#stop calling dean your fave when you don't even get the man

[derelictlovefool]

2, 5, 7, 9, 13, 14 for the writing asks!!

Thank you for sending these in liz !! 🥺 I'm not gonna focus on just one fic for these bc i'm a mess and most of my stuff is WIP's anyway but yeah ajsjshsjshs

Do you have any easter eggs in your fic?

I've been trying to add in easter eggs into my multi chapter fics lately!! Currently in The Snake Followed Me Home From Georgia I've been playing around with names for things that could be easter eggs for Hope County. Like I might have John's law firm be called Holland Law (not sure if that's too obvious and on the nose tho so i'm marinating on it). I am tossing some ideas for other easter eggs but i'm not sold on them yet so I won't say anything ahsjsnsns

What's a piece of lore you haven't shown in your fic or don't think you'll be able to add in?

I haven't shown a Lot (But admittedly I also haven't written a Lot) but I think some OC's backstories may not properly make it to the light of day in most of my fics. Unless I start seperate fics for all of my OC's their childhoods and lives up until the current story events will only be known outside of the fic when I talk about them or in very small snippets of dialogue.

I also haven't gotten to it yet in any of my fics but Marvin (Joseph's right hand man peggie who is basically the compound house husband but in a platonic way) has history with Dean and that history is that Dean was close friends with Marvin's late wife back in the day (and therefore Marvin) and !! This will hopefully come into play during at least my main fc5 fic when Dean is taking over an outpost and stops Jess from killing him! (Common Dean L not letting Jess murder and maim like she deserves 🙄)

What character do you enjoy writing most? Why?

Out of canon characters I really love writing Sharky, as a dumb lil guy myself I find him easy to write and he's just a lovable goofball who sparks joy!!

John is a close second even though i'm insecure about how I portray him sometimes, we all make fun of him but I adore his character and getting into his head is a nice challenge.

Honorable mentions would have to be Deadpool and Alvin Murphy from Z Nation, again they fall into characters I just find come natural to me when I write!

Out of my OC's I feel it's very obvious I love writing Dean, he's just My Blorbo you know? I can toss him around in any context and be happy and confident in how i've written him BUT. MOST IMPORTANTLY. I love his kids and writing him with his kids is pure serotonin and if I could only focus on one fic for the rest of my life i'd choose Second Chances hands down.

What is your favourite line/interaction in your fic?

OH GOD OKAY. So there are a lot but I have a scene in chapter one of my fic Blue (mediaeval au my beloved) where Dean and Sharky have a lil reunion after not seeing each other for a while and Dean had carried a boar he caught to Sharky's hut effortlessly and when Sharky tries to lift it he Struggles. (And then freaks Dean out with his carelessnes with a knife) It's just two of my fave idiots interacting and the whole scene (and chapter tbh as it focuses on them and Hurk) brings me joy even if the writing is old !!

Sharky giggles, nudging them with his shoulder as he passes them and attempts to pick up their sack. His giggles are cut short as he grunts at the effort, sack dropping back onto the dirt as quickly as he had lifted it but a centimeter from the ground. Dean's laughter doubles, sides shaking as Sharky's brows furrow and his head whips around to look at them in disbelief.

"How far 'd ya carry this?!" He asks, struggling to drag the sack towards the campfire as Dean holds themself up with their hands on their knees. They shake their head wordlessly, fighting to mute their laughter only to erupt into small giggles as they calm themself down.

"Only a mile i think, and a bit." Dean says through small giggles, straightening their stance and appreciating the newfound warmth spreading through their cold and heavy limbs.

Sharky guffaws at their casual tone, obviously impressed by their ability to carry the heavy sack that far and not have their arms fall off. He mutters something about witchcraft as Dean sits back down on the log, removing the many straps and weapons on their being and placing them on the ground beside their bow. They watch their friend with an amused gaze as he pulls the wild boar from the sack. He looks down right annoyed and they hear him mutter; "Small my ass—" before he stands and walks back to his hut.

"How've ya been anyway? James didn't say much last time he was here, just that ya were working on a new uh, thing." Sharky returns with one of his larger knives, swinging it as he makes a vague gesture with his hand. Dean watches his hand carefully, knowing full well he was capable of cutting a finger off if he wasn't paying attention.

"I've been fine—busy—designing a new freeze, the one we've got's starting to crack and the meat's thawing too fast." They reply, keeping an eye on Sharky's hands as he begins to skin the boar less then precisely.

"And you?" Dean asks, trying not to wince every time they saw the knife flick upwards jerkily.

Is there a transition in your fic you're proud of?

I'm actually horrendous at transitions, i'm the writer that goes "After a while they got to the where they were going," or puts a text divider if I really need a big time skip. I'd like to test out more artistic ways to transition but that'll have to wait </3 So anyway to answer the question not as of yet no.

What is your favourite relationship featured in your fic aside from the main couple (if you have one)?

Okay so in every fc5 fic I write Dean, Sharky and Hurk's friendship is like. My favourite thing to write ever. They are the goofiest dumbasses on the planet and Dean loses what little braincells he has left when he's with them. They are the ride or die gang in almost every au and I just love them your honor. (Also goes without saying Dean and the kids ! Good dad and epic kids dynamic my beloved)

And also Nick and Kim will forever be my fave canon couple and I love when I get to write them in a fic <3

[meowmeowmessi]

Comments like ‘Why are you making Dean all about Sam?’ to bibros/wincest shippers make me go ??? Because dude. Did you even watch the show? DEAN makes Dean all about Sam, it’s all him.

You took the words right out of my mouth, nonnie! I'm not the one who told Sam that watching out for him is who I am. I'm not the one who told Sam that there ain't not me if there ain't no him. That was all Dean. And no, you cannot bring John into this by spouting off some bullshit about how he sAdDLed Dean with the responsibility of protecting Sam, because it was made quite clear in s2 that that is not the case. If hellers and Extreme Dean Girls want to hate someone, they should hate Dean -- not Sam -- for being so protective and possessive of Sam lmao. I didn't force Dean to make Sam the centre of his universe; Dean did that all on his own. And he's totally cool with it, so any point these people try to make about Dean bEiNg miSerAbLe wiTh sAm aNd nEeDinG tO bE fReE oF hiM is moot. Hellers want Dean to fuck Cass, and Extreme Dean Girls want Dean to fuck them, but luckily Dean's got taste, and he'll forever fall into Sam's orbit. And there's nothing they can do about it <3

[deaneverafter]

You know, I kind of ship destiel (or at least shipped it before dabbnatural), but you are so right about Dean hate in fanfics. It's like newer fans outright despise Dean but for some reason keep shipping him with their fave. Like, "Dean is moron, he's the worst and is always wrong" - ok, then why do you write about him? Can you stop, please? Not even starting about how same "fans" talk about Jensen bc I might bite someone. It's so upsetting that this is the new norm in some parts of the fandom.

It is really messed up, and I agree, this is what makes me so mad. If I thought a person was as dumb and awful as some people seem to think Dean is, I would just..... not be shipping that character with my favourites. I hate that this is the thought I can't shake, but some sections of this fandom literally feel like a case study out of the incel textbook. It's like when someone doesn't reciprocate your interest, instead of being normal about it and respecting their decision, you say things like "oh, that person is gross anyway. I never really wanted to be with them to begin with, etc." And relationships don't mean a partnership, but rather one person owning and abusing the other. It.... it is a mess.

On top of that, it doesn't stop with Sam just pushing Dean and calling him dumb for trying to make his own decisions. These fics continue to treat him like garbage once the relationship has commenced, "oh Dean, you're such an idiot, I don't know why I put up with you, etc." Okay, literally, no one is forcing you to put up with him? And even with like, OC characters treating him like this, I don't get it. Like, you made a whole self-insert character because you supposedly love him but your self-insert character is treating him like he's nothing more than a physically, emotionally and intellectually incompetent, violent, dum dum? Or, you decided to be like, Dean and Sam's love is so much that for some reason, it has to become obsession and incestual, but inexplicably, Sam is going to keep treating his brother, who is also his romantic partner, like trash? That's not love, maybe it's a "love to hate, abuse and demean", but it's not love. It'd be one thing if he were actually bad canonically and the message in the fics was like "yeah, he's horrible, but we love him anyway" (but even with that, emotional abuse isn't the way to show love in a relationship), but I don't get.... whatever this is, because he's canonically none of those things, he is, not just a good man, but The Best Man. And he deserves to be treated kindly and lovingly.

I think part of this is because fandom has decided that being mean to your partner, emotionally abusing them, embarrassing and demeaning them is the way to show love. And it makes me sad. It's one thing to tease your partner, but A) if you don't tease and drag your partner on the regular, your relationship can still be comfortable and intimate and fulfilling, and B) look, jokey relationships are fine, but after everything else that Dean has to go through, I personally don't think what he needs is a partner who puts him down constantly. I really think fandom (and I don't mean just Supernatural, I mean, overall) needs to remember that it's okay to be nice and loving and caring towards your partner. I don't know where this new ideology came from that it's not; I don't know if some people saw abusive aspects in pairs they shipped and decided that those actions weren't abusive to defend their preferences, or if they just thought abuse was sexy and adopted it into what they thinks is The Perfect Relationship™️, but either way, it scares me.

And I also agree about Jensen. The stories I've seen "fans" spin about the way they believe certain people treat him and calling those behaviours romantic, when what they're describing is abuse is..... it's just not okay, on top of the way the fans themselves insist on abusing and disrespecting him for every choice he makes.

Anyway, that got away from me, but yeah, that's how I feel about this whole situation 😔

[bourbon-ontherocks]

(Previously, on GG rewatch...)

I am not ready. You are not ready. Nobody’s ready. This episode is a collective trauma.

So.

Is that a thing to repeatedly offer cake to the FBI agents who want to arrest you or is it just Beth?? Also. I know that Beth is in full dramatic mode right now (mini-Rio!!) but would any sane and innocent person confess a crime they didn't commit and know didn't even happen??? Honestly this makes no sense. I feel like I ask myself more plot-consistency questions than the writers of this show and I don't like it.

"No buckle?" Pahahaha, Turner, this woman literally spent the night baking for you and you complain??? Asshole...

Boomer complaining about the new F&F manager while he's the one who claimed selling expired seafood feels very Boomerish

The Rupert Grint joke is honestly my fave Boomer moment (as if there were many)

I'm sorry but you're not supposed to receive calls from a blocked number, are you?? That's actually the whole point of blocking. Unless Beth saved Rio's number as "blocked" which... offers an interesting perspective on both their relationship and Beth's abilities with phones

So Rio happens to call Beth right when she's in his old loft and still she thinks he has no idea an gaslights him with haircut discourses?? Oh honey, you should know better by now...

I LIKE PUSHING IT OUT OF YOUR FACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

In all due respect to the girls, there's literally no set of circumstances in which burying a body in your garden is a good idea...

If my mom woke me up and asked me to dance I'd probably tell her that she's mental and go back to sleep honestly...

Beth, Rio explicitely reminded you twelve minutes ago that he gave you the keys to the kingdom, and yet you need a ridiculous TV-ad to figure it out???

I love that the show makes it explicitely clear this is Rio's stuff by showing us a whole shot of LAMPS

"Think I can take some for Stan?" They share clothes, guys, it's canon!!!!

Boomer's threat is absolutely ridiculous, I mean, even if Beth went to prison the girls could still empty the storage units before they go to auction, right???

Beth drinking bourbon outdoor at night is a whole mood and probably the pendant of Rio's Emo Boi™ one...

Beth: "But you never say no." Ruby: "I am not your yes man." Um, yeah Ruby, you are. Like, textbook definition.

So, question here. Since Turner is a leeeeeetle corrupted and is obsessed with Beth, it doesn't seem unplausible that he's got some guys following her/staking out her house even before he comes in with a warrant. I'd really like to know what he thinks of Beth drinking alone in front of her flowerbed or randomly driving to her bestie's in the middle of the night.

Beth dramatically stopping Dean just to tell him that he looks nice is an absolutely hilarious punch at his masculinity haha!

Man, the sexual tension between Turner and Beth... This finale could have a gone a whole different way if you ask for my opinion...

I'll never get tired of people reacting to the famous "you know those electric knives you use at Thanksgiving?"

I really don't like these bits of complicity between Beth and Dean in this episode

No, no, no, Beth, don't go pick your phone, it can wait.

Okay, I need to calm down.

So like... Rio or his boy just waited for hours in a bush in the hope that Beth would come out, alone, while it's still dark?? This is dumb af

Annie really has A LOT of scenes on the toilet in this show. It's like the equivalent of the kitchen for Beth or something...

Okay, somebeody explains to Annie how skin care works, please!!!! You have to RUB it in!!!

Controversial opinion, as always, but I wish the show had explored Annie x Noah further in S3 instead of Dr. Cohen... I really like how they handle both their feelings for each other and the unredeemable betrayal standing in-between

Okay, breathe, Julia, breathe...

Rio is so PROUD of himself in that scene... Seriously the man is the incarnation of petty revenge!

Gosh I love Rio's maniacal laugh so much! But could he stop with weird sayings??

Question: Did Beth walk her bay back from Rio's loft (presumably downtown) to her house?? Cause that must be a really long walk... I'd like to think that she took a bus or something but I doubt she had any money so...

Not that anyone cares, but where's Kenny in that breakfast scene?? Is that kid pooping again???

This show really has a problem with French pop songs. Seriously.

Is that a scratch mark on Turner's cheek?? Did him and Rio got into a catfight or something?? Would love to see that footage tbh...

So can we all agree that this super talented mom who's divorced does NOT fits Lucy's character at all??? Like, they couldn't even be consistant from one ep to another??

Gosh. Even nineteen months later, after God knows how many rewatches, these first piano chords of Love and War give me the chills and a vague sense of nausea.

I don't remember who pointed that out but now I can't unsee Rio slightly turning his head towards Beth leaving...

Oooof, I hate how convincing acting these convusions are

"One is the loneliest number"??? Is Turner in that weird sayings club as well??? Okay now I want a Rio x Turner fic where they fuck and give each other some dirty talk ENTIRELY based on obscure English sayings. Someone writes this for me please. I need emotional support right now.

No bonus today because I’m too busy recovering

[verobatto]

Destiel Chronicles

Vol. LV

It was a love story from the very beginning.

The Monster At Your Door

(10x04/10x09/10x10/10x11)

Hello my dear fandom! This is another meta from my Destiel Chronicles.

I want to say thank you to my friend @agusvedder , she made the gifs for this analysis, thank you girl!

And thanks to @destielle for editing this! 

This season doesn't have a lot of Destiel in it and was mostly Dean-centric.

So you will see me talking about how our hunter perceives himself as a monster.

Brothers and Sisters

In episode 10x04 ‘Paper Moon’ we saw Kate and her sister, two female werewolves, as mirrors of Sam and Dean.

Kate, the one who was trying to save her sister (Sam), and the little one Tasha, becoming a real monster (Dean).

After getting to know about Tasha and Kate's story, and Kate trying desperately to get her sister back, the Winchesters decide to help her. But there was a little piece of dialogue  between Sam and Dean that caught my attention…

SAM: Right, but how can you possibly blame Kate for fighting for her sister? We do it all the time.

DEAN: Well, yeah, and that's worked wonders for us.

The ultimate effort to save Dean Winchester at the end of the season will cause a huge cosmic consequence we all know: Amara. So, this quote here that could be read as very Winchester like is kind of a premonition of what is about to come next season.

And then, this scene… it points us at how Dean is really feeling inside.

KATE: But she can be saved!

DEAN: [blunt, but in despair] No. Tasha's in too deep. You don't ever come back from that, not ever.

How disturbingly painful it must be for Sam knowing his brother is losing faith in winning his battle against the mark.

There’s another interesting dialogue, now between the two sisters, where we can dissect the foreshadowing of Sam trying to get through to Dean in the last episode of this season.

KATE [pleading] T., I can help you get better.

TASHA [sneering evilly] Oh, I am better. And smarter and stronger… and awesome. I'm a freakin' superhero.

KATE Who kills innocent people? No, that's not you. You were a good kid.

So, Sam will try to save the innocent and good side of his brother, with all his power.

Because even if Dean perceives himself as a monster that can't be saved, Sam will always try to convince him otherwise. Just like Castiel…

You are a role model

Episode 10x09 ‘The Things We Left Behind’ is a beautiful episode that talks about GUILT. Not just Dean's guilt (we all know about that one, right?) But also Castiel's GUILT and his REGRETS.

Castiel visits Claire Novak, because he knows he hurt her a lot by possessing her father. So he tries to help her. But, because his PEOPLE TALKING SKILLS are ‘rusty’, he’s not able to communicate it the right way. So he helps her to escape instead.

In the middle of this episode we have this cute scene:

Dean watching TV, reflecting that innocent side I was talking about first, and Sam staring at him with sadness in his eyes, being worried about the mark. This situation points out their priorities.

Back to Castiel and Claire. There’s a very meaningful scene in which Cas talks about his experience as a human and what he has learned in that time…

CLAIRE: You’ve changed. The Castiel I met? He was crappy. Like super stuck-up and a dick and you just wanted to punch him in his stupid angel face.

CASTIEL: I don’t think I was THAT bad.

CLAIRE: You totally were. And now you’re just … I don’t know. Nicer. And kind of a doof. No offense.

CASTIEL: Yes, well, um… Before, I was very self-assured. I was convinced I was on this righteous path. Now I realize that there is no righteous path. It’s just people trying to do their best in a world where it’s far too easy to do your worst.

This is amazing because Castiel is shouting out the important insights he has gained from being a human. This is character development at it’s best. Cas is not the same Castiel that possessed Claire's dad. She says he is nicer. Castiel has changed, for good. But the guilt of taking her family away from this girl is eating him up inside.

And it’s the same thing that eats Dean up inside as well.

Dean sees an opportunity to stay alone with Castiel on kind of a date with him. Both of them sitting in front of their burgers. We know Cas doesn't have to eat. So the scene is very cute and comfy.

The question whether or not ketchup is a vegetable and Dean answering Hell yes is demonstrating that Claire and the hunter are very alike.

This date is also a chance to put back the dot on the I again. Because… remember Cas and his ‘female in the car’? Well… our hunter needed to reinforce his ownership over the angel. 

But mostly… the guilt needs to be put on the table:

DEAN: (...) All right, so spill. What’s with the family reunion?

CASTIEL: I don’t know. I’ve just been … thinking about people.

[Dean glances around, then switches their plates, taking Cas’ burger and setting his empty plate in front of Cas.]

Okay, pause here, sorry but this is extremely cute… and Dean looking around like an innocent kid, it’s such a beautiful scene that I adore.

CASTIEL: No problem. I’ve helped some, but I’ve … I’ve hurt some.

DEAN: So you’re having a midlife crisis.

CASTIEL: Well, I’m extremely old. I think I’m entitled.

It’s so amazing each time Castiel reminds us he is an ancient creature that decided to spend his days with us…

DEAN: Cas, listen to me. There’s some stuff you just got to let go. Okay? The people you let down, the ones you can’t save … You got to forget about them. For your own good.

CASTIEL: Is that what you do?

Okay, here Dean is sensing Cas is feeling guilty, a territory he knows very well, so he tries to help him and give him advice, an advice Dean doesn't follow himself. And Castiel knows that too well. Because he can read Dean Winchester like a book. And we all know he won't let go Charlie's death.

And then… this jewel…

Dean is not used to receiving compliments. But Castiel is always calling him nice things. Because Cas sees the good in him, he knows DEAN IS SPECIAL. So Dean, Cas’ TFW teacher, is a role model for him. Of course he is. 

Look at Dean's flustered face, he has to avoid Castiel's tender gaze because he is feeling awkward. It looks like a don't say things like that to me on our date, bro- face.

One of my fave scenes ever.

Let's go with another one…

As I said, Castiel reads Dean like a book. So he knows when Dean is lying. He just knows Dean is not feeling well. And again, Dean is… enraptured by this. By how well Cas knows him. Look at his face… if I was telepath, which I'm not (yet) I would say, Dean ponders whether kissing him or not in that moment. It’s like… stop flirting with me or I will kiss you, bro. He even checks out Cas and stares at his lips. Gah!

Then, coming back to reality… Dean needs to know if Cas will kill him bc he is terrified of becoming a monster again:

DEAN: If I do go dark side, you got to take me out.

CASTIEL: What do you mean?

DEAN: Knife me. Smite me. Throw me into the freakin’ sun, whatever. And don’t let Sam get in the way, because he’ll try. I can’t go down that road again, man. I can’t be that thing again.

Dean is asking something impossible for Cas to do. As we will find out in one of the last episodes from this season. Castiel would never hurt Dean, even if he goes dark side.

Two Faces

After Dean is losing control, turning into the monster he was so afraid of becoming, killing Randy and those gangsters… nothing will be the same anymore. This bloody scene is a premonition of the end of this season, when Dean will eliminate the whole Stein family.

Episode 10x10 starts with this image:

Cracks in the mirror which are reflecting how Dean is feeling inside: broken.

This is an episode where light and shadow play a big role in the visual narrative, we can see Dean's face divide in one half lit and the other half drowned in shadows. Those halfs represent his two faces, his inner fight between ‘our’ Dean and the monster brought by the mark.

This episode was directed by Misha, so when we see Cas telling Dean he’ll be sending emojis… that wasn't OOC, that was just Misha 🤣🤣🤣🤣.

Now, the important part of this episode is Claire trying to convince Dean to come by saying: ‘Castiel seemed to trust you, a lot’.

That was the signal for Dean. You drop Cas’ name, count Dean in!

But now let's jump to episode 10x11 because the game of the two faces is represented here again in the form of two Charlies, a good and an evil one. They are a metaphor for the way Dean feels inside, in fact the whole episode is a mirror of it.

The parallel between Dark!Charlie and Dean is blatant, because Dark!Charlie is seeking for revenge, just like Dean will after Charlie's death.

Charlie had to release her darkness to win a war, the same thing will happen to Dean. In order to win the war against a whole family (Stein) he will have to release the monster inside of him. At the end of the episode Dean and Dark!Charlie are having a fight, a fight between good friends as a foreshadowing of the Destiel fight in episode 10x22.

To conclude:

The monster inside Dean is on the threshold of being released. The episodes we were talking about showed us a lot of examples, mirrors of and parallels to that.

The symbolisms of two faces and broken mirrors were very interesting.

The synergy of light and darkness is also a foreshadowing for the next season with the appearance of God (light) and Amara (darkness).

The Destiel burger date was too cute, and Dean not knowing how to react to Castiel's compliments was even cuter. To Cas Dean will always be special and a role model, that's why he will be incapable of harming Dean in any way.

Hope you like this chronicle, see you in the next one!

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Buenos Aires March 31 2020 10:03 PM

[rewatching-supernatural]

s01e16

first of the day, let's go!

*****

man the fashion back in 2005/6 uh

Meredith...

the shadows are following her, this is so cool

ah yes, the days when people had 100 key on their keychains

oh good, girl has a security system, yes! we love that for you

only issue is, shadows don't trigger alarm systems

*****

this reminds me of the shadow theater I did back in high school, that was such a cool project

*****

Stealth Killer uh?

I love all their costumes, even if Dean hates them 😅

*****

this reminds me of the locked room case in brooklyn nine nine, the killer's still in the vent guys!

but her heart was missing, mhm, of course

*****

Dean flirting with every woman always, because he just can't stop himself

"Your upstairs brain" god Sam thanks

Research Sam™ is my fave, tbh, closely followed by Annoying Sibling San™

*****

ah no, not Sam and Meg again dammit

I mean, I'm all for demon!Meg and following her adventures as a murderer, but Sam and Meg interacting is really weird and uncomfortable

at least Sam notices it's fucking weird too

Yay Sam for trusting his instincts

*****

Great shot of Dean going research

Zoroastrian, old school, Daeva

of course Dean called people haha

Dean telling Sam how to bite a girl, for fuck's sake 😂

Hahahahaha Sam got caught, yes random woman! Pervert indeed!

*****

This is so stupid, why would Sam follow her so closely, it's impossible to think she wouldn't hear the door open and close ten seconds after she went through

Why would Sam go alone in that unknown place, seriously

what an idiot

with upper body strength, sure, but still na idiot

what a weird shot of Sam in the elevator shaft

what does he think he's going to do now? he's stuck there

why wouldn't he call and tell Dean where he is??

I swear these two idiots get caught so many times because they're not women

as women we're taught from a young age to always have someone know where you are, to never walk alone in alleyways, to always be ready to call the cops/for help, etc

if they even did 1/10 of the shit I do as precautions whenever I'm alone / out at night / in a big city, they wouldn't get hurt

*****

Big discussion about Sam wanting a different life "when this is all over"

damn poor baby doesn't know what's coming

*****

oh of course, Sam reclimbed the entire shaft again withiut making a noise, for sure

they're less than ten meters away, what the hell, of course she's gonna know they're there

aww it scratched Sam's cheek, that must hurt

*****

it's a trap for daddy Winchester

*****

"Go to hell!"

"Baby, I'm already there."

Meg you bitch I love you

if only she could exist in another way than by "my entire life revolves around these men"

*****

Goodbye Meg! have a safe flight!

*****

This hallway is so familiar, I'm sure they reuse it constantly and that's why my brain knows it so well

*****

Daddy Win is there

aw sweet reunion with Dean, and then awkward look at Sam

this is such a weird scene, I thoroughly hate John so much I just can't stand any scene he's in

that actor is super talented too I wish I could enjoy his acting but I'm just like ughh get him away from my boys

just the fact that they call him Sir makes me want to throw up

*****

acting like you're being pushed and hit and shit when there's nothing is very impressive

*****

"These things are shadows demons so let's light em up!" yes Sam, thank you for explaining it to us like we're four

*****

Dean being all logical when Sam is emotional, and Sam being all Research Sam™ when Dean wants to just run head first into things

what a good team tbh, find yourself someone who can balance your crazy shit with their crazy shit like that

*****

and we're done!