#thank uuu i'm sorry my boy is like this

[ulircursed]

knoll had been saddened to learn andrei had been eliminated, and then pleased indeed to hear that this was not actually the case. the mechanics and moving parts of this tournament elude him, of course, but nonetheless he’s happy to see that he’s back.

his approach is slow, measured, careful. “andrei. i have not caught up with you at all during this time, have i…? having been sent to and fro in order to play these games… i admit, i’ve been tired. but i would like to speak with you, if you’ve a moment.”

he looks at him, trying to read something in his face. if he finds what he’s looking for, he gives no indication. instead he merely blinks once, twice. “you’ve been here on this centre island for much of this tournament, yes? self-reporting becomes necessary. what…” he trails off, unsure how to phrase it, chooses casual wording, “what have you been up to?”

Andrei does not return to an empty cabin. With his other two teammates besides Bernadetta off in the other islands for the past weeks, they had truly not had much chance to see one another, let alone interact, over the past few days. As such, Knoll's invitation is initially not unwelcome. The question he asks, however...

"We were tasked with... interacting," Andrei replies, gaze drifting towards the corner of the cabin where shards of glass and dust laid not too long ago. He had pushed the more unpleasant aspects of the previous weeks' incidents from his mind, but it does not take much prompting for the conversations to flood the forefront of his memory once more.

It hadn't just been Bernadetta that he'd sought to hurt, after all. His brows furrow.

"...It has been a reminder of the fact that I am neither a kind, nor a good person," he says with the release of a breath, bitterness weighing heavy on his words. This should not be a surprise to Knoll. He'd made little secret of it, when they'd first met.

(So much for being an 'exceptional model of behavior'.)

"Even then, I am repeatedly shown goodwill." That he is still standing here is a testament to that. If not, he would've been eliminated. If not, he might not even have left the beachside alive. Andrei turns away fully now, long hair falling over his shoulder to hide his troubled expression, though the tone of his next words still carry it clearly. "It is nothing that I deserve," he confesses quietly.

[letsmyy]

i have a request!!! you should write a daughter of apollo x leo valdez fic but based on espresso by sabrina carpenter (idk i feel like that song gives children of apollo vibes!) it'd be leo obsessed with the apollo girl (like him being absolutely obsessed with her, having the biggest crush on her possible, he constantly thinks about her, him being an absolute loser bf) and finally getting the courage to ask her out on a date or something like that.

“she’s like a shot of espresso…”

leo valdez x duaghter of apollo!reader

warnings: use of yn! english isn’t my first language so it might be some errors!!

thank you so much for your request, it made me so happy!! idk if what i wrote it’s exactly what you want but i hope you like it 🤕 this is my first timing writing a real fic and I think it really shows lol, but i promise I’ll try to improve in the next one, I’m so sorry if it’s that bad, and this is really short too? omg im really bad at this lol, but anyways, ly anon tell me your opinions (honestly) abt this later, kisses to uuu!! 🫶💗 (btw anon, please request other things I feel like I didn’t did you justice with this one)

words: 850

“is it that sweet? I guess so…..”

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Leo was sure he was going crazy.

He always had a pretty big amount of silly crushes on girls, but with you? It was getting way too serious. Of course, you're beautiful, incredibly kind, and too generous for your own good, and you treated him well, but that isn't enough reason to make him lose sleep; at least that's what he thought.

And he was extremely wrong. Being in your presence was the equivalent of being bathed in the sunlight, and gods, he felt like a prisoner who hadn't seen the sun in years.

He's completely obsessed with you; he just needs the courage to verbalize that, but being honest, Leo felt like a coward at the moment.

While being lost in his thoughts (the thoughts being the pretty daughter of Apollo that never leaves his mind), the boy finally falls asleep.

Leo doesn't mind waking up if that means spending the day with the people he loves, so after getting ready for the day, he searches for you.

And he found you, talking with a much younger camper, helping him. You're smiling like it's the best day of your life, and Leo could swear that you're almost glowing.

The boy makes its way to you the same moment you finish talking to the kid, now having your full attention on Hephaestus' son.

"Leo! Good morning!" Your voice to him had the same effect as listening to his favorite music, it made him happy in ways he couldn't explain, even if his life depended on it. 

"Yn! Good morning!" He mimics you, not in a bad way, just a teasing one. You roll your eyes in fake annoyance.

"Sooo, did you sleep well, Valdez?" You ask, seeming really interested in the answer, but he knows that you're like that for everything, being extremely kind.

"Not really, would be better if I dreamed about you," you laugh amusingly.

"You say that every day, y'know?"

"I know, I say because it's true. " You can't help but blush a little. You're used to Leo flirting with you, but it never gets past that, so you just learned to joke back.

"Hilarious, Valdez... fortunately, I slept very well today, and I'm more excited than normal! I think it's because it's so sunny today, that's awesome, was thinking about going to the lake later. I can't waste such a pretty day like this one painting inside my cabin..."

"Unfortunately, I'll be in the bunker today, I have lots of things to do."

"What? No! You're coming with me, you can't waste this wonderful day either!" You grab his hands, walking toward the lake.

Leo could swear he would pass out at that moment. He couldn't even think about denying your offer, he would prefer dying to doing that.

After a few seconds, you guys get to the lake.

"Look how pretty it is! You have to go swimming with me, it’s a need.”

"Look, sunshine, water and fire don't get along so well, so I might skip that one" he says, apologetic. You frown, thinking.

"We don't need to go swimming, we can just talk, i really don't care." You smile lovingly at him.

"I don't want to ruin your day! There are many people that can go with you, you'll find someone better to do that." He's so oblivious that it's getting concerning.

"I want to spend time with you, Valdez. I don't mind if it's swimming or just talking, I want to, you know..be with you."

"Oh." He's acting like a loser, he can't think straight anymore and is blushing like crazy, but who cares?

"Oh?" You tease him, smiling.

"Yeah, we can. Just talk, I'm happy with that. " His smile was so genuine that made your heart melt.

That's when you realize you're still holding his hand, and you don't want to change that. You can feel he notices too.

Something just snapped in his head, now it’s the time, now or never, right?

"Yn? Can I tell you something?" He says it in a quiet tone, and you just nod.

"When I'm around you, it's like constantly drinking a shot of espresso, it's like being bathed in sunlight, you're incredibly energetic and enthusiastic, and i just can't get enough of you, you're my sunrise and daylight....all I'm saying is, gods, I very much love you more than just friends" You're surprised, really surprised, so surprised that you can't even speak for a moment, which just makes Leo even more nervous.

"Please say something...like, anything, a no it's better than silence because it’s less-“ Before he yaps again, you interrupt him:

"I like you too." The boy almost squeals of pure excitement.

"Seriously? Oh gods, oh gods. What?" He's so happy, it's so sincere, so soft, it's amazing, you can feel your heart beating so fast, and you don't even care; seeing him like this because of you is the best feeling you ever felt.

Then you see that one look, meant just for you, it's like time has frozen, and you're both thinking the same thing. Then, like all the stars aligned, you kissed him

[missingmark]

― who you gonna call? pt.3

the boys know they'll always have someone to call when they need them. that someone in question being you, luckily that feeling is more than mutual.

‧₊˚ chris x gn!reader

‧₊˚ warnings: light swearing (?), the tiniest itzy bitzy bit of angst in the beginning, mutual pining (?)

‧₊˚ word count: 700

‧₊˚ pt.1 ( matt ) | pt.2 ( nick ) | masterlist

( 𝖈. ) ; you don't have to call him. you always find eachother.

your finger rested over your chat.

snickerdoodle [5:32 pm] : have fun on your date!!!!

you [6:34 pm] : i will, thank uuu

snickerdoodle [5:34 pm] : & tell me if he's a creep

snickerdoodle [5:35 pm] : ill find him.

Despite the tragic circumstances, being you sitting alone in the library, you had to hold back a smile at his words.

You've contemplated calling him multiple times over the last hour, your date had cancelled about half an hour after he should have picked you up. But instead of changing back into some more comfortable clothes and asking Chris to come over for a spontaneous movie night that he would most definitely say yes to in an instant, you decided to search for some comfort in your third favourite place in the world (the first being the triplets' couch and the second being your bathtub).

You actually missed the deadline on returning some of the books you borrowed just to give your full attention to this date that you were really looking forward to.

You sighed.

Those were 30 cents you would never get back.

The same thought taunted you as you walked through the shelves of said library, hoping to distract yourself and not wanting to waste a perfectly good outfit, you found yourself here.

The eerie silence you usually loved felt tauntingly grim tonight and the thoughts that were racing in your head sounded even louder.

Though it did help with recognizing a familiar voice at the librarians desk.

"I'd like to return these please."

You peaked your head out of the bookshelf, the familiar brown locks covering up the familiar and only face you wanted to see tonight.

You had totally forgotten about your date as you tapped him on your shoulder.

"Chris?"

He turned towards you, his face brightening at the sight of you, automatically pulling you into a side hug, his other hand still occupied with an oddly familiar set of books.

"What are you doing here? I didn't know you could read," you mumbled, watching him roll his eyes.

"Ha ha, very funny. You forgot these books at ours and I noticed the return date."

Your eyes widen a bit, A Brief History of Mixed Media Film Making, Directing Explained with Chloé Zhao and Color Theory in Stop Motion

Those were definitely your books.

"And I almost had hope you cared for Chloé Zhao's breakdown of directing," you murmured with a smile.

He shoved you a bit to the side, "Not even my undying love for you would make me pick up a book."

"Undying?"

"Don't get smug. I did it only because I knew you were busy because of your date."

He watched the smile in your face fade a bit.

"Speaking of the date, that you so rudely cancelled our movie night for, how is...did it go?" Chris mumbled, pulling a face at the change of mood he witnessed.

"Didn't show up." You shrugged, your voice didn't waver, but Chris could still make out some hurt.

"I'm sorry."

"It's whatever."

"It's not, this is all my fault," Chris mumbled, his face towards the row of books, though something told you he wasn't actually very focused on Biographies of Philosophers A-G.

"How is this your fault?"

"Should have never let you go on a date with that idiot..."

"Chris," you frowned, concerned.

"Should have taken him out when I had the chance."

"Chris." You warned, amused.

"And I should have taken you out instead of him as well."

He was now toying with Aristotle's biography, but even in the dim library light you could make out his blush and the occasional glance he'd send your way.

"As in on a date or do you want to beat my ass."

"Maybe both if you make fun of the fact that I don't read on our date tomorrow."

You giggled, fully turning your body towards him now.

"Tomorrow? Do I get a say in this?"

"No. Because you have terrible taste in men," he teased, leaning down towards your face.

A beat of silence, the two of you just stared at eachother.

"I'm starting to doubt that," you spoke, lowly. It was more a mental note to yourself than anything, though it flustered Chris nonetheless.

"We'll see," he leaned away again, putting the book he had paid no mind to back and dragging you out of the library.

The rest of the way towards your home was spend in silence, but his hand never left yours, and you had a giddy feeling every time you'd catch him staring at you.

"Thank you, really," you whispered once you eventually made it to your front door.

"You saved this night...and spared me a fee of 30 cents."

"Don't mention it. I'm just happy we spent some time together today."

"So humble," you mumbled as you unlocked the door, for the first time in what felt like the whole night you were turned away from him.

"Take all blame, duck all credit," he quoted, shrugging casually but his smug smile told you otherwise as you turned around with your mouth agape.

"You did read the Chloé Zhao Direction book!"

i hate the word agape. u say it ag-ape, scientifically proven. (real)

i hope you enjoyed, luv u <3

[beewolfwrites]

Can you make a part two to ‘The Only Thing That Matters’, possibly with Chishiya at his workplace the next day!? I love your work thank uuu💕💕

The Only Thing That Matters - Part 2

I'm sorry it's taken a while! This started off with nurses gossiping about him and then took off in a different, but wholesome direction.

I think I just wanted a different universe where Hayato lives :(

Chishiya x fem reader. You can find part 1 on my materlist.

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News always did travel fast, especially in hospitals. 

From the moment I stepped into work, I had been assaulted by sideways glances, whispers, and one or two heated blushes from nurses, doctors and fellow surgeons alike. I wasn’t oblivious to the way women - and some men - sometimes looked at me, but this was different. This was annoying. 

I entered the shared surgeons’ office and turned up the mini heater under my desk, glad for the warmth, peace and quiet. However, I had only so much as switched on the computer and logged onto the hospital system, when a timid knock sounded from the door. 

‘Come in.’ 

A young, female junior doctor peeked through. ‘Chishiya-sensei? It’s about that patient, the little boy, Hayato. He was just brought into recovery now.’ 

Hayato’s surgery was always going to be complicated. Originally, I had been assigned to Hayato’s care. However, due to “priority” surgeries, the only slot available had been in the early hours of the morning, and my manager had transferred Hayato’s case to my colleague. 

Was I glad? Perhaps. It was one less patient to concern myself with. But there was something else about him. The innocent questions he had asked, the way he clutched his mother’s hand every time I told him what exactly the surgery would entail. There was something mysterious that intrigued me about his case. 

But what?

‘He’s still under anaesthesia,’ the junior doctor said, drawing my attention back into the office. ‘But you can go and see him if you want.’ 

I ignored her suggestion. ‘Did the surgery go well?’ 

‘It was a success! It’s good you’re so invested, Chishiya-sensei. Do you have children yourself?’ 

My mood instantly darkened. Did she really think I couldn’t read between the lines? That I was so ignorant I wouldn’t know what had caused her to ask, or the intentions behind it? 

‘No.’ 

“Ah. Oh well.’ She tried to hide a smile. ‘Does Mrs Chishiya not want children?’ 

‘What Mrs Chishiya wants is nobody’s business but my own.’ 

And certainly not yours. 

The doctor froze, then bowed her head in apology. A pink blush spread across her cheeks. ‘Forgive me. I was a little too forward.’ 

Just a little?

She disappeared, the door shutting softly behind her. Due to her own unprofessionalism, she was probably going to avoid me for the rest of the week. How convenient. It would be one less headache to deal with. 

However, her news had stirred something inside me. Hayato had been in and out of the hospital for weeks, his condition rapidly declining. His liver was quickly giving up, and would have eventually failed if not for the last minute donation. 

I was in no rush, but I still found myself drawn into the ward, where doctors, physicians, anaesthetists and nurses rushed around, unconcerned by my presence. I didn’t have to think. My feet moved automatically, directing me towards recovery.  

Now, after the surgery, Hayato was already looking healthier. His skin was warmer in tone, less clammy, even if he was still unconscious and hooked up to a heart monitor. I approached the bed, wondering why I was even bothering. This boy was no longer my patient. 

‘He’s doing so well.’ 

A general nurse appeared from behind me. Unlike the junior doctor, Ume had been working at this hospital for at least forty years. She always plodded along happily, despite having arthritis in her hip. Not that I cared. I only knew because she never stopped talking about it in the staff lunch room. Ume checked his condition, ensuring his IV had enough fluid. 

‘It looks like he’s going to pull through just fine,’ she said. 

‘I see.’ 

What am I doing here? 

She carefully adjusted Hayato’s pillow, ensuring his neck was supported. ‘It’s good that he’s got someone like you watching over him. You’d make a good father.’ 

My first instinct was to recoil. Was this really what they thought of me? Now that they knew I was married, they were obsessed with painting me as a family man? I must have been glaring at Ume, as she took a step back, nervousness flashing across her features. 

She raised a withered hand. ‘I apologise, that was too much. I just think that any child you might have would be lucky.’ 

I thought about my wife, the way your hair lay sprawled out on the pillow that morning, and the flash of your smile every time I arrived home after a long shift. You had never said anything about starting a family, but knowing your caring nature and how much enjoyment you gained from baby-sitting others’ children, you were probably holding back.  

What kind of father would I be?

The only image I could conjure was my father’s back, hunched over his desk. 

‘I wouldn’t say they would be lucky,’ I said. 

‘Hmm…’ Ume smiled. ‘I think you’re doing yourself a disservice, Chishiya-sensei. My son is trying for a child with his wife. He wasn’t sure if he wanted one at first either. They decided to wait until they settled down, which was difficult because I wanted grandchildren of my own right away, even if they had just married. For a long time, I was worried I had pressurised him too much, but it turned out he just hadn’t been ready until now. I’m not complaining anymore. I’m happy for them either way, whatever they choose to do.’ 

Her story did nothing for me. These people didn’t matter to me whatsoever. They were just small, insignificant names in a family line I didn’t belong to. In fact, I didn’t want to talk about this, especially not with Ume. This discussion had run its course. 

’Do you have the surgery list for today?’ I asked. 

Her face fell slightly. ‘Yes, Chishiya-sensei. Your first patient is due at 9am.’ 

Nodding, I walked away. I simply had no interest in conversations like these. 

Despite this, all throughout the morning I had found myself distracted. After staring out of the window for fifteen minutes, I realised I had missed the tail end of an important meeting. When I sat down at my desk to check the shift rota, I stared at the screen for a long, long time, before eventually remembering why I had sat down at all. Meanwhile, the stares continued, the giggles, the whispers in the staff lunch room. 

By the time my break rolled around, I was already bored of being the latest piece of gossip on the grapevine. Wandering outside into the car park, I pulled out my phone and dialled the only number I knew by heart. It picked up on the third ring. 

‘Woah!’ Your voice was fuzzy down the line, but just hearing it eased this boredom. ‘Chishiya Shuntarou, calling me at lunch? To what do I owe the honour?’ 

‘How has your day been so far?’

It was a stupid question to ask. I wasn’t sure why I was calling, either. Or why I wavered so much in my response. 

‘Oh, you know, the usual. Corporate nonsense.’ 

Finding a quiet corner away from the bus stop and the smokers, I leaned against the brick wall of the hospital. ‘Ah… that’s good.’ 

‘You sound really weird. Is everything okay?’ 

There was concern there. Concern that I didn’t want. But no matter what, there would always be concern, whether it was that our marriage was too work-heavy, that my parents would always frown upon her, that really, she should have married somebody else…

‘You always wanted to start a family,’ I said quietly. ‘But you’ve never brought it up.’ 

There was silence on the other end. ‘How did you know?’

‘Because I know you.’ 

Once again, a hesitation. ‘I do want that.’ 

‘Then why didn’t you say anything?’ 

‘Because you don’t want that.’ 

Of all the stupid reasons…

My fingers tightened around the phone. ’You shouldn’t have put your life on hold,’ I said. ‘It’s not all about what I want.’ 

‘And it’s not all about what I want either,’ you replied swiftly. There was a defeated, slightly muffled sigh. ‘We’re in this together, Shuntarou, and we both know you’re not ready for children. You might never be. And that’s okay.’ 

Your voice was soft and comforting, yet tinged with sadness. There were no words I could offer that hadn’t already been spoken. 

‘And besides,’ you added. ‘I haven’t actually put my life on hold. You’re my life now, whether I like it or not. And I don’t want a family if it’s not with you.’

‘I…’ I swallowed, unable to find the right thing to say. The words disappeared as soon as I thought them.

‘I know,’ you said. ‘I love you too, Shuntarou.’ 

All at once, your voice, so calm and assured, expelled any lingering doubt in my mind. Just like the spring sunshine, gently melting the frosted landscape of my life. 

[idkanametoputhere]

hiya!

may i request the howswardens with an s/o who has suffered an accident and has been in a coma, and how they react when the s/o first awakens?

bonus if the first thing s/o says when they come back is the housewardens' name...

feel free to ignore if this makes u uncomfy, love ur works byeeee

first of all, hi, hello. secondly, thank uuu<3 and thirdly OMG I LOVE THIS IDEA THIS IS DEFINETLY MY CUP OF TEA SO, AHEM

future mid: I'm sorry but I didn't add idia or malleus, the latter cause I don't have any idea on how to write him and the former just cause I'm lazy (and he's the second most difficult to write out of the housewardens)

type: little angst/comfort(?)

pronouns: they/them

characters: housewardens (minus idia and malleus)

tw: being in a coma, probably a long ass post

masterlist&lt;3

riddle rosehearts

riddle was distraught when he found out his significant other was in a coma. and it was obvious

one second he was extremely strict with the rules, even worse than how he was before overblotting, going as far as to take someone's head for things that weren't even rules

the next second he was careless, indifferent, distant. the sadness was evident on his face and as much as he tried to put on a face that said that he was not affected, he was. oh trust me, he was

he wished he could visit his partner and stay by their side, but he was busy. being a housewarden and a model student came with a lot of work, so he had to settle for just visiting them once a day, or once every two days

he always asked the nurse about his partner's condition, he wanted -no scratch that- he needed to know how his partner was

he was so worried, the poor guy could not take his mind off his partner for a single second

and then a miracle happened, they woke up

he wasn't there when it happened, no

he and the rest of his dorm were holding an unbirthday party, as much as he didn't feel like doing that tradition is tradition

and then some random student came in, running through the gardens of heartslabyul and managing to irritate the housewarden with his rude interruption

"housewarden rosehearts!" said the student, bowing at the second year. "the nurse is asking to see you, they said it's urgent"

that sentence was enough for the guy to almost drop his teacup. riddle stood up and politely excused himself, leaving trey to be in charge of the party as he almost ran to the nurse's office. worry was bubbling inside of him. I mean, what if something happened to his beloved?

"excuse me" he said as he reached the nurse's office "you called for me" he asked, unable to mask his worry

"rosehearts! yes I did"

"they woke up and first thing they did was call out for you"

huh?

the boy was so shocked and so filled with emotions that he didn't even realize when the nurse led him to the bed of his significant other. and there they were, sitting up and drinking some water

"riddle!" was what snapped him out of his trance, a voice he hadn't heard in a while calling out to him. he said their name, still shocked as he sat down to a chair next to the bed and gently touched their arm, as if putting the slightest bit of pressure on them would put them back to sleep

but they hugged him, forcefully dragging him off the chair. and it was all too much, the poor boy started crying, small sobs escaping from his mouth. "please, tell me you are okay" he said as he held his partner, loving the feeling of an embrace that he would never take for granted ever again

leona kingcholar

it wasn't uncommon for the housewarden of savannaclaw to be staying in and not going to class, I mean c'mon, everyone knows that ruggie is the one running around doing any job that is asked of him

but what was uncommon was for him to be laying awake in bed, not sleeping just laying

if he slept he saw nightmares, his partner in a comma flat-lining, their heart not beating anymore. if he was awake he was worried, his mind running off to the worst case scenario

the nightmares were so realistic. many nights he woke up in cold sweat, panicking and his heart beating so fast it could break, not from love but from fear

before the accident he would find comfort in his lovers arms, cuddling with eachother as their worries faded into the air that was full of love

that feeling, that's the one he was afraid of losing

he tried to visit, he couldn't always visit but he tried to. he didn't stay for long though. he tried to but he just couldn't. the images from his nightmares were flooding his mind, making him unable to see his lover on their bed, or according to his dreams, their deathbed

and then one day, just as the nightmares startent intruding into his mind, just as he was about to leave, he heard some shuffling

once, twice, his partner moved three times before opening their eyes, the ones that looked at him with so much love

they blinked once, twice and then

"leona?"

that's the once he had missed so much. the one that would shoot playful remarks at him during the day, and sing heartfelt praises to him at night

but they hadnt seen him

they hadn't turned their head, they were just calling out to him

oh he was so relieved. he headed straight to his partner and hugged them, resting his chin on their shoulders as they were embracing one another

don't blame him though, he thought he lost one of the only people who seemed to find him important. he was never going to feel that fear of them leaving again

azul ashengrotto

azul was scared

his lover, his partner, the one accepted him and loved him in coma?

he was not good mentally. overworking himself as mich as his mind and body could handle, getting annoyed at any minor mistake the employees of monstro lounge made, locking himself in the VIP room and doing paperwork so much that environmentalists came for his ass for using so much paper

he was not doing so well

and his mental health was so bad that it even affected the leech twins, one constantly complaining about how irritable and "not fun" he was, while the other seeing it as inconvenient

he didn't visit his partner, he wanted to but he was scared. scared that one day he'd walk in the room and see his lover dead, their face way paler than it's usual colour, their chest now still, no air going in their lungs

and one day there's a knock on his VIP room, the vice of octavenille walking in. Azul was annoyed, he wanted no interruption from his work

jade took a second to look at his housewarden, dark circles underneath his eyes, which were red from the lack of sleep, his posture bad from how bad his limps hurt

and then he heard the news. apparently his significant other was awake. he stormed out of the lounge the second he heard that, not believing until he actually saw it

and when he arrived the nurse wasn't there, only the assistant being there. they pointed at a chair for him to sit at as they told him to wait for their partner's check up to be finished

"you know, they asked about you the second they woke up" spoke the assistant as they looked between a computer screen and a notebook they were writing in

"excuse me?"

"yeah, they opened their eyes and as we rushed in to check up on them they asked were you were"

the boy was shocked

did you really think so highly of him that your first instict upon waking up was calling him? was he really that worthy?

and then his trail of thought was cut short by the nurse stepping in and telling him he can go visit his beloved

and we'll, you can imagine how that ended up. lets just say there was a lot of tears and meaningful, long lasting embraces

kalim al-asim

POOR KALIM

the sweet boy was heartbroken. his tears flowed like a river at anything and everything that reminded him of his beloved sunshine

during the day he spent as much time as he could by his partner's side, until jamil pulled him off of that god forsaken chair next by the bed of the comatosed person

at some nights, whenever he managed not to get noticed by the vice housewarden, he snuck out and went on long carpet rides, just like he used to do with his partner

he was horrified

the mere thought of his partner never waking up again petrified him, making cold sweat run down his forehead and tears blur his vision

but one day, as jamil was at basketball club practice, when he was supposed to be practicing with his club, he had skipped to be with his partner

his eyes were closed but puffy from all the tears, his hand on his partner's bed as he sat on the chair he had grown oh-so familiar with, the slumber caused by the exhaustion of the crying he did

"..lim?"

"kalim?"

at first he thought it was jamil, or maybe the nurse that was waking him up. but hold up. he knew that soft voice. it was raspier than normal, but that was definetly the voice he knew and loved

so when he opened his ruby eyes just to see his partner staring back at him, awake? he was crying, someone had opened the faucet of the tears of joy and relief

that day he didn't let his partner go until he was forcefully pulled away from them. after that he spoiled them rotten, making up for all th gifts he couldn't give to them

vil schoenheit

another one who filled his schedule to the brim

acting offers? accepted

they want him on a commercial? he's getting ready

he has to fly out for something? he has already packed his suitcase

at first glance he seems unaffected. he just happens to coincidentally be way busier nowadays. but you know, normal actor stuff

of course that didn't fool the vice housewarden of pomefiore, who was growing more and more worried about his gorgeous housewarden even day. he'll even vil's manager was worried

and vil was barely even seen at campus anymore, too busy with his career

he didn't visit. he couldn't bring himself to do it. so he put up that "unaffected" facade, but everyone could notice his smile faltering for a second when he was asked about his lover

and then, during a photoshoot he gets a call from rook, the latter telling him that his partner had woken up and was looking for him

he didn't care about anything else. he dropped whatever he was doing and got back to nrc as quickly as he could

when he arrived back and found his partner he hugged them tightly, he didn't say anything nor did he cry, but his embrace was strong enough to let his lover know that he never wanted either of them to go through that ever again

a/n: I got a tinyyyy bit carried away lol

[panda-puma]

(I am sorry in advance, because you unlocked a ramble I've had in me since I saw Zoro and realised that Oda looked at the Cool Manga Dude Archetype and said "no" and made our Mossball capable of wide, wide smiles (which are apparently lost post-timeskip but that I ignore, I am not looking, I am still pre-timeskip, I am soaking every smile and grin) 300+ chapters in and I still am riding the high of love at first sight, when it comes to OP. one day I might find flaws but for now it is perfection incarnate 😂😂😂)

aw, it's sad hearing how the anime kills characterizations. especially with core characters. Nami disgusted by Sanji!? c'mon, why would you do that, anime-writers 😭

to taint any relationship in OP, where the relationships are what makes it such a good read 😭

it's true that when Sanji gets more spicy, what makes his reaction tolerable is how the girls just shrug it off. they care not! they feel safe around him! Nami pranced around him in bikini, and our boy was more interested at first in flowers 😭

thank you so much for movie recommendations! ❤❤❤

I absolutely adore the story and the characters! and the writing! I've cried like a baby while reading OP more times than I've had while consuming any other media. it just hits you in the heart with sniper accuracy ❤😭 and then makes you cackle like a witch. rinse and repeat. i love it.

(reactions still dictated by the story up to the very start of Impel Down) I'm still trying to fully put my finger on what exactly makes me love OP that much but I think that what gets is how much trust there is between the characters. how easy they love each other. (Zoro and Luffy? dear god, they are so good. 100% trust.) and how silly they can get. It's rare that I love absolutely everybody, yet here I am: I'm collecting my silly little boys and girls like pokemon. I will catch em all. gimme more.

I cannot get enough how emotive the characters are. when they smile it lits up the sky. when they cry I cry with them. when they goof off I watch them fondly but when shit hits the fan, I read with baited breath how my silly little goobers get serious. there is a whole rainbow of emotions and I adore it.

(Sorry for taking so long to answer! this month went by extremely fast ;v;UUu if i take too long to reply you can talk to me privately too, i don't mind!)

Don't apologize for passionately loving things! It's the best way of living! ❤

Oda writes characters so well, that even in their comical exaggeration, still feel like real people to me. Everything is for a reason, even the dumbness (that i absolutely love xD it's just amazing to me that even that has its reasons and wraps so well with everything)

And yes, sadly the Anime really kills characterization... Nami and Sanji's relationship is completely changed. They are not really friends in the Anime. Nami is not kind, ever, and Sanji is just interested in her as a sexy object. They are not friendly with each other... when in the Manga is obvious that they are friendly and chill most of the time.

Sanji adores her, yes, but in the Manga he is not just there to be her slave and please her. He has dreams and a beautiful relationship with Luffy too, something that the Anime decides to completely erase from existence...

The Anime transforms all the characters into one note (the one that they decide is funny for children or to sell merch): Nami is the girl who only screams and hits the others, Sanji is just the pervert idiot who fights all the time, Luffy is just an ugly goofball with nothing between his ears, Zoro is serious guy who is the comical relief and screams all the time, Chopper is a baby, Robin is a mysterious woman (who gets jealous of Chopper paying attention to other women)... etc etc etc

They are so reduced to this roles, that when something they can not edit out of the original story (because it's an pivot point in the story) happens, it even looks out of character!

Of course a lot of this is also amped up by the amount of continuous filler the Anime has, where they just butcher the characters even more...

It's a lot of work and as you see I am a slow writer xDu but I really want to get deeper into writing about how the differences matter a lot.

I hope you've continued with your reading and have even more to share! OvO please feel free to talk to me again

Again: very sorry for taking so long to answer ;v;U my audhd threw me off everything very hard this past month

And finally I don't really agree with what people say about Zoro losing his smile post time-skip... at least in the Manga! The Anime can look like he doesn't smile so much anymore, i guess...

I feel like Zoro's default expression is calmer after the time-skip ^^ you can see how he is not frowning all the time like before, and he still has his cool smiles!

Beware a bit of Spoiler ahead!

Have some non-very-spoilerish images of him smiling post-time skip, just in the first arc post time-skip:

[kaitoujokerscans]

Get Back Hachi’s Memories! CH10 (END)

<10> Though the Cup May Be Broken

"Uuu... unfh..." Hachi slowly opened his eyes to a room filled with soft light. His head felt dull, as if he'd been sleeping for days on end. It felt like there were heavy waves of lead sloshing about in his skull.

"Ungh..." Hachi groaned again before checking his surroundings. He knew this place. He was lying on an aqua-colored sofa. He could hear the glugging of a coffee maker from behind the kitchen counter. This was the living room of the airship Sky Joker.

"Hosshi!" Something flumped onto Hachi's stomach. Hosshi beamed at him. Its expression looked like it was welcoming him back... but that was just Hachi's misinterpretation.

"Hosshi hosshi hosshi!" Hosshi kept mewing, as if begging for something.

"Okay, okay. You want konpeito, Hosshi?" Hachi slowly got up and took a divided jar of konpeito out of the cabinet.

"Hosshi♪" Hosshi joyfully started to munch on the candy.

"Took you long enough. You're finally up?"

Hachi stared blankly at the boy in the red suit who had just come down the hallway. "........."

A moment passed.

"...Hachi?" The boy looked worried for a moment before Hachi spoke.

"Joker-san, good morning. Was I asleep?"

"......" Joker looked like he wanted to say something, but he twirled around and kept talking with his back to Hachi. "Y-Yeah... It's already nighttime! You dozed off for a while!"

"I'm sorry. My head kind of feels heavy..."

"...Well, it's fine. You must've been really tired." Joker turned back around and grinned. It was his usual mischievous smile. "I went ahead and made dinner. You wanna eat?"

"Huh...? Hachi's eyes went wide with surprise. He looked over the back of the sofa and saw that there was dinner already prepped on the table. There was freshly-cooked rice, a platter of fried foods, salad topped with apples, and a steaming hot bowl of miso soup.

"HUH!? You made this, Joker-san!?"

"Yup. I can do it when I try."

Hachi leapt up and dashed over to the table. He hopped into a chair, surveyed the table, and once more exclaimed in amazement. "Wow, this is wonderful!"

"C'mon, let's eat!"

"Okay! Dinner time it is!"

Joker and Hachi faced each other and began to eat together. It was how they usually ate dinner, hardly any different at all.

"That was delicious, Joker-san!"

"Yeah, it was."

"Hosshi!"

Joker smiled softly. The food tasted better than usual, and it probably wasn't just his imagination. The three of them enjoyed a peaceful moment together.

Eventually, Joker spoke. "By the way, Hachi, do you remember?"

"Hm? Remember what?"

"Y'know, uh..." Joker stuttered. Then he spoke freely as if a load had been taken off his mind. "Well, whatever. I'm headed out to a job tonight."

"Ohh, you're going out to steal a new treasure! What is it this time?"

"This time it's... uhh..." As Joker tried to remember, there was an electronic ding from the game console left on the edge of the table.

"Hm?" Joker opened up the lid and instantly went pale. "What!? My Battle Smasher 3 save data's gone! W-What happened!?" Joker frantically started to mess around with the console. Watching him, Hachi gave a little sigh.

"Argh... Joker-san, would you like some tea?"

"Yeah, please," said Joker, eyes fixed on the tablet screen.

Hachi picked up Joker's teacup. "Ah... this is..."

It was a brown, misshapen teacup. There were white letters reading "Joker-san, Happy Birthday!" on it. It was Hachi's handwriting. Hachi had stealthily made it for Joker's birthday. But for some reason, the cup was glued together in places. It looked like it had been broken, then fixed.

Just then, a spark of light zipped through Hachi's brain. "!..."

Joker noticed that Hachi was staring at the teacup and turned to face him. "What's wrong, Hachi?"

"Um... this..."

"Yeah, you gave me that one."

"Huh... ah, that's right. It's a little early, but happy birthday, Joker-san!"

"Yeah, thanks."

Teacup in hand, Hachi walked to the kitchen. Watching him from behind, Joker thought to himself. He'd used the ceramic glue that came out of Hosshi's egg to fix the teacup in a jiffy, but Hachi hadn't reacted to it. So Hachi didn't remember that he'd lost his memory.

Which means Hachi must not remember what I whispered to him before...

Okay, it's better that way.

Joker patted his own chest in relief, just before hearing a voice from the kitchen. "Really, Joker-san!?"

"Huh?" Joker sprinted over to the kitchen and found Hachi with his hands on his hips, staring at him. In his hands were empty frozen food bags and prepackaged food containers from the grocery store.

"Ah, you found out."

"Good grief... ready-made food is fine and all, but you have to toss the containers right away. If you just leave them around, they'll start to smell. It's not sanitary," scolded Hachi as he speedily cleaned up the kitchen.

"Haha, my bad. Sorry," Joker casually apologized, feeling somehow relieved.

"Geez... if you'd just apologized nicely from the start, we wouldn't have had to go through all of that."

"Huh?"

Joker gave Hachi a dumbfounded stare. As he rinsed dishes, Hachi spoke with a mischievous smile. "I just remembered."

"What?"

"What you told me before."

"What the..."

Yes, Hachi had remembered. When Joker was trying to force-feed Hachi the curry, he'd told him  "It drives me crazy when you're not around. I'm sorry," and apologized...

"Because you told me that, all my hate for Phantom Thief Joker up and vanished. I'm sorry about that, Joker-san," Hachi said, bowing his head.

"Er... well, it's okay. You're back to normal now." Joker scratched his cheek.

Hachi lifted his head, looked up at Joker, and gave a smile. "But Joker-san, you really do need me around, right?"

"Ngh..." Joker avoided eye contact.

"Right, Joker-san?" Hachi narrowed his eyes  and smiled up gleefully at Joker.

"Rrghh... enough! Anyway, the treasure! We're headed out!"

"Eeeeh? But we just had dinner! And besides, what about your save data?"

"Well, it's all gone. But all I have to do is restart from the beginning. Long as I remember, I can redo it however many times it takes!" Joker grinned at Hachi.

"Yes, you're right about that!"

"Come on then, if we drag our feet too long, Spade or Queen are gonna beat us to the punch!" Joker wrapped his cape around him and put on his silk hat. Hosshi bounded up beside him.

"Hosshi♪

Joker turned toward Hachi and exclaimed as usual, "Let's go! Don't dawdle, Hachi!"

"Okay!" Hachi responded enthusiastically and ran after him.

The two of them exited onto the Sky Joker's deck, where the brilliant city lights flickered below. They inflated Balloon Gum and gently lifted off into the dark of night.

"All right, let's go get some treasure! Welcome to the shining night!" Joker's voice rang louder than usual in the clear air. The round moon glowed everlastingly in the night sky...

FIN

Get Back Hachi’s Memories!

Author: Naohiro Fukushima

Original Work: Hideyasu Takahashi

Thanks for reading!

[toujokaname]

Seisoukan☆Test of Courage Night / Episode 1

Author: Yuumasu

Characters: Tomoya, Tsumugi, Sora, Wataru, Mayoi, Shinobu

"Going to a summer festival with Chief...?!"

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Season: Summer Location: Dead End Café

End of September, at the "Dead End Café" after closing.

Tomoya: Cheers~♪ Good job, everybody.

Since the opening event wasn't too long ago, I was a bit worried about the success of this event too.

I'm glad this event went as well as the last one. Thanks to the new members, Aoba-senpai and Harukawa ♪

Tsumugi: Fufu. I'm thankful for Anzu-chan's leadership and fortunate timing~

The concept of this café is that a girl wanders into the "world of the dead" and is served by dead waiters—

I was asked to serve as a "Magician of the Dead". Luckily, Sora-kun and I had some free time in our schedules.

It's a pity that only Natsume-kun couldn't join us because of his work.

I'm sure he wanted to be here. This morning, he said to me, "It's not Fair that you get to work with Wataru-niisan."

Sora: HaHa~♪ Didn't Shishou sneak into the café?

Tsumugi: Eh, really?!

Wataru: Yes, he made a brief appearance but had to leave because he was on the move.

Sora: When he saw Sora and Daishishou entertaining the guests, he praised them, saying, "You're doing a great Job" ♪

Tsumugi: Is that so? Jeez, I wish he would talk to me too.

Tomoya: I was nearby and suggested, "why don't we call Aoba-senpai over?"

But, since you seemed busy, I was rejected.

Tsumugi: Was that Natsume-kun trying to be considerate? Anyway, I'll call him later.

Mayoi: Chief, Anzu-san, I apologize for keeping you waiting so long...

Shinobu: Mayoi-dono, there is no need to worry, de gozaru.

I was curious to see what dish you'd create while having a pleasant chat with Anzu-dono!

Mayoi: To be the subject of conversation... I'm afraid I might disappoint expectations.

Shinobu: Ohh, it's your special omurice, de gozaru!

Anzu-dono's prediction came true, huh~ Well done ♪

Mayoi: I-Is that so... It's the same as last time, I apologize for my lack of artistic flair.

I did consider trying a different dish, but the sight of you enjoying it so deliciously remained vividly in my heart...

...Huh? You wanted to eat it again? "That's why I'm happy you made omurice", um...

I'm honored to hear you say that. Yes, please enjoy your meal...♪

Shinobu: I had no idea that Anzu-dono, who has a small appetite, could eat so vigorously. You must have really wanted to eat Mayoi-dono's omurice~♪

...Hmm? Is there another reason you're eating in such a hurry, de gozaru?

Mayoi: Eh, do you have to work after this?

I'm sorry for making you wait so long, I didn't know that...!

Wataru: Not to worry, Anzu-san will be whisked away in my personal hot air balloon. We shall take a magnificent flight to the site...☆

Tomoya: Does that mean you also have work after this, Hibiki-senpai?

And yet you took on the "Dead End Café" project. That's amazing.

Wataru: Fufufu. My disposition is such that the busier I am, the merrier I am.

Anzu-san seems to have finished her meal, so we will leave you first.

Until we meet again, farewell...☆

Tsumugi: Yes, thanks for your hard work ♪ Good luck with your next job, Anzu-chan!

Tsumugi: ...Oh, no.

Tomoya: What's wrong, Aoba-senpai?

Tsumugi: I asked Ritsu-kun to come up with a recipe for the Dead End Pie, and there's a bit leftover that I wanted to give to Anzu-chan.

Looks like they've already left... We have no choice but to eat them ourselves.

Tomoya: I see. I'll go get a knife and plates for everyone!

Tsumugi: Thank you very much. Hehe, Mashiro-kun is such a nice and thoughtful boy.

Shinobu: Speaking of thoughtfulness, Mayoi-dono really shone today, de gozaru.

Although your main role was behind the scenes, you occasionally came forward and engaged with the customers, right?

Mayoi: D-Did you see it?

That was, well, um, it seemed like there weren't enough servers, so... Uuu, how shameful.

Shinobu: It is nothing to be ashamed of. I, for one, am impressed by your growth, de gozaru.

Despite your fright, you seemed to enjoy interacting with them.

Mayoi: I was so focused on work that I didn't have time to spare, and I was only smiling half-heartedly...

But now that it's over, I feel like it was enjoyable, even the customer service...♪

Shinobu: Mhm. I thought it might be tough for someone shy, so I didn't bring it up, but... If I had known, I would have invited you to the summer events, de gozaru~

Mayoi: Summer events?

Shinobu: Yes! Like a summer festival, or a test of courage...

Mayoi: Going to a summer festival with Chief...?!

(Uuu, but, I'm not good with crowds...)

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[astraystayyh]

Hi! How are u?

I came across your song series yesterday, and by now I've devoured all of it, plus a few more other fics you've made. I just wanted to say how amazing is your work. Your writing resonates with me, your character (y/n) also do that like no one else can. Like in the Seungmin version of the song series, I felt that. It was like that moment a light bulb turn on and you're like "oh, I understand how it is to feel like that"

You also write the boys amazingly well. It's always a pleasure to find works who depicts them well - or at least close to what I imagine of them.

You write sweetly, softly and caring. It's warming, it's like my heart flutters with it. It's how I wanted to write (unfortunately I am too bad at that lol). It also feels like... I'm not sure, I can't find the words (english is not my first language, so sorry TuT), but it's like poetry? I hope it makes sense. It's really meaningful.

I tipped you on ko-fi. I wish I could tip more, but... Yeah, conversion is a bitch.

I hope you don't stop writing! But if you want to, that's ok too. I just want you to enjoy it. Because I enjoyed reading it.

Take care, ok? Have a good day 😊

hiii angel im good how are uuu!!

im so happy you enjoyed reading the song series 🥹🥹 especially the seung fic since that one was pretty personal,,, it's always an honor when someone says that they relate to my characters so thank u for sharing this with me :')))

and thank youuu so much for saying such sweet things about my works ��😭😭😭😭😭 it truly warms my heart beyond belief thank u for making writing such an enjoyable experience and for tipping me ☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️ ur my first ever tip it's such a surreal feeling that u appreciated my works this much :')))) if u have any drabble idea in mind dm it to mee and i can write it for uuuu as a thank u hehehe

[lonesomedotmp3]

tagged by @gaygaius to post ten songs on shuffle thank uuu helena :) doing my on repeat because my liked songs are a mess...

1. vicious by sabrina carpenter. craziest shit ever. why aren't we talking about this.

2. emily i'm sorry by boygenius <3

3. tornado warnings by sabrina carpenter 🫣

4. direct address by lucy dacus...

5. no big deal (I love you) by dodie. IT'S NOT THAT I WOULDN'T SAY IT FIRST CAUSE I WOULD!!!

6. sugar at the bottom by hayley kiyoko 😁🥂

7. bet u wanna by sabrina carpenter. again 🙏

8. because I liked a boy... SORRY for being diehard emails I can't send enjoyer. there's nothing else to be happy about in this damn world ok

9. sway by dean martin which is only on here because I listened to it like twelve times in a row a few days ago. I just think it's a sexy little number sue me!!

10. gimmie love by crj thank GOD that this made it onto the list. I love music!!!

ummm tagging @thejugheadparadox @americanphysco @lucydacusgirl if they'd like to do it 😁🫶

[shirayuricky]

(aa im glad your tests ended😄 i bet you did well!)

thank uuu and thanks for the pics ah he looked so CUTE and squishable on that hoodie!#!%@

holding hands and hearing his little whimpers AND SEEING HIS SOFT CHEEKS TURN RED WHAT AAHSHDJS IM GOING INSANE 😭😭😭😭 he's such a good boy😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 like isn't he the cutest person in the world :( i love him smmm even when having hard thoughts i cant help but thinking of him so lovingly i wish he was my boyfie i would take rlly good care of him i just wanna kiss all of his puffy face IM DYING ☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️ my babieiieeeeee

sorry I'm absolutely delusional.

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🍄 anon, this is a safe space for people to be ✨ delusional ✨AND YES he's such a lovely and sweet boy :((( might write sub! gunwook but i'll only do sub! idol by request! because by default, i do sub! reader.

btw, i'm taking a hiatus from writing starting today because my final exams are like a month away...and starting the 30th of september i won't be here, so if you wanna have a chit chat...this weekend would be fine!

[sushi-guro]

Could I get playlist for Yuta Okkotsu playlist? Thank uuu <333

love is the most twisted curse of them all - a yuta okkotsu inspired playlist

i'm sorry, did i scare you?

Dark Red - Steve Lacy

Something bad is 'bout to happen to me I don't know it, but I feel it coming Might be so sad, might leave my nose running I just hope she don't wanna leave me

Don't you give me up, please don't give up Honey, I belong with you, and only you, baby Only you, my girl, only you, babe

Them Changes - Thundercat

Nobody move, there's blood on the floor And I can't find my heart Where did it go? Did I leave it in the cold? So please give it back, 'cause it's not yours to take It must've fell when I lost my mind Deep in the cut, drowning in a pain Somebody help, 'cause I can't find my way Nobody move, nobody move

Little Dark Age - MGMT

Just know that if you hide, it doesn't go away

<demons> - Kim Petras

The spirits are living in the house possessed They never existed in physical form They only exist in spirit form It′s true evil Demons

Close Eyes (Slowed + Reverb) - DVRST

Doomed - Bring Me The Horizon

So leave a light on, I'm coming home It's getting darker, but I'll carry on The sun don't shine, but it never did And when it rains, it fucking pours, but I think I like it And you know that I'm in love with the mess, I think I like it

Soft Universe - AURORA

Chaos came, we laid our head Down on the feather cotton bed You find a heart and catch your breath Let the universe go red Speak to me, speak to me With love in your words Make for me, make for me A soft universe

Pacify Her - Melanie Martinez

And loving her seems tiring So boy, just love me, down, down, down

Follow You - Bring Me The Horizon

So you can drag me through hell If it meant I could hold your hand I will follow you 'cause I'm under your spell And you can throw me to the flames I will follow you, I will follow you

Anobrain - The 1975

Man, I'm so high I think I love you And I was thinking 'bout leaving again It all depends, are we just friends? And can you leave a little bit of your K? For you, babe, it's anobrain

Notion - The Rare Occasions

Oh, back when I was younger, was told by other youngsters That my end will be torture beneath the earth 'Cause I don't see what they see, when death is staring at me I see a window, a limit, to live it, or not at all

Brutal - Olivia Rodrigo

And I'm so sick of 17 Where's my fucking teenage dream? If someone tells me one more time "Enjoy your youth, " I'm gonna cry And I don't stick up for myself I'm anxious and nothing can help And I wish I'd done this before And I wish people liked me more

All I did was try my best This the kind of thanks I get? Unrelentlessly upset (ah, ah, ah) They say these are the golden years But I wish I could disappear Ego crush is so severe God, it's brutal out here (Yeah!)

Bring Me To Life - Evanescence

Wake me up inside (save me) Call my name and save me from the dark (wake me up) Bid my blood to run (I can't wake up) Before I come undone (save me) Save me from the nothing I've become

BURN IT DOWN - Linkin Park

And you were there at the turn Caught in the burning glow And I was there at the turn Waiting to let you know

We're building it up to break it back down We're building it up to burn it down We can't wait to burn it to the ground

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a/n: a bit of angst here, a bit of angsty romance there and a bunch of emo hero fighting anthems <3 let me know what you think!

reblogs are always appreciated 👉👈

check this if you wanna request a playlist too🌻

[glazelilyy]

Hii I've just been reading ur works recently and I just wanna say, my love for genshin has only grown because of ur writings 🤧 thank you so much 💖, idk if this is an ask, but i just had an idea. It's a hurt/comfort with a lil bit of angst, so what if childe dies because of his delusion at some point in the future, and his s/o who is immortal eventually gets in a relationship with zhongli after a few years and then they find out that childe signed a contract with zhongli so that he'll be sure that his s/o will be safe even though he's already gone. I just can't stop thinking about how it would go like the s/o would genuinely love childe and zhongli but in a different way since zhongli and childe have different vibes and personalities. Yea this has been a long thought thank you for reading this and I'm sorry in advance for the hurtful story 🤧😭

hi there!! first off, thank you for the compliments uuu /)\\\(\ excuse me while i roll around and be flustered for a minute LOL/pos. second, i'm not sure if this is a request or not, but my general requests are closed right now (but open for dendro archon!reader x scaramouche requests if anyone's interested!!).

i did want to add my own two cents to this idea: cause BOY is it angsty WHEWW nonnie your mind is INCREDIBLE :D

childe was like a pleasant dream; the reader can taste him on their tongue but recalling memories of him can be difficult and some gaps are hard for them to fill in. they loved him recklessly and instinctively because they knew their time together was limited.

zhongli on the other hand is like a routine: as habitual as putting sugar in tea. their love is so domestic and feels comfortable. there's a sense of stability that didn't exist with childe.

and yet reader loves both of these men (like you said), in different ways. AAA THE HEARTBREAK ty for this yummy brain food nonnie i will cherish it very much hehe >:)

[sword-brainrot]

Oh, um! May I request a matchup? I know these can be draining to do so feel free to skip me if you want!!

So, um hi! Im a 19 yo translation student! Everyone uses she/her when talking to me, but you can use whatever you like, I dont mind pronouns! Im really shy and kinda anxious when talking to people, but I'm completely see-through ;; cant tell a lie to save my life haha Im super curious abt practically anything and I love to learn new things! When I have to get work done, I make sure it looks shiny and perfect! (even tough I procastinate on it until there's almost no time left,,,,) I prefer indoors because loud sounds make me somewhat panicky??;;;; and in my free time I play games, learn useless stuff and sleep... y'know, the usual ^^;

As for what I'd like in a parter.... I want someone who cares about me ;; I know it may be a bit too much but I guess I can dream right? :') As for myself,,,, idk id be a completely mess ;; Im good at listening I think! but when it comes to affection Im at a loss and I just get embarrassed,,,, I blush at everything and when Im put in a spot I try to laugh it off ;;

Um, also... Im sure you already noticed but I have some self issues so you may want to take this into consideration???? maybe???? Im sorry I had to bring this up;;; i tought it could help you get a better picture of myself haha???? uuu;; (um also i apologize for this huge wall of text, i know its all over the place.... dont know how to organize it;;;;)

Oh, and I don't care about sword types nor I have a preference! I love all the slashy boys equally ♡

Thank you for taking the time to read this, I really appreciate it 💖💖

Oh I would never skip your request! If I ever get drained, I would take a small break. I wanna do your requests dear! Feel free to request as much as you want, I have a blast whenever I can write and make someone smile because of it. Don't worry about bothering me or anything, seeing requests always makes me smile and excited to write 💖🌺

I Match You With...

🌸 Ishikirimaru 🌸

♡  Ishikirimaru is a very calm and friendly guy, he would understand very well how scary social interaction can be for some people. He would never push you too far and make sure he knows your limits. He would offer you to have tea with him or help him clean just so you both can bond together and let you know what he does want to be around you. He doesn't mind if you don't talk much because you are shy! Ishikirimaru doesn't talk too much in general but doesn't mind starting the conversation and having a short discussion about things that may interest you or your thoughts on things.

♡  Don't worry about ever making him angry or annoyed, it is very hard to do that. He is very easy going and cares a lot about other people. The only way he would ever get actually angry at you is if you say something insensitive about how people's lives in war don't matter or something along those lines. He was a sword kept in a temple that often got prayed to for healing the warriors who came back from battle with deadly wounds. That is the only thing that would actually get under his skin. He cares a lot about the people around him and even the people he doesn't know, he prays for all of their well beings. Even yours. He cares about you a lot as well and will tell you often that you matter to everyone. He is aware that you would never say something to upset him on purpose. As long as the two of you talk it out and apologize to each other, he will forget it even happened. He wouldn't let one slip of the tongue to ruin the relationship.

♡  He tries hard to make sure he never upsets anyone and thinks over his words carefully, but even he makes mistakes and words don't come out how they planned. He will make the most effort to apologize and make sure his words didn't hurt you badly. If they did, he would spend hours on end talking it out and making sure you know that he would never mean anything that would hurt you. He cares about you a lot and your smile is his favorite.

♡  Ishikirimaru might be a little pushy when you talk badly about yourself. He loves everything about you and it hurts him when you think you are lesser than everyone. He will often try to stop you before you go too far with talking down upon yourself and give you plenty of compliments, even if they embarrass you. He wants you to know that you are deserving of love and that you are much better than you give yourself credit for. You have your own talents and people cherish you for being you. They want you in their life because you are you.

♡  "Aruji, I haven't been human long but I understand that being human is a complicated task. The mind can be a cruel one and the deadliest thing to our souls. My words may not mean much but please trust me when I say that you like you for you. You will see things you do not like about yourself because you are stuck with yourself constantly so you will pick up things that others will not. We are all hard on ourselves. Life is even worse on us. So take a deep breath and let yourself receive a little kindness. You deserve it. You give out so much to everyone so you need to know that it is okay to love things about yourself and be proud of who you are. You will make mistakes and not everyone will be your friend but that is okay, because you are human and you have your own life. Surround yourself with people that will love and appreciate you for who you are now. I love and appreciate you for who you are, aruji. So.. Don't be so hard on yourself, alright? It hurts my fragile heart when I see you beat yourself up for small mistakes. It's okay to stumble at times, just get up again... okay? I'll lend you my hand as well."

♡  As you can tell, Ishikirimaru is a very good listener. His whole life as a sword was to listen to those of the pained and give guidance. Even if he couldn't exactly do that in his sword form, he can do that now! He will listen to everything you have to say. Don't be shy to ramble to him. He will give you a happy smile as he listens. Tell him about the things that make you happy, what make you angry, what makes you laugh, and what makes you sad. Ishikirimaru will be right by your side, offering tea and a shoulder if you need it. You aren't alone and he will make sure you know that you don't have to face these thoughts alone.

♡  Just as how you are see through and can't lie, Ishikirimaru has a similar issue. He has a very hard time ever lying and chooses to never lie. The only time he will lie is if it is to protect others. He will often put himself in the painful position in missions so others don't have to face the hardship. He tries to not do it often because he knows that people care about him and he doesn't have to face things alone, but he would rather not see anyone sad if he can help it!

♡  He finds your embarrassed face the cutest thing in the world. Don't be scared to tell him to stop if the compliments become too much for you to handle! He will laugh it off and apologize for going too far with his comments. As stated above, he doesn't lie. So just know that every compliment he gives you is a very sincere comment that he means with his whole heart. Ishikirimaru doesn't need much affection, as long as you show that you simply care about him, he is happy. He would like to hold your hand from time to time but otherwise, he wouldn't force you to do anything you don't wish to do. Go at your own pace in the relationship, he won't rush you!

♡  Ishikirimaru will tell you anything you wish to learn! He might not have a library of knowledge of the past due to being stuck in a shrine for most of his life but he had also studied and learned about the history he came from. If you take an interest in his prayers and religion, he would gladly tell you all the tales he is aware of and teach you the cleansing sermon he often does to give positive spiritual energy. It is something that brings him peace of mind and makes him happy to talk about, so if you are willing to learn about what makes him who he is today and what makes him happy, he would be overjoyed to share all his knowledge to you.

♡  He understands very well the appeal of getting work done to the best of your ability and making it look the best you can. He wouldn't label himself a perfectionist but he does want to do the best he can. Often with cleaning. You will often see him stuck in a room all day because he wants to make sure it is spotless before he comes out and continues work else where. Though... by the time he is done... It is dinner time. Perhaps the two of you could work together and get work done to the point you are both happy with it.

♡  Ishikirimaru is also someone who happens to stay inside for the most part. The only time he goes outside would be to enjoy tea in the sun or if he has to work the field/horse keeping. Ishikirimaru is a very soft spoken and gentle man so you don't have to worry about him every raising his voice and scaring you. If there is ever a loud noise, whether it is other swords or a storm outside, he will gently hold your hand and try to calm you down. He will assure you that it's okay to not like loud noises but he will make sure that nothing hurts you. He will even try to lead you away to somewhere that may be a little more quiet. Giving you a distraction to get your mind off the noise. He wants nothing more than you to feel comfortable and safe.

♡  Depending on the game, he may want to play with you! He tends to like card games even though he is very easy to read and often loses. He tends to laugh about it after when he realizes that he was accidentally showing his hand every time he set down his cards to get a sip of tea. If it's video games, he would prefer to just watch you play and talk to you while you enjoy the game. He isn't the biggest fan but still enjoys to watch! Ishikirimaru is a pretty good teacher! So if you wish to study with him, he would be flattered that you wished to study with him out of everyone. He is very understanding that some material is hard to memorize out of no where. He would just softly correct you and tell you to work on it a little more. He rewards you with sweets every time you do really well on any test he gives you to test how much you remember.

♡  Ishikirimaru would be the most understanding and gentle partner. He wants nothing more than you being comfortable and happy. He would work hard on you slowly forgiving yourself when you make a mistake and love yourself a little more. He would never give up on you and be there if you ever needed.

[nicecarito]

Something I wanted to say since I started being in this fandom....

The most people who ever tried to -cancel- me and talked behind my back without face me directly, the 90% have been Americans... And I say it, cuz it's like super wtf how latin americans, europeans or Asiatics fans treat me so nicely and these fellas are like if they wear a Monk attire from the Inquisition.

(not all Americans of course, I have very good friends and wonderful followers who are from America , such sweeties, so I will not generalist as everyone, let's just focus on the meanies, unfortunately , the meanies that I had to deal with are from there )

(I actually know which artists were the ones who dared to say bad stuff about me without even daring to face and know me as a person... I will only give you this ...🙃 Have a wonderful day!)

The worst thing they ever said is that I draw CP Like, when in my fucking life. I have two kids at home! I have raised them, I was a mother figure to them, I am a kids teacher too and I love my kids so much so YOU making such rumor hurts me a lot ... Not all the world is America, so we don't see some stuff like u do.

How they can assume that shit of someone when I had to give my life to two boys. Really these guys taking to serious the freaking fiction it's a pain in the ass... Then... That I pro-incest. NO, MOTHERFUCKERS, u really have a big imagination! Please give me some cuz Sometimes I have a lack of imagination and I can't draw anything!!

That I draw Mug and Cup well I do have a story about it... Forgive cuz my NATIVE LANGUAGE IT'S SPANISH

When the very first trailer of Cuphead came out (the black and white one) and WHEN MY ENGLISH WASN'T STILL GOOD and nobody knows they were siblings at least not me I said, oh two cute cups, I will ship them :$

Like, it's not like I could find more information, I couldn't read it anyway and the spanish information about the game was alway "Two BEST FRIENDS TRYING TO GET THEIR SOULS BACK" so well,Sorry for that I guess??

Then time passed and then the game came out and well tadaaaah they are siblings

And I waS Like "SHIT! WHY ALL THE SUDDEN?! well, I don't think it's a big deal, I still have my headcanons where they aren't siblings at all and I always drew them As adults (THEY ARE KIDULTS BY THE WAY),well not big deal after all .....THEY ARE TWO CUISINE UTENSILS AND NOT HUMANS AND NOT REAL PEOPLE SO..."

But UUUUF NOOOH how dare uuu ,Carito, you are the worst person of the world , let's try to cancel u so you will learn to not draw two utensils kissing cuz they come from the same ceramic oven :)))

If you are gonna give me the excuse that fiction alterate reality or something of that style.... Well, in that case I will try to cancel EVERYONE WHO DRAW ASSASSINATION, MAFIOUS STUFF, CHILD VIOLENCE, DRUGS, AND ALL THE BAD STUFF OF THE MOTHER FUCKER WORLD, and cuz I unfortunately been witness of all of it ... I saw two murders in my life that was about drug dealing, narcos and I sadly saw child abuse to the point of super strong violence.... in my family there’s stories of violations between familiars, so sad.

-But one thing isn't that bad than the other >:U- (a real excuse that I got)

.... ARE YOU SERIOUS?! don't try to put a parameter to height if something is less bad or viceversa, THAT is stupid and hypocrite. Things are bad and POINT. BUT

I'm not going to cancel someone who decide to get into that MATURE THEMES to tell a story!

Because if you are mature enough to make a big difference between reality and fiction then you will enjoy the story, you will understand the concept of the story, why the artist decided to choose these themes for their story, etc...

That's why Something called MATURE ADVERTISEMENT exist.... It's a part of text were the artist tell you that they will talk about themes that might trigger you so...

If you choose to watch it, well it's your decision BUT DON'T TRY TO COMPLAIN IF THE ARTIST WARNED YOU AT VERY FIRST. People Sometimes doesn't read if there's not a damn colorful image there! People just pay attention to certain stuff if looks cute.

I think that trying to eliminate these kind of themes to make everything more -pink and healthy- it is unhealthy.... These themes exist in the end, storytelling exist for a reason.

If you have a boundary, it's super fine. I do have my boundaries too and I do avoid things that doesn't make me feel happy at all but that doesn't give me the power of destroy a person cuz -their content doesn't make me happy-. You aren't a hero... You are just a bully.

and if you are gonna -try- then at least come to say it in my face!! Always behind the stage cuz they always been to coward to come to me and talk! COWARDS!. YOU ARE COWARDS!

THEY SAID LIES ABOUT ME, AND some of them destroyed some friendships that I had or make people try to avoid me to -take care of their reputation cuz if I talk to Carito that will make -friends- think the worst of me-

Well, if your friends push you to not talk to someone cuz very silly stuff, what kind of friends you have :/ are we at elementary school or something?

But to be honest they weren't really my friends cuz they doesn't really cared about my feelings enough so whatever. But yeah..... Angery but they never were able to cancel me for real.....

cuz not for being sassy or shit, But I think I showed who really I am and I believe people likes me. I don't need to pretend shit or stop drawing or change my stories at all. I do what I want and cuz obviously I'm not hurting no one, then people get closer to me.

I like them too and I will continue drawing cuz that's my fucking career, motherfuckers. I draw to pay my debts so, don't tease.

I hope them to show that interest of cancel stuff in real life for people who really need it! The world is outside the screen, and we are REALLY full of bad people outside so... I think you should turn off your computer for once... pinchis morros mensos

And if you ever felt trigerred cuz I ever say hola to you just cuz someone told you a -rumor- about me .. well, you are really manipulable. You should give yourself the opportunity to speak to someone and know them first instead of -take care of your reputation- that's bullshit , it's hypocrite and maybe it was the best cuz I don't need people to give me false smiles and turns around to say shit.

If I EVER did something unforgivable well... Let me see it ._. I can't say sorry if I don't know what the hell are you talking about

I had this inside my heart that really hurted me for so long , sorry for the vent and I'm truly thankful that you follow me cuz you like my art and me as a person.

I'm truly grateful of all my friends too! Thank you for being there for me

[binniesoob]

I love romance is a bonus book too 💖 you might like her private life, it also deals with kpop. It didn't get my attention in the first episode, but after then I was already in love with the story lol

I'm also watching hometown cha cha cha, it's still ongoing so it might be a risky recommendation, but I've been loving it so far 🤧 the characters are on their 30s, much like romance is a bonus book, so you might like it as well c: although I like high school romance and all that, I feel like stories with older characters are more interesting sometimes

And since you like bl, I strongly recommend gameboys. It isn't Korean though, it's Filipino if I'm not mistaken. It's available with subtitles on youtube, and it's a rather short series, but it's the sweetest and pretty much realistic. It deals with covid though (it's quite important in the story), so if you think it's not the time, maybe don't watch it now :// there's also a character in this series who later starred a gl, that takes place in the same environment of gameboys, the boys even made a small appearance in it

And lastly, as you like fantasy, I'd also recommend the untamed. It's also a bl, but it's Chinese, so it's censored. Their relationship is portrayed as kind of a bromance, but the actors conveyed their feelings extremely well so you can practically feel their love, even if they never directly say it's a romance. It might be a bit confusing at first if you haven't read the book, but it's totally worth it (I've read the book after watching the series as well). I'm also very expectant for heaven official's blessing, that's a novel by the same author that's currently being filmed. I thought I was in love with the untamed, until I found this one. Really, I'll never get over Xie Lian and Hua Cheng 😭 there isn't a couple as beautiful and loving as this one. Although the story can be very sad, the way their love is written just makes you fall in love as well. As you can see, there isn't a drama for it yet, but if you're into reading you definitely should check it out

If you've gotten here, sorry for the very long ask lol I hope you like some of these 💞

First of all don't worry at all, thank you SO much for taking the time to write this!! 💖

I've watched Romance is a bonus book twice because of how good it is, I am addicted to the soundtrack, and, I mean, Lee Jung Suk...do I have to say more? I love that man 😔 I also find dramas with older characters more interesting, I feel like they deal more accurately with issues and they have a bigger variety of topics.

I've never heard about her private life I think, I've seen a few posts for hometown cha cha cha 👀 a connected bl and a gl with cameos?? I love extended universes and crossovers! I'm gonna check out the trailers for all of them, thank uuu

The Untamed content has been all over my tumblr for months now 😆 I think I'm just scared to watch it because of how much I might cry 😔 and also there are so many episodes help, BUT I might get there one day 👀 reading you and other fans talking about it and seeing how much passion you have it's just so nice.