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[lunetual]

introducing BOYNEXTDOOR🚪❣️

[ihangelic]

BOYNEXTDOOR FIC RECS

warnings. sfw & nsfw. legal line only. all categories sorted by oldest to youngest. this list includes my own works (i’m shameless). more works will be added overtime, so keep coming to look!

keycode. ⚠︎ = smut/suggestive, ☀︎ = fluff, ☾ = angst

✉️ 𓂃 ₊˚⊹ note. if any authors tagged want their @ slashed or not be tagged again, please lmk! keep in mind this list is literally just my personal readings, so it’s not going to have an ‘even’ amount of anything.

under 1k:

☾, ☀︎ heartache by @zynz0 | contains. jaehyun x gn!reader, angst to fluff note. love me some satisfying angst

☀︎ we call it love by @nicholasluvbot | contains. taesan x fem!reader, fluff

⚠︎ untitled by @soobinskii | contains. sub!leehan x fdom!reader, smut note. author has written leehan exactly how i love sub!idols to be written: desperate, horny and adorable :(

⚠︎ untitled by @hazeytae | contains. stoner!leehan x afab!reader, smut

above 1k:

☀︎ ⚠︎ pretty boy by @hanfourz | contains. sungho x gn!reader, fluff, suggestive, christmas setting note. I JUST LOVED THIS IT WAS SO ADORABLE AND DOMESTIC IDK TT <3

⚠︎ baby blue by @camstqr | contains. virgin sub!sungho x fem!reader, smut, f2l note. this is 7.7k and i want to kiss author’s brain for it.

☀︎ evening glow by @loserlvrss | contains. riwoo x afab!reader, fluff, f2l note. this was written absolutely beautifully, author really knows how to paint a picture. also their backstory and coming to realize feelings and the decisions they made i found really relatable. there was just something so poetic yet raw about this work.

⚠︎ one more night by @heechwe | contains. ceo!jaehyun x fem ceo!reader, smut note. well written smut with a fun concept!

☀︎ forgotten grocery list by @loserlvrss | contains. jaehyun x afab!reader, fluff

⚠︎ ☀︎ kiss culture by @ihangelic | contains. jaehyun x afab!reader, clingy/sick jaehyun, fluff to smut, winter setting

⚠︎ ☀︎ pas de punk by @ihangelic | contains. punk!taesan x fem ballerina!reader, e2l, band au, smut, fluff

☀︎ almost, but not quite by @gluion | contains. leehan x gn!reader, fluff, s2l, university au note. i’m speechless while also having so much to say. this read like a coming-of-age movie, the scenes and choices of where to put a dialogue break— everything was so well thought out. (also, the moment i saw that author listed the marias and the neighborhood as the first two songs for the fic’s playlist, i knew it was gonna slap.) i was literally hooked on the first sentence— fish pun intended. the awkwardness was so endearing, how leehan constantly wanted to be around reader yet denied feelings, the ponyo references and fish/ocean analogies? a gorgeous, feel-good read.

⚠︎ sleepyhead by @blueberrybeomgyu | contains. sub!leehan x reader, smut note. THIS IS MY SHIT! SOFT SEX- like idek how to describe it but i love when writers can write smut that’s so fuzzy and soft and warm?? literally have admired this writing style of smut for years and i can’t seem to do it. incredible writing.

⚠︎ mine to ruin by @ihangelic | contains. dom!leehan x fem!reader, smut note. one of my own works, but i really like this one! contains plushie humping and guided/mutual masturbation.

☀︎ more than a little bit by @jigeuminunbich | contains. leehan x fem!reader, fluff note. AHG I JUST LOVE THIS! the love confession was a great touch and was realistic and super cute to me!

⚠︎ distracted by @melohann | contains. sub!leehan x reader, smut note. i think this is one— if not THE first bnd fic i’ve ever read and it’s one of my favs. rather cute for smut.

⚠︎ wet the bed by @0310s | contains. leehan x gn!reader, smut

☀︎ love and suds by @bananielle | contains. leehan x reader, fluff, comfort note. perfect for when you have a bad day, anxious, or just need to relax.

[wonton4rang]

Kiss and make up ¡!

pairing: bnd legal line x gn!reader

warnings: smut +18, some toxic behaviour (ig idek atp), cursing, unprotected sex (be safe y'all 😔) and I think that's about it, lmk if I missed anything.

genre: smut. ♡

summary: how would be make up sex with boynextdoor members (legal line - everyone but woonhak)

note: I was going to post an ask I got ready for today but tumblr kinda glitched and it delete half of it so I need to re-write and edit it again :'( please enjoy this as an apology <3

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sungho; make up sex with him can be overwhelming, and it most likely will, there could be two reasons for it: he is sooooo sorry for everything that he keeps whispering little "sorry, baby" into your ear or he's still kinda mad and just fucks you out of despair. either one you will feel so good and full that you will forgive him for anything you got mad for in the first place. it was sungho and his strong body and gifted cock against you, tbh who would go against that? his pretty foxy eyes looking down on you with so much appreciation, his lips glossy due to your own saliva and his hair sticking to his forehead due to the sweat. he was so hot and it was just a small disagreement anyways, nothing you guys couldn't talk about after you were stuffed full like a pillow.

riwoo; i see him into some dynamic type of sex, nothing crazy but something that would consume lots of energy, like fucking you in some odd yet pleasant position with no rest, your knees numb and your arms trembling, but when it's make up sex he would be the sweetest and most cliche person, laying you on your back and caressing your cheeks while he left a trail of kisses all over your face, neck and your collarbone, mumbling how pretty you were and how much he hated to fight with you. he's just so sweet and good for you :(( you guys definitely talk about things and get to a solution together, it might be even faster than with other members since i feel like riwoo will understand and make his point clear so that it can be solved accordingly and fast.

jaehyun; he's crying. but not like a few tears shed, he's crying his eyes out whenever you guys have an argument about anything and everything and he really doesn't wanna see you afterwards because he feels so wronged. but when you knock on the door of your shared bedroom after giving him some space, he would make a light pout, looking away so you can know that he's still mad. it only took you two minutes of "baby, I'm sorry, it was not my intention to yell at you. It's not your fault that I'm stressed and I'm sorry I let it out on you, can you please forgive me?" and he will, cause jaehyun is like a little puppy to you, he would never say no, better yet, his answer was "i forgive you, y/n, how 'bout I help you getting rid of that stress, hm?" and then he made you come around his cock twice, giving you a third orgasm while eating you out and softly giggling at your wasted look, kissing you before helping you get a relaxing bath and then tuck you in bed.

taesan; I think I've said this before but I don't see him as a highly sex-drived person, not really understanding all the hype about it, yes, it was good and he loved to fuck you and make love to you, but it was not his top priority. yet I do believe he has his triggers. so when you guys got into this heated argument he realized something: he found your angry self very appealing, the way you yelled at him and pushed his chest making him grin a little bit at the fact that he could tower you and stop you in any moment but you felt that you controlled him. the whole discussion was about some girl that held his arm earlier and he did not move her, you were furious cause you knew how much he hated physical contact with most people and letting that random girl do it like that? you raged. "is this funny to you?" you said, getting him back from his thoughts. "she's no one, love, but I can show you why you are mine right now" you were confused, not following his words are they were so out of place. "you're so hot when you get cold" was the last thing he said before taking you into a deep kiss that ended up with you crying out his name while he made love slowly to you, pounding your cunt full while his soft and wet lips kissed your face. taesan was yours, all yours, no else mattered to him, he did not have any interest in other girls. it was you, you were his one and only.

leehan; where do I even start? he would listen to everything you have to say, quietly nodding to the points you're making and chewing his cheek to avoid saying anything stupid that would interrupt your failed version of an apology, because right now all he can think about is the away your boobs wiggle under your loose large tshirt with every move that your hands do, your tights looking so pretty that he couldn't avoid staring and you noticed, snapping your fingers in his face and rolling your eyes when he just smirked at you, throwing his hair back and sitting comfortably in the couch before spreading his legs a little bit. "if you're so sorry you could show me with actions, y/n" he was so cocky that you couldn't even be mad at him, straddling in his lap and moving your panties aside when he took his dick out and aligned it with your soaked entrance. "you're going to fuck me so good, aren't you, baby?" a soft kiss was pressed in your lips and he leaned back to let you ride the shit out of him. the so called argument long gone.

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Hope you guys enjoyed!! <33

[4ranghaes]

song fic w myungjae PLEASEEE<3

song fic!💋

now playing… lay all your love on me by abba

myung jaehyun x reader [fluff, fem!reader, reader smokes lol]

20:12 - “do you have a lighter?”

myungjae looked at the girl next to him, nodding quickly. he didn’t smoke himself, but he kept a small pink jet lighter with a hamster and jewels spelling out the word ‘princess’s’ on him, ever since he realised how often you lose yours.

“yeah of course!” he quickly smiled, ever helpful as he dug into his pocket and pulled it out, handing it over.

the girl chuckled, “princess’s?”

you, standing on myungjae’s other side, seethed. you grabbed it from her, the flame still open as you did so, the cigarette having barely been lit. “yeah, it’s mine.”

myungjae bit his lip, holding back a laugh as the girl thanked him quietly, walking back to her friends. you shoved it back in his pocket, sighing irritably.

“you know, before we met,” jaehyun mused, watching as you took a long drag from your cigarette, “you used to say that you didn’t understand jealous girlfriends. said it was insecurity, or bad boyfriends. no way, am i… a bad boyfriend?!”

“i’m not jealous!”

“oh yeah?” jaehyun laughed, “then why else did you just try and burn that girl’s hair off?!”

you rolled your eyes, smiling slightly at your own ridiculousness, “ah i don’t know! i just… i can’t let anyone get too close to you. she might’ve been hitting on you!”

jaehyun laughed, cooing at you as he placed his hands on the side of your face, kissing your head, “hmm, maybe.”

you huffed, dropping your cigarette before wrapping your arms around him, pressing your lips to his. you felt myungjae laugh into the kiss, he kept his grip tight, keeping you there as he felt you start to pull away to tell him off.

“right, stop, stop,” sungho said, arriving beside the two of you, riwoo and woonhak in tow, all three of them carrying hotdogs from the stand just a few metres away.

“ah she’s not even smoking anymore! noona! you could’ve come and helped after all!” woonhak exclaimed, pointing to your empty hand.

“sorry, woon-ie,” you smiled, wiping the lipstick stains from around myungjae’s mouth, “i got distracted.”

“our baby,” jaehyun cooed, moving to wrap his arms in a back-hug around the maknae, his lips already pouting to attack him with kisses as he always does. myungjae stopped suddenly, looking at you who was staring intensely back. he smirked, moving his attack to you.

woonhak noticed, being left shocked. he looked to riwoo for someone to share the shock with, “he– wha— y/n–”

“don’t be pouty now you don’t have my love, woonhak-ah!” jaehyun teased, his arms wrapped around your body, his lips leaving soft kisses atop your head, “gotta save it all for my girl.”

[kissohee]

taesan x leehan x fem!reader ☆ nsfw ; wc : 3k+ ☆ one-shot mdni! synopsis; when taesan and leehan invite you to go swimming with them, you find yourself doing a lot more than swimming. warnings; all bnd members mentioned except wnk, i refer to taesan (dongmin) and leehan (donghyun) as their real names, hot tub sex, leehan is more of a dom than taesan is, hickies, fingering, humping, unprotected sex (wrap it!), handjob, big dick leehan ofc, theyre pervs (?), boob play, they get a teeny bit competitive/bicker at each other at one point, no mxm

Jaehyun had warned you way before you guys had even gotten to the hotel that Dongmin and Donghyun were more than likely going to drag you to the pool with them.

And he was absolutely right, because not even 5 minutes into checking into the hotel, they were asking the lady at the front desk about the pool on the roof. When she said it was for residential use for free, they couldn't hide the excitement they felt about it. "We should go the second we unlock our hotel rooms." Donghyun suggests, dragging his suitcase in the halls while everyone walks to the 3 rooms you guys had rented. "Shouldn't we settle in first?" You raise an eyebrow at him and Donghyun shrugs back with a smile on his face. Jaehyun plays with the keycards in his hands, figuring out which room is for which key before giving you yours. You had split up the 3 rooms by having you by yourself, while Sanghyeok, Sungho and Jaehyun were in another and the last one is for Dongmin and Donghyun. You place the keycard on the pad on your door, Dongmin leans against the wall watching you, "So it's official you're coming with us?" You ignore his question when the pad on the door turns red, the keycard refusing to work. "I-" You look at him confused and he turned his attention to the keycard, "It's not working?" "Let me try," he grabs the card from you and when the pad turns red again he searches around for Jaehyun, who opened his door and is now inside the room. "Myungjae.!" He yells loud enough for him to hear but not loud enough to make the surrounding rooms complain. Jaehyun pops his head out and raises his eyebrows, "It's not working." You grab the card from Dongmin to hand it to Jaehyun who is now attempting to work the keypad. You see Donghyun poke his head out from the room he also got open, curiosity on his face. "Huh," Jaehyun inspects at the card, "Weird. Maybe they gave us the wrong one?" You look at Dongmin and Donghyun before shrugging your shoulders, "Looks like the pools gonna have to wait." "No biggie," Donghyun shakes his head, "You could just change in our room." "But I have to go fix the problem with Jae. It is my room." You look at Jaehyun who has a smile on his face. Dongmin grabs your suitcase before dragging it into the room he was staying in and Jaehyun slightly nudges you, "I got it, don't even worry about it." Before you were able to even say anything back, you found yourself in Dongmin and Donghyun's room, looking through your suitcase for the bathing suite you made sure to pack. "Is that one new?" Donghyun asks, grabbing the bra of your bikini set, his fingers grazing over the texture. You gently snatch it from his hands, "Just bought it." You head towards the rooms bathroom and get dressed. When you leave the bathroom the two boys are in their bathing trunks, and when they both look at you at the same time, you can't help but feel a lot more shy than normal. Donghyun's eyes travel your body before he smiles in a smirk like manner, "I like it." He pats Dongmin's thigh to tell him to get up and they both grab their towels. "Actually do one of you have a towel I can use? I forgot mine at home." You search through your suitcase with no luck. Dongmin towers over you before smiling softly, "You can share with me." When you're silent, his voice gets quieter, "Only if you want to." You look up at him with a smile, "Sure, thank you Min."

The moment you guys made it the pool, you were already shivering. The two boys seemed to not care about the current weather situation, and you assume that's because of how badly they wanted to go swimming. After putting your stuff down on one of the chairs, you took a deep breath before slowly getting in the water. You wished it wasn't so cold out, the ambiance was really nice, especially because you could just look at the city below and see the lights from the buildings brightening up the dark sky. But you couldn't enjoy it because you're stuck in the corner of the pool, shivering. It's so cold you're sure you could get frostbite if you stay in there longer than 30 minutes. "Hey guys," They both watch as you exit the pool, "It's really cold." Donghyun swims to the edge you were standing at and lifts himself up, "We can go." "No.!" He confusingly drops back into the pool, "It's okay, we can stay, I just won't go into the pool, that's all." "You sure?" Dongmin tilts his head and you nod. You didn't want to be the reason why they weren't able to enjoy something they were very clearly looking forward to doing, and the temperature of the air wasn't so bad. Your skin started to dry up once you wrapped yourself in Dongmin's towel, only then did you realize there was a hot tub attached to the pool. You watch as the two boys compete in swimming laps, contemplating on whether or not you should test out the hot tub before carrying yourself over there and sitting inside. The temperature was the exact opposite of the pools, it was nice and warm. The light blue light turning the water entirely translucent. Eventually they both got out the pool too, complaining about how the cold water got to them as well and joining you in the hot tub to warm up. "It's soo much better in here." Dongmin rests his back against the wall of the hot tub, laying his head back. You did the same thing as Dongmin, even resting your eyelids for a bit, and when you opened them you were greeted by Donghyun staring at your breasts. "Eyes are up here, Kim Donghyun." You warned in a jokingly manner, his eyes dragging up into yours, but the expression on his face not changing once. "Can't help it," He looks back at your breasts again, "Especially not when you look so good.." You splash some water towards him and laugh to try to even out the heavy atmosphere. Donghyun splashes you back and responds with laughter in his voice, "Did I say something wrong?" You sigh so loud it came out more as just simply exhaling, "Well I mean- I don't know... But you can't just say things like that." He raises an eyebrow, "And why not?" "Because-" You have trouble finding your words, "Because we are friends..?" Your voice shaky, not sure if what you were saying was even true. Donghyun and Dongmin have always been super close to you ever since you met. Despite the fact that you met through Jaehyun, Dongmin and Donghyun had zero problem when it came to flirting or being extra close, more than always passing it off as a joke.

So there's no way either of them think of you as anything more than a friend, it was simply just joking. "You know," Donghyun looks at Dongmin who's shaking his head to tell him that whatever it is that he's about to say, he shouldn't say it. "Dongmin's found you hot since the moment you met." Dongmin continues to shake his head before covering his face with his hands, very clearly embarrassed. Donhyun opens his mouth to talk again before he gets cut off, "Not just me. Donghyun has been eyeing you forever." "Well this is news to me." You say before Donghyun has the opportunity to respond to him. The three of you sit in silence, unsure on how to continue the conversation after their awkward confessions. Donghyun looks at Dongmin who's shaking his head again and he looks at you, "On that note," he speaks slowly, "What if I told you I want to fuck you?" You don't know what exactly you expected out of Donghyun's mouth, but it certainly wasn't that. Anything but that actually. It seems as though he read your mind, "You'd let me right?," Dongmin clears his throat and Donghyun immediately corrects himself, "Sorry, you'd let us, right?" You look between them both, fidgeting with your fingers, "Both.. of.. you..?" "Is that okay?" Dongmin butts in, making it clear he's interested in you despite not participating in the conversation as much. You had to really think about it. You thought they were attractive, everyone did, but if you agree to it, it could possibly turn the really good friendship you had with them into an awkward one. Yet for some reason you find yourself nodding, agreeing to their proposal. Donghyun is first to react, and the moment his lips touch yours, you feel your body heat up. A very different type of heat than the one coming from the hot tub. Especially when Donghyun slides his tongue into your mouth without you even realizing, a clear natural, and your hands come to hold his cheeks. Dongmin whispers something in Donghyun's ear, who looks at him with an obvious look on his face. Breaking away from your kiss, he replies, "Me, duh." "What? Why?" Dongmin whines out, a pout forming on his lips. "I'm bigger, she'll feel more full." Donghyun shrugs like it's the clear choice. You put the pieces together and realize they're talking about who actually goes inside of you, you would offer to take both of them, but their bickering was too entertaining for you to want to stop them. "So???" Dongmin rolls his eyes, "Fine, can I at least touch her before you?" "Okay, but don't let her cum, I want her to cum from me." "She'll cum twice then." Dongmin shrugs, lifting one of your legs over his, helping to spread yours softly. His hand rests over your clothed heat, only thing keeping it from making contact is the polyester of your bikini bottom. "You are okay with this, right?" He softly asks you.

You shift your hips around and nod, "Yes, please just.." Placing a hand on the rough seat of the hot tub to balance yourself, but instead leaning against Donghyun, who wraps his arms around your waist. Dongmin pushes the fabric of your bikini to the side, softly pressing one of his fingers on your clit, looking at your face to observe your reactions. Your chest rises and falls heavier when he starts toying with your clit, sending waves of sensation to where you needed it the most. Donghyun watches from above your shoulder at the way Dongmin moves against your clit. You let out a soft moan and Dongmin tries his best to hold down a smile that tried to escape. When he felt you clench around nothing, he took it as a sign to enter one of his fingers in. You hold his arm, and he stops moving, waiting until you give him the green light to continue. When you got slightly used to the feeling of his finger inside of you, you let go of his arm. He looks at you for confirmation and when you nod, he starts pumping his finger in and out of you. It's been a while since you last had any type of sensation so his singular finger was already stimulating you to the point of release. You shift your hips again, this time being able to feel Dongmin's bulge, pressing your knee into it to hopefully give him some relief he might be looking for. And you know you're right when he curses under his breath before softly grinding against your knee in the pace of his fingers. "Min-" You moan out when he enters another finger inside of you, not able to take his eyes off of the way your mouth hangs open from how good he's making you feel. And he didn't realize how much he's yearning for release too until he focuses on it. The mere fact that Dongmin's attempting to get himself off using your knee makes you clench around his fingers. Would it be too late to ask if you could take him right now? Those thoughts disappear when Donghyun whispers in your ear, "Maybe it's a good thing he's doing this first.. You're gonna need the slight preparation for when you take me." He leaves a small peck on your cheek and rubs the sides of your waist. You're sure Dongmin overheard when he adds a 3rd finger, reaching so deep inside you you're worried if he's even meant to go that far in. Using his thumb, he circles your clit, trying to keep all his attention on making you feel the best you can instead of on the ache in his cock. Donghyun's words and the way Dongmin feels inside of you, make your head cloud up. And you can't tell if it's that or the heat from the hot tub making you sweat. "Min-" You reach out for him, squeezing on his other arm, "Oh gosh.. Min- Please.." The way you stumbled over your words boosted Dongmin's ego, speeding up his hand while still lightly pressing himself against your knee. Your climax approached you before you were even able to let Dongmin know. Hips twitching as you came on his hand, mumbling his name so much it'll wear out. Donghyun softly rubs against your stomach to rid it of any possible aches.

"My turn," Donghyun lifts you up and into his lap, taking note in the way your body has given up on strength. "Unless you-" You shake your head and look at Dongmin before looking at Donghyun, "I'm okay, let's continue.!" "You sure?" Donghyun looks at you for extra confirmation, never wanting to go out of your comfort zone, but when you mumble a small 'I promise', he's already undoing the lace on his swim trunks. Donghyun frees himself from the shorts, cock aching to be inside of you, and he mimics what Dongmin did and pushes your bikini to the side. He lines himself up with you, "Let me know when you're ready." You nod and take a deep breath, "I'm ready." He inserts inside of you, the size of his cock making your walls burn and you feel the wind get knocked right of you, "Oh fuck." "I won't move," He rubs his hands along your back, reaching your bikini top before undoing it. Despite trying to catch your breath, you notice the way both Dongmin and Donghyun stare at your bare breasts in awe, the other boy adjusting himself in his shorts. "Can I move now, sweetheart?" You hear almost desperation come from Donghyun's voice as he moves his hands to your breasts, softly massaging them. "Yeah I think I'm good now." You speak slowly, trying to get used to Donghyun's warm wet hands on your sensitive nipples. He looks at Dongmin who is trying his hardest not to touch himself, "Dongmin, come here." The boy looks at Donghyun with confusion, "I need you to help her move." Dongmin sulkily listens, upset that he's not the one inside of you right now, but nonetheless he softly grabs your hips and guides you on top of Donghyun who continues to play with your breasts. Dongmin takes the advantage of his control to finally feel what it's like to have your lips against his, and given the situation, he thinks the kiss is sweet. But he doesn't do it anymore than once, knowing you're too focused on Donghyun. He hold onto Donghyun's shoulders, feeling like your core was being ripped apart, thankful Dongmin was there to help you as you knew you wouldn't have been able to on your own. The same boy took the opportunity to press kisses all over your shoulders and neck, sucking on spots that seemed to get a reaction out of you. Your hand searches Dongmin's body, finally finding his bulge. When you softly palm it, he jolts, making Donghyun thrust up into you, earning a moan from you. He whimpers, allowing you to do it again. In between Donghyun's thrusts, you undo Dongmin's trunks so you can help him better. Donghyun moves his hands from your breasts to your hips, guiding you on him as you pump Dongmin's dick in a pace that matched Donghyun's. Dongmin removes his lips from your skin so you could jerk him easier, he melts into your touch, already finding himself closer than he'd expected. Donghyun replaces the absence of Dongmin's lips on you with his own, biting down on your collarbone skin, more than likely leaving marks impossible to cover up. Feeling the pressure in between your legs grow as Dongmin's cock twitched in your hand, even Donghyun's grip on your hips tightened as you got closer to release. Moving your thumb along Dongmin's tip got him to where he's been wanting, his whimpers increasing in volume as his cum streams into the water. His eyebrows furrowing as he breathes heavy. Donghyun starts moving faster underneath you, his hips thrusting up sporadically. You feel him move inside of you, curses falling from his lips faster, you reach your climax again, moaning both their names with the very little energy you have left. Donghyun lifts you off of him so he could cum too, it never leaving the warm water.

You collapse onto Donghyun when your body gives out, all 3 of you in silence while you all catch your breath and come to realization about what had happened. "Here, take her," Donghyun eventually speaks up, helping you rest on Dongmin's lap instead so he could fix himself and help put your bikini top back on. Your eyelids felt heavy and the comfort of Dongmin's shoulders makes you fall asleep, burnt out from the previous activities.

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You were sure they carried you back to the hotel room, because when you opened your eyes, you were in pajamas on a bed instead of in the hot tub. When you turned around, you were face to face with Dongmin, who was peacefully sleeping. And something about that made you smile.

hi this was actually the death of me. i went through the 5 stages of grief writing this. this fic is based on this ask! it was highly wanted and the original nonie said i could write it so i did!! big thank u to nonie for the idea and bunny for helping me! it took longer than i wanted and im not happy with the result but you know,,,, 😭 also the writing looks a little awkward because both of them are Dongs,, so you end up seeing those letters a lot, guess i have their parents to thank for that 💔

[byeuijoo]

spring things 𐀔 boynextdoor

genre : mostly fluff ⋆ warnings : none ⋆ word count : 0,5k

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park sungho ⭒ a bike ride down the lane

on a beautiful spring afternoon, under a sunny sky, with birds singing in the wind, there's nothing better than a romantic bike ride around the lake not far from your home. sungho was ready to follow you everywhere, so he didn't hesitate for a second before following your lead. after a few minutes of preparation, you're off into the wind under a bright sun, rolling side by side, beautiful and radiant smiles on your lips, the scent of budding flowers tickling your nostrils in this new spring season.

lee riwoo ⭒ making flower crowns

the advantage of living in the countryside is having a big garden full of little flowers of all colors. a sunny afternoon of boredom, sanghyeok and you set up outside, filling a basket with a bunch of different little flowers to make flower crowns together later. after settling down on the outdoor table, you busied yourselves making your wreaths while chatting about anything and everything in the spring sunshine. just as you had finished yours, you felt something on your head — and when you looked up, you saw the crown your boyfriend had made in your hair.

myung jaehyun ⭒ picnic dates

even if the wind was against him, and prevented him for a good 3 minutes from putting the picnic tablecloth on the park's fresh grass, jaehyun finally succeeded in getting the latter into the right position to carefully deposit the many dishes you had prepared together beforehand. the return of spring and sunny weather means the return of romantic picnics during your free afternoons — listening to music with one headphones in one of your ear, eating, chatting and laughing out loud, you often end up dozing off against each other, his warm hand playing with your hair, while you can't take your eyes off his angelic face.

han taesan ⭒ walk through the woods

there's nothing better than the first walk in the woods in early spring, when the trees regain their color and flowers begin to bloom here and there. your hand clinging to dongmin's, fallen branches crackle under your feet with every step, but this doesn't disturb the birds returning from their migration. their new song mingles with the scent of greenery, nature and the renewal of this sweet season. and the soft, fragile wind settles on your skin in a pleasant veil that simply makes you want to enjoy this walk with the boy who gives you butterflies in the stomach. he seems interested in every new flower specimen that crosses his gaze.

kim leehan ⭒ lying under the sunny sky & watch the clouds

lying on a blanket in your garden, donghyun was at your side, his arm tucked behind your neck. the sun shone high in the sky, flowers showed their buds on the trees, colorful daisies grass, and in the blue sky, pretty white clouds forming all sorts of patterns that let your imagination run free. occasionally pointing a finger at the sky, outlining your drawings and arguing your ideas, the atmosphere of springtime renewal and the gentle breeze caressing your skin could be felt. especially when you felt donghyun's hand lightly caress your hair.

kim woonhak ⭒ jumping in puddles after a rainstorm

every teenager has a childlike side to him — and you and woonhak are no exception to the rule. after watching the rain fall violently for hours, slightly spoiling the afternoon you had free, the spring sun was finally showing its face, despite everything still being wet outside. putting on your rain boots, the boy pulled you by the hand outside, great bursts of laughter leaving your lips every time you jumped in a puddle. you were bound to end up soaked and your clothes full of mud, but no matter — the euphoria of the moment was far more important.

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reblogs & feedbacks are highly appreciated !

taglist ౨ৎ @leehanist @wtfhyuck @florainnie @dazzlingligth @yuma-is-mine

[starryriize]

be mine ❤️ | a valentines event

and when you wish upon a star...may all your dreams come true

💌 -- ೫˚ -- 💌 -- ೫˚ -- 💌 -- ೫˚ -- 💌 -- ೫˚ -- 💌 --

valentine masterlist

select one!!

writing for...riize and boynextdoor!

genres...

🧸 platonic

🌺 fluff

☕️ angst/comfort

🪭 suggestive/smut

type of writing...

🎀 mini blurb

🎟️ headcanons

🍧 short fic (500~ words)

rules...

REQUESTS ARE NOW CLOSED!

requests will go from now until January 26! (DUE TO MY UNIVERSITY SCHEDULE, THE REQUESTS FOR THIS EVENT HAVE CLOSED EARLY)

i will post the respective requests in a separate masterlist! the event itself will start on JANUARY 30 and go to FEBRUARY 14!

as always, smut is only reserved for the legal line!

format...

send in an ask with a riize or bnd member, the type of genre, and which written format!

ex. eunseok, fluff , short fic plus any prompt from the list below

prompts…

(there are more prompts than members!! please keep in mind that you can also elaborate on a prompt too or add your own twist!)

1. visiting the aquarium and having dinner in an underwater restaurant (taken by leehan)

2. having a picnic at sunrise (taken by taesan)

3. shopping date at ikea (taken by sungho)

4. making homemade pizzas (taken by wonbin)

5. doing facials together

6. late night drive turned spicy (taken by riwoo)

7. going to build a bear together

8. pillow forts and staying in for a movie marathon (taken by woonhak)

9. going swimming but a certain someone can’t keep their hands off of you (taken by jaehyun)

10. carriage rides through downtown

11. sighing seeing your bf loosening his tie and pulling him in for a kiss by his tie (taken by eunseok)

12. dressing to the nines for no reason than to simply dance in the night air (taken by seunghan)

13. reading and just enjoying each other’s presence, occasionally stopping to talk about their favorite parts of their books

14. kissing in the photo booth (taken by anton)

15. first kiss after you do well on your presentation in school (taken by shotaro)

16. leaving you with a passionate kiss before work (taken by sungchan)

17. late night swim (taken by sohee)

credit to: @bunnyswritings for some of the date ideas!!

credit to: @chiiyuuvv for the layout idea

notes from the author…

once you send in your requests, i’ll draft them and then upload them as i finish! there should be one valentine for each member (riize as 7 and bonedo as 6) this is to ensure an equal distribution of valentines🫶🏼

this is my first time doing an event like this so please let me know if there’s anything i should fix or add!!

for more valentines stuff, @chiiyuuvv has some amazing works! 🧚🏼‍♀️ she’s an amazing writer

[taesancult]

Who in bonedo you think are virgins and who are not?

i’m so sorry anonie but i don’t know 😭 like you can’t tell if someone is a virgin just by observing their personality or even going off vibes yk?? it’s just so tricky… so instead of giving my own opinion i asked a magic 8ball “is ___ a virgin?” and here are the results:

sungho: yes

riwoo: no

myungjae: yes definitely (its words not mine)

taesan: most likely

leehan: wouldn’t tell me even after 3 shakes

[ambivartence]

hello siyuan!! hope ur well!! for the kpop ask game 15 and 25? (@skz-maybe-incorrects)

15. fav photocard

since the last time i answered this question a few days ago my answer has changed hehe i recently bought the new cix album and pulled my bias seunghun so that's my current fav pc <3 also bonus bnd sungho sits in my small stationary holder bc his pc is so pretty too and i adore him 🥰🫶

also i found a seller for that cinnamoroll jeno in the previous post so hopefully that will be mine soon tooooooo 🤞

25. most expensive merch

i answered this one here but it's a denim jacket i bought that was limited nct/wayv ten merch :)

> Send me some kpop questions <

[lunicho]

i tried to have a blog for another group but i’m not that consistent and i’m too messy whenever i need to express my thoughts so 😞 but lately i’ve been feeling SO !!!!!!!!!!!!! about bnd so i need to talk abt it with someone and there’s not many ppl in here that write for them!! so you’re stuck with my delusion now i fear. anyways -back to bnd- the worst part is (and i bet u didn’t saw this coming) NONE OF THEM ARE MY BIAS 😭 so imagine how insane i am about my actual bias i need to be put in a psych ward…… i can’t help it they’re so loveable <3

— 🫧

that's understandable, ive had sooo many blogs on here that i just give up on for one reason or another,, but im taking it easy with this blog plus it's rlly fun like,, i was off of tumblr as a writer for like the past 2 years almost and now that im back it's been so fun talking to everyone and things like that so yeah,,, im glad to be stuck with ur delusion cuz ur here listening to mine 😁

bnd is just like that!! like im a taesan girl thru and thru but,,, sungho and riwoo are my bias wreckers but i have an infatuation with leehan but jaehyun is sooo cute like i want him so bad,, they just have a grip on me ☹️☹️

[lunetual]

SUNGHO ✧ WEVERSE MAGAZINE This might sound a bit serious, but I hope that BOYNEXTDOOR becomes a core memory for a lot of people. You know how when you listen to a song or watch a movie, they sometimes unlock memories from the past? I hope that BOYNEXTDOOR can sink into your memories just like that. 

[ihangelic]

BND’S TOP THREE KlNKS

pair ; legal line x gn!reader genre ; smut warnings ; mostly switch!bnd, mentioned penetr*tion (giving/receiving, can be read as d*ck/strap), one mention of reader blushing in sungho's, reader's small enough to 'manhandle", too many k*nks to list (but some that might be triggering are: degr*dation, dacryph*lia, overst*m/edg*ng, dumbif*cation, sh*bari, control k*nk) wc ; 2k (abt 400 each)

✉️ 𓂃 ₊˚⊹ note ; not proofread. please forgive any punctuation mistakes.

! . . . COPYRIGHT OF IHANGELIC

𝒥aehyun. . .

1. praise/degradation: and the crowd is…not surprised. dirty boy wants to watch every little expression you make and the differences in how you react when he praises and degrades you, how your eyes grow wider or how much your body squirms in his hold when he tells you dirty things like: ‘you’re being so good for me, baby’, or ‘fuck, you’re such a slut for my cock, aren’t you?’. likewise, he loves how his heart squeezes and his tummy flutters when you coo at him, sweet words like: ‘you’re such good boy, doing such a good job. i’m so proud of you’, or simply ‘you’re mine, myungie’. but— he also loves how his heart practically beats out of his chest when you talk down to him, condescending or just straight up mean, telling him ‘poor little thing, just a dumb puppy, hm? can barely even hump your useless little cock into my hand without help’.

2. dacryphilia: all his kinks really go hand-in-hand; this kink is just on the receiving end though. (if you cry, even from pleasure— he'd still burst into tears himself and feel incredibly guilty, probably go into drop 🥺) anyway, jaehyunie wants you to praise/degrade and control his body to the point of tears; the rush of emotions and feeling droplets slip out of his eyes uncontrollably, running down his cheeks— it just turns him on even more. he loves how small and at your mercy it makes him feel, and if he’s being honest…he feels pretty when he cries for you, and he knows you think it too. the way you stare into his sparkling, tear filled eyes as he whimpers, it makes his cock twitch and weep along with his own growing sobs; he just loves feeling utterly yours. <3

3. control kink: this goes both ways, giving and receiving. if jaehyun is domming he likes to tell you when you can and can't cum, how slow or fast to go, and exactly what he wants you to do. he doesn't even want you to think for yourself— that's his job; you just lay there and look pretty while he pounds into you— or he'll watch you fall apart, barely able to hold yourself together but doing your best to follow his instructions with thighs that shake from pleasure; he just thinks you look so cute and sweet in that state, desperately wanting to do his every word because you love him. if jaehyun’s feeling subby, give him strict rules and a choice of punishments if he doesn't uphold them; sometimes jaehyunie almost wants you to set him up for failure, just so you can punish him and make him a mess for you, your pretty little mess; but other times he wants you to tell him exactly what to do so he can feel butterflies in his stomach every time he gets it right. whisper your commands in his ear as you touch him and he's like a dog to it's master, he can't help but listen to you.

𝒮ungho. . .

1. strength kink: sungho doesn't really hide that he likes to show off his muscles; of course when you're laying all pretty underneath him he's going to get off on how small your head looks compared to his biceps as he cages you in with them. and when sungho’s fucking you so good that you just need something to anchor you, reaching to grab onto his arms, fingers pressing into his muscles— he’s gonna lose his shit and go that much harder, pound you on his cock until you’re screaming in pleasure. loves to have you ride him in reverse, facing your back towards him so he can put you in a headlock as he fucks up into you, controlling your hips with his other hand like you're a fleshlight. sungho wouldn't choke you in the headlock— unless you want him to ;)— he just likes to squish your face between his arm muscles while he manhandles you. 🤭

2. overstimulation/edging: sungho loves really long, drawn out sex— and to be wrecked by yoi, specifically by your hands; he wants to lay on his back, completely at your mercy (or lack of) as you toy and torture his cock. make him spill on your hand over and over again until it's painted white with his cum, or edge him to the very brink before letting his cock go and watch it twitch against his abs, rough breaths causing them to go up and down. he wants you to ruin him until his hands are fisting into the sheets, veins popping and knuckles turning white from how hard he's clenching them. touch him, or don't, until he's convulsing and his body's shivering uncontrollably; he just really likes being turned into desperate and messy boy for you, how you look at him while his ruined cock is laying heavy in your hands :(

3. humiliation/dumbification: goes both ways. he wants to watch your eyes cross as he fucks you absolutely stupid on his cock, to set you up for embarrassment just so he can watch your cute cheeks blush or for you to squirm in humiliation, all while he can feel you clenching around him; then he can make fun of you for that too. its an endless cycle that keeps him rock hard. you're just too cute when you're dicked down and dumb. on the other hand, if sungho's feeling subby, he'd love to have you tease him with your words until he can hardly look you in the eyes anymore, for you to edge or overstimulate him until he's soaking wet and dripping— just so you can tell him he's as wet ‘as a girl’. (can you tell i like to feminize yeppi?) humiliate him with harsh words uttered in a mockingly sweet voice until he's shaking and begging to cum.

𝑅iwoo. . .

1. praise: riwoo is an absolute sweetie, so his praise kink is giving and receiving. and thank god, cuz how could you resist telling him what a good boy he is; how much you love him and are proud of him while he's making you feel good, or laying there obediently while you touch him? he loves you and the way your pretty voice sinks his mind into a pleasurable haze, the way it makes his heart warm and his tummy all fluttery as he squirms against your body. and if riwoo is in control, he wants to make you feel the same way you make him feel; he wants you to know how good you're doing and how beautiful you look while he's touching you and bringing you closer to climax. some say he's not a man of many words, but when it comes to you, the words are flow from his lips endlessly; the amount of things in his mind to praise you for are endless. he wants to make sure you know just how perfect you are for him, all while he's doing the dirtiest things to your body.

2. shibari (rope play): giving and receiving! maybe this will come as a shock to some, but i see riwoo as a total rigger and rope bunny; there's just something that makes his brain go 'brrr' when he gets to tie you all up in some rope— especially if it’s a pretty color, like deep red or pink. he gets to bend and position you just how he wants, and you just look so erotic and helpless— while he gets to be the one to 'help' you (and by help, he means fuck and use you like his little toy, all willing and submissive for him). likewise, he loves to be at your mercy, unable to move, in position to taken and used by you. even if you spring it on him suddenly, pushing him underneath you with no warning— the second you're pinning down his body and tying him up, he's hard and leaking, desperate for your touch and to be your good little rope bunny.

3. submission: i don't think i'm alone when i say riwoo often gives submissive vibes. watch anything that boy does and tell me it doesn't scream service-sub energy. he will definitely dom if that's what you're into— he honestly just wants to make you feel good; that's his main prerogative no matter what role he plays, but he just loves to listen to you, to heed to your every request and be rewarded for it, even simply by being given praise; it makes him feel so special and good just to be your good boy— specifically yours. if you ride his cock or you're fucking him and just use him like a toy, all for your pleasure, his eyes might just cross and you'll definitely need to remind him not to cumbif you previously gave orders that he's not allowed. being of service to you, giving his body for you to use, knowing he’s making you feel good by being your toy, that’s more than enough to have him drooling and whimpering in pleasure, eyes rolling back.

𝒯aesan. . .

1. control kink: tell me i'm wrong!? this man wants to take care of you or absolutely break you, but either way it will be done by him and him alone. will tease or edge you until you're almost unable to beg anymore from how much of a mess he's made you. he wants to toy with you until you're practically liquid in his hands, all soft and malleable for him to fuck and order around. loves to watch you go from shy or bratty in the beginning to desperate and obedient, the perfect little doll for him to touch and ruin as he wants. nothing turns him on more and gets him into that feral state of mind than seeing you going along with his every word, whether sweetly whispered between thrusts or growled as he manhandles you.

2. humiliation: when i say taesan has a humiliation kink, i don't mean it lightly; he wants to ruin you, make you feel ruined— in the best way possible. he'll make you hump his shoe, clinging onto his calf and begging for him to give you more or let you cum; he'll put you in the most embarrassing, vulnerable positions just to flick at your most sensitive parts with a face of mock disinterest, meanwhile you're pathetically shaking for relief, and he won't hesitate to make fun of you for that. he'll stare at you in a way that makes the surface of your skin burn with embarrassment, making you cum from the most humiliating things. he just loves knowing he has that power over you and that you willingly give it to him.

3. sex toys: everything's tied to his control kink and wanting to see you turn into a wreck from his own hands. he'd love to take his time slicking up your hole with his sexy fingers to put a remote control vibrator inside you, then make you go out with him so he can toggle the levels of vibration all day. watching your face scrunch up or a whimper escape your mouth despite how he can tell you're trying so hard— it makes him feel so evil, but he can't help it, you're just so cute when you're being so pathetic and begging for him to turn it off, whispering so no one around will hear. also really likes using cuffs or a cock ring on you, because it makes you even more helpless and under his mercy. when it comes to toys and your body, he kind of turns into a mad scientist; he wants to know how you’ll react when this is put there vs here; he wants to see how quickly you can fall apart and what toy you’re the weakest to.

𝐿eehan. . .

1. oral fixation: giving and receiving. hanie just LOVES anything to do with something of yours in his mouth or your pretty lips on him; it turns him on so much that it's plenty enough to make him cum. you don't even have to be sucking his dick— let him suck your fingers while you play with his tongue and all it will take is that and a few grinds against the mattress to have his eyes rolling back while drool drips from between his lips and your soaking fingers. or suck on his fingers, nipples, neck, cock— quite literally anything. feeling your hot, wet mouth anywhere on him just gets him SO hot and bothered. will make you ride his cock with his long fingers shoved down your throat, making you keep eye contact with him so he can coo and stare into your pretty eyes. and if you listen while sucking his fingers well, he'll reward you by filling you up with his huge load. 🥰 (his oral fixation turns him into an absolute pathetic loser honestly, whether he's domming or subbing.)

2. domination/submission: no one can change my mind that this man is an absolute switch. (from watching clips of him interacting with onedoors at fansigns to literally any other videos of him—) leehan THRIVES on telling you what to do, for you to give him the upper hand and have control over your precious, sexy body— to being an adorable, blushy mess for you; your good boy to play with and use. would like to lay you down on his mattress, cage you in with his body and pound you into his sheets while you're clinging onto his shoulders for dear life and crying out around his cock— just as much as he'd like to be bent over for you, arching his back while you take him from behind; or to sit on your lap with his hands raised cutely to his chest, looking down while you toy with his little cock. 🥺 (which definitely isn't actually small, but i'll talk abt that another time LOL.)

3. roleplay: i think leehan's a huge pervert, so it shouldn't come as a surprise that he'd love to buy you skimpy costumes (or lingerie that really wouldn't be appropriate to wear in the scenarios he's giving you). his roleplays wouldn't be super controlled of course, he likes the freedom and fun of new dynamics that you otherwise couldn't do; like him acting as your pervy doctor, giving you a way too personal 'check up’. or your personal trainer who gets too handsy, 'accidentally' pressing his bulge against you every time he tries to 'help' fix your form. if he's subbing, he also really likes pretending to be your sick and needy patient, only for his requests of help to go from normal to more and more suggestive, until finally he asks you to help him relieve himself of his hard on— bc he just can't do it himself, doctor. 🥺 (leehan would also like pet play, but idk if that fits in the roleplay category, and i've already yapped too much.😭)

taglist; @yuzuksi @aeminju

note ; GOD I NEED TO WRITE IHANIE WITH AN ORAL FIXATION NOW FUCK, I FUCKED MY OWN SELF UP WITH THAT ONE.

[binniesoob]

Junrie and lyOns 🤝 libidO promotions ended too soon

[butchjpg]

be mine, kim junhyung // even though i keep trying to suppress my emotions, they keep coming back up. it’s like a convection current of emotions. because, lee sungho // there are all those emotions and wounds in the world, i don’t believe there needs to be just one form of love.

(pt 1. begin + be free) (pt 3. beat + beyOnd) (full set. undergrOund idOl)

[seokmatthewz]

leaves ooo and weeekly on ur doorstep

millie the only person who ever asks me abt ggs <3 it worries me tht people may think i am one of those bgs only people KLDSKL tysm <3<3<3

onlyoneof

favorite member / bias line: junhyung and wookjin <3 my beloved catboys who i adore so dearly

which member I’d fight (& why): wookjin . just look at him. what man in ooo asks more to be fought. also sungho but just for the bubble messages that haunt me to this day KFDSKL

favorite song(s): god.....so many.....angel, designer, gaslighting, picasso, boss, suit dance, dora maar....the list goes on they r so iconic

favorite thing about the group: theyre just so insanely talented. their discography (with like. one exception) is SO unmatched and each of the members are so talented individually too as well as as a group. like not to sound bitchy or anything but there are definitely kpop groups who couldn't pull off each of their members having a solo but ooo...they r just out here. i love them sm

something i’d like to see from them: a light concept i am beggingkdsklsd. there is only so much thinly veiled horny (and not thinly veiled at all horny) that a girl can take sometimes KLFDSKL i desperately want them to do another song like angel like not a bright concept exactly but something less like. sexy or sensual and instead more fun!!

weeekly

favorite member / bias line: soeun and jimin my beloved wives!!! and jiyoon was a bias of mine too before she left </3 i am forever a weeekly 02 line enthusiast

which member I’d fight (& why): none of them i cannot picture fighting any of my girlies. perpetually we r in a group hug

favorite song(s): holiday party, tag me, la luna, airplane mode, lucky, and after school are all so beloved 2 me!! they make so much good music i want a comeback so bad fksklf

favorite thing about the group: i just like them a lot idk tbh !! it is rare for me to get like Very into a girl group (mostly because ggs i like historically have a tendency to disband or become inactive and it feels like a curse at this point KLDSKL) but they always impress me!! like soeun and soojin are such insanely good dancers for example like their cover of naughty by irene and seulgi is SO iconic and i feel like their vocals are so underrated....theyre definitely my favourite 4th gen gg theyre just very close 2 my heart

something i’d like to see from them: admittedly i wasn't the biggest ven para fan like she grew on me but i would rlly like a return to their original concept!! i have never been a girl crush concept enthusiast and i feel like weeekly just pull off the like cute sweet fun high energy gg concept SO well. i would love for them to do a rlly fun summer song next year!! but at this point i will take any comeback pls come back my girlies i miss u fklskld

send me a kpop group!!

[peachymarkeu]

𝓟𝓪𝓲𝓻𝓲𝓷𝓰: NCT 127 x OC

𝓖𝓮𝓷𝓻𝓮: Fluff, Angst & Suggestive

𝓢𝓾𝓶𝓶𝓪𝓻𝔂: What is it like being an 18 year old girl that had just moved into her new apartment and then suddenly meeting the people she would consider to be her brothers while being away from her parents?

𝓜𝓪𝓼𝓽𝓮𝓻𝓵𝓲𝓼𝓽

𝓒𝓱𝓪𝓹𝓽𝓮𝓻 4: 𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓒𝓸𝓶𝓯𝓸𝓻𝓽 𝓣𝓱𝓪𝓽 𝓘 𝓝𝓮𝓮𝓭𝓮𝓭

Kringg...Kringg...Kring…

‘Uh- the hell is that sound, can’t you see I’m sleeping’ I thought.

The ringing sound stopped for a while so I continued sleeping peacefully until.

Kringg…Kringg... Kring…

‘Oh come on again.’ I thought in my sleep again.

Once again the ringing stopped and I went back to sleep again.

Kringg....Kringg...Kringg… 

“Aish what is that sound.” I said while looking for my phone on the nightstand.

I was pushing stuff off the stand until I found my phone. When I got it I realized that it was the one that was making the loud ringing noise.

“Agh- I was sleeping so well then I heard this aish. The hell its only ei-” I cut my rambling once I saw the details on my phone.

January 8, 2021 | Monday | 8:30 am

‘Shit, I’m LATE!’

I got up as quickly as I could and went straight to the bathroom. Since I’m already so late there was no time to take a shower and fix my hair and stuff. All I did was brush my teeth, comb my hair and started to put on my uniform. After putting on my uniform I went out of the bathroom and went straight to my front door to put on my shoes. I didn’t bother getting breakfast at this point, I can just eat something in the cafeteria. After putting on my shoes I got my school bag, coat and keys and went out of my apartment. Once I got out I saw Auntie Minjie getting ready to go out, to the grocery i guess since she there was a little shopping stroller beside her.

“Oh good morning Yuna!” Auntie Minjie Greeted me.

“Good morning Auntie Minjie! Sorry I really need to go now I'm super late for school!” I told her while running backwards towards the elevator.

“Have a good day and travel safe!” she told me while waving.

“Thank you! You too!” I yelled back still while running.

I was near the elevator and saw the doors slowly closing. 

“WAIT!” I yelled and put my hand in between the doors before it closed so that It wouldn’t close.

I got inside and leaned on the elevator walls. The ground floor button was already pressed so I didn’t have to worry about that anymore. I closed my eyes while trying to catch my breath from all the running.

‘Ugh, what way to start the week’ I thought to myself

My hair was covering my face which was why I couldn’t really see whoever was inside the elevator as well. I didn’t even care who was inside. The only thing in my mind was getting to school before the bell rings. I checked the time using my phone and saw 8;45 am flashed on my screen. This was a huge problem. Still need to learn how to get to my school from my apartment. I hit my head 3 times and tried to compose a plan before getting off the elevator.

‘Ok so I’ll search for the directions on my phone, make a run for it and pray that I’ll be able to get to school on time.’ I formulated my plan in my head.

I opened my navigation app and placed my location and the school’s location. I loaded real quickly so I saw the calculations and directions for me to get to my school. It said that it was a 30 minute walk to my school from my apartment so if I run to school I might get there twice as fast and half the time. 

Once the elevator doors opened I sprinted out the elevator and the building. I kept running while looking at my phone for the directions. I was halfway to my school until I tripped and scraped my knees. I saw that my shoes were untied. I guess I didn’t notice them getting untied while I was running.

“Aish you’re so stupid Yuna. You should’ve double tied your shoes so that this wouldn't have happened now you’re wasting time.” I said, talking to myself like a crazy person.

I got up again and checked my phone for the directions. I checked the time and it read 8:55 am. I only had 5 minutes left. I ran as fast as I could until I reached my school. When I arrived I was already 10 minutes late for class. I sprinted up the stairs up until the 3rd floor. I arrived at my classroom and opened the sliding door forcefully which made a loud noise. Every head in the classroom turned to me including the teacher.

“Kim Yuna late.” the teacher announced to the class.

“I’m sorry sir I woke up late this morning and-” I rambled.

“I don’t care about your excuses so go and take your seat. You’ve already disturbed the class.” the teacher snapped at me. 

I bowed to him still as a sign of respect and quietly proceeded to my seat. As I walked across the room all eyes were still on me. Classmates of mine were whispering at each other and were chuckling while looking at me. I must’ve looked like such a wreck. I felt so humiliated that I kept my head down while walking. When I reached my empty seat, I saw my elementary friend, Lee Sungho sitting beside it.

“Hey Yuna, you alright…?” he asked me carefully.

Before I could answer him the teacher cut me.

“So what were we discussing before I was rudely interrupted by your classmate Miss Kim Yuna?” he said, emphasising the word rudely as if he was rubbing it on my face.

I heard a few of my classmates laughing before the teacher continued with his lesson. I’ve never felt so humiliated in my life that tears were brimming my eyes. I felt Sungho tap my shoulder lightly as a sign of comfort. I looked at him and gave him a small smile, assuring him that I was alright. After that I tried my best to focus on the discussion while  restricting myself from letting my tears fall.

*School Chime Ring*

“Class Dismissed. Everyone may now step out of the classroom except for Ms. Kim Yuna” the teacher said while fixing his things on his desk.

‘Well shit’ I thought to myself.

“Yuna-yah, I’ll wait for you outside,” Sungho told me. I bowed to him as an acknowledgment as he strutted out the classroom.

Slowly, I walked to the front of the classroom to Mr. Park’s table. He was fixing some papers on his desk when he lifted his head and looked at me very sternly.

“Miss Kim, I am quite disappointed with you. You are close to failing my class then I see you come to class 15 minutes late.” he said in a very strict manner.

“I’m sorry” I said, bowing my head.

“You are in your senior year. You know that grades are very important to pass your college. You better study and get your grades up. I don’t want to see you coming to class late again. If you continue to have bad grades, say goodbye to entering college because there is no way I will be passing you in my class.” Mr. Park said while grabbing his things and stepping out of the classroom.

I was left alone in the classroom with tears streaming down my face. As I felt them cascading down, I rubbed them off using the back of my hand. I got my things and went outside to meet Sungho who was waiting for me.

“Yah, you alright?” Sungho asked me. His face was full of concern.

“Hm… I’m alright.” I said hiding my sadness with a small smile.

We proceeded to go to the cafeteria for lunch. When we got there, students were lined up, some were even cutting in line just to get what they wanted. Sungho and I waited patiently in line. He sparked up a conversation about his funny experience during his soccer training yesterday. I laughed at all his stories which made my mood become better until.

“Yah move” she said in a very annoyed tone. She cut in line and was now infront of me.

Gwan Aeri. The girl who seems to be so annoyed with me everytime. I don’t know why she’s so annoyed with me since I never did anything to her. Plus, she’s my number one bully. She would push me around, embarrass me and all that stupid stuff. Good thing she wasn’t in Mr. Park’s class. If she was, I would be suffering a lot by now.

I saw her getting her food already so Sungho and I got our trays and started to get food as well. She didn’t get much only bread and milk. I saw her open the milk carton and turn towards me. She bumped me intentionally and “accidentally” spilled her milk on me. My uniform top was drenched in milk.

“Oops, sorry.” Aeri said to me without any sincerity.

All the students inside the cafeteria were looking at me. Some were whispering, somewhere chuckling at me again. Sungho took off his jacket and put it on my shoulders to cover me up. Tears were pricking my eyes again from the second time I got humiliated. I continued to get my food with Sungho. Sungho thought that it was better to eat out in the schoolyard rather than inside the cafeteria. We ate in silence. Sungho would sometimes spark up a conversation but I really wasn’t up to talk at that moment.

After lunch, classes continued and I really was not in the mood to listen to the teachers. I would sometimes doodle, stare at something or just zone out. The day miraculously ended really fast and I went home right away. I felt so physically and mentally drained. While walking home, pain from my scraped knee was now there so every step, there was always this stinging sensation. 

I got home and entered the elevator. No one was inside so I sat down on the floor and let my tears fall freely. I hated this day. First I came in late while I scraped my knee, I got scolded and got milk poured all over me. I was completely done for today. When I entered my apartment I dropped my bag and went straight to bed, ignoring the huge amount of assignments I needed to accomplish, and took a really long nap.

I woke up and looked outside my window and saw that it was already dark. The nap helped me recharge physically but I was still tired mentally. I didn’t know what got into me but I found myself going to the building's veranda and just enjoying the city’s view. To be honest, this was the most relaxing part of my day. I was drowning myself in the city’s noise and view until I heard the door to the veranda open. I was ready to tackle this person down but was then surprised to see who was there.

“Oh, Yuna-yah annyeong!” Taeil Oppa said.

“Taeil Oppa annyeong!” I said back less nervous knowing that we’ve already met.

He sat beside me while looking at the view. We both enjoyed the silence until he spoke up.

“How was your day? I saw you sprinting out the elevator this morning.” he said while I was shocked.

“H-how di-” 

“I was the one inside the elevator with you. Didn’t know that you didn't notice me. I was about to call out to you until you ran out once the doors opened.” he said to me which made me remember everything that happened that day again. Tears were brimming my eyes again and Taeil Oppa took notice of it while staring at my face. Before I could answer his question earlier he spoke again.

“You know, whenever I feel down or frustrated I would always come up here and relax to let out everything.” he said and I looked at him. He was looking out into the horizon while speaking then his eyes were back to me.

“You don’t have to keep it to yourself. You don’t have to stop yourself from crying. You can let it all out.” he said in the softest voice. 

With this, tears fell down my cheeks nonstop. Taeil Oppa pulled me to his chest and hugged me tightly and I cried my heart out. I cried for a while but he never let me go. When I stopped crying and had already collected myself Taeil Oppa spoke again.

“I hope you feel better now since you’ve let it all out.” he said and smiled at me and I smiled back.

“Thank you Oppa.” I said to him while still smiling.

“You know it's getting quite chilly already. How about we go to our apartment and we’ll have some ramen.” he said.

“I-uh thank you for the offer but don’t want to disturbed you guys.” I said trying to politely decline but he still insisted.

“ No, no it's alright, we’ve got the day off tomorrow so it's no problem.” he said.

“We’ll if it won't be a problem to you guys” I said

“Ok lezgetit” he said in a high tone which made me giggle.

We both went to the door and he opened it for me. I went inside and he followed.

‘That was the comfort that I needed’