Tumgik
About
Privacy Policy
Removal Request
Visit Blog
Explore Tumblr blogs with no restrictions, modern design and the best experience.
Fun Fact
Tumblr.com is the 103rd most visited website in the world.
#taxi company hasn't texted me the drivers' details yet and i emailed them to be like ummmm your policy is to pay before the day
b-blushes
·
1 month
Text
thursday quest - no physical therapy today - make and eat lunch sooooo early but i can do it!!!!! - get ready for wedding - attend wedding! yay! (: - decompress well when i get home <3
#its thursday quest
#god i'm so anxious about it autism style. so many uncertainties that i simply cannot account for alone. but i'm being sooo 'brave' about it
#(keeping it to myself. except for posting about it)
#taxi company hasn't texted me the drivers' details yet and i emailed them to be like ummmm your policy is to pay before the day
#would you like to email me the payment details so i can do that? and they were like 'we'll send the driver details soon' ummmm
#there isn't much soon left!!!!!!! it's happening tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#they're probably just not Organised™ in the way i prefer to be. which is objectively fine it's just challenging for me personally.
#i do not think it's Bad but!!!!! i've never taken a taxi before <- guy who Is Scared Of Taxis Specifically but has to face
#their fears because they're disabled and have no other choice.
#worst case i am down the money and no-one arrives to take me home i guess :P but it'll be afternoon AND my family are there so
#in theory i could just get a lift home even though that would mess up other people's plans sooooo bad. UNLESS they have already drunk uhhhh
#in which case i guess i'd just ask for help calling a taxi to the place. plany of people who can do such things easily (unlike me)
#it'll be fine!!! i can ask my siblings if need be bc they are so niceys and will not get mad at me for being autistic o7
#My other worry is being too hot and being in a rush getting ready bc i have to eat a proper meal due to the symptoms syndromes
#and we are leaving when my lunch usually is so that's a whole thing. which ALSO doesn't matter and I can do! it's just hard!
#where is that post that's like 'managed mental illness can look like absence of mental illness 😅'. NOT saying being autistic is mental
#illness i am saying that the specific extreme anxiety i have is for me linked to autistic issues with 'the unknown' and boy. does this
#social situation also have a lot of unknown.
#BUT I CAN DO IT! and dare i say even have a nice time!!!!! it's just i get so so scared beforehand but i will not express it in a way that
#impacts or inconveniences anyone else!!! i can handle it by myself at my house and it'll be fine
15 notes
·
View notes
Last Seen Blogs
sozan-12
Sozza
rhaenyst
house of the dragons
ricofeet
RICO
coops-things
lonewolfff2
Do it...