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Feel free to ignore but I just have to get this out. I know this sounds mean but I´m happy that
a) Tim and Oliver lurk in fandom like no other and are seeing what people say about them and
b) Oliver had months of reprieve from the deranged people that make his following because they were turning all their guns on Lou. In fact he gained popularity because they convinced themselves (with his help, I add) that he is their champion and actually wants Buddie to happen. What does he think will happen now, when in a couple of weeks Buddie still has not happend? There is no Tommy standing in the way anymore and we will go right back to accusations of baiting and of people calling him fat and bald and almost too ugly for Eddie (yes, that happend). And when this happens and he has another whiny outburst on SM I will laugh until I fall over.
They droped the ball with every other LI before because they were to chicken shit to even try putting a stop to the endless harrassment. I think Megan West was the most egregious example of just leaving someone hanging and even encouraging the shit that went on online. They had a chance here, for the first time, to try to get out of this toxic Buddie brew they are in. If nothing else the way the relationship with Tommy was received, the way it garnered press by outlets other than glorified fan blogs like "Fangirlish" and gained them a new audience and the move to ABC all presented an opportunity to combat the toxicity by simply taking the fandom monopoly away from the crazies. But they just did not have the balls and now look at their pathetic attempts to make Brad happen on their IG. Engagement is low and what it there is the usual idiots screaming for Buddie and nothing else.
I hope it was worth it. I don´t see the show getting a 10th season, maybe not even a 9th. The spin off will be cheaper to produce, Peter talked about quitting before and the ratings trend downwards since S6. Not to mention the writing is absolute shit since Tim is back.
Maybe Oliver hopes that Callum Blue is the kind of guy that can get him a job after 911 gets canceled and is worth sucking up to. Last time I checked he couldn´t even get cast on a Hallmark movie so why not try, right? Buddie fans will not follow him either way, I hope he knows that.
Hey, hon. Thanks for the ask. Sorry I haven't posted this or replied before now. I haven't logged into my computer in a few days, have just been doing everything on my phone, and I didn't want to try to reply to this on my phone, that would takes ages.
I've been in the 911 fandom since two months after the last episode of season 1 aired. Oliver and 911 shot themselves in the foot by not shooting this Bvddie bullshit down from the very beginning. They've spent years leading Bvddie fans on, purposely having scenes with Buck and Eddie that cause the lunatics to see things that aren't there, because it gives the show more engagement.
Oliver and 911 know that Bvddie fans will never stop watching the show because they're so sure that at some point, 911 and Oliver will give in and make Bvddie canon because 'it's what they deserve'. At least, that's the bullshit I've read a lot of on Twitter and other places. What Bvddie fans don't understand, is they aren't owed shit.
I learned this the hard way when I was in the 100 fandom. I, and many other Bellarke fans thought that since we were loyal fans of the show, we'd be rewarded by getting Bellarke eventually. But just like Bvddie is never going to happen, Bellarke never happened. The writers and show runners had no interest in going there. They just liked to bait fans. Just like 911 does, with Buck and Eddie.
I personally feel like Oliver was relieved that all the hate was getting thrown at Lou and not himself, and he got a break from those assholes for a few months. But now that Lou and Tommy are gone, they're just going to go back to harassing him because Bvddie isn't canon and never will be, and those dumbasses can't cope.
Oliver knows that if he ever truly tells the Bvddie fans that it's never going to happen, he'll lose a large majority of his fan base. So, he just doesn't say anything. He encourages their twisted thinking and doesn't put them in their place when they're being assholes. Neither does Tim, so it's a monster of their own making. (The Bvddie fandom)
I can't speak on anything to do with the actresses of the other LI's. For many years since I started watching the show, I didn't interact with other fans much. The only time I did, was when I wrote fanfiction when I was a Bvddie shipper for 2 years, but after I found out what a bunch of toxic assholes they were, I ditched that fandom and am so glad I did.
Yeah, I check out the 911 IG page every few days because that's all I can stand. I can't look at it daily. All the Bvddie bullshit on every post claiming 'Bvddie canon, season 8!' It makes me roll my eyes so hard it hurts. Also, the way those idiots talk, like Buck and Tommy weren't in a relationship, like Buck is Eddie's one true love, and the other father of Chris.. God, I can't help but tell them how stupid they are for believing that. Especially since Ryan said in an interview that Chis has only one dad, and Buck sure as fuck ain't it.
The show will be lucky if it gets a season 9. This season is just not good, and I mean that honestly. Putting aside the BuckTommy of it all, it's crap. They focused too much on that Brad character which was a fucking waste of screen time. They traumatized Henren and their kids, had a plot that ended like within 5 minutes with Ortiz, had a decent start for Gerrard being a bad guy and dropped him for BRAD! Who the fuck cares about fucking Brad? No one.
When it comes to the IG posts, the first few days and maybe weeks after the BT breakup, both fans and GA made their feelings about the out of the blue breakup known, but after fighting the stupid Bvddie fans in the comments for a few days, most people backed off. I've gotten messages from people on IG who are BT and GA fans, who said that just like a lot of my comments on the IG page, their comments were removed for supporting BT, and for dishing out some of the bs that the Bvddie's have been doing for years.
Which once again shows that the people who man the 911 IG page, are catering to the most toxic assholes in the fandom. Every fucking post on the 911 IG has bullshit about Bvddie going canon, but people who talk about BT, or who even dare to criticize, in a nice way even, who criticize the plots being cut off, making no sense, the characters doing things that are out of character, they get deleted. But yet the lunatic's comments remain on the posts.
IF the show gets renewed for season 9, I'm betting it will be the last. This season so far has just been a shitshow. In terms of the writing for the show, and in terms of the Bvddie fans taking being complete assholes, to the highest degree imaginable.
I don't give a shit about Brad the character or his actor. I hate the character, he fucking annoys me. I didn't find any of this plot funny, just irritating and I want him gone. The mains were pushed to the background this season for Brad, some dumbass that's not some great character, but some idiot.
Also, Oliver is like a child. He only cares about praise and ass kissers. He says what will cause him to look good. I remember there was one time a few years ago, where he had some contact with a Bvddie fan and when the fan said that he was a dick for leading people on about Bvddie if it's not going to happen, he snapped back and said that he was just an actor doing this job and to stop being so mean to him.
In my opinion, he's a fucking moron who did it to himself. Him and Tim. As I said above, they could've gotten the assholes under control or even gotten rid of them from the start by being honest and just saying their stupid Bvddie is never going to happen. But no, they're too worried about ratings dropping, so they throw in Bvddie scenes every now and then to keep baiting those fans and they eat it all up.
Every time Buck and Eddie share a scene, those idiot's are all, "It's happening! Bvddie canon, y'all!" And then nothing ever happens, and those assholes get mad at being baited once again. It's been 7 1/2 seasons. If Bvddie were ever going to go canon, it would've happened by now.
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Sorry while I was running errands I was thinking more about this, but like...they really really really not only could have but imo should have done the Guillermo/Canon Capital storyline seasons ago. Guillermo literally leaves the house and the vamily several times over the seasons and while the Canon Capital storyline is still very similar to his stint with Celeste I think it did help to give Guillermo and Nandor a new perspective on themselves and their relationship, so it has it's own kind of unique edge. So why, why, why did they wait this long to do something like this? Why did they have him 'leave' several times just to whip out an actually productive outcome to that repetitive plot at the eleventh hour? We could have done the Celeste thing, the vampire-change fakeout and then Canon Capital thing and then had maybe even a couple of seasons to explore them trying out the new vigilante dynamic (wHICH I HAVE WANTED FOR YEARS NOW). I don't know all the BTS lore, so for all I know it's possible they were hoping to do more with it in future seasons and then got cut off at six, but STILL. Why did we waste so much time treading water with these characters over and over and over again when CLEARLY we had a way to give them something more productive and interesting to do with each other? Like don't get me wrong, I loved that last episode and the nandermo moments very much but it's a little frustrating and disappointing to know this was in their back pocket and could've been done SO MUCH EARLIER. But honestly a lot of this last season feels like they were treading water with conflicts we've already resolved and filling up episodes to pass the time rather than address plotlines that have been left hanging (of which there are so many- Jenna? What happened to her? Even if Beanie couldn't return bc of schedule conflicts or whatever we could've at least had a mention from Nadja of what she's up to these days idk. The Vampire Council really were just...cool with them killing other vampires, there wasn't a bigger storyline there? And ig the whole 'taking over the new world' thing was resolved with the popping of Jerry's head which is...unsatisfying to say the least- could still be addressed in the last ep but that's A LOT to hang on what, 25 mins?).
lol sorry I'm not trying to go FULL negative nancy here but like others have said I think it's possible to both love something for what it is and acknowledge its failings. I'm going to enjoy this last ep for whatever it ends up being but MAN, the more I think about it, the more I see these baffling, obvious missteps in potential and I cannot fathom why the writers/powers that be thought that having the characters run around in a hamster ball with the same rehashed plots over and over was better than what they're doing now, what they could have done. I get the whole thing about vampires and a lack of change but shouldn't we, as the audience who is sympathetic to them, want to see them grow? Deal with different conflicts, both internal and external?
idk I'm just ranting/thinking out loud atp, and the show's not over yet so we'll see what they do in this last one, I'm just setting my expectations accordingly. Like someone else said, if nothing else we can fix it in post (fanworks lol)
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just want to address something i've been getting in tags of reblogs of my art, and something i've seen in regard to other artists/writers with a great deal of skill who decide to use that skill to make fan art.
I received two separate comments on two separate art pieces of House fanart just yesterday saying my skill is wasted on them, and i have a lot to say about that.
while i dont think either of the comments were intended maliciously, i think we need to reframe our idea of good fanart being a waste of time/energy/skill by the artist/writer.
in real life, i am a professional artist. i am an art instructor. i make "real" art that goes into exhibitions, and yes, i also decide to spent my time/energy/skills on drawing blorbos.
I think that drawing the things you are connected to and drawing silly fandom art for the heck of it is exactly how you Get those skills. I am good at portraits because I frequently draw or paint portraits. And I frequently draw or paint portraits bc I want to be able to capture blorbo bc I feel like it and I can.
Someone said my 'skills at colors and expression' was what was wasted on them and I want to emphasize that I’m able to capture their microexpressions bc that is what I want to be able to capture, so I make an effort, and I keep practicing until I’m able to do that. When I’m drawing portrait of random ppl online as portrait practice I’m just drawing what I see instead of trying to capture an essence of a person or character I'm familiar with. And that’s a different skill!
And I’m good at colors (partially bc I’m an artist who paints a lot but in this specific example it’s:) because doodling a blorbo is low stakes. I try new things and learn new techniques bc it’s just something I’m doing for me, for fun, and I’m not getting graded on it and I don’t need to hang it in a museum.
It’s art for the sake of being made, which is exactly what you need to make to continue getting better at making.
The stupid hyperfixation of drawing all the frames of a gif is ridiculous when it’s all for a house md effort, objectively yeah lmao, but it’s the equivalent of studying any other image for hours and distinguishing how micro movements affect which muscles, and how the movement of different muscles changes the shape of shadows and light, and it helps anchor understanding of anatomy.
And drawing all this stupid stuff is especially fun for me bc I can see my actual real art skills improving with every drawing I make or thing I write which benefits my real world art. Like I know this might sound some type of way, like I’m trying to make it sound like drawing gay old man medical malpractice yaoi is subverting the zeitgeist and some sort of momentous critical imperative but I don’t think it’s that serious. Which is my whole point! It’s not that serious, it doesn’t matter, AND I’m genuinely improving my craft while doing it so what’s the issue is basically my point ig. And I wouldn’t be drawing at all currently if I wasn’t drawing them bc there’s nothing I feel drawing to capture in this medium irl!
(and if you've left this comment in tags or otherwise, this is not an attack! it is a backhanded compliment to receive/give, but I also acknowledge that it's not usually said with malice, and not something you were likely thinking about to this level. that's ok! just listen & learn yk)
Using your skills for things you enjoy is never a waste! You're exercising your art muscles and bulking up! if you make art outside of fanart it WILL benefit from these endeavors. and if you don't make art outside of fanart, then you're still engaging in the wonderful beautiful practice of creating!
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Daniel Ricciardo x Male reader
"Permissions"
First fic in like a year, damn, sorry for the wait. All my interest has probably changed by now but I will still write for the previous fandoms that I liked (ex. Moon knight). I just gained an interest in F1 recently so I might write more F1 fics for the tome being considering I don't really see many f1 x male reader fics out there. Hope you enjoy!
Dan's Pov
"Uhm yea, me and my husband have this thing, where we ask each other permissions over stupid things that we know the other won't mind us doing"
I told lando as he asked why I wanted to ask my husband permission on whether I can go hang out with them or not.
"YOU HAVE A HUSBAND??" Lando asked surprised with a smile on his face.
"You didn't know? We've been together for like 9 years already and you just found out now? Wow, you never fail to surprise me each day we're together, Lando." I say with a big smile on my face.
"Thanks? Anyway, I wanna hear his reaction now. Come on, call him do your things."
"Fine, fine just relax." I say as I pull out my phone from my pocket, unlocking it and scrolling thru my contacts looking for his name.
"You saved him as 'love of my life' with three hearts? Talk about cheesy." Lando says rolling his eyes.
"Mind ya business, now shush it's ringing." I say as I hear him pick up the phone.
"What do you want?" We hear y/n say as I put him on speaker so Lando can also hear.
"Talk about moody, I just wanted to ask you if I could hangout with the boys this afternoon, we're planning on just chilling in Max's room and just maybe watch so-"
"Mate, I don't a shit, you just disturbed my sleep for that? You know you're an adult and are allowed to do whatever you want, right?"
"But I wanted to ask for your permission fiiiirst." I say drawing out the last word to annoy him further.
"Yes, you can, sometimes I wonder why I even married you in the first place."
"It's cause you loooove me."
"Piss off, I'm going back to sleep, if you call me again when you could just leave a message, you'll sleep on the couch."
"You know you need my cuddles to sleep." I say smiling wider when I see Lando giggling beside me.
"I hate that you're right, anyway, see you tonight love you. Bye Lando." We hear Y/n say the last part after a brief pause before hanging up.
"How'd he know I was with you?" Lando asked perplexed.
"He's my husband, he knows everything." I say with a laugh, while walking out of the motor home and putting my phone back in my pocket and grabbing my cap off the table.
"Wait, how long have you two been out??" I hear Lando shout after me with confusion in his voice.
"Give or take, 6 years." I say as I stopped to look at him and give him a cheeky wink.
"AND I'VE ONLY FOUND OUT TODAY THAT YOU HAD A HUSBAND???" Lando shouts as I laugh while walking away.
"You didn't know about his husband? Everyone knows about them, the whole paddock knows about them." I hear Max say with a laugh before I'm out of ear shot.
That's all for now, I'm still trying to get back into that writer mindset ya kna. Hope you enjoyed, if you didn't idk have a good life ig. Peace ✌️
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GUYS I GOT THE DAY THE NEW ZOMBIES RE-ANIMATED EPISODE WAS GONNA AIR WRONG I THOUGHT IT WAS TOMORROW I HATE IT HERE- luckily I had it set to record tho so I just watched the whole thing and I have some thoughts so ZOMMENTARY'S BACK BABYYYYYYYYYY
At first I was kinda worried it would suck? Just bcuz everything felt... off. Y'know? Like they got a bunch of things that happened in the movie wrong, the most jarring(to me at least) being that Bucky appearently didn't know Addison wears a wig, that was kind of a big thing in the movie Idk why they cut it, and Addison's reaction to being outted. She was a lot less upset then she would've been in the movie continuity, and her running off instead of just. Putting her wig back on felt kinda ooc Idk- plus the whole premise just seemed really off. Seabrooke devolving into a wasteland of dance battles bcuz Zed and Addison didn't get together, while plausible I guess, just wasn't really explained well enough for me to get into it right away. Also Bucky was WILDLY out of character for a bit there I don't understand why he was okay with letting Bree be in charge... they don't even explain it like they did with Willa not being the alpha anymore it's just really weird!
All that being said though, I did still enjoy the special, despite it's flaws. It's one of those things where like... yeah the writing's bad, but my god was it fun to watch. The jokes were good as ever, the more minor characters like Bree and Bonzo got some time to shine, RACCOON WYATT RETURNED, we got to see more of Bucky hanging out with the werewolves(AND SPECIFICALLY WILLA!!!!!! BUCKY AND WILLA BEING BESTIES IS LITERALLY MY FAVORITE THING!!!!!!!), we got to see Bree's fuckin. Panic bucket or whatever it's called again which was funny, and of course, the Zeddison was so fucking cute. If there's one thing you can count on Re-Animated to do consistently well, it's Zeddison. I also liked the remixes of the songs in this episode! It was fun seeing characters that weren't even close to singing the original songs getting parts in the revamps(like Eliza in Fired Up or Bucky in We Own The Night). The animation wasn't even that bad tbh. Like, it still wasn't perfect, but it was better than the animation in the shorts, and the dance animation specifically was really energetic and fun to watch.
Also appearently they're retconning Bucky being Addison's cousin on her mom's side? Which is kinda weird, but Ig I can see where they're coming from. Re-Animated is a very simplistic show very clearly aimed at people young enough to not understand how genetics work(which is why Addison's whole deal is kinda confusing and she kinda gets lumped in w/ the aliens most of the time), so it would make sense for them to change that aspect and have Bucky be her cousin on her dad's side instead. Makes things less complicated for the writers. Though FOR THE RECORD, in the movie continuity he IS her cousin on the mom's side, it's literally stated in Z3, so I GET TO KEEP DRAWING BUCKY PART ALIEN FUCK YOU IT'S MY HEADCAN-(I get shot with a tranquilizer dart to make me stfu)
So overall I'd rate this special at like a... 6.5/10 I think. It was confusing, kinda poorly paced at the start, and had some wonky characterization, but once it actually gets going and you start adjusting to the new setting it's a fun watch!
Edit: ALSO it was a really quick moment but wE GOT TO SEE ADDISON AND BUCKY ACTING LIKE THEY'RE ACTUALLY FAMILY YIPPEE!!!!!!!!! They're so sibling coded to me and, as somebody who has a sibling, I thin their one interaction(+ Addison's reaction fo Bucky being missing tbh) just SCREAMED siblings.
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A winter wonderland
Mile morales x reader
A/n : This is based during winter. Maybe around Christmas? Idk. Sorry I haven't been posting... I got really burnt out and had writers block. I don't live in/anywhere near Brooklyn, so if this doesn't seem like it is placed in Brooklynn, please just imagine a large city then. I didn't do any research for this so... yeah
I used "____" for your name, so I hope thats okay
And in the story, you don't know Miles is Spiderman, but there are a few parts in the beginning of the story that kinda implied that he was being Spiderman ig?
I hope you like it 🤭😋
You rubbed your hands together as you waited for miles to meet you at the bus stop. You two were supposed to hang out for a while and walk around, looking at everything there was to look at in Brooklyn.
It was currently snowing. Not hard enough to where you were too cold, but just enough to where you wish you had brought warmer mittens. The ones you had on definitely weren't made to keep you warm enough in this weather.
You stood by a street lamp that was by a bus stop sign. You looked around for the 10th time to try to find a familiar boyish face. But you couldn't find him yet.
You tugged your coat closer to you, salvaging any warmth you had standing to the snow. People walked past you but the only thing you could hear over the footsteps crunching the soft snow that fell to the ground was someone shouting your name.
"____!"
Miles.
You turned to the direction that he was shouting in, and you saw him jogging over. He seemed put of breath and a little out of place.
'Did he run all the way here or something?' You thought to yourself. Miles tugged his hoodie up a little as he got over to you.
"____! Hey." He took a few deep breaths before continuing. "I'm sorry I'm late." He then gave you the boyish smile that you loved so much.
"It's fine miles. You're fine". You smiled widely as you reassured him. You and Miles had been dating for about a year now, and you could only feel your love for him grow stronger. Butterflies still invaded your stomach whenever he was around, and you could feel you face heat up every time he smiled.
Miles nodded as you reassured him and gently took your hand into his, giving it a small squeeze.
"Ready to go?"
You nodded, feeling your face flush from the small physical contact. You both started walking to the streets of Brooklyn, passing by parked cars and lit up street lights that highlighted falling snow as it fell from the sky. The sidewalks weren't as crowded as the weather grew colder and snow fell. You felt your hand that was in miles' hand become warm from the shared warmth.
You and Miles had talked about whatever that came to mind. Recent tests at school and what was happening at home. Miles had then brought up about why he had run late. Apparently, some destruction was happening by his apartment because of a villain, and Spiderman took a little while as he fought the villain.
You nodded in understandment, believing him. "Okay. I'm just glad you're safe, miles."
You gave miles a soft smile as you looked into his eyes, something you could never get tired of.
You both continued to talk about what had been happening in your lives until you had reached a small park. There was a small playground that contained swings, a slide, and a few other things. Snow covered everything that was available. Covering a once green park in the summer to a soft white park in the winter.
You and Miles wiped snow off of the swings and sat on the seats. It was a bit cold and slightly wet from melting snow, but that didn't bother you both much. Snow continued to fall onto you and miles. Covering your hair in small snow flakes and your coat. You and Miles continue to talk about anything and nothing. You then gave miles a good look at how he looked at that moment.
Soft snow covered his curls and clothing that he was wearing. His soft brown eyes that seemed to carry a loving gaze as he looked at you made your heart skip a couple beats. His boyish smile and charm made you forget anything bad that had happened recently to you and made you only think of one thing. Miles.
your heart swelled at every thought of him. You couldnt deny that you thought he was pretty. A soft smile creeped onto your lips as Miles continued to talk. The moment couldn't be any more relaxing than it already was.
The sounds of the wind and cars driving soon consumed your ears. You both stopped talking and sat in a comfortable silence as you watched the snow fall. The silence wasn't uncomfortable or awkward, but it was peaceful. It was something you needed after a long day.
You then turned your gaze from the grey sky over to your boyfriend. Which who was already looking over at you.
You felt your face heat up from the unexpected eye contact, and you quickly looked away. Saving yourself from feeling more embarrassed.
While you were looking away, Miles was having a similar response. Since he was caught staring at you, he couldn't help but also feel his cheeks heat up in embarrassment. He darted his gaze to the ground, not wanting to make you uncomfortable.
After a moment of awkward silence, you silently decided to look Miles again, who was now looking at the ground and fiddling with his coats' pocket. Even when he was awkward and shy, you still thought he was pretty.
You carefully move your foot over to Miles and nudge his foot. It didn't seem to startle him, but he did look back it you and smiled. He then nudged his foot against your foot, and you smiled.
The moment seemed to last for a long time. You didn't even notice that Miles had his hand out to you, wanting to hold your hand again.
"Do you want to start heading out? It's getting late."
You nodded your head as to answer his question. "Sure, let go."
He nodded as well as you took his hand and stood up from the swing set. The snow had slowed down, and the soft sounds of your guy's shoes stepping on the snow was the only thing that you heard as you walked hand and hand back to your apartment.
Everything now was beautifully covered in snow. Making it look like a true winter wonderland in your opinion. You both again passed parked cars and lit up street lamps, the highlighted falling snow. But it was all quieter now. Even with cars and people going past the two of you.
You walk down your street and find your apartment easily. You stop and you thank Miles for the time you both had.
"Thank you."
You smiled at Miles and leaned in to kiss his cheek, which was cold from being outside for so long. You felt your heart flutter from your own gesture and you wouldn't doubt Miles felt the same.
"Yeah.. no problem. I'll see you soon?"
He asked, you nodded and gave his hand one last squeeze.
"I'll see you soon."
You gave miles one last kiss before turing to your building's door and going in. Leaving Miles outside with a smile on his face, looking like he had just seen the most mesmerizing person ever.
"...god i love you."
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MHA Boys X s/o with a fear of bugs
Pairing; Kaminari Denki, Kirishima Eijiro, Bakugo Katsuki, Midoriya Izuku, Todoroki Shōto x GN! Reader. (Separate)
contains; fluff, bug killing
wc;1720
A/N; sorry! I haven’t posted in a while, Lowkey had writers block. I’m back though! :)
❀Katsuki Bakugo ❀
Tbh dudes a grump lyt but a grump
Prolly so done with you
Like he just woke up can’t even process wtf is goin on
He’s got sleep itis bad
He has to be in bed by 9:30 and wake up at 5 to train
Sleep is super important
And you tell him it’s a bug
Like you woke me up and ruined my sleep schedule for a bug
He thinks ur kidding
So done with you ngl
Eventually kills it
Not happy
:/ 5.5/10
❀”….ski…Kats…..ki!” Bakugo rolled over and tried to get comfortable again, tuning out the noises. Then the groggy feeling of being shook out of his sleep, his oh so wonderful sleep, hit him. “Hm,” he grunts almost questioningly.
He wasn’t fully awake yet, he could save his sleep. If only you would stop fucking shaking him!
“What woman?!” He said shaking you off of him and hurrying his face into his pillow.
“‘Tsuki! There’s a bug! In the bathroom, and I really gotta go!”
He does a full 360. He sits up, drags his hands over his face, and just looks at you. He’s just staring, almost into space, the worlds blankest stare. It’s in between morning confusion, anger, oblivion, and more confusion.
“…what?”
“It’s urgent! How many times do I have to say it! There’s a bug in the bathroom, and I needa go!”
“…you woke me up….for a bug?”
“Yes! A really big bug!”
He’s fuming mad, he seriously can’t believe you right now. A bug? Really?! He can’t even be bothered by this right now, so he simply lays back down and pulls the covers over his head.
You immediately pull the covers back and shake him awake once again, “wake up you big lump! It’s almost time for you to get up anyways!”
“I still have,” he tilts his head towards the digital clock on his nightstand, “7 minutes.”
“Come on! The bug is gonna get away by then, please?!”
He drawls out the worlds longest sigh, and tussles out of the bed with an attitude. He grumbles all the way to the bathroom, ‘can’t believe y’woke me up for some dumb bug, he grumbles while he kills the bug, ‘all y’hafta do is smash it’, and while he walks back getting into bed with 5 minutes to spare, ‘wasn’t that fuckin hard’
“Thanks Kats!” You say enthusiastically.
“Yeah yeah, just go pee now, don’t wake me up again either.”
He was not happy when his alarm clock rang five minutes later, and his sleep schedule was now two minutes off. ❀
❀ Todoroki Shōto ❀
He’s super chill about it ngl
You’re just over his house hanging out
It’s getting near night time tho so you tell him you’re finna shower
He hears this high pitched scream
Immediately thinks smth is wrong
Rushes to the rescue
Gets to the bathroom and is utterly confused
Till you step out the way and he sees the bug
You don’t even have to say anything
He quickly grabs a paper towel and disposes of it
:) 9/10 -1pt for killing it ig(for the bug lovers out there sorry)
❀ “Shō, I’m gonna go shower real quick. Then we can maybe watch a movie after?”
“Yeah sure, I’ll start looking for one.”
You smile softly and begin to walk up the stairs where a lovely hot shower awaits you. Well not so lovely because the moment you pulled back the curtain, you screamed in horror.
It was like a dark purple worm looking thing, and it was in the tub. Not even a minute later Todoroki makes his way up the stairs and into the bathroom. He didn’t even ask what was wrong, he quickly grabbed a paper towel and disposed of the bug.
“It’s raining and cold out, all the bugs are finding their way in,” he said nonchalantly.
Afterward, you were too paranoid to take your shower though, so you had him do a full inspection of the bathroom, and you made him sit in the bathroom with you until you were done in the shower. ❀
❀ Izuku Midoriya ❀
He’s such a softie :(
He just can’t bring himself to kill it
Even though you’re standing on the couch
Hiding behind a pillow
Screaming ‘kill it! Kill it Zu please!’
He just can’t
Gently traps the bug in a cup
And releases it outside far away.
10/10
❀ “AHHHH!”
“What?! What’s wrong y/n?!” Izuku rushed out of his room into the living room in a panic.
You’re shaking and pointing to the wall opposite from you, the one with the TV amounted onto it with various pictures of you and Izuku.
“It’s a spider! Kill it! It’s so big, Izu!”
You’re standing on the couch at this point grasping the cute brown throw pillow for dear life. For a moment, Izuku finds this situation a little funny and kinda adorable.
“Ok ok, calm down I’ll get it.”
He went to the kitchen to grab a paper towel but then he thought about that poor spider, and its-his- poor life. He switched out the paper towel for a cup, and came back to living room. He trapped the spider and waited for it to climb into the cup, and then he ran outside far away from the house, and set it free. ❀
❀ Eijiro Kirishima ❀
Now listen
He’s a super manly man and all
He’d do anything for you beautycool
But when you screamed ‘Eiji it’s a bug help!’
He bout lost his shit
He said
🏃♀️
Fuck a bug
Hell no
And he’s not doing it
This man-
Calls his best bakubro
And asks him to come over
Just to kill a bug
You were so stuck on that the whole day
Even after Bakugo left right after killing the bug and almost killing Kirishima
That’s the day you learned that’s the only time he can’t help you
6/10 cuz at least the bug was gone
❀ “Eiji! Eiji help!”
He immediately rushes into the room, “what’s wrong?!”
“There’s a bug! Eiji! Kill it!”
My boy does a full 180 and runs out the room.
“Eiji! What are you doing?!” You shouted from the bedroom.
“I’m gonna save you don’t worry!” He says as if you’ve been captured.
He quickly dials his best man, Bakubro, who picks up the phone irritated but gets concerned due to the urgency in Kirishimas voice. He tells Kirishima that he’ll be right over.
“Don’t worry pebble, reinforcements will be here soon!”
“What?!”
Just then harsh knocks were heard from the door, and you knew he had called Bakugo.
He storms in asking Kirishima what’s wrong because he’s actually worried, and he’s confused as to why Kirishima looks so calm.
“Listen Bakubro-“
“Don’t call me that! Just spit it out!”
“There’s a bug.”
“A bug-“
“Yes! But a really big one and it’s in the top corner of my bedroom, how will I be able to sleep at night if you don’t-“
“You sounded so distraught over the phone, for a bug,” uh-oh that’s his ‘you’ve gotta be fucking kidding me voice’
“Well I mean it’s not just a bug it’s-“
“Don’t finish that sentence, I’ve had enough of your stupidity for one day.”
He walks into the room, to see you just awkwardly standing on the bed the farthest away from the spider.
“H-hey I just wanted to make sure it didn’t move…Eijiro was supposed to kill it-“
“Yeah, I know. Shitty hair does not do bugs. I come over here like twice a week for this exact reas-“
Before he could finish his sentence, Kirishima came into the room blazing. He had paper towels, Lysol spray, and for some reason a bowl on his head.
“Here! I grabbed all the stuff!”
“That’s too much shitty- never mind, hand me a paper towel.”
He quickly hands the paper towels over, bakugo goes to the corner, jumps up, and kills the bug.
“My hero!” Kirishima said jokingly.
“Yeah yeah, see ya shitty hair,” he said heading towards the door. ❀
❀ Denki Kaminari ❀
We’ve got another one folks
He’d do anything for you
But bugs-
9 times out of 10 you’re saving him
You know he doesn’t like bugs
So when he walked in the house while you were in the midst of looking for the bug you accidentally let in
That was not a good mix
Your little ‘Denki there’s a bug if you see it tell me so I can get it’
Had him panicking
He stayed millimeters away from you
Aka he was all up in your bubble
Then all of a sudden
This man
The one who’s training to become a hero
Hides behind you
Screaming about how he sees the bug
4/10 cuz you had to take care of the bug but he was cute tho
❀ It’s around here somewhere, you just know it. While bringing the groceries into the apartment, you accidentally let a moth in. You had looked around but figured it would come out sooner or later, and started preparing some ramen.
Minutes later, Kaminari walked in, and even though you knew he was gonna freak out you figured if you told him about it upfront he’d be okay. Boy, were you wrong.
“Why are you being so nonchalant about this?! A MOTH THATS PROLLY THE SIZE OF MY HAND IS FLYING AROUND!”
“Babe, calm down. Moths aren’t that big-“
“YEAH RIGHT!”
“Just stay in the kitchen with me then, it’s fine.”
And of course as soon as you said that it came flying out from behind the couch cushion and into the kitchen.
“Ahhhh! ITS RIGHT THERE!” He says cowering behind your leg.
“Ok ok scaredy cat I’m gonna let it out.”
The moth was just flying around the light, so you went to the door opened it and turned off the light in hopes of the moth not swarming it anymore. Slowly, but surely it flew out of the door.
You closed it shut going back into the kitchen to check on your fearless boyfriend.
“It’s gone.”
“You lied to me! It was huge!”
“I think you’re exaggerating a little denks.”
“No you’re under exaggerating.”
You guys debated about the size of the moth throughout dinner, and he was paranoid the rest of the week. ❀
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That’s completely fine! Could I maybe request something with Charles?
Maybe one where they meet at a GP, one where she works, behind a bar or something, just a small job for the weekend. However, they cross paths a few times, without him noticing her at first, and then once she’s off work, since they aren’t allowed to take pictures during working hours, she wants to take a picture. But the moment she wants to take the picture together with him, her phone dies. Charles takes the picture with his phone and he tells her he’ll send it to her through IG, and that’s when they can’t stop thinking about eachother and eventually go on dates and stuff. She’s just a normal 22 year old that still goes to college etc.
Sorry this is so long though😅😅😅
The sun was scorching hot on that July Friday afternoon and if it wasn’t for the cream sunshades planted right above your head as your stirred, shook and mixed drinks, you probably would have passed out. You were thankful you were working with ice cubes, really, as they kept your hands somewhat cold and you were then able to rub them against your arms to cool yourself down. Well, it worked pretty well until you ran out of ice cubes for the third time of the afternoon. A quick glance on your right showed that your workmate was busy shaking a drink and th guy supposed to bring back stock was nowhere to be found. That would be up to you to grab some more ice, you guessed, as you quickly let your colleague know you’d be getting down the rooftop to grab what you needed.
The paddock was buzzing with what had been deemed “usual frenzy”, though you couldn’t attest of it as you were a newbie and only here for the weekend. When your friend said she found a gig for the Grand Prix, you jumped on the occasion to tell her you were interested as well. With a year of odd hours of working in a bar around your student planning, they were thrilled to bring you in for the weekend, especially as they lacked personnel for this week. That’s how you found yourself working at the VIP lounge, serving drinks to people you had never seen outside of a screen, who more often than not forgot to tip you and were less than polite. But that didn’t matter. Because from where you stood, shaking drinks and planting some paper umbrellas in their overpriced drinks, you could see the track and the cars passing by, which was more than you could expect.
The bright green pass around your neck opened you the doors of the building to grab some stock and as you struggled with three big bags of ice, you quickly thanked the charitable hand that kept the door open for you.
“That was getting a bit tricky,” You laughed. “No worries,” The guy answered before you could properly see his face.
As he walked away from you, you took a glance at your saviour.
Red racing suit hanging low on his hips and a hedgehog like haircut that could only mean one thing: Charles fucking Leclerc had just held the door open for you.
*
By the time the sun set on Saturday evening, you were exhausted and your arms were heavy from all the shaking but you had seen Charles three more times without him ever seeing you in return. Not that you were desperate to bump into him but you liked this driver and you wished you could stir up a conversation or something. But fraternising with the drivers during your work hours was strictly forbidden and you needed the paycheck a bit too much, if you were honest. Loading the last box of trash into the trunk of the car that was supposed to drive it away, you made sure not to get dust from the car into your white shirt. It was a pain to clean, you now knew by experience.
“Need a hand?” Someone offered. “That would be nice, yes,” You huffed as you tried your best to lift the box into the trunk before a set of arms grabbed it for you and loaded it effortlessly into the car. “Thank you so much,” You sighed. “No problem.”
You closed the trunk door and lifted your head to thank your helper, only to be met with Charles once again.
“You’ve already saved me twice this weekend,” You joked, as you rubbed your hands together to get rid of most of the dust from the track that kept polluting the air. “Really?” “You kept the door open for me yesterday,” You reminded him. “I was stuck with so many ice cubes, I must have looked like a little penguin!” “Oh yeah!” He grinned. “Hey, I know it’s past both of our hours, but could I grab a quick picture with you? You’re one of my fave drivers on the grid, this year.” “Absolutely,” Charles laughed, as you got your phone out of your shorts’ back pocket.
But no matter how many times you tried punching the power button, your damn phone stayed dark, powerless and empty of any remaining battery life.
“Shit.” “Hey, let’s take it with mine, I’ll send it to you through Instagram?” Charles offered. “At some point, I’ll start calling you Lord Perceval for real,” You giggled. “Thank you so much for your patience with me.” “It’s no worries.”
You let Charles frame the shot and take the picture on his phone, as he visibly knelt down a little so you wouldn’t look ridiculously small next to him. You wrote your username in his phone so that the shot sent directly in your inbox and Charles waved goodbye at you before he left.
Later that night, when your phone finally came back to life, you found the picture neatly stacked on top of your inbox, just as it was meant to be. You quickly thanked Charles again for his help and patience, not expecting your message to stand up in the more than probable ocean of DMs he must be getting every hour. But to your surprise, Charles opened the message, typed a quick “it was nice meeting you, see you in the paddock tomorrow” and you went to bed feeling spent but happy as heck.
*
Charles didn’t win the race but you were happy to see him stand on the second step of the podium, that Sunday. His smile was big and so was yours, as you counted the few tips that your clients left you personally and you divided by three the content of the tip jar that you shared with your two teammates. You knew the paycheck wasn’t going to pay your rent for three months, but even a month of rent was nice as you stood. Your small student flat wouldn’t suddenly transform into a castle, but maybe by saving a bit of money, you would be able to buy that cute lamp you’d seen at a decoration store and couldn’t buy last time you walked past the storefront.
“Hey, need some help again?”
You grinned at the now familiar voice hovering over you. Turning back on your seat, you smiled at Charles, clutching his trophy in his arms and glowing with the golden hour light.
“Wanna help me count how much I made this weekend?” You giggled. “Sure,” Charles laughed. “How was work today?” “Tiring but it was nice to watch you from up there. How was your race?” “Nice, I got a trophy,” He chuckled, showing his cup. “I saw that! Congrats!” “Hey, would you like to grab a drink to celebrate that? You know, one that you wouldn’t have to make yourself?” “That would be nice,” You nodded. “Come on, then. Grab your cash, you might need it!” “Aren’t you going to be a gentleman and pay for my drink?” You fakely gasped. “I’ll pay the first round, you can buy the next.”
You grabbed your totebag branded with the name of the track that had been your workplace for four days and followed Charles laughing and smiling. Who knows what would come out of this? You were just glad to buy a freaking lamp, to be honest.
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vote in my poll boy but also im gonna skew my own results by giving my opinion. here’s my personal ranking of rose writers
sean mckeever: FRESH HELL <3 literally THE rose book. also tt03 #57 slayed. he ALMOST gets knocked down on the list because a) the fucking shitshow that was terror titans and b) he backtracked on like 3 different character arcs as soon as he started writing tt and it pisses me off. but he redeemed himself with fresh hell
geoff johns: i hate johns so much. but he solidified sooo much about rose as a character that he has pretty much the definitive rose. what he did completely defined rose's relationship with her father and her attitude towards the titans/being a hero in general. whether they realize it or not, every rose writer after johns is writing his version of her. as much as i hate him he is one of the best rose writers and i will stand by that
christopher priest: i have not made it a secret that i love ds16. there are some aspects of his characterization that i dont agree with but for the most part he killed it tbh. hating her dad but still coming back to him, loving her brother but still keeping him at arms length, HOSUN!!! HER HMONG FAMILY!!!!!!! ily priest
ed brisson: SLAY. the only reason he's not higher is because i dont like the fact in general that she chose to be on stormwatch (she would not do that), and he used baby rose in ktr and didnt even mention lili (and DID mention that foster family. im still mad). other than that!!! everything about her struggle to be a good person in batb was soooo good, and so much about ktr was so good for her <3 thank u mr brisson
marv wolfman: i feel a little bad not ranking him higher given that. he created rose. but she doesnt really do much in the issues he writes. which is fair given that she was a new character that was just made to hang around on the sidelines at the time, so theres not a lot to judge in his writing. but he definitely laid the foundation that johns expanded on, and he was the one that made her so uh thnx marv
jt krul: i wish he had gotten more time :( i wish he had gotten to do whatever he was planning with lili, i wish we could've gotten to see more of his rose. his rose was def a different take than before given that she was more... mellowed out ig? it was a lot more lighthearted, just her hanging out with the team, being an older sister to damian (<3), and looking for her mom. hes not my fav just because i like it when shes a crazy bitch instead of a normal girl, but i completely understand why people like his rose. not to mention tt03 #77-78 slays so unbelievably hard
jay faerber: NANNY ROSE <33333 i love love love rose in titans 99 <3 this version of rose is DRASTICALLY different than any other rose, which is the reason hes in the bottom half, but i like it in the sense that its nice to know that she was just hanging out in between the two worst things to ever happen to her (her mom dying & slade drugging her). rose with roy and lian lives rent free in my head every single day of my life i love it so much, also that issue with rose & toni was so fun. titans 99 rose you will always be famous
adam beechen: he is going to hell for what he did to cass but for rose? he was fine. he helped with that one really good wilson family arc (tt03 #43-46), and wrote the only pre-52 rose & jason interaction (#47) so he gets points for that. and batgirl 2008 was pretty good for rose. but unfortunately he just didnt make enough of an impact on me to be ranked any higher
matthew rosenberg: unfortunately im mentally ill so i have a detailed explanation of what i think of rosenberg's rose but the short version is: i like him, he writes a good rose. its fun, shes well-written for the most part, but there are some :/ parts about it to me. i think if he continues writing her he'd be ranked higher but for now hes sitting pretty near the bottom of the list
devin grayson: i used to really like devin grayson's rose but. i have since changed my mind. it doesnt feel like rose. this is NOT the rose that stabbed her eye out because she thought slade was disappointed in her! shes too Quirky Girl here even though this is theoretically during the period where shes being drugged (honestly. i dont think grayson actually knew about the super soldier serum. and if she did it does not show) and we've seen rose in this era in tt03 and bg00, and this arc does not read as the same character at all. it was a good arc for her, and she had a lot of good moments here! but the characterization overall wasnt great
joshua williamson: i won't go on a whole tangent about the way williamson writes but. he has no sense of character voice, his characters all feel like blank slates to get the plot across, there are no character decisions being made besides what's needed for the plot. theres not a lot that i can put my finger on and say that its bad, but there are so few choices being made that its hard to say anything about his rose. to put a completely different character in rose's place in robin 2021, all you'd have to do is switch a few words around. williamson uses a vague idea of who a character is to guide what he wants them to do, and all his characters come out shallow. his rose wasnt BAD but it wasnt good at all
scott lobdell: every day i blow on a dandelion and wish for scott lobdell to kill himself
#re: williamson. for some reason the 'he cant write character voice' rule does not apply to ollie#like everyone else in ga23 is very eh. but hes nailed ollie's voice#the plot sucks. the pacing sucks. the decisions usually suck. but he can write ollie in a way that he cant write anyone else#trying so hard not to go on an entire rant about how williamson writes characters. i swear im trying to stay on topic#rose wilson
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Imagine brothers best friend! Gojo
content warning ig? - underage drinking nothing more i think lemme know if i missed something
P.S-there may be spelling mistakes and other stuff not proof read really random idea not a writer just procrastinating
you're Geto's sister golden child ,smart kid, gifted knows three languages and a med student perfect child having a secret life no one knows you go to clubs with your friends YOU out of all people have a fake ID get drunk so one time you drank too much your friends don't call your parents and they don't want to call your brother because they know how much you want him to respect you and know your brother disapproval would kill you so they call the next best option his best friend
Gojo was hanging out with Geto it was already quite late you were supposed be at a "study group" you go every saturday night so imagine Gojo's surprise when he gets a call from you of all people he answers it thankfully Geto doesn't notice and he picks it your friend explaining the situation and specially mentions not to say anything to your brother so Gojo makes an excuse to leave confused on how YOU of all people got into this situation
brothers best friend! Gojo drives to the club finds you standing outside looking a bit ashamed but still tipsy enough to not care too much. God you look ethereal he's never seen you in these types of clothes and it has him feeling some type of way you get into the car first thing you say to him is to not tell your brother he realizes you don't believe him and them you do the most unexpected thing in that situation as you tear up a little and ask pinky promise? his eyes widen as he trying to make sure you don't start full on crying so he lifts up his pinky and interlocks it with yours and says yes yes pinky promise now please don't cry you immediately cheer your mood doing a complete 180 and Gojo thinks the way you're acting is so cute
he starts driving though he's not sure where to because he would break his promise if he took you back to your home then your parents would find out too and it starts becoming a bit difficult to concentrate because you keep staring at him with your pretty eyes he's on the verge of combusting he asks why you keep staring you reply you're just too pretty 'toru you say oh god his name on your tongue sounds so right up until now you've only addressed him by his last name though he insists its ok to call him by his first and finally hearing you call him by not only his first name but a nickname makes him almost melt on the spot and on top of all of that you called him pretty he's dying here spare him would you
that night in the car when you guys were driving around aimlessly is when brothers best friend! Gojo realizes his feelings for you and shit he's fucked after all you're his best friends little sis if he knew Gojo would be dead
if only Geto knew.....
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i feel this in a creative work sort of way and idk if im like. i doubt im Alone in it but idk how common of a problem it is like what if i am just being a freak but
i actually think i can do what im setting out to do re writing a book series. i think i can do it well. i have clear and defined goals and i Know it'll be years of work
the hang up is like...
i guess i feel like the entire world expects me to fail
i dont think i will, but i never mention to people being a writer and having stuff im working on unless theyre close to me/Also other writers
see, with fanfic, it made sense to hide it away wrt irl. i mean we live in a society fic has a bad general public rep that i can tell, lotta ppl think it isnt Real writing, ect
im just surprised i still have this sense of fear/shame ig abt my own could be published years later writing
like i dont tell ppl i write at all because if i did id expect them to think im just gonna fail, like i dont have it in me, like my ideas are bad, like any kind of bad faith/hurtful thing abt writers being worthless or how much of a longshot it is for anything to take off just Haunt me all the time and so i still self isolate my biggest hobby/frankly whats a part of my identity and has been since i was in elementary school
not being a fueled by spite person makes it kinda hard bc if i ever do mention it i feel like ill have to just get defensive, but also ppl tend to not be like oh you're doing/making x thats Stupid i probably wouldnt hear it to my face
but i dunno
i just feel depressed. and a large part is probably that moving from fanfic to og means i can and will have more ppl seeing it bc it isnt fandom dependent, but its still smth i reflexively Hide bc of how i think ppl will view me/that its like im wasting my time or kidding myself when i dont believe that but its. augh
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I really really love you blog 🥹🫶 It's way too pretty.❤️
Being a writer myself I think writers do have answers of almost every question. I don't talk to ppl much but also I can't find answers of my own question.
So there's this guy I met almost 6-7 months back and gradually fell for him tho I tried my very best to guard my heart but ended up surrendering. Sometimes I do feel that he feels the same but sometimes it's all cold and empty.
Like sometimes he have got thousands of stories to tell or rant about everything he did or wanna do,but sometimes there are just mere words.
I do love him a lot and even if I want to unlove him it's something my heart would never allow. But sticking around is still fine when you don't even know if he holds something for you or not?
Firstly thank you for appreciating my blogs<33 and secondly sorry for replying little lateee
Well, about the question you asked i can't just suggest you anything personally here as i don't know how good things are between you two despite what you wonder but in my pov is that maybe he does like you but not as much as you expect him to. and always remember that if someone is in love than he/she doesn't behave as per mood, he/she behave like no matter whatever mood he/she is in, your feelings never should be compromised. okay either you be upfront with him which ig you probably won't or more useful would be create some boundaries for yourself atleast. like how much you'll allow yourself to be in his matters and how much you'll let him get away with if he's being so hot and cold. And note that when a man REALLY likes you he won't keep you hanging, EVER.
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Monday of Appreciation: Part 74
Hello everyone, Smite here!
Y'all, yeorobun! Before you read this here, go listen to "Rising" by tripleS. Don't leave ma girls hanging, that song is fire!
Anyways, thank you for taking the time to read this and thank you also for reading my fics. The great response and support has led me to write 90 fics in like 1,5 year! Even better: there are other, more talented writers out there putting out stories on the daily. Here you go with some of the best:
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@girlgroupshots: Manager Oppa ft. Joy
This fic came and went (like I did ofc) and that ending REALLY has me hoping for another part. But if we just focus on this part, yes, Joy is a joy and I want this too ahhhhhh, please, this is so simple yet so good. Anyways, read it.
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@midnightdancingsol: Trail Mix ft. Winter
The idea with the selfie stick still sticks with me, just like the cum sticks to Winter. Now I wanna take my walking stick and stick it in her too. If it weren't for all your other releases, Sol, I'd be going feral over this, but you just go crazy with so many other smuts, I...
All I can do is put it on here, I guess lol.
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@ggidolsmuts: Guilty Pleasures ft. Gahyeon
Ddeun is a revolutionary, istg, who comes up with these crazy, humorous, yet still very hot ideas? It was an amazing tease that had me clenching my teeth until we FINALLY got to Gahyeon (btw, super underrated). Now please, where is my [insert Kaede's current meow meow] fleshlight?
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@sinswithpleasure: Sisterly Bonding ft. Chaewon, Winter (TW)
YO WHaT?!
Like... I'm out of words. Guess what the trigger warning is about from just the title and if you don't like it, don't read it, but if you're fine with it...
GO FOR IT. Masterful combo, masterful smut.
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@midnightdancingsol: la folie de la lune ft. Yeji, Hyunjin (SKZ)
What's better than one Sol story? Two ofc!
I. WANT. NAOW. (Ig TW if you don't like a male idol in your fic (especially if he participates (tbh, that made that fic special for me frfr)))
Sol, you are a madlad like no other!
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@torotauri21: Gym Buddies ft. Hyewon
This reminds me a bit of another fic lol, which is definitely a good thing. Damn, sometimes I forgot just how fucking beautiful Hyewon is and that she has assets that make me go 0.0.
But wtf? How did they not get caught??? Unrealistic?! Hello? Where is the REALISM in my smut??? (No fr, great fic)
Finally I got another bigger MoA. Disclaimer, the next will prob be short cuz of exams. See ya around!
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Since you're on season 5, do you get a "unnecessary continuity that misses the point" vibe? I felt that way several times; in MNFbKD, it was the reuse of the gala. Here's what I mean: In S1, the gala turned out to be a stuffy meet and greet that did not at all live up to the M6's excited, very personalized expectation. It was really just used as a vehicle for a "hype is bad" lesson and the usual S1 comedy. In S5, iirc, they don't really use the gala to show how far anyone's come or anything like that. Twilight is helping Celestia, fair enough. Most of the rest don't really have any reason to re-attend the boring event beyond taking their sisters because... all the M6 gotta be there ig. Fluttershy, despite being the most (and only one) relevant to the plot, had the biggest missed opportunity, as her original goal (see the rare animals) was the most doable, and her mistake (calm the hell down) was the most fixable for a next visit. She's now going with her CALM friend Tree Hugger, whom she met in the RARE creature preservation group. But they just sit around a table while Discord does Discord things. To top it off, the ending twist that Celestia invited someone because she knew they would liven up the otherwise boring affair is literally the same twist as last time, and for some reason Twilight is SURPRISED? I remember thinking that if the insecure writers are going to shove stupid continuity in my face, I'll shove it right back. Maybe it's just me, but the original gala episode was (and might still be, Part 2 of ACW puts up a fight) my favorite season finale, but in S5 (and after), the focus seemed to be more on proving a point than making good content. Not that the episode DOESN'T have good content, but it is an example of what I'm talking about from one you've rewatched.
For one I disagree…that episode does not have good content
lol
Two, I think you’re entirely correct. The show wants to keep reminding you of its own continuity but doesn’t care about what it takes to get there. There is no reason for this to be the gala other than “it’s a party we went to in season 1 and therefore the audience no part knows it’s been a year”
Why are children suddenly allowed at this stuffy party? Why does Celestia never tell Twilight that she was hoping Discord would fucked some shit up? Why did we only invite Discord to make a mess and not because he’s a friend? Why is this party still boring as shit for a second time?
Discord doesn’t even get to hang out with the other people at the party so it’s not like that’s relevant. No fun Discord and Celestia small talk. This could’ve been Fluttershy canceling Tuesday tea to go on a nature walk with Tree Hugger and it’d be the same exact story.
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my first post
Hey y'all (if there's even anyone reading, idk if the AM Fandom is even still alive lol) there's a new mack in the shack (me)! Fair warning I don't think my work is very good but for whatever reason I still like writing fanfiction. If there is anyone reading this and you want to give me (positive!) feedback it would be greatly appreciated. Idk abt you guys but I miss AM and ik its never coming back and ig I'm okay with that at this point. Anyways ik the andi mack fandom died pretty quickly (I thought we were better than that) and there are many good fics out there that simply got discontinued so in case there's anyone here on Tumblr looking for some fresh AM fics here I am. As far as requests go I'm still very new to Tumblr and thus still figuring things out so as soon as I get the hang of this I hope I can start taking those. Note that again I don't think I'm very good at this but if you like my work or just like reading new AM fics you know where to find me (see what I did there ;)). If and when I do start taking requests know that I'm not a very creative writer so 1. I probably won't do justice to your request, and 2. it might take a while to write, edit, and beta (especially since I don't personally know anyone here on Tumblr lol). If you just want to talk to me about andi mack I can do that too but note that I do have school and a limited amount of screen-time so it might take a while for me to get back to you. Hopefully someone out there is reading this, and if you are, know that you are appreciated and I'd love to hear from you (and if you know your way around Tumblr it would be greatly appreciated if you'd share that with me :)). Thank you, expect to hear more from me in the future, and lmk if anyone's even reading this lmao.
#andi mack#is there anyone in this fandom anymore#tyrus#tyrus andi mack#new to tumblr#new to blogging#first post#is anyone there#is there anyone out there
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Blackbird Spyplane
Too many places are STERILE and TORCHED — let’s make them COOL and FUNKY
In praise of Un-Grammable Hang Zones (U.G.H.Z.)
Right now, in year ~15 of the fetish for “clean lines” and “understated elegance,” I wanna hang for hours in a FRUMPY, MISSHAPEN, INVITINGLY INELEGANT place like Jump’N Java instead, during which time I would never even think to take out my phone and let the feed know I was there because, despite being packed with vibey curios, the place is way too much of a CHAOTIC VISUAL HODGEPODGE to “work” in the form of an iPhone pic on social media … There is one major flaw with U.G.H.Z — the food and drinks on offer typically range from passable to abysmal !
Your clothes are haunted by beautiful ghosts
3. Relatedly, clothes can be haunted by ghosts — in a way that is not spooky but tight — and rocking them can be séance-like. Memories of your past selves get woven into the threads of a favorite t-shirt you wore throughout college or a rainshell you wore in the backcountry. The spectral afterglow of other people’s lives lingers in secondhand pieces, too, which is why it feels so transportive when you buy, e.g., a secondhand jacket and find an old plane ticket or handwritten shopping list or letter tucked in the pocket. The pockets can be empty, too, and the s**t can still be full of ghosts.
Cool clothes should have credit sequences
The pleasures of "C.R.E.D.I.T.S. Mindset" Collaboration Respecters Enjoy Deeper Immersion in the Tightest S**t !! The answer to 3. is illustrated nowhere better than the way N*tflix (and other streaming platforms) make it actively hard to NOT skip end credits these days… They play a few pro forma seconds, then suddenly the window minimizes and the algorithm tries to serve you up some other st INSTANTLY, on autoplay... Just appreciating the visual representation, as name after name goes by, of the fact that MAD PEOPLE besides the director, writer & actors worked to make the thing I just watched — a collectivist counterbalance to romantic yet pernicious myths of INDIVIDUALIST GENIUS that can make us focus disproportionately on “numero uno” at the expense of fellowship & communitarian obligations! (This also manifests in a cool way when you see a filmmaker’s “Thank Yous” and get a little glimpse of the “social architecture” of a film’s making, like, “Dmn I didn’t know Joanna Hogg was homies with Martin Scorsese, that’s tight.”) ... Reading mad fashion magazines — which Erin has been doing since she was a COOL KID conducting adolescent jawn-recon — and whipping yr eye back and forth between the pics and the GUTTER CREDITS, where the info on designers, models, stylists, photographers, etc. is tucked. C.R.E.D.I.T.S. Mindset can be seen in opposition to marketing — because shining a light on otherwise unacknowledged labor can help reveal endemic exploitation (or, say, wildly inflated pricing). But it can abet marketing, too, for worse or better, whether via mockable clichés (“tonight’s chicken was raised 22 miles north of here by a farmer named Carol whose grain-free feed consists of …”) or by explaining and justifying something’s relatively high price tag by letting you know how, e.g., a pricey artisan jawn’s making was materially different from that of a cheap s*tty mass-market jawn.
By “blessed uninterrupted closed system” what we mean is that:
Nothing entered the room that wasn’t already there (e.g., no hot takes, no tweets, no IG stories, no “streaming content”) and
Nothing went out (no data for advertisers to vacuum up, no fuel for the algorithm to ingest, no performed versions of ourselves for the timeline to behold.) This was like that baller ROOM OF ONE’S OWN s*t Virginia Woolf was talking about, baby… And g-d dmn, it felt great!!
Is Ssense hurting the cool-clothes ecosystem? https://www.blackbirdspyplane.com/p/is-ssense-hurting-the-cool-clothes-ecosystem
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