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I've been brewing this post for far too long in my drafts, but I need more doomed!Bruce and Jason throughout universes. And it is not even always about the same Jaybin, dying in the warehouse scenarios!
Sometimes Jason is just a kid, who died in front of Batman, who maybe jumped in between Batman and the villain recklessly, to keep him safe, and whose blood stuck under Bruce's nails. His face haunts him in nightmares, still.
In other realities, Bruce meets Jason as a teen, and they never even get to become father and son officially - but they slowly get into each other's lives, until something awful happens, leaving a ghost of a smirking kid stroll behind Bruce's hunched figure for the rest of his life.
Or maybe it is one of these realities, where Jason crawls out of the Alley Crime himself, and manages to become famous in Gotham; the one, where he opens a charity fond, dedicated to people, who fight with the drug addiction. Bruce Wayne is sympathetic of a kid he meets during some of the events, and as they slowly start contacting each other more often, getting closer, he promises himself to protect him. Expect, Batman is late to save Jason Todd from the hands of yet another villain.
It could be the priest Jason Todd that meets bleeding out Batman on the stairs of the church, and who helps him out, for what he later pays with his life. Or they are not really vigilantes in any of these universes - just father and son.
And in some of these universes, they reconcile. In one of them, some of the medics connect the dots that a catatonic boy, who is covered in dirt, calling for his dad, for Bruce is Bruce's Wayne dead son, and try calling him. In another, LoA!Jason with his memory still being in a haze, crosses his path with Batman, before getting dipped in the Lazarus Pit.
But the point stands.
In all of them, Bruce Wayne is too late. In all of them, Bruce Wayne fails to save Jason Todd.
#i actually have a specific scenario in my head#basically early 20tish Jason who works as a bartender in Alley Crime#and Bruce (still Batman) who never picked up anyone after Dick#but his relationship with Dick is still strained#they try to mend things but more often than not they can't find a common ground#Bruce once visits this bar where Jason works too tired and mourning his parents that day and Jason amuses him#Jason not instantly understands Bruce is Wayne until he leaves him tips higher than 1k dollars lol#Bruce starts visit more#Jason shares his lore a little - he was picked up by the owner of the bar as a kid#they talk about books and about the fact that Jason saves money for college#Bruce helps him out ofc#he invites him to meet Alfred and Dick#everything is okay#and then... Joker happens#he takes Jason as a hostage bc he figures out that Batman knows the boy#Jason atp knows that Bruce is Batman but never confronts him about it#this time Batman comes in time#Jason tries to kill Joker but Batman stops him#so Jason doesn't kill him#they hug#and when they hug Joker shots Jason#of course Batman blames himself lmao#he might or might not fail to keep himself in check and kills Joker after this#but he instantly leaves his cowl behind because he can't allow himself to live with what happened#if you want a happy ending red hood can return in the same manner as in canon but without beefing bruce ofc#jason todd#bruce wayne#red hood#batman
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Find it boring as fuck when people portray Celine as some kind of Cinderella stepmother ass bitch mother figure towards rumi like *grabs water bottle and spray all these people* NO! BAD! BAD TAKE! BAD SHALLOW TAKE!! Go stand in the shame corner and only come back when you understand complex relationships!!
#do i believe celine was a perfect loving mother figure with A++++ parenting? hahahaha- no.#do i believe she hated rumi's guts and abused verbally her bc she was a mean ass bitch towards this kid with no reason? NO FUCKING HELL NO#their relationship is so tasty and some of yall turning it into something boring and shallow makes me want to rip my hair off!!#i believe celine truly and sincerely loves rumi but she has so much baggage and some many nuanced+#world views that stop her of loving and accepting her completely#not only nuanced world views but also nuanced and complex views towards rumi herself#i believe she truly loves rumi for the girl that she is#BUT#she also love rumi as an extension of ryu. she loves rumi bc she is specifically ryu's daughter#she loves rumi bcs thats the last living thing of ryu she has#i also believe she has a little itsy bitsy bad feeling towards rumi not only bc shes half demon and reminds her sometimes of her father#bc because it reminds her how she lost ryu to a demon#* inserts it's over isn't it from su rn *#and the whole generational nuances of ideologies yadayadayada#i believe she also thinks that rumi's marks are not part of her per say#just something that girl has to deal like i don't know. a cursed jewel you get it?#and she truly believes that shes helping/ showing how much she cares abt the girl with focusing on getting this burden removed from her!#URGH SO MANY FEELINGS SO MANY IDEAS UUUURGH RUMI AND CELINE MAKE ME KINDA OF ILL NGL#kpdh#kpdh celine#kpdh rumi#celine#rumi#kpop demon hunters#verom.txt
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Okay so I want to write my thoughts out.
This family was Twilight’s scheme. Well, Anya really got it together, but it was his plan. Anya knows the whole truth, but Yor is under the assumption that the only lie in the Forger family is their marriage. She believes Anya is really Loid’s kid and he’s just an average guy. Yor gets to realize her emotions first because she has always been able to recognize people’s hidden emotions. She always tells Loid that Anya adores him and that he’s doing a great job, always helps him realize things he didn’t even notice himself. She’s always encouraging Anya, being that mother figure, even when she doubts herself. Despite the lies, what Yor feels about her family is real.
Twilight is not allowing himself that same grace. This family is his construction, so therefore he needs to keep them at arm’s length so he doesn’t get attached. He is capable of those feelings, but his trauma and mission are all he knew up until the last 6 months. Every time he experiences an emotion that expresses the slightest bit of affection for his family, he sees it as a weakness. And can you blame him? He has so many enemies and he can’t trust anyone. Besides, loving his family for real will make it harder to let them go in the end. Remember, this is a long mission, but it is supposed to come to an expected end.
Anya has her age and innocence and is able to verbalize her feelings for her family much easier than her parents. Though the words “love” rarely appears between the three of them, it is clear that Anya likes her family and their dynamic. But she understands why Twilight adopted her and knows that she plays a role in his mission. She knows that it’ll come to an end some day, that’s why she could confide in Damian her secret, and not her parents. She feels they can send her away at any time and them knowing she’s psychic might accelerate that process. I’ve always wondered if Twilight not “loving” her ever bothers her, but she’s like 5. It just seems a little depressing that she is so fond of her father but he isn’t quite there yet. And maybe Anya does understand that, but she doesn’t quite mind.
All in all, yes Twilight/Loid is so dense but that’s only cause we have all the details. There’s no way he would be bringing down his walls yet, especially since he already thought Yor liked him and she shut that down. So he already has it in his mind that he and Yor see each other in the same way, a means to an end. But Yor is starting to see it differently. It’ll be a long while until Twilight catches up to that.
#also we don’t know what twilight’s real identity and personality is#Yor is drawing closer to Loid#but she doesn’t know who he really is#we don’t even know who he really is#is Loid his true self? a mix of the personalities ?#if it wasn’t for the war who would he be ?#anyway!!#the twiyor side of my brain is calling him stupid#but the other side of me gets it#spy x family#spy x family spoilers#this is the start of Yor realizing she cares for him#not necessarily romantic#but she’s starting to see herself as an individual capable of love and respect#cause she often sacrificed so much for her brother#but this is something she wants for herself#and she wants to know if twilight sees her as just a mother/wife figure#or values HER as a person. like could she easily be replaced with another woman?#and that’s the turmoil that’s been building up since Fiona entered the scene#I hope Yor starts to be more selfish honestly#AND ANOTHER THING#Yor assumes Anya is actually Loid’s so they were a happy family before she entered the scene#so she’s not really asking if he’s happy with being a parent cause he always was technically#shes not asking if he’s happy with a family because she assumes he always had one#she wants to know if he loves their LIFE TOGETHER in the same way she does#she’s specifically referring to herself
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Nell grew up in the lords of fortune, which means for a solid few years there was a dwarven child just living her most insane life as the littlest lordling of them all
bonus closeup on the top illustration
#datv#dragon age#dragon age veilguard#rook laidir#veilguard#lords of fortune#nell#my art#my fanart#my ocs#lof sucked as a faction but i'm so in love with the idea of Nell being taken in by a band of thieves and pirates like a stray cat#she made for a great distraction on simple jobs and a very quiet infiltrator on bigger jobs#she wasn't cared for by a specific lord and she definitely wasn't looked after but she grew up pretty happy all things considered#not exactly a family unit??? she never had a parental figure for more than a week at a time#hence the everything about her#but she grew up confident in her abilities and full of love for adventure and the world and all things shiny#and that's about as good as a lost orphan can hope for in thedas#she slept in a treasure chest for a lot of her childhood and never had a bedtime
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No it’s fine I’m not crying I’m not thinking in an endless loop about how in the middle of overwhelming grief Greez still recognized that Cal was spiraling and letting his perceived guilt start to drown him, how he refused to let that happen and his voice is shaking but he needs Cal to really hear that the betrayal isn’t on him, Bode made his own choices and it’s not Cal’s fault, and he emphasizes this because he knows even if Cal gets it, guilt still has its teeth sunk into him like he does for so many things that aren’t his fault, he feels so much but Greez can’t let him carry this like everything else
Definitely not thinking about how Greez calls him kid and shows he cares with sarcasm and food and how he didn’t trust Cal when he first saw him but how quickly he trusts Cal so much over and over even when he doesn’t want to, how he wants Cal to be safe and happy even though he understands Cal needs something different. Not thinking about how trust is a central theme in everything and every time it doesn’t end well it’s another reason to never trust anyone but Greez explicitly trusts Cal to make the right choice even when Cal isn’t fully sure of himself
#don’t mind me I’m just having a lot of thoughts#about everyone in these games but specifically Greez and Cal#lots of people pick up on Cere being Cal’s second master and something of a parental sort of figure because padawan/master relationships#are a lot like that with a kid and an adult working together#but Greez isn’t a Jedi and doesn’t really have authority but he still loves Cal so much and wants the best for him and in some ways does#take up that position of quasi-parent#and Cal lets him and even enjoys it a little because he loves Greez too#Cal is troubled by his own anger but what saves him what strengthens him is the love he feels for the little family he built#which makes Bode’s betrayal that much more painful#also some of the echos with Bode’s thoughts explained more just make me hate him#sorry to anyone who wants a redemption for him but it was calculated and it was personal despite seeing how much Cal cares about people#gonna go ahead and tag for that just in case lmao#anti bode#kat talks#Kat plays videogames#jedi fallen order#jedi survivor#cal kestis#greez dritus
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I see you refer to Kris and Noelle as besties a lot. I haven't played the weird routes yet and I certainly don't know the normal route dialogue like the back of my hand, but I thought that Noelle and Kris were estranged family friends, not super close anymore, before the events of chapter 1. That view is specifically because of Noelle's private blog post about Kris from Spamton Sweepstakes (https://deltarune.com/kris_dreemurr_kris/). Noelle wrote, "Even then, with my eyes open, there were times when I wasn't even sure if we were friends." What do you think about this blog post?
well ok first of all when I called kris and noelle 'best friends' in my noelle post which im assuming is what this is about it was after about 3 paragraphs about how significantly they had drifted apart after dess's disappearance. I'd certainly not call them besties as things currently stand, but i think that BEFORE dess's disappearance and the player's takeover of kris they were at minimum the most consistent friend in each other's lives. the real point of that post was that i think they were probably significantly closer than noelle leads the player to believe based on her dialog alone, and that she is an unreliable narrator when it comes to she and kris's relationship. If I listed out every piece of evidence I can think of off the top of my head that she and kris were close this post would get insanely long, but literally just walking around her room in chapter 4 will paint you a pretty clear picture. she had a cactus named after them. and when she mentions that berdly renamed it kris gets pissed off about it in the flavor text afterwards.
as for that blog post, I kind of think taking that one line out of context does a disservice to the picture that is actually being painted here, because honestly I'd argue that the full text supports my point even more. full text of the post for context:
It's funny... there was a time when they were coming over almost every day. We'd play, and we'd play... then after a while, they would suddenly get very still, like they were remembering something. They'd go into the dining room to "get a snack," then after a few moments, I'd hear the piano. The first few times, I went into watch them play, but when they realized I was looking, they'd always shut the piano and come back. So over time, I just started staying on the couch in the living room. I'd lie there, listening to them play, sometimes for hours, sometimes even until I fell asleep. Even then, what were they thinking about me? Maybe they weren't thinking about me at all. They didn't have a piano at their house, so they probably just came over to use mine. Even then, with my eyes open, there were times when I wasn't even sure if we were friends. But when I closed my eyes, it felt like a concert just for me.
Yes, there's a level of removal going on here. Noelle doesn't quite understand kris's motivations and is struggling to contextualize their actions because of this. But I think it's important to remember that this blog post is recounting the memories of a young child, and written from the perspective of a teenager, so it would probably be a miracle if nothing got lost in translation. This is Noelle reflecting on a relationship which has very clearly changed drastically in recent years, and if there's one thing we know about noelle it's that she's avoidant as shit. It's nowhere near above her to recontextualize memories in her own head in order to make her previous relationship to kris feel less personal, so she won't have to feel as sad about losing a close friend. We literally watch her do this in real time in snowgrave--painting over and/or blocking out memories that scare and upset her in order to avoid reckoning with those feelings. I think she likely finds this easier to do with kris because kris seems to have been pretty introverted and kind of. weird in the ways they expressed affection towards her as a child (particularly the pranks she so often mentions) which makes it easier for her to spin their relationship as something obligational rather than true closeness. But because Kris was such a big part of her life for so long, her altered memories are still imperfect. In the same post where she says kris probably wasn't thinking about her at all she also mentions that kris was at her house every day and that she felt an intense personal connection to their music. And for what it's worth, there are at least two other pianos in town that kris easily could have used if all they wanted was to practice--one in the church's choir room and one in the hospital. They weren't at the holiday house purely to use that piano. more likely than not they really were playing for her.
#like. i really think it's important to pay REALLY close attention to EVERYTHING pertaining to noelle and kris's past relationship#if you want to really understand either of them as characters. because they're both so repressed that we basically have to rely on#noelle's VERY VERY VERY UNRELIABLE accounts of their past and the 0.2% of kris's actions that are autonomous#in order to figure them out. but when you DO pay attention it becomes almost impossible to miss#kris is genuinely a pretty introverted character i think. before susie noelle was the only kid their age in town who they were friendly wit#the only other characters who really seem to know ANYTHING about them are explicitly asriel's old friends#and all of those npc really only talk about asriel or have like. surface-level conversations with kris#and honestly a lot of them seem kind of surprised that kris is willingly talking to them at all.#which is why noelle's obvious familiarity with them is so significant. she's the only person in town who REALLY knows kris.#i think part of the disconnect here is partially that a lot of this closeness is only implied in missable dialog or flavor text#like. noelle is the only person including kris's OWN PARENTS who noticed something off when they started being controlled by the soul#but you only find that out by either playing the weird route or letting kris bat you around with a hockey stick for long enough#that you get one specific line while she's talking to susie in dess's room.#anyway. tldr yeah i do think they were besties actually. i stand by that#asks#deltarune spoilers
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You could say Angler has me hooked 👈(❛ ᗜ ❛👈)
This lovely swashbuckler belongs to @punkranger, I am just borrowing them.
#DnD#DnD OC#Specifically my friend's DnD OC#my art#Angler is fantastic okay#hope I did them justice#Punk's characters are some of my favorite things to draw#Unexpected parental figure of the year#water genasi are hard to draw
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i think ppl truly don't talk about the fact that having emotionally unavailable (or even emotionally abusive) parents breeds an inability to ask for help even when you need it bc you could never trust that ur parents would be there for you, and so you try to do everything urself and that leads to exhaustion and overwork while simultaneously thinking that if you could just do it all and do it perfectly then perhaps you'd get the affection/affirmation from ur parents (and later on ur boss/peers) that you've always craved which leads to blaming urself for not living up to crazy expectations and then thinking u don't deserve love bc you couldn't do it, etc etc
#🌧 raindrops#❌down the drain#tw parental issues#just a note this is NOT about me lmfao its actually something i've witnessed in some of my friends/coworkers#specifically because i did NOT have to go through this as a child -- i love my parents so much and am so grateful they always made me feel#safe enough to ask for help whenever i needed it and to also know that there's no shame in asking/needing help#i think that's so important for people to know/learn#and also then to divorce the idea of “deserving love” with how well you perform against arbitrary expectations#it was def a learning curve for me when me and bf first started dating and he didn't rly know how to verbalize what he wants#he would HINT at it or like talk around it and i realized it was bc that's how he grew up lol#meanwhile the spoiled princess that i am#im out here like i want... mangos and my adorable father would be 35 cases of mangos by sundown like#it took me a long time to get to a point now where bf is better with saying what he wants but im also slowly getting better#at kind of “reading” what he wants or seems to want tho im still not super fantastic at it#and also it took a long time to figure out why he was so uncomfortable asking for/receiving gifts when he so obviously wanted something#bc me and my mom r like “u want it? we got it” like we enable each other so badly whenever we go shopping LOL
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I need to know where you get your Thomas headcanons/vibes. A specific comic? A fanfic? Your own brain? They’re just so specific and passionate lol. I love seeing them pop up and knowing absolutely nothing about Thomas, but you’re so sure about these thoughts that I’m like 🤷♀️ sounds about right
Me, gesturing violently: THE VOICES
#definitely some fanfic as well but!! most versions I like are built by small clues here and there :>#I think the Wayne parents are so fascinating because they’re the catalyst of everything and yet they’re such background figures#like ofc characters are narrative devices for entertainment and you can shape them in whatever way you want#but something about them is so specific they’re so voided#asks
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it's missing henry and ray hours 😔💛💛 i'm so used to being in big ass fandoms bursting with 100k fic...there's not enough hd fics out there
#henry danger#dangerverse#henry hart#ray manchester#bose o'brien#maybe its cause i'm looking for very specific fics?? i crave angst with a happy ending#heavy on the angst#ray being himself but also a parental figure to all the kids#also the story set sometime during danger force so i can have more interactions between the og 3 and the new kids#i need something fucked up to happen and bring them all together--found family trope will be the death of me#i want bose going to henry for advice with those big puppy eyes of his and henry thinking 'oh fuck do i have to parent this kid now?'#also also it is my (very strong) headcanon that bose reveres the fuck out of ray and then henry#he sees how seamlessly henry and ray fight together. how their movements just flow while beating the crap out of some villain#and bose is wowed on the spot#i just like to talk in the tags ppl...i never know where these things are going#yipyip
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is cc!donnie still a hopeless romantic like in canon?
you get me. i love hopeless romantic donnie. anyways
you know realistically his fictional crush on atomic lass has not gone away. i just think he's embarrassed about it now (actually he probably lost a lot of the old merch rip),,, but it's still definitely there. i still think he'd be the type to fall head over heels for someone but he'd have a more messy, complicated relationship with romance conceptually because the internalized ableism is ,.. really bad now. i think his feelings of being undeserving of love would impede his courage to express it. his rizz is gone he's just a girlfailure now
#ask#canary continuity#this is a silly question in a series of silly questions but i think a lot about how in chapter 3 when donnie sees the room raph-#-rebuilt for him it specifically mentions his old posters being hung back up#and there being NEW merch there. either something they already had or something he went out and *got*. intentionally#a silent way of trying to express it was okay for him to be happy again. to enjoy things again#makes me think of snow day when raph specifically pointed out loving donnie being a nerdy little theater kid like. hrgnnhhhhh#it makes me so fuckin sad#something about how after cleaning this is the thing raph zeroed in on. ughhhhhhh#telling him its okay to be a kid again because he feels like he failed asHIS PSEUDO PARENTAL FIGURE IM GONNA
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I find it funny when people see mentor-student characters and immediately equal them to have a parent-child relationship. Have you guys never had teachers
#sorry i’ve been thinking about character dynamics a lot and i just. yeah.#this can be about whoever you want it to be but i was thinking about arin specifically#but he’s also more complicated because he doesnt want new parental figures he just wants his old ones back#cable’s txts#i don’t actually know who else i was thinking about but it was probably SOMEONE#i’m too brain fuzzed to think about it rn
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No issue with CaseyNardo of most iterations but in ROTTMNT Casey Jr and future leo have an established mentor student relationship that bleeds into his dynamic with past Leo, so maybe let’s not ship rise Leo and Casey jr
#anti rise caseynardo#rottmnt#rottmnt leo#rottmnt casey jr#future leonardo#2012 2003 etc whatever they’re chill but to specifically ship rise casey jr and Leo#like future Leonardo isn’t a grown ass adult taking care of a child casey jr#them having a mentor and student dyanmic on top of parental child bond then shipping casey w past leo is WEIRD#you have every other iteration of them but you decide the one universe where leo is a father figure to him you’d ship?#that’s weird in the whole sense of the word
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Belobog was my fave main quest but a lot of it is so. Contradictory. It's like they had multiple groups doing different shit and none of them checked in with each other for consistency. And you see this so much in Gepard's profile.
So in the main quest, they made him unfailingly, unquestionably loyal to Cocolia. Gepard's character arc is him learning to question authority etc etc. And this isn't even a bad thing; that's a story worth telling! It makes good conflict between him and Serval! And I love that we got Gepard as a boss battle and I get to see him all the time in SU!
But then you look at his character stories and it's like. The complete opposite.
According to his profile, Gepard has already HAD this awakening, long before the Astral Express, and he'd already decided Cocolia sucks. Even outside of his stories, there's a pretty damning readable between him and Pela.
He even disobeyed direct orders right in front of her- he has been disobeying orders for a while now!
So I've decided I'm marrying the two different sides of this into a 1.5k fic-ish thingy, because I think there's some fun potential there with Gepard not trusting Cocolia, but still having to pretend to be a good obedient little soldier.
Anyway. I love to think of it as like. Gepard knows Cocolia has sunk into her apathy. He can see it in her eyes every time he looks at her. She doesn't care. Not about him, not about Pela, not about all his soldiers on the frontlines giving their lives to protect the citizens. And that's... It makes him bristle a bit, but ok. Gepard can deal with this. Even if Cocolia no longer cares, as long as she does her job then it's fine. Having compassion behind an action doesn't matter as much as the action itself. If Cocolia's heart is no longer swayed, then he'll just have to care twice as hard to pick up the slack. He considers it part of his duty as a captain of the guard anyway. It's fine. Gepard can deal with it.
And then, Cocolia starts coming down to the restricted zone. Issuing direct orders.
And Gepard realizes he is in way over his head.
Because Cocolia orders him to stay back and issue commands from the ramparts, away from all his comrades, away from where he can protect them.
Gepard had thought nothing could be as bad as watching a fellow guard die right next to him. But the first time he watches someone struck by a killing blow, so far away, it hurts. Every defensive scar across his arms itches, his fingers curl in want of a weapon, the cold cannot numb his hands enough as they desperately ache for his shield. It hurts.
Gepard tries to find any reason to stay. Because surely... He knows Cocolia has lost her love for her people, but surely... She wouldn't...
One day, Cocolia orders for their gunners to advance 20 yards. There are no survivors. She almost looks like she smiles.
Gepard doesn't sleep that night.
Pela brings him the report at the end of the first month; and then the month after that, and the month after that. A significant uptick in losses, and all of it started on that first day Cocolia started overriding his authority and issuing her own orders. The ends of Gepard's pens have all been nearly chewed off. Pela outright calls Cocolia an idiot, and Gepard corrects her. Cocolia isn't an idiot. Gepard had known her through Serval, knew her through all her college years and then some, and he knows how intelligent she is. It's not that she's stupid, and it's not that she's inexperienced, it's nothing of the sort.
Cocolia knows exactly what she's doing.
She must, there's no way she could make such a horrible mess of things so badly by accident. And Pela, quick as a whip, sharp as a tack, always too smart for her own good, catches onto the meaning behind Gepard's correction without any further prompting. The tent goes deathly quiet, nothing but the wind howling outside.
"...She's trying to kill us," Pela whispers, her voice swiftly suffocated by the silence.
Gepard swallows. He can't bring himself to correct her this time. There is nothing he could say that he would actually mean.
His gaze drops, back down to his desk and the reports on it. The names aren't listed, just the numbers, but Gepard knows them, knew them, and there must be something wrong, something he's missing, because why, why would she-? What could this possibly accomplish-?
“Gepard! Focus!” Something snaps right under his nose, and Gepard startles, eyes instantly honing in on Pela's irritated face as she leans over his desk. She holds his gaze for a moment before she huffs and begins to pace, wedges a knuckle between her teeth and bites like Gepard hasn't seen her do since cadet school.
Pela angrily strides from one end of his tent to the other, words hissed between her grit teeth. “What are we going to do?” In the dim lighting, Gepard can just barely see the damp spot of blood weeping under her gloves. “We need a plan.”
“A plan?”
“Wh- Yes, a plan! Unless you want more people to die!” Pela rounds on him then, all the wrath of a blizzard, winds roaring and snow sharp enough to cut.
“We don't even know-”
“What does it matter?! She killed-!!” Pela cuts off with a garbled noise when Gepard leaps up from his desk, hastily shoves his hand over her mouth. The prosthetic, not the flesh one, because he knows better than to assume Pela won't seize the opportunity to leave teeth marks in his skin.
“You're right. I'm sorry, I'm sorry; you're right. But you need to keep quiet.” Pela quirks an eyebrow at him and Gepard can read the question in her face. “Because we both saw what she did to Serval,” he hisses.
It's amazing the snow plains haven't thawed out yet, the amount of heat Pela can put behind a glare. The mere mention of Serval, and the smoking ruins Cocolia had made of her life and career, have her bristling up like a riled cat. The sudden hot breath she takes fans fog across his metal skin, and Gepard wisely keeps it in place until Pela finally sighs and reaches up, taps her fingertips against the back of his hand.
The second she's free, Pela bats him away and then her knuckle is right back between her teeth again, Gepard leaning back against his desk with his arms crossed to watch her resume her pacing. “If we spread the word, she'll have us discharged and make sure we can't even touch the frontlines,” Pela's voice seethes like an open sore. Gepard nods but keeps his silence. He knows better than to get in her way.
“And if you and I are both out of the picture, Belobog is fucked.” A little harsher than how he would have put it, but there's no denying that they're both important to the city's survival. Pela has the restricted zone running as efficiently as ever, and Gepard had become the youngest captain on record for a reason. “We need to keep this tight under wraps, at least for now… It can't leak to anyone higher up the chain.” Another nod. “Serval might know other discontents…” Another n-
Gepard's head snaps up. “No.”
“No what?”
“No. We're not involving Serval in this.”
Somehow, even the same tone that leaves entire squadrons shaking in their boots has never worked on her. “You're not deciding that for her, Gepard.”
Pela hadn't seen the worst of it, though, back when his sister had just been banned from the Architects. Serval's pride hadn't allowed it. Pela wasn't the one to find her passed out bottle still in hand, hadn't been the one to wash the sick out of her hair or carry her to bed.
Serval still has trouble thinking clearly when it comes to Cocolia, still can't quite bring herself to be objective. And Gepard maybe doesn't want her to be purely objective- but he would worry a lot less if she thought twice before she acted more often.
“At least let me be the one to bring it up to her.”
“Whatever, fine,” Pela gestures affirmatively at him as she paces past, and Gepard sighs. Good, at least that's one thing he can help.
From there, it's a lot of hemming and hawing and frustration. Cocolia has them under her boot, and Gepard and Pela both know it. Even with the way she's been cracking down on freedoms lately, Cocolia is still, overall, liked by the people. It's unlikely anyone would believe them. They don't even have solid proof, because most people don't know Cocolia as well as they do and won't see the clues in the same light.
The Fragmentum has been ramping up in recent years, too. Everyone is struggling just to survive as is, they can't afford a fight on two fronts. Gepard is a damn good captain, one of the best for that matter. But they're at a massive disadvantage, his experience is narrowed to fighting a defensive battle against monsters, that's all he's ever done. That's all anyone there has ever done. He has no way of finding first-hand knowledge for taking the offensive against a human opponent, and if he goes at this blind, there's no way he'll get everyone out unscathed. He's going to lose people. He's going to lose a lot of people.
He'd never thought before that Cocolia would have it in her to have someone killed. And with this new knowledge, he has no guarantee she won't go after Serval or Lynx if she decides to retaliate.
Gepard has to remind himself to breathe when he realizes this.
Pela writes down every name the two of them can come up with. Lists and lists of names and groups and anyone they can think of who might be an ally in all of this. They memorize every bit of it, make their plans of who to talk to and when. Gepard watches the sparks reflect off Pela's glasses as they burn the evidence together.
Pela finally leaves, far too late to make it home, but says she wants to stay in the restricted zone anyway to investigate. Gepard watches her make her way in the direction of Dunn's tent, watches her back until she's out of his sight and squashes down the urge to follow and keep an eye on her. His tent feels empty.
In the morning, Gepard is up before the wake up bells. He drags himself out of bed, leads his soldiers through their morning training. The same people gravitate to each other everyday. Friend groups and training partners. There's an ongoing rivalry between a few squadrons that everyone bets on. Some of them have lockets around their necks, keepsakes, mementos. Some of them wear wedding rings.
Gepard is suddenly, painfully aware of something acidic clawing at the inside of his throat, of a heavy weight low in his chest that blooms, takes up room until it threatens to spread his ribs. His mouth tastes of bile and blood.
He rearranges the schedules. Puts himself down for every open patrol into the Fragmentum, makes sure he'll be on the frontlines every single time Cocolia visits.
He only hopes that it's enough.
#honkai star rail#gepard landau#hsr gepard#pelageya sergeyevna#hsr pela#hsr#smacking Gepard out of Hoyo's hands and running off with him skzjmdkd#tentatively Figuring Out how to write these two... It feels a little tricky starting out with extreme circumstances like this haha#I feel like a lot of people see Gepard as naive for trusting Cocolia so much but I don't think that's quite it. He's not stupid.#He's not even naive.#He's someone who has been groomed since birth by his own parents to be an obedient Guard and nothing outside of that role.#You are not immune to propaganda etc etc#But even then there are a lot of things like all the included screenshots where he. Doesn't actually seem to like/trust Cocolia much.#I think Serval was a really good influence on him as a kid. He might have turned out much much worse without her.#and even with how I've written him here. I don't think he's normally slow to act or one to stand aside and make other people lead.#it's just that this specifically was a pretty extreme circumstance for him.#and also he openly states elsewhere that Pela is overbearing and he tries not to interfere with her work whenever possible nskzhdjdjd#Pela too. I don't know that I normally see her as someone with a bad temper or quick to anger.#But again; extreme circumstances haha#Bc like. they both would have seen what happened to Serval when she stood up to Cocolia. they know damn well what's going to happen to them.#if they fuck this up and get caught then they're done.#and I mean. What are they supposed to do? they're two people against the highest authority of the entire nation.#regardless I do love Gepard agonizing over this in the future after Bronya takes over and everything has settled down#did he do the right thing? did he make the right choice? if he went vigilante how many soldiers would have died without his protection?#would Belobog have fallen completely? how many people died because he DIDN'T run away? was it actually enough?#I love characters forced between a rock and a hard place. no good options. pick your poison.#no winning- only weighing what you can and cannot bear to lose.#make your choice and decide whether you want to rot or to burn.
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ALRIGHT since at least 6 of yall wanted it here it is- my Adachi Channel concept 🎉 (ft. a quick comic of how their intro dialogue would go)
Boy where to start- there’s quite a lot under here so beware
Ok so- my first thought was “ if Adachi had a channel, what would his dark secret be” and I thought it would be that he secretly loves the Dojima family and wants so bad to be officially part of that (the adajima shipper in me saying he would love to get with Dojima and sort of become an official dad figure to Nanako) and so scared of them leaving him
I think in game, it’s shown Adachi actually cared for Nanako a lot, as he was always looking out for her and felt remorseful that she got hurt because of his actions and he even says in his letter at the end that he valued his times with the Dojimas
But it’s also largely based off of the Persona 4 Golden anime, where there’s a little section that expands upon Adachis background and his relationships with the Dojima’s. Specifically, that one part where Dojima, Nanako and Adachi are all holding hands before Nanako runs off to greet Yu and then it cuts to those three walking while Adachi stands dejected behind.
Anyways- within this background it’s shown that Adachi has pushed away every opportunity to connect with his peers in any way, no matter how much he wanted to, because he wanted to focus on his studies. And it ended up being all for not anyways because he never won any awards or got any serious recognition for his efforts and was instead relocated to Inaba (middle of nowhere town as someone says).
So here Adachi is- no serious friendships or relationships, who just moved to a town where there isn’t much to do anyways, who meets Dojima and his daughter who end up being his first genuine friends/companionship in YEARS.
Despite Adachis whole thing about thinking relationships are stupid and restricting, I think he finds himself caring about these two, and having them care for him, in a way he’s never experienced before. OF COURSE he going to latch onto that, and is going to be terrified to lose it when Yu- someone who’s ACTUALLY blood related to the family and not some sad coworker who tags along cause he got no friends- swoops in out of nowhere and starts taking their attention and affections.
So how does that relate to 1950s American housewives- well, again, if Adachi whole thing is wanting to stay together and wanting to keep their affections- and Yu who’s a part of the family is taking priority over him- best course of action would be to place himself into the family. Becoming a wife type to Dojima and a mother to Nanako.
Now not sure if Japan had a similar era, but I know the 50’s were alllllll about appearances and LOOKING like a perfect family; the woman stayed at home and were perfect wives and mothers who did all the cooking and cleaning while the men did all the work. I think that’s also why the “killer housewife” trope came around, cause they snap under being so much pressure. This not only fits into Adachi mask of being a dumb detective when he’s actually a villain but also how he views his relationship with each of them.
Adachi is an assistant for Dojima, and we see in game how mistreated he is: getting coffee and beaten around. Unfortunately, I feel like that’s very similar to how woman in the 50s were often treated by their spouses- as assistants rather then wives. Obviously, as I’ve said, he’s taken on a motherly role towards Nanako- being concerned over Dojimas lack of parenting towards her and trying to look after her himself.
And since Palaces often take these sentiments to the extreme- I thought Shadow!Adachi would think himself as a replacement of the dead mother, (I forgot her name 💀) saying he can take her place and give them everything they need.
OK SO HOW WOULD THIS FIT STORY WISE IN THE GAME? So people show up on tv if they’ve caught the eyes of the public right? And Nanako got on cause of an interview so I would think Adachis rise of interest in the public would be the similar. At the very least, when the tv covers the two murders, Adachi would do some stupid thing that would accidentally be caught on camera and everyone would wonder who that bumbling idiot was. In my eyes, I think this happens after everyone had joined (so after Naoto) but before any of the endgame stuff with the red herring and Nanako and stuff. So perhaps the news does a follow-up on the lead detectives on the Telephone Pole murders since there’s not been anything new happening and they want to know if it’s passed or if they still have to keep working, and eventually Adachi comes along and like- idk spills coffee on the reporter or something, and since it’s live- the everyone figures out Adachis name after Dojima barks it at him to get his act together.
Boom he’s on the tv, boom the guy chloroforms him and throws him in the tv, boom Adachis like aw fuck.
I don’t understand how Adachi got his persona in the first place? I looked it up and it said it was cause he was so fucking lonely and because he had no relationships he developed a persona. Ok???? Didn’t know that was an option??? But in this universe- Adachi doesn’t have his persona and instead awakens it after confronting his truth like every other person, because thems the rules, instead of just developing one because you’re chronically lonely. (If we REALLLY wanted to it could be like a Akechi situation where he has two- but eh )
(Oh also- I’d imaging his channel introduction scene thing would be like, sitcom esc? Like a- ha ha come see how quirky my family is or something? Like I Love Lucy or any of those old American sitcoms)
So anyways he’d be like “fuck, welp this can’t be too hard to survive, I just have to keep being in heavy denial like I always have-“ and tries to keep up the stupid act, especially when the Team rolls in, but then the Shadow gets to him by implying he has a meaningful relationship with the Dojimas (aka he NEEDS them cause he prolly would have offed himself months ago from boredom and/or lack of friends ) which pisses him off and triggers the fight.
(This could be some slight foreshadowing the Adachi is not what he seems as his masks slips and as his Shadow occasionally spits out some of his ideology and stuff)
Boom, fight ends when Adachi confronts that yes, maybe he does have a meaningfully relationship with the Dojimas. He’ll then be like, well obviously I can’t join your team, I’m part of the actual detective team, but maybe I can share insider info with you guys- while he secretly gets the first hand scoop of the Teams plans.
Obviously this does not undo what has been done, and with everything rolling to its natural conclusion there’s nothing Adachi can do to stop what has been started. He’ll keep doing what he’s doing tho, It’ll be even more tragic when he realizes he’s put both Nanako and Dojima in serious danger and make him spiral more into denial towards the end. Saying how those relationships don’t actually help him with anything, that they cause him more pain more suffering then when he had no one to care for but himself, that’s he’s still in a shitty place in the world etc etc.
Bam- after he’s defeated and the God is defeated it’ll smooth his transition into slowly accepting that friendships do help, and his connection with Dojima and Nanako stay strong after everything is proof of that
Ok I’m kind of just writing shit now- it is very late and I wrote a lot so if it doesn’t make sense, oof, but I how you get what I mean cause this concept fits like perfectly in all aspects into Adachis character 👍
#persona 4#tohru adachi#nanako dojima#ryotaro dojima#yu narukami#yosuke hanamura#technically the whole Team is there but I was too lazy to draw them#hope yall like#this has been cooking for a while#adajima#kinda#I think eventually it’ll lead into it#I just think it’s funny that his shadow self is like yeah I’m his wife I love him and want to be a parental figure to his daughter#and adachis there on the side going guys no I’m so straight bro I swear it’s not like that#fic ideas made specifically for me by me
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as much as I like Bruces deal in DKoS being that he's half Kryptonian and having an identity crisis the whole time, and believe me, I do, can you imagine how interesting it would've been if he was actually cursed and was allowed to be his own thing?
Maybe during the attack on his parents, or just as a baby, an enemy of his parents, or the green man cursed him simply for the audacity to be alive. Not only does he hate magic because it's the only thing that can kill the family that took him in, but because he knows deep down that there's something dark inside him that magic put there. A part of him that he is truly afraid of.
Shadows cling to his heels and one day they won't let go, he's so quiet that his super-hearing family can't even hear him coming, they have to feel for his heartbeat like everyone else, under his dark metal helmet his eyes glow white, his cloak flows behind him with a mind of its own, when you lay eyes on him you can't help but choke in your own terror.
That darkness only becomes bigger, he's swallowed by it, it moves like it's a part of him, it grows to encompass the whole kingdom, big enough to fit a whole flock of robins under his wings. Just under the skin there's growing something that isn't quite human, that growls instead of speaks, that looms from the castle towers and haunts the dirty streets. It gifts him claws and horns and sharpened teeth, fueled by fury and ironclad duty and a protectiveness passed through his blood.
He couldn't be more different than the rest of his family, people who glow with the sun in the middle of the day, who are bright and optimistic and everything people think about when they think of the word 'good'. And if they're all that's good, and he's everything they aren't, he must be all that is evil, it's what he was cursed to be. If they can't see them as one of them, he must really just be some kind of monster.
Besides, what kind of fantasy setting doesn't love curses? and who is an incredibly curse-prone character? and what if he went on a quest to break it only to accept it in the end and learn that he can still be good and loved while also being The Dark Knight. And all of the robins catch it like a virus and it's pretty chill actually.
#on a tangent nobody cares about yeehaw#the other idea I have for a DKoS fic is this#the first one is literally just stuff I think should've happened (Bruce talks to people especially his last remaining parental figure)#because seriously... they need to say a few things#on one hand you have your step-mom whose husband cheated on her with her best friend to have you and you have the most parentless teenager#like theres no way he doesn't think she has to hate him when she literally loved him so much she forgave his parents-#and treated him like her own LIKE#but also we havent seen him bond with a bunch of the robins including Tim who got fireblasted through a wall and tortured with lightning#I just think that comic left so much room for me specifically and an absolutely empty audience#like the only fics for DKoS is superbat incest with the occasional successful lesbian relationship#I just think there should be more robins and bruce angst specifically#I think there should be more Bruce and Harley being besties and vibing with the bats network of child spies#it is almost three am let me know if these rambles make any sense at all
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