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[blimbo-buddy]

Drake is put on suicide watch

[deaths]

this straight up changed me as a person. killing myself in front of you to forever change your bond and the trajectory of your lives

[misinformedhuman]

I heavily relate to this, TSAMS/TLAES/TEAPS has helped me through TONS of hard times, and has saved me in ways I can't even describe with words.

The time when Sun was going through a lot and said "sometimes I wish I was dead", it really hit home for me since I've had my share of struggles with those types of thoughts in my life, there have been many times where I barely even have the will to get up in the morning and continue living, where I saw myself as worthless as a grain of salt, and that scene, as sad as it was made me, and the struggles I face feel seen and represented, it made me feel like I wasn't alone and gave me hope.

(TW: ATTEMPTED SU!C!D3)

a year or two back I was on the verge of ending my own life, I was getting heavily bullied at school and I was at an extremely dark place in my life; right when I was about to do it, a singular thought came to my mind and stopped me when nothing else would've. "If I do this, I won't be here to see the next EP of TSAMS", as dumb as it sounds, TSAMS is the reason why I'm still here and writing this today, and I'm forever grateful that I made the right decision after getting the help I needed.

Thank you Kat, Davis, Reed, and everyone else involved for not only saving my life, but for lighting a path for me when I was surrounded by nothing but darkness.

I wanna be completely honest

The Sun and Moon show saved my life. I was there since the first episode. I went through shit during those two years. When I felt terrible I turned to that show. That show represented hard times. For example sun saying: “sometimes I wish I was dead.” I saw Davis play sun getting better mentally wise. I remember turning to this show when the hardest shit happened a few years back. I watched them daily, and that has changed my life.

I thank you Davis, Reed, Kat, and all the voice actors for helping me through my depression.

[waspcup]

literally so fucking embarrassing to have a favorite character bc it will have you sitting there thinking things such as "omg he experiences the 5 senses" and "omg he wears clothes and feels the texture of them on his skin" and "omg he eats food and tastes it" and "omg he sleeps with his eyes closed in a bed with sheets" Like be honest should i just kill myself at this point

[contact-guy]

THE FINAL PROBLEM - part 9

This update comes with a content warning, which you can read here if you're so inclined.

THE FINAL PROBLEM - part 9 of a few more - part 1 - part 2 - part 3 - part 4 - part 5 - part 6 - part 7 - part 8.

This is in the Watson's Sketchbook series!

[wiisagi-maiingan]

Okay, I get people are angry and scared for a lot of extremely good reasons but those posts that are like "we survived one Trump presidency, we can survive another" are not trying to erase the people who DIDN'T survive, they're trying to keep people from fucking killing themselves right now.

A lot of very scared people are currently struggling through relapses, depressive episodes, breakdowns, and suicidal thoughts at the idea of another Trump presidency. If you can't say anything about that without making them feel more hopeless and terrified, then keep your mouth shut.

[nyancrimew]

reblogs off since im tired of the dumb fucking discourse happening here, go read this long post and reblog it instead please.

ok so tumblr also really needs this reminder based on some posts ive seen around lately, the "babygirlification" of JSTOR is bad. like Bad Bad. did you all just collectively forget history? did you alll just forget they have blood on their hands? just because they publish science stuff in an ever so slightly more ethical way than springer and are a little silly on social media sometimes? JSTOR killed aaron swartz (wikipedia). in his fight for freedom of information he downloaded papers off of jstor (with acedemic access from MIT) to share and make freely accessible (as all information should be), for this he was charged with wire fraud, computer fraud, unlawfully obtaining information from a protected computer, and recklessly damaging a protected computer. he was facing up to 50 years in prison and a 1 million USD fee for a simple act of downloading files he lawfully had access to. with this court case the US government drove one of the most important online activists and programmers (he is behind so much stuff you all take for granted) into suicide in the name of JSTOR.

JSTOR isn't the cool girl on the block. this isnt a call to boycott them (though please learn how to use things such as sci-hub and fight for open science and freedom of information in general please <3), but please dont glorify them as some sort of cutesy platform.

[lapdogchase]

new metric for how Bad it is is how many posts i see per hour about not killing yourself and guys its looking really really bad

[mysharona1987]

This Reddit story is frigging nuts, though.

Were you depressed before? Well, now here’s some crushing medical debt!

[bellamuertes]

CONSTANTINE (2005) dir. Francis Lawrence

[thefoolsprocession]

There is something deeply wrong with some of you I’m ngl

[peri]

one of the most frustrating things to hear when you're suicidal is "you don't really want to kill yourself." you have to be ready to hear that, and 99% of the time, you wont be. the truth of the statement comes in a way that people don't hear followed up as often (a shame), which is "- you just want a different life." you don't really want to kill yourself, you just want a different life.

i think that clicked with me, almost. i still wasn't ready to hear it, i rolled my eyes, but it made its home in my brain, for the moment i'd be ready.

it's 50/50, coz sometimes the things that make you wanna kill yourself are things that cannot be changed-- or at least, not changed easily. you have to jump that huge hurdle before something changes most of the time. break up with that abusive partner, move out of your parents' house, quit that job, drop out of college.

it didn't fully click for me until i woke up from my 3-day coma, after a suicide attempt. i felt what it was like to be dead, and i realized, hey, i don't want to do that. i want to live. i just needed things to be better. i haven't been suicidal since.

so maybe things suck a lot, maybe it'd be really, really hard to get to the point in life where you feel it's worth living. maybe it'd take moving out, maybe it'd take a near-death experience, maybe it'd take risking leaving that abusive partner. it's not easy no matter what you have to do.

but you don't really want to kill yourself, you just want a different life. remember: we love you, always have, always will. and if it helps; you will die naturally someday, why not fuck around til then?

[gertritude-art]

HEARTBREAKING: local food blogger thinks it's funny to put on a rude persona in their recipe videos

[stydixa]

OLIVIA HUSSEY AS JULIET CAPULET ROMEO AND JULIET (1968) Dir. Franco Zeffirelli

[voltaical-art]

whatever it takes

[anthonysperkins]

Mike Dytri and Craig Gilmore The Living End (1992) dir. Gregg Araki