#suddenly mafuyu's pain starts to finally make sense in a way it just didnt before to her. it becomes real in a way it wasnt to her before. | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

arolesbianism · 1 year ago

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My endless cycle of thinking abt sekai characters and going into their tag to find fun fanart and then remembering why I don't go into character tags and immediately leaving

#rat rambles #this is abt kanade a good 90% of the time. none of yall get her #its just like. shes soooo facinating and fun to analyse and then you look at other ppl talking abt her and its all just mom friend jokes #which she is. so fucking not. opposite even. dude she can barely take care of herself.#like she tries her best to help the others when she can but like you can just feel how much she is stumbling her way through it #like its implied that before 25ji (and honami also ig) she never rly had like. friends before.#which just adds a whole other layer to her already layered social awkwardness #and her struggle to properly like. connect to ppl past a surface level.#like shes trying lord knows shes trying but she just doesnt know how to actually relate to the ppl she wants to help very well #which is why the past few 25ji events have been facinating to me as its a lot of mafuyu's situating actually fully clicking #suddenly mafuyu isnt just a person she's trying to vaguely save but a person whos actually in real tangable danger #suddenly mafuyu's pain starts to finally make sense in a way it just didnt before to her. it becomes real in a way it wasnt to her before.#not to say that she couldnt recognise mafuyu's suffering or emotions at all or anything and she still genuinely cared before #but one fun kanade thing is that she kind of stuggles to properly like. empathise with ppl.#she cares and on a surface level doesnt like the idea of the ppl she cares abt struggling #but she rly rly struggles to actually like. understand their pain beyond that. she knows theyre hurting but cant properly connect to it all #aka shes low empathy and I love that abt her #generally I just think the big thing most ppl dont rly get is just how isolated and socially awkward kanade is even with good friends #like she just. doesnt know what to say half the time. and while shes gotten a lot better over time at the whole having friends thing it #still very much shows that shes still figuring out this whole. having real friends thing.#next step is to learn to be a lil less painfully passive abt everything lol #grabbing and shaking sekai and begging them to take kanade's curent arc somewhere interesting instead of just moving on #Im less hopeless than I was at her last banner but Im still hesitant to put in my full faith #there are so many things they could do with her but I worry theyll just like. do nothing.#well not nothing nothing but nothing that moves kanade forward as a character in a meaningful way #like itll either have to be like soon soon or another few rotations which is the annoying part </3 #anyways hashtag shower time

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