#tbh I'd probably be fine rn if i hadn't bought tickets to see Kikuo.... | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

liazrad · 6 months ago

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trying to stay fed with only the money i get from art commissions is actually so fucking rough like all the business i was getting instantly died once my June sale ended. i have 8 cents left and am surviving on crackers and poptarts.

#weed screams #i literally got nearly $400 last month. $300 of it was spent on groceries. groceries for ME ALONE.#tbh I'd probably be fine rn if i hadn't bought tickets to see Kikuo....#but I've never been to a concert before and he's literally my favorite artist. i want to experience something for ONCE.#wait i forgot i have to factor in money i spend on stuff for my cat.#so yeah it costs me like around $300 a month to keep me and Ham taken care of.#last month i met that goal bc of my big sale. i don't usually make even HALF of what i got then.#comms outside of sales come very rarely for me :( it makes it really hard to um. survive.#im glad food and cat stuff are my only usual expenses though. if i had to worry about rent I'd be DOOMED.#sometimes i wonder like ''why don't i just get an actual job?'' and then i remember im a disabled high school dropout 🙃#these days even ppl with GREAT credentials are struggling with unemployment so what are my fucking chances???? slim to none.#the economy is in shambles

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