#sure you have issues you're a fucking teenager whatever. but you don't need to openly wail about it. muffle yourself. | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

acanthyme · 8 months ago

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I curse whoever made my house for making the insulation so old and fragile and the walls so thin that i have to hear everything on the other side of my wall that i share with my sister so fucking loudly. Doesn't help her bed is right against that wall. They talk so loud. and her partner IS FUCKING SOBBINNG AND WAILING AS I TYPE THIS FUCK OFF DUDE. other people live here !!!!!!!!!!! like i know i have sensitive hearing that hears the most quiet noises like electricity and bottles that r carbonated but it's still loud !!!!! .... my insomnia and anxiety has been even worse since he's basically fucking moved in out of nowhere, and now all hours of my day are a nightmare as a result. talking at night while i try to hang out with my boyfie and relax, or even just do my own thing. i can't. my anxiety's through the roof having to listen to what might be going on. daytime hours when im supposed to be asleep? he's crying or arguing or making some other fucking noise.

#i'll probably delete this later if i remember just aughhgfhfhfhfhfhf.#i want to sleeeeeep but this dude needs to fucking sob like he's in a movie every day i guess #i know i'm being mean but i'm have such low empathy atm that i just do not care. shut the fuck up and let me sleep.#my autistic frustration and anxiety has me on the verge of s fucking meltdown everytime i hear a single sound from across the wall #intrusive thoughts dont help. and neither do my DOGS ugh. whatever.#i'm sick and need to sleep and rest but this house never gives me a fucking break.#so fucking close to just banging on the wall to send the message to shut up. or sleeping outside in the snow.#sure you have issues you're a fucking teenager whatever. but you don't need to openly wail about it. muffle yourself.#or go somewhere that isn't the ONE LAYER THAT HAS SOMEONE TRYING TI SLEEP ON IT #I NEVER LEAVE MY ROOM. YOU KNOW I HEAR IT ALL!!!!!#ok sorry. frustration over now im jusy teetering i gotta try and sleep a bit....

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