#taking one of my meds later and theoretically it /can/ keep people awake but i've been taking it for months now and not
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jiangwanyin · 3 years ago
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actually lately my toxic trait is being too happy to sleep. i'll be laying in bed at 5am smiling for no goddamn reason sleep deprived as FUCK but feeling really good besties what's wrong with me
#adjfndbvdj this keeps happening i swear it's so annoying and jt makes me feel borderline insane like i'm so so tired blease jsut#let me sleep also my mouth lichrally hurts from smiling w h y am i like this hvfjdjsvs#this is so ridiculous goD#i've always been one of those people who fell asleep in under two minutes and when i didn't it was usually because i was overthinking#but now i'm just stupidly happy and none of my usual methods for falling asleep are working and i'm just here like :)))))) and i have#to do something about it because this can't go onnnn my jaw hurts so much ajfjsd also i keep wasting my day sleeping in#wanted to try taking some melatonin 2nite to see if it actually helps but i forgot and then my mum had already gone to bed#and i think she keeps the box in her bedroom sooo that's going to have to wait until tmrw. idk it might be because i started#taking one of my meds later and theoretically it /can/ keep people awake but i've been taking it for months now and not#much earlier in the evening so i doubt it??#also that definitely doesn't have anything to do with how giddy i'm feeling so i'm ruling it out but it's just so funny i don't actually#smile much when i'm on my own but now i just can't seem to stop and admittedly there are a few things /people/ in my life rn that#give me plenty to smile about :] but it still feels like an irrational amount hfnjrnfd#angie.txt#this is the stupidesr vent post i've ever made#who even complains about smiling too much??#BUT ALSO WHO TF STAYS UP UNTIL SIX THIRTY AM BECAUSE THEY CAN'T SLEEP BECAUSE THEY CAN'T STOP SMILING#i swear the last time i staye d up this late i was either really sick or really depressed#and now im just#happy??????#idk man i'm honestly clueless and it's not even bad so i don't realllly mind it it's jsut inconvenient because i want to sleep wahh
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