#sorry i've always thought hassanat were stupid ever since they were first explained to me i've always found it odd that people did good deed

[gouinisme]

i think i stopped believing in islam when i was in primary school and people kept saying "you should do this nice thing for hassanat" and i would say shouldn't i just do it to be kind and make others' lives easier and they'd say no!! do it for hassanat so you can get into heaven!! and i'd think why are you using an xp system to get into heaven instead of a moral code but i'd not say anything cuz i didn't know what xp was at the time but i did know ppl were saying some bullshit to me and i'd tell my mother why do you ppl care so much about hassanat why aren't they kind for the hell of it why can they only help someone if they think it helps them and my mother would say she doesn't know and i'd go to sleep believing a little less in god