any angle on how they're actually innocent uwu. ultimately i find it so offensive & fash-sympathetic (thus fascist) to say only thing separating me from them is ideology. yeah okay w/e we're all cis people etc, but they dnt work for a living, and if you ignore that shit you legitimize their framing of themselves as normal.Ā if you rly want to pull people in that minuscule population of fence-riders leftwards in a meaningful sense you'd make them confront the fact that their class is condemned to die by history & their only hope is to betray it. if they can't agree to that, what use are they to us?
the lack of instrumental thinking is epidemic in rhetoric-obsessed communities. what utility comes from delivering another slur-vomiting cracker parroting chan memes to The Left? we have to constantly police the mf? we hold his hand until he predictably becomes an "ex-sjw"?Ā sometimes (usually) the people who are engaged and on the border enough that they "might" have "potentially" become reluctant communists are best used as fertilizer for the gardens that provide employment to the people we serve who never ever considered being goddamn nazis.
if you insist on climbing all the way down into hell to rescue a few of the demons, you simply cannot come back to earth pretending you brought us angels, much less that you have not experienced, yourself, why they wanted to be in hell.Ā it's silly vestigial christian cultural bullshit to see any kind of value in rescuing a fascist from themself. in practical reality, you are simply forcing naturally decent people to put up with indefinite burden of a whiny shit whose life helps working ppl less than their death.Ā happy to agree that "privilege" analysis provides a decent framework for priority. all else being equal a more marginalized person makes for a "more revolutionary" leader, etc. this is not reconcilable with the opinion that we should recruit reluctant defectors from enemy classesĀ as active members, much less leaders, of our orgs. idk where the pathological desire to win the enemy over comes from but it is absolutely suicidal. regardless of the organization in question, any people who joined it reluctantly should be paying their dues, not defining the agenda
you could prob convince Logic/Reason Leftists of practical immutability of material interest if you had data on nazis being wealthy but of course they trust nazis' self-reporting & nazis always do stonetoss shit linking their own lawyer-son asses to off-color construction workers. and iām using using "nazi" ~liberally~ in this offhand opinion, bc to me, any settler-colonial fascist is a nazi, and anything that would make them "more like", idk, an italian neo-fascist, is mostly a reminder of how bad the italians failed at their settler-colonial aims, so who gives a fuck.
thanks for reading or at least tolerating the existence of this rambling stream of consciousness. i would have written a real essay with sources and arguments for everyone's edification, but i have neither the capacity for focus to write one nor the desire to publish it.
(for reference, here is a commonly-recommended video that exemplifies the empathetic zoological economically-agnostic oh-shucks-he's-just-a-sad-normal-white-boy-he-is narrative of how a young man in north america becomes a literal brownshirt nazi)
note specifically where the narrator talks abt how "far right thought leaders" may not "see themselves as" or "intend to become" such "far right thought leaders" but are ~merely~ shills for consumer products "incidentally" popular among "alt-righters".Ā also key to this video's reconstruction of online fascist indoctrination is "politics as a set of affects, not a set of beliefs", as thought "affects" of online nazis like stefan molyneux, blaire white, etc are universally disarming, that they wouldn't seem "off" to "normal" ppl.Ā this necessarily defines "normal" people as people in a position to ~discover blatantly white nationalist arguments w unblemished curiosity, people w no awareness of the existence of white nationalism per se - i.e. it accepts as ~normal those "white people w only white friends". the creator also describes a feedback loop wherein grifters become "radicalized" by audiences, chasing engagement etc. this is bullshit, obviously. they're not children. they're grown-ass fascists full of superficial hatred w economic bases, who should be in re-education camps at best.
at several points in nominally(?) anti-fascist narrative of "gabe" narrator describes communities where "minorities" are welcomed insofar as they avoid "identity politics". i get maybe some people can't relate to psychology of fascists but such description can only normalize it.Ā this description necessarily frames addressing of issues of e.g. representation that affect such minorities within such interest communities as something that genuinely, in some sense, diverges from the status quo. as though at some point their marginalization was uncontroversial.
like clockwork, this angle on "alt-right" takes as axiom that communities from which "alt-right" recruits were 1st non-ideological, that fascists represent incursion of ideology &, by implication, so do ppl they oppose. political battle encroaches on something magically apolitical.
later, the creator saysĀ
nazis act "apolitical", dropping hints to divide "our community" from "the left"Ā
"the left" says "you have a nazi problem, y'all"Ā
nazis say "jfc have you seen this? they're calling us all nazis for liking thing"Ā
Ā how stupid do you think ppl are, dude
from this perspective, communities of consumer interest have some kind of linear basis, origin, development, etc. problem here is that they absolutely dnt. they're continuous & amorphous. also this is obv abt gamers/gg & plenty of us who "played games" had no hate for zoƫ quinn
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Realize~ MrBeast
Request: Firstly, love the edits! You put in so much work for this fandom, tysm for all u do! ā¤ Is it ok to request an edit & an imagine? With James Hype - More Than Friends for the edit. And when you can & feel inspired (no rush, take your timeā¤) an imagine where the reader is 2 years older than Jimmy & his childhood friend & they go to college in another state, but when they come back they start to like Jimmy. Twist is Jimmy already had a crush on them before they left but didn't have courage 2 confess
Awwwe thank you so much <3 it really makes me happy to see that you guys enjoy the imagines and edits I put out.. I hope you enjoy this imagine love <3
Growing up you had one best friend that has stuck with you since second grade and his name was Jimmy Donaldson. You both became friends because your parents worked together and they were very good friends so Jimmy was always at your house 99% of the time. When you were younger it was all fun and games and there were no feeling of anything else but friendship but once you hit your junior year of high school you began to develop the biggest crush on Jimmy. At this time he had started a youtube channel called MrBeast6000 and you supported him through it all and you were even his first subscriber as well as Chris. You went to every single sporting event that he ever played in and you would always leave the games with a hoarse voice from how loud you were cheering for Jimmy. Your favorite games of his to go to were his Baseball games because he looked hella good in Baseball pants. You would never let him know that you had a crush in fear of rejection and the end of you twoās friendship. So for your senior prom both of y'all went as just friends. It killed you when you found out that you had been accepted to the University of California in Los Angeles not for the fact that you were accepted but the fact that you had to move across the country far from Jimmy to go to school. When the dreaded day came and you had to move both of you hugged very tightly. Your heart was crying but you were not going to let him see you cry.
āYou go and kick butt (y/n/n), Iām going to miss you and I want you to keep me updated and donāt forget to come visit me.ā he said. You nodded and gave him one last hug before you boarded your one way flight to California. On the plane ride, you felt the warm tears fall down your face the whole plane ride. You had to hide your feeling of Jimmy down deep so that this didnāt Ā affect you throughout your college year. Now four year later, you had finally graduated. Sadly, Jimmy was not able to make it but he was there in spirit. His YouTube channel had now blown up and it was also now just called MrBeast. You were packing up all your stuff because you were moving back to North Carolina to help Jimmy with his YouTube Channel since you got your degrees in Management and Filmography. The next day you got on the plane and headed to North Carolina, what you didn't know was what Jimmy had planned for you when you got back.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Jimmyās Pov (Y/N) was coming back today and I planned on asking her to be my girlfriend. I had loved her since the beginning of high school but never had the balls to ask her out on a date or even to be my girlfriend. When she moved to California for college, a piece of my heart left with her. Now that she was moving back, I wasnāt planning on losing her again. Ā I decided to decorate the whole warehouse for her coming back and throw a get together with all her family and friends and then ask her to be my girlfriend there. I had the guys over helping me decorate and get everything ready. I bought a crap ton of yellow balloons because that was her favorite color and the whole room was basically decorated in yellow. I bought yellow tablecloths, yellow napkins, yellow forks,spoons, and knifes. I hired a photography place to come a do a photo booth and I even got a giant jump house and water slide since it was the middle of June and hot as crap. Chris and I went and bought a crap ton of steaks and chicken as well as some vegetables and chips. Chris had volunteered to cook all the food while everyone was showing up and I went and picked up (Y/n). The get together was sat up and know it was time to set up how I would ask her to be my girlfriend. I bought a big white screen and a projector and made a slideshow with a bunch of old photos of us with some comments about how she has changed my life and the very last slide said,āWill you be my girlfriend?ā and then once she answered I was going to ask her to move in with me since we basically have known each other for years and she needed a place to stay and I was not going to let her pay to get an apartment when she could just live with me. I made sure everything was in place and correct before I left to go pick (Y/n) up from the airport.
Your Pov Your plane had finally landed and you were currently getting your stuff from the baggage claim and began walking around the airport looking for Jimmy and when you saw him your heart literally exploded from joy. You began running and eventually ended up in his arms. You hugged him so tight that if you could literally explode a person he would be dead.
ā(y/n) I ca--ca--can't breathe.ā Jimmy huffed out. You apologize and let go. He then smiled and hugged you again. It felt so good to be reunited with Jimmy again. He grabbed your luggage from you and took it to his car and then you both got in and he began driving. He had told you that he needed to stop by the Warehouse real quick and get something so you guys were just talking in the car about everything and catching up with him. When he pulled into the Warehouse you didnāt even notice the cars that were there and got out with Jimmy. He opened the Warehouse and you were shot with confetti glitter and a huge āWelcome Home.ā from all your friends and family. You were hit with a sudden sense of breathlessness Ā as you were in complete shock that all your friends and family were there. You began running up to everybody and giving them hugs and catching up with them. You were dragged and had photos taken with so many people and you were so happy that everyone was here. Chris came in and announced food was ready.. Everyone got food and were all sitting down and eating when a slideshow of pictures of you and Jimmy began playing on the screen You read the silly, meaningful, and funny comments that were left on some of the slides and then you began feeling your heartbeat pick up as you began reading the last few slides. The slide before the last was a video of Jimmy talking.
ā(Y/n), since youāve been in my life we have cried together, laughed together, fought each other,comforted the other, and loved each other. When we started high school, I began developing strong feelings for you that I pushed away because I did not have the balls to ask Ā you out in fear that you would not like me back and that it would ruin our friendship. That was the worst mistake I ever made. When you told me that you were moving to California, my heart sank to my stomach. The day that you left, a piece of my heart left with you. I was heartbroken for a while but decided to conceal everything so that I could pour all my energy into being MrBeast. I didnāt want to be Jimmy without you. Chris noticed this and I confessed everything to him and he helped me make this video and plan this get together for you. The truth is (y/n) is that I canāt live without you, you make me me. You keep me level headed, honest, responsible, and you keep me,me. I love you so much and not in the best friend kind of way, I love you in the way where I want to wake up to you for the rest of my life, that I want to be the one who makes you smile when you are upset, I want to call you my wife one day and eventually I want to call you our childās mother, I want to grow old with you and I just want to be with you. So (y/f/n) (y/m/n) (y/l/n), if you say yes to my next two questions I can promise you devotion, love, support, compassion, honesty, respect, loyalness, and all that I have. If you say no then I still support you as my best friend so Iāll just let you see the question.ā
The video ended and by now you were in complete tears from what he had said. Your heart was pounding out of your chest as the next slide displayed two questions: Will you be my girlfriend, and will you move in with me? At this point, you had gotten up and walked over to Jimmy who was standing the the front of the room holding a bouquet of Sunflower and shifting from foot to foot. You placed your hand on his cheek and leaned in and kissed him with all the passion that you had stored up for the past 5 years almost. You pulled away and looked deep into his blue eyes that had captured your heart.
āDoes that answer question, Jimmy? Because if it doesnāt then its a yes.ā You said and kissed him again. By this time everyone was standing up and clapping. Ā People walked up and gave their congrats and soon it was time for everyone to start going home. You helped clean up and then you got in the car and headed home with Jimmy. You still couldnāt believe that he had asked you to be his girlfriend. It seemed so surreal to you and you felt like you were in a dream but this was reality. Not only were you dating your best friend but you were living with him. Jimmy pulled into the driveway and got your luggage out for you. The rest of your belongings including your car were being shipped in the next few days. When you got inside you changed into some pajamas and climbed into bed. Jimmy followed suite and pulled you close to his chest. You could feel his heartbeat slowly luring you into sleep. He rubbed you back slowly in comfort. You began drifting off to sleep but before you fell asleep you told Jimmy that you loved him.
āI love you so much, (y/n)ā Jimmy said before trying to get some sleep for himself.
#mrbeast#mrbeast6000#youtuber#uwu#mrbeast imagine#mrbeastimagines#mrbeastimagines mrbeast6000 imagines#imagines#requested#š#š§”
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Once, Twice, Three Times Blessed- The Shield x Reader- Part One/?
Parings: Alpha!Roman x Alpha!Dean x Eventual Alpha!Seth x Eventual Omega!Luna(OC)
A/N: So the idea that sparked this was literally me wanting to cuddle the fuck out of each of these men and just I am greedy and fuck and just want all of them to my self lol, my wrestling babes no I would definitely share :p As always thank ou to my eternal inspirations: @theworldiscolorful , @therealfivefeetoffuckingfury , @inxcogitationibus , @monsteramongmen-tamer , @empress-with-the-crown and many more I love you all so very much <3
A/N 2: Also when I was dreaming up the idea of Luna, I couldnāt help but picture Kida from the cartoon Atlantis. To me, she is the embodiment of a strong powerful moon goddess so yea, I hope yall don't mind :)
Warnings: m/m, m/f, ABO Dynamics and all including Knotting, NSFW, 18+ Only please, Smut, Unprotected Sex (No glove no love y'all c'mon), Fluff, Maybe Angst? But not much, Cursing and I'll add more later when the grittier parts come up.
Summary: Luna has been told all her life how special she was. Her crazy prophecy spewing grandmother mother even said the Moon Goddess would bless her with not one but three true mates. What happens when she finds those mates but theyāre already in a pack together? Will they let her in? Will she join the pack? And what interest does a certain Bayou pack lurking around the shadows take on her? Will love prevail or will evil intention of another pack come to fruition? Find out in this story about love, prophecies and the rising of one pack above another....
Word Count: 9k+, Sorry guys I donāt know what a short chapter is :P
Part 1 | Part 2Ā | Part 3
Tagging All My Beautiful Babes: @theworldiscolorfulĀ | @therealfivefeetoffuckingfury | @monsteramongmen-tamer | @inxcogitationibus | @panda-girl1999 | @empress-with-the-crown | @meremaidqueen | @glowrioustrash | @eshia16 | @just-one-string-in-a-silent-sea | @loki-kaz2y5 | @wwedeanambrose | @kingslayers-angel
"Fuck! Ro, you smell that?" Dean exclaimed to his Alpha taking a hefty whiff of the air around them.
Ruffling his lunatic's hair and laughing at Dean's dog-like actions he replied, "Easy Uce. It's probably whatever's in catering. Plus, I could practically hear your stomach screaming for food just a second ago."
"Hey! It's not my fault The Big Dog Alpha had to prove his dominance earlier. We worked up quite the appetite." Came Dean's reply with a wolfish grin to match his statement.
Ā "Believe that!" Roman said kissing the smirk off the younger Alpha's face, making sure to keep it brief because he didn't know if he'd be able to handle a worked-up lunatic, especially on an empty stomach.
Ā The pair had just exited their locker room in search of some much-needed fuel before their match that was set tonight. Having to go up against Team Hell No and John Cena was not at the top of their to-do lists. The food however, was plus they had gotten a very over-enthusiastic text from their fellow pack member Rollins, about some new chick that had moved up to the main roster. The boys didn't keep up too much with the ongoings of NXT, so they really weren't familiar with who she was. Rollins, however, was very eager for his mates to meet her.
Ā Walking through the door to catering the Pack mates were not prepared for the sight or smell that invaded their senses the moment they stepped foot inside.
There, not 10 feet in front of them, was their pup mate talking to a devastatingly gorgeous woman. Her striking features were otherworldly, with her long stark white hair, golden tan skin that looked so smooth to the touch, and big grey-blue eyes that nearly rivaled Roman and Dean's alike. It wasn't just her looks though, the scent, of something akin to lavender and fresh rain, that seemed to be radiating off her had each Alpha's mouthwatering and their nether regions stirring to life. Not only that but their inner wolves were screaming...
Ā ...MATE...CLAIM...OURS... OMEGA....causing matching rumbles escape.
Ā Both Roman and Dean looked towards each other to make sure that this wasn't some sort of dream and if each mate felt the overwhelming pull towards this mystery woman.
Ā Luna's POV
The minute they walked in she knew. She couldn't tell you how or why but the minute they stepped through catering, it was as if an electric current was set off into her body. She didn't know if she'd be able to survive their added onslaught.
Already theĀ Beta, at least as far as she could tell, in front of her had her heart racing and throb begging to make itself known in her nether regions. Never in her life had she smelt such an appealing male.
Her she-wolf was absolutely over the moon at the prospect of a potential mate, it was the only explanation, right? Unfortunately, somewhere in the back of her mind the crazy ramblings of her, all seeing, all knowing grandmother came to mind.
Ā "You, my Little Moon have been blessed by the moon goddess threefold. She has blessed you with not one but three true mates, all unique in their own way. Don't be scared my Little Moon embrace it, embrace them. They will protect you and love you for the rest of your lives and beyond."
Ā She also told Luna she'd be a late bloomer and she wasn't wrong. Here Luna was 23 and still hadn't presented Alpha, Beta, or Omega. When people asked she usually just says Beta to avoid the pitying looks.
Ā The twin rumbles coming from the two electric Alphas had not only broken her out of the thoughts swarming around her head but had her knees weak and an answering mewl begging to be set free. But, she wouldn't let that happen not on her first day as a part of the main roster womenās division. The last thing she wanted to do was embarrass herself in front of these three Adonis's.
Seems she wouldn't get that chance because before an excuse could be made to leave, while she still had her wits about her, both Alphas were making a beeline to her and her companion, Seth, who she had met earlier when Triple H had 'pawned' her off on him.
Ā The one with crazy auburn curls and panty dropping dimples, was the first to speak, "Well who's this little Kitten ya' got here, Sethie Baby?"
Ā Then, it was the Samoan sex god's turn,
"Behave, Dean, Hey Babygirl, it's so nice to meet you and welcome to Monday Night Raw."
Ā The baritone of each Alpha's voice had Luna in need of some clean and dry panties because the ones she was wearing were soon to be decimated. She only prayed that none of them could smell the sweet scent of arousal she was sure was pouring off her in waves. She was also quite convinced these three beautiful specimens were used to girls turning to putty at their feet.
Ā Seth began introducing the woman that was practically glued to his side. When had she gotten there.... he had absolutely no qualms about it, happy to be as close as possible to her. Reaching an arm around her shoulder to try and ease her nerves, he felt an electric spark run through his body where his calloused hand met the soft tender flesh of her arm. Seth did his best to suppress it, but the interaction did not go unnoticed by his two mates and he could see the hint of jealousy pass through each of their eyes. Not just because their pack mate was touching another but the fact that he was the first to touchĀ theirĀ Omega mate. Seth just chuckled and tried to ease the building tension by rubbing the hand that was on her shoulder, up and down her back. The motion more soothing than either of the pair realized.
"Guys this is Luna Selene Nightblood, she's just moved up from NXT and will be traveling with us for the next couple of weeks until she gets the hang of everything, per Hunter's request. Also, she's from Texas, an only child... oh and a Beta."
Even as the word left his mouth he wasn't convinced, and his fellow mates seem to share the same sentiment.
"Luna, huh? With a beauty that rivals that of our moon goddess I can see where you earned the namesake." Roman spoke reaching out to gently kiss the knuckles of her soft delicate hand, a hand he never wanted to let go of.
"My names Roman Reigns but you can call me Roman or Ro, Babygirl and this lunatic next to me is Dean Ambrose."
"Dean is just fine, Kitten."
Every pet name that left each of their mouths had Luna's cheeks flushing and thighs clenching in earnest.
"Seems you've already met Seth."
"I-itās so nice to have met all of you but I must get going. Got to get ready for my debut after all."
And quick as lightning she was gone, leaving an empty feeling in the pity of each Shield member's stomach, as well as her own.
Roman already missed the feel of her small hand in his, while Seth missed the way she slotted so perfectly into his side. Dean could barely sniff out her lingering scent of lavender and fresh rain which had his inner wolf twitching in the agitation of being away fromĀ his mate,Ā theirĀ mate.
"Don't worry boys, like I said she's traveling with us, so we'll see her soon enough. Let's get you both fed and find a TV set to catch our Little Moon's debut."
Not happy but satisfied enough the Alphas headed towards the awaiting food. Packing two plates each and then were off in search of a TV set to watch Lunaās upcoming match.
What the group had completely missed, too caught up in everything that was their little mate, was the pack of bayou wolves taking an unnerving interest in their Little Moon.
Ā Luna's POV
Rushing as fast as she could pass the three gorgeous men and out towards the locker room, Luna was met with a wall that was six feet two and nearly 230 pounds of solid muscle, which nearly had her on her ass.
"Careful hon, with all the hustle and bustle back here, you really need to watch where you're going," Shane told his frantic friend.
Shane always was a very kind natured Alpha and the way he took care of his superstars only made her love and admire him more. He always was such a great friend to Luna.
They had both met in his time away from the WWE and had bonded over their love for all things wrestling even the shared goal of making it here, but for him, it was about returning home.
"You want to tell me what has you all frazzled hon."
"Uhmm yes, sure. Just not out in the open, this is something I'd like to keep more just between us if you don't mind of course." Luna was quick to add, not wanting to cause the Alpha any extra grief tonight.
"Of course, Lulu, you know better than to ask me that. How long have we been friends now?"
"Quite some time Shane O'Mac, quite some time."
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"Ok, so you remember that silly prophecy I told you my crazy grandmother would always recite to me as a child. Well... Now I'm thinking she's not so crazy."
Luna had divulged everything the minute they had walked into the makeshift office Shane had acquired for the night.
"Are you sure, Lu? Three mates, The Shield no less?!"
His questions were like rapid fire towards the smaller girl and she couldn't help but become anxious by the whole situation. It wasn't unheard of having more than one true mate, but it was definitely rare and to find all three of them already in a packĀ andĀ mate-bonded to each other, as well as in the same profession?! Luna was sure no mistake had been made. Question was, was she ready to pursue matters of the heart. She had just moved up to the main roster and she'd hate for this to ruin any chance of momentum with the company.
"I know that look Lu, and don't even think about it. If The Shield is truly your mates, then there's no way I'm going to let you deny them or yourself that happiness. And if you're worried about moving up in the company don't. You're too damn talented to ever have to worry about that and I'm saying that as a boss and not a friend."
Luna let out a breath she didn't even know she was holding at Shane's declaration. It put nearly all her fears to rest, now came the questions of what her true presentation would be and if The Shield wanted anything to do with her in that regard.
Shane spoke again seemingly reading her mind for the second time tonight.
"Trust me Lu, those boys have been waiting for you for a while. They may not have known what they were missing butĀ now, if they've figured it out, there is no chance in hell they're going to let you slip away."
Shane went on to easy her qualms about presenting as Omega, even going so far as to set her up with the on-call doctor so that he could prescribe Luna all the medicine she would need for her first heat. Medicines like suppressants just in case she didn't want to have an Alpha help her through it, scent blockers so no other Alphas could sniff her out besides her mate(s), and heat control to prevent any unwanted pregnancy during the time of heats.
With all the preparation and medicine now in her possession, Luna finally felt like a weight had been lifted from her shoulders. And now she was ready to make her debut and kick Paige's ass. She was determined to be put into contention for the Diva's Title, maybe even start the Women's Revolution all by herself.
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The Boys' POV
"So, what do you think Big Dog, you think she's really a Beta?"
It was Seth who spoke up as each Shield member huddled around a TV set, that was set up on an empty table. Roman took a moment to muddle over the question, taking a hearty bite of his food while he did.
After a minute or two going over his thoughts, he finally addressed Seth's question.
"No, I think she's just an extremely late bloomer kinda like you Baby boy. She's probably sick of all the pitying looks. At least with us scenting you, people just assume you're aĀ BetaĀ or an Alpha but maybe now that we've finally found her, you might present too. Besides when you scented her wasn't your wolf screaming at you:Ā Mate, Mine, and Omega?"
"Well I knew she was mate, but I wasn't sure about presentation. I'm not an Alpha like you guys, my sense of smell is shit compared to yours, but she did smell pretty freaking good. And when I touched her my body was on fire. It's still pretty hot in here, to be honest."
"Yeah, we could tell," Ambrose grumbled in the corner as he was staying quiet for most of the conversation.
"You jealous, Lunatic? You're also quite silent over there, perhaps you'd like to share your thoughts with the class." Roman rumbled, upset that his mate isn't weighing in on such an important matter. Reaching over he ruffled his grumpy mate's hair to get some type of reaction.
"Hey, go easy on him Ro, you know it's hard for him to let new people in."
"I do know that Seth, but I also know that she smells like mate,Ā ourĀ mate.Ā But..." he said looking over at his Lunatic, "If anyone has reservations about it then we won't pursue it. I know it's rare to have three true mates but it's also not unheard of. The moon goddess herself had three true mates and Luna is just that, our little moon goddess."
The group became silent as each member finished their food and waited for their little mate to appear on the TV screen.
Roman wasn't satisfied with Dean's silence so he began to poke through their bond link and try to get to the bottom of the Lunatic's hesitation.
"What is it, Dean? What's got you so closed off to the idea of her?"
Roman felt so much as heard Dean's inner grumble.
"I don't know, Ro. Don't get me wrong IĀ knowĀ she's our mate, God do I know but to be honest, I'm Fucking terrified of letting another person in. Another person to worry about. We have such a good thing here, plus I already worry about you both enough as it is, I don't think I could add another person to that mix."
"I know what you're really scared of is being happy. You're always so afraid it's going to be taken from you, but I wouldn't let that happen and as pack Alpha, I promise no one is going to take me, Seth,Ā orĀ our Babygirl, away from you. So, will you give her the chance, will you give usĀ allĀ that chance?"
Both Alphas were boring into each other's eyes each one holding nothing more than love, respect, and devotion in them.
Before Dean could give an answer, Seth spoke up, "Guys look! She's about to debut! And against Paige no less."
Seth's enthusiasm was quite contagious, and it had each Alpha just as excited about the prospect of watching their little mate kick butt. Before they gave too much attention to the screen Dean gave Roman a subtle nod in answer to his question. Roman gave an equal nod but couldn't stop the proud smile adorning his face.
As their little mate appeared on screen, each man was taken aback. There in all her glory was a spitting image of the Warrior Moon Goddess, Selene. Making her ring name even more fitting than it already was. Her appearance was absolutely breathtaking from her stark white hair braided back like she was ready to wage war and her bright grey-blue eyes were surrounded by traditional style black war paint making her look not of this world. Then looking further, they saw all the intricate tribal tattoos etched across her golden skin paired with the perfect ring gear to accentuate all the right curves on her beautiful little body. One look and they were convinced she could bring any man to their knees in submission, with just one look. The boys couldnāt help but wonder what itādĀ be like to explore her body so intimately, to get a closer look at all tribal tattoos adorning her body, preferably with both their hands and mouths.
Now more than ever each man was over the moon excited to get to know every side of their little warrior moon goddess.
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Bray's POV
Walking away further into the dark hallway they had occupied near catering to spy on their enemy, the faction known as The Shield, Bray addressed his Wyatt Family.
"You hear that boys? Seems this little moon goddess has captured the attention of The Shield boys. And she couldn't have been delivered to us at a more opportune time. Now with Kane out of the way, we can focus ourselves on destroying these so-called Hounds of Justice. Dare I say, boys, we might have just found their Achilles heel in the form of that pretty little thing."
The only answer Bray received was two twin grunts from Rowan and Harper.
Bray, on their other hand, was giddy with excitement and mischief. This whole time he had been begging Sister Abigail for guidance and now here was this otherworldly creature nearly dropped right into their laps. The minute Bray laid eyes on this... Luna. He could feel the power radiate from her and it's seemed he was the only one. Many of the other superstars just passed by her like she wasn't the moon goddess reincarnated, meant to be worshipped in every regard, come to clean them all of their sins. The power Bray could feel gave him hope that maybe she was the key to setting Sister Abigail free once again. Unfortunately, the Hounds had set their sights on her, no matter, Bray was a patient and methodical man. No good would come from him trying to rush such a delicate process as this but, he was damn sure come All Hallows' Eve, he would capture the little moon goddess and harness her power to reincarnate the very worst of all nightmares.
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Luna's POV
After thoroughly kicking Paige's butt via submission, putting on a fantastic show, and putting herself in the running to become the next Diva's Champion, Luna had hit the showers and was talking to Charlotte about catching a ride to the hotel with her. The pair had hit it off and Luna thought rather than burden The Shield boys with her presence, she'd ride with the women from the roster to build better relationships in the locker room.
Charlotte had just handed Luna the keys to her rental, so she could stealthy put her luggage in the SUV, thus avoiding the two hulking Alphas and the equally hulking 'Beta'. She was way too wound up and nervous to actually travel and room withĀ anyĀ them, at least for right now because she could not for the life of her quell the ache in her core that had begun the moment she met each Shield member.
The coast was nearly clear until she heard a familiar growly voice call out, "Hey, Luna wait up, where you goin'?" Seth called from behind and as she turned to look back, she bumped into yet another wall of muscle. Only, the mouth-watering scent ofĀ AlphaĀ hit her nose before the deep rumble in his chest could be felt.
"And just where do you think you're going, Babygirl?" Roman asked with a deep commanding timber, but instead of answering, it was Dean who spoke up from right beside him,
"Yeah, I heard you were traveling with us and stuff." He grumbled trying not to show just how much he really cared, earning a reprimanding look from Roman.
Scrambling her brain for a valid excuse, still too flustered from being body to body with the Powerhouse, Seth had finally caught up to the bunch and she replied, "Oh, that! I thought it was just Seth being nice and I didn't want to be a burden or anything just because Hunter asked y'all to look after me."
Seth looked like a hurt puppy by the statement and Dean couldn't help but scoff, however, it was Roman who spoke up with an Alpha authority that nearly had her whimpering into submission, sad, that she might've upset her potential mates. "Listen here, Babygirl. You areĀ notĀ a burden nor an obligation. The boys and I would be more than happy to have you ride along, travel, AND room with us. Besides, we were hoping you'd give us a chance to get to know you better. I don't know about you, but we can all feel the connection between us, this pull we can't explain."
By the tail end of his declaration, Roman made sure to soften the tone of his voice, not wanting to scare his little mate by any means.
Luna couldn't believe her ears; did he really just acknowledge the four of them could actually be true mates? She was speechless.
Damn, these men were actually trying to kill her. She could barely survive five minutes surrounded by these Demigods without being in serious need of a cold shower, and now he was asking her to roomĀ andĀ travel with them. They were absolutely going to be the death of her.
She was just about to politely decline, still too nervous about the whole mate thing, but each man gave their best efforts of puppy dog eyes and soon Luna was powerless. Between that and their alluring scents, she was helpless to deny theirĀ everyĀ wish. And the more she thought about their effect on her, the more it had her believing her crazy old grandmother's prophecy, especially now that the elephant in the room was brought to light.
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After the boys confiscated Lunaās luggage and politely returned to Charlotte her keys, their little moon was sequestered in the back seat of the SUV with Seth, while Roman drove and Dean rode shotgun. The group was shrouded in silence but something about it just felt right and comfortable. Unfortunately, Luna had left her jacket in her luggage which was in the back and while usually, she doesn't get too cold, tonight she was only dressed in a light t-shirt and soft short-shorts. Her plan was to hop face first into bed the minute she arrived in her hotel room.
The air conditioning was causing her to shiver every now and again. Roman had taken notice which causes his Alpha to begin clawing at the surface of his skin prompting him to speak up. The urge to protect the pack overwhelming him, especially their littleĀ omega, "Babygirl, you alright back there? You need a jacket or something?"
Looking up to the rear-view mirror through long, surprisingly dark, eyelashes, Luna shyly shook her head no, not able to find her voice due to the chill in her bones.
A resounding protective growl resonated throughout the SUV and before the boys could say anything, Roman was pulling over the car to the side of the road, parking, and then going into the trunk of the SUV to grab a jacket for her but not just any jacket,Ā his jacket. In his mind, it was a way of staking claim subtlety and conveying that sheĀ belongedĀ with the pack.
The back-seat door on Luna's side was soon being wretched opened and Roman was wrapping his jacket gently around her smaller frame. Luna was frozen in shock, not expecting the Alpha to have such care for anĀ outsiderĀ of such a tight knitted pack. But still his gentle touch was soothing and the heat radiating off him brought an indescribable warmth to her bones and settled in the pit of her stomach brewing into something more building of the continual ache she felt in her core. Again, the musk surrounding him smelt likeĀ home, Mate, and safe,Ā much like Seth's and even Dean's when he would get close enough to her. Reaching out Roman gently cupped Luna's cold pink dusted cheeks, though his hands were so big they nearly covered the surface of her neck while still being able to reach her cheeks. Lightly he started rubbing his thumbs back and forth along her soft skin to help warm her up.
He and all the boys felt a constant ache to be near her, protect her, and love her. They craved her touch and affection, from the moment they scented her as their Omega mate,Ā theirĀ Luna.
All three men noticed the visible shudder Roman's touch gave Luna and the way she moved into his touch, practically purring in content which had them nearly growling with satisfaction. Her scent was driving them all crazy with the heavy hints of arousal as well as the feelings of 'safe' and āhappyā she was giving off.
The more than pleased Alpha spoke up with a slight smirk on his devastatingly handsome face.
"That better Babygirl." The timber of his voice had Luna keening and his touch made her heart soar, she was in such a daze, but it was the next words that came out of her mouth that shocked everybody.
"Yes Alpha, thank you." It was so soft, so sweet, soĀ OmegaĀ that Roman's inner wolf was swelling with pride, it also had the semi he had been sporting since earlier, twitching at the prospect of claiming his little mate and showing her just how he earned the titleĀ AlphaĀ byĀ eachĀ member ofĀ hisĀ pack. Fuck did he just want to dominate her and bite her so that she could bare his mark for the world to see. He felt his mouth watering at the thought as well as the beginning of fangs protruding from his gums.
The other two men in the car were quiet throughout the whole interaction, one because they were all linked as mates, so they knew each other's thoughts and feelings, and two they were just so mesmerized by this woman in every aspect.
Each one of them anticipating the chance to get to know her better and begin the mateship theyĀ knewĀ was inevitable. To love her and care for her in every way.
Making sure Luna was tucked in and warm, Roman made his way back to the driverās seat and was off once again to the hotel that awaited the four superstars.
Through the bond link, Ambrose felt Roman's excitement, arousal, and pride, it was so palpable that all he wanted to do was reach over and kiss him, maybe even beg for Ro to dominate him like their little rendition from earlier in the night. Roman was just so damn kissable when he was in a good mood. He'd become this big lovable dork and Dean and Seth loved nothing more than whenĀ their Alpha was like that. While the men all had silent conversations through their bond links none of them noticed their little omega burrowing herself deeper into the Alpha's jacket, even snuggling up to sleep against Seth as her eyes began to droop. The first touch of skin had Seth nearly jumping out of his seat in surprise, the heat of it settling into his core simmering just under the surface, but once he realized what was happening, he was all for it. Anything to be closer to their Omega.
Ā The minute Seth was introduced to Luna by Triple H, something in theĀ BetaĀ began to stir, something he had never really felt before. His wolf had always been dormant and lax, which complimented his other mates. But now with her here this instinct began to grow within Seth and he wasn't sure what it was. He'd have to have a talk with Roman before bed tonight since his Lunatic was rooming with their little moon.
Seth hoped Dean would let her in completely because as much as Dean tried to hide it both his mates saw how enamored he was with the Omega.
While Seth was occupied with watching their sleeping beauty, he gently started running his fingers through her long stark white hair, further putting her into a sleep-like state, while Roman and Dean were having a one on one chat through their link.
Ā "When we get to the hotel I wantĀ youĀ to share the other room with her," Roman spoke up through the link, causing Dean to look up wide-eyed and confused.
"What! Ro, you're the Alpha shouldn't you be the one to do that I mean-"
"No Dean, I wantĀ youĀ to try and bond with her a bit. She seems to have warmed up to Seth already and the exchange you just witnessed shows she's open to my Alpha. Now it's your turn I want to see if she'd be able to handle the prospect of three mates. I also want to see if you like her. Look, IĀ knowĀ it's hard for you to let people in, but I want you to try. We're a pack and it'sĀ all or nothingĀ with us, and you're going to be the deciding factor on this."
"Ro, I don't know if I can handle that type of pressure...but ok I can do that, for the pack, for you."
"That's my boy." Leaning over Ro gave a quick kiss to Ambrose's chapped lips, proud that he'd try to do something as hard as letting a new person in, but RomanĀ knewĀ Luna wasĀ the oneĀ they had all been waiting for and now that she's here he never wants to be without her. The Alpha in him had it bad for the little omega. Hell, why else would he stop in the middle of nowhere just to fetch a jacket from the trunk for the shivering girl? That's just it though, she was more than just some girl, she was theirĀ mate, the one meant for them. Sheās the one whoās going to love and care for each of them as much as they already do for her. So, with that in mind, Roman reached over and intertwined his fingers with his Lunatic's, hoping to ease the nerves he felt coming off his mate. The skin to skin contact seemed to always help, so their hands stayed like that for the duration of the car ride.
Seth's POV
He couldn't help but to tune out the bond link between his two mates. He was just so enthralled by the angel sleeping snuggled into his lap. Not being able to really help himself he began to stroke her stark white waves, taking care to massage her scalp at the roots as he went. He could tell she was enjoying it with little purrs of appreciation that split out her mouth periodically through the drive, even little whines when he paused in his ministrations. Seth could not wait to cuddle, kiss, and love on his new mate.
He'd prayed Dean would decide soon as to whether they would be pursuing her as a pack. With the draw that Seth felt towards the little omega, he couldn't imagine what it was like for both hisĀ AlphaĀ mates. Never before had Seth, a 'Beta', at least that's what he classified himself as since he neverĀ trulyĀ presented, craved an omega as much as the one sleeping peacefully in his lap. But again, since meeting Luna certain feelings and tendencies began to stir in Seth,Ā AlphaĀ tendencies.
Ā Dean's POVĀ
What neither of his other two mates were able to pick up on was that Dean had already fallen,Ā HARD, for the little moon goddess sleeping in the backseat. Nevertheless, his self-deprecating nature and fear got the better of him. Dean believed he didn't deserveĀ any of the love or care his mates provided him with. Hell, he was sure The Moon Goddess wouldĀ neverĀ bless him with a true mate let alone two, well now three true mates.
It took nearly a year for Seth and Roman to break down the walls Ambrose had built by the time they finally found each other. Now here was this girl; or woman, who merely flashed him a smile and his walls came down faster than you could say 'Kaboom!'.
It was more than just her smile but still, Dean could feel it the moment they locked eyes; she had cemented herself into his heart. DeanĀ knewĀ if he ever lost one of his matesĀ especiallyĀ their little moon, he'd fall into a darkness not even Roman could save him from, so that's where his only reservations stemmed from.
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The boys had finally made it to their designated hotel for the night. Not caring that they still weren't in the comfort of their own room or shielded from the public eye, Roman got out of the parked SUV walked over to the passenger's side, where Dean was also making his way out and stole a demanding kiss from him. The kiss was filled with raw passion and Roman took his time coaxing out a more relaxed Lunatic, because he knew Dean's nerves had kicked in about sharing a room with Luna and about being in such an intimate proximity with her. Once Roman could feel Dean's body and mouth become pliant against his, he broke the kiss and looked him straight in his stormy blue eyes, "I proud of you for at least trying, ok? And IĀ knowĀ you can do this, ya hear me, Dean?" He emphasized his claim with one more hard kiss to the younger man's mouth then he was gone. Heading to the back of the SUV, leaving a breathless Ambrose in his wake, to fetch the luggage, calling out to Seth for help over the link as to not wake up their sleeping Babygirl in the backseat. Seth carefully removed himself from their Omega and went to help his Alpha unpack the car. Luna began to make distressed noises at the loss of her mate's warmth and security, causing Roman to prompt Dean to check on her and carry her to the room.
Ā Little noises spilling from his Kitten's unconscious form had his heart aching and he wanted nothing more than to soothe her distress. So, without thinkingĀ tooĀ much about his actions, he was climbing halfway over the back seat to scoop her up bridal style into his warm embrace.
Almost immediately she was nuzzling her sweet face into the side of his neck where hisĀ unmarkedĀ scent gland was, the same scent gland that was meant to bare the omega's mark of the pack. Damn did it feel so FuckingĀ goodĀ to have her cuddled so tight against his body and her face nuzzling into his most sensitive spot, a spot that has gone relativelyĀ untouchedĀ until now. Dean was rumbling deep within his chest in joy, which earned him a little mewl in response from his sleeping Kitten.
Carrying her into the hotel was easy enough, while his other two mates took care of the luggage and checking in. Dean made sure not to jostle Luna too much while he waited by the elevators. He was too entranced by his little mate to notice a rival Alpha and his pack walking up onto the pair.
It wasn't until the AlphaĀ spokeĀ that Dean's whole body went rigged and the hair at the base of his neck stood on end.
"Well, what do we have here? The Lunatic Fringe and a-," Bray paused looking down at the little omega before him, taking in the angelic features of her face and her pure white hair to match, "aĀ beautifulĀ little lamb. Say Dean where did you find such aĀ special little moon goddess such as her?"
A growl released within Dean's chest before he could even stop it, causing his little mate to stir about and whimper in his arms. Turning further into her mate, Luna's arms wrapped tightly around Dean's neck as she whined against his unmarked scent gland.
It took everything in Dean not to react to his whining mate lest he let his guard down, something he would not let happen especially in the presence of the Wyattās. Luckily, before Dean could speak up, Roman had walked up to his two awaiting mates, clapping a hand on Deanās shoulder soothing the agitated Alpha.
"I think we bothĀ knowĀ that's none of your concern Bray." The deep Alpha tone in Romanās voiceĀ commandingĀ the rival Alpha to back down but also causing Luna to squirm further in her Lunaticās hold.
Reaching over Roman began to smooth the hair at the crown of Luna's head trying to soothe her back into a more peaceful slumber but never removing his glare from Brayās form.
The action didn't go unnoticed by any of the Wyattās.
"Oh, I see, you think you've finally found your Omega mate? The missing piece to your little band of misfits, is that right?" Scoffing Bray continued, "No chance in heaven or hell a little goddess like her would be lumped together with the lot ofĀ you. What she needs is someone ofĀ equalĀ stature, not you mereĀ mortals. She deserves aĀ GodĀ to be her equal mate and followers who wouldĀ worshipĀ her as is herĀ rightĀ to be worshipped. Not a bunch of hellhounds that would onlyĀ taintĀ her." He spat the last words and before any of the Shield members could retort, the Wyatt Family patriarch and his pack were entering the elevator, but not before Bray spoke one last cryptic message, "You tell the Little Moon Goddess her throne is awaiting her return." And with the devil in his eyes and a smile upon his lips, Bray waved goodbye to the Shield Pack.
The whimpering that was heard from the little omega in Dean's arms paused all the murderous thoughts running through their bond link and each mate reached out to their Sweet Omega, trying to comfort her distressed state.
It was Roman's alpha timber that finally broke through her fear.
"Easy Babygirl, you're safe." He kissed the crown of her head, "Alpha is going toĀ protectĀ you.Ā Always."
Nuzzling herself impossibly further into the crook of Dean's neck, Luna finally settled back down and just in time for the next elevator to arrive.
Loading themselves into the metal box, each Shield mate was still on edge and Roman could feel the worry of his two other mates.
"Don't worry Y'all. I'm not gonna let a damn thing happen. Not to either one of you andĀ especiallyĀ not to her. You have myĀ word." The authority Romanās words held behind his promise gave hope to each of his mates.
Ā At the Alpha's reassurance, each mate felt the tension leave their body, but it also left them drained and ready for bed. They were all thankful they decided to shower at the arena as it was one less thing to worry about after the stressful encounter theyād just experienced.
Ā The Wyatt's have seemed to be taking the onscreen rivalry to whole other level and now with the added interest inĀ theirĀ little mate, none of the boys could afford to let their guard down. Roman especially as PackĀ Alpha.
Walking into their suite Roman saw their little mate cuddled tight into Dean's stronghold. He stood and watched, taking a moment to bask in the peace shown clear as day on her mesmerizing face. His heart tightened at the thought of something putting her inĀ jeopardy. There was no way Roman was going to go to bed tonight before having a contingency plan in place, especially with the Wyatt's lurking around every corner. He loved his mates and the life theyāve built together, too much to let anything ruin it, especially with the final piece to their pack finally in place.
Reaching over towards his Babygirl snuggled securely into Deanās embrace, Roman gently ran his calloused fingers gently along her cheek, still in awe that she wasĀ theirsĀ and that they had finally found theirĀ Omega.
"Dean,Ā go set our Babygirl down on y'all's bed and come to mine and Seth's. I'm not sleeping a wink until we have an affirmative course of action set into place. C'mon Architect follow me."
Roman ordered before placing a quick kiss on to his lunaticās lips and sending him off to the adjoining room.
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Dean's POV
Bending over to rest his Kitten on the bed caused her to stir in his arms, whining firmly against his neck, "No Alpha please."
"Shhh Kitten, I just need to put you down for a second, so I can talk to the Big Dog."
Whining again she murmured against his neck, plush lips dancing along his heated skin. Dean would be lying if he said the way her lips brushed against the sensitive skin of his neck didn't have an effect on him. He couldn't stop the visible shudder her actions had created. Not only that but the heat radiating off of her had begun to spread a warmth into his own body, heart, and soul. So, not wanting to deny his little mate anything, Dean adjusted Luna in his arms and headed towards the second room that held his two awaiting mates.
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Roman's POV
Walking into their own shared room, Roman dropped his bags by the door and turned to speak to Seth, "So what do you think-". But was soon cut off by the young Architect with a searing kissing that had the older Alpha reeling. Never had Seth been soĀ bold, soĀ abrasive, so veryĀ Alpha.
"Easy Baby Boy," Roman panted while unconsciously molding Seth against his body trying to steady himself to keep from getting too dizzy. "W-what was that about Seth?"
Instead of answering Seth merely groaned, burying his nose into the scent gland of his Alpha mate, clutching tightly to both of Romanās biceps to keep himself close. The skin to skin contact was the only thing quelling the fire in his belly at the moment.
Roman began shushing his younger mate by combing one hand through his hair and the other rubbing his back to calm his racing heart. Roman could suddenly feel the subtle change in Sethās body temperature. The slow warmth that began to radiate off his mateās skin could only mean one of two things: eitherĀ oneĀ he was running a fever because he was getting sick orĀ twoĀ he was in the early stages of his very first rut. Given the intensity of the kiss they'd just shared and the fact that they had finally found theirĀ OmegaĀ mate; Roman was sure it was option number two which caused a proud smile to adorn his face.
"Well will you look at that, Baby Boy is finally presenting and anĀ AlphaĀ no less. I'm so proud of you, Seth. And don't worry we willĀ all help you with the transition."
Roman was quick to soothe and comfort his anxious mate. With the news of Seth's presentation, the Wyatt issue got pushed to the back burner at least for one night.
Eventually, the mate pair was broken from their little moment by the bedroom door opening to reveal their Lunatic Fringe who was still holding on very tightly to their little omega mate who was cradled ever so carefully in his arms.
"She wouldn't let me set her down, Little Kitten begged for her mate,Ā allĀ her mates. I think herĀ heatĀ is about to hit soon because she's starting to get a warmth about her."
"Well she's not the only one, seems our Baby Boy here has finally decided to presentĀ Alpha."
Dean gave a cheeky smile causing both dimples to pop out, "Is that so? Looks like you and me, Big Dog, are going to have our hands full the next couple of days."
"In more ways than one Uce, in more ways than one," Roman answered with an equally cheeky grin. He couldn't wait to fully consummate the relationship between the four of them. Of course, it would have to wait until morning when Babygirl was awake and their Baby Boy got proper rest before his first rut.
"That's all well and good but let's get our little mates to bed and then in the morning we're going to have a serious talk aboutĀ everything."
Ā Seth looked up towards Roman indignantly protesting his mate's earlier sentiment, "I'm not little."
Dean had finally come up behind the pair, gruffly whispering in his mate's ear, "Trust me Baby Boy we know just how 'not little' you are."
Dean finished with a quick nip to Seth's earlobe causing the young man to give off a pleased rumble from deep within his chest.
"Hey! No teasing Dean! Rest tonight and playtime tomorrow. We clear?" Roman asked raising an eyebrow for emphasis.
"Of course, Big Dog, youāre The Alpha after all." Dean winked cheekily as ever. "Now what are the sleeping arrangements going to look like? Do we need to keep our two pre-cycle mates in the middle together? Or separate in case they trigger each other to go full blown cycle before they're ready?"
Dean was curious as to how the four of them were going to situate themselves on the more than big enough bed the hotel provided.
"Well that's hard because Babygirl and Seth need to have some sort of skin to skin contact with me to help sate the underlying hum of need within their bodies, but it looks like she really doesn't want to let go of her Lunatic at the moment."
The smile that graced Dean's face at Roman's statement was so heartbreakingly beautiful, not just that but the happiness that showed through had the Alpha's heart soaring.
And just as Roman spoke the words Luna nuzzled further into the crook of Deanās neck, purring in delight at his scent and warmth.
"Look Ro. You sleep in the middle of these two and I'll take the other side of Luna while Seth takes the other side of you."
Dean finally decided, he was absolutely drained from all of today's excitement and he really did just want to catch some sleep, preferably snuggled into the little kitten purring in his arms. Most people would assume Dean to be an emotionally closed off person but,Ā cuddling with his mates was one of his favorite past times.
"Okay Lunatic, let Seth and I get ready really quick and then we will hunker down into bed."
Roman called over his shoulder as he headed towards the bathroom with Seth to change.
"Just sit in the recliner by the bed for now," Roman instructed patting his butt and ushering him towards the chair. Dean easily obeyed not having the energy to protest.
Waiting for Seth and Roman to finish up in the bathroom, Dean found himself once again enchanted by his little omega's beauty. Never before had he seen such soft tan skin and angel white hair, that fell in thick waves to the middle of her back. She really was the moon goddess come to earth and the fact that she was theirs wasĀ unbelievable. A task none of the men would take lightly.
As Roman and Seth walked back into the room, they were greeted by the beautiful site of both their mates snuggled into each other. They could see poor Dean had nearly fallen asleep where he sat.
Now that both men were in nothing but a pair of comfy pajama pants, they were ready to get settled into the awaiting bed.
Reaching out towards Luna and Dean, Roman began to scoop her out of the Lunatic's arms; however, he wasn't expecting the reaction that followed.
Whining once again Luna grabbed at her Lunatic's shirt, stirring the man underneath her awake.
"Easy Babygirl it's just me, Just yourĀ AlphaĀ trying to get you to bed. Come on baby letās get you settled so we can get youĀ bothĀ to bed." Roman declared, molding her closer to his form.
"My Alpha?"
"Yea Babygirl,Ā yourĀ Alpha." He reiterated, purring into the crook of her neck where her mating gland rested, placing a chaste kiss to emphasize his claim. Eventually, Roman was finally able to calm her down enough and move them towards the bed.
Because of her sleepy daze, Luna was pliant to herĀ AlphaāsĀ instructions.
"Babygirl, is this what you want to go to bed in? I think we should take the jacket off, so you don't get overheated at night. Sounds good?"
Mumbling a yes, Luna was soon divested of Roman's jacket and her shoes, while Dean began to get ready for bed himself, which in reality meant stripping down to his boxers.
Roman laid himself and Luna down into the very middle of the giant-sized bed taking care to pull up the covers, which also consisted of a nice fuzzy blanket for Luna to use later when she began her nesting phase.
Ā Shane had presented the blanket to the boys after his talk with Luna and told them to make sure to scent mark it for her to use during her pre-heat rituals. It was one of many Shane had the staff keep on hand for her in case she went into unexpected heat while on the road traveling.
The boys were unbelievably happy that Shane was so accepting of not only their relationship with each other but also the addition of Luna into the pack as well. Lunaās new mates knew what a great friendship the pair had so it meant the world to have Shane OāMacās stamp of approval.
Ā Roman positioned himself on his back while Luna was curled up on the right side of him, her head perfectly resting on his chest piece near his heart. Next was the Lunatic barreling in, not so subtlety behind their Omega, molding himself against her body like two puzzle pieces coming together. Gently he ran one hand down the side of his little Kittenās curves until it came to rest perfectly at the bend in her hips, while his other hand moved underneath his head so that his elbow created a makeshift pillow. Roman couldnāt help but muss up his mateās hair not even caring to reprimand him for his childlike actions. He knew Dean was just excited and exhausted from it all.
Finally, it was their pup mate Sethās turn, crawling up slowly like a predator towards Roman and his other mates. The dark look adorning both mate's eyes did not go unnoticed by Dean, but still, he waited and watched to see just what would unfold.
Once Seth reached to be face to face with hisĀ Alpha, he stole one more soul-searing kiss, literally all tongue and teeth as well as the added pleasure of their beards rubbing against one another creating an oddly satisfying sensation. Their actions nearly causing all the mates to moan in unison, which even had the unconscious Luna squirming in her place from the intense arousal that began to permeate the air. Lunaās squirming unintentionally caused her bum to rub up against Deanās thinly covered crotch which in turn caused him to slightly tighten the loose grip he had had on his Kittenās curvy waist, burying his nose into her hair he quietly tried to suppress the deep groan caught in his throat caused by her movements.
Growling Roman spoke to his pup mate,
"Seth, as much as I'd like to take care of you right now, you need rest more than anything else. So, get your bubble butt in this bed and lay down before I go fullĀ AlphaĀ mode on your ass you hear me?"
Smacking his mate's supple ass for added effect.
Moaning deeply Seth answered, "Sorry Alpha. Can't help it."
"Shhh, go to sleep pup. I promise I'll make it all better in the morning."
Roman placed his free arm around Sethā shoulders while guiding him to lay his head on the left side of his chest to mirror their Little Moon. Not being able to help it though, Seth leaned over to place a chaste kiss on his little mate's forehead before murmuring a sweet goodnight to all his Alpha mates. In her sleep though, Luna reached over to grabĀ herĀ Architect's hand that laid beside hers on Romanās chest, causing sleepy smiles to plaster themselves on all her mate's faces from her subconscious actions.
Before each of the Alpha mates succumbed to the pull of sleep, they all wished the other a āsweet dreamsā and āgoodnightā as well as an āI love youā.
Roman was both happy and anxious about what was to come of the future. Happy because he finally found the missing link toĀ his pack and anxious because a rival force was threatening that happiness not just for him but his mates too. Roman would be damned if he let anything come in between his mates and their happiness, himself included. But before he could dwell too much on his dark thoughts, a movement from beneath him broke his reverie. Looking down towards his Little Moon, he saw her shift further into his neck, inching further into his mating gland where his scent would be at its purest and as she did it her scent began to change into something amazing. HerĀ lavenderĀ andĀ fresh rainĀ scent began to mix with chemosignals of āsafeā, āhappinessā, and dare he says ābelongingā. It was as if her subconscious knew something she didnāt, that she was finally where she was meant to be,Ā homeĀ and surrounded by her threeĀ true mates, who are dedicated to protecting her and bringing her a happiness like no other. She may be a little warrior in her own right but now she had not one, not two, but three Alpha mates who would go to the ends of the earth to protect and provide for her.
Roman knew that all three of them would spend every day of the rest of their lives proving that sentiment. But first thing is first, and that was to have Luna accept the mateship of all three of them and then get her at Seth through their prospective heat/rut. Roman knew he had a big job ahead of him but if it meant they would finally be able to cement the pack as a whole, every second of hard work would be worth it. She would be worth it, their Little Moon Goddess.
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Your First Date with Peter Parker
So, I've never done this headcannon type thing before and it was a spur of the moment decision to write thisĀ so. . . please bare with me.
so, the Angel boy would be crushing on you HAAAARRD for YEARS!
Fell in love with you pretty much the second he saw youĀ when youĀ guys met
shameless staring at you every chance he could
GUSHING ABOUT YOU TO NED!!! who'd try so so hard to get Peter to tell you about his feelings CAUSE YOU FEEL THE SAME TOO AND NED KNOWS IT SINCE HE'S FRIENDS WITH BOTH OF YOU AND HE'S YOUR BIGGEST FAN.
You guys are high key his otp and the little a-hole would do everything in his power to get you two together and leave you two alone (ok, back on track---sorry for that little Ned tangent there)
Anyway. . . ONE OF HIS SCHEMES FINALLY WORKS AND YOU AND PETER END UP CONFESSING.
The angel boy would be all shy and blushing and stuttering
But he'd ask you out after you said you liked him too. apparently you had this massive crush on him too??? for years???Ā but who knew??? :)) (who could blame you though-- Peter Parker is a cutie. YOU GO GIRL)
(You'd say yes obviously or this wouldn't be a thing) and when you did Peter would just be so in awe and amazed and unable to believe his LUCK-- I MEAN, HE'S GONNA GO OUT WITH HIS DREAM GIRL.
Parker would try to act all calm and cool but he's actually the most adorable thing on the planet when heĀ asks if Friday at 7 is good
---spoiler alert. it is
Ā And you say you'll see him then
At first Peter lowkey wanted to throttle Ned but now that he's got a date with you he runs up to him and the two of them spend the next thirty minutes talking non-stop about you and the date.
Peter literally burst through the door of his apartmentĀ CAUSE HE'S JUST SO EXCITED.
He ends up startling May so bad she drops the glassĀ In her hand--Ā and he's talking a mile a minute, tellingĀ her all about itĀ before she can even get her breathĀ back.Ā
She hasĀ to tell him to slow down
It may have taken him four tries before May could actually understand what he was saying.
But when she does she's so happy
Ok, full discloser: May just might be as big a shipper as Ned when it comes to you and Peter. Literally, she loves you like a daughter and was just waiting for the day the two of you would get together FINALLY--- her and everyone else in new York .(Ok not really, but you get the idea)
So Peter asks for her help and advice for the date. what to do, where to go,Ā how to act, what to wear. The next three days are justĀ frantic planning at the parker house.
Peter ropes in everyone-- and I mean everyone. I'm talking May. Ned, M.J and even all your friends to figure out the PERFECT date, cause it's gotta be perfect.
The angel boy isn't gonna take you anywhere else or do anything but somewhere or something you love.
May drives him over and drops him off at your door.
Peter is literallyĀ sweating at the thought of facing your parental figures(s)TMĀ Ā . . . and they are as intimidating as he was worried about But then you come down and he's just like: !!!!!!!!!!
WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW!!
Cause you look so good and he just loves you so much already and can't believeĀ he's actually going on a date with you.Ā
ANGEL BOY ISĀ IN HEAVEN---- ON CLOUD NINEĀ Ā *coughs* anyway May drives the two of you over to that Thai place and at first Peter is a cute shy nervous stuttering mess, like he is. He's yelling at himself internally cause WHY'S HE GOTTA BE SUCH A DORK AND NERD, HE WANTS TO BE ALL COOL AND NICE AND IMPRESS YOU!! (spoiler alert: heĀ is-- just by being himself cause he's a cutie) BUT HE Doesn't KNOW THAT
As the two of you talkĀ though the both of you get more comfortable (cause yes, you're nervous too honestly you've had a crush on the boy forĀ AGESĀ and now you're on a date withĀ him and you want him toĀ likeĀ you)Ā Ā and soon you're having the time of your lives just talking about anything and everything.
You guys end up talking about star wars (hmmm??? I wonder???Ā who could??? have brought?? that up??) and He's making you laugh with all the lame jokes he spent hours looking up on the internet the night before-- just for you, wanting to make you laugh.Ā
They may or may not mostly be science jokes. . . But you can't prove anything. Ok, they're all science jokes.
ALL THE FOOD PUNS.
SOOOOOO MANY USES OF THE WORD LARB. (theĀ angel boy mayĀ or may not have said "I larb you" just to hear you laugh)Ā
When you're done at the restaurant the two of you just walk around the city cause you don't want theĀ night to be over.
The two of you talk about anything and everything.
Life, books, movies, music, tv shows, the avengers *whispers* Spider-Man ;)
You guys are just walking along when you see this park so you just decide to walk around the park and you do--for a while, until you get tired then you convince him to sit down on a park bench for a bit.
MORE TALKING AND LAUGHING AND SOOO MANY SMILES AND JOKES--- JUST TWO PURE CINIMON ROLLS OH MY LORD.
You're laughingĀ and peter's heart just goes !!!!!!! causeĀ you just look so beautiful and he wants to stay in this moment forever.
He really wishes he had a camera so he couldĀ have a picture of that pure beauty tm.Ā
Peter's just so happy and he wants to share it withĀ anyone he can and show you off to everyone. Feels like screaming how much he loves you from the rooftops. Ā
Neither of you wants to go. . . or have the night end
SO y'all just lay in the grass side by side like kids and hold hands andĀ stare up at the sky and talk about space and stars and constellations and swap myths, even though you can legit see like only two stars from where you are.
Finally it can't be held off any more.
You gotta go cause it's getting late.
So the two of you walk backĀ to the thai placeĀ and text May to pick you up.
SheĀ parks in front of your house and you and peter get out-- cause he wants to walk youĀ up to your door ( aww, what a little gentleman *hearteyes*)Ā
"I had a great time."
"Me too."
The two of you kinda just stand there staring at each other cause even though you're gonna see each other in class tomorrow THE DATE IS GONNA BE OVER AND NEITHER OF YOU WANTS THAT --- but also is he supposed to kiss you??? is that ok??? should he?? should he kiss you on the cheek??? on the lips???Ā
You're the one who finally makes a move.
You lean forward kinda slow and peck him on the cheek "Thanks for a great night"
"y-yeah, you're welcome. Don't mention it"
ANGEL BOY IS DAZED AND IN AWE AND CONFUSED-- HE'S ACENDED BEYOND CLOUD NINE.Ā HE'S INTERNALLY SCREAMING CAUSE, YOU KISSEDĀ HIM
wow wow wow wow wow wow wow wow wow wow wow wow
"I'll see you tomorrow."
"Yeah, see you tomorrow"Ā
You go inside and Peter just kinda stands there on your front porch for a minute,Ā touching the spotĀ you kissed on his cheek.
Finally he turns and walks back to the car and gets in next to May.
1000000% gush's about you and the whole evening on the drive home.
The angel boy is already thinking about the next date . . . and his whole entireĀ future life (spoiler alert: you'reĀ the center of it---- literally everywhere)
the angel boy is smitten and I 1000/10 ship it!!
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3Ā <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3Ā
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Marvel girls: @kenziecole-green @l4life @a-girl-who-loves-disney @padfootsiriusorionblackthethird
Spiderman: @lets-imagine-fanfics @cutie1365 @l4life @tomxhotlandĀ @spiderling--parker
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Iām lactose intolerant but this is really fucking cheesyā¦
Okay so in America itās thanksgiving today & Iām gonna use that as an excuse to shower some amazing people with the love they deserve okay. (Also please donāt think like āoh Iām last on the list Iām the least fave..ā Or something because Iām deadass doing this at random)
āā”āā”
@ssamdominic : so you may or may not know this but you follow me on one of my other blogs scandalous and as I was deciding if I should leave or not you sent in a requst / really nice ass message for me and you are the reason I didnāt leave that blog. You are the reason I still create content even when I doubt myselfā¦ I am forever grateful for you and I will always support you because you have always supported me. You seriously are such a sweetheart I canāt even put into words my love for you.
@8bityeol : god you are fucking great.. I love you so much OML youāre just great. Your content is high fucking quality. I always read your stories when I need to distract myself from life I always can rely on your work to make my life better. youāre also the biggest Angel ever. I mean seriously how are you so sweet? I just
@wonpillily : thank you for always letting me send you pics to increase your heart rate. I love that we share such beautiful content with each other and can fangirl together. I forever cherish you!! Not to mention the fact your humor is fucking priceless..
@brownpigment : even when we go months without talking we always can just come back and pick up like weāve been talking non-stop. I mean youāre one of those people who itās so easy to connect with and itās such an honor to talk to you. And ugh your works are something I always look forward too. You canāt help but love them.
@forvictorymyeverything : donāt even get me started. You seriously are my fave. I just i have no words. I love everything you do. I love your existence. I always feel so honored whenever you tag me (even when itās on fucking biases) I just i feel like weāre in two different classes (you obviously being high class) and then youāre just like ālet me *an angel tag this peasent (that is I) because Iām deadass just great and I love making peasants feel valuableā
@ludeere : literally as Iām typing this youāre sending me the nicest messages and Iām sobbing youāre an amazing writer please never give up on that. You seriously are so talented and pure and I just Iām really sorry I never came across your blog sooner because Iāve been missing out. You seriously just wow.. Your works blow me away & yeah Iām already an emotional wreck but holy shit they make me so emotional I just canāt function.. Like?! I literally read the Simon as your bf one and was full out ugly crying and that was a cute scenario like donāt get me started on the angst.
@day6ibnida : HOLY SHIT youāre SO TALENTED LIKE YOU LITERALLY DRAW SO BEAUTIFULLY AND I CANāT HANDLE IT. We havenāt talked in a while because weāve both been so busy.. I hope youāre taking good care of yourself.. Honestly I hope you decide to sell your art someday so I can buy it. Because I need that in my life. I want your drawings tattooed on me. Like theyāre so great. I canāt wait to talk to you and catch up on everything..
@tinytaehyun : you believed in me when so many others didnāt. You gave me a chance when others were against it. You push me to go out of my comfort zone as a writer and I can never thank you enough for that. You donāt know how much our conversations mean to me. My whole day is made when I see youāve responded. Time zones fucking suck but Iād stay up all night to hear about how things are going. Iām so proud of you for everything youāve gone through and over come. #proudmom
@mybrainsamess : I havenāt really known you too long. But I am so glad I met you. Honestly you have brightened my week since I met you. I am extremely excited to get to know you even more.. youāre far too good for this work and I hope that you always have a smile on your face. (Also I just realized your url I thought it was like 'my brain Sam essā and Iām just over here like is that forgien or something?)
@thecoolmrsokamura15 my lovely Peach š I am so very sorry at how bad I am at responding to you. You deserve better. I will try harder to respond to you and not be a shitty friendā¦ but I am so thankful for you. You weāre the first kpop friend I made that made me feel welcomedā¦ I felt accepted and that I could be honest and not be be judged. You made me feel like I belong.. i canāt thank you enough.
@soul-less23 : where do I even start with you?! You are absolutely stunning, your work puts me to tears itās so beautiful. youāre such a kind soul. I donāt know how but youāve helped me get over my anxiety with driving. You are seriously such an Angel I donāt even have words. Minus the fact we have a conversation about dead cats rn
Y'all literally mean the world to me and I love you so much. Like all of you are just the best. Iām so lucky to have met you.
Also I want to thank a few people who Iāve noticed in my notifs a lot lately.
@pendulumandthepoet , @foodie-for-life , @thatartsyfreak , @akr2001 , @brownskinnedbeautie I want to thank you all for the constant love and support you give my blog. I hope you know that just because I donāt know you doesnāt mean I donāt notice you and care for you. I look forward to what my future brings thanks to you, I feel like I could update paint drying and you would still support my page. Please stay healthy and happy.
#these are just some angels#and i love them#more rhan anything in the world#im so thankful for them#theyre all eorthy od so much more than what i can offer#thsnks for being alive#i love ykh
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Paper Moon Part 16
MB - @thecountessakasha - back again. I hope youāre ready for Part 16! Thereās no smut, itās literally all fluff, so apologies in advance.
Iām going to tag a couple people who Iāve told about this and my really special love who keeps betaing this for me @evansscruff - thank you, darling.
A/N: Bucky and Steve end up at a venue that has a 40s night and meet an OFC, Melissa Rose, a singer in a local club. They both are smitten by her, and start to vie for her affections. They end up finding out more about themselves in the process.
This honestly started out as maybe a one shot but as I got going, I decided itāll be chapters. How many? No frigging idea. This is my absolute first time writing a fic of any sort and yes I did base the OFC on myself. I hope y'all enjoy.
Word count: 4100+ because I am a wordy bitch.
Warnings: FLUFF to the Goddamn max. Gonna rot your teeth. Panic attack. Oh, and cussing. Like always.
STEVEāS POV
Holy shit, I am so nervous. OK. OK, Steve. Calm down. Itās your birthday, itās your party. Itāll be fine.
Iām pacing around my bedroom, wringing my hands. Tonightās the night I tell Melissa and Bucky about what Iāve gotten for them. I love them. They love me. So why am I on pins and needles? I just want them to be happy. But this is huge. The three of us living together.
We practically do anyway. Whenever Iām not out on missions, Iām there with them at the apartment. I donāt think thereās been a night Buckyās spent at the tower since the fateful day we took the big leap into this relationship.
Tony wanted a lavish affair tonight, so Iām in my blue tuxedo. As I finish with the buttons on my shirt, I feel my nervous tics start up: pacing. Brushing my hair to the side. Overthinking.
Neither Melissa nor Bucky are here. Theyāre both at her place, getting ready. She asked me to come over after I was done so that she could spend a little time with only us before the big shindig.
Grabbing the gift Bucky and I have for her and the one that I have for the pair, I head out to the elevator practically running over Natasha in the process and dropping the packages she had beautifully wrapped for us.
āDamn, Iām sorry Nat,ā I mutter bending down to pick them up. Sheās just standing there laughing at me.
āJesus, Rogers. I donāt think Iāve ever seen you this nervous. Not even on your first date out of the ice.ā
The boxes tremble in my hands. āNat, this is a big deal. What if they say no? Well, I mean, Bucky probably wonāt, but Melissa might. It was so hard on us, on her especially, when everything became public. What if she decides that this step is a step too far? That itās all too much for her? I donāt think I can handle that kind of rejection.ā I drop my eyes to the packages that Iām trying desperately not to crush in my large hands as my nerves begin to get the better of me.
Nat watches me, gauging her words carefully. She places a hand on my wrist, her voice soft. āSteve. Itās going to be fine. She loves you. She loves Bucky. She loves you both so deeply itās honestly awe inspiring. Iāve never seen a woman with more capacity to love than her. You know she would do anything for you, right? For both of you. For either of you. Sheās sacrificed so much to take a chance on a scary thing just to experience the love that you give back to her. To experience more love than sheās ever had in her entire life. Trust in that. Trust in the love you three share. Youāve got no reason to doubt her. Sheās stuck with you this far. Sheās not going anywhere.ā
My eyes fill with tears at her words. I quickly swipe the cresting drops away from my face and nod. āYouāre right. Youāre right. Itās going to be fine. Itās going to be perfect.ā
āOf course it is, old man.ā The redheadās hand smacks me on the shoulder as she laughs. āYouād better get going if youāre gonna head over there before the party starts.ā
I give her a quick hug, āThanks, Nat. And thanks for being such a good friend to her. She really loves you.ā
āAnd I love her. And if you hurt her, either of you, Iāll hurt you.ā She winks and disappears.
Damn, sheās scary when she wants to be. I love how protective she is of Melissa, though. It puts me at ease. If Bucky or I canāt be around, Melissa will be well looked after.
I gather myself, grab my jacket, tuck the boxes under my arm and head out of the tower on the way to Melissaās place. With a spring in my step I reach the club, using my keys to slip in the front door. The owner is there, taking inventory behind the bar and he calls out to me. āHey there Captain Rogers. Happy birthday! Thanks for the invite to the party tonight. Iāve always wanted to see the place.ā He chuckles nervously and I reach out to shake his hand.
āIt was absolutely no trouble. Youāve been wonderful to Melissa, wonderful to us. Youāre more than welcome anytime, Johnny.ā I give him a little salute as I head upstairs and he relaxes a little and gets back to his counting.
I reach the top step and make my way into the apartment. Tossing my keys into the bowl set upon the table by the door, I yell, āHoneys, Iām hooooooome!ā
Thereās a groan from the kitchen, and I turn to see Melissa rolling her eyes at me. āYou are such a dork, Steven.ā She shakes her head as she walks over to meet me.
As I take in the vision before me, Iām overcome. āMy god you look incredible, MaĆ®tresse.ā Sheās wearing a dress Iāve never seen-a dazzling, shimmering red floor length piece, tight around the bosom, dipping low in front and hugging her curves before flaring out at the hem. Thereās a long slit up her right thigh, and the straps of the dress are thin spaghetti style. It shimmers in the light. Sheās a little taller tonight because of the silver, strappy heels sheās wearing.
She stops and twirls around, her dark silver laced waves bouncing around her shoulders, āYou really think so? Itās not too much? I donāt want to take any attention away from you, lover. Itās your party, after all.ā She gives a small scoff, rolling her eyes.
I reach out for her hands, pulling her to me. I slide my fingers up her arms and over her shoulders, tracing the lines of her tattoos, fingertips sliding up her neck. She gives a soft moan at my touch, and I lean down to brush my lips against her jaw, āOh, Melissa. When will you learn that you deserve the spotlight that youāre made for it?ā
Her breath hitches as she melts at my words. She pulls me into a deep, lingering kiss, as her hands slide up and into the hair at the back of my neck. Weāre getting lost in each other when we hear a voice. āOh ho, starting without me, are we?ā
Melissa and I giggle, smiling against each others mouths, and leave little soft kisses behind. She turns to look at the source of the voice. āNow, now, baby boy. Donāt get your boxers in a twist.ā
Bucky looks devastatingly handsome in his black tux. Heās let his hair grow back out because Melissa likes it longer and itās pulled back in a loose ponytail. Thereās a smirk plastered on his face and he walks over to the pair of us with his characteristic swagger, āThen maybe you two should give me a kiss soās I donāt feel left out.ā
She snorts softly and pulls him down to her mouth roughly, claiming him with a searing kiss before releasing him so I can do the same. As he and I swirl our tongues around each otherās she murmurs, āHappy now, beloved?ā
Bucky hums softly against my lips and nods, āOh yeah. Definitely.ā
She smacks him on the ass, which surprises him and causes him to yelp. āNow behave, brat. Itās Steveās day.ā
He rubs a hand over the cheek she swatted with a pout on his lips. āYes ma'am.ā
Melissa grabs my hand and Buckyās metal one and tugs us over toward the living room. āAlright boys. Enough playing around. We donāt have a lot of time before we need to head to the tower and I have something I want to give the both of you.ā
Bucky and I look at each other with matching surprised expressions as we sit down on the sofa together.
She disappears down the hall toward the bedroom. āMelissa. Itās Steveās birthday, why did you get me something?ā Bucky calls after her.
āHush yer mouth, baby boy. You deserve a present, too.ā she intones as she re-emerges holding two small boxes, one red and one blue.
Her small hands thrust the boxes at us, Bucky receiving the red one as I get the blue. Sheās staring at us, wide eyed, looking nervous as she chews on her bottom lip. āWell, go on. Open āem up.ā
We tear into the small packages then open the boxes. Inside each is a bracelet, small, made of what looks to be titanium. The one in Buckyās box is black. Mine is brushed silver. Simple, yet very lovely. Next to each one, nestled in the cotton padding is a tiny screwdriver.
āI know neither of you are big on jewelry. But I really wanted to get you both something that you could keep with you. I wanted something small so that you could wear it with your uniforms and such. And I thought rings were too presumptive.ā Melissaās face colors brightly and she looks away from us.
She clears her throat, āSo, I thought these would work. Theyāre low profile and being titanium theyāll hold up to wear and tear.ā Her brows knit and she pauses a moment before continuing, āTheyāre also symbolic. Of me claiming the two of you as my own.ā
We look at each other then back to her, smiles gracing both of our faces. āBeloved, Iām honored. Truth be told you, claimed me the night we met. I love you with all that I am.ā Bucky holds the bracelet out to her with the screwdriver. āPlease, Angel. Iām yours.ā
Her small fingers shake as she opens the bracelet, then turns it to show him. āIāve had them engraved. Bucky, youāre the light in the dark. You bring my nights back from the brink. Youāre My Moon. Yours says Ma Lune.ā She slides the small piece of metal around his right wrist and closes the latch by tightening the screw. Once sheās done, she kisses the palm of his hand.
āSteve, you are the brightest star Iāve ever known. You give your life and warmth to all those around you. You make me bloom. Youāre My Sun. Yours says Mon Soleil.ā With her fingers still shaking, she repeats the actions with my right wrist, sealing it with a kiss on my palm.
I cup her cheek and brush my thumb across the bone, āMaĆ®tresse, Iāve been yours from the first night we spent together running the streets of the city without a care in the world. I fell so hard for you that night, I knew I could never look back. I love you more than life.ā I pull her into my lap, kissing her hotly.
Bucky slides in next to us and starts kissing her shoulder. Melissa laughs softly against my mouth as his lips tickle her skin. āNow, now boys. We canāt be late for the party.ā
He and I both groan in resignation, knowing sheās right. Besides, we still have to give her our present. āFine, fine, doll. But Bucky and I have a gift for you as well.ā
Her mouth drops open and she shakes her head, āYou shouldnāt have gotten me anything, mes amours. I donāt need anything other than you two.ā
I slide her off my lap and plop her onto Buckyās so I can get up and grab the boxes I brought with me. His brows knit seeing two instead of one and I grin broadly at him.
The bigger one wrapped in matte black paper I set on the table. Handing her the long slender box wrapped in beautiful silver paper, I nod to her, āThis is from me and Buck. We really hope you like it.ā
BUCKYāS POV
Iām grinning from ear to ear as she holds the gift in her hand. She keeps shaking her head, āYou boys really shouldnāt have gotten me anything. This is Steveās special day, not mine.ā
āSugar, you got me a present today, too. So youāre not playing by the rules either.ā I click my tongue at her.
She rolls her eyes as Steve laughs, āAlright fine!ā Her fingers tear at the paper and when she reaches the box she opens it slowly, as if it contained something that might jump out and bite her. Finally she opens the box and gasps, her eyes meeting mine then Steveās.
Melissaās voice comes out nearly a whisper, āOh my god, boys. This isā¦ wow.ā Her small fingers pluck the pretty, delicate chain and the dog tags out of the pile of cotton. āAre theseā¦?ā
āThe originals? Oh yes. But we did have them plated in platinum so they would be more durable, and letās be honest, prettier.ā Steve is rubbing her arm lovingly as we watch tears gather in her eyes.
āThis is so thoughtful and special. I amā¦ I canāt believe you would give these to me.ā The tears break through her lashes and drop onto her cheeks.
I reach out and brush them away. āDonāt cry, Angel. We thought it would make you happy. You understand what they mean more than anyone else would. How special it would be for you to wear one of each of ours. I already wear one of his and he wears one of mine. Now you get the other half. As it should be.ā
Sheās trembling as she unclasps the chain and lets Steve put it around her neck and refasten it for her. Once on, they rest just above her glorious breasts. Of course I noticed that. Iām old, not dead. And have you seen her? Jesusā¦
āMy cup runneth overā¦ā Melissa flings her arms around my neck, kissing me messily, full of the love she constantly shows us. She shifts on my lap to pull Steve into the same kind of kiss. Sheās still choking back little sobs of happy tears when Steve pulls away.
āSince weāre doing the gift giving now, I have something else.ā He reaches over to grab the other package he brought. āThis is for the both of you.ā
She and I turn to each other and she gestures for me to open it. I tear the paper off revealing a thin black box. Opening it, I see one of Steveās sketchbooks. I immediately look up at him and heās blushing brightly, āIā¦ Iāve been drawing you two. That book is full of nothing but you and Melissa. Together and separately.ā
Melissa takes the book out of the box and starts to flip through it. āOh, Steven. These are beautiful.ā She runs her fingers over a drawing of me, lounging on the sofa, and giggles. āYour natural habitat, baby boy.ā
āHa, ha. Very funny.ā I roll my eyes and turn a couple pages. Here I see Melissa and myself in our little park, hidden from the world by our hoodies and baggy clothes and sunglasses. āStevie, these are perfect. God, you are so talented. If you ever give up the shield you can open your own gallery. Speaking of whichā¦.ā I glance at Melissa and she nods. I lift her up off of my lap and set her back on her feet while I go get the huge basket weāve put together for him.
Steveās eyes widen when he sees me come back in. āWhat did you two do?ā Grinning, I set the basket down on the coffee table in front of him.
āWell, the first thing we did is clear out that far corner of the living room.ā Steveās eyes follow Melissaās finger as she points over to the far side of the room. āYou need a studio, so this is the best we could do for now. Thatās your space. And to fill it, we got all these supplies for you.ā
I pick up the basket once more and shove it at him. Heās stunned silent. I hear Melissa start to giggle softly as he finally takes it from me. āYou twoā¦ā He shakes his head and starts to dig through the goodies. āYouāre too good to me.ā
āSteve, you deserve this and more. So much more.ā I snatch the card out of the basket and slide it into his hand as I kiss the back of his neck. āThis is from me, with a little help from Natalia and Tony.ā
He opens the envelope and removes the card. Inside are the special tickets Natalia had printed up, and as he reads them over he gasps softly.
āBucky, Oh my god. This is amazing!ā He leans over and shows them to Melissa who whispers, āWow.ā
āItās tomorrow night. Tony says even if a mission comes up, youāre off.ā Iām beaming at him as he closes the gap between us, pulling me into his arms, wrapping me up tightly. We hug, just enjoying the feeling of each other as Melissa watches, her teeth pressed into her lower lip as the corners of her mouth curl into a soft smile.
Steve moves his hands to cup my jaw, āI canāt think of a better way to spend an evening than in the Museum of Modern Art with the two people I love more than life. Thank you, Buck.ā
MELISSAāS POV
I cannot even express the joy and love I feel in this moment. Who knew I could ever be this happy? I certainly never believed I deserved it. But theyāve proven me wrong. And the continue to do so every day.
As Steve pulls away from Bucky he grabs my hand in his. He looks as if he wants to say something, but scared to do so.
āSteven, lover, whatās wrong?ā I brush my thumb across the back of his hand watching his expression. Heās obviously fighting with himself in his head. My eyes shift to Buckyās and I raise my shoulders a little as we exchange confused glances.
Steve clears his throat and rubs the back of his neck- a sign that heās nervous. His cheeks color and he stammers out, āGuys, Iā¦ Iām real grateful you did all of this, working to provide me a makeshift studio here so that I could be with you more.ā
āIt was nothing, Steve. I wish we could have done more. I wish there was another room here, you could have it for your own.ā I raise his hand to my cheek, letting him form his palm to it as I nuzzle into his touch. My fingers trace delicately on his wrist.
Bucky chuffs out, āYeah, babe. We want you to be comfortable when youāre drawing, creating. To have everything here, organized so you can easily find what you need. We know how happy it makes you. We just wanted to facilitate that.ā
Heās starting to pace now, pulling away from us both and shoves his hands in his pants pockets. I hear a jingle, like keys, and if I hear it I know Bucky does, too.
āHoney lamb, what is it? Whatās wrong?ā I watch Steve closely and his actions are starting to make me nervous. I move over to him placing my hands on his chest to stop his movements. āSpit it out, Steven.ā My voice comes out a bit lower and more stern than I intended it to, but he needs the firmness.
He looks at me, beautiful blue eyes swimming with adoration. āI love you, Melissa. I love you and Bucky more than I have ever loved anyone or anything in this world. I want nothing more than to live the rest of my life making the both of you happy.ā
āWe love you, too, babe. So much. More than life.ā Bucky reaches out and takes one of Steveās hands in his. Steveās other hand reaches into his pocket pulling out two little shield shaped key chains, two keys dangling from each one. He places one in my hand and one in Buckyās.
Iām gawking wide eyed at the one in my hand, Buckyās doing the same. After a moment we look at each other then gaze at Steve waiting for his explanation.
He laughs softly, awkwardly before finally taking a deep breath and releasing it in words. āIkindasortaboughtusabrownstoneinBrooklynā¦ā
āWait. What the fuck did you just say?ā I look at the keys in my hand and jingle them a little. The noise seems to wake him slightly and he sighs.
āI bought us a brownstone. A whole brownstone. Iāve had it renovated into a single dwelling. Itās in Brooklyn. Itās for the three of us to make a life in.ā Steve sinks onto the sofa, his nerves getting the better of him. He watches us stand there, gaping like fish.
Bucky is the first to speak. āStevie. Wow.ā He immediately moves to Steveās side and sits beside him. Bucky pulls Steveās chin and makes him turn his head. āBaby, thatās incredible. I couldnāt be happier than I am right now.ā He leans in and captures Steveās lips with his own with a soft, precious kiss.
Iām nervously shifting from foot to foot as I stay rooted in place, still in shock. I keep fingering the keys in my hand and finally the boys realize Iāve not said anything.
āDoll? Are you alright?ā Steveās brows are pressed together in concern. His voice lowers, nearly shifting to Captain mode. āMelissa.ā His voice cracks. āSay something. Please.ā
Bucky reaches out for me, gesturing for me to come over. But I canāt. I canāt seem to move. Somethingās wrong. My headā¦ my chest. Heās instantly on his feet and so is Steve. My two giant bookends.
Bucky know. He knows. The panic attack is on me. Steve realizes it now, and they both stand coming over to me. I start panting and the hand with the keys goes to my chest. Bucky leans down and starts to murmur softly, āAngel. Take my hands.ā
I hear him, I do. But itās like a buzzing in my ears. He brings his hands to my arms and slowly runs them down the length before grasping my hands in his. Focus on his hands. Buckyās hands. I grip them tight, squishing the keys between my flesh and his metal. They stab me and that brings me around to the present. My eyes snap to his, wide, and heās grinning. āThere she is. Hi, babydoll.ā
He scoops me up and sits back on the sofa with me in his lap. In a flash, Steve is there beside us. His hands tentatively stroke my shoulders and when I moan a little he seems to relax and massage them in earnest. āYou scared us, love.ā Buckyās hands find purchase on my hips.
āIām sorry, Iām so sorry. I donāt know why your gift, your huge, incredible gift set me off. I guess maybeā¦ā I shake my head and close my eyes before I stammer, āI.. I d-donāt deserve you.ā
Steves hands move to my cheeks and he pulls my gaze to his, āYou deserve the world for how youāve grounded me, made me happy, given me a life, a real life. But for now, a brownstone in Brooklyn where the three of us can be together is going to have to suffice.ā He leans in and kisses the tip of my nose. āThe world will come, Madame Rose. Iāll make sure of it.ā
I giggle at the kiss and Buckyās hands squeeze my hips, āGuys, weāve got to get this show on the road. We canāt have the birthday boy be late for his own party.ā
Steve and I snort together and l lean back to kiss Buckyās lips before rising from his lap. He groans at the loss of contact for a second and I laugh, āYouāll have me in your lap again soon enough, babyboy. Weāll need to properly celebrate The Captainās birthday later tonight, after all.ā
I feel Steveās hands grab my waist yanking me to where heās still seated and I stand between his legs looking down on him. Heās grinning like an idiot, that Goddamn big goofy smile he wears when heās happy beyond words. āGod I love you, Melissa.ā
My small hands cup his jaw as I press a soft, sweet kiss to his perfect, plump mouth. āI love you, too, Steven.ā my hand shoots out, grabbing Bucky by his collar and pulling him to me before placing my lips against his, āAnd you, James. I love you, too.ā
They both rise now and I straighten my dress, mess with my hair in the mirror above the entry table, open my clutch and drop the keys to the brownstone and the apartment inside. They meet me at the door as Iām opening it and suddenly I feel a smack on both my ass cheeks. I yelp, āWhat the-!ā Theyāre both laughing as they shuffle me out the door.
The death of me.
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Paper Moon Part 16
MB - @thecountessakasha - back again. I hope youāre ready for Part 16! Thereās no smut, itās literally all fluff, so apologies in advance.
Iām going to tag a couple people who Iāve told about this and my really special love who keeps betaing this for me @evansscruff - thank you, darling.
A/N: Bucky and Steve end up at a venue that has a 40s night and meet an OFC, Melissa Rose, a singer in a local club. They both are smitten by her, and start to vie for her affections. They end up finding out more about themselves in the process.
This honestly started out as maybe a one shot but as I got going, I decided itāll be chapters. How many? No frigging idea. This is my absolute first time writing a fic of any sort and yes I did base the OFC on myself. I hope y'all enjoy.
Word count: 4100+ because I am a wordy bitch.
Warnings: FLUFF to the Goddamn max. Gonna rot your teeth. Panic attack. Oh, and cussing. Like always.
STEVEāS POV
Holy shit, I am so nervous. OK. OK, Steve. Calm down. Itās your birthday, itās your party. Itāll be fine.
Iām pacing around my bedroom, wringing my hands. Tonightās the night I tell Melissa and Bucky about what Iāve gotten for them. I love them. They love me. So why am I on pins and needles? I just want them to be happy. But this is huge. The three of us living together.
We practically do anyway. Whenever Iām not out on missions, Iām there with them at the apartment. I donāt think thereās been a night Buckyās spent at the tower since the fateful day we took the big leap into this relationship.
Tony wanted a lavish affair tonight, so Iām in my blue tuxedo. As I finish with the buttons on my shirt, I feel my nervous tics start up: pacing. Brushing my hair to the side. Overthinking.
Neither Melissa nor Bucky are here. Theyāre both at her place, getting ready. She asked me to come over after I was done so that she could spend a little time with only us before the big shindig.
Grabbing the gift Bucky and I have for her and the one that I have for the pair, I head out to the elevator practically running over Natasha in the process and dropping the packages she had beautifully wrapped for us.
āDamn, Iām sorry Nat,ā I mutter bending down to pick them up. Sheās just standing there laughing at me.
āJesus, Rogers. I donāt think Iāve ever seen you this nervous. Not even on your first date out of the ice.ā
The boxes tremble in my hands. āNat, this is a big deal. What if they say no? Well, I mean, Bucky probably wonāt, but Melissa might. It was so hard on us, on her especially, when everything became public. What if she decides that this step is a step too far? That itās all too much for her? I donāt think I can handle that kind of rejection.ā I drop my eyes to the packages that Iām trying desperately not to crush in my large hands as my nerves begin to get the better of me.
Nat watches me, gauging her words carefully. She places a hand on my wrist, her voice soft. āSteve. Itās going to be fine. She loves you. She loves Bucky. She loves you both so deeply itās honestly awe inspiring. Iāve never seen a woman with more capacity to love than her. You know she would do anything for you, right? For both of you. For either of you. Sheās sacrificed so much to take a chance on a scary thing just to experience the love that you give back to her. To experience more love than sheās ever had in her entire life. Trust in that. Trust in the love you three share. Youāve got no reason to doubt her. Sheās stuck with you this far. Sheās not going anywhere.ā
My eyes fill with tears at her words. I quickly swipe the cresting drops away from my face and nod. āYouāre right. Youāre right. Itās going to be fine. Itās going to be perfect.ā
āOf course it is, old man.ā The redheadās hand smacks me on the shoulder as she laughs. āYouād better get going if youāre gonna head over there before the party starts.ā
I give her a quick hug, āThanks, Nat. And thanks for being such a good friend to her. She really loves you.ā
āAnd I love her. And if you hurt her, either of you, Iāll hurt you.ā She winks and disappears.
Damn, sheās scary when she wants to be. I love how protective she is of Melissa, though. It puts me at ease. If Bucky or I canāt be around, Melissa will be well looked after.
I gather myself, grab my jacket, tuck the boxes under my arm and head out of the tower on the way to Melissaās place. With a spring in my step I reach the club, using my keys to slip in the front door. The owner is there, taking inventory behind the bar and he calls out to me. āHey there Captain Rogers. Happy birthday! Thanks for the invite to the party tonight. Iāve always wanted to see the place.ā He chuckles nervously and I reach out to shake his hand.
āIt was absolutely no trouble. Youāve been wonderful to Melissa, wonderful to us. Youāre more than welcome anytime, Johnny.ā I give him a little salute as I head upstairs and he relaxes a little and gets back to his counting.
I reach the top step and make my way into the apartment. Tossing my keys into the bowl set upon the table by the door, I yell, āHoneys, Iām hooooooome!ā
Thereās a groan from the kitchen, and I turn to see Melissa rolling her eyes at me. āYou are such a dork, Steven.ā She shakes her head as she walks over to meet me.
As I take in the vision before me, Iām overcome. āMy god you look incredible, MaĆ®tresse.ā Sheās wearing a dress Iāve never seen-a dazzling, shimmering red floor length piece, tight around the bosom, dipping low in front and hugging her curves before flaring out at the hem. Thereās a long slit up her right thigh, and the straps of the dress are thin spaghetti style. It shimmers in the light. Sheās a little taller tonight because of the silver, strappy heels sheās wearing.
She stops and twirls around, her dark silver laced waves bouncing around her shoulders, āYou really think so? Itās not too much? I donāt want to take any attention away from you, lover. Itās your party, after all.ā She gives a small scoff, rolling her eyes.
I reach out for her hands, pulling her to me. I slide my fingers up her arms and over her shoulders, tracing the lines of her tattoos, fingertips sliding up her neck. She gives a soft moan at my touch, and I lean down to brush my lips against her jaw, āOh, Melissa. When will you learn that you deserve the spotlight that youāre made for it?ā
Her breath hitches as she melts at my words. She pulls me into a deep, lingering kiss, as her hands slide up and into the hair at the back of my neck. Weāre getting lost in each other when we hear a voice. āOh ho, starting without me, are we?ā
Melissa and I giggle, smiling against each others mouths, and leave little soft kisses behind. She turns to look at the source of the voice. āNow, now, baby boy. Donāt get your boxers in a twist.ā
Bucky looks devastatingly handsome in his black tux. Heās let his hair grow back out because Melissa likes it longer and itās pulled back in a loose ponytail. Thereās a smirk plastered on his face and he walks over to the pair of us with his characteristic swagger, āThen maybe you two should give me a kiss soās I donāt feel left out.ā
She snorts softly and pulls him down to her mouth roughly, claiming him with a searing kiss before releasing him so I can do the same. As he and I swirl our tongues around each otherās she murmurs, āHappy now, beloved?ā
Bucky hums softly against my lips and nods, āOh yeah. Definitely.ā
She smacks him on the ass, which surprises him and causes him to yelp. āNow behave, brat. Itās Steveās day.ā
He rubs a hand over the cheek she swatted with a pout on his lips. āYes ma'am.ā
Melissa grabs my hand and Buckyās metal one and tugs us over toward the living room. āAlright boys. Enough playing around. We donāt have a lot of time before we need to head to the tower and I have something I want to give the both of you.ā
Bucky and I look at each other with matching surprised expressions as we sit down on the sofa together.
She disappears down the hall toward the bedroom. āMelissa. Itās Steveās birthday, why did you get me something?ā Bucky calls after her.
āHush yer mouth, baby boy. You deserve a present, too.ā she intones as she re-emerges holding two small boxes, one red and one blue.
Her small hands thrust the boxes at us, Bucky receiving the red one as I get the blue. Sheās staring at us, wide eyed, looking nervous as she chews on her bottom lip. āWell, go on. Open āem up.ā
We tear into the small packages then open the boxes. Inside each is a bracelet, small, made of what looks to be titanium. The one in Buckyās box is black. Mine is brushed silver. Simple, yet very lovely. Next to each one, nestled in the cotton padding is a tiny screwdriver.
āI know neither of you are big on jewelry. But I really wanted to get you both something that you could keep with you. I wanted something small so that you could wear it with your uniforms and such. And I thought rings were too presumptive.ā Melissaās face colors brightly and she looks away from us.
She clears her throat, āSo, I thought these would work. Theyāre low profile and being titanium theyāll hold up to wear and tear.ā Her brows knit and she pauses a moment before continuing, āTheyāre also symbolic. Of me claiming the two of you as my own.ā
We look at each other then back to her, smiles gracing both of our faces. āBeloved, Iām honored. Truth be told you, claimed me the night we met. I love you with all that I am.ā Bucky holds the bracelet out to her with the screwdriver. āPlease, Angel. Iām yours.ā
Her small fingers shake as she opens the bracelet, then turns it to show him. āIāve had them engraved. Bucky, youāre the light in the dark. You bring my nights back from the brink. Youāre My Moon. Yours says Ma Lune.ā She slides the small piece of metal around his right wrist and closes the latch by tightening the screw. Once sheās done, she kisses the palm of his hand.
āSteve, you are the brightest star Iāve ever known. You give your life and warmth to all those around you. You make me bloom. Youāre My Sun. Yours says Mon Soleil.ā With her fingers still shaking, she repeats the actions with my right wrist, sealing it with a kiss on my palm.
I cup her cheek and brush my thumb across the bone, āMaĆ®tresse, Iāve been yours from the first night we spent together running the streets of the city without a care in the world. I fell so hard for you that night, I knew I could never look back. I love you more than life.ā I pull her into my lap, kissing her hotly.
Bucky slides in next to us and starts kissing her shoulder. Melissa laughs softly against my mouth as his lips tickle her skin. āNow, now boys. We canāt be late for the party.ā
He and I both groan in resignation, knowing sheās right. Besides, we still have to give her our present. āFine, fine, doll. But Bucky and I have a gift for you as well.ā
Her mouth drops open and she shakes her head, āYou shouldnāt have gotten me anything, mes amours. I donāt need anything other than you two.ā
I slide her off my lap and plop her onto Buckyās so I can get up and grab the boxes I brought with me. His brows knit seeing two instead of one and I grin broadly at him.
The bigger one wrapped in matte black paper I set on the table. Handing her the long slender box wrapped in beautiful silver paper, I nod to her, āThis is from me and Buck. We really hope you like it.ā
BUCKYāS POV
Iām grinning from ear to ear as she holds the gift in her hand. She keeps shaking her head, āYou boys really shouldnāt have gotten me anything. This is Steveās special day, not mine.ā
āSugar, you got me a present today, too. So youāre not playing by the rules either.ā I click my tongue at her.
She rolls her eyes as Steve laughs, āAlright fine!ā Her fingers tear at the paper and when she reaches the box she opens it slowly, as if it contained something that might jump out and bite her. Finally she opens the box and gasps, her eyes meeting mine then Steveās.
Melissaās voice comes out nearly a whisper, āOh my god, boys. This isā¦ wow.ā Her small fingers pluck the pretty, delicate chain and the dog tags out of the pile of cotton. āAre theseā¦?ā
āThe originals? Oh yes. But we did have them plated in platinum so they would be more durable, and letās be honest, prettier.ā Steve is rubbing her arm lovingly as we watch tears gather in her eyes.
āThis is so thoughtful and special. I amā¦ I canāt believe you would give these to me.ā The tears break through her lashes and drop onto her cheeks.
I reach out and brush them away. āDonāt cry, Angel. We thought it would make you happy. You understand what they mean more than anyone else would. How special it would be for you to wear one of each of ours. I already wear one of his and he wears one of mine. Now you get the other half. As it should be.ā
Sheās trembling as she unclasps the chain and lets Steve put it around her neck and refasten it for her. Once on, they rest just above her glorious breasts. Of course I noticed that. Iām old, not dead. And have you seen her? Jesusā¦
āMy cup runneth overā¦ā Melissa flings her arms around my neck, kissing me messily, full of the love she constantly shows us. She shifts on my lap to pull Steve into the same kind of kiss. Sheās still choking back little sobs of happy tears when Steve pulls away.
āSince weāre doing the gift giving now, I have something else.ā He reaches over to grab the other package he brought. āThis is for the both of you.ā
She and I turn to each other and she gestures for me to open it. I tear the paper off revealing a thin black box. Opening it, I see one of Steveās sketchbooks. I immediately look up at him and heās blushing brightly, āIā¦ Iāve been drawing you two. That book is full of nothing but you and Melissa. Together and separately.ā
Melissa takes the book out of the box and starts to flip through it. āOh, Steven. These are beautiful.ā She runs her fingers over a drawing of me, lounging on the sofa, and giggles. āYour natural habitat, baby boy.ā
āHa, ha. Very funny.ā I roll my eyes and turn a couple pages. Here I see Melissa and myself in our little park, hidden from the world by our hoodies and baggy clothes and sunglasses. āStevie, these are perfect. God, you are so talented. If you ever give up the shield you can open your own gallery. Speaking of whichā¦.ā I glance at Melissa and she nods. I lift her up off of my lap and set her back on her feet while I go get the huge basket weāve put together for him.
Steveās eyes widen when he sees me come back in. āWhat did you two do?ā Grinning, I set the basket down on the coffee table in front of him.
āWell, the first thing we did is clear out that far corner of the living room.ā Steveās eyes follow Melissaās finger as she points over to the far side of the room. āYou need a studio, so this is the best we could do for now. Thatās your space. And to fill it, we got all these supplies for you.ā
I pick up the basket once more and shove it at him. Heās stunned silent. I hear Melissa start to giggle softly as he finally takes it from me. āYou twoā¦ā He shakes his head and starts to dig through the goodies. āYouāre too good to me.ā
āSteve, you deserve this and more. So much more.ā I snatch the card out of the basket and slide it into his hand as I kiss the back of his neck. āThis is from me, with a little help from Natalia and Tony.ā
He opens the envelope and removes the card. Inside are the special tickets Natalia had printed up, and as he reads them over he gasps softly.
āBucky, Oh my god. This is amazing!ā He leans over and shows them to Melissa who whispers, āWow.ā
āItās tomorrow night. Tony says even if a mission comes up, youāre off.ā Iām beaming at him as he closes the gap between us, pulling me into his arms, wrapping me up tightly. We hug, just enjoying the feeling of each other as Melissa watches, her teeth pressed into her lower lip as the corners of her mouth curl into a soft smile.
Steve moves his hands to cup my jaw, āI canāt think of a better way to spend an evening than in the Museum of Modern Art with the two people I love more than life. Thank you, Buck.ā
MELISSAāS POV
I cannot even express the joy and love I feel in this moment. Who knew I could ever be this happy? I certainly never believed I deserved it. But theyāve proven me wrong. And the continue to do so every day.
As Steve pulls away from Bucky he grabs my hand in his. He looks as if he wants to say something, but scared to do so.
āSteven, lover, whatās wrong?ā I brush my thumb across the back of his hand watching his expression. Heās obviously fighting with himself in his head. My eyes shift to Buckyās and I raise my shoulders a little as we exchange confused glances.
Steve clears his throat and rubs the back of his neck- a sign that heās nervous. His cheeks color and he stammers out, āGuys, Iā¦ Iām real grateful you did all of this, working to provide me a makeshift studio here so that I could be with you more.ā
āIt was nothing, Steve. I wish we could have done more. I wish there was another room here, you could have it for your own.ā I raise his hand to my cheek, letting him form his palm to it as I nuzzle into his touch. My fingers trace delicately on his wrist.
Bucky chuffs out, āYeah, babe. We want you to be comfortable when youāre drawing, creating. To have everything here, organized so you can easily find what you need. We know how happy it makes you. We just wanted to facilitate that.ā
Heās starting to pace now, pulling away from us both and shoves his hands in his pants pockets. I hear a jingle, like keys, and if I hear it I know Bucky does, too.
āHoney lamb, what is it? Whatās wrong?ā I watch Steve closely and his actions are starting to make me nervous. I move over to him placing my hands on his chest to stop his movements. āSpit it out, Steven.ā My voice comes out a bit lower and more stern than I intended it to, but he needs the firmness.
He looks at me, beautiful blue eyes swimming with adoration. āI love you, Melissa. I love you and Bucky more than I have ever loved anyone or anything in this world. I want nothing more than to live the rest of my life making the both of you happy.ā
āWe love you, too, babe. So much. More than life.ā Bucky reaches out and takes one of Steveās hands in his. Steveās other hand reaches into his pocket pulling out two little shield shaped key chains, two keys dangling from each one. He places one in my hand and one in Buckyās.
Iām gawking wide eyed at the one in my hand, Buckyās doing the same. After a moment we look at each other then gaze at Steve waiting for his explanation.
He laughs softly, awkwardly before finally taking a deep breath and releasing it in words. āIkindasortaboughtusabrownstoneinBrooklynā¦ā
āWait. What the fuck did you just say?ā I look at the keys in my hand and jingle them a little. The noise seems to wake him slightly and he sighs.
āI bought us a brownstone. A whole brownstone. Iāve had it renovated into a single dwelling. Itās in Brooklyn. Itās for the three of us to make a life in.ā Steve sinks onto the sofa, his nerves getting the better of him. He watches us stand there, gaping like fish.
Bucky is the first to speak. āStevie. Wow.ā He immediately moves to Steveās side and sits beside him. Bucky pulls Steveās chin and makes him turn his head. āBaby, thatās incredible. I couldnāt be happier than I am right now.ā He leans in and captures Steveās lips with his own with a soft, precious kiss.
Iām nervously shifting from foot to foot as I stay rooted in place, still in shock. I keep fingering the keys in my hand and finally the boys realize Iāve not said anything.
āDoll? Are you alright?ā Steveās brows are pressed together in concern. His voice lowers, nearly shifting to Captain mode. āMelissa.ā His voice cracks. āSay something. Please.ā
Bucky reaches out for me, gesturing for me to come over. But I canāt. I canāt seem to move. Somethingās wrong. My headā¦ my chest. Heās instantly on his feet and so is Steve. My two giant bookends.
Bucky know. He knows. The panic attack is on me. Steve realizes it now, and they both stand coming over to me. I start panting and the hand with the keys goes to my chest. Bucky leans down and starts to murmur softly, āAngel. Take my hands.ā
I hear him, I do. But itās like a buzzing in my ears. He brings his hands to my arms and slowly runs them down the length before grasping my hands in his. Focus on his hands. Buckyās hands. I grip them tight, squishing the keys between my flesh and his metal. They stab me and that brings me around to the present. My eyes snap to his, wide, and heās grinning. āThere she is. Hi, babydoll.ā
He scoops me up and sits back on the sofa with me in his lap. In a flash, Steve is there beside us. His hands tentatively stroke my shoulders and when I moan a little he seems to relax and massage them in earnest. āYou scared us, love.ā Buckyās hands find purchase on my hips.
āIām sorry, Iām so sorry. I donāt know why your gift, your huge, incredible gift set me off. I guess maybeā¦ā I shake my head and close my eyes before I stammer, āI.. I d-donāt deserve you.ā
Steves hands move to my cheeks and he pulls my gaze to his, āYou deserve the world for how youāve grounded me, made me happy, given me a life, a real life. But for now, a brownstone in Brooklyn where the three of us can be together is going to have to suffice.ā He leans in and kisses the tip of my nose. āThe world will come, Madame Rose. Iāll make sure of it.ā
I giggle at the kiss and Buckyās hands squeeze my hips, āGuys, weāve got to get this show on the road. We canāt have the birthday boy be late for his own party.ā
Steve and I snort together and l lean back to kiss Buckyās lips before rising from his lap. He groans at the loss of contact for a second and I laugh, āYouāll have me in your lap again soon enough, babyboy. Weāll need to properly celebrate The Captainās birthday later tonight, after all.ā
I feel Steveās hands grab my waist yanking me to where heās still seated and I stand between his legs looking down on him. Heās grinning like an idiot, that Goddamn big goofy smile he wears when heās happy beyond words. āGod I love you, Melissa.ā
My small hands cup his jaw as I press a soft, sweet kiss to his perfect, plump mouth. āI love you, too, Steven.ā my hand shoots out, grabbing Bucky by his collar and pulling him to me before placing my lips against his, āAnd you, James. I love you, too.ā
They both rise now and I straighten my dress, mess with my hair in the mirror above the entry table, open my clutch and drop the keys to the brownstone and the apartment inside. They meet me at the door as Iām opening it and suddenly I feel a smack on both my ass cheeks. I yelp, āWhat the-!ā Theyāre both laughing as they shuffle me out the door.
The death of me.
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Child's Play...
Porter: My belly is ready to pop! Milo is about a few days past due and he's still just chilling in there. Today is Valentines Day... my first one with Aubrey! I woke up because I had to pee really bad and I was expecting Aubrey but got an empty space. "Happy Birthday BabyGirl!" Aubrey came in with a huge smile on his face. Oh yea today is my birthday... I know I know I'm a valentines baby. People always joked that my parents really must have been in love to have a valentine baby! "Thanks baby!!!" I smiled as he sat a tray on the bed in front of me with a deformed ass heart which I think is a pancake, and fruit. "I did my best, it's not how yours would look..." I smiled and watched him as he started to ramble. I kissed his lips and giggled. "It's perfect baby thank you!" He winked and rubbed my belly. "You ready to meet the world or what Milo?" He asked his son, and at that very moment my water broke. I mean c'mon I have to share a birthday with my kid!? "Baby my water just broke..." I said calmly. "Huh I didn't catch that see it sounded like you said..." I shut him up by getting up so he could look at the spot I left on the bed. "Shit ok P breathe!" I wanted to laugh at the face he was making as his brain started to process everything we needed to get out of the house, but the contractions were interesting. "I am breathing babe, but yours sounds a little off." I answered pacing slowly as one passed. Once he got up and started moving around I ate some fruit and cleared the sheets off the bed before heading to the laundry room. "So you wanna share a birthday with mommy huh Lil man?" I cooed at my belly. I can't wait to finally see our little person. I could hear Aubrey making calls and shuffling around upstairs as I came back up to change and do my hair. He has my mom on speaker. On Phone: Mom: what is she doing Aubrey? Aubs: she's literally walking around like it's a normal day! He said it so exasperated and I laughed as I gave myself two braids. Mom: that's good it means her contractions aren't very close so y'all have a little time. Get her dressed and yourself and grab the hospital bag we packed last week and by the time y'all get to the hospital your mother and I will be there ok!? Aubs: yes ma'am see you in a little bit. Mom: oh and Aubrey? I heard the smirk in her voice. Aubs: ma'am? Mom: get your shit together she's fine, you'll be a daddy in a few hours! He smiled hella big as they hung up. He called E next. E: hey shouldn't you be catering to my sister on her birth... Aubs: Porter's water broke, we're going to head to the hospital in a few can you call all of the God parents please!? E: awwww on her birthday!!!! And yea I can do that see y'all there! End phone: I was tempted to put on make up but decided against it. I was ready to go minus shoes as Aubrey finally got dressed. "Baby I can't see my feet!" I said with a pout. He studied my outfit and disappeared into his closet grabbing a pair of my shoes and putting them on for me. "Thank you Papi!" I said pecking his lips. "Mmhmm chill out with that this morning, I can't do nothing!!" He gave me a serious look and I laughed before instantly stopping when another contraction hit. "Yup let's go!" He said helping me up and down the stairs. He situated me in the car and made sure we had everything before driving to the hospital. "How you feeling mommy?" I smiled stroking his hand that was rubbing my belly. "Excited... a little anxious, and eye roll worthy that he just has to come on my birthday!" I said the last part jokingly. Aubrey chuckled. "Say don't be jealous mommy I just want to share my day with me and daddy's favorite girl!" The way he spoke for Milo made my heart flutter and nothing could knock the smile off my face. "I hope he looks just like you!" I said staring at Aubrey as he drove. "I just want him to have ten fingers and ten toes mommy!" He said as we pulled up to the hospital. He got out helping me out and our moms were waiting for us along with the entire crew of people we call family. I was taken to my room and my doctor came in with a big smile. " Well Ms. Porter happy birthday... looks like you'll be sharing it with your mini!" I smiled back and thanked her. "How long we in for doc?" Aubrey asked and my mother laughed at how anxious he is. "Her contractions are about fifteen minutes apart so I would say another couple of hours." She answered him. "Thanks, I can't wait to meet him!" Aubrey spoke and my mother nodded her agreement. "And I'm sure he's just as excited to hear his daddy's voice in real time and not through mommy's belly!" She winked at Aubrey and he chuckled. She always found it cute how much he talks to my belly. "You hear that Milo? You get to hear me in real time soon!" I giggled as he kissed my stomach and of course my mom was being like the freaking paparazzi. "Alright well I'll be back soon to check on you, before you know it you'll be holding your baby boy!" She left and Aubrey pulled a gift out of his pocket. "What's this baby?" I asked eyeing him. "Open it and see." Was his only response. I opened it to see a charm bracelet with three charms. One was an angel with a pink heart, the other two was an engraved heart with a little football and one with an owl. "Aubs..." I said breathlessly. "You'll always have my heart and Milo's!" I pulled his face down to mine and gave him a sweet kiss. "Thanks baby I love it!" I said as he put it on. "I figure for every major milestone in our life I can get you a charm to fill up your bracelet." I smiled at how thoughtful he truly is. "That's such a sweet gift Aubrey!" My mother remarked. "Yea you might need more than one bracelet though cause I plan to get you pregnant with a basketball team!" I rolled my eyes and playfully punched him. "Right and what are you expecting them to come out of huh? Not my uterus!!!" My mother snorted at my words causing us to laugh! "See all this slick talk is mute when I'm putting it on you how you like!" My mouth dropped at his words and I grabbed his ear as my mother laughed at us. "My mother is here!" I warned. "She knows you're a freak Porter just give up the good girl act already. She may not know exactly how Milo was conceived but she knows what it took!" He winked at me and I'm too done right now. "Ooh boy you get on my nerves!" I said. "Man baby, I am your man!" He pecked my lips and I mushed his head. "Y'all are something else!" My mother side smiling at us. "Seriously though baby Milo is going to want a playmate!" Aubrey spoke. "He has Mani!" I stated. "Yea but I never had siblings and it's something I've always wanted for my kids!" I just looked at him... like who negotiates children when their fiancĆ© is in labor with their child! "Is this really the time for negotiations Drake!?" I asked. "Oh she pulled out the middle name!! Why yes Sophia this is really the time so while we're at it I'm thinking twins and then one more after that!" I squeezed his hand hard as shit when a contraction hit I could tell because his hand was super red and so was his face. "Yup that's a no from Milo!" I said. "Not even woman, that's your body trying to get him out!" He poked my breast and I wanted to pop him. "I think twins would be nice!" My mother spoke and I glared at her as another contraction hit. "That's great mother are you going to carry them?" I asked oh so serious. "Chile please, the devil is a good lie. You were enough for me!" I shook my head and Aubrey laughed. "Just think of all the good sex baby!" He whispered in my ear and I softly head butted him. "Go on somewhere I'm over you right now!" I said pushing him away. "I can fix that soon just wait on it baby!" My mother full out laughed at that. "Ok Aubrey leave her alone... you two I swear!" She smiled shaking her head. "I'm done!" He held up his hands in surrender. I shook my head as the contractions grew closer. Not too long later it was time to push. "Alright Porter Emilio is ready to make his entrance into the world!" Aubrey softly squeezed my hand kissing my forehead. "You got this baby!" I smiled at him as the doctor told me to push. It literally took all of my strength, and a couple of tries. But Aubrey was so perfect through it all and I couldn't wait to see it back in my mother's recording. When I heard the cry of my baby my own dam burst and I was crying too. "It's a healthy baby boy, 8 pounds 10ounces!" Our doctor announced and Aubrey's smile was the cutest as he left me long enough to cut the umbilical chord. "Oh my god Porter he's precious!" My mother said as they laid him on my chest. I can't even describe how beautiful he is. I saw so much of Aubrey in his face it was crazy! I kissed his little eyes as Aubrey wiped some of my tears. "Welcome to the world Emilio Steven Graham!" Aubrey spoke choked up. We both just stared at our perfect little creation before looking at each other. "He looks like you!" I said with a smile. Aubrey pecked my lips as we wiped each other's tears. "He's perfect, thanks baby!" I nodded as we kissed again and my mother cooed. "Look at those Pier eyes!" She gushed. Aubrey and I looked to see that he got light brown eyes like my dad and I. "Oh you're so perfect Milo!" I cooed at him. I gave him to his glam mother who I knew was anxious to hold him. And she fawned all over him before giving him to the nurses to go do what they needed to do. "You did so good baby, I'll never forget this day!" Aubrey spoke and I smiled. "Thanks daddy I couldn't have done it without you!" And I meant every word. "And I got every precious moment of it!!" My mother beamed. "Oh Porter he's everything!!!" She was beside herself I could tell. "Congrats Glam Ma!!" I said as she hugged me. "Same to you new mommy and Happy Birthday sweetheart!" Aubrey gave us our moment and went to grab the crew. They piled in with Birthday balloons and all types of gifts and teddy bears. The nurses brought Milo back in and everyone sang Happy Birthday to us. The grandmothers took turns holding him first and my Grams wanted to hold him hostage, but reluctantly gave him up to Steez and Bam. When Erin got him she gushed the whole time. Aubrey's best friends had the cutest moment with him where they swore to always protect him and to my dismay teach him how to get and keep the ladies... When Celeste got him we all laughed. "Milo daddy pissed your mommy off, because you are the spitting image honey!" She spoke. "Thanks for that Celeste!" Aubrey said. "Yea no problem really!" She replied giving him to Julian. "Hi there little guy, I'm god dad Julian I've been waiting to meet my partner in crimes little person. I just hope you're not a loser like her! Maybe soon I can give you a God sibling huh would you like that?" We all looked at Celeste as Ju spoke and she just smirked... let me find out! Julian gave him to Remy and he clutched her finger with his little hand. "Hey, you know my voice huh Milo... huh I'm TiTi Remy, I'm your favorite! I'm going to spoil you and love you and cherish you just like your mommy did me growing up. And I promise to always be there for you and protect you!" We we're both crying as she sat on the edge of my bed holding him. And honestly I Don't think there was a dry eye in the room. She handed him back to me and he let out quite the wail. "Someone is hungry!" The nurse spoke with a smile and everyone cleared out except my mom and Aubrey. "Your first titty my man!" Mark said out the door and I wanted to throw something at his silly ass. "Your moms got some nice ones son and you made them even better!" Aubrey said as I rolled my eyes and my mom helped me with getting him to latch on. It was painful and I almost wanted to cry but Milo seemed to be content just sucking away. "Lucky kid!" Aubrey said and my mother laughed. "This is good bonding for you guys, feeding time, and burping time which Aubrey can do since he falls short in the boob department." I nodded taking in her advice. "You will have to share those though Milo, daddy likes them too!" I popped Aubrey with my free hand and he laughed. "Just saying!" He chuckled. That man is a loser. Milo got what he wanted and I gave him to Aubrey to burp. I found myself dozing off, tired from all the work my body just did. I posted a pick of me looking at Milo and Aubrey kissing my forehead and thanked God for my baby and another birthday before going to sleep. PG_13: Thanking the lord for another birthday... oh and for Emilio Steven Graham as well š¶š½ā¤ļø Champagnepapi: Happy Birthday to the love of my life and our son... best Valentines Day I've ever had. š¶š½šššš YouloveRemy: Happy Birthday to my big sister and my heart baby Milo, you are the most perfect thing TiTi Remy has ever seen!! š©š¶š½šššš StephanoEmilio: Happy Birthday to my little sister and my nephew. I will always protect you two!! šāš½šš½š¶š½ā¤ļøļøš #prouduncle BamBam: Happy Birthday best friend and welcome to the world to the most perfect god son!! š¶š½ššš PrettEmama: Happy Birthday my love š and Emilio welcome to the world baby boy you are so precious and so perfect! š¶š½š #manihasacousin AEgames: My baby had a baby on her birthday lol Happy Valentine's Day and blessing y'all it's a wonderful day in my extended family!! ā¤ļøš¶š½š #loveislight It'sJu: My partner in crime had my godson today... and yes I am his favorite! šš¶š½ Happy Birthday Princess P and Prince Milo šā¤ļøļø Only1Celeste: The most perfect baby for the most amazing boss, Happy Birthday y'all!! š¶š½ššš #valentinebabies Chubbsview: Welcome to the world baby Graham, and Happy Birthday P!! š¶š½š Ovo40: My man had the best Valentine's Day in history šš¶š½š Happy Birthday Porter! Ovomark: Uncle Mark got you Milo always! šš½š¶š½š oh yea and Happy Birthday stink!! šš½ It's short but this next and last one will hopefully be long and the perfect closure... It's been a ride!!! š©š
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Growing Family Montage
OK, so back story time. I'm on some good medication that is giving me some interesting dreams. Very vivid and they are playing out like movies. I am also slightly obsessed with Supernatural (like most of you sinners on this site) and I had a dream that played out like a movie montage, with music and scene changes and seeing the characters speaking with out hearing them and all! it was awesome and i felt like sharing, I also apologize if this sucks, this will be my first written post with any substance, but maybe this will give the the confidence i need to start writing fan fiction. The montage will be playing to Welcome to the Black Parade by My Chemical Romance. Lyrics are written out and the actions of the characters are in ( parentheses ). Enjoy. Ps I would listen to the song after reading and imagine everything playing out. ******** Girl reader X Dean X Sam X and Cas ******** INTRO: You have joined the boys a few months back. And as the new additions on Team Free Will, you kick ass. during your ass kicking, you and Sam hit it off (obviously cause Dean and Cas are an item.... Duh). Life with the guys is great, you and Sam always side together and shut Dean down when he argues that the Harry Potter movies are better then the books. You love showing Cas all of the fandom(s) you belong to and forcing him to watch your favorite movies and TV shows since he doesn't sleep, you also give him a wider view of music that he has been limited to. Dean hates that last part. You and Dean bicker over your taste of music, while you do like the classics that Dean cant get enough of, you have a special place in your heart for your "emo music". But by Chuck, one day you will make him show some respect for Panic at the Disco, 30 Seconds to Mars, My Chemical Romance, etc. Sam is head over heels for you. After many months full of love Cas makes both of you aware that you are carrying the next Winchester inside of you. The bunker becomes the home no one thought it could be, the guys are thrilled, Sam for being a father, Uncle Dean cant wait to teach him/her all sorts of skills for being a bad ass, and Cas has sworn to be his/her guardian angel. The following months seem to fly by, the baby has a bunker across the hall from you and Sam. The two of you want to keep the gender a surprise. Y'all paint the nursery walls with wardings, and it actually looks nice, very artsy. Sam and Cas go over board during baby shopping, buying EVERYTHING in bulk. Life is good. For so long smiles come easy and laughter echos down the bunker halls. Home Sweet Home. "Check this out, there have been five deaths in the past two weeks in Seattle. The vics are found drained of all blood and are dumped in ally ways." Sam says during breakfast " If its a nest the vampires are being very sloppy, we may have a rouge one running around" Sam looks at Dean with a questioning look on his face. "Cas and I can check it out Sam, its a days drive, we stake the vamp, will be back in five days tops." Dean says with a knowing smile on his face. Cas just nods his head. "Oh no! Sam you are going" you say waddling in the dining area. You feel like a beached whale and a turtle could beat you in a race at your top speed. You take a seat next to him and catch your breath. "You have been cooped up here with me for so long and you are too stressed. Get out there kill you a vamp or two and get some energy out. If I could right now you can bet your ass I would be packing my bag now." Sam tries to argue but you hold up your hand. " The fat lady has spoken, you are going. Dean make sure he leaves with you." you say to the older Winchester. Dean just laughs and shakes his head. " Y/N what if the baby comes while we are gone? Its too close to the due date for me to be running out and going hunting." Sam says almost pleading. "I don't want anything to happen to the two of you." You grab Sam's hand " Babe, all I can do at this point is sleep, eat, piss, repeat. Literally. I don't even have the energy to make it though a movie or book with out falling asleep. Please, for me, get out there kill some vamps in a very gruesome way so that you can come home with a story so I can live vicariously through you. You need this, and I need this. The baby wont be here for another two weeks. and if anything happens I will call. We also have an angel on our side." you turn and smile at Cas. "I will fly in if anything happens Sam, you have my word" Cas says. you turn back to Sam. "I love you, you are going and you are going to enjoy it damn it!" you finish with a laugh. An hour later the guys are loading up Baby and will be leaving soon. You made sandwiches for the road and promised Dean your famous homemade apple pie if he can get them back safely in four days instead of five. "Challenge accepted!" Dean says giving you a hug, he steps back and rubs your large tummy "Stay in there a bit longer Little Bad Ass, Uncle Dean will be back soon, You be good to your mother." As if responding to his words the baby kicks his hand. Dean smiles from ear to ear. He is going to be a great Uncle. Cas comes and places his hand on you tummy. "The child is eager to arrive. Healthy at the moment. It is happy as always." he smiles, removes his hand from your stomach and places it on your head. You feel a cooling sensation flow through your body. Chills run up your arms. You sigh in relief, he sensed your back aches and tense muscles. Using his grace he eased your aches. "Thank you Cas." you say with a sigh and pull him in for a hug. You love his awkward hugs. Sam pulls you in for a kiss, it is long and soft. "Last chance to change your mind, I could stay" he says in between kisses. "Not a chance Winchester, you are going" you say taking a step back holding his hand. He raises your hand and kisses it. "I love you, we will be back soon" with that he leans down taking your belly in his hands and kisses it all over " Daddy will be home soon" the little one kicks for his father too. Sam rises and kisses you once more. then they are off. Off saving people and killing things, the good old family business. A few hours have passed, the bunker is quiet and you find yourself in the kitchen eating Dean's "secret" ice cream stash. Rubbing your tummy you start to sing your favorite song in a soft almost lullaby voice. knowing the only one who can hear you is you child. When I was a young boy My father took me into the city To see a marching band He said, "Son, when you grow up Would you be the savior of the broken The beaten and the damned?" (Cut to a view of the boys driving in Baby, Dean at the wheel, Sam shotgun, Cas in the back, they are talking casually) He said, "Will you defeat them Your demons, and all the non-believers The plans that they have made?" (Dean says something that makes Sam smile, he is relaxing) "Because one day I'll leave you A phantom to lead you in the summer To join the black parade." (cuts back to you in the bunker, humming the lines again, eating spoon fulls of rocky road) (When I was a young boy) (My father took me into the city) (To see a marching band) (He said, "Son, when you grow up) (Would you be the savior of the broken) (The beaten and the damned?") Suddenly you feel a wet sensation trickle down your legs You look down at the pool building at your feet, you feel faint, you drop the spoon and brace yourself against the counter. You mouth "holy shit!" [ MUSIC KICKS IN] Sometimes I get the feeling she's watching over me And other times I feel like I should go (You scramble for your phone, it fumbles in your hands as you dial the number) And through it all, the rise and fall, the bodies in the streets And when you're gone, we want you all to know (You put the phone to your ear, and you walk as fast as you can to your room) We'll carry on ( Cut to Sam: he answers the phone, his smile turns to a look of shock) We'll carry on And though you're dead and gone believe me (Dean glance over at Sam with concern) Your memory will carry on We'll carry on (Sam turns to Dean and mouths "Y/N's water broke") And in my heart I can't contain it (Sam doesnt even have to turn to see that Cas is already gone) A world that sends you reeling from decimated dreams (you are changing into clean clothes when you turn to see Cas in your door way) Your misery and hate will kill us all So paint it black and take it back (He grabs your already packed bags and leads you to the garage) Let's shout it loud and clear Defiant to the end we hear the call (seated in the car you wince at your first contraction, Cas holds your hand as he speeds off to the hospital) To carry on (cuts to you bursting through the hospital doors, your face shows you are in pain) We'll carry on And though you're dead and gone believe me (nurses put you in a wheel chair, take your bag and rush you behind large double doors) Your memory will carry on We'll carry on (Cas is stopped my a nurse from entering behind you, he stands and watches you disappear around a corner) And though you're broken and defeated (Cas pulls out his phone and takes a seat) Your weary widow marches (Sam is on the other line, worry showing on his face) On and on we carry through the fears ( you are in the hospital bed, white knuckling the sheets balled up in your hands) Oh, oh, oh Disappointed faces of your peers ( Sam is running fingers through his hair, feet tapping, he is so nervous) Oh, oh, oh Take a look at me cause I could not care at all (Dean looks over at his brother, he has a smile on his face) Do or die, you'll never make me (Sam and Dean crash through the entry doors to the hospital in a full sprint) Because the world will never take my heart Go and try, you'll never break me (Sam reaches the counter and you see him speaking to the nurse) We want it all, we wanna play this part (he turns and runs down the hall, not even looking back for Dean and Cas) I won't explain or say I'm sorry ( Cas grabs Dean's hand and they take a seat in the waiting room) I'm unashamed, I'm gonna show my scars (Sam runs into your room, you smile as he grabs your hand and kisses you forehead) Give a cheer for all the broken Listen here, because it's who we are (you are covered in sweat, and cry out in pain, still holding Sams hand) I'm just a man, I'm not a hero Just a boy, who had to sing this song (nurses and the Dr, surround you, you push) I'm just a man, I'm not a hero (Sam kisses your hand, brushes your hair our of your face) I don't care (you are panting, red faced) We'll carry on (Throwing your head back you cry out) We'll carry on (Sam looks at the Dr with a huge smile on his face) And though you're dead and gone believe me Your memory will carry on We'll carry on (You too look at the Dr, the bundle in his hands, you start to cry tears of joy) And though you're broken and defeated Your weary widow marches (A nurse hands you a clean baby swaddled in a blanket) Do or die, you'll never make me (Sam enters the waiting room with a smile on his face and red rimed eyes still shimmering with tears) Because the world will never take my heart Go and try, you'll never break me (Dean strides over to him and pulls him into a big hug) We want it all, we wanna play this part (We'll carry on!) Do or die, you'll never make me (Your boys enter your room, they are ecstatic when they see you holding the baby wrapped in a light pink blanket) Because the world will never take my heart Go and try, you'll never break me (Sam takes his daughter into his arms and everyone gathers around her) We want it all, we wanna play this part (this small room filled with the love of a family) Carry On
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Pray in the Dark
Author:Ā quicksilvermalec Artist:Ā nathyfaith Rating:Ā T (for swearing) Pairings:Ā Sastiel, Destiel Warnings:Ā Major Character Death, Graphic Depictions of Violence Brief Tags: Soulmates, Angst, Unrequited, Suicide Summary:Ā Sam is desperately, hopelessly, miserably in love with an angel. His problem? The angel is in love with his brother, and he doesn't have it in him to make any attempt to break up their relationship.
Sam never even learns that his angel is his soulmate.
[longer tags, link to art post, and fic under the cut]
Extended Tags:Ā Angst,Ā Unrequited Love, Possibly Unrequited Love, Alternate Universe - Soulmates, Soulmate-Identifying Marks, Sad Ending, Sad Sam Winchester, Hurt Sam Winchester, Drunk Sam Winchester, Wedding, Heavy Angst, Suicide, Murder, Hurt No Comfort, Blood, Blood and Violence, Death, Season/Series 09, Dean Winchester Bears the Mark of Cain, Mark of Cain (Supernatural), Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Sad Castiel,Ā Hurt Castiel,Ā Divorce, this story is pretty dark, i think y'all might cry js :/, enjoy... ?
Hereās the art and you can read this story on AO3 as well! Enjoy <3
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Some people have mundane things. āDid you get the mail?ā āHow was work today?ā āWhere are my keys?ā Thatās painful because people just simply donāt know when itāll come. Every time the simplest, most everyday things happen, their blood goes cold.
Some people have things like ādid you do the homework?ā āMy mom said it was okay.ā āThis is my least favorite class.ā That hurts worse for their parents, because they know itāll come early and they canāt protect them, and while itās one thing to love and to lose, it hurts worse to never know at all.
Still others have words like ācan I get your phone number?ā āWhatās your name, hon?ā āThatās 14.46 at the next window.ā And itās quite possibly the cruelest thing of all to know that youāll meet them once and never know them at all.
But Sam has spent his entire life tortured by the words Heās the only one who understands.
He wishes he knew what they were about. He wishes he knew who his soulmate was or why they say those words but heās heard them a fair number of times in his life, always with someone heād spoken to again later.
This is the story of how Sam came to realize who his soulmate was, and subsequently lose them.
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It starts when an angel falls into bed with his brother. Wellā¦ another angel. Deanās already had sex with at least two.
Sam finds them just minutes post-coitus, spread out on the couch naked and barely covered with the blanket over their waists. He walks into the den and his heart breaks, so he covers it with disgust and mild disdain and thinly veiled support.
āJesus,ā he mutters, just walking past them into the kitchen. āAt least the next time you do this, donāt do it on the couch. This is a communal space and I still live here, okay guys?ā
Dean looks relieved and relaxed, and grins at him. āYeah,ā he replies. āThanks, Sammy.ā
Sam forces a soft smile at them. āAnytime. But seriously, get some clothes on.ā He glances in the pantry before scoffing and fishing around in Deanās discarded jeans for the keys to the Impala. āIām getting fast food drive thru. Text me what you want from Arbyās.ā
Dean scoffs but doesnāt argue. āAlright, see you later.ā
Sam smiles and watches him relax against Castiel. Itās amazing and makes him happy to see Dean so comfortable and himself with someone. Samās never seen him this exposed and vulnerable. If Cas is what it takes, Sam will swallow his feelings for his brotherās sake.
Dean closes his eyes and curls closer, resting on Casās chest. Sam stands in the doorway, just watching them, for a long moment before he opens the door and disappears to get them dinner.
By the time he gets back, theyāre decent and theyāve cleaned themselves up. He can almost forget the very vivid mental images he has of what they may or may not have done to each other.
~~
Sam supposes the next part is when Cas comes to him with an interesting proposition.
āI would like to marry your brother,ā he says bluntly. Sam stares at him.
āUhā¦ā he says. āOkay. Cool. Youāre telling me this because why?ā
Cas bites his lip. āI understand it is customary for one to ask their intendedās family for their permission and or approval before proposing.ā
Sam snorts. āNot anymore. That was about forty to fifty years ago, at least. And usually thatās a man proposing to a woman, and heād normally ask her father. Deanās not a woman, heās a male-identifying person, and youāre not a man, youāre a multidimensional wavelength of celestial intent shaped vaguely like a man, and Iām not Deanās father, Iām his younger brother, so really none of that applies here.ā
Cas purses his lips in the way that some people do when theyāre trying very, very hard to keep from laughing. āVery well, Sam. Would you mind helping me pick out a ring, at least?ā
Yes, Sam wants to say. Yes, I would mind so very incredibly much, because the very thought of you being with Dean tears me into pieces in a way that I never thought I could feel. Because somehow, despite being tortured and raped in the Cage for thousands of years, I have never felt such intense pain as I have in the months since you and Dean inadvertently revealed your relationship to me. I would mind, Castiel, because Iām in love with you, too. Dean isnāt the only Winchester to fall for our angel.
But he canāt say any of those things. Because heās a good and faithful little brother, not to mention he canāt corrupt a literal angel that way, not as an upstanding Christian, and he refuses to destroy their relationship when he loves them both so incredibly much.
So he doesnāt say those things, and instead he forces a smile and says āyeah, I could do that.ā
Castiel lights up like the sun peeking out from behind a cloud, and Sam knows he made the right decision.
~~
They go ring shopping together that weekend. In honesty, it makes Sam feel a little pathetic. Heās out and about with his best friend whom heās secretly madly in love with helping him buy a ring to propose to someone else. It makes him feel sick. Heās miserable.
But if having Dean Winchester as his one active parental figure during the most formative years of his life taught him anything, itās how to play through pain, repress your emotions, and convince everyone around you ā including yourself ā that youāre totally fine at all times.
So Sam does.
His faked enthusiasm must be pretty believable because Cas buys it, and so does the cashier. They pick out two options ā platinum and white gold ā and theyāre looking at them both side by side. āThe white gold is more easily damageable, but itās lighter,ā she explains to them. āThe platinum is heavier and more expensive, but also more durable.ā
Sam glances at Cas. āWell, money is a nonissue for us, so honestly? I think you should go with the platinum.ā
Cas smiles. āI would be inclined to agree. Thank you, Sam.ā
Sam nods. āYouāre welcome,ā he murmurs softly. The cashier smiles at them.
āI donāt see a lot of couples ring shopping together,ā she tells them as she rings up their purchase. āItās actually really sweet that youāre choosing your rings together.ā
Cas shakes his head. āNo, Sam and I are not a couple. I am Ā hoping to end up marrying his brother.ā
Her face instantly pales. āOh,ā she manages. āItās justā¦ you seem soā¦ Are you sure youāre not soulmates?ā
Sam purses his lips. āCas doesnāt have one, andā¦ how can anyone be sure? No one really knows if theyāve met their soulmate until they die or walk out of your life forever.ā
She nods. āOf course. Silly of me to ask. Here are the rings, anyway, and, uhā¦ well, I hope your brother says yes.ā
Cas takes them from her graciously. āThank you,ā he manages. āI hope his brother says yes as well.ā
~~
Dean says yes.
~~
More accurately, he screams it like a girl being proposed to on a fancy dinner date in some clichƩd heterosexual romantic comedy or chick flick. Sam can hear him from the other end of the Bunker.
It would be cute. If Samās heart wasnāt currently lying on the floor smashed into a million pieces by a sledgehammer.
~~
And then comes the part that really ties the bow on all the beautifully horrifically miserable events of the past several months. Dean and Cas ask Sam to officiate their wedding.
And Samā¦ Sam is an idiot, and a guilty one at that. So Sam agrees.
He gets ordained online, Dean picks up the marriage license from the county clerkās office, and theyāre legally married in the library of the Bunker.
Sam is only a little ashamed to admit he cries himself to sleep that night.
But Cas and Dean are happy. He keeps reminding himself of that. Cas and Dean are together, and happy, and thatās all heās ever wanted for his friends, no matter what his personal feelings might be. No matter if those personal feelings are partially feeling his entire being torn in half every time he sees them together and partially wishing he could tear his brother in half every time he sees them together. It doesnāt matter. He has to remember that.
It doesnāt matter. It will never matter. He will be miserable happy on his own and Dean and Cas will be happy together.
The world spins on. Samās heart remains broken.
~~
The turning point, the thing that simultaneously fixes everything and makes it a thousand times more painful, comes on Dean and Casās first wedding anniversary.
Sam makes them a video, because he doesnāt know what else to do for them, and then he disappears to let them have loud sex while he gets drunk alone.
Cas finds him around two in the morning, which Sam supposes is technically no longer their wedding anniversary, but he doesnāt really care because heās drunk and tired and heās been awake for twenty-seven hours and he wants to die. But Castiel is here, his angel, the angel heās been in love with practically since that first far-too-long handshake. And heās happy, because heās always happy with Cas, but heās depressed, too. Because Cas belongs to someone else. Cas always has and always will belong to Samās brother, and never to him.
Dean doesnāt have a soulmate. Samās happy that he found someone else without a soulmate who makes him happy. Samās happy that Cas managed to somehow be at peace with himself, to love someone so deeply and truly that Samās measly, weak, moronic human brain could never comprehend. And he knows itās selfish to wish that he were the one being loved like that.
Heās torn apart. He canāt fix this.
And that is how Castiel finds him, laying on the floor, drunk out of his mind and depressed enough to put a bullet in his mouth if he had the energy to lift his gun.
Cas sits down on the floor next to him. āAre you alright, Sam?ā he asks quietly. Sam shakes his head.
āWhat part of thisā¦ gives you the okay that Iām idea.ā He frowns. āIdea that Iām okay. Yeah. That.ā
Cas purses his lips. āWell, at least youāre being honest, I suppose. What are you feeling right now, Sam?ā
Sam laughs bitterly. āNothing,ā he confesses. āI feelā¦ nothing. Iām broken andā¦ and cruelā¦ and mean. I suck. You should- you should hate me, Cas. Iām the worst.ā
Cas shakes his head. āNo, Sam, I will never hate you. You are my best friend.ā
āI donāt wanna be your best friend!ā Sam shouts, slurring wildly. āI donāt wanna.ā He sounds a little like a petulant child, but he doesnāt particularly have an issue with that. Itās just his alcohol-blurred brain anyway.
Cas gently pries the bottle from his hands and sets it on the floor, far out of his reach. āWhatās wrong, Sam?ā he asks.
āWhy did you marry Dean?ā Sam wonders aloud. āWhat- why?ā
Cas sighs. āWellā¦ I married your brother because heās hotheaded and passionate and he cares a lot about people even if he doesnāt show it. I married him because Iāve seen his soul and itās one of the most beautiful things in the world. I married him because he needed someone to be close to him, to help him heal from everything thatās happened and he needed someone besides you because the two of youā¦ you escalate each other. I married him because I was in love with him, Sam.ā
Sam sighs and stands up. āIāmna go to bed,ā he mumbles.
āIāll help you,ā Cas offers, holding him steady and leading him toward his bedroom. Sam leans subconsciously into the comforting touch and the warm promise of more, drawing them from Cas as long as he could until Cas inevitably leaves him again.
Itās just thatā¦ Sam knows he will never be enough. Heāll never be enough for Cas ā Cas who wants Dean, who wants his green eyes and his bowlegs and his symmetrical face and his gender-conforming male normality. Cas who wants Dean in all his fucked-up, dysfunctional glory, who wants to heal him, because Sam canāt do it because ā heāll never be enough for Dean, either ā Dean, who is ruined in so many ways, who was abused and maltreated, who hated himself all his life. Dean who believes he is broken in so many ways that cannot be fixed, Dean who resists Samās every attempt to help him because all Sam has ever wanted was for Dean to feel okay, even just for a little while, because Dean never takes anything for himself and thatās why Sam has to sacrifice the angel to him, because Cas is the one thing Dean will accept for his own wellbeing and Cas can help him in all the ways Sam will never be good enough to. Sam canāt help him.
Sam will never be good enough, and heās long since made his peace with that.
But as Cas deposits him in his bed, walks away from it, Sam calls out his name, makes him pause in the doorway and turn. āYes?ā he asks patiently, always so patient, so good, putting up with Sam and all his bullshit on his anniversary when he should be with Dean, should be celebrating how happy he is with the man that isnāt Sam. Sam hates himself for this, hates himself for everything. The guilt is overwhelming.
āItās because he understands you, isnāt it?ā he asks. Itās a miracle he can get through that full sentence.
Cas nods sadly. āDean isā¦ā he trails off, staring at the wall. āHeās the only one who understands.ā
He closes the door behind him, and Sam is far too drunk and far too close to sleep to figure out why those words seem so goddamn familiar.
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Sam wakes up screaming.
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Sam wakes up with one of only two people in this world still living that he really loves standing over him, a blade pressed to his throat. Sam screams and looks up at him and pleads for mercy, and Deanās cold, emotionless eyes donāt soften in the slightest.
āDean,ā Sam sobs. āPlease. Itās me, Iām your brother, I love you. Pleaseā¦ā
Dean doesnāt say anything. He just lifts the First Blade above his head and plunges it deep into Samās chest.
The light dies in Samās eyes, and the second it goes out, Dean is himself again.
Just a second too late.
~~
Dean will never forgive himself, Cas knows. When he returns to the Bunker from his pie run he finds Dean vomiting into the toilet, and he drops everything to be at Deanās side. āDean,ā he whispers urgently. āDean, are you alright? What happened, are you sick?ā
Dean wipes his mouth on his sleeve and looks at Cas through empty eyes laced with horror. āI killed him,ā he whispers. āHeās dead, Cas, I killed him. This thing, the Markā¦ I didnāt even know what I was doing. It was like I just woke up, and I was in his room, and he was dead.ā
It takes Cas another couple seconds to figure out what heās talking about. His heart drops into his stomach. āSam?ā he croaks. His voice is low and horrified.
āI lost control,ā Dean whispers, and then he lets out a choked, miserable sob, a horrible sound from deep in his chest that breaks Casās heart. He never wants to hear it again.
Cas pulls him into his chest, holds him close, and doesnāt try to say anything. He knows there is nothing in all the world that anyone can say that will make this better. Nothing will ever fix what Dean has lost, and a death by the First Bladeā¦ thatās irreversible. Theyāll never get him back.
They go back to him, to find him, and they peel off his shirt to clean him up, to put him in a new one. But Casās heart sinks lower, from the pit of his stomach into the floor, because in a delicate scrawl across Samās left bicep, where he always used to wear his armband, are the words Heās the only one who understands. But theyāre not black like most peopleās words. Theyāre blue.
Theyāve already been said.
Blue like my eyes, Cas thinks, and he thinks back to the night before, the last words heād said to this friend, and he wonders if Sam loved him that way. Why wouldnāt he tell me? he thinks, but even as he thinks it he knows the answer.
He will never be the same again. He and Dean will never be the same.
He closes his eyes, extends his wings to fly into the city, to fly anywhere else, and a set of Enochian words float across his vision.
His heart must be in the center of the Earth now.
He pulls one large, invisible, dark wing in front of himself and sees them, seared into his feathers.
Itās because he understands you, isnāt it?
āI thought I didnāt have one,ā Cas breathes. āI always thought I didnāt have a Gracemate.ā
He does.
He does, and itās the brother of the man he married. He does, and he pushed him away again and again, repressed his feelings for him because he swore to be monogamous to Dean and heās not an angel who breaks his promises. He does have a Gracemate, and he promised himself to the wrong person, gave his heart to them, committed himself fully to Dean when Sam was right there.
If he could have had them bothā¦
But thereās no use in thinking that way now, not when Sam is gone and there is nothing Castiel can do to change that. He doubts it will stop him from thinking it, though, because knowing too late is one of the cruelest things in the world.
~~
They give Sam a hunterās funeral. They burn him behind the Bunker, in the woods near where he used to love to jog. Cas remembers his favorite places.
They donāt take any cases for a while. Instead, they go across the country on an unofficial Goodbye, Sam Winchester tour. They visit his favorite diners, play his favorite songs, find his favorite spots in nature in all fifty states. They finish back in Kansas, they go back to Lawrence, and they see the house. Cas canāt bring himself to touch Dean at all, and Dean doesnāt ask.
Cas waits a full week after they return to the Bunker.
āDean,ā he says quietly. āDean, we need to talk.ā
Dean sits down at the table. āAlright,ā he says softly. āWhat about?ā
āAbout Sam,ā Cas replies. āAboutā¦ us.ā
āWhat about us?ā Dean asks, his guards instantly up. Cas takes a shaky and completely unnecessary deep breath.
āI canāt stay married to you,ā he replies softly.
Deanās face visibly pales and Cas thinks idly that Dean is wearing the same expression he himself wore just over a year ago when Dean told him he couldnāt continue to live in the Bunker.
āWhat?ā Dean asks weakly. āIāve lost so much and now youāre going to take my marriage?ā
āJust listen to me, Dean,ā Cas implores. āThe words on your brotherās arm, did you see them?ā
Dean swallows and nods. āāHeās the only one who understandsā?ā he recalls. Cas casts his eyes down to the floor.
āThose were the last words I said when I left Samās room that night. Beforeāā you killed him āāhe died. And nowā¦ I have the words Sam said to me right before that tattooed on my wings in Enochian. Dean, your brother and I were soulmates. And I donāt feel right continuing in this relationship with you. I feel as though I am dishonoring his memory.ā
āDid you love him?ā Dean asks abruptly.
Cas glances at him and slowly nods.
āThen why were you with me? You shoulda been with him.ā
āBecauseā¦ because I loved you too. And I never thought Sam would love me. I never thought I had a Gracemate, either, until Sam died. I thought you and I were more compatible, as two beings without mates.ā
āBut you would have made Sam happy. I didnāt have to fall in love with you,ā Dean snarls, sounding angry. āI wasnāt fated to. But Sam was. Instead of letting us be happy you just strung us both along.ā
āI didnāt know!ā Cas insists.
āI donāt care,ā Dean growls. āGet out of my sight.ā
~~
Within three months, theyāre divorced.
Dean never apologizes for the things that he said to Cas that night. Not even in the note on his bedside table the night Cas finds him hanging from the ceiling in his room, a rope around his neck.
And then Cas is alone again, to wander this strange, cruel world without his two closest friends to guide him.
This is how it was intended, he knows. He was never meant to fall for two human men. The fact that he did just proves that he cannot be trusted with his own destiny.
But if this is how he was created, why does it feel so unjust?
If he was meant to live this way, why is he so lonely?
He wonders. Will he ever feel happy again?
Will he ever feel anything again?
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