#sorry it seems I'm going through it this fine Saturday 😭😭😭😭

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Hiii Sam!! It feels like it’s been forever omg😭😭 I will try my best to respond without it being so long lol

I think by now all the guys have posted about it and ngl that was brutal for so many reasons! I didn’t even know what Louis had to go through and now with this it’s so :( and it’s okay! I feel like we all have para-social tendencies especially if we’re fangirls or whatever. But it’s understandable since you basically grew up with them and they were your everything at one point! and for better or for worse knowing about his own grief and how he deals with it is expected.

We did talk about it! And it is cute that people took the time to check in! I think it took everyone by surprise so of course checking up on friends who were/are in love with them seemed like a nice thing to do! Oh I definitely don’t agree with the stamens that you’re forgettable!! I think for the people who take time to know you, like actually know you, to them you are more than just a girl who loved 1D!

Sadly no new hot TA updates 😔 though he did come with his shirt basically it buttoned again one day so YES THIS MF KNOWS WTF HES DOING!!! My first thought when I saw him that day was “whore” BUT I MEAN IT IN THE MOST LOVING WAY😭 And I know I’m not the only one who thinks he’s hot like I’m sure I overheard a convo while going into the room lol

I LOVE when you ramble!! Even if they don’t make sense, they make sense to me!!!! I think you did mention the series!! DID YOU GET THAT NEW BOOK?!? HOW IS IT?! Will it replace the current book bfs?! Or will he be a new one on his own??

How are YOU doing though? I think the last time we talked you mentioned being busy and just not feeling good. Are you able to take a bit of a break for yourself? Please do so if you can!!

I’ve missed you so much it’s crazy😭 met someone from Boston last weekend and their name was Sammy??! So my brain immediately thought about you and how lame it’s been not being able to chat 😭 it’s been so busy these past two weeks I can’t! I simply don’t have time :( School is crazy like midterm season is here and I can’t lol I haven’t even been able to read your newest story yet😭 definitely a priority when i hopefully have time!

Missed you so so much my love!! Hope the week is treating you well! ILY!!-💜

OMG you lapped me in messages 😭

This week absolutely curb stomped me. But it's over. It’s fine. I was really overwhelmed and had a couple REALLY long and not so great days. Very drained. Slept a lot Friday into Saturday so I’m hoping this means I’ll be on the mend. I didn’t get to take a break for myself. but I DID read the book even when I had a 100 other things to do. It was good, but I liked some of the others in the series more. It was a little lackluster for me. Still sweet and I enjoyed it but the others deserve more hype than this one.

I know EXACTLY what you mean calling your TA a whore hahahahahaha he sounds pretty slutty to me tbh 🤣

I'm doing okay about Liam for the most part but I see some sad tiktoks. One that really got to me was a pic of him on the first slide and then the second slide is a picture of 1d when they were babies in 2012ish and the song in the background is "you start to wish you could've been 16 forever, cause you know your favorite band ain't getting back together" which is just gutting really for obviously 100 reasons. It's just so sad and I guess it's good I had such a bad week and a million other things to do so I could distract myself from how sad it is and not listen to this sad fucking song 😭

I'm sorry you've also been so busy! I hope you're taking time for yourself. Don't worry about reading, ever. I know you like to but it's not like the stories are going anywhere 💕 I know you're going to do well on your midterms and I hope you're not too stressed 💕 Sammy from Boston! How funny! I assure you it wasn't me as I wasn't near the west coast last weekend hehehehe

I'm excited to read what you wrote about the story, I hope you're having a great weekend 💕

xoxo

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hahaha that's totally fine, i know that feeling, which reminds me i need to clear up my asks soon smh :'(

also, thank you so so much 😭😭😭😭 i'm glad that i took the decision to come back to tumblr last year, it's been chill with me and i like the people i talk to, which includes you :D:D, here's to many more ig? <3

oooh i can imagine, finals getting to you? or internship?

no but what xD that's so sad, it's like everyone's got time to spread hate, it's annoying smh

it was interesting to say the least. i have an office squish which may turn into a crush soon idk, i saw an ig story where one of my exes got married and i was saddened by it temporarily, i faced vertigo symptoms all over again (through a nightmare that i had yesterday), and the internship seems interesting so far, but i think i enjoy more when i'm dealing with data lol.

there's this south indian festival coming up as well called ugadi and my office's gonna do a potluck and i'm excited hehe.

istg i miss seeing you on my dash, you're like a breath of fresh air 😭

yessss next week i'll be a lot more free for me to interact and get back to everyone but man, this week is just plain doodoo

and I like talking to you too hehe🙈💕 and yeah everyone that I interact with on tumblr are super nice and sweet like i legitimately love my mutuals and think a lot about how they're doing, especially those that I know more personally🥰🥰

And yes the anon hate is hilarious💀

OOOH A SQUISH I SEE😏😏😏 Just be careful okay? Get to know them a bit more before you go making crushes because people out here wilding man im telling you😫 and I'm sorry to hear that you're not feeling good :( I suppose you feel sad because they have found happiness and you feel like you haven't. I'll just say that you don't have to be in a relationship to be happy ☺ You can be "alone" (because come on I bet someone as sweet as you would have a lot of friends) and still be happy and content☺☺

And niiiice internships are honestly so fun and I love feeling like im in a work environment where I feel like Im being productive🤓💀💀

I'm also south indian! Im from Andhra so I speak telugu👀 my family is christian so we don't do pujas and all that but we do make dishes for the holiday!! Also, speaking of south indian holidays, HOLI THERES A HOLI FESTIVAL THIS SATURDAY WHERE I LIVE BUT I CANT GO BECAUSE I HAVE TO BE OUT OF TOWN IM SO FREAKING MAD AKLJDLJDFI

smh i miss clowning on people's dashes i swear😭