#tgid

[nathsolkyoako]

If I don’t find out about the election form a shitty noctivagant corvid post im killing myself and then Donald trump

[bunycube]

hi i was wondering if you think in reis bad end like. towa got kidnapped ? i’ve been thinking about this because i feel like it basically goes against towa’s character to stay in that situation willingly (he hates being tied down and says so multiple times) and then he’s like oh i’m just reis object. like Girl. blink twice if you need help. but also it’s so vague because he just disappeared so ????

nono bcs ive thought abt this too...im really not sure what the situation here is lmaooo like how did we get to this point 😭 like forntaku it shows u pretty clearky him being taken to the basement iirc butnreis straight up skips to the end. i dont think they provide any explanation, n no matter how much i imahine rei changing i cant imagine him actually kidnapping towa....

idr his bad end toooo clearly but uhm uh perhaps maybe it just happened gradually? changing little by littke until it was too late to go back to his old life n he just stays in reis room? like if he jsut didnt want to go out wnymore. but its true towa doesntvlike being tied down so i cant imagine how they got to that point w no resistance

if anyone rmbrs his bad end more clearly pls feel fre to contribute 😭

[boodlesofdoodles]

3 hiurs untik uim 22

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[gh0stface-k1sser]

ARW YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME. HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO LISTEN TO LOSER BABY NOW.

[maraczeks]

bridgerton s2 thread pt 3

[stormbreaker-290]

:000000 HOLY FUCKING BINKLE TJSIS IS SICK @gigabyte1027 LOOOOOKK LOK LOOKLOOK LOOK

I did a thing-

I colored her :)

No background+no shading

No shading

Outline

Will post time lapse separately

[meowrette]

hai!!! i think id be important to say that im gonna be moving accounts. we may be at 800 and all but j just dont feel anythinv from tgid account anymore :[

this account is a huge mess tbh and i kinda wanna start anew, its not like i dont like posting here but its all just so scrambled and stuff that i dont enjoy working on it anymore

im not sure if starting anew will fix it, but i think its worth a try, i also accidentally made the moving account too aesthetic so maybe ill enjoy working there if i have more of a pretty looking account

the account is still in construction and will be for a while, ill be letting u guys know when i move tho ^_^

moots are allowed to ask for the new account while its in construction but ill not give anyone else the acc til its finished

rbs r appericated if u wanna let more people know but i dont really care ^_^ ,,, ill see u on the other account when its finished

thank u guys for everything youve done for me on this account but its time to start anew ^_^🫶

[sidneygaming]

Tgid is incredible! Am i really doing this! @fcommandersam (Sam on Sidney's back in a child carrier💀)

[novacorpseart]

Nicki & Blake

Pride month is over now but I didn't finish my pride art in time. There's still the fourth and final one to do after tgid

[mrmannequinmark5000]

tgid song is so ggod to bad its a gay portn ranscription

[kidfoundonstreets]

on tgid tablet the 💛 emoji is a heart w hair and apparently elsewhere its the yellow heart and why did they feel rhe need to take a perfrctly fine yellow heart and make it hairy

thahts so augh justice for yellow heart

[nitro-nova]

you are witnessing the trans girl info dump or better known as the TGID

Autistic Transfem Communication

[suicideenthusiast]

We'll follow you no matter where you go :)

Tgid is so menacninbg

[myfriendsarebugs]

Yiou gus evre get si tird yiu I forgetef whre i ws goning witg tgids

Translation by the ladybugs: You guys ever get so tired you I forgot where I was going with this

[rollercoaster59]

tgid cheeseburger 42 red lobster,

[generallygenderless]

The fun/weird thing about being a sorta-minorly-transmasc nonbinary person, at least in my experience, is how it relates to attraction.

If I like a girl, because I know I’m perceived as a girl and I have some small attachment to the gender I pretended to be for years, it feels gay. I’m pretty sure that some of the people in my life view me as essentially a bi girl with they/them pronouns. Hell, to the family I’m half-closeted to I seem like a bi girl (which nothing against bi girls but for me it feels wrong because I know I’m not one).

If I like a guy, because I feel a little more along the masc lines, it’s gay. I don’t know exactly why, and that detail alone makes me wonder if I’m a Trans Guy In Denial (TGID).

And of course, being nonbinary, if I like a nonbinary person that’s technically same gender attraction, which is literally gay.

So either way it’s queer and I guess that’s the best way to explain it. None of my love or attraction has ever been straight, it’s always a queer love and I don’t even know if that makes sense out of my head.

It doesn’t help that I’m also sorta genderfluid I think, and I know that my gender vibes are mildly influenced by attraction (including aesthetic alone).

But even with friends it’s this way to a degree.

With girls, I’m aware of how I’m viewed, and how I just don’t relate to their experience of gender. And those experiences leak into conversation in a lot of different ways, but in a group of girls, especially cishet ones, I just feel like an impostor. Because I look like them but I don’t understand their world and their culture.

With guys, still aware of how I’m viewed, because it can affect my safety in a space. Whether out or not, I’ve had guys I thought were friends who were really just trying to get with me. And being careful is a necessity. But I kinda wanna feel like one of the guys, and I think that’s part of why videogaming with my school friend lately has been so fun. I like that I feel affirmed in my gender identity somehow because I’m bonding with a guy friend in a traditionally masculine way. Or maybe the game itself has nothing to do with it but the vibes do. I’m unsure.

With nonbinary people, it’s generally pretty chill. Sometimes our gendervibes are similar and other times it’s not. Sometimes all I know about them are their pronouns but it just helps somehow. To know that someone else gets it I guess.

I don’t talk much about my gender lately. It shows. I don’t hear my name often during the summer, so my club meetings and game sessions affirm me in a way that home life only sometimes does. My mom has my pronoun-shuffle down in a way that seems natural, but she alternates names too. It’s fine, but it feels like two different identities and I’ve wondered for a few years now if my name discomfort might be trauma related.

In any event, I fuck up my own pronouns lately and stuff. It’s weird because it feels wrong every time but it still happens. I struggle with which name to use and it’s uncomfortable. Kinda dysphoric lately but in a quiet way. Little bits of discomfort that I don’t realize until I reflect on the day.

Earlier today, a friend misgendered me and I caught it the first time. He caught and corrected it the second time. I said it was alright because it is, long-term, but every time I remember it, inevitably part of me wants to laugh while the other part just feels uncomfortable.

The friend meant no harm. I’m just having these issues lately.