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motherforthefamicom · 2 months

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trying to find some oldass drawings of one of my first sonas i havent been able to find em yet but instead ive just been unearthing all these old notes an ex friend and i would pass to each other back in middle school

#fucking insane i forgot abt a lot of these. i feel kinda bad keeping them that person kind offfff completely ruined my and many of my #friends lives but also. theyre kinda funny to look back on idk #theres one they made that was like ‘i drew the 2 of us as guys haha no reason lol’. idk how he identifies now but back then they were #very very openly a lesbian and last time id heard of him he had transed his gender #i remmeber . so clearly feeling some kinda way abt the art i couldnt articulate at all at the time. Lol #god that whole situation was so fucked im not gonna get into all my personal middle school bullshit becuz it was soooo stupid but like. man #insane #i know ive always been kind of a pushover ill admit but its soooo frustrating looking back like. man..HOW did i just not say anything at al #i wouldnt have gotten into that whole mess if id just been honest 😭 i mean tbh that guy was . i dont want to say anything too like . awful #he was going through a lot absolutely had his own issues they were working thruwe were all like 12 but again .#completely ruined me nd my friends lives for a while . i feel like he wouldve just pulled rhe same thing w someone else as the main target #okay no i need to stop talking abt this i said i wouldnt over share #its mostly just funny seeing all the old art tbh. most of it was before shit got bad so its sorta bittersweet in a way #inquisitivewaltz.txt #i dint know why im talkign abt this sorry #this is honestly something i think abt a lot sometimes . especially the stupider nd more mundane bits #but it was such an awful part of all out lives i cant really discuss it much w friends #everyone else has a much more ‘thank god were not in that anymore now lets pretend it never happened’ outlook on it which is understandable #idk #sorry im oversharing again i need to start keeping a journal or some shit

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